This song makes me cry so many times, so many songs of this Band make this, I know this feeling and all this dark stuff in your mind, like yeah you go to work or idk just go out and there are so many happy people and than is there this little you and you just wanne go home and stay there, hide yourself in the Dark okay enough of this, this band is actually amazing and so uff there is no Word to diiscribe how good this band is
@@foreverafterreacts of course they do and its so amazing what music can do, and yeah there is also so many good bands and songs out there like the new Single from dead by april, collapsing, and there are so many people in the World they cant say what is inside there minds but this Songs can do it, so more people can understand what is going on inside you, what is depressen and all this dark stuff, hope you can read this my English is not the best 😅
Around 1:20 when you mention not liking to do anything... same. Literally just last night I was discussing this with someone and trying to explain that I dont really find excitement in doing anything, I just do things to pass time. Their response was "just sounds like you're lazy" like ughhh no, it's not that at all. If anything, I'm defeated. It's just hard to explain to people who don't know how it feels. It's like a parent trying to explain to their child how much they love them.
I can absolutely relate! It has nothing to do with laziness.. It's just hard to actually WANT to do something, and even when it sounds like super fun. As soon as you start. All serotonin just vanishes... It absolutely sucks, Zac! :(
They inspired another poem. Here's the poem Endless December It's snowing in the middle of July. At least that's just another day here in my mind. Another day of an endless December. I can't escape this endless December inside of me. I've been running from this endless December for most of my damn life. Years pass but the colors stay the same,here in an endless December. I can feel my feelings fading so fast. It's like 👍watching my own life through glass. No one sees but it's an endless December in me. It's always pouring rain anywhere I go. Seasons never change here inside me and it's killing me! No one sees this endless December in me. I try so hard to be brave, but the reasons this life is worth living get hard to remember when living in an endless December. Black and white are the only colors I see in an endless December. You may think of joy and happiness when you think of December. A sunless sky is stuck on repeat. I hold it all down, I don't want anyone to feel this but me. The only time I'm free from this endless December is when I'm asleep. The more I think the more I feel myself sink. Sink back to this empty place. It's a nightmare I can't explain. I can't outrun the cold, when it's in my head. Wishing I was dead is getting old. As this overcast suffocates me, I'm done waiting on some sign of spring. I would rather lay here in my bed, than to have to face what lives here in my head. Hell just being awake hurts more than I can ever explain. Sometimes the cruelest pain is to feel nothing at all. That's just an endless December. Liz/Numa Sorry I'm late I was gone since the 12th visiting family in Minnesota just got back yesterday
Appreciate you bro! 🤘🏻
Oh my gosh!!!! Hi! :)
Anytime! Your music has been phenomenal and always keeps me hungry for more! ❤❤
This song makes me cry so many times, so many songs of this Band make this, I know this feeling and all this dark stuff in your mind, like yeah you go to work or idk just go out and there are so many happy people and than is there this little you and you just wanne go home and stay there, hide yourself in the Dark okay enough of this, this band is actually amazing and so uff there is no Word to diiscribe how good this band is
They know how to hit the feels and do such an incredible job at it!
Will love them forever
@@foreverafterreacts of course they do and its so amazing what music can do, and yeah there is also so many good bands and songs out there like the new Single from dead by april, collapsing, and there are so many people in the World they cant say what is inside there minds but this Songs can do it, so more people can understand what is going on inside you, what is depressen and all this dark stuff, hope you can read this my English is not the best 😅
I understood everything! You're good! lol
They know how to make a song relatable! ❤
Around 1:20 when you mention not liking to do anything... same.
Literally just last night I was discussing this with someone and trying to explain that I dont really find excitement in doing anything, I just do things to pass time. Their response was "just sounds like you're lazy" like ughhh no, it's not that at all. If anything, I'm defeated. It's just hard to explain to people who don't know how it feels. It's like a parent trying to explain to their child how much they love them.
I can absolutely relate! It has nothing to do with laziness.. It's just hard to actually WANT to do something, and even when it sounds like super fun. As soon as you start. All serotonin just vanishes... It absolutely sucks, Zac! :(
What a reaction ! It was so emotional like the song itself 😍. Stay safe and keep going ! 💜;
Appreciate it, brother! The song hit hard, and sometimes... I need that!
They inspired another poem.
Here's the poem
Endless December
It's snowing in the middle of July.
At least that's just another day here in my mind.
Another day of an endless December.
I can't escape this endless December inside of me.
I've been running from this endless December for most of my damn life.
Years pass but the colors stay the same,here in an endless December.
I can feel my feelings fading so fast.
It's like 👍watching my own life through glass.
No one sees but it's an endless December in me.
It's always pouring rain anywhere I go.
Seasons never change here inside me and it's killing me!
No one sees this endless December in me.
I try so hard to be brave, but the reasons this life is worth living get hard to remember when living in an endless December.
Black and white are the only colors I see in an endless December.
You may think of joy and happiness when you think of December.
A sunless sky is stuck on repeat.
I hold it all down, I don't want anyone to feel this but me.
The only time I'm free from this endless December is when I'm asleep.
The more I think the more I feel myself sink.
Sink back to this empty place.
It's a nightmare I can't explain.
I can't outrun the cold, when it's in my head.
Wishing I was dead is getting old.
As this overcast suffocates me, I'm done waiting on some sign of spring.
I would rather lay here in my bed, than to have to face what lives here in my head.
Hell just being awake hurts more than I can ever explain.
Sometimes the cruelest pain is to feel nothing at all.
That's just an endless December.
Liz/Numa
Sorry I'm late I was gone since the 12th visiting family in Minnesota just got back yesterday
No need to apologize! Thanks for stopping by! 🥰🥰
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