WHY FASHION IS A TOXIC HOBBY
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Nice man
sure why not
learn kibbe body types man
Vgg
bro didnt have to go so hard with the "acceptance will fit your body better than a size small on a 6'3" model" line. Thanks Christian.
Actually phenomenal
I've heard they use tall thin models because it shows off the garments better but I could see how this could create some kind of body dysmorphia in people that feel they don't look well in the clothing. I am on the shorter side (180cm) and don't feel that way personally. You should wear what you like regardless of what others might think.
man i b spittin sometimes
@@leonardosanchez9289damn, if 180 cm is the shorter side, people around the 170 cm like me are midgets 😭
@@ucouldtell3326 since when 180 is short😭😭😭 I’m finished
After christian cut his hair, he went from “funny fashion youtuber” to “existential toxic nihilist” real quick
It was the final straw that broke the Rick Owens heel
nah he was always like this. guess maybe he became less of a passive nihilist, but the blonde def had some nice vids in hyper reality complaining abt hyper reality
@@fuchsia4326 it's because things have only been getting worse, especially with this A.I.
Maybe the real toxic hobby is the friends we made along the way
I lost all my friends
😢😢thats deep
Are*
@@jokerpilled2535 currently losing them, i am not complaining
Underrated reply right here. I’m telling you this one is a gem
the mental shift the deeper you get into fashion is truly depressing at times.
Happens with alot of hobbies. During covid I ended up going hard on cologne/fragrances. Had over 200+ bottles. Sold almost all that shit and realized I didn't need all of it
@@ragnarlothbrok938 Feel that bro, I tend to get so deep into shit that i'll start over-analyzing it and ruining the enjoyment that was found in the first place
@@conconc scaning everyone's outfit when walking down the sidewalk cause you might find something inspiring?
@@jitsemoerenhout4005 Partially, there's the judgement of people that I gotta check myself on. Who cares what people dress like
@@conconc jus remember why you got into it in the first place embrace your fun creative process you have and jus tweak it as years progress and always follow the #1 rule be confident in yourself your style your decision be you can’t lose ..
fashion boys getting the female experience
For women the models have 24 inch waists. Women are expected to be thinner than men, but also naturally, typically, have higher body fat.
I think it sucks that men have to feel what women feel with unrealistic body standing, but i hope they start to use that to learn to empathize with what women have been experiencing for decades (or longer?).
@@AngelaEAwesome hahahah definatly longer, but totally agree. the hopeful part of me thinks we're slowly getting there T=T
@@AngelaEAwesome 24 inch waist on a woman is perfectly reasonable, its a fat distribution thing. Something being small isnt an issue, the problem is mainly the fact that nothing is the same size, a pair of german pants from 1995 sized at 30 would be a 26 n nowadays, etc etc.
@@AngelaEAwesomemen on average have bigger waist than women because men have bigger body frame(bone structure) compare to a woman. Most of women's body fat is distributed in there lower body ( glutes and hamsring). But for men most of their fat is distributed in there upper body (stomach) thats why women on average have smaller waist. Expect this i do agree with your point
I just go naked, the primal fashion
Oh we found him.... This mf def 6'2 small waist 28
Pretty sure you can get arrested for that public indecency
@@vlon3lyboiii666 I guess they gotta arrest my Neanderthal ancestors too
The pinnacle of Christian’s fashion villain arc
That price escalator is so real! Although I was proud of myself for not buying a ripped up, distorted, stained Rick Owens shirt for $40. It was listed for $125 but the seller tried to offer it to me for $40. Not gunna lie, I was tempted but then I said to myself, "If this basic T-shirt with a hole torn into the back and pit stains was let's say, Wild Fable... Would you pay $40 for it? No! So I'm not gunna do it for Rick Owens either!" Whew
Bro you could have easily justified that buy but you didn't. Respect.
Pass the link then
@@Doomgazzze no bro this is an intervention
Woah
why not just resell it for 125 then, easy profit
What really doesn't help with body dysmorphia is that fashion sizes are not standard. I had to learn not to pay attention to sizes (small, medium, large, xl, etc.) and focus on how it fits and makes me feel. I'm 6'5 and lost 195lbs through my weight loss journey and now when I'm buying clothes I can fit a medium in one brand, XL in another, small if I'm feeling zesty & the same goes for pants... It can really fuck with your head if you wear a medium at one place and then all of a sudden you have to buy an XL at another.
I've been finding the same thing with sewing patterns. There's at least 4 different sizing systems for patterns, so the smallest number system puts me at I believe a 5 or 6, where the largest number system puts me at a 36, and I'm all through the teens in between. For the ones that use letters, it ranges a lot too, from XS to L depending on who made the pattern and what gender it's marketed as. And usually from there I either have to make some areas larger or some smaller to fit my proportions, so it's a mess. I always use sizing charts online and use actual measurements rather than some websites that ask for your size at another brand (which is usually from stores I don't shop at anyway). It also depends on the item. I went shopping at one store recently, and needed 3 different sizes depending on the cut and fit. Example, my dad gets classic fit dress shirts, and he'd have to size up if they only had modern or slim fit. Just that most pre-made clothing items don't care about measurements outside of one (waist or chest) per garment.
@@joylox Sizing is totally a mess, but you're spot on about using actual measurements to find the closest fit. I found a tailor and had all my measurements done, which has made it 10x easier to shop online. If need be, I will always size up if the measurements aren't quite right and get it tailored.
Just get it altered bro.
It's even "worse" with the sizes here in vn. You can buy authentic clothes at the mall, eg in uniqlo, adidas stores etc. But online shopping and selling through livestreams is very popular too and u can get lots of fake stuff and replicas for much cheaper. There are also many local brands. This is all nice and cool if you're about 150cm or 160cm and weigh under 60kg. In the beginning i also felt like i was too fat and couldn't buy any clothes here, but in reality sizes arent standardized. Im 174cm and do weightlifting and there's basically nothing that looks good on me bc clothes arent designed for bigger ppl
Man sizes are fucked, I don't even look at that shit, I just try to eyeball what would fit on me because I know they won't help me in the least. When I made my Grailed account it asked for my sizes and I was like 'man what the fuck are these hyeroglyphs'. Looked up size charts. They got everything man, USA, Europe, Japan, Korea, all different numbering systems but then there are the lettered ones different for practically every brand, I went down a huge rabbit hole, went back to grailed, looked back at that shit and again went 'man, what the FUCK are these hyeroglyphs'. Because it's different from everything else I've seen down in the mfin rabbit hole. It's got numbers AND letters. Great fun. No indication what the letters mean or nothing like that, it ain't even S M XL etc, it's random shit, and then the numbers man, what do the numbers mean? Are they European? US? Something else? There's no way to know. Grailed ain't got no sizing guide either, it's got a tutorial on taking your sizes and it talks about the different numerical systems but it doesn't talk about it's own fucking system or about what the number systems coincide to in fucking human measurements like centimeters. Man, I know that an US 6 is an Europe 38? That's fantastic, I still don't know how fucking big that is. I still ain't got my sizes on my Grailed account. I don't think I ever will. I ain't got the brain power for this.
Comparison is the thief of joy, and no one can be you better than yourself
💯
In a perfect world
Bars yo
Thank you for encouraging dudes to only do 2 sprays
Call me Jeremy Fragrance spraying 57 times
@@za_curry2101 thats terrible bruh , you might be sending people to the hospital , shit ain’t cute
u should just stop doing that it immediately or u might never get pussy
@@baby.nay. I’m joking I do one spray lol
@@za_curry2101 only 57?! Those are rookie numbers, we gotta bump that up to at least 60 sprays. You should be going through a bottle of scent bird every 2 days.
6 sprays minimum
As a 6’2 skinny white male with a 30in waist, I’d like to apologize for existing
Nah don't apologize, I'm just curious how. I don't even think I was a 30 waist as a child
eat pls
If u were a runway model you'd have to wear 26-28, 30 is the largest size...
I’m that animated punching character at you
@@DreBars i think they lie about their measurements.
My siblings are both 6ft 3" size S type people. As more of a size XL/2XL myself, the dysmophia is real. Acceptance is a constant battle that I'm not always winning.
Don’t feel bad man, I’m 6’4 and can fit S-M and being skinny doesn’t feel good, it’s demusclinizing and brings a whole other dimension of body dysmorphia. I usually wear oversized shit and almost never wear short sleeves to conceal how skinny I am. I’m trying my best to gain weight with a 3500 diet and regularly attending the gym, just so I can fill a t-shirt at least partially. Wish me luck 🗿
@@immasi8922 same here kinda... I'm a woman and constantly stress about being skinny and not being skinny™ enough at the same time. Ig skinny fat is a better description. Skinny in all the wrong places and fat in the wrong places. Trying to exercise and do something about it though cause it's annoying
@@ayoayo1044 I feel you. Tracking your calorie intake will definitely help, if you're not already doing so. Try to reduce fatty foods, cook with less oil, etc... Excercise, but also don't over do it (listen to your body, have enough rest). It took me a year and a half to actually commit to trying to change my habits and working out, but I think I feel better, so I'm gonna do my best to stick to what I'm doing. I wish you luck.
@@immasi8922Hey bro, any updates a year later? I hope everything is going well for you!
bro got a gf AND THEN. entered his villain arc
Oh this is why he’s like this I miss single christian lol
Having an unhealthy relationship with your hobbies is always going to be a bad time, regardless of what it is. Fashion though kicks it into overdrive since it is self-expression through clothes. The fit you put together is a reflection of you, and when it isn't working, it feels personal. It's easier said than done but taking a step back to appreciate what does work rather than focusing on what doesn't is really essential to growth both in fits and life.
Toxicity of Fashion & Getting High
I Luv it everyday
It's similar with music and other creative arts tho tbh. i make music, even though it's electronic stuff (not edm 🤮) you still put a bit of your soul and passion into each piece. so when you show it someone and they ignore it or say "it's alright yeah" it feels like a personal attack even though 9/10 its just not.
i love finding random pieces from all kinds of brands and then making them work together based on looks and colors
i used to be dumpster diver, you wouldnt believe all the gucci, prada, all the designer bags and clothes, jewelry and drugs the evicted throw straight in the dumpster when your forced into poverty
Sounds like they weren't exactly forced into poverty
@@TPF00T Sounds like u didn't get the joke
@@xavm3176 Please explain it, thanks
so, the joke is: the beauty of capitalism, is that under capitalism, someone, somewhere, in large demographics, can and will get FUCKED, by the economics system we call capitalism.
I’m also a dumpster diver and it really makes you realize what’s of value in your life
I really love your video styles, you really dig stuff but at the same time you're very realistic and explain stuff in a way everyone understands. I'm not even native to English language but I always understand what you're teaching here. Thanks for the dedication
Fashion can exacerbate body dysmorphia, but if you put the time and effort in to learning the ins and outs, it can curb it too. A closet full of anti-dysmorphia fits that are more than big hoodies and nothing-pants is some goooood sht, man.
“Damn, why I built like that” I felt that
"It's Dysmorphin Time! Go Go Fashion Rangers!" 🎶
I unironically love that sizing guide format because I’m tall and skinny and usually fit the proportions of the models being showcased so it’s always a W for me 😭
bro everytime this guy posts i click it asap..
alrdy know shi gon be fire.
facts
As someone who is obsessed w fashion, getting dressed is my least favorite part of the day.
literally LOL it's so stressful sometimes
Even since I started accompanying my mom to the hospital I feel like my clothes became some kind of uniform, lost totally the enjoyment from dressing them. And the worst part: I'm wearing almost the same combo every time we go(black shirt and jeans) bc I'm too tired to pick anything more complicated than that.. and there's a bunch of clothes that I don't wear at all bc of friggin body dysmorphia, this sucksss
How tf do you come up with the most relevant and well articulated fashion related video essays so often?? You need to work for GQ fr and show em was good
these videos are the iv drip of my life, it keeps me alive
This is how girls feel. Esp if you have a naturally baddie aesthetic when you want a cutie aesthetic. You can do both but it’s different
omg i have a cutie look but i want to look baddie
i feel like i look too young
but really i wanna be sassy and bold just like baddies but ppl just say i look gentle and calm which is fine but sometimes i want a little more of a baddie vibe to me
@pissedpajamas5718 haha ik what u mean but i meant more like the bratz dolls vibe but maintain a chill personality
@pissedpajamas5718totally right
Im not even tryna sound corny tho, the last minute of the video really helped me so much. Put a tear to my eye, I needed to hear that for sure, this is why your my favorite RUclipsr.
Ok, as a 6'2 dude who wears size S shirts I was feeling reaally confident about myself for most of the video, but then Christian just HAD to pull up the 6'5 XS size guy, like WTFF
Guess I gotta get back in the grind and start growing again
6’5 is too tall for fashion 6’2 is the ultimate height
Im 6'3, and if it ain't an XL, my entire forearm is usually sticking out of a full sleeve. How the fuck do you pull off an S?
@@Karan-Aujla that's what I'm saying my boyfriend is 6'6 and we need to buy like xl otherwise it's a crop top
@@Incurtus whyd your boyfriend have to MOG me like that man lmao. But yeah, I can't find pants that fit either, no waist has the right fit, and the ones that are just tolerable are at least 6inches too large in the waist. It's a fucking struggle is what it is.
@@Karan-Aujla 😭😭😭 I swear I commented out of solidarity lol
This just reminded me of how I shop things lmao. I enjoy fashion as a hobby because it's like playing dress up, mixing and matching clothes with certain styles and colors, plus it boosts my self esteem when I feel like crap. Clothes can be pricey sure, and theres nothing wrong with buying clothes at stores cause it's just a guilty pleasure sometimes when you find something you like and think looks cool on you. However, it can be hard when you're paying bills and need or want to save up for something else you need or want. In this case, thrift stores(or even online like Offer Up, Mercari, Poshmark, Etsy sometimes, etc.) have been my good friend for a long time when it comes to fashion, though it can be tough to find some really good shit, in good condition, AND cheap or for a lower price than other stores or places would have them now a days. I'm still bamboozled by the fact that I found a pair of doc martens my size for $20 one time in Goodwill, just had like a few scratches on it that looked like it was done by a cat.
What an inspirational video only to be ear banged at the last second, thanks Christian.
Being late because because of switching out different pieces is soo relatable and the financial stress too. Some influencers are over here tryna get you to spend like a million dollars on a fit lol.
Ive gotten into fashion recently. my biggest struggle:
Being 6'6" 240 pounds and trying to find unique clothing that isn't going to be 200+ dollhairs 👍🏾 I'm actively financing a pair of tapered wool chinos. I also have larger quads with a DUMPY. I try to avoid only going baggy clothes but that's all I can do, Or I start looking like your average Pixar mom.
6’6 240 is wild I bet you intimidating asl
@@kylechon9653 na I try not to. I think I come off as pretty friendly to most. I ain't been tried yet, but I take care of business if the time come.
I'm 5'5" and at one point I was 210 pounds. Thrifting, going to garage sales and flea markets, learning to tailor clothes, and basic sewing was my friend. My mom taught me to crochet so I'd make simple things like scarves. I also wore a lot of ponchos. I received a lot of compliments on my personal style when it was mainly thrifted/homemade pieces because I took my body proportions, color theory, and layering into account. It's trial and error, but if you ever have the time to mix and match what you already have before venturing off into stores. Also, take multiple measurements before online shopping.
Just show your double cheeked up self bro
"why did we ever evolve from happiness" bro that hit 😭
I can't tell you how much I need this rn. Also, the hair looks awesome dude. Thanks for making videos, I always look forward to watching!
Been binging your videos all day and now you uploaded too 🖤
u can tell when he runs out of things to say
bro 😭😭 felt like ass abt my clothes today but ur out here being a king and putting it into perspective 🫡 keep doing the good work brother 🔥
man... I remember being 6'2 and having size 34 and being able to wear a Calvin Klein size S... 20yrs ago when i was 30yo...
I have never heard of the term "fit-block" and I didn´t know how much I needed it in my life.
Dressing nice to the airport is actually clutch. I feel people just treat you better. I'd rather do that than look like a bum and have everyone treat you horribly lol, which has happened
The way you edit is very original. Ive never seen this many wojacks in one video
I found peace when I just bought a couple of different oversized tees and just cycled different pants with them
"That's probably why you were alone on Valentine's Day."
My guy I got left one week before valentine's day, not cool.
Great video tho
Ssense sale shopping praying this off-white fits me
i am never staying for the end of a video again 😭💀
3:58 FRUITY BROTHERS 4 LIFE‼️‼️‼️
Damn. This hit by the end. Similar vibe on my end - selling a lot, focusing on fit and materials, and trying to get to 6’3”.
Lmaooo I enjoy fashion casually, that's not why I watch Frugal Aesthetic. It's for the memes lol the wii sports resort music over "body dysmorphia comes in a variety of forms" had me dead at 5am 😂
As a 5'9 guy I relate to this hard. Im very into avant-garde clothes but I can't wear any leather jackets comfortably unless it's XL/52 but it would be too long on me.
Proportions make things hard. I have a relatively small torso but long arms, so if I get something that fits me well in the torso, it's too short in the arms, and if something is the right sleeve length, usually it's super baggy and too long. That's part of why I learned to sew and tailor my own clothes, but it's hard to find the right fit unless it's made to measure or bespoke.
im 5'10 and weigh 125 lb and that's only way i can fit into my rick jackets. i have to wear size S and sleeves are still very long me and pants almost always look bad, so yeah 😅
When I watch your videos sometimes it feels like I am watching recap of all my thoughts in my head
"Damn why I'm built like that?" has wrecked my day too many times. OH BOY 😅😅😅🤣
As a manlet I just buy bigger and take it to the nice sewing lady in my neighborhood.
I felt the thumbnail. The amount of times I'm looking at Teddy Fresh and reading "Model is 6'2" wearing size M" knowing that me, a pretty average build just as tall, needs an XL is such a shitty feeling
Don’t feel bad man, I’m 6’4 and can fit S-M and being skinny doesn’t feel good, it’s demusclinizing and brings a whole other dimension of body dysmorphia. I usually wear oversized shit and almost never wear short sleeves to conceal how skinny I am. I’m trying my best to gain weight with a 3500 diet and regularly attending the gym, just so I can fill a t-shirt at least partially. Wish me luck 🗿
just wanna say i love your pfp, rip groggs :(
Goated pfp, injury reserve really was something special
It’s almost worse for girl clothing. I’m 34/24/35 and I still have to buy large in most sweats or anything honestly if I don’t want it to be constricting like crazy … I wonder who really fits in the small or x small , if I’m typical model shape at 5’9” and I’m grabbing a large, feels like a lost of wasted clothes
@@milorobinson9186 was about to comment the same damn thing, RIP Groggs man
i used to be so frugal that i rarely bought anything and now im eyeing up a $370 skirt😭
that hair cut ..changed his perspective real quick! he's now Devine !
That part about cringing at how expensive a 40 dollar shirt is and then gradually warping your view so they seem cheap. I am now using those same shirts to messily eat BBQ ribs in cause they were “ cheap “
"But i have a lot of tall boy friends that also have to deal with the struggle of finding T-Shirts that aren't too short or too wide" Well, the short thing is a bummer.... but I'm 5' 8" and I can make a XXL fit me accordingly because I know how to sew. It's a great skill to have. :). Do It!
I LOVE THIS MAN WAY TOO MUCH
Regarding body dysmorphia: i also feel like nothing looks good on me bc im 5'7 and do weightlifting. I dont even have to train too heavy and i already get bigger. Clothes aren't designed for ppl with athletic build. It feels like all i can rly go for is the athleisure style, which i actually like.
bro just roasted everybody for 13 mins 💀
Thank You I really did enjoy the Ear R4pe at the end, it made my ears more open now! :)
Now if you don't mind, I'm going to fantasize about archival pieces I could never afford! Thank you very much.
This is so fucking true, and the fact that now you are "The Fashionista" so you know you cant come up with a normi outfit of jeans an a t-shirt. Fashion is so toxic but I still love it
Are all Gabi’s smoking hot like dayummmm ❤
loved the conclusion
he cooked
Bro thinks I’m bout to sell my grails💀
you know what's crazy? 40 dollars for a tshirt is still expensive for me tho
How to look good in clothes as a short guy? If you use pants they always fold like 3x in your ancles or don't fit at all, if you use oversized clothes, you look like your mon dressed you with your older brother's clothes. The only thing that works for me is being in shape using fit clothes and shorts in tall sneakers
Cuff your paints or learn sewing techniques
Not even joking, baggy clothes when done right looks way better on short people than tall people
this guy is at home holding his breath eating ice chips
Frugal real af for talking about body dysmorphia
Don't worry, they are lyiing. I am 180cm (= 5,9ft) and used to be very skinny.
And I can tell you; yes I could've worn a small but my arms would be way longer than the sleeve.
The model would be my height but their arms would never stick out.
So I truely believe that the sizing of the model they put in the description is a total lie.
180cm = is 5,10 - 5,11ft ish
180 is 5'11 lmao
@@le4chehenry324 I just added it for people that don't know cm. Your measurement system is not mine. So I'm not familiar with ft (:
yo as a trans woman getting into fashion this was a really great video. body dysmorphia absolutely sucks
Christian in his shark boy era
Lol when someone asks what I'm wearing I immediately regret getting into fashion
i started working out and hated how i got bigger and didn’t fit the aesthetic i liked (small t shirts y2k opium type beat) i cope and found more shirts that fit me well and now i’m chillin but shi def wasn’t fun to go through.
Christian: "Nowadays there are times when I go months without buying a single piece of clothing."
Me: *just spent literally 10 years wearing the same clothes I had in high school until they had holes in them and finally started buying new clothes for the first time in my life a year or two ago to replace my wardrobe*
The earrape at the end got me, thanks Christian
Unexpected wholesome video from my boy Christian, appreciate it bro
The funny apart about the airline thing is I flew standby my whole childhood which means you have to dress up fancy because your flying for free and you represent the company so I thought people were crazy for wearing sweatpants and hoodies on a plane.
dafuq lol lmfao
5:47 I feel validated. Pants are worse though, if they don't have a length or inseam option... I'm probably going to stare at the size chart for an hour, do mental gymnastics to convince myself they'll fit, buy them, then end up disappointed.
So Christian - how are you not going to have a size chart for the Watermark Jeans? You've robbed me of my cycle of excitement, bargaining, and eventual grief.
I’m 6’4 and wore a size small through most of my 20’s and now after working out I’m a solid medium 🥺
ty fashion-tsundere
Great way to watch when you suddenly feel better about yourself.
I love you Christian
Bro really said “It’s a skill problem” to height
the short king hate... i feel violated
This is why I switched my hobby from clothes to Lego
Yh people need to embrace freedom and not pocket trapping…smile knowing you got the bag…smile knowing ppl don’t actually know you got the bag….smile knowing you could surprise ppl at any minute…but mostly do it for you! The feeling of security and freedom is unmeasurable and builds confidence, and life balancing happiness. Smell yourself not the smell of new cotton. Say smell you later, say cash me out later cause you won’t cash me inside your store lol
the “damn why am i built like this” is so real
ok but as a transmasc into fashion the body stuff rlly hit like ill b wearing cargos three sizes too big n still look like a pixar mom😭😭 im tryna b jesse pinkman here
great video bro you nailed it... funny yet still made the point clear, of how delusional fashion can be at times
Im 6'4 and used to wear pants that were 29in in waist. But over the last two years i have began eating more and working out so now i wear 31in and feel a lot healtier and more confident
Reading that people a lot taller than me that probably weight more than me and I have the same waist as them make my feel disproportional.
I was having a introspective moment there at the end, until this man blared them earphones right in my ears.
This is it. The best Frugal Aesthetic video ever!
The motivational speaker bit got me ded 💀 YOU GOTTA WANT THE 6’3 SZ SMALL AS BAD AS YOU WANT TO BREATHE
"literally pull yourself up by the bootstraps"
having a signature fragrance is the fittest thing u can do
Me being 5’9 with that 28in waist
PANTS ARE TOO BIG
I was just trying to figure out how to make my hip bones narrower
Yoo I’m late as shit to this video but that “love your life blissfully in some mid” shit got me gooood😭🤣