Not why more like how on this Specific day. It's very mysterious. Never heard this guy befonever.Heard anyone speak the same things.I feel exactly the day
Wow, this felt like God was speaking to me through you, calling me out for always pretending to be ok I do it because for some reason I feel like if I show how broken I am that they will see me as a failure. I dont want to be everyones pity party.
I saw one of your videos on my feed and I've watched a couple. Praise God. I feel the realness man. I know what it's like to wear a smile when I'm feeling down at times. 🥴. I think as men were taught to always keep it inside,yet God even made us with emotions 🥴😢 Thank you again for your videos man. 🙂
I was just talking to a good friend who always dismisses his current issues and situations. It's all in his texts. He has some personal things he feels he can't open up to me about, but I'll be here waiting for when he is. Patience I have, understanding I'll show. ❤ #mentalhealthmatters
Not sure how your videos came across my feed, but I listened to this broke down in tears😢 so use to being the strong one and being there for everyone. This hit me hard….
Brother, thank you, just watch this video. You hit me right where I'm at. You would think that a man my age would have his stuff together. I smile most always, try my best to brighten everyone else's day. Healed from the pain I am, however other deep feeling and emotions need to come out. So no, I'm not ok. And it is embarrassing, uncomfortable, and very scary to talk about.
I’ve never been ok honestly. I feel like I’ve lived an entire 3 decades with this emptiness that has always followed me. An emptiness that even as a kid I couldn’t understand. The feeling of being alone, not enough, and feeling like I’m in the wrong body in the wrong reality. As an adult I can vocalize these feelings bc I had an awesome therapist who gave me space to be the real me. And the real me has never been happy. Heck I’m tryna figure out who the real me actually is. But I pretend bc no one cares anyway. Which forced me to be own friend. I have to care even when no one else cares that I’m not ok. And yea there is Jesus who I accept and he supposedly fills the emptiness so they say. But I’m afraid I haven’t reach that breakthrough! I’m not ok!
To smile is not only the right of the "someone" we deserve to be happy even if it realizes much more less than them. Rain pours after the sun shines, the rainbow occurs. There are many examples like that. Seasons such as and a bright morning comes after a darkest night. So we should be hopeful.
You make people believe you’re happy because the crushing force behind life, behind the hell that has been life is not one that i want to relive… happiness is for others, because to feel worthy of it would require acknowledging that I actually deserve to be happy… Thank you for these videos, I wish it was easier, I wish that I didn’t feel this way. One day at a time…
I don’t comment on much of anything. I don’t know where your videos came from but I swear you’re talking to me. From the first video that I randomly came across to this one, I needed this. I just want to say thank you. I don’t know if you read these but I hope you do. So thank you.
People that comes to job say they like my smile and and it’s this one customer that saids I really like you because you can smile and you’re always happy if they only knew how I be feeling inside
It's okay to not be okay, but never give up, there is always hope. The darkness that you are experiencing right now has got you thinking this way, but dear one even through the darkest night the sun always comes up. Don't give up. ✝️❤️
It always gets better. Always look up. Through whatever weather you’re dealing with. Just allow yourself to feel your emotions with out the help of any substances or self harm. That’s the only way to keep growing and keep going !
Why did i just stumble on this guy now....
.honestly the best video i watched in a while ❤
Not why more like how on this Specific day. It's very mysterious. Never heard this guy befonever.Heard anyone speak the same things.I feel exactly the day
Thanks for seeing me! This brought tears to my eyes! 💯❤️
I'm not okay, and I haven't been for a while. But God🙏🏾
Same for me😢 Im not ok but i never give up 💪 Keep going and NEVER look back ❤
Wow, this felt like God was speaking to me through you, calling me out for always pretending to be ok
I do it because for some reason I feel like if I show how broken I am that they will see me as a failure. I dont want to be everyones pity party.
I saw one of your videos on my feed and I've watched a couple. Praise God. I feel the realness man. I know what it's like to wear a smile when I'm feeling down at times. 🥴. I think as men were taught to always keep it inside,yet God even made us with emotions 🥴😢
Thank you again for your videos man. 🙂
WOW! You are speaking my truth!!!
I was just talking to a good friend who always dismisses his current issues and situations. It's all in his texts. He has some personal things he feels he can't open up to me about, but I'll be here waiting for when he is. Patience I have, understanding I'll show. ❤ #mentalhealthmatters
Tell em. Don't force it, but there's a lot of us that what we need is to know that door is open. You're a friend a lot of us need.
😢😢😢Man this the one for me lord lord 🙏🙏🙏🙏💞💞🙏🙏🙏
Not sure how your videos came across my feed, but I listened to this broke down in tears😢 so use to being the strong one and being there for everyone. This hit me hard….
😭😭😭😭
Brother, thank you, just watch this video. You hit me right where I'm at. You would think that a man my age would have his stuff together. I smile most always, try my best to brighten everyone else's day. Healed from the pain I am, however other deep feeling and emotions need to come out. So no, I'm not ok. And it is embarrassing, uncomfortable, and very scary to talk about.
Thank you for the video I need this but I'm far from my true self I'm trying tho and thank u for the words and extra boost of energy.
I needed this today thank you 🙏 😢
Finally someone says it. 🙏🏽😭💔
Being real makes you develop connections.. that’s a bar
You always know. thank you bro.
I’ve never been ok honestly. I feel like I’ve lived an entire 3 decades with this emptiness that has always followed me. An emptiness that even as a kid I couldn’t understand. The feeling of being alone, not enough, and feeling like I’m in the wrong body in the wrong reality. As an adult I can vocalize these feelings bc I had an awesome therapist who gave me space to be the real me. And the real me has never been happy. Heck I’m tryna figure out who the real me actually is. But I pretend bc no one cares anyway. Which forced me to be own friend. I have to care even when no one else cares that I’m not ok. And yea there is Jesus who I accept and he supposedly fills the emptiness so they say. But I’m afraid I haven’t reach that breakthrough! I’m not ok!
I found this just at the right time, Thank you
We cannot cry 7/24 so sometimes we fall down harshly but then we have to try to be ok.
To smile is not only the right of the "someone" we deserve to be happy even if it realizes much more less than them. Rain pours after the sun shines, the rainbow occurs. There are many examples like that. Seasons such as and a bright morning comes after a darkest night. So we should be hopeful.
@miraykanatli ❤ yes, keep on going! I don't want to quit because I'm always eager to see what's on the next page.
You make people believe you’re happy because the crushing force behind life, behind the hell that has been life is not one that i want to relive… happiness is for others, because to feel worthy of it would require acknowledging that I actually deserve to be happy…
Thank you for these videos, I wish it was easier, I wish that I didn’t feel this way. One day at a time…
This really helped me today.
Thank you
It's okay to not be okay.
I don’t comment on much of anything. I don’t know where your videos came from but I swear you’re talking to me. From the first video that I randomly came across to this one, I needed this. I just want to say thank you. I don’t know if you read these but I hope you do. So thank you.
Thank U... ❤😢💔
I haven't been okay for years I don't know what it is to be happy 😢
I'm not ok and I accept that
❤️🩹
I prayed to be the strongest person at my wifes funeral. But im not ok.
We 😂all put on a facade but truly we fool ourselves
💯🙏🏽
Thanks for this ..
What if there isn't anybody there that does love you? What if you are alone and that's all there is?
No one asked me if I am ok
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People that comes to job say they like my smile and and it’s this one customer that saids I really like you because you can smile and you’re always happy if they only knew how I be feeling inside
😢😢im dying inside
😭😭😭😭😭
When is it okay to give up?
It's okay to not be okay, but never give up, there is always hope. The darkness that you are experiencing right now has got you thinking this way, but dear one even through the darkest night the sun always comes up. Don't give up. ✝️❤️
It always gets better. Always look up. Through whatever weather you’re dealing with. Just allow yourself to feel your emotions with out the help of any substances or self harm. That’s the only way to keep growing and keep going !
🥹LET ME ASKS YOU SOMETHING?... WHY DO YOU DO IT ..... Why do you make people think that your happy😓
I am never happy an never been happy
I'm so very sorry. I mean well. I really hope you are ok 🙏
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God has me 😊my guardian angels have me 😊