What I HATE about having Bipolar Disorder! | Top 10 WORST symptoms
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- Опубликовано: 14 июл 2020
- These are the WORST parts of my life and HARDEST parts of my Bipolar Disorder diagnosis. Here is Part 1, what I LOVE about being Bipolar: • What I LOVEEE about be...
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Derealization for me is like watching a movie all the time. Like I’m in control but auto pilot is on and it feels like I’m in a movie
I’m watching this while being in denial, it’s great to know I’m not alone when you describe it 😭😭😭
The memory loss!!!!!! Gives me so much anxiety 💔
You are strong, Lizzie. Remember that. God loves you. The ones in your life loves you. I love you too. Love yourself is important. Be kind to yourself also. I hope you are moving forward. Thank you for the video. Hugs!
Can’t wait for the premiere to start!! 💜
5:30 like you’re falling in a forest, and nobody’s around, you never really make a sound
I'm so glad to hear you talking about detachment. I experience this every few months, and have never known it was connected. It really is so frustrating and hard to no whether to act on it or not.
Thank you so much for this video. I’ve had the hardest time lately and I’ve been feeling so alone. I don’t know anyone that has bipolar. This makes me feel so happy that you understand. Thank you Lizzie ❤️
I was dating my Bipolar ex for 2 years. We shared a lot of love and I was really confused when he cut off all contact out of nowhere. At first I hated him for it, but now I'm realizing it's probably beyond his control. It sucks because I'm trying to have empathy for him, but at the same time I can't deny that his actions have left me feeling really hurt. I still feel very confused about it, but I am learning a lot from your videos. I think I am going to keep my distance and try to heal myself from feeling abandoned.
What happened?
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I just had my heart broken from a bipolar ex who cycled and just decided to break up with me for no reason. Nothing was wrong and everything was going fine in our relationship. I’ve never known a pain this brutal. The person had informed me they were bipolar early on when we first met. I knew a bit about the illness and certainly expected changes in mood and maybe even periods of not seeing each other, but I never expected to just be brutally discarded out of the blue when the very first cycle hit. They just coldly blocked me from everywhere on social media and then over text without responding to me at all. It feels like a complete lack of empathy. I am assuming they are unmedicated. The pain is just awful. I feel like time has literally just frozen still from the shock and is no longer moving forward. The sudden shock is extremely traumatizing. Even though I have enough empathy and compassion to watch these videos and learn, I still flip flop constantly with forgiveness and reconciliation. I am now legitimately afraid of my ex partner. It’s so difficult to forgive how they can still go to work and interact with relatives and family but just choose to discard and break up with me. It’s so hard not to take that personally. It doesn’t make sense. But I guess it wouldn’t be a mental illness if it made sense either.
I just had my heart broken from a bipolar ex partner who cycled and just decided to break up with me for no reason. Nothing was wrong and everything was going fine in our relationship. I’ve never known a pain this brutal. He had informed me he was bipolar early on when we first met. I knew a bit about the illness and certainly expected changes in mood and maybe even periods of not seeing each other, but I never expected to just be brutally discarded out of the blue when the very first cycle hit. He just coldly blocked me from everywhere on social media and then over text without responding to me at all. It feels like a complete lack of empathy. I am assuming he was unmedicated. The pain is just awful. I feel like time has literally just frozen still from the shock and is no longer moving forward. The sudden shock is extremely traumatizing. Even though I have enough empathy and compassion to watch these videos and learn, I still flip flop constantly with forgiveness and reconciliation. I am now legitimately afraid of my ex partner. It’s so difficult to forgive how he can still go to work and interact with his relatives and family but just chose to discard and break up with me. It’s so hard not to take that personally. It doesn’t make sense. But I guess it wouldn’t be a mental illness if it made sense either.
You are such an Angel! You are helping me understand so much about bipolar disorder that I needed to understand. My husband is diagnosed bipolar although he is completely denying it most of the time. I love him and I do not define him as bipolar so I am able to stand outside the dark roads he goes down. He is turning against me more and more everyday. I'll never turn my back on him but I fear he has given up on me because I just have a lack of knowledge and I loose my patients a lot with him. I know I should be stronger but sometime I feel like I just can't. Thank you for your honest and very informative perspective.
Hi, Lizzie! I wanna say that you are an amazing person!! I found out you and your videos while I was searching for the beauty of the Catholic church to practice my listening skills, cause I'm Brazilian. So I really, really enjoy you and your videos! I've been catholic since I was baptized (I was around 2 yeasr old), but I learn a lot with you every single day! You help me to be a better person, a better christian. Thx, Lizzie!
Thank you for this video, for your honesty and generosity to share your experience with BPD!
BPD is Borderline Personality Disorder. Bipolar is abbreviated BD
God bless you, Lizzie! Thank you for saying brave things.🙏💟🕊️✝️
Thank you for sharing. Positive vibes to you!❤
Thank you so much for your videos. It makes me feel that I'm not alone. love!
Praying for your healing
Lizzie I love 💘 you and your videos !!! Please pray for me I am taking 🙏 RCIA classes but grew up Protestant too!!! Your videos explaining many things about Catholic beliefs has helped me so much !! Please pray for me I tore both of my miniscus and want healing .God Bless You Lizzie 🙏❤. You help so many people with your videos ! Thank you sister 👧 😊 !!!
this really helped validate my experiences thanks so much
I'm new to your channel and love it..Very good information shared...I'm still trying to figure out myself..Tough road and not surrendering..✌
Great video, thank you Lizzie :)
HEYYYYYYYYYYYY IVE NEEDED YOU :)
Really well said about bipolar and I’ve been going through it just trying to get a job. Also looking at some of your traits and relating
Please dont cry... My heart is Aching for you. Come here so I can give me a hug.
When depressed I sometimes feel that my head is underwater. Like in a different world...
I even wrote a song about it. Is "Underwater" on my channel
I think of it similarly, as drowning. I’m writing a poem about it.
@@noramcnabb1361 I want to read it!
This all gets worse as you get older. Had ECT this past summer. Now I can't do it because of panic attacks
Just curious, Bipolar 1 patient with comorbid addiction and ADHD. You mentioned that you have an addiction to both mania and alcohol. But mentioned that you were using alcohol to bring down the mania. This is called substitution. how did you ever pull yourself out of that cycle? I struggle with this same exact issue except its weed for me. So I'll use meds to stabilize long enough to know what direction I was coming from, Such as hypo vs full manic or the beginning of a depressive swing. Regardless of either direction I was in weed would have a way of making either episode feel normal. I am assuming this is the type of effect alcohol was having for you. What mindset did you have to build or what actions did you have to take to get yourself to a place where you were no longer addicted to both alcohol and the mania? Thanks
Thank you
Yep. I forget many things. Just gone
I can relate to that part of "sleeping away."
I do that when I'm depressed ( I have Bipolar 1, I also suffer from chronic cluster headaches, panic attacks, and anxiety.)
Sometimes I take 75mg -100mg of Benadryl, along with 2mg of Ambien and 1-2mg of Clonazepam all together to completely knock me out so I can sleep most of the day off.
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PS. I DO NOT recommend that you do this, please.
I am so empty. I just want it to stop, miss my meds for 4 days and two week spiral begins once more. Why am I so defective
Some alcoholics are called "binge drinkers" because they don't drink all the time, only on wild sprees. Maybe binge drinking is related to bipolar.
Sis I relate /o this so hard ... esp the break up
i dont have bipolar but....i have deppression and anxiety as well as OCD. Lizzy you are truly a blessing to many christians who have mental illness you have no idea how you are serving your neighbor.
May God help you. As you help others
As you grow in your relationship with God the balance will come
I was diagnosed with cyclothamia six months ago, I still can't accept how much this frickin shit stops me from doing what I know I can do. I go from being very smart and sharp minded to being stupid as a door in a matter of hours. Sometimes mania lasts days, and then it fades and pure chaos and darkness takes over, where I'm so paranoid and hollow that I can't even take care of myself, and them I'm stable for weeks and it all repeat itself. I wish I was just a regular version of me, I'm afraid I'll become a number in a chart about suicide, that soon, when the darkness comes again I won't come back out.
How did you get diagnosed I’m wondering bc I feel that I have all of that and I went to a health clinic but the only gave me meds for depresión
@@Paixpeacehippy They ask you a bunch of questions, I was only diagnosed with cyclothamia because I couldn't tell for how long my episodes lasted, otherwise it would probably be bipolar II. It is really hard to pin point it, I've been struggling since I was 18, I'm 29 now.
How long did your appointment in this health clinic last?
Sucks you have to learn how to pronounce that word.
Hi im bipolar 2
I have had the same experience genius sharp as a razor to blank clueless vegtable.
I have exceptional talents which surface and dissapear randomly.
Good luck big hug
Impulsively flying to Europe is expensive!
I'm BP 1...I could never cheat on anyone. Please stop saying that, that is not hypersexuality. Hypersexuality is when you want sex a lot more than usual.
I’m very tired I feel like there’s no real answers on how to get healed or make real money I’m lost and ready to give up please pray for me smh 🤦♀️
Delusions of religious grandeur are part of the illness we share 😉
Hi This is a tricky one for me. Because of my bipolar 2 I have stopped going too deeply into mystical contemplation. It was tricky enough when I had excellent spiritual director. On my own and with this condition its too risky. Priests asked me to speak in church for example but I am not a public person. I prefer to be hidden. A priest told my cousin Im a mýstic. Very embarrassing. People always ask me why i didnt join a religious order. I tell them I have a psychiatric condition. They look at me in disbelief. God ways are not our ways. I did hear of a young monk who committed suicide in a monastery. Cant imagine the grief the community must have suffered.
Sending ❤️💙💜💚
My GF she FUCKING HATES
1: Feeling drugged up all day on an empty stomach because she has no appetite
2: Never satisfied with her clothes or make up
3: When I ask if she's ok/good/etc and not like some bitch male, I ask so I know
4: That I put my life on hold for her and she's undeserving. My life isn't on hold, she is my life. It's not about deserving, it's about me not quitting
5: Memory loss
6: No sex drive until her mania kicks in
7: When people say stupid shit like "get over it, you'll be fine, think positively, etc"
8: When I check her before she can snap and have an episode (not put her in her place, to get her attention and talk her off the mental edge"
9: That I've been hospitalized three times for neglecting my health/life to care for her while working 60+ hours weekly and literally not sleeping for 5 days and having a psychosis breakdown.
10: She's treatment resistant and insurance refuses to cover any amount of TMS treatment or outpatient programs, just meds and meaningless counselor and psychologist bullshit, she's begging for med adjustment and this knuckleheaded bitch always says "I'm comfortable" fuck your comfort bullshit cause in about 3 seconds I'm about to come out this chair and you're going to experience the wrath of a sexually deprived man who is in protection mode for his woman who is suffering.
She sees a new psychologist
Thanks for sharing this and I am sorry that you have to go through it. I have questions because I am dating a person who said he had bipolar 2. I know bipolar symptoms a little because I am getting my degree in MFT. I found I couldn’t believe he had bipolar. He has great sense of humor, we laugh together so much, he enjoys dancing, going to parties, having sex, playing video game and making gourmet meals. He has not been able to hold one a job. His family stopped supporting him financially except the basics.i didn’t feel any mood swings from him even we spend three days together. The only symptom is insomnia and not able to have a job. He doesn’t sleep till 3-5 am and can’t get up till the afternoon. But this can be simply bad life habits. He communicates consistently. Responds consistently. He told me some stories of him lying to get what he wants. So I am debating whether the whole bipolar was made up to cover his laziness. If someone can relate to this, let me known if I am being critical to him. He is very nice, caring and kind person in heart.
I'm bipolar too. I think that I contracted this illness for having masterbated off camera being that neither I nor the others a yet legally married to themselves, so being a Christian you act out a condemnation for these crimes.
you weren't born with bipolar, nobody is, can I respectfully ask what happened? I got to know someone with bipolar and he was left at a young age for his grandparents to look after him but they really didn't do much. I think he needed his mum in the early years but she was off to work. It seems sensitive children get affected via poor parenting.
The worst thing bipolar disorder is the taste of lamictal.
I love you stay strong I love your video I have bipolar you hate yourself
I pray for your healing and you will find the will of God in your life.
I think you mean subconsciously not subliminally
i have schizoafdfecgtive
3:40 - Addicted to going off meds
4:25 - Depersonalization. Numbness
5:40 - Derealization
6:30 - Dark night of the soul
7:40 - Depression. Auto pilot
8:45 - Memory Loss
10:30 - Lashing out. Anger
10:50 - Hypersexuality and cheating
11:35 - Emotional detachment.
12:30 - Regret from a breakup
13:25 - Cutting people out
15:40 - Sleeping my life away
17:55 - Financially spending all money
19:00 - Dating someone else
20:10 - Alchohol and Mania
Anyone here Tri-polar???