Hi, I just want to say that your videos have helped so many people, including me. My parents didn’t understand my mental illness, so I showed them your LIVING WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY video, along with some other research documents, and they finally agreed to therapy. When I heard about you quitting youtube, it made me really sad, but I understand why you can’t continue. Thank you for this incredible journey, I wish you all the best, and I really hope to see your movies on the big screen some day. 💛
ramble and ramble Hi, thank you very much! before finding out about social anxiety and ocd, i knew something was wrong with me but didn’t know what. because of the ocd, i thought i was crazy. and because of the social anxiety, my parents always told me (jokingly, i hope) that i was autistic. i’ve been struggling with both of those conditions for as long as i can remember, but for the first seventeen years of my life, i didn’t tell anyone, because i know it’s hard to understand for most people, and i don’t want to be seen as crazy in their eyes. kat’s videos have helped me to make conversations with my family, and it only took a year for them to finally understand 😂 mental illness is definitely not a common topic in vietnam, but my parents are incredible beings. anyway, thank you for sharing your story me, i’m really glad to know i’m not alone here 😂
I agree with you, her videos helped me to understand my mental illness. When I showed my parents the video of depression they understand that I was claiming for help because I couldn’tp alone. They could help me and now I think I’m better idk I have my days sometimes I start crying with no reason and they understand that it’s ok that I have to do that to feel better, and my mom finally after 11 years of my illness agreed to therapy.
i have showed her video LIVING WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY t everyone some of them listem some dont but at least i tried bc its tru its the story of my life s why not showing it i dont give up
It breaks my heart to know that you are not going to make more videos but I sincerely thank you for making a video on bipolar, being a person with this disorder I feel like it is an obligation upon me to let you know how amazingly you have helped us. Thank you once again I won't be able to meet you in theaters (though I'd love to) as I am far away but I wish you all the success in whatever you are about to pursue. Will miss you
nobody: me: * a 13 y/o girl watching this bc my mom is bipolar and i wanna know how she feels bc i want to help her but i always feel like it’s my fault when she’s crying etc. * 🥺
I was diagnosed with bipolar 3 months ago and this was pretty much exactly how i feel all the time. I'm glad that you could portray it so well and i hope that you succeed on your carreer off youtube
anand jat girl.... how could u not know how to get diagnosed with it? Go to a psychiatrist and tell them your symptoms.. and your texting like you want to have it. It’s complete shit. It’s not cool to have it..... it gets in my way of making friends, it gets in the way at school for me. When I’m in my mania phases I get so self obsessed and cocky and everyone things I’m a stuck up bitch but then when I’m in my depressed state everyone think I’m a boring bitch that sits at home all day in my bed crying and when anyone comes in my room I get pissed and start cussing at everyone. It’s not cool, it’s not fun...
Felicia omg this is me , btw i do have it lol , i’m hypomanic rn so idk what am gonna say cus my mind is racing but yea and it’s late at night but i cba sleeping but ugh yea it gets in the way of everything !!!
Every one of your videos have been works of art which I go back and watch a lot. I hope we can see you more often on twitch soon when Alaska is getting better! Its definitely great way to chat about random topics without the cost of filming etc. 🖤 Thank you for all of your hard work, it's really really helped me and it's crazy just how accurate you portray the mental illnesses. X
I literally cried. I’m bipolar and this is so spot on accurate. It made me feel more at peace to know that other people understand what it’s like. Thank you for spreading awareness about being bipolar 🖤🖤
hi, do you take meds? do they help? i m like so scared cuz i thought i had depression but as for right now i believe it s bipolar disorder, which is way scarier, i still have to get diagnosed
Thank you for this Kat. Just yesterday I wondered if we would ever see this video from you. I have bipolar disorder and this was so accurate and I feel very understood. Thanks for creating so much for us. We love you and wish you the best of luck with your projects.
@@amelielabrosse8662 that's exactly what I experienced a year ago 🙃 now that I've reached remission I just finally feel that I'm truly living my life and everything, all the emotions seem so authentic. I'm proud of myself and thankful to my family and friends that they helped me to regain this state of mind. Now I can only wish it to everyone who's suffering from this disaster so that they don't lose their faith and don't act impulsively. And I obviously hope this stage never ever ends...
@@camihl3841 Yes. I have adhd diagnosed at 17 and adhd affected by social life way more than the school life. Like i’m pretty socially awkward in a way that i’m significantly more immature than my peers(i’m 17 and adhd brain matures 70% so i’m kind of 11) i also either intrerupt ppl or simply zone out i am quite messy intense and developed bad social anxiety
This hit so hard. Being someone with bipolar disorder I’ve lived this. All of this is to real. This explains what it’s like so perfectly it can be hard to explain what you are feeling to someone that’s not going through it someone that can’t understand. I will definitely be sharing this video. I love your channel and thanks again for an amazing video. Lots of love ❤️
For me, the saddest part about this "loop" where i'm stuck as Bipolar is that there's no cure, no savings, no answer to all those feelings. It's terrifying knowing that i will be like this, forever.
I was recently diagnosed 😩 In my opinion, the saddest thing about this disease is that you don't know who you really are. Drawing and meditation help me regardless of the phase. Greetings to everyone, take care!
"I know it's hard, but please, don't be scared of me... I didn't choose this. I'm just like you. I'm just trying to hold myself together... Just trying to hold myself together while my life is coming apart at the seams." Our message to everyone we've completely crumbled during our manias. If only more people would realize this is exactly how we are and give us love instead of immediately claim us to be aggressive psychopaths... 😢
I am crying right now. The video touched my heart like the other videos did. You are really amazing and knowing the fact that you won’t be able to keep doing videos makes me even cry more. I really love you and your every single work in this channel. I wish I could actually do something to help you to keep doing videos. I love you Kat, you helped and inspired me with these gorgeous videos and I will miss you a lot. Take care of yourself. I hope you can reach your goals. 💗
I used to be like this, for 17 years and I know it is selfish and stupid to wish to be like this but after almost three years of nothing but depression I really miss at least the two-month hype that made me feel alive.
I was not expecting that surprise, your videos have shown me how beautiful it can be to convey what you want to say by means of images, shots and words. I remember when I saw your video of living with social anxiety at the end of seeing it I thought "omg I am in agreement with another human being" with your art you made me feel less lonely and more understood, I thank you very much. I hope everything goes well, and someday I'll feel connected to your videos again. Sorry about my English. Hugs from Mexico. ❤
Your video is incredibly well written and beautiful. My mother is maniacodepressive so I know quite well this illness, it's hard to roll with it, to live with it, to get a long with her. That's what I've tried my whole life but yet failed, this video is really important. To inform people about mental illnesses, they are peoole as much as we are and unfortunately some people forget that. I'm deeply sad about you leaving the platform, but if that's the only way, I thank you for all your videos, they've really help me dealing with my own illnesses. You're wonderful, adieu
Perfect representation! Mania is the best feeling on Earth, no drug can compare, the feeling of being naturally high off life. Although the crash is the hardest. 🎢
No one: Me one day: I’ve decided to educate myself on every mental and physical and emotional disorder a human can ever go through so I can help them So far I’ve been through anorexia, bulimia, borderline personality disorder, and starting now on bipolar disorder.
i never knew i was EXTREMELY sad till i realized what it felt like to be happy. Because it’s been so long and i’m not disgnosed with bipolar disorder but i have all the symptoms. But i’ve been sad and numb for the last couple months. And now just today i’ve started feeling energetic and happy again. extremely happy. Now i know how bad my emotions got.
"Trying to hold myself together while my life is coming apart at the seams". Oh girl how much i felt that. How i have felt that, on and of for over 10 years. Thank you soo much for your art here, you will be missed, so much. ❤️❤️
I'm bipolar and this video make me cry. I want to say exactly this words to people i care about "Please, don't be scared of my" Good luck in your future projects, you're very talented ❤
this video describes the whole journey I'm in Edit: it's been 4 years now since I started feeling this bursting cycle. I must say I've come so many times to this video every once depression hit me.Sometimes i get tired of having to argue and apologise for what I look or live like. Do not feel guilty for experiencing this and look for help, even when those around you don't seem to know what you're going through. Bipolar can be treated and can carry something beautiful when you and those who love you know how to act. Love and strength
Researches show how bipolar disorder strips you off years of your life, more than other mental illnesses in the long run. And that is if you make it to take part in a long term statistic. Having chronic bipolar 2, this video hit home. I am 25 and never thought I would stay alive this far.
This is accurate. I will never be able to hear what my mom hears in her mind but from a child of someone who is bipolar this is accurate I'm always scared for her but I try not be, shes scared enough for herself
Im not diagnosed with anything but i have depressed feelings, but i relate so much to this. I fought so much to live but lately i cant anymore. I Dont want you to pity me just wanted to say this.
Twoje filmy i ich przekaz są cudowne. Otwierają wielu osobom szansę na zrozumienie tak zwanych ,,dziwaków". Dużo osób zaczyna też rozumieć swoje zachowania i czuć wyrozumiałość . Dobrze że ukazujesz choroby w tak dobitny a zarazem piękny sposób. Mam nadzieję że to nie jest ostatni film a raczej arcydzieło jakie stworzyłaś.
This is such a perfect expression of what this is like. Sometimes when things are better, I think, "I don't have bipolar, everyone has regrets and emotions". Then I see something like this, a perfectly cut and tailored glove and I remember how im different from regular people and how frustrating this roller coaster is.
I’ve never found something so... true. Something that really spoke to me about what I’m going through. “Don’t be afraid of me. I’m just like you.” I had tears in my eyes.
It is amazing to see how you are getting better and better. This must have took a lot of energy and time and I hope It will pay off. You are so talented and btw you look beautiful with freckles. Love to you and your doggo!!
i have bipolar disorder and i highly agree with everything said in this video , i never feel like i’m better than everyone else but i do get a huge boost of confidence. i got diagnosed about a year ago and it’s extremely hard and i try my best to hold everything in . some days are harder than other but for everyone who has bipolar disorder, you got this .
soo sad to know that this is ur last video, ure fantastic. ur work is on point and ur films made me discovered myself more. so thank you so much and i hope ill see u soon. u will be missed
when im in my darkest time i listen to this on loop and your voice stills annd calms my brain...you know me you know who i am you are the only person who has ever known me and yet you dont know me........you have saved my lfe litteraly on more than several occasions Kat..i owe you my life.
It breaks my heart to know that this is what my mom feels like all the time and I don’t know how to help her and make her smile more... 2021 update: sike I just got diagnosed with bipolar 1
I have struggled with being bipolar my whole life. This video brought me to tears. Thank you for making this video. I want to show everyone I know this so they can see a glimpse of what it's like.
I cannot imagine such suffering...I do have mood swings (bpd or cyclothymia)but this is far beyond...to all of you suffering with bipolar you deserve to live it will get better!im proud of you
I‘m still looking for the piano song when she talks about mania, please someone help me out 😢 what is the name of the piano music in the background when she talks about mania? 😢
Good luck Kat! Your videos are great, I'm sure you'll do fine. And it's kinda funny that your last video is about what troubles me. (Or maybe I just have a dark sense of humor lol)
1:42 I’m always having an argument in my head to everyone who says things that annoy me etc and I always look at all the ways I can approach the situation and also look at all the outcomes but its pointless because I just dont say anything when really I want to shout at everyone and threaten them with a weapon etc
“Don’t be scared of me” that hit me like a ton of bricks.. all my life it’s felt like everyone is afraid of me and it’s just been so painful but I’ve never been able to actually say those words because I’ve always felt so incredibly guilty for doing the things that made them afraid of me.
when did people start to realise they had bipolar or some sort of personality disorder? i dont have it but im considering asking for help cause of my mood swings cause the happiness and sadness take over my thoughts and i hate it.
Nawet nie wiesz jak bardzo jestem Ci wdzięczna za to video. Mam nadzieję, że w przyszłości zobaczymy jeszcze Twoją twórczość, gdziekolwiek. Trzymam kciuki za Ciebie i Twoją karierę. Dziękuję ❤️
With all the videos that you've made, you made me more aware of other kinds of mental disorders. Maybe because of you, I don't really know, I found the courage to go to the psychologist. Anyway, thanks. And i hope to see you and your work somewhere else one day :)
I just want you to know Your videos has helped me a lot I'm 18 and struggle with bad OcD ,ADHD and social anxiety I found your OcD and social anxiety videos and showed my mum She finally understands all my compulsive habits Crazy thoughts and ways of behaviour My reason for avoiding people and the anxiety I experience all around I really hope a door opens for you that gives you the ability to make more videos like these I truly do Would love to see one on more mental disorders Also ADHD would be interesting to see covered and so many more❤💔 We will miss you
Wow I didn't realize that people with bipolar disorder have to struggle that much everyday... Thanks for doing that, I'm truly sorry this is your last video here. Good luck then 🍀🤞
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thanks to you, for doing this stuff :(
Hi, I'm wondering can you do video about living with borderline?
How did you live with more mental illness than a LGBTQ+ community
"When I'm happy, I'm way too happy. When I'm sad, I'm way too sad"
Wow that hit hard
This one "I love them and I hate them at the same time" too
the higher you climb ... the harder you fall
Its the same when you have the thyroid problem, i usually have euphoric happy mood, and than plane nothing cold heart.
That hit much more when i was told that i was bipolar...
@@WaffleInAToaster i so agree
You know it’s getting bad when you start watching these again.
I can relate. Me too are struggling with PDD and Bipolar..
Agreed
I always watch these videos when it gets bad, when I get a really fucked up from depressive episode.
yea here i am
I thought I was the only one
Hi, I just want to say that your videos have helped so many people, including me. My parents didn’t understand my mental illness, so I showed them your LIVING WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY video, along with some other research documents, and they finally agreed to therapy.
When I heard about you quitting youtube, it made me really sad, but I understand why you can’t continue. Thank you for this incredible journey, I wish you all the best, and I really hope to see your movies on the big screen some day. 💛
ramble and ramble Hi, thank you very much! before finding out about social anxiety and ocd, i knew something was wrong with me but didn’t know what. because of the ocd, i thought i was crazy. and because of the social anxiety, my parents always told me (jokingly, i hope) that i was autistic. i’ve been struggling with both of those conditions for as long as i can remember, but for the first seventeen years of my life, i didn’t tell anyone, because i know it’s hard to understand for most people, and i don’t want to be seen as crazy in their eyes. kat’s videos have helped me to make conversations with my family, and it only took a year for them to finally understand 😂 mental illness is definitely not a common topic in vietnam, but my parents are incredible beings. anyway, thank you for sharing your story me, i’m really glad to know i’m not alone here 😂
I agree with you, her videos helped me to understand my mental illness. When I showed my parents the video of depression they understand that I was claiming for help because I couldn’tp alone. They could help me and now I think I’m better idk I have my days sometimes I start crying with no reason and they understand that it’s ok that I have to do that to feel better, and my mom finally after 11 years of my illness agreed to therapy.
i have showed her video LIVING WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY t everyone some of them listem some dont but at least i tried bc its tru its the story of my life s why not showing it i dont give up
Try to visit therapist without your parents' permission next time, please.
I feel you.
As someone with bipolar, this is the most accurate video ive ever seen. Thank you for speaking this truth.
I'm too, and I think the same
the depression part is true i can feel nothing i want to do what makes me happy but theres nothing i feel so bad
Agree
This accurately describes mine. I dont play games though
Agreed
"is this mania or am i actually happy?"
I've been asking myself this these days, after I started to take meds. Have no answer yet
@@melinamartins4419 did meds helped?
@@braveimposter I started with Lithium in June 2020, that time that was the only med that took me off mania
It breaks my heart to know that you are not going to make more videos but I sincerely thank you for making a video on bipolar, being a person with this disorder I feel like it is an obligation upon me to let you know how amazingly you have helped us. Thank you once again I won't be able to meet you in theaters (though I'd love to) as I am far away but I wish you all the success in whatever you are about to pursue. Will miss you
I also live with bipolar disorder and I love these videos I was so excited to see that she came out with this one.
My own people think that I say no to their needs because I'm bad and on drugs but I want to end with no pain or set MS on fire
@@j656Hey, are you okay?
the end of an era :(
nobody:
me: * a 13 y/o girl watching this bc my mom is bipolar and i wanna know how she feels bc i want to help her but i always feel like it’s my fault when she’s crying etc. *
🥺
It's not ur fault honey
It's life 💔🖤
Don't worry everything is going to be okay 🖤
it’s never your fault sweetheart! i’m glad you’re taking time to help your mom, keep it up love! 🥺💖
I'm really sorry. It's not your fault hon❤ you're being really supportive to your mom by doing this
I’m 15 and I lived with her my whole life so I know how she acts and I know what to say and what not to say
You don’t have to do anything. Just be there and you’re worth your weight in gold. Just be there.
This is so real! And your editing is bomb
Please open up a patreon, i''d be happy to donate :)
emil maxwell she already have one
I would donate
"the thing that scares me the most is that one of those days I'll finally find the courage to end it" I felt that.
I was diagnosed with bipolar 3 months ago and this was pretty much exactly how i feel all the time. I'm glad that you could portray it so well and i hope that you succeed on your carreer off youtube
How you were diagnosed ??? Plz tell me ?
anand jat girl.... how could u not know how to get diagnosed with it? Go to a psychiatrist and tell them your symptoms.. and your texting like you want to have it. It’s complete shit. It’s not cool to have it..... it gets in my way of making friends, it gets in the way at school for me. When I’m in my mania phases I get so self obsessed and cocky and everyone things I’m a stuck up bitch but then when I’m in my depressed state everyone think I’m a boring bitch that sits at home all day in my bed crying and when anyone comes in my room I get pissed and start cussing at everyone. It’s not cool, it’s not fun...
Felicia omg this is me , btw i do have it lol , i’m hypomanic rn so idk what am gonna say cus my mind is racing but yea and it’s late at night but i cba sleeping but ugh yea
it gets in the way of everything !!!
Every one of your videos have been works of art which I go back and watch a lot. I hope we can see you more often on twitch soon when Alaska is getting better! Its definitely great way to chat about random topics without the cost of filming etc. 🖤 Thank you for all of your hard work, it's really really helped me and it's crazy just how accurate you portray the mental illnesses. X
How many disorders do you have?
Kat: yes
She is talking about it, she doesn’t have bipolar, she knows someone suffering with it
I have 5 disorders, LOL
thank you for being here.
for your work.
for your time.
and the courage to talk about all these scary, deep, serious psychological disorders.
“Please dont be scared of me” “I’m just trying to hold myself together”
I fucking FELT that 😭
A year later and this is still one of the most beautiful and accurate depictions of bipolar disorder. Rewatching for that reason
I literally cried. I’m bipolar and this is so spot on accurate. It made me feel more at peace to know that other people understand what it’s like. Thank you for spreading awareness about being bipolar 🖤🖤
hi, do you take meds? do they help? i m like so scared cuz i thought i had depression but as for right now i believe it s bipolar disorder, which is way scarier, i still have to get diagnosed
Thank you for this Kat. Just yesterday I wondered if we would ever see this video from you. I have bipolar disorder and this was so accurate and I feel very understood. Thanks for creating so much for us. We love you and wish you the best of luck with your projects.
I clicked so fast… I missed you positing
Paris Harvey posting*
living with ADHD please, many people underestimate how life damaging this disorder is. i wish people could understand how it really is.
YES.
People usually think it only affects school/work, but it's SO SO SO much more than that.
that's why ADHD and bipolar normally go hand in hand
@@amelielabrosse8662 that's exactly what I experienced a year ago 🙃 now that I've reached remission I just finally feel that I'm truly living my life and everything, all the emotions seem so authentic. I'm proud of myself and thankful to my family and friends that they helped me to regain this state of mind. Now I can only wish it to everyone who's suffering from this disaster so that they don't lose their faith and don't act impulsively. And I obviously hope this stage never ever ends...
@@camihl3841 Yes. I have adhd diagnosed at 17 and adhd affected by social life way more than the school life. Like i’m pretty socially awkward in a way that i’m significantly more immature than my peers(i’m 17 and adhd brain matures 70% so i’m kind of 11) i also either intrerupt ppl or simply zone out i am quite messy intense and developed bad social anxiety
This hit so hard. Being someone with bipolar disorder I’ve lived this. All of this is to real. This explains what it’s like so perfectly it can be hard to explain what you are feeling to someone that’s not going through it someone that can’t understand. I will definitely be sharing this video. I love your channel and thanks again for an amazing video. Lots of love ❤️
Twoje filmy oprócz cennej wartości mają zawsze dosłownie zawsze taki niesamowity klimat, masz talent do tego, podziwiam !
For me, the saddest part about this "loop" where i'm stuck as Bipolar is that there's no cure, no savings, no answer to all those feelings. It's terrifying knowing that i will be like this, forever.
Literally
@@jokesonyou222 Literally, forever. But i have hope, not in having a cure, but in having a happy life.
OMG...the aesthetic, the message, the perfection of this film drives me crazy 💕
people get so scared of me. i understand now that it’s not my fault.
I was recently diagnosed 😩
In my opinion, the saddest thing about this disease is that you don't know who you really are. Drawing and meditation help me regardless of the phase. Greetings to everyone, take care!
"I know it's hard, but please, don't be scared of me... I didn't choose this. I'm just like you. I'm just trying to hold myself together... Just trying to hold myself together while my life is coming apart at the seams." Our message to everyone we've completely crumbled during our manias. If only more people would realize this is exactly how we are and give us love instead of immediately claim us to be aggressive psychopaths... 😢
This is the most accurate depiction of my illness I have seen. I am moved & feel so heard. Thank you.
I am crying right now. The video touched my heart like the other videos did. You are really amazing and knowing the fact that you won’t be able to keep doing videos makes me even cry more. I really love you and your every single work in this channel. I wish I could actually do something to help you to keep doing videos. I love you Kat, you helped and inspired me with these gorgeous videos and I will miss you a lot. Take care of yourself. I hope you can reach your goals. 💗
I used to be like this, for 17 years and I know it is selfish and stupid to wish to be like this but after almost three years of nothing but depression I really miss at least the two-month hype that made me feel alive.
I’m bipolar 1, these are so real I have to congratulate you for the portrait of our struggle, thank you for seeing us
I’m not diagnosed but I relate to this video on a different level
I have Bipolar Disorder.
Thank you for this. 💕
I was not expecting that surprise, your videos have shown me how beautiful it can be to convey what you want to say by means of images, shots and words. I remember when I saw your video of living with social anxiety at the end of seeing it I thought "omg I am in agreement with another human being" with your art you made me feel less lonely and more understood, I thank you very much. I hope everything goes well, and someday I'll feel connected to your videos again. Sorry about my English. Hugs from Mexico. ❤
the script, the way this is filmed, the way it's narrated and acted, *_just really amazing_* thank u for this.
Your video is incredibly well written and beautiful. My mother is maniacodepressive so I know quite well this illness, it's hard to roll with it, to live with it, to get a long with her.
That's what I've tried my whole life but yet failed, this video is really important. To inform people about mental illnesses, they are peoole as much as we are and unfortunately some people forget that.
I'm deeply sad about you leaving the platform, but if that's the only way, I thank you for all your videos, they've really help me dealing with my own illnesses. You're wonderful, adieu
The part when you’re talking about taking meds - brilliant - this is exactly what it feels like…
Perfect representation! Mania is the best feeling on Earth, no drug can compare, the feeling of being naturally high off life. Although the crash is the hardest. 🎢
you have truly blessed us over these years with your content, goodluck in your career 🥰
“Is it mania or am i truly really happy?” This sentence made me realise that i need to see my doctor. Thank you.
No one:
Me one day: I’ve decided to educate myself on every mental and physical and emotional disorder a human can ever go through so I can help them
So far I’ve been through anorexia, bulimia, borderline personality disorder, and starting now on bipolar disorder.
i never knew i was EXTREMELY sad till i realized what it felt like to be happy. Because it’s been so long and i’m not disgnosed with bipolar disorder but i have all the symptoms. But i’ve been sad and numb for the last couple months. And now just today i’ve started feeling energetic and happy again. extremely happy. Now i know how bad my emotions got.
"Trying to hold myself together while my life is coming apart at the seams".
Oh girl how much i felt that. How i have felt that, on and of for over 10 years. Thank you soo much for your art here, you will be missed, so much. ❤️❤️
Im bipolar girl and thats it. I Love ur video!!♥️♥️
This is a masterpiece.
I'm bipolar and this video make me cry. I want to say exactly this words to people i care about "Please, don't be scared of my"
Good luck in your future projects, you're very talented ❤
this video describes the whole journey I'm in
Edit: it's been 4 years now since I started feeling this bursting cycle. I must say I've come so many times to this video every once depression hit me.Sometimes i get tired of having to argue and apologise for what I look or live like. Do not feel guilty for experiencing this and look for help, even when those around you don't seem to know what you're going through. Bipolar can be treated and can carry something beautiful when you and those who love you know how to act. Love and strength
Researches show how bipolar disorder strips you off years of your life, more than other mental illnesses in the long run. And that is if you make it to take part in a long term statistic. Having chronic bipolar 2, this video hit home. I am 25 and never thought I would stay alive this far.
This is accurate. I will never be able to hear what my mom hears in her mind but from a child of someone who is bipolar this is accurate
I'm always scared for her but I try not be, shes scared enough for herself
Im not diagnosed with anything but i have depressed feelings, but i relate so much to this.
I fought so much to live but lately i cant anymore.
I Dont want you to pity me just wanted to say this.
Twoje filmy i ich przekaz są cudowne. Otwierają wielu osobom szansę na zrozumienie tak zwanych ,,dziwaków". Dużo osób zaczyna też rozumieć swoje zachowania i czuć wyrozumiałość . Dobrze że ukazujesz choroby w tak dobitny a zarazem piękny sposób. Mam nadzieję że to nie jest ostatni film a raczej arcydzieło jakie stworzyłaś.
This is my video-to-go when i want to explaining new persons what is this disorder i have.
I am so excited that I want to watch this lonely in my confort zone : my bed.
There is still too many microbes right here 🤷♀️
This is such a perfect expression of what this is like. Sometimes when things are better, I think, "I don't have bipolar, everyone has regrets and emotions". Then I see something like this, a perfectly cut and tailored glove and I remember how im different from regular people and how frustrating this roller coaster is.
its really hurtbreaking, thank you for the video, i have no words to deascribe my feellings
describe Melissa... describe!
I’ve never found something so... true. Something that really spoke to me about what I’m going through. “Don’t be afraid of me. I’m just like you.” I had tears in my eyes.
Thankyou for making this video.
as someone who experiences what shes saying and u dont even know if ur bipolar.its crazy
I have bi-polar since i was at young age. Now i'm on my 20s and still battling with it. I know its hard. Yes its really hard💔
It is amazing to see how you are getting better and better. This must have took a lot of energy and time and I hope It will pay off. You are so talented and btw you look beautiful with freckles. Love to you and your doggo!!
i am getting Lana del rey's vibes from this
「I don’t care if you hurt, and I don’t care what happened to me.」that’s a crazy feeling.
im thinking about getting checked because this video describes me perfectly and I've known something has been off for awhile
i have bipolar disorder and i highly agree with everything said in this video , i never feel like i’m better than everyone else but i do get a huge boost of confidence. i got diagnosed about a year ago and it’s extremely hard and i try my best to hold everything in . some days are harder than other but for everyone who has bipolar disorder, you got this .
This is brilliant. You are brilliant. Wherever you go next and whatever you make, I would love to support you. Patreon or tickets or whatever.
soo sad to know that this is ur last video, ure fantastic. ur work is on point and ur films made me discovered myself more. so thank you so much and i hope ill see u soon. u will be missed
when im in my darkest time i listen to this on loop and your voice stills annd calms my brain...you know me you know who i am you are the only person who has ever known me and yet you dont know me........you have saved my lfe litteraly on more than several occasions Kat..i owe you my life.
It breaks my heart to know that this is what my mom feels like all the time and I don’t know how to help her and make her smile more...
2021 update: sike I just got diagnosed with bipolar 1
months ago I thought I had depression, now I know I am clinically bipolar
I am still looking for that soft piano song played when she talks about mania
Update: i still haven’t found the piano song please help me out :(
I have bipolar affective disorder. And I can tell you it's more fucked up. But I like your video.
I have struggled with being bipolar my whole life. This video brought me to tears. Thank you for making this video. I want to show everyone I know this so they can see a glimpse of what it's like.
Jestem od dawna zafascynowana Twoim angielskim, zdaje się że nie mieszkalas nigdy za granicą, a mówisz po prostu
Łazik Marsjanski chyba mowila kiedys ze mieszkala w UK.
Nie mieszkałam nigdy w UK.
@@KatAmarie Masz cudowny akcent
Watching these reminds me that I'm not the only one going through this and that that I cannot give up
Hey, if anyone needs to talk- I'm always available. Have a good day everyone
I cannot imagine such suffering...I do have mood swings (bpd or cyclothymia)but this is far beyond...to all of you suffering with bipolar you deserve to live it will get better!im proud of you
I‘m still looking for the piano song when she talks about mania, please someone help me out 😢 what is the name of the piano music in the background when she talks about mania? 😢
Make one about Borderline Personality Disorder please
If i relate to everything she says... Is that mean that i have bipolar!?
Good luck Kat! Your videos are great, I'm sure you'll do fine.
And it's kinda funny that your last video is about what troubles me. (Or maybe I just have a dark sense of humor lol)
Noooooooooo! I just discovered you. This is the reason im depressed. Start a patreon page and let us pay you to produce content.
Alz Dee ikr, just found her channel couple days a ago.
1:42 I’m always having an argument in my head to everyone who says things that annoy me etc and I always look at all the ways I can approach the situation and also look at all the outcomes but its pointless because I just dont say anything when really I want to shout at everyone and threaten them with a weapon etc
Well, you don't seem to old, good for you. I also noticed the Laura Palmer picture in the back, that confirms that you're a perfect woman.
This is 100% spot on, every single word. Her voice makes me loose track of time.
“Don’t be scared of me” that hit me like a ton of bricks.. all my life it’s felt like everyone is afraid of me and it’s just been so painful but I’ve never been able to actually say those words because I’ve always felt so incredibly guilty for doing the things that made them afraid of me.
Thank you for video I'm a fellow bipolar you explain it very well beautiful video
when did people start to realise they had bipolar or some sort of personality disorder? i dont have it but im considering asking for help cause of my mood swings cause the happiness and sadness take over my thoughts and i hate it.
I can't even describe it anymore, at this point my life feels like a game
It’s like ...making a deal with the devil living life to the fullest and then all of a sudden your in hell ....
Nawet nie wiesz jak bardzo jestem Ci wdzięczna za to video.
Mam nadzieję, że w przyszłości zobaczymy jeszcze Twoją twórczość, gdziekolwiek.
Trzymam kciuki za Ciebie i Twoją karierę.
Dziękuję ❤️
Świetny montaż i ten filmik jest taki prawdziwy
Why does a video so phenomenally explained have such less views?
Amazing.
Do you plan on doing a video about borderline?
Aria Astro this is her last video.
With all the videos that you've made, you made me more aware of other kinds of mental disorders.
Maybe because of you, I don't really know, I found the courage to go to the psychologist. Anyway, thanks.
And i hope to see you and your work somewhere else one day :)
When you have depression and bipolar disorder at a same time. its dangerous
Loved this ❤️ can you do bpd ????
"hopefully" one of the characters in my future feature films is borderline.
I just want you to know
Your videos has helped me a lot
I'm 18 and struggle with bad OcD ,ADHD and social anxiety
I found your OcD and social anxiety videos and showed my mum
She finally understands all my compulsive habits
Crazy thoughts and ways of behaviour
My reason for avoiding people and the anxiety I experience all around
I really hope a door opens for you that gives you the ability to make more videos like these
I truly do
Would love to see one on more mental disorders
Also ADHD would be interesting to see covered and so many more❤💔
We will miss you
Idk if I have a Bipolar disorder but I feel the same every day ...
Wow I didn't realize that people with bipolar disorder have to struggle that much everyday...
Thanks for doing that, I'm truly sorry this is your last video here. Good luck then 🍀🤞
I didn’t know what bipolar disorder was until this video and I looked it up and I have never related to anything more.