I enjoy hearing you two sisters life experiences growing up with a mentally ill parents. It shows that people are not alone dealing with this. Both of you two sisters was still able to keep a blessing perspective about life. That things will get better if you dont give up. Even with the up and downs of dealing with a Parent that may not of always be in her right mind. Having no dad in life unfortunately. Yall still was bless with the will power to want to better yall lifestyle. And not take out yall anger on everything in life that good. Yall still seen the beautiful in life that God made for us to enjoy. I can agree with you sisters. As a child and teenager now adult. I build somewhat of a comfort to not trust people. My mindset was get close to people things go wrong. I Push them people away from me first. Because I fear hurt. Even if, I was wrong I rather push someone away then give a apologize. Growing up nobody in my family barely did apologizes. So my family had a lack of remorse for each other. My family care more about having a big egos most of the time. Dont get me wrong, there are a few kindhearted people in my family. But they got taken advantage of. Kindness in my family was taken for weakness just like being mentally unstable. So, I also grow up push in people away rather than discussion and sharing my problems I had. At a young age like the both of you two sisters I learn to keep my emotional problems trap inside me. . What happens in family stay in family. So I witnessed my mother get abused in many bad ways. And never said a word to nobody. I just got fearful,bitter, build serect anger inside me, and got jealous of happy family's. Not realizing it millions of people in the same situation. So growing up I felt worthless with low self esteem. My mother did try her best to guide me in the right direction. But she was to soft on me. Because of her past hurt. she did buy me many nice things with her disability checks. But as a child and teen I thought with brainwash mind by the devil my mother mentally retarded. I don't have to pay her much attention. Because all my family members mostly share with me mental illness was like curse. So as a child and teenager I was ashame of being around my mom. And didn't want to listen to her wisdom for life. I felt she was unstable to tell me what to do. So I give my mom many hard times and sleeply nights. By being stubborn and rebellious running the streets like a lost soul being hateful to myself and others. Now that I'm a adult but still feel like a broken boy inside sometimes. I came to reality that God may of bless me and others with mentally ill parents to grow up with deeper compassion and honor for are love ones. That can carry out in to this world to glorify him. I can admit I still struggle with being around my mom and being around people. But by the power of God I'm not how I use to be. He bless me and my mother so many ways. So the 3 good things I learn, value your parents care and wisdom , hate doesn't fix problems, opening up emotionally is beautiful it ok to be wrong, and to forgive..
wow thank you for sharing your testimony with me !!! That is truly miraculous! I hope to jump into more content soon. I can share with so many sentiments you shared like being jealous of other famil's happiness. WHEEWWW!!! Pushing people awayy! Lordt. I can relate. I realized that I identified too much with the circumstance in this world than my actual identity in Christ. I had to realize that I was experiencing these things but they dont define me. IT is really difficult to separate the two, especially as a young child/adolescent. Thank you again for sharing with me.
Thank you for your content, it really makes me feel not alone in my experience. I’ve been focusing on the negative lately about my childhood, and needed this perspective
Hey Emily!!! WOw I am so glad you stubbled upon this! I am looking to create more content BUT I am active in my ministry Perfect for Purpose sisterhood daily!!! Would you like more information?
@@PurposefullyTasha That would be great! I watched another one of your videos, "How to Live Life After a Traumatic Experience" and loved that one as well :) maybe you could talk about what you find most helpful to build self esteem or like favorite positive affirmations?
@@emmyl2821 we can absolutley talk. my ig is @purposefully_tasha email purposefullytasha@gmail.com reach out and I will send you the link to sign up for the sisterhood
thank you so much indeed for your input on mental illness! best wishes
Very relatable! Thank you for sharing
I enjoy hearing you two sisters life experiences growing up with a mentally ill parents. It shows that people are not alone dealing with this. Both of you two sisters was still able to keep a blessing perspective about life. That things will get better if you dont give up. Even with the up and downs of dealing with a Parent that may not of always be in her right mind. Having no dad in life unfortunately. Yall still was bless with the will power to want to better yall lifestyle. And not take out yall anger on everything in life that good. Yall still seen the beautiful in life that God made for us to enjoy. I can agree with you sisters. As a child and teenager now adult. I build somewhat of a comfort to not trust people. My mindset was get close to people things go wrong. I Push them people away from me first. Because I fear hurt. Even if, I was wrong I rather push someone away then give a apologize. Growing up nobody in my family barely did apologizes. So my family had a lack of remorse for each other. My family care more about having a big egos most of the time. Dont get me wrong, there are a few kindhearted people in my family. But they got taken advantage of. Kindness in my family was taken for weakness just like being mentally unstable. So, I also grow up push in people away rather than discussion and sharing my problems I had. At a young age like the both of you two sisters I learn to keep my emotional problems trap inside me. . What happens in family stay in family.
So I witnessed my mother get abused in many bad ways. And never said a word to nobody. I just got fearful,bitter, build serect anger inside me, and got jealous of happy family's. Not realizing it millions of people in the same situation. So growing up I felt worthless with low self esteem. My mother did try her best to guide me in the right direction. But she was to soft on me. Because of her past hurt. she did buy me many nice things with her disability checks. But as a child and teen I thought with brainwash mind by the devil my mother mentally retarded. I don't have to pay her much attention. Because all my family members mostly share with me mental illness was like curse. So as a child and teenager I was ashame of being around my mom. And didn't want to listen to her wisdom for life. I felt she was unstable to tell me what to do. So I give my mom many hard times and sleeply nights. By being stubborn and rebellious running the streets like a lost soul being hateful to myself and others. Now that I'm a adult but still feel like a broken boy inside sometimes. I came to reality that God may of bless me and others with mentally ill parents to grow up with deeper compassion and honor for are love ones. That can carry out in to this world to glorify him. I can admit I still struggle with being around my mom and being around people. But by the power of God I'm not how I use to be. He bless me and my mother so many ways.
So the 3 good things I learn, value your parents care and wisdom , hate doesn't fix problems, opening up emotionally is beautiful it ok to be wrong, and to forgive..
wow thank you for sharing your testimony with me !!! That is truly miraculous! I hope to jump into more content soon.
I can share with so many sentiments you shared like being jealous of other famil's happiness. WHEEWWW!!!
Pushing people awayy!
Lordt. I can relate.
I realized that I identified too much with the circumstance in this world than my actual identity in Christ.
I had to realize that I was experiencing these things but they dont define me.
IT is really difficult to separate the two, especially as a young child/adolescent.
Thank you again for sharing with me.
@@PurposefullyTasha thank you too
Thank you for your content, it really makes me feel not alone in my experience. I’ve been focusing on the negative lately about my childhood, and needed this perspective
Hey Emily!!! WOw I am so glad you stubbled upon this! I am looking to create more content BUT I am active in my ministry Perfect for Purpose sisterhood daily!!! Would you like more information?
@@PurposefullyTasha That would be great! I watched another one of your videos, "How to Live Life After a Traumatic Experience" and loved that one as well :) maybe you could talk about what you find most helpful to build self esteem or like favorite positive affirmations?
@@emmyl2821 we can absolutley talk. my ig is @purposefully_tasha
email purposefullytasha@gmail.com reach out and I will send you the link to sign up for the sisterhood