How To Achieve Cognitive Integration: ESTJ | Season 19 | CS Joseph

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  • @fxzwart
    @fxzwart 12 дней назад +6

    So nice that you make this public! The world will be better with you! ❤

  • @soulinameatsack29
    @soulinameatsack29 12 дней назад +4

    My ESTJ saved my life. Fixed all the chaos. Gave me structure. Gives me everything i need and want.

  • @junevo7104
    @junevo7104 11 дней назад +2

    i am a newly found estj after being mistyped as infp for 5 years.... love how you can go back to the classic board. Very satisfying

  • @Dakuta12
    @Dakuta12 12 дней назад +4

    Yeeeesss Season 19 is finally going public!!!

  • @j-cub7107
    @j-cub7107 12 дней назад +5

    “We think Freud is somehow more credible than Jung. I call bullshit”. THANK YOU wtf Carl Jung was a genius, it’s just such a shame almost nobody got what he was really saying (Freud included)

    • @j-cub7107
      @j-cub7107 12 дней назад +1

      Also just you wait till you get to the INTP portion of this, I’m gonna have some schizo theories ready to vomit up in spades

  • @Nebur9180
    @Nebur9180 12 дней назад +1

    saying what u mean is not about being direct, it is about being honest

    • @pthfnder450
      @pthfnder450 12 дней назад

      The point being that direct types say things directly, whether true or false. All direct communication is not automatically honesty/truth is it now? Good for you if it is in your case, but now, direct communication is not true by default. That is not true.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад +1

    Serenity relaxed floating over the lake that sounds like heaven

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    All the Zen part the way you say that it is just so relaxing I remember as a child I used to have dreams of just ironically not flying but I could float around in the air

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    when the parental prohibitions and demands enter the child's mind so deeply that they begin to be taken as an integral part of her own psyche

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    That brings me back to full circle about the any user NETI... They can comprehend me

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    a typical example or pattern of something; a model.
    "there is a new paradigm for public art in this country"

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    Yeah you're absolutely right because when people criticize me I get outside feedback and want to do the right thing anyway it's the weak people that can't criticize you so I've always thought this is a self-defense but I see you know my perspective now a little clearer thank you for helping me really identify my type because I had it off the whole goddamn time this took 3 years now

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    Honestly you know this stuff so well You should start your own naming convention and then just use a chart so that people that have gotten into this by learning that cognitive functions first have a chart to look at I don't know I think that would help a lot of people understand it on a personal level

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    Omg a squirrel literally. I'm sitting under a tree just ran down and pulled me back into reality

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I think you you're you're awesome your cause you know not to pry but you spoke with what coming from a religious family I think this aspect you can do more good for humanity than what they wanted of you

  • @FamilyGuy-kn5tt
    @FamilyGuy-kn5tt 12 дней назад +1

    Thanks for posting these

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I don't fear the criticism cuz I can take action You know what I fear The people that can't criticize

  • @pthfnder450
    @pthfnder450 12 дней назад +1

    Rosting over icy/cold flames. More like freezing them CSJ. Lol

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    My niece is infp feel so bad omg. Keep your mouth shut. Blew up FB with info and she can hold her own. Smart! I'm not a bad person no one ment me harm they made me strong a survivor. How can I not feel simplify for humanity. It's horable. I'm a realist I see it chase...

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    This is my insecurities where I can go ape shit because I lack boundaries.. nothing to be guilty about no shame I've done my dest to be forgiven but this is what upsets them chase. Do something for myself instead of just rolling with the punchs

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад

    Artifice
    clever or cunning devices or expedients, especially as used to trick or deceive others.
    "the style is not free from the artifices of the period"

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    But thank you for helping me verify because it was driving me nuts and I fact checked you just to make sure and everything seems to fit which is why am I thinking is a little more clear than it wasn't previous messages but thanks Chase awesome

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад +1

    35:00 reading material, not butt hurt omg u have me laughing its dead on

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    Then it makes me wonder how many times have I going around this merry-go-round if that's what it really is

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    Most of the time the energy they throw back is so kind and caring and deep but then because of me I feel that negative energy on the other side and it gives me such anxiety

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад +1

    So technically if everybody was actually truly integrated there's really only four types

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Here at work and some packing out pets right and the disintegrated jaded old person comes by in the electric chair knocking every single thing down and I stay completely calm and say and keep helping her with a positive attitude and tell her don't worry about it and pick it up and pick it up and then she finally goes in the woman who's standing there watching all the time The words she said rate's my heart now see if Joseph I didn't even know that woman was there so they don't have to be there I'm going to do the right thing anyway but it took me a long time to get there cuz this woman she didn't even affect my senses My nervous system stay completely calm to me that's extreme progress I felt good but I didn't know anyone was watching

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I can only relate to people on their level of perception anything outside of that just like you said chaos was vrs harmony

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Honestly I didn't even care if someone was watching because if I did I would have been aware she was there

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    You cannot have absolute truth without them all because then there is a bias but fear-based bias

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    Oh boy well again it's the deja vu thing I knew this from not a thinking perspective but what a feeling one however that works but it does help for me to systematically map it out cuz then it does it gives me that that structure that I need and it helps me so I can focus that energy You're right it is a wide gate versus a narrow gate there's a lot of energy connected to I'll get there or I'm going to die trying

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Extra vert I got it You know I'm dyslexic 🤣😂😂🤣😂🤣

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад

    OMG THANK YOU CHASE !!!

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад +1

    But it's definitely clear that I'm like a weightlifter of it has these huge arms and these skinny legs or huge legs and skinny arms. Working on the perspectives you don't want to look at ouch oh it's not even that you don't want to look at them you just train the other one so much. I think the best way to go about this is just change small habits one day at a time

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Overview
    Lyrics
    Listen
    This brings tears to my eyes every time...
    I have this thing where I get older but just never wiser
    Midnights become my afternoons
    When my depression works the graveyard shift
    All of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room
    I should not be left to my own devices
    They come with prices and vices
    I end up in crisis (tale as old as time)
    I wake up screaming from dreaming
    One day I'll watch as you're leaving
    'Cause you got tired of my scheming
    (For the last time)
    It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
    At tea time, everybody agrees
    I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
    It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
    Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
    And I'm a monster on the hill
    Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
    Pierced through the heart, but never killed
    Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism
    Like some kind of congressman? (Tale as old as time)
    I wake up screaming from dreaming
    One day I'll watch as you're leaving
    And life will lose all its meaning
    (For the last time)
    It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
    At tea time, everybody agrees
    I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
    It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
    I have this dream my daughter in-law kills me for the money
    She thinks I left them in the will
    The family gathers 'round and reads it and then someone screams out
    "She's laughing up at us from hell"
    It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
    It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
    It's me, hi, everybody agrees, everybody agrees
    It's me, hi (hi), I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
    At tea (tea) time (time), everybody agrees (everybody agrees)
    I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
    It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    I'm at my best health when I am in a social mode not a sexual mood or not a self-preservation mode but I can bounce to all three.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    But then again you can't help people that don't want to change You have to want to change That's key

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    It's not just deja vu because every time I try again I take a different approach but yes it is relived but not each time I try different way

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    How can I love the impact I can have on people in a positive way and how can I not hate the chaos I causing the lives of the people I love

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    Between the two sides the conflict has to rely somewhere between the parent and the child

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I don't have time to read them all but I think I can most likely do most of them but you know what deep down inside with the right person I'm truly the ideal lover at heart well without researching that meaning I'm just going off of the name.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I'm not scared of them I'm scared of myself .... But I'm learning it's a hands-on thing repetition maybe I do I hate myself when I trigger over something stupid and rip somebody apart that's my responsibility

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I hate that there's an aspect of my personality that I cannot always control

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    Self discipline 🎉❤

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    I love them and I destroy them I was already aware near the perspective well I think you said that too if I stay away I won't hurt him but that just hurts them more there is no way around this I have tried every possible solution to go around it's not about expedience I think I'm very slow although I'm always in a rush it's about not making mistakes not hurting the people you care about trying to figure out how to love myself completely

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    But you're absolutely right they look out for me but they know who I am and they know my ethics they know my values they understand who I am I may not always be in a moment but I try my best and even before I studied all this stuff I was on that path anyway but then you know I'm awayfair and I'm a thinker and this stuff is just so fascinating it's addicting it's like a drug

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    So much easier to explain on the p than the J

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Why would I want then well here's my answer That's all I've ever wanted Harmony peace people who can accept each other for who they are. People who help each other instead of hurt each other.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    More so judge them on their own standards not our own now that's that's on point there except a lot of people don't even know themselves

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад +1

    yes i do love it

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Minimum there's a pull from two sides . But that goes to three also.. when it gets to 3 it's normally time to take action

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Here's another thing I should make a visual map of with every side of the mind of all 16 types well I can be the siren I can be the rake I believe I'm also the croquette I didn't look that one up I just started with those first two but.. I definitely have developed multiple avenues

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I love who I am I'm a great person I'm an amazing person I hate some of my emotional reactions

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    This is how I'm wired.. not normal it's not to personalities I'm not insane trust me I confirm I'm smart good person but a foolish child it's a different vein of reality. Writing is a healthy outlet that'll strengthen me coming over here being creative partially over here not all the way over here that takes being in love which I can't do I'm at odds with myself over the approach This is just. No anxiety though it's so nice I don't know if it called Zen❤ stay away from porn. I have been.. only use imagination.. on no I'll think of her and limiermerc is bad! I set boundaries ❤ok

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    So your damn right weed people can be triggering because if I don't understand them they'll trigger me to destroy that to protect me that's not who I am That's not what I got that's me trying to protect myself

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад +1

    Verification... I was going to ask why it's had such a profound impact. But it's simple it shut up the nemmis.... Or it shut the crict off.. well feels like both actually..

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    What about the ENTP women that I immediately friendzoned because I need them in my life? Thank you This is putting it all together!

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Where most people would snap in half oh that's nothing sitting it ruminating in it for a lifetime because you had no escape

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    Oh now I'm listening I could spark a movement Don't put that pressure on me please I'm already beating myself up over it I can't take care of myself how can I help anyone else

  • @nickmane777
    @nickmane777 11 дней назад +1

    Hi, I need help with typing myself, do you provide that kind of service? If yes, what do I have to do to sign up for that and how much would it cost? By the way I took your test, but the results were different each time I did it, I don't think I can accurately assess myself, introspection isn't my strong-suit, even though I spend quite a lot of time trying to figure myself out.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    How can you compartmentalize all this it's not like you have people you can really talk to about it You like you said it's overwhelming. I think that's part of my draw too The intelligence of the ENTP. Did you not say in the video I got to put myself around intelligent people You are 100% correct

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    This is how I'm wired.. not normal

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I hate that I can only respect boundaries that I am self-aware of and trigger on people who cross boundaries I can see and they can't but then again I must take personal responsibility if I'm on aware of these boundaries this is my fault not theirs and whom I to judge them cuz don't judge me so yes the hypocritical aspect of it that would what trigger an ESTP it's there what did you say to ESTP's job was to mirror me well I saw my reflection

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад

    Thank You!!!

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    If I have this right the if I have this right the two team leads are the ESTP and the INFJ I could be wrong I don't know. But they are smart and they know how to work with people

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    Value... Duty....

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    I've been reading Good Love stories ESTJ men and who they've married...

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    It's not about taking our sweet ass time it's about not being overwhelmed by those emotions because then I will bring chaos I have to anticipate it I have to know the patterns cuz I know the patterns I know how to respond and I can prevent chaos

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    But you definitely are correct I think you're cool person and that's why I talk to you and give you feedback definitely respect you how dare you know me so well it's kind of cool

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Chase here's a perspective I don't think you understand the thinking was never about wanting to go there You go to the thinking to get away from the feelings and that's your escape until it becomes a pattern and a habit and who you are

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    I don't want them to see me but I want to be heard yet they all see me cuz I stick right out

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    But I have sat in the shame and guilt of that ENFJ super ego it was the most disconnected from myself I've ever felt. Plus my map this all out how it works visually be interesting to see what was the end if INFP that put me down there or was it the ESTP that put me there I'm sorry IStp. Drive most definitely been within that INFP euphoria it's a nice place it is but again you can't stay there either You have to go all the way around go all the way around again Lord around again and you got to keep repeating this over and over and over I think that's true integration after a while the ones you use gets stronger and stronger and you're naturally going to be pushed to use the other ones regardless One thing is for sure I can sit in fear.... But I eventually always overcome I just Wayfair fits very well

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    If I can keep control them emotions I'm flawless in the moment well I can keep my attention focused emotions bleed through you know they have a profound impact

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    It's funny I went to our my Walmart coach and said The team lead you had to coach him twice so he's not going to get his yearly bonus I said that's horrible me and him have been the one running this back room all year when you were short staffed and she turns to me and look and she just don't tell him but Dave he's just like you You guys need to be put in check every once in a while Don't tell him but I'm going to take them off before the end of the year so he gets his bonus and I smiled and said okay

  • @LawsRealm
    @LawsRealm 12 дней назад +2

    I see, if they have an underdeveloped unconscious then they are ignorant and their philosophy if it is even there, is full of flaws. If they have an underdeveloped subconscious they have no sense of good or bad to create change even if they are wise.
    When the wisdom of the unconscious combines with the moral philosophy of the subconscious the demon that used to create horrible destruction using all the bad in people can have the desire to change people using the wise philosophy. So that is why you need to develop both before the superego.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Okay do I have this right This is my naming convention Tell me if I'm thinking this directly so the heroes overused so it becomes a champion The parent becomes parents The child becomes the hero The inferior is the savior The nemesis becomes the ally The critic becomes the advisor The trickster I'm still thinking about that one haiku the clown I can't say I can't it's not spelling it right haiku haiku still working on that one and then the demon becomes the master.. not sure if I got this right but work in progress

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    But I definitely seek certainty that TI slaps the s*** out of TE for repeating those mistakes over and over again just like you've said not remembering oh I've done this before idiot wake up pay attention but I found it very interesting that if I get to the TESI which I think I'm getting better at it cuz my reading comprehension being able to follow all this I couldn't do that when I was younger so there's definitely some progress and that's all it's important but it's like you said now it's this puzzle it's the journey I have to I have to I have to map it all out I have to systematically see how it works I do that's one of my strengths

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад

    I've always been fascinated with Buddhism but I have one argument against it.... Now how do I explain it let's see how can you want or desire nothing from my perspective you have to have something to drive towards to work towards to fight for

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I can't afford all these books You have me do so much research All sounds great but I can't afford buy all them books.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Or how about how the ENTP roasts all God what if I told you it's so awesome cuz it makes me feel like I'm not crazy somebody can see it. T i ne. But that's more direct outcome focused and camaraderie whereas NETI is definitely more metaphysical

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Memories not accurate when dealing with emotional situations situation situational awareness is much more accurate than memory well I don't know there's two sides to that but I'm not going to elaborate

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    I cannot logically verify the heart and that's the side that's not as balanced and maybe I'm scared of doing it because of my past

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Who cares if that system is destroyed sure it can be painful like it takes a hit who you are on the inside but it doesn't it hurts but you learn and you adapt and you apply. It's not a fast process

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    My reality is off in lala land on auto piolet 😂😆😅. Not bad.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    I know because I've been there they don't have to say anything.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    I don't have to explain it from a technical aspect I can do so from a feeling perspective sympathy not empathy

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    No one out there in this world has shown we had a process human emotions but haven't everybody sucks at it some people are better but the thinking chaos I can I can I can fix that part as emotional. Builder emotionally nurture someone or emotionally whole boundaries. Where's my reference point? What keeps me grounded in my perception when I have no baseline?

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 9 дней назад

    Oh local squirrel isn't that so ironic literally I looked at it and it ran away but that just pulled me out. Okay you get some getting somewhere. About a squirrel what kind of symbol is that mad symbolism right there oh look a squirrel like I could pay attention. You're right about one thing it's just way too many possibilities and my s***'s incorrect cuz I connect so many dots systematic approach to anticipate oh my God😊😊😊😊😊

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    Nah your criticism doesn't bother me it's right. And not bad person I just was unconscious I don't know I have good values I do now do I always pay attention to him maybe not sometimes yeah you're jumping to the wrong thing even though you know better. And wisdom is pretty simple You got to know that you're a fool and that I am. But now you just said if you correct a fool you'll hate you well then I guess I'm wise. I mean then this goes right back to absolute Truth because I know I'm a fool that makes me wise but I'm wise cuz I'm a fool

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    I got a joy though so I can throw out some acolyte questions I would ask how many ISTPs out there do you think are actually ESTj or how does an ESTJ deal with procrastination

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Or is you guys post that in my heart gets all good she's like a wow they're trying to help but then the other side the criticize like oh my god why do they have to use all these metaphors why can't they just directly say it. I can take the dark I don't need metaphors. But thank you for the puzzle and just being honest I'm very grateful.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    What about this if it's fi ne ni. And this is my outcome focused personality.. it can be an obsession and I still have to maintain balance everywhere else it's difficult. You're definitely right I'm not an ENtj then like what handle multiple things at once That's not how I work

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Am I coming out of the super ego to the unconscious to consciousness?

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 12 дней назад

    Cleric
    a priest or religious leader, especially a Christian or Muslim one.

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    How about the aspect of sometimes you diverge and then have to come back into the goal. You said I could be able to do paperwork and really connect to that SI the memory. Now there's a weird perception how come that can come back so accurately in a triggered state and not a conscious state. Is my SI is it unconscious function but I'm not going to work myself to death anymore out of fear

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    On top of that you know my cousin awesome amazing person I would say definitely SI user he is just all about duty and he gets all pent up and then he triggers on people that you know nobody gives a s*** and guess who's there you know walking on eggshells again but I do what I got to do I keep my mouth shut. Certainly certainly challenging. But I'm always up for a challenge. It's just too much You know the part about the you know the past with the ex the careers my situation I have a guild of procrastination there's no doubt about that but I'm not procrastinating I know I'm safe there and I just have a sense of guilt right because I should have taken care of it sooner but you know what when push comes to shove it'll get done right away it's not an issue but that guilt lingers on me and my focus is you know bouncing between all this

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Or your perspective on the parent versus the inferior well I think we both know what would happen if I focus on the parent it's not going to help well self-sufficiency but you guys then know what will I do I'll sit in my comfort zone and go nowhere except for down. But then I find inferior will inspire me. So what does that mean I got to sit in this hell that much longer to get to the good gushy inside That's why I don't think that side is as gushy it has aspects of my personality that are much stronger than this side

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 11 дней назад

    Or if I'm leaning more to the IP side what what's the other variation of me leaning to. It just get so complicated I got a visually map it out I really do it's the only way I'm going to grasp all of this

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Okay that's what I was looking for what are we 11 minutes in....

  • @davidpapojr8531
    @davidpapojr8531 10 дней назад

    Did you say sex puts people in the subconscious or was it like 6o 40 I believe you said something like that. That would explain a lot