I'm struggling to stay here too. And I'm running out of reasons to stay. I have lost everyone I love and I mean everyone. And facing a divorce that I don't want, but did cause. So I don't know what to do. I guess I am asking for prayer. I need it more now then I ever have.
I'm praying with you and for you. May God be your strength and comfort in this season. Reach out to Him and release everything that's in your heart and mind. He can handle it💪🏾🙏🏾
John I love you brother. It’s in the struggle when the Lord does his best work. Just be ready. Because you have already been forgiven and great blessings are being prepared for your life.
As for me I’m struggling here to I can’t get rid of my past problems thats keep coming bk n nagging thing I can’t afford or do n it’s hard for me to say NO but I know I need to so I’m asking for prayers n guidance
I always feel empty inside and lost, I feel like a mess but I’m so thankful for my faith. Thanks for your videos you’re helping a lot of people to find their inner strength, God bless!
I am so tired of living in this endless cycle of pain. My dad the most damage any man could ever done to any child. He could've had any other woman out there. Anyone else why did he have to touch me in ways no child EVER SHOULD be touched. Why at 42 I still feel violated and lost and even with God blessing me with a good man, patient, loving and the kindest soul I ever met I can't feel whole cause I don't even feel I live in this body, like all I deserve here is to continue to disassociate from my body to just go through the motions of life. I feel dead inside. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I JUST WANT TO STOP HURTING.
@lightingupallthisdarkness Thank you for your encouraging words, dealing with depression have been a daily struggle the only thing holding me here is my cats and the man I vowed to stand by until I die. I do believe in God but my faith honestly most of the time is like a deserts shifting sand
Honestly I understand what you mean a lot has happened to me and I've done a lot of things that im not proud of and i try to talk to god and what hes showing me is that i need to be patient in my prayer and that hes doing all of this for a reason to push us to where we need to be and that he is here but we have to be patient for when he is ready trust me i understand wanting the pain to end i was going to end it but god said no that he is here just wait until he comes to you and shows you until then have blind faith i believe everything happens for a reason like me see this just have blind faith all you need is a mustered seed of faith and work up from there
Bro this past month, got me feeling like this every single day. I don't even know what to say anymore. Its the same thing, same loop. I've been struggling to see him, I felt as if I haven't had a real moment with him, it creates that doubt, but I haven't given up yet.
So many people feel the same way.... I'm one of them...All part of this brotherhood of Pain and Suffering...Then I remember this quote and somehow make me smile : " It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. " from Jiddu Krishnamurti.
I'm a trade school rn. And constantly all the time for years and years I've been struggling a lot mentally. And nobody notices besides when I sit alone at times or hide away. I'm hurting a lot internally and I'm honestly not sure why so much for a long time. Why I allow myself this pain. Why I keep going through same mistakes and same hopeless patterns and same losing faith and hope in every area I want to give up my life. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Idk why I can't seem to have courage and be like other people and want girls and have a nice sexual filled loving life. Idk why I can't smile sometimes and on those days I can't I try to but I feel like dying in the inside. Idk why sometimes I have to find a reason to want to be the best me but I feel I'm failing so much. Idk why I feel so unloved and so judgemental and hurtful towards myself and others. Why I have to hate myself for things I didn't even do towards myself. I don't understand why I hate everything about myself all the time but still find a reason to be happy and be myself. Idk why I have to be the way or person I am but it's something I love at times as well as something I hate. But I hope it gets better. I'm not unlovable, I'm not a asshole, I'm not a worthless person who wants to kill himself, I'm none of these things but all the time I feel I deserve all of these and more.
thank you. this isn't an accident but God rly talks to me rn. im from Philippines 🇵🇭 and i just wanna say, we can rest in God's presence but we shouldn't give up. pwedeng magpahinga pero walang susuko!
The whole video hit but it hit even the more when you talked about the kids. I feel like I am not stable enough to take care of them do to all my emotions. This video speaks a lot of volume to me thanks for keeping it real and authentic you say what I feel and can't say unless it's written down on paper.
I'm Struggling with Lust, I went back to it June 1st 2024, all It did was, destroy me, I feel SO MUCH CONDEMNATION. It hit harder every sin. Pray for me, I feel lost, this Lust does not fulfill me, im 12, been sinning every day, for since u was seeking christ, this has been an ongoing battle for months with:Pride, unrighteous judgment, controlling my tounge,(as in inappropriate jokes) and temptations every day from those sins and daily temptations from lust, pray for me, my name is jaziel, im going to keep praying, and fighting and not giving up, STAY BLESSED.
Four years of homelessness and it’s getting to me. I keep trying to have faith when things feel so hopeless. And I keep going and going, when all I wanna do is die.
I personally want to thank you for these videos and for sharing your pain and your victories with us. You are such an amazing person. I love your character and your drive to be the best version of yourself. Its like we share the same heart but have two different bodies. Thank you
Bro you must be living in my head and heart. But I feel you. And I couldn’t agree with you more. We need to constantly remind each other. I love you goes a long way!!!
Hey GOD IM FEELING LET DOWN AND LIED TO BY YOU ! I hate my life all the tests ! I pass them and it’s just another test when do I get to have a life ? I’m not stepping on others heads to get ahead I’m holding out a helping hand ? More than I can say about you ! I’m tired GOD AND I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE DIRT NAP NOW ! I’m 41 years old have a heart full of love just not for this world or living in it ! GOD YOUR TIMING SUCKS IT MAKES OUT TO BE A LIAR !
Your video describes how I have felt after a bad breakup, I messed up I admit that, the good days are good, but the bad days, where I miss them are terrible, food has no flavor, my hobbies are not fun, but I still move on each day and pray believing God will guide me.
All due respect I’d rather those other people witness this video than me. I’d rather be the one who left planet Earth. It’s hard living while the one person who taught you how is gone..
I have nowhere to share my story on and i feel like this is the only place where i can express what i truly feel. Because as a man u can't tell other's you have a problem. They will assume you're weak. But maybe i really am weak.i have a decent life. I have a happy family. I have good friends. Good life. But i really can't understand why i have an empty void in my heart. Im trying my best to do my best for God because i love God. But why is it that it seems im staying further away from God. I have friends but why do i feel unwanted and alone. I am am surrounded by family and friends but i still feel alonewhy do i always lose in life why is life like this.
I'm doing good but i hope the best for you. You will always find your answer through life it's your life do what makes you happy i know you will find the right answer you're looking for i know life can be hard sometimes i don't got much to say but life is life it's here on earth you have fun it's here on earth you get family it's here on earth you find peace it's here on earth you get dreams it's here on earth you have feelings
I'm drowning in quick sand I've lost everything and everyone I've tried too many time's to better myself and fix everything and as soon as I am doing good someone in my life kicks me back and purposely tears me down again I am soooo tired ,it hurts tooo much I god honestly don't want to be here anymore..I've even told everyone that I just would be better off dead and they show their true self because they don't stop to listen or help some of them even tell me im not allowed to FEEL and I don't matter and too suck it up... I don't want to be here anymore people don't get it ... I'M SO SERIOUS !! 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 I know I won't be missed .. and I know this says Steve Magaudda but this is Rebecca I'm just using his tablet..
this is me right now especially since my kids mom decided back on the 15th she didn't love me anymore n wanted to co parent n she's already planning dates 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i don't know what to do because to me she's the love of my life
I'm struggling to stay here too. And I'm running out of reasons to stay. I have lost everyone I love and I mean everyone. And facing a divorce that I don't want, but did cause. So I don't know what to do. I guess I am asking for prayer. I need it more now then I ever have.
I'm praying with you and for you. May God be your strength and comfort in this season. Reach out to Him and release everything that's in your heart and mind. He can handle it💪🏾🙏🏾
can I give you a hug from here?
John I love you brother. It’s in the struggle when the Lord does his best work. Just be ready. Because you have already been forgiven and great blessings are being prepared for your life.
Praying 4 u. Please pray 4 me to!😭😭😭🙏🙏
As for me I’m struggling here to I can’t get rid of my past problems thats keep coming bk n nagging thing I can’t afford or do n it’s hard for me to say NO but I know I need to so I’m asking for prayers n guidance
God I need you more than ever
I always feel empty inside and lost, I feel like a mess but I’m so thankful for my faith.
Thanks for your videos you’re helping a lot of people to find their inner strength, God bless!
I feel lost everyday even though I have been going to church since I was young
I really needed to hear this my life is not good right now lord 🙏🏽😢
I feel this soo hard
I am so tired of living in this endless cycle of pain. My dad the most damage any man could ever done to any child. He could've had any other woman out there. Anyone else why did he have to touch me in ways no child EVER SHOULD be touched. Why at 42 I still feel violated and lost and even with God blessing me with a good man, patient, loving and the kindest soul I ever met I can't feel whole cause I don't even feel I live in this body, like all I deserve here is to continue to disassociate from my body to just go through the motions of life. I feel dead inside. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I JUST WANT TO STOP HURTING.
@lightingupallthisdarkness Thank you for your encouraging words, dealing with depression have been a daily struggle the only thing holding me here is my cats and the man I vowed to stand by until I die. I do believe in God but my faith honestly most of the time is like a deserts shifting sand
Honestly I understand what you mean a lot has happened to me and I've done a lot of things that im not proud of and i try to talk to god and what hes showing me is that i need to be patient in my prayer and that hes doing all of this for a reason to push us to where we need to be and that he is here but we have to be patient for when he is ready trust me i understand wanting the pain to end i was going to end it but god said no that he is here just wait until he comes to you and shows you until then have blind faith i believe everything happens for a reason like me see this just have blind faith all you need is a mustered seed of faith and work up from there
Bro this past month, got me feeling like this every single day. I don't even know what to say anymore. Its the same thing, same loop. I've been struggling to see him, I felt as if I haven't had a real moment with him, it creates that doubt, but I haven't given up yet.
If there were words for how I am feeling right now, this is exactly how I feel.
So many people feel the same way.... I'm one of them...All part of this brotherhood of Pain and Suffering...Then I remember this quote and somehow make me smile : " It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. " from Jiddu Krishnamurti.
Thank you for your beautiful words. I really needed to hear this.
I'm a trade school rn. And constantly all the time for years and years I've been struggling a lot mentally. And nobody notices besides when I sit alone at times or hide away. I'm hurting a lot internally and I'm honestly not sure why so much for a long time. Why I allow myself this pain. Why I keep going through same mistakes and same hopeless patterns and same losing faith and hope in every area I want to give up my life. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Idk why I can't seem to have courage and be like other people and want girls and have a nice sexual filled loving life. Idk why I can't smile sometimes and on those days I can't I try to but I feel like dying in the inside. Idk why sometimes I have to find a reason to want to be the best me but I feel I'm failing so much. Idk why I feel so unloved and so judgemental and hurtful towards myself and others. Why I have to hate myself for things I didn't even do towards myself. I don't understand why I hate everything about myself all the time but still find a reason to be happy and be myself. Idk why I have to be the way or person I am but it's something I love at times as well as something I hate. But I hope it gets better. I'm not unlovable, I'm not a asshole, I'm not a worthless person who wants to kill himself, I'm none of these things but all the time I feel I deserve all of these and more.
I lost the love of my life 7 months ago an I don't know were I belong anymore she was my angel 😭 I can't do this without her anymore
It will be ok ❤ Jesus loves you :)
thank you. this isn't an accident but God rly talks to me rn. im from Philippines 🇵🇭 and i just wanna say, we can rest in God's presence but we shouldn't give up.
pwedeng magpahinga pero walang susuko!
The whole video hit but it hit even the more when you talked about the kids. I feel like I am not stable enough to take care of them do to all my emotions. This video speaks a lot of volume to me thanks for keeping it real and authentic you say what I feel and can't say unless it's written down on paper.
Grateful for you brother. Thanks for being there for us all. Keep making these videos they help me alot.
Man thank you for making this video. I will focus on the good things I’m grateful for
I really needed to hear this Message🙏🏾 one thing for sure I WONT GIVE UP !
Thank you for learning men to speak, you are a inspiration. Keep up the good work, i see good things coming to you.
Hey JB!! Thanks for sharing another powerful, beautiful, and awesome message!!!
My daily prayer has been, “God fill me up” because I feel so empty. It’s painful yet numbing.
Perfect timing 😭😭😭 yelling loudly but with no noise in the shower today because I have 8 housemates but it hurts, thank you brother🙏
Oh man I’m feel this right now.
3:33 is the best thing he said.
Thank you brother.. I needed this ❤
You got a grown man crying in the office bathroom cause all of this hits me at once…damn
I'm Struggling with Lust, I went back to it June 1st 2024, all
It did was, destroy me, I feel SO MUCH CONDEMNATION. It hit harder every sin. Pray for me, I feel lost, this Lust does not fulfill me, im 12, been sinning every day, for since u was seeking christ, this has been an ongoing battle for months with:Pride, unrighteous judgment, controlling my tounge,(as in inappropriate jokes) and temptations every day from those sins and daily temptations from lust, pray for me, my name is jaziel, im going to keep praying, and fighting and not giving up, STAY BLESSED.
AMEN 🙏🏽🙌🏽 BROTHA!!
All I can say is thanks ❤I thought I was the only one
❤❤❤I got u my son ❤❤one love stay up ❤❤
We gotta lose ourselves. To find our purpose.
Real stay real bro. Heads that say low, seem to stay up. Love it Brother. Keep it up.
Four years of homelessness and it’s getting to me. I keep trying to have faith when things feel so hopeless. And I keep going and going, when all I wanna do is die.
Me too 👏🏾
I personally want to thank you for these videos and for sharing your pain and your victories with us. You are such an amazing person. I love your character and your drive to be the best version of yourself. Its like we share the same heart but have two different bodies. Thank you
Your time is coming. I feel it. You woke me up.
Bro you must be living in my head and heart. But I feel you. And I couldn’t agree with you more. We need to constantly remind each other. I love you goes a long way!!!
Hey GOD IM FEELING LET DOWN AND LIED TO BY YOU ! I hate my life all the tests ! I pass them and it’s just another test when do I get to have a life ? I’m not stepping on others heads to get ahead I’m holding out a helping hand ? More than I can say about you ! I’m tired GOD AND I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE DIRT NAP NOW ! I’m 41 years old have a heart full of love just not for this world or living in it ! GOD YOUR TIMING SUCKS IT MAKES OUT TO BE A LIAR !
I thank God for you Jonathan
Thanks for this 😔😔😔😔
Your video describes how I have felt after a bad breakup, I messed up I admit that, the good days are good, but the bad days, where I miss them are terrible, food has no flavor, my hobbies are not fun, but I still move on each day and pray believing God will guide me.
All due respect I’d rather those other people witness this video than me. I’d rather be the one who left planet Earth. It’s hard living while the one person who taught you how is gone..
This was Fire bro !!!
I have nowhere to share my story on and i feel like this is the only place where i can express what i truly feel. Because as a man u can't tell other's you have a problem. They will assume you're weak. But maybe i really am weak.i have a decent life. I have a happy family. I have good friends. Good life. But i really can't understand why i have an empty void in my heart. Im trying my best to do my best for God because i love God. But why is it that it seems im staying further away from God.
I have friends but why do i feel unwanted and alone. I am am surrounded by family and friends but i still feel alonewhy do i always lose in life why is life like this.
thank you, man
I'm doing good but i hope the best for you. You will always find your answer through life it's your life do what makes you happy i know you will find the right answer you're looking for i know life can be hard sometimes i don't got much to say but life is life it's here on earth you have fun it's here on earth you get family it's here on earth you find peace it's here on earth you get dreams it's here on earth you have feelings
Thanks champ
Made me cry.
Very powerful
Just remember. “Lord save me”. ( Matt 14:30)
I'm drowning in quick sand I've lost everything and everyone I've tried too many time's to better myself and fix everything and as soon as I am doing good someone in my life kicks me back and purposely tears me down again I am soooo tired ,it hurts tooo much I god honestly don't want to be here anymore..I've even told everyone that I just would be better off dead and they show their true self because they don't stop to listen or help some of them even tell me im not allowed to FEEL and I don't matter and too suck it up... I don't want to be here anymore people don't get it ... I'M SO SERIOUS !! 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 I know I won't be missed .. and I know this says Steve Magaudda but this is Rebecca I'm just using his tablet..
Keep on encouraging me JB..coz am passing alot hard staff
…………I feel stupid compared to people...
I'm struggling 😪
this is me right now especially since my kids mom decided back on the 15th she didn't love me anymore n wanted to co parent n she's already planning dates 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i don't know what to do because to me she's the love of my life
Just lost my baby girl. She was 29 an had 3 young babies. Yeah struggling.
❤❤❤❤❤
This is real
I'll do it
I struggle with lust i need belp pray for me please🙏❤...
I'll do ot
Why are you taking the words out of my mouth?
Thank you