Reaction NEW SPIRITBOX - Constance OMG This one is personal!!
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This is because of ALL OF YOU!!!! I can’t thank you enough!!!!
Their list is really missing Ashley (Deadgrl Superstar) and TankTheTech. They're probably some of the most honest reactors on RUclips.
I felt exactly the same feeling. I just cried.
OMG...He didn't know!!! Man, Courtney has made so many grown men cry!!!
That was probably one of the most raw and pure reactions I've ever seen in a reaction video. Thanks for choosing to upload it.
Thank all of you for the encouragement
You should watch Galacticriminal watch this. Pure emotion
I still cry listening to this song! Hits home for me.
Well there I go again. Shit. This one still fucks me up. Subbed bearded brother
It's nearly impossible to make it through with dry eyes
I love your reaction... and I love Richards reaction. Love ya both. Dammit, tears again, like, fuck, more than half a year after the release of this song... omg....
Courtney couldn't sing "a pretty song without any scary screaming" at her grandmother's funeral due to border closures. You can hear her heartache in this one...and thank you for uploading. Dementia affects so many people.
I just noticed, watching this reaction, Courtney had a really hard time keeping a straight face doing the video. I noticed she had wet streaks on her face before, but I just now noticed the expression, she was trying so hard not to cry on set. poor girl >< I wish i could hug her. I can both hear and see the heartache.
F*ck this pandemic nothing would ever keep me from my grandparents funeral. I lost every single one of them by the time I was 24 and I would never miss the chance to say goodbye.
@@bmasonia7634 The Canadian border was closed, she didn’t have a choice.
@@josephbright4072 really not that difficult to get through. May not be through a regular crossing but that ain’t my business 🤷🏼♀️
This is their softest....but heaviest emotionally song. Rule of Nines is a great one to check out.
I second this. And watch the official video, not the one take performance. Not only thank you for uploading this for your genuine reaction, but I can promise you this one won't tug on your heart the same way. It's also a nice balanced song that's a little more representative of the rest of their catalog.
Agreed that’s a great intro song in line with their regular sound
This is the other kind of heavy
This song isn't heavy... but it's HEAVY!
Like a tungsten brick to the feels
So heavy... I recorded a reaction to this this morning, and right after I turned off the video I broke down
And just let me add: That final scene, almost a happy end, when she's finally one with her husband again at some place after life, whatever you may call it - it is so heart warming. Oh my..
Courtney's grandmother passed this summer and due to Covid she wasn't able to say goodbye or go to her funeral. She wrote this song (the lyrics, at least) for her as a tribute because her Grandma wanted her to sing a pretty song at her funeral. Constance is the name of the video director's grandmother who is suffering from dementia, so the video concept was HIS tribute to her... and the band named the song for her as well.
Powerful reaction, brother. I bawled my eyes out for an hour after seeing this one too, and I never cry. Respect. I think this is the first time I've seen your channel, but you more than earned a sub from me.
Thanks for the in depth breakdown!
Also the son in the video is the son of the director, and the picture of the nurse is actually a picture of the real Constance.
Correction: the real Constance is still alive, but she is suffering from dementia.
I respect a man who shows emotion, I feel you brother. My grandpa is suffering from Alzheimer's and it's hard for my dad and me to visit him. He doesn't remember us at all and mistakes us for electricians or whatever... sometimes he even gets scared and wants us to leave... I fear the day my dad becomes like him...
This isn't only Music... is ART! It's a piece a soul.
I've been working with dementia for about 10 years of my life, so this song hits me hard too. It's absolutely ok to let those feelings out
Great reaction and I'm sorry this song hit you in such a personal way.
Courtney's grandmother passed away this summer and she couldn't travel to sah good bye to her. Also the Director of the video. Dylan of Versa Films.. lost his grandmother.. then theh decided to write the song and created the video..dedicated to their Grandmothers.
I have cried quite a lot watching this video and reading the comments..and now watching your reaction.. it was emotional.
Spiritbox and Jinjer are my top favourite bands and they create beautiful music and it reaches a lot of feelings within you.
Again love the reaction and hoping you are doing well.
Cheers from Norway
Dylan’s grandmother, Constance, is still alive. She’s also the nurse in the photo.
The key is he didn't have to post it. But he did. Respect. I cry everytime I hear this song, because my grandma passed this year. I didn't get closure.
I wanna give you a hug big poppa bear. this song hits very hard for me as well. I remember when I was younger when I finished my day at school I visited my grandparents. my grandfather was a huge man. a very big huge man with a very loud voice but he was the sweetest. he was like the protector of the family. my grandmother was the softer sweeter one. they always made a specific food not many people eat. red beans, mashed potato, meat, unions, shrooms and loads of mayonese. when my grandfather died of cancer the whole family broke apart. my grandmother was completely lost and she developed a way of Alzheimers as well. my parents didn't want me to see her because she was completely broken. I wish I could see her. from there on everything went completely sideways. my parents did things to me no other parent should do. I left the house and never spoke to them again. for that its a weight that fell of my shoulders. and one day I heard that she passed away. family members didn't want me to attend the funeral. because I was an outsider in their eyes. I wasn't the religious fanatic they were. so I missed everything. today I think I'm going to visit the grave and make myself that same food they made me.
Thank you for your honesty. I lost my grandmother a year ago to dementia and I cannot begin to express how visceral this song is. The haunting of the realization of her fading, the sorrow of watching it unfold, then the anger of losing them, knowing nothing you can do. It’s unbelievably beautiful.
Thank you so much for sharing this reaction. It was beautiful to see this project resonated.
Man...I’m glad I’m not the only one who lost it with this video/song. I was legit sobbing. My grandma doesn’t have dementia she’s battling RA, and she lives in another country so I barely get to see her. It’s tough seeing her degrade, and not be able to walk or use her hands the way she used to. I wish I could be there for her more because I used to see her all the time, but she’s unable to travel now. She’s still all there for the most part, but she used to be so active even in her old age. Seeing the scene of her on the bed and they wrap the blanket around her I just lost control of my emotions. Such a raw song, and the video just perfectly captures it. I enjoyed your video a lot dude. Good reaction.
Wow I had missed that they had released this one so I saw it for the first time here. I was not ready either, I have an experience with Alzheimers/Dementia very similar to what you describe and I am crying along with you... I don't know what else to say, but thank you for sharing.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and supports
Not sure if anyone has shared this but here's an excerpt from an interview with Courtney LaPlante about the song:
"Due to border shut downs, I was not able to say goodbye to my grandmother Phyllis, to whom the song is in tribute, or attend her funeral. I always promised her that I would sing at her memorial service, because she always requested a 'pretty song with none of that scary screaming.' I hoped writing this song with no 'scary screaming' in it would help me find a sense of closure."
"Dylan (video director) wrote his video concept to honor his grandmother, Constance to whom the video is in tribute. Our music videos usually have a horror element to them, and we wanted to explore a different side of horror: the horror of feeling like your mind is betraying you, due to a long battle with dementia. With Dylan's permission, we named the song 'Constance' to immortalize her story."
Thx for sharing that. I think the song is incredible and the video is awesome as well.
I’m crying alongside you Brother. I took care of my Maternal Grandmother during Her 13 year decline in dementia until her passing in 2011. It STILL hurts to this day!
This is gonna be one of the oddest thank you’s I’ve ever given.
I had heard that my grandma’s health and memory was deteriorating so I scheduled a trip from Florida back home to Washington state in mid November. Before I could make it home, she fell, broke her back and hips and hit her head which rapidly progressed her Alzheimer’s so she’d have days where she wouldn’t hardly recognize anyone. I video called my dad who was there (my grandparents lived on the same property as us so I get the seeing your grandma almost every day thing) and she recognized me and we told each other that we loved the other. Two days later, about a week before my flight, she passed away so I didn’t get to say goodbye.
Beginning of this month, while I was home we held her memorial service for family nearby and live streamed it for everyone else...but even there I couldn’t cry. Watching this and seeing you choke up broke the dam and I’m writing this with tear stained cheeks.
Thank you for uploading this.
I’m working my way from old to new stuff after finding your channel early this morning, so if you get to it and I just haven’t seen it yet, I apologize, but I think you’d really enjoy Beast in Black. Lead singer has a killer voice and I think the vibe is right up your alley.
Thank you.... nothing odd about sharing your heart
I watched it yesterday morning when it came out, with my morning coffee in hand. I expected something completely different, knowing Spiritbox. But .. oh boy. That was quite the emotional start to my day. This hit really hard
As much as I love Spiritbox, I can’t listen to this song. It’s too personal and emotional. Gave your video a like anyway.
It's a tough one, alright. I bawled when I first watched it, and I still choke up every time. I can't think of another song that has done that to me, and I freaking love sad songs so I've heard thousands upon thousands of them...
Yeah it's really emotional indeed. Makes me shed tears every time.
What's your favourite song by them now?
Funny cause Perennial is my favourite song by Jinjer and Spiritbox..
@@cooltechnician I can’t pick a favorite because their songs are so different (sane with Jinjer). I have to give credit to Courtney’s one-take of “Rule of Nines”. THAT video is what made me a fan. There’s something about watching her perform that you don’t get from official videos. Also, hi! Hope you’re well! 😊
I appreciate your vulnerability. I don't allow myself to cry often and I realized when I started to avoid the emotions that I needed this today. Thank you.
Props for uploading it and showing some vulnerability. Subbed.
Thanks for uploading. It was a real emotional rollercoaster but so beautiful at the same time. Although your reaction was what got to me the most, emotionally. Nobody in my family have suffered altzheimers, but my grandmother on my mother's side suffered 4 strokes before she died. Every stroke wiping out more and more of her memory. The last few times I visited her before she died, her "present day" was like 50-60 years ago. I remember how hard it was to comprehend for young me back then.
Love this band + very impactful song. This band has quickly become one of my favorite bands of all time.
Here's some info from an interview with the vocalist Courtney LaPlante about the song:
"Due to border shut downs, I was not able to say goodbye to my grandmother Phyllis, to whom the song is in tribute, or attend her funeral. I always promised her that I would sing at her memorial service, because she always requested a 'pretty song with none of that scary screaming.' I hoped writing this song with no 'scary screaming' in it would help me find a sense of closure."
"Dylan (video director) wrote his video concept to honour his grandmother, Constance to whom the video is in tribute. Our music videos usually have a horror element to them, and we wanted to explore a different side of horror: the horror of feeling like your mind is betraying you, due to a long battle with dementia. With Dylan's permission, we named the song 'Constance' to immortalize her story."
Definitely check out more Spiritbox though! "Holy Roller" + "Blessed Be" + "Rule of Nines" would be a good start for your next Spiritbox songs!
This song came out on my birthday, and not being able to see my grandmother that lives in New York, sucks. I think to myself if I'm going to see her before it's to late. Constance is the name of the director's grandmother. Sorry to hear about your dad. Seeing you cry made me cry more. Stay strong my dude 🤟
Dude, your reaction made me cry. I recently lost my grandfather and couldn't attend his funeral due to covid travel restrictions. This song is a dropkick in the feels.
This one's personal for me too. It's really hard for me to even watch this video. Dementia is truly a curse. To lose someone twice but in slow motion first is something that nobody should have to experience. This video is crushing but also cathartic in a way I haven't felt in a long time. Thank you for uploading this. It's important to know that it's ok to feel and to let your emotions out. Never feel ashamed to cry or show that. As human beings we get to experience the beauty and the joy of life but in turn we deal with grief far too often. It's part of life, but expressing that and letting it out is the most important thing you can do. I'm glad Courtney and Spiritbox made this track and I'm glad it's been able to touch people like you and I, as unfortunate as the circumstances may be.
No need to apologize for your emotions, my dude. I am so sorry that you went through what you did. I felt the exact same way when I first watched this--I lost my meme to this horrible disease when I was 12 and this brought me right back. So so terrible, but this song encapsulates the emotions so fucking perfectly.
lol I had a nearly identical reaction. This video is going to propel Spiritbox to a whole new level of exposure and fame. This is a 100% perfect song and a 100% perfect video. Best thing of 2020
Dammit Y'all...hard to comment through the tears and snot!...Big Love, Thanks for sharing OSN... and Thank You Spiritbox
Beautiful, real, reaction. I was in tears from the jump. You won my subscription with one video reaction. Can’t wait to binge more, right now!🥺😢👍🏼💯
I reacted very much the same way to this song!!! I caught it on RUclips about an hour after Spiritbox dropped it, and watched it immediately. Then I quit RUclips for the night. It hit me right in the heart! I'm 42 and in the last three years have lost 3 grandparents and welcomed the birth of my first child. This song reminded me of every loss that I've had and what I will likely see to come. Such an emotionally HEAVY song, but SO beautiful. I also saw you check out "Rule of Nines" so I'm glad that you got another experience of Spiritbox without the hammer blow of this emotional rollercoaster that we middle-aged folk know all too well!!! Love your channel, love the reaction/breakdown. Keep up the good work!
Love your reaction brother ... my favorite thing about this song is how it goes from an airy and beautiful landscape of flying within aurora borealis to a devastatingly chaotic and brutal assault of darkness and pain. It's the most visually and auditorily accurate depiction of the simultaneous pain and relief I felt when I lost my mother earlier this year. Your reaction reminds me that I'm not alone in this pain and I am grateful to you for uploading this ...
Don't be sorry man, this is as emotional and heavy as it gets because its so real. And I can understand why it hits you so hard. I'm sorry for your own loss and I cannot even begin to imagine what it must feel like not being able to say goodbye. My own grandma passed away a few years ago and I was lucky enough to atleast be able to say goodbye and be there at the funeral. Much love, warm wishes and stay safe
Love your reactions. Thank you. Not my grandmother, but my dad recently passed and I watched for years as dementia ripped apart a once strong man. He lived through the Blitzkriegs in London, Joined the Army and immigrated to America. He became a self made man once he was here, going from nothing to a great success... only to have his memory and strength be ripped away by time and dementia. I did not give this band the time of day, but they have earned my respect and gratitude for this song/video that capture that pain so well. Watching your dad/mom/grandmom fade away in front of your eyes. I'm 46. I am deep into that realization you speak of.
Bless you bro.. such an honest and beautiful reaction. Thank you. My grandma passed away a few years ago with dementia and my nan is currently going through it. Not nice at all.. this song is absolutely beautiful.
Dude you held it together better than I did. I saw this before I watched your reaction and I cried so fricken hard I lost my grandmother to Alzheimer’s as well. Thanks for uploading this. I hope you put my suggestion on your list the other day Ne Obliviscarus: And Plague Flowers the Kaleidoscope Live in Colorado is a must hear and I promise not a tear will be shed. Lol Cheers.
Oh man, great reaction and glad you found Spiritbox!
Thanks for being so honest with your emotions, this is definitely a gut-punch of a song. But oh so important.
To be honest, this is such a heavy song, I'd consider it an intermediate Spiritbox song.
"Blessed Be", "Rule of Nines", or "Holy Roller" would be better entry points, and would give you a greater understanding of their range.
You seriously can't go wrong with any song; they're that good.
And every video is a masterpiece.
Thanks for sharing this. Eight years ago I started to see my father begin to fade. He grasped at memories of us and would repeat the same incident whenever we met. Thankfully his medication has helped him. He's still with us but I haven't been able to see him or my mother for months now because of restrictions. I'm crying here with you. I'm so afraid that I won't be able to see them again.
Dude. No worries about your reaction. I really appreciate that you decided to share with us when you could've just not post the vid. I teared up as well when I first heard this song. Watching your reaction tipped me over the edge again! Love your insights from your other vids (discovered your channel via your Jinjer reaction). Take it easy and see you next time! 👍👌🤘✊
This is why I watch reactions. I want to see that other people feel how I feel when I hear a band and song I love. This songs is so deeply emotional, and the video complements it so perfect. You can really tell when something is truly special, and this is it. I'm glad you enjoyed. Don't worry, I cried too!
Music is emotion. I'm so glad i was able to say goodbye to everybody I've lost so far. I feel you man.
I hope you give Spiritbox another chance soon. This particular song was inspired and they normally are not THIS kind of heavy. I'm glad you took so much meaning from this. I too had a great grandmother and grandmother with Alzheimer's. And not that my mom is getting older she is on preventatives. I've done the long goodbye twice and it's scary to think it could happen a third time even closer than before.
Thank you so much for posting, man. I appreciate your authenticity, vulnerability, and honesty.
You got my subscription man. Such a real reaction. Really refreshing to watch someone not have to force a reaction for views.
two years on ( ish ) this song still takes an axe to my feels, my grandfather had alzheimers/ dementia and it kills me every time I think of him that I didn't make the time to go see him and to say good buy, I was at work when I got the call about his passing and a few beer keggs took a beating that day. as mentioned before, this is the most raw and pure reactions I've ever seen, thank you for keeping it real, I'm glad you uploaded it.
As you said, take the time to go see those who you love, you will regret it like I do for the rest of your life.
god bless you brother, take care.
I’m glad you chose to upload this. Somehow RUclips sent you to me and you got a new subscriber. I think this song resonates with everyone one in some way or another. I have seen this so many times and still cry my eyes out every time. Music should make you think, it should make you feel. We often suppress the feelings we can’t bare to face. Sometimes it is good to just be in that hurt and pain for a moment. We shouldn’t feel guilt. I’m sure in your case your grandmother would want you to have done your finals. We can’t change our past but we can allow ourselves to learn from it. We can think who needs us now and make a difference in their life the same way your grandmother made a difference in yours. I’m sorry for your loss but I am grateful you had that wonderful past with such a lovely lady. ❤️
this song wrecked me. so many times i was in college and everyone saying you need to come see your grandmother, and in my head i was like she not going anywhere. this song brought up alot of those regrets. love the reaction and shoutout from monroe, louisiana
You´ve got another subscriber with this GENUINE reaction, thank You
So I recently started watching your reactions and just now watched this one. This really hit home for me. The last 2 1/2 years my grandparents where alive I spent every day with them, taking caring of them and watching them die was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. Thank you for being raw and true in your reactions.
Don't apologize for taking breaks especially for a song like this! Jeez..I've technically seen this and heard this song like 10 times now and it STILL hits as hard as it did when I first heard it! I think it would have been slightly better if you did another song before this one but either way it's an amazing song! Very good reaction as I love seeing the more emotional reactions from people~
bit late to the show but I just saw this. dude, the fact that you can so openly show your feelings and speak about some real hard subject matter in front of the entire internet, is commendable.
you've definitely earned my respect... and my subscription.
I'm gonna be honest. I watched so many reactions to this song, and because I didn't want to cry again, I skipped to the end to see your reaction. I almost started crying anyway 😂
Courtney and the director of the video both lost their grandmothers at the beginning of the year to Alzheimer’s and couldn’t go to the funerals due to COVID. The director’s grandmother’s name was Constance.
We honor those we've lost when we shed tears born from our pain of missing them. We keep them alive in our hearts far beyond their physical passing. I've lost both sets of grandparents and my father. Except with my father circumstances prevented my from being with my grandparents as they passed which haunts me with guilt constantly, but I survive because I don't doubt they knew how much I loved them.
I have been slob crying since I first watched the video. The pain and sorrow it brings is painful but it is also joyous because it reminds my how much I love them and what amazing and beautiful human beings they were. Though it hurts you should feel honored that it hurts to miss them. It means you loved them and they had a major role in making you who you are. There is no shame in feeling this and crying.
My heart goes out to all of you who this video similarly touched.
❤️I’ve been there too mate with my Grandma...it’s so hard dealing with this curse, and this one make me cry every time. Great music though. Now treat yourself with the Mara Effect....all three parts play through 😎🤘
Great reaction. Phenomenal song that hits you like a ton of bricks
My grandmother also had Alzheimer, and we had to mentally say goodbye to her many years before she was finally set free and past. This song and video really hit home for me , and your honest reaction just amplified that even more.
I cried along with you.
This song and the video kick my ass every single time, I have yet to NOT cry watching the video. Thankfully I can keep it together listening to just the song but ooh boy sometimes it gets close. Her voice + the instrumental choices + the imagery are just... too much but in the best way. It was really nice to see someone have such a real reaction to this (painful. but nice) THE most relatable and touching reaction i've seen to this video. Thank you so much for sharing it, and your personal experience, with the world and I hope you have a wonderful day
You're an awesome human being , empathic. I have been working with people with this vicious disease for 11 years and have witnessed the destruction it causes for everyone involved, some have loved ones some don't , it's difficult but I feel honoured and privileged to be of some help . Thank you for uploading this and know it's ok to feel as you do .
Instant subscription, I cried along with you the entire time..
Video is for one of their late grandmothers. The story on this video is beautiful and sad. this is one of the lightest songs they have done so far and its still amazing. Spirit box always makes you feel something if its sadness like this or like you have the power to destroy the world. Courtney has a voice of an angel and the screams of the devil. there's a reason they are one of my favorite bands. this song is a great one to start off with but trust that you have not even scratched the surface of this band. loving the videos man keep up the great work
Thanks for filling this in. The video director posted about this. It is great that they were able to collaborate so deeply.
Thank you for sharing your feelings with us. I'm still quite young (early 20s) and bawled my eyes out with this one. Went for dinner with my Grandpa yesterday (who is thankfully still very full of life). I need to spend a lot more time with him.
Like many others have said, this was a very unusual song for Spiritbox. The lead singer, Courtney, had hinted that she was singing about a very personal loss. The song they released before this (Holy Roller) was their heaviest one to date. I think the best possible introduction to them is the song Rule of Nines.
Hope you'll check out more of their songs! They'll make you headbang instead of cry. This band is amazing and I'm so happy with how much they're growing.
Thanks for uploading it mate, we are there with you. Don't be afraid of the emotions, it's what music is meant to bring out and it connects us all together - past, present, and future.
I cried with you brother. Appreciate the upload. Much love.
Grandmothers are special things for real. Mine has been gone 16 years, I can't wait to see her again someday. I hope she's proud of me
I also cried like a baby the first time I saw this. The song still gets me every time. Thank you for sharing this.
You are probably the most genuine reactor out there and I appreciate you and everything you do. Thank you so much for sharing. It hit me in the feels too and I am with you. Love you man.
Man, thanks for uploading this.
It is a fucking hard one. I watched my grandfather die day by day, lost my mother to different situation, but similar end result. Had to hold my grandmother's hand and tell her that her daughter died.
This song and your story just brings it back.
But it also brings back the best memories. The ones that matter. The ones where you remember all the love they gave you, and refuse to let those memories fade away.
❤️❤️❤️ we feel you man I was right there. Still can’t get through it.
My friend, emotional intelligence like yours is a gift. Some call it empathy. I call it a virtue. And I am most happy that I share it with you.
thanks for share your pure reaction for us, we are crying with you
Your reaction was so genuine, and brought me back to my first viewing of this song. I really had a hard time with it. It hit too close to home because I lived this exact story. Thank you for being so open and honest.
The impact increases when you realise that family pictures have been disappearing throughout the video before the furniture and the relatives are gone by the end. And there's also Constance's husband's shadow watching over her during the first pre-chorus at 4:47 and at 5:44.
It's not just a good song anymore. A video that has great artistry such as this coupled with music written with absolute sincerity makes an entire experience like no other.
great genuine heartfelt reaction. Blessed be or trustfall are two spiritbox songs to check out...hell every spiritbox song is a masterpiece.
I felt this reaction to the core of my soul. I also cried very hard when I first seen the video and still cry listening and watching reactions. Thank you for sharing yours.
Thank you so much for the upload, I'm right there with you!
Thanks for this pure and honest reaction!
Such a beautiful reaction. I cried with you, all my grandparents are gone now.
It hits most of us... Thank You for uploading. Genuine and true. I'm a father of three daughters and It's important to show that Dads/men can have AND show feelings. Respect
I had a good cry with you buddy. I think most of us can relate.
Im right there with you brother, i lost my dad when i was 25. And i lost my grandad 5 days ago. We had the funeral today... and I discoverd this song 2 days ago it has such a meaning. It slays me... great reaction video. You got a new sub.
Aslo some great videos from diffrent artists to see: Nightwish Ghost Love Score // Fayleaf - All Around Me // Lacuna Coil - Cold Heritage //
My feelings for you guy, hope all the love of the world embraces you
No shame in crying. Those of us who have been through this ugly cry every single time we hear this song. This video is also an absolute masterclass in perspective.
Much respect to you for this reaction. Good man.
Hey man just wanted to say you totally gained a new subscriber bc of this reaction. Thanks for being real, showing emotion and sharing your story
Beautiful reaction my friend.. This song broke me. So much love to you❤️❤️
Thanks for deciding to upload. My mom’s mom had Alzheimer’s when I was a kid, and my grandma on my dad’s side just passed away the day Spiritbox released this song...it’s been a little bit comforting reading comments and seeing that a lot of us have had the same experiences.
I don't know how they're going to top making tens of thousands of metalheads ugly cry on the same day. This year has been so hard for so many people and I honestly needed this. Thank you for such an honest reaction video. Subbed af.
I'm crying with you right now. Not ashamed. We are human. This is us.
i've watched this song a thousand times and cry every time.... your reaction finally made me feel like I had someone to cry with. I faced this with my grandmother. Very hard to experience but also fears of it happening to me and having my kids face that same pain.... Hurts so much. thank you for this.
I recently found this music video and I was exactly like you, I feel you so much. My brother and I live with my Granma, she raised us and rescue us from abusive parents and gave us the opportunity to live a better life; she's literally the world for me, she's the reason I believe in love and I became the woman I am, she's the light of my existence. And only thinking of losing her, it kills me, I can't even. I feel so, so sorry for your lose, from the bottom of my heart. I send you all the love, peace and light from Argentina (I'm sorry for any grammatical mistake, my English's not very good)
i never new my grandparents from fathers side,they died both on cancer.i knew only from my mothers side,they lived really near and after school i used to go for lunch everyday and yeah,i had a meal prepared already,after grandpa died she was having alzheimer,depression, panic attacks and demencia, and then this year she had brain attack, she had to stay at elders home where nurses was taking care of her,she started walking,talking again,but we never had a chance to visit her during pandemic...one nurse was positive and all the elders and ill there was positive too,she passed away and was the second victim of covid in my state...i never had a chance to say goodbye,this song is really strong for me too and brought me in tears instatnly, thank you for sharing your story...
When the guitars fallout and go heavy thats when it punches me too. Much love man. We got your back!
Sir, I cannot pay any higher compliment to you. You're real. Thank you.
You don't need to talk more man. You did great.
I’ve been listening (and crying) to this song since the day it came out and my nana died this morning and I can’t even cope watching someone else being emotional too. Lovely reaction, I like your reactions anyway but being able to show your emotion to your audience is beautiful. Merry Christmas/happy holidays x
The music is brilliant, but can we appreciate OldSkuleNerd for his attention to detail when it comes to praise of each musicians craft. Respect to you sir and your love of music! Love from Scotland 🏴