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  • @wym932
    @wym932 2 года назад +1093

    Mayra, there were many occasions when I wanted to go up to you and hug you. I walked pass by you a few times at the NICU. I didn’t know what was going on, all I knew was that you and I were both grieving having our babies in the NICU. At the end of my baby’s stay, Brayncito was his neighbor. I never thought you would have had the outcome you had. I also couldn’t stand the doctor, she made me feel helpless, but all the doctors and nurses were amazing. I prayed for you everyday. I’m so sorry 😭

  • @TheAguilarsOfficial
    @TheAguilarsOfficial 2 года назад +10072

    It breaks our heart to know that you guys are going through this 😭 just know we are here for you guys always 💛 God bless 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @TheKarinaBear
    @TheKarinaBear 2 года назад +9220

    Love u guys so much ❤️🥺

    • @meliezshaengram5476
      @meliezshaengram5476 2 года назад +45

      Hope you are also doing well❤️

    • @Destinee1112
      @Destinee1112 2 года назад +6

      ♥️

    • @jatzirinovelo9137
      @jatzirinovelo9137 2 года назад +55

      @@justrandomnewmoments2711 when they are ready to post they will ,no need to insist

    • @The9AcesFamily
      @The9AcesFamily 2 года назад +96

      Hold her Karina hold her so so so tight.

    • @The9AcesFamily
      @The9AcesFamily 2 года назад +68

      @@krisannalexander9610 not the time. Read the room.

  • @LauraH..
    @LauraH.. Месяц назад +12

    Watching in 2024…on September 2nd. I wish I could tell this Mayra and Bryan all of the blessings they had to come. That they would not always be in the state of confusion in this video. Bryancito’s legacy will live through you guys. Your grief is proof of his existence.

  • @cartagenamariel7503
    @cartagenamariel7503 2 года назад +387

    I want to applaude this man for sitting next to you and share tears with you while doing this heartbreaking video. You got yourself a wonderful man. God bless you both.

    • @wildomarsanders7506
      @wildomarsanders7506 2 года назад +6

      Why do you applaud him?? He's the dad... Why wouldn't he?

    • @cartagenamariel7503
      @cartagenamariel7503 2 года назад +19

      @@wildomarsanders7506 Can I applaud whatever the hell I want? Can I please? Would you let me? Thank you.

    • @rachelrodriguez8082
      @rachelrodriguez8082 2 года назад +24

      @@wildomarsanders7506 unfortunately a lot of men don’t show emotion and instead get closed off etc. so I get where you’re coming from but understand where she’s coming from. This isn’t the time to argue…

  • @NataliaSantos-zc6rb
    @NataliaSantos-zc6rb 2 года назад +451

    My brother passed at 40 weeks. Full term and he passed as a stillborn. My mom didn’t open his room for a whole year… take time to heal. Heal and grief. There’s no rush… I’m praying for you all. This is an unbearable pain. Much love to you both..🤍

  • @RaquelGarcia-oz4zf
    @RaquelGarcia-oz4zf 2 года назад +2347

    The pain in their eyes in their voices I can’t even imagine what there going through you guys are so strong for sharing your story even when you guys didn’t have to I just wanna say it’s okay not to be okay one day at a time don’t lose faith you’ll get through this you have an amazing family behind you ❤️ 🙏🏻I’m so sorry for your loss 💔

    • @osidelover
      @osidelover 2 года назад +2

      Is this Carlos Garcia wife ?

    • @mariacorona5528
      @mariacorona5528 2 года назад +2

      I’m sure that your words will be very helpful 💜

  • @eyecandy881100
    @eyecandy881100 Год назад +91

    I am watching this a year later,I couldn’t watch it when it first came out. Just know he is so loved and prays to y’alls new baby .I still can’t believe he’s a big brother 🎉❤

  • @Plyngdr3ssUp
    @Plyngdr3ssUp 2 года назад +438

    My husband and his ex-wife lost their baby many years ago, and every bday or day of her passing is still equally as painful for both of them, just as if it had happened now. As he has told me, it’s not something you overcome, it’s something that changed you and you learn to survive in a new way without them. This year I found an Etsy store that sells comfort bears. They make them to a specific weight and come with the baby’s name and bday or day of passing, or both. I bought them both one. They said it was so comforting to feel her weight again. My husband said to me that laying the bear on his chest when he missed her the most helps him feel close to her. ♥️ My prayers are with you and your family.

    • @lizbethsanchez4668
      @lizbethsanchez4668 2 года назад +34

      Thank you for doing that for them! As a mom who lost her son I can’t tell you how much we appreciate those type of gestures 🥺❤️

    • @justkelleytheguru
      @justkelleytheguru 2 года назад +55

      What a beautiful thing you did not just for your husband but also for his ex wife. You're the kind of person more people should strive to be like. Many blessings your way!

    • @glove2663
      @glove2663 2 года назад

      @@lizbethsanchez4668 I’m so sorry you did too 🥺🥺God bless you too 🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @glove2663
      @glove2663 2 года назад +3

      That’s very thoughtful and amazing of you… May god always bless you 💗💗💗

    • @ES-kl3gr
      @ES-kl3gr 2 года назад +4

      That was very sweet of you to do. Do you happen to have the name of the Etsy shop? I also lost my baby boy and would love to get one for my self

  • @PabloJEsparza
    @PabloJEsparza 2 года назад +503

    “What is grief, if not love persevering?”
    “Grief is unexpressed love”
    💙

  • @seas_andpalmtrees
    @seas_andpalmtrees 2 года назад +402

    Parents who lost their child are the most strongest people ever. I could never even imagine. My heart is hurting for you.

  • @chuma0905
    @chuma0905 2 года назад +770

    I can’t imagine losing a child. My heart and prayers are with you both!

    • @jadensmith3537
      @jadensmith3537 2 года назад +1

      And they putting advertisements on this vid 🗿

  • @nataliesoutlet
    @nataliesoutlet 2 года назад +3303

    Dear Mayra and Bryan,
    I cry with you, for you and for my family too. It’s a shared pain. I pray for you and Bryan and your family. Im so proud of you both for getting up each day. My heart is broken for you too. You have my support and love 💔

    • @nidiavieyra8166
      @nidiavieyra8166 2 года назад +17

      Both families are in my prayers 🤍 no words. Just feels and hugs 🙏🏻

    • @dianamunoz7497
      @dianamunoz7497 2 года назад +2

      Amén 🙏🏼

    • @juls.faithh
      @juls.faithh 2 года назад

      I watch you

    • @beanfoxxy1132
      @beanfoxxy1132 2 года назад +1

      Amen🙏 thanks Natalie ur so positive all the time

  • @mudmudcatmari123
    @mudmudcatmari123 2 года назад +417

    I can tell you right now everyone that watched this video felt y’all’s pain through the screen. I am so sorry for your loss. I cant even imagine the emotional turmoil this has been for you. We love you, we pray for you and baby boy in heaven. I pray God gives you and your family the strength to heal. 😔👼🏻💙

  • @mayradeeaz8395
    @mayradeeaz8395 2 года назад +497

    Don’t diminish what you’re going to through because someone else “has it worse.” Both of your feelings are valid! You don’t always have to be strong, it’s ok to break down, feel your feelings and when you’re ready get up and going. Grief is a tricky thing, it’s not a one time and you’re done, it will hit you when you least expect it. Praying for you guys!🤍

    • @marianahernandez143
      @marianahernandez143 2 года назад +6

      Couldn’t have said it better!

    • @melissacoviello2886
      @melissacoviello2886 2 года назад +6

      Absolutely. I lost my son at 28 weeks and I thought I didn’t have a right to my grief because other moms lost their babies at birth. I really did a disservice to myself.

    • @mayradeeaz8395
      @mayradeeaz8395 2 года назад +2

      @@melissacoviello2886 Im so sorry for your loss🤍

    • @melissacoviello2886
      @melissacoviello2886 2 года назад +2

      @@mayradeeaz8395 thank you. I really appreciate it. My saving Grace was 2 older boys and 2 rainbow babies afterwards. It’s been 16 years and he is still very much a part of our family and will never be forgotten, but I no longer live in the pain, like in the beginning.

  • @FashionBabe45
    @FashionBabe45 Месяц назад +4

    This is why I become a NICU nurse. I love my babies that I get to take care of every shift. This is so heartbreaking and hard to watch. I want to be able to provide my families with as much support and love as I can during hard times. Being in the NICU it’s a special environment. It’s a lot of happiness and sadness at the same time. Small wins make everything worth it in the end. Every milestone we take pride in. I’m sorry for your loss. I can never imagine but I hope I can be that one difference for the babies and families. Much love and blessings ❤

    • @lavenderandgold8588
      @lavenderandgold8588 21 день назад

      It has to take a strong individual to work in the nicu. Thank you for all you do. I bet you’re such a light to those precious little babies and their families. 💜

  • @yayarivera1
    @yayarivera1 2 года назад +97

    Grief is like the ocean;
    it comes in waves,
    ebbing and flowing.
    Sometimes the water
    is calm, and sometimes
    it's overwhelming.
    All we can do
    is learn to swim.
    I am so deeply sorry for your loss 😔

  • @anitamontano9761
    @anitamontano9761 2 года назад +429

    Y’all did not have to make this video at all, truly brave to talk about your story.I hope going back to doing what you love helps you move forward on this journey, and we are supporting you guys from all over!!

  • @ericazelaya296
    @ericazelaya296 2 года назад +402

    You and your husband are so positive for even making a video like this you’re a strong woman but your son needs you to be strong for him and your husband keeping you guys in my prayers

    • @_ycamacho
      @_ycamacho 2 года назад +1

      Seriously. I would never.

    • @Sam-ud2kh
      @Sam-ud2kh 2 года назад

      Sorry off topic but I’ve never met anyone with the same last name as me 😮

    • @ericazelaya296
      @ericazelaya296 2 года назад

      @@Sam-ud2kh What’s your name

  • @britneygiselle4157
    @britneygiselle4157 2 года назад +610

    Just had my baby girl yesterday at 24 weeks This video helps a lot seeing the strength you guys both have is so inspiring I’m at the hospital still and praying and hoping for miracles. I love you guys

    • @CWall-tv7gm
      @CWall-tv7gm 2 года назад +10

      Oh my word, I am so sorry. How are you and your baby doing?

    • @bkizzle290
      @bkizzle290 2 года назад +8

      I pray that the Lord be with you and your baby

    • @chichic2175
      @chichic2175 2 года назад +8

      Praying you and your baby are okay 🙏🏻❤️

    • @mrs.gonzales723
      @mrs.gonzales723 2 года назад +4

    • @Sweetdrownsoda
      @Sweetdrownsoda 2 года назад +4

      Please tell me your baby girl is still with us 💕

  • @lupecampos8314
    @lupecampos8314 2 года назад +571

    This was so difficult to watch. I can’t ever imagine the pain. I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you both and your angel is with you mama.

    • @ernestinamorales888
      @ernestinamorales888 2 года назад +1

      I Pray for him everyday i nick name name with all respect mighty Mam because I knew he was going to find a way through pull through , I would ask my daughter if u posted any updates My family n I love lil Bryan , n know he Will always be in our hearts can’t explain how our family was touch by Him 💙

  • @jacquelinemarie28
    @jacquelinemarie28 2 года назад +218

    Bryancito is still your testimony! You're giving hope to women and couples through such a traumatic experience. Through your faithfulness you both will get through this. And I continue to pray that your family will be filled with peace and comfort knowing that Bryancito will always be a part of your family watching down on you from heaven

  • @adrianavidals4465
    @adrianavidals4465 2 года назад +392

    Don’t feel the need to hold back from crying. You need to process this and it’s appropriate to feel what you are feeling. Although you guys don’t owe an explanation, I appreciate you guys giving your fans an update. Give yourself time to heal. 💕

  • @nodawnnoday34
    @nodawnnoday34 2 года назад +322

    You are still his mom, Mayra. You will always be his mom, and he will be watching over you. My boyfriend was a rainbow baby, his older brother was stillborn. I was a NICU baby. Losing a child at any age is something no parent should ever go through. I can’t even imagine the pain my mom went through let alone you and your husband…. I’m so sorry love. ❤️

  • @VanessaGarcia-0503
    @VanessaGarcia-0503 2 года назад +348

    The fact that people didn’t let you grieve in peace even for a little while angers me so much! I wish I could give you the biggest hug!!

    • @mairaceciliaalvarado6826
      @mairaceciliaalvarado6826 2 года назад +45

      I know! So many “supporters” were already posting that Bryancito passed before Mayra posted it! It’s so fucked up and disrespectful

    • @VanessaGarcia-0503
      @VanessaGarcia-0503 2 года назад +19

      @@mairaceciliaalvarado6826 exactly! Like even if they knew wtf goes through your mind that makes you decide to send the obituary to a GRIEVING MOTHER and FATHER!???? F all those people 😡

    • @lovelyzay91
      @lovelyzay91 2 года назад +12

      People were making videos on TikTok! I tried to report some accounts but it said they didn’t have any violations! Like why couldn’t they just leave that little family alone! Truly heartbreaking ❤️‍🩹 We love you Mayra and Bryan! Rip Baby Bryancito 👼🏻🥺❤️

  • @debbies50100
    @debbies50100 2 года назад +617

    My mom always says “la pérdida de un hijo es el peor dolor que uso padres puedan sentir” and I can see that thru this video. You’re staying in my prayers.

  • @Carmen-cn9tg
    @Carmen-cn9tg 2 года назад +45

    I know it's been 4 months now I'm seeing this I'm here crying as a mother I feel your pain may God give you and your husband strength

  • @karimjca7305
    @karimjca7305 2 года назад +121

    It’s ok to not come back to RUclips. It’s ok to take time to heal. It’s ok to not be ok we love you guys so much and will be here for you when YOU are ready to come back

    • @stef.jane20
      @stef.jane20 2 года назад +1

      Yes exactly ! They should take as much time off as they want. Mental health comes first. They need to be able to grieve in peace. I hope they do take a break cause it’d be the best for them ❤️

    • @bedahuizar1678
      @bedahuizar1678 2 года назад +4

      They live from youtube thats her job so she probably has no other income

  • @nolitasamisoni1240
    @nolitasamisoni1240 2 года назад +474

    My heart breaks just watching the pain in your guys’ faces. So courageous of you guys to go out of your way to do this for us I truly appreciate it. Also watching your faith journey has been so uplifting and encouraging for myself as well. Even your most vulnerable moments help to carry me through my own. Much love to you both❤️

  • @melissaascencio4047
    @melissaascencio4047 2 года назад +222

    Shame on the people that shared YOUR baby’s obituary. You both had every right to talk about your baby’s passing when you were ready. Sending you both love and light. May god be with you guys forever and always. 🤍

    • @MariaAM23
      @MariaAM23 2 года назад +7

      I saw it on tik tok and then on IG, I was so livid for them! People are so disrespectful!!!!

    • @bkzpresious84
      @bkzpresious84 2 года назад +6

      Yea there is a RUclipsr here that likes to basically gossip about other RUclipsrs and i got so upset and sad she shared that ughhh

    • @Melissa-et2et
      @Melissa-et2et 2 года назад +1

      For reals! I saw it on her comments on her Instagram and I was like huh? Even if it’s true it’s not their place to say and only they can say it, people really went looking for they obituary because someone linked it in the comments section as well. I also did see a RUclips channel post the obituary and I had to report because it wasn’t theirs to say. I do feel for the both of them and the pain in their eyes and in their hearts is only something god can heal. May god be with you 💗

    • @lilianas02
      @lilianas02 2 года назад

      @@Melissa-et2et can I ask who it was that shared it

    • @Melissa-et2et
      @Melissa-et2et 2 года назад

      @@lilianas02 I do not remember who exactly linked it. But it was a women I do remember that; then another woman started sharing it and it kept getting shared over and over again

  • @grosventre7760
    @grosventre7760 2 года назад +210

    Oh mama! I’m so sorry for your loss! As a mama that had 5 stillbirths, 2 miscarriages & a micropreemie 27 weeker now 19 yrs old, your heartbreak will get easier. Take your time to heal physically, mentally & emotionally. Take your time going through your sons things, there is no time limit. Hold onto each other, keep the communication open with each other & don’t shut each other out. Hugs & prayers to you both! God bless you all.

    • @leximarecek5707
      @leximarecek5707 2 года назад +14

      I'm so sorry you went through all of that, so glad it ended well for you

    • @bag_of_cheeto_puffs
      @bag_of_cheeto_puffs 2 года назад +8

      daammn that is a lot of baby losses i can't even imagine that much.

    • @LanuMilanu
      @LanuMilanu Год назад +1

      I’m so sorry I had two miscarriages and it’s so difficult. I can’t imagine having 5 stillbirth.

    • @ashelzabeth
      @ashelzabeth Год назад +1

      so/ you really gave birth to 5 baby’s that were still ? like … what ? that’s not really even heard of ….

    • @grosventre7760
      @grosventre7760 Год назад +1

      @@ashelzabeth well 2 stillbirths 3 years apart at 32 weeks & 36 weeks then our triplets at 34 weeks.

  • @laura_xoxo10
    @laura_xoxo10 2 года назад +182

    You guys shouldn’t even have to explain 😭 but everyone sees the huge effort put into this video, I am so thankful for that!!!❤️ much love to you and Bryan..

  • @IrisHernandez2012
    @IrisHernandez2012 2 года назад +128

    I cried every time they cried … I can’t imagine loosing anyone of my kids .. my prayers with you both.

  • @melaniecarbajal5915
    @melaniecarbajal5915 2 года назад +257

    The fact that they are grieving this hard and are still thinking of making videos to help others just shows how amazing they are🥺💔
    Sending so much love and light💫

    • @TheSCPStudio
      @TheSCPStudio 2 года назад +4

      No, it shows how they’re using every chance for clicks that they can… come on, this isn’t something normal people share with hundreds of thousands lmao

    • @lakshmicontreras3536
      @lakshmicontreras3536 2 года назад +6

      @@TheSCPStudio the fact that you’re such a troll is really sad . I hope you find god somewhere in your heart you really need it , you clearly don’t understand what “grieving “ is and how each person decides to do it .

  • @deanahayman5065
    @deanahayman5065 2 года назад +24

    I lost my baby girl 6 years ago. It'll be 7 this December. I held her for three days & I was able to dress her before her service as well. You don't know how much your soul needs it, and mine needed it. I'm sorry you didn't have privacy during your time of need. I know no words could ever take your pain. ❤️

  • @stevensushi
    @stevensushi 2 года назад +1273

    I can’t even imagine what you both are feeling, I seen this on Instagram and instantly our hearts were shattered. This was so hard to watch without losing it. 😢 You both are so strong for coming on here. We are sending love and prayers. 💙

    • @star-rv5ru
      @star-rv5ru 2 года назад +10

      @Liza Nia ™🌹 what the hell is the matter with you. Not the time. Go do you’re bs somewhere else.

    • @luisgovea1754
      @luisgovea1754 2 года назад +1

      Oh my God I'm sorry

  • @MrsDavis-zi9us
    @MrsDavis-zi9us 2 года назад +163

    My husband and I have 7 babies who are angels now. Treasuring their memory helped a lot! I’m so sorry for your loss. Lots of love ❤️

  • @fernandanavarro1958
    @fernandanavarro1958 2 года назад +171

    I’m so sorry guys. I completely understand your pain. My husband and I lost our first baby at 22 weeks pregnant, 9/17/12. It has been and continues to be a long journey to learn how to live with this. If I can help in any way, even in listening, please feel free to reach out. Im not a RUclipsr, just a regular mom who can relate.

  • @ithzarisalazar4644
    @ithzarisalazar4644 2 года назад +15

    I went through the same thing at 24 weeks, my baby was only alive for 20 mins and it was so terrible! You are not alone the feeling of losing a part of you is terrible but you are so strong… we got this and you got this ❤️❤️❤️

  • @FantaandDarwin
    @FantaandDarwin 2 года назад +155

    This is so heartbreaking. It takes a lot of strength to go through something like this, to share and be vulnerable. As a NICU nurse, it always breaks my heart to see families go through this. I pray God continues to comfort you both and give you strength. Please take the time you need to continue to heal and grieve. Take care of each other ❤️ Your RUclips family supports and cares about you 🙏🏾🤍

  • @deniseancira-medina9221
    @deniseancira-medina9221 2 года назад +137

    As a nurse I can tell you that these are the hardest days we go through. We see you and our heart breaks with and for you. I can guarantee that you guys went home with them and they hugged their family tighter. You two are amazing people and I am so sorry for your loss. Tonight my prayers are with you both that you may find peace again and for your son. May perpetual light shine upon him.

  • @itsmorgan1195
    @itsmorgan1195 2 года назад +204

    Mayra and Bryan, please accept my heartfelt condolences. I couldn't deal with the death of a family member, so I'm sure I wouldn't be able to deal with what you're going through. The fact that you released this video demonstrates your strength, and I'm sure you'll get through this slowly but surely. My condolences to you and your family.

    • @rositag4259
      @rositag4259 2 года назад +2

      💔🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @danl5961
    @danl5961 2 года назад +167

    This was so painful to watch. Two amazing, genuine, nice people who would make great parents. I know that in the future baby B will send you a special sibling. All the love 💕

  • @nancyjuarez5729
    @nancyjuarez5729 2 года назад +321

    The pain that I see in both your eyes is so sad.. I cannot imagine all you went thru. Stay strong, ALWAYS 🤍

  • @amalua5458
    @amalua5458 2 года назад +55

    Mayra, you and Bryan are so strong to even agree, sit down, talk, edit, and upload this video. During the times of trials you both were also so strong. Y’all were meant for each other to be together because y’all strength is unexplainable and truly admirable. Y’all are powerful. Y’all are one. Y’all don’t owe us any of this but still decided to share because you consider us your fans to be family and we are truly thankful and appreciative of your time. Baby Bryancito will forever and is watching over y’all. Y’all did every single possible thing you could and I’m sure y’all gave him all your love until his last breath. May you both continue to heal in this journey and become stronger than ever.
    Now I remembered that your theme was Winnie the Pooh. So whenever you think of your perfect little boy, picture him telling y’all this:
    “If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you.”
    - Winnie the Pooh

    • @MariaCastillo-pz8dk
      @MariaCastillo-pz8dk 2 года назад

      Times of trial? This is why im skeptical about god. Why would a all loving god “trial” you with the loss of a child ?

    • @amalua5458
      @amalua5458 2 года назад +4

      @@MariaCastillo-pz8dk I’m sorry you feel this way. It can be understandable many are skeptical about God because it’s like how you said, how can this happen. But it’s only when one is going through the trials where believe it or not you can find your strength you thought you never had and how in the end you acknowledge that you can’t make it on your own🤍

  • @maryyr.4830
    @maryyr.4830 2 года назад +18

    Praying for y'all Mayra! It is true! Thanks for bringing NICU awareness. When you are a preemie mommy, it scares your life forever. I had 31 week twin boys. It is the hardest I have faced in life. They are 7 and I'm pretty sure I have PTSD and I have not felt ready to conceive again.

  • @brijfigs5
    @brijfigs5 2 года назад +257

    I cried through this entire video. It brought back all the memories of losing my son in May of 2021 at 26 weeks. I'm grateful to you both for making this video because premature, miscarriages and stillborn are such taboo topics that ppl don't wish to talk about. My love and thoughts as a fellow angel mom are with you both ❤ 💖 💗 💕 💛 💙

  • @karinatapia9498
    @karinatapia9498 2 года назад +126

    All the emotions you said, the depression, pushing family away, feeling a certain way when people post their pregnant I totally get you! That was me when I lost my baby at 18 weeks … remember you are a mother and always will be his mother and no one will ever take that away from you!❤️ Time passed for me to get better and I got pregnant again and have a 1 year old daughter, sending you prayers and blessings 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @jennifertorres214
      @jennifertorres214 2 года назад +3

      I lost my first baby boy at 18 weeks pregnant too. I’m still coupling he would be 2 years I miss him but I’m great full because if we hadn’t lost him we wouldn’t have our second baby boy when my son was born I felt like I couldn’t be happy now my baby is going to be a year old on Monday

  • @iamPeterbread
    @iamPeterbread 2 года назад +80

    Literally the best parents ever you guys are so strong for this. Love you guys 💖

  • @shyanndaniella9697
    @shyanndaniella9697 2 года назад +31

    I’m so sorry guys! This video is so heartbreaking, Emotional, and hard. Your guys are so brave to talk about it I’m condolences to you guys.

  • @saraihr.v3313
    @saraihr.v3313 2 года назад +245

    Your son was sent to this world with a mission, he completed his part and went back to god. Now you as his parents have to complete the other part , spread awareness of child loss and god has chose you and your husband to be there for other families that have go or are going through this . Thank you for sharing your story with us 🙏, the pain never leaves when we have to say goodbye to a loved one we just learn to live with that pain . 🙏

    • @OKthenFam
      @OKthenFam 2 года назад

      interesting thought

    • @MadisonDay2002
      @MadisonDay2002 2 года назад

      @Liza Nia ™🌹 like…out of all the videos you could’ve commented on. You had to choose this video to promote you? Self centered and disrespectful and Mayra and Bryan don’t deserve that in this time in their life. Go somewhere else 😒😑

    • @MadisonDay2002
      @MadisonDay2002 2 года назад

      @Liza Nia ™🌹 AND the fact that you commented on it not once. Not twice. But EIGHTEEN TIMES In SEPARATE comments That’s so messed up and are you okay? 👁👄👁😒

  • @noemicisneros1871
    @noemicisneros1871 2 года назад +152

    loosing someone in life is already hard, I can NOT imagine going through this and how STRONG you are not just for getting up everyday. The fact you’re sitting here and talking about it when NO ONE wants to be reminded of such a tragedy. You’re doing it to not let other moms feel alone and that’s beyond brave Mayra. Sending lots of love 🤍

  • @MariaMartinez-he5bs
    @MariaMartinez-he5bs 2 года назад +182

    I hope they know that as much as we miss them that their healing time is respected. We understand that things aren’t going to go back to normal within a short span of time but you are loved and supported

  • @anonymousme1522
    @anonymousme1522 2 года назад +82

    I’m so so sorry for your loss! Créeme se lo que se siente, yo pase por lo mismo se siente estar muerta en vida que tu mundo se a derrumbado. Yo entre en una gran depresión que deseaba morir y me dio un paralice fácil. Ya hace más de un año y aún cierro mis ojos y puedo revivir todo lo que pases en esos momentos. Lo único que nos queda es agarrarnos de las manos De Dios y entender el porqué se los llevo. Yo no se si a ti te sirva esto a mi mi esposo me mando hacer una pulcera de oro. Pero agarro la idea de las pulceras que se llaman “ Baby Memorial Bracelet” y trai un quote Que dice “ I Will Hold You in my Heart Until I Hold You in Heaven” con charms colgando Que son un corazón, una ala de ángel, unos piecitos y una bolita de color mi esposo le dijo al joyero que envés de la bolita le pusiera un diamantito colgando y cada uno de los charms representa algo para mi. En el corazón escriben es quote! La verdad eso me ayudó mucho a mi y no me la quitó para nada!!! Llevo a mi bebé en el corazón y en mi memoria pero cuando veo la pulsera me recuerda que un día estaré con el aya en el cielo para abrazarlo enternamente. Dios te bendiga y te de las fuerzas para seguir adelante. Animo a los dos mil bendiciones

  • @Alcachubbycheeks
    @Alcachubbycheeks 2 года назад +39

    I was pregnant just as you were the same weeks and all as you Mayra. I was praying I was rooting. I had faith. I cry with you. The pain of losing a child, and saying goodbye until the next time we meet again in heaven is one no parent should go through. I feel you, with all you say and feel is valid. After I lost my two sons I myself struggled mentally. It’s hard to grasp.
    With this third pregnancy you and I were the same weeks. My boy was also a NICU baby. Let me tell you watching your journey gave me insight to what nicu was. Before my son was even in the nicu. Little did i know God was preparing me, I feel it in my heart. I had to see because it’s true what you say we are a part of a group no parent wants to be a part of. Your journey helped me get through mine. Helped me not be too afraid and look up more about nicu and inform myself. So thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable, during the most heartbreaking time of both of yours life. Bryancito rest in peace, and thank you baby boy for showing some of us along with your mommy and daddy how real and raw life is. Blessings love and prayers for both of you and your family.

  • @anafranco7922
    @anafranco7922 2 года назад +190

    you don't know how many times I wanted to physically give you both a hug during this whole video 🥺.

  • @angryken
    @angryken 2 года назад +183

    This pain you’re feeling will never go away, but it will get easier I promise. Love you two and I’m so sorry for your loss🤍

    • @laliss1010
      @laliss1010 2 года назад +3

      My grandma lost his son he was maybe 20. Her pain never went away

    • @meghanpacheco
      @meghanpacheco 2 года назад +9

      @@laliss1010 they didnt say it goes away. they said it gets easier. big difference. Time doesnt heal all wounds, but it does help.

    • @taniamelchor9309
      @taniamelchor9309 2 года назад +5

      Yes I lost my baby girl at 27 weeks last year in November, the pain is still there but it does get easier because está en buenas manos mi niña and i want her to Rest In Peace ☹️🙏🏻

  • @thobbaloler123
    @thobbaloler123 2 года назад +81

    I’m sorry for your loss, I believe your baby is at peace, knowing how much you love him ❤️
    Sending all the love in the world to you and your family.

  • @karinasanchez-ri3sg
    @karinasanchez-ri3sg 2 года назад +97

    I lost my son January 6th 2021. He was a preemie as well. Me and my husband feel your pain we’re with you 💙 fly high baby boys

  • @skopel28
    @skopel28 2 года назад +119

    Ugh just seeing Mayra freaking out while Brian talks in the beginning is breaking my heart ! My love goes out to you guys I could never imagine the hurt you guys are experiencing!!

  • @danielahernandez431
    @danielahernandez431 2 года назад +122

    Watching this made me cry my heart out.. I lost my daughter when I was 7 1/2 pregnant. 5 years ago.. Brought so much chills down my body. My heart goes out to you both❤️

  • @Tammy-123
    @Tammy-123 2 года назад +45

    I literally have no words….. may god give you both strength to get through this hard time :( I can’t imagine.. I really am sorry for your loss 🙏🏻❤️

  • @emesiaspkz9730
    @emesiaspkz9730 2 года назад +85

    It's broke my heart to see Bryan crying honestly he was so excited after the gender reveal because he was having a boy ... keep moving on Bryan

  • @GlistenUpp
    @GlistenUpp 2 года назад +65

    The STRENGTH and FAITH you guys still have through all this is your TESTIMONY! I’m truly amazed. You don’t know how many people you have reached. May he comfort you and bless you always!!! 🙏🏻

    • @noblebynature777
      @noblebynature777 2 года назад +1

      Amen yes 🙏🏻 I had a miscarriage and I felt their pain of losing all these hopes and dreams you have for your baby and my heart hurts watching this but they are truly so strong for sharing a very difficult moment. I will continue to pray for them 🙏🏻💕

  • @TimiMeduteni
    @TimiMeduteni 2 года назад +153

    I’m so sorry for your loss guys. I can’t begin to imagine the amount of pain you’re going through. I pray the Lord continues to comfort y’all. It’s your right to take as much time as you need to grieve and may your baby boy rest in perfect peace❤️

  • @nightlightboy5696
    @nightlightboy5696 2 года назад +11

    My heart goes out to you both!
    😢😢
    It has been 6yrs since my baby boy passed from away from SIDS
    He was full term and extremely healthy! One week later he was gone in his sleep right beside me in the night
    The pain you're feeling is all too familiar
    There are no words I can say really one mother to another
    I will say that you have to keep praying! And know he's with you every day❤️ it's going to hurt always
    You just make room for the Grief
    Lean on your loved ones
    Feel those feelings mama!
    I have yet to get my sweet angel a headstone
    One day I will afford one 🙏❤️ I'm sending my love to you!
    Hang in there 💓 your emotions are going to be everywhere
    I still have my days where it hits me hard
    Stay strong beautiful mama! You have my deepest condolences 🙏❤️ god bless your handsome angel 💝 lots of love from Alberta Canada 🎀❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @alondraavila951
    @alondraavila951 2 года назад +354

    God gives his hardest battles to the toughest soldiers, I can not imagine what both of you are feeling. You guys are so strong, Sending so much love and prayers ❤️❤️❤️

    • @oneg7283
      @oneg7283 2 года назад

      Exactly I would literally un alive myself

  • @olgagarcia6360
    @olgagarcia6360 2 года назад +83

    Your faith has proven to be stronger than ever . As a mother I can’t imagine your pain , you guys are so strong by doing this videos. Briancito is very proud of you guys and will forever be watching over you . Sending you love, hugs and prayers 🙏🏼❤️

  • @joannaestevez3410
    @joannaestevez3410 2 года назад +70

    The rawness in this video , you guys are so strong, the fact that you guys made this video when you didn’t have to . I hope you guys find peace and comfort thru this hard time . Keep strong ❤️

  • @ismeldasolorzano3623
    @ismeldasolorzano3623 2 года назад +9

    I cried every time you cried. I really wish I could take your pain away. I really wish I can change this for you. May god help you guys heal.

  • @irisotero6561
    @irisotero6561 2 года назад +81

    You guys definitely did not have to film this video but, just know we are so thankful that you trust us enough to share such intimate details and, memories. Bryancito is an Angel now and, in God’s loving arms. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY 🙏🏾 I’ve prayed for you daily and, will continue to do so. As someone who has lost a baby, I KNOW the pain and, it get easier. You won’t EVER forget, you’ll just get through. ❤️❤️

  • @luxecherry645
    @luxecherry645 2 года назад +202

    This is literally my worst fear…. I pray that y’all find the closure y’all need. I can’t even imagine what y’all are going through. ❤️😢

  • @yenitzarodriguez8700
    @yenitzarodriguez8700 2 года назад +82

    Don't rush the process this goes in stages . Its very hard but as some one who went through the same thing with my twins i can honestly tell you it gets better. Go through the grieving stages. Talk with your husband with family that helps alot. I wish you peace

    • @danielarubio5321
      @danielarubio5321 2 года назад +2

      I’m so sorry your twins passed. This breaks my heart, I have twins myself. I’m going to be praying for you ❤️

    • @fabiyoce
      @fabiyoce 2 года назад +2

      So sorry for you loss 👼👼

  • @queeng276
    @queeng276 2 года назад +30

    Sending a lot of love, hug & prayers 🙏🏼❤️ I lost my babyboy at 24 weeks, the worst feeling ever…the worst. No one will ever take this pain away. I’m so sorry for your loss.

  • @LydiaWilmington2023
    @LydiaWilmington2023 2 года назад +118

    I couldn’t even imagine the hurt. Don’t feel like you need to get into a routine and come back. Heal yourself your soul. Everyone who loves you guys will wait for you to come back when you’re ready. I’m praying for you guys ❤️

  • @mczn
    @mczn 2 года назад +46

    Mayra and Bryan, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. ❤️ It breaks my heart to watch and listen to this, I’m so amazed by your strength to share this. May God wrap his arms around you, always thinking of y’all & praying for y’all. Sending so much love ❤️

  • @judithmendoza1032
    @judithmendoza1032 2 года назад +32

    I couldn’t make it through this video without crying. I want to tell you guys we’re all here for you along through everything. I’m sorry for your loss I can’t imagine losing a child. God bless y’all 🥺🤍

  • @badpuddytatt
    @badpuddytatt 2 года назад +178

    Your baby is flying high with the angels right now, far from the evils of this world. I am so sorry for your loss. You both are so extremely STRONG!!!!

  • @lesleyb7968
    @lesleyb7968 2 года назад +78

    Girl let me tell you, the fact that y’all are making this video shows how brave y’all are ❤️ im a mom to a 23 weeker, he fought for his life and came home after 6 months. Not only did I have to learn to be a mom, I had to learn to be a special needs mom. Those 6 months were so traumatic, that years later I was diagnosed with PTSD. I literally have flashbacks every single day of all the trauma we went through. I have not spoken a single word about it, I have not healed. I totally understand where your coming from when you say you’ll talk about it when your ready. I say the same thing. Un día vamos a poder ablar de todo lo que paso, un día ❤️

  • @carolortiz7706
    @carolortiz7706 2 года назад +50

    This was so sad to watch, I cried with you the entire time. I cannot imagine your pain. In my own fertility journey this is one of my fears for when I finally have a pregnancy that lasts longer than the first trimester. Watching your and your sister's videos about your pregnancies have touched me so much. I wish you all the strength and love to keep going. Good bless you and your sweet angelito in heaven. 😥👼 💕

  • @yudithtellez
    @yudithtellez 2 года назад +173

    I’m so sorry, as much as I wish our words could heal y’all’s heart, it won’t. Only god and time can. Praying and thinking of you guys always.❤️

  • @ivychang1963
    @ivychang1963 2 года назад +55

    I’m so sorry for your loss, I’m definitely heartbroken I can feel your pain & tearing up just hearing this 😭💕

    • @517meb
      @517meb 2 года назад

      This is so heartbreaking I'm so sorry for loss

  • @ejmakesus6
    @ejmakesus6 2 года назад +290

    Deepest condolences for your loss. A pain a parent should never endure.
    May his light shine upon you both & guide you through your journey together 🤍

  • @mariabautista2909
    @mariabautista2909 2 года назад +61

    I admire the fact that you can come and talk about this . It’s never easy.. My husband and I lost our baby girl to her being born prematurely and she also passed away after a long month of fighting for her life! You are not alone and I love you guys so much!!! Thank you for sharing this on here I don’t have any social media and I missed you guys so much!

    • @JaneLane666
      @JaneLane666 2 года назад

      I’m so sorry ❤️

    • @chelseasalgado98
      @chelseasalgado98 2 года назад +1

      Same thing happened to us. My daughter fought for 6 days until unfortunately, NEC was what took her.

  • @amymariam9571
    @amymariam9571 2 года назад +73

    The pain in y’all eyes … prayers to y’all ❤️…it breaks my heart that y’all are going through this . A big huge hug to y’all ... Y’all are so brave doing this . Keep y’all head up. ♥️ love you guys!

  • @rositalopez8216
    @rositalopez8216 2 года назад +24

    My heart aches for you this really brought back memories from me loosing my twins I went into pre term labor at 23 weeks and god I know the pain im sorry for your loss 😞

  • @gisselleayala99
    @gisselleayala99 2 года назад +62

    I cried the whole entire video I can see and feel that pain, I can’t even imagine the journey but one thing for sure its you all three where Guerreros and never gave up and still are fighters little Bryan is watching over you guys 👼💙

  • @isabelcruz1825
    @isabelcruz1825 2 года назад +68

    I can just imagine how hard this is to talk about in-front of many people. My payers of healing ❤️‍🩹 goes out to both of you. Take as much time to heal and may you find healing and peace 😭

  • @bebarivera6950
    @bebarivera6950 2 года назад +88

    It’s so beautiful at the end how your faces lights up when you talk about him! You guys are still mom and dad even if baby boy is not here. And it’s ok to have time that you just want to cry and do nothing. You are still healing from a big traumatic experience. The pain will never go away but I’m pretty sure it will get a little easier to deal with as time goes on. God bless you both❤️🥰😊

  • @erica707
    @erica707 2 года назад +39

    I'm so sorry, Sending love, hugs and prayers for strength and comfort during this difficult time 🙏 ❤

  • @andrearosales4509
    @andrearosales4509 2 года назад +42

    This made me tear up so much I’m a mother my self and can’t ever imagine this , this breaks my heart into a million pieces I’m so so sorry this happened to you or to any one I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy . I’m always praying for you Mayra 💘🙏🏼

  • @pat8874
    @pat8874 2 года назад +26

    Stay strong, I lost my twin daughters because I went into labour at 24 weeks 11 years ago. You never forget, but you learn to accept that God knows what is best. Praying for you guys 🙏🏻🥺 Believe me I know how hard it is!

  • @plumbranch2493
    @plumbranch2493 2 года назад +86

    😭 I cannot imagine going through that. My heart goes out to everyone who has had losses or went through this type of a situation.

  • @lupeflores2834
    @lupeflores2834 2 года назад +55

    I have never experienced this and wish this upon no one. It was so hard to watch. I’m sitting here balling my eyes out. God bless you and your family. Your baby loves you and is so proud of you ❤️

  • @JenGaGa
    @JenGaGa 2 года назад +62

    I am so so sorry.
    From a mother that lost her son at 18 weeks, I totally feel your pain.💔
    Stay strong, it never goes away, it just gets a little easier to live with.

  • @brenduckt93
    @brenduckt93 2 года назад +56

    As an empath I am feeling your pain. This is why I refuse to have kids. For the fear of going thru this. Shit I feel like I’m going thru it with you. The pain in your eyes says it all. My condolences mayra and Bryan. Take it day by day. We love you.

    • @dymondqueen1584
      @dymondqueen1584 2 года назад

      Same💔💔💔 is the worst thing ever.

  • @theawolfamily4458
    @theawolfamily4458 Год назад +13

    I have so much respect for you guys. I had identical twins at 26 weeks and literally delivered in my moms bed unplanned she is a paramedic but my daughter Selena had already passed her sister was born 1.5lbs and I lived in the nicu for so long as well this was 8 years ago. The pain is unbearable at times her urn sit in my living room. The funeral made it harder but felt necessary. I just watched your new pregnancy announcement and I’m beyond excited for you. Congratulations..enjoy every moment.

  • @lollymae3079
    @lollymae3079 2 года назад +47

    i can’t even comprehend the amount of fortitude it takes to bear this type of pain. i’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. bryancito is a forever warrior, which makes sense knowing who his parents are ✝️

  • @97chaparra
    @97chaparra 2 года назад +40

    My heart goes out to you both. This is never an easy thing to say much less being influencers and having to explain to strangers the loss you’ve gone through. I just want you two to never loose hope. My mom, she had 12 miscarriages before having me. The year before finding out about me she had my sister premie at 5 months, she passed a month later. It took my parents 15 years to be able to have me. And then had 2 more miscarriages after me. I’m always told I’m daily reminder of a miracle to them and the hope they never lost after so many losses. Please don’t loose your hope God’s timing is perfect. 🙏🏼❤️

  • @blancaalvarez5769
    @blancaalvarez5769 2 года назад +35

    I had my baby at 24 weeks and it was the scariest thing I've ever gone through, thankfully he made it, i am so sorry for your little baby! Wishing you all the best, stay strong, God bless you! 🙏