cleaning while talking about my *sexuality* for the first time

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  • @celineellis5926
    @celineellis5926 4 года назад +2349

    this should LEGIT be series. 'cleaning + get to know me'

    • @lilwinborne
      @lilwinborne 4 года назад +5

      Yes, please!

    • @aleenaali5870
      @aleenaali5870 4 года назад +2

      ruclips.net/video/_4B7U5kOTWE/видео.html. -

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 4 года назад +4

      HEEY GUYS! Hope everyone has been safe during the pandemic🙏🏼 if anyone supports the LGBTQ community you should come checkout our videos😁🏳️‍🌈

    • @valeriatorres2425
      @valeriatorres2425 4 года назад +2

      if i were a youtuber this would definitely motivate me honestly!

    • @micahgreene7859
      @micahgreene7859 4 года назад

      Agreed !!!!

  • @marybocook7746
    @marybocook7746 4 года назад +5425

    This should be a series called “cleaning out my closet” while talking about your past and life stories etc ❤️

    • @jasonewing696
      @jasonewing696 4 года назад +26

      Omg YESS I WOULD WATCH THAT

    • @zahraamohammed294
      @zahraamohammed294 4 года назад +6

      Yessss

    • @Capricedaniella
      @Capricedaniella 4 года назад +29

      Or cleaning/coming out of my closet lol

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 4 года назад +4

      HEEY! I hope everyone is having a great day!😁 if anyone here supports LGBTQ you should checkout our channel🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

    • @chickenhappy1721
      @chickenhappy1721 4 года назад +3

      For shure

  • @musicshowboy
    @musicshowboy 4 года назад +2868

    Damn, Niki is so chill about this like she is talking about her sexuality while cleaning, respect. I love that

    • @MaryamEemaAli-to3kc
      @MaryamEemaAli-to3kc 4 года назад +3

      music showboy Proof theres sth shady about gabis supposed “miscarriage” ruclips.net/video/9AH93e0dwkk/видео.html

    • @ashimamathur22
      @ashimamathur22 4 года назад +20

      @@MaryamEemaAli-to3kc dude are u insane? Go be negative somewhere else. Miscarriage is not a joke

    • @MaryamEemaAli-to3kc
      @MaryamEemaAli-to3kc 4 года назад +3

      Ashima Mathur look at the actual evidence
      She was getting wasted on new years eve which is during her alleged pregnancy, and also a few weeks back she pranked collin saying she was pregnant, a bit insensitive for a man that just lost his baby.... and the suspicious part is when confronted about it, she proceeds to delete the drinking instagram posts and the prank vlog,

    • @ashimamathur22
      @ashimamathur22 4 года назад +6

      @@MaryamEemaAli-to3kc your hate doesnt belong here this is a positive comment section talking about sexuality etc, idk what this comment section has to do with gabi and her miscarriage. Please stop spreading hate for no reason.

    • @musicshowboy
      @musicshowboy 4 года назад +4

      @@MaryamEemaAli-to3kc leave, stop, hate doesn't belong here. Positive only.

  • @jessicabrandon5634
    @jessicabrandon5634 4 года назад +626

    You should do a podcast, and just talk about random and serious stuff. I really like your deep talks!!

  • @storyebelley
    @storyebelley 4 года назад +1050

    I didn’t know this, but I was not surprised

  • @KristaFaith
    @KristaFaith 4 года назад +1045

    "cleaning out my closet while coming out of the closet"
    OMG SHE HEARTED IT

    • @minx.toesies2037
      @minx.toesies2037 4 года назад +131

      fyi, if u edit your comment after someone hearts it, the heart will go away !! so if you wanna freakout abt it, do so in the replies of the comment lmfao

    • @KristaFaith
      @KristaFaith 4 года назад +59

      @@minx.toesies2037 haha i realized that right after and was very sad for a good few seconds but whatever haha she still did

    • @minx.toesies2037
      @minx.toesies2037 4 года назад +12

      @@KristaFaith awe yeah lmfao well im happy for you anyway :)

    • @KristaFaith
      @KristaFaith 4 года назад +6

      @@minx.toesies2037 haha thx luv

    • @PGOuma
      @PGOuma 4 года назад +2

      @Tatum Gordon ahhh congrats!!

  • @_-clemie-_
    @_-clemie-_ 4 года назад +4690

    this feels like a safe space

  • @KariAlissaVideos
    @KariAlissaVideos 4 года назад +289

    "No timeline to self discovery" LOVED THIS!!!

  • @beckabrooke
    @beckabrooke 4 года назад +134

    Niki, your content has really become to refreshingly honest and real. It never feels like you're putting on a show. I really love the direction your channel is going. I don't think I've ever commented before but I feel so compelled to with your recent uploads! Love it.

  • @authornesilstone
    @authornesilstone 4 года назад +4388

    As a bisexual woman in a long term relationship with a guy .... it doesn’t make you any less bi

    • @tisha2323
      @tisha2323 4 года назад +52

      Preach married to a man bisexual

    • @makenziej8632
      @makenziej8632 4 года назад +6

      @@tisha2323 the man is bisexual?

    • @elizaradcx9498
      @elizaradcx9498 4 года назад +30

      @@makenziej8632 ye men can be bi too

    • @makenziej8632
      @makenziej8632 4 года назад +7

      @@elizaradcx9498 ik but ppl always say that bi men are secretly gay but..if you feel like he’s the one then he’s the one sis

    • @galfordfam
      @galfordfam 4 года назад +20

      Yes! 🙌 When I tell someone I'm bi they always say "I don't understand you're married to a man"
      Yes, I am but that doesn't me I don't like girls. I love who I love.

  • @BabvBlues
    @BabvBlues 4 года назад +4189

    Kinda crying cause your strength to talk about this inspires me to talk about being bi 💕

    • @aautumnclark
      @aautumnclark 4 года назад +3

      Love your videos💜💜

    • @itsjorgeroblox1779
      @itsjorgeroblox1779 4 года назад +16

      It’s no big deal to be bi or gay etc, it’s nothing but a preference

    • @itsjorgeroblox1779
      @itsjorgeroblox1779 4 года назад +10

      @A_maya there’s nothing to “support”. As a gay person I hate when people say “i accept you for who you are” “I support you” like b$&@h I’m not on drugs I don’t need support I’m not doing anything wrong. I like guys instead of girls big deal

    • @sonia-nq5pv
      @sonia-nq5pv 4 года назад +6

      @@itsjorgeroblox1779 so what do you want people to say?

    • @itsjorgeroblox1779
      @itsjorgeroblox1779 4 года назад +4

      @@sonia-nq5pv nothing. Do you tell a straight person “I accept you” no. U never see that. Just treat me like any other person. Me liking guys instead of girls doesn’t entitle me to special treatment, I don’t want pity or acceptance or “support”. I’m not an alcoholic, I just like dick instead of vagina. Other than that I’m just like you.

  • @caseyfinnegan4139
    @caseyfinnegan4139 4 года назад +725

    I'd love to hear more about your story: What were the reactions of Nate, your parents, and Gabi? Were any of your friends not accepting of it? Did you lose friendships? Has you coming out actually helped you with gaining more friends? Thank you for sharing your story with us!!

    • @itsjorgeroblox1779
      @itsjorgeroblox1779 4 года назад +2

      Girl you’re asking these questions like she admitted that she was on drugs or something terrible lol. She’s bi, not an addict lmao

    • @caseyfinnegan4139
      @caseyfinnegan4139 4 года назад +38

      @@itsjorgeroblox1779 No I know, I'm just saying that some people are not understanding or are very judgmental, I just wanted to know if she received any backlash from people close to her and how she overcame that!

    • @ffz9407
      @ffz9407 4 года назад +24

      @@itsjorgeroblox1779 coming out is scary and many people arent accepting of it. To you those questions may sound ridiculous but there really are people that react very very badly to someone not being straight. There are plenty of cases where people lost friendships/family etc etc after coming out.
      Its painful

    • @chocolatecake9018
      @chocolatecake9018 4 года назад +18

      My friend was thrown out of the house for being gay so the question is not that stupid

    • @User24597
      @User24597 4 года назад +2

      Talk about nosey 😂

  • @nehavenkatesh1356
    @nehavenkatesh1356 4 года назад +200

    is it just me, or are the foil transitions REALLY satisfying

  • @keysiaramos4144
    @keysiaramos4144 4 года назад +50

    “If you’re watching this ... I feel like you knew” LMAOOO

  • @mhmhmbmltfapomtydt
    @mhmhmbmltfapomtydt 4 года назад +242

    can you do a “explaining my tattoos” video?? love you and im SO proud of you!!! this is goals, to talk about your sexuality so freely

  • @RubyWhit-80
    @RubyWhit-80 4 года назад +223

    Wasn't until my mid 30's I realized I was transgender, but coming out has been the best thing I've ever done. I'm so much happier being able to be my true self, and to have people accept me as my true self.

    • @hermikp9193
      @hermikp9193 4 года назад +6

      I’m proud of you 👏🏾

    • @aleenaali5870
      @aleenaali5870 4 года назад +1

      ruclips.net/video/_4B7U5kOTWE/видео.html. -

  • @sarashapcott9063
    @sarashapcott9063 4 года назад +326

    I relate so much, I’m married to a man who I love so much. We’ve been together almost 8 years, but I also know if I wasn’t with him and met him when I did, I absolutely would have been pursuing women only. The older I get, the more I am attracted to women. I’ve known I was bisexual for soooo long! How I feel about women doesn’t take away from my love for my husband in any way

    • @plinkagirl
      @plinkagirl 4 года назад +1

      Do you think it would one day interfere with your marriage??

    • @sarashapcott9063
      @sarashapcott9063 4 года назад +8

      @@plinkagirl I don’t think so. My husband is very accepting of my sexuality and I have been with women during our marriage. It’s just something we discuss if it’s necessary and set boundaries from the outset. I’m always upfront with any women as well if it is something to be spoken about, so everyone knows and it’s always clear. He has previously said as long as I don’t plan to leave him, he is open to me being with women should I choose

    • @plinkagirl
      @plinkagirl 4 года назад +2

      @@sarashapcott9063 so you just be with other women while still being with him?

    • @sarashapcott9063
      @sarashapcott9063 4 года назад +1

      @@plinkagirl It has happened before yeah, but everyone was on the same page so it wasn’t a big deal for us

    • @sarahtheaquarian4805
      @sarahtheaquarian4805 4 года назад +1

      I feel like ...same

  • @kaylapayan1543
    @kaylapayan1543 4 года назад +349

    crying, when she said “here’s to my girls in a relationship who are questioning their sexuality or who know they are bisexual” :( me, thank u niki

    • @kaylapayan1543
      @kaylapayan1543 4 года назад +7

      the way she explains her love with Nate is me with my bf so unexpected but so perfect 🥺

  • @cruzmedina1071
    @cruzmedina1071 4 года назад +127

    this literally made me cry because i’m so confused on my sexuality i don’t know if i’m bi or straight and seeing this video is so refreshing

    • @annap3670-o8z
      @annap3670-o8z 4 года назад +2

      You got this:) you are accepted and loved either way

    • @joannawraith7109
      @joannawraith7109 3 года назад +2

      it gets easier, i promise. you will be ok :)

    • @thicpug1344
      @thicpug1344 3 года назад

      Don’t worry me too but Ik I’m not lol I just overthink it my advice is that just be yourself and don’t think it is a wrong thing to think or feel just don’t worry things will get better. :)

  • @francesca6729
    @francesca6729 4 года назад +2308

    She’s still with Nate, guys. The ex she mentions is prob Jerry.

    • @vivienneayash9494
      @vivienneayash9494 4 года назад +26

      It is

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 4 года назад +7

      HEEY! I hope everyone is having a great day!😁 if anyone here supports LGBTQ you should checkout our channel🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

    • @oddballaudrey9654
      @oddballaudrey9654 4 года назад +11

      Yeah because she said like she stared dating her ex when she was a senior in high school and she didn’t date Nate until she was like maybe 21or 22 idk the exact age so don’t take my word for it

    • @purvibhagat4608
      @purvibhagat4608 4 года назад +1

      Ye

    • @MaryamEemaAli-to3kc
      @MaryamEemaAli-to3kc 4 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/JWf4T8yN4iQ/видео.html

  • @ilikegames7803
    @ilikegames7803 4 года назад +1932

    this is kinda cheesy but niki is coming out of the closet while she’s in her closet 😳
    Edit: i thought people didnt actually liked comments on youtube... thanks for 1.6k likes

  • @aquarikiss23
    @aquarikiss23 4 года назад +332

    Being closeted in a unwelcoming environment has been extra heavy on me lately and seeing content like this feels like a safe space so thank you💕💕💕

  • @allyhardesty
    @allyhardesty 4 года назад +730

    this video was amazing! thank u so much for sharing :)

  • @chaotic_kpopfanmultistan7042
    @chaotic_kpopfanmultistan7042 4 года назад +780

    I’m a Pan*....in a relationship with a guy. I’ve been dating him for 4 years and that doesn’t make me less of a pan people need to understand that.
    Edit: broke up
    Update: he wants to get back together but I don’t because what I did wasn’t good. And I know what I did,he really does wanna get back together help. I just don’t think I deserve him,he’s to good for me
    Update:so we back together it’s been 5 months already 👽

  • @chloe-tj3cr
    @chloe-tj3cr 4 года назад +691

    i love how niki is comfortable with saying her sexuality online.
    edit: okay for anyone replying to this comment: i meant, if niki wasn’t comfortable with saying her sexuality online, she wouldn’t have straight up said “im bisexual” meaning i was just happy that she was open about it

    • @user-7jlrc
      @user-7jlrc 4 года назад

      wdym

    • @chloe-tj3cr
      @chloe-tj3cr 4 года назад +2

      @@user-7jlrc like she is fine with ppl knowing that she’s bi :)

    • @chloe-tj3cr
      @chloe-tj3cr 4 года назад +3

      @Joanna Lee if she wasn’t comfortable she probably wouldn’t have posted this video.

    • @uyugoubjkn
      @uyugoubjkn 4 года назад +5

      @Joanna Lee if you weren’t comfortable with exposing your self you wouldn’t want the whole world knowing would you

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 4 года назад +2

      HEEY! I hope everyone is having a great day!😁 if anyone here supports LGBTQ you should checkout our channel🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

  • @diamondcentury21
    @diamondcentury21 4 года назад +348

    You’re channel is like hanging out at a friend’s house❤️❤️

  • @Blueduby
    @Blueduby 4 года назад +62

    Can we just take a moment to appreciate how Niki’s style is the most gorgeous thing ever! It really suits her and radiates positive vibes

  • @eemashafeeg6875
    @eemashafeeg6875 4 года назад +10

    you don’t know how happy i am to watch this video. being a bisexual woman myself it sometimes can be tricky while you are in a long-term relationship with a man. and that’s exactly what you said. it made me feel so connected to you and also accepted because i come from an asian background. i cannot thank you enough for this video, i hope you see this comment and stay happy just the way you are. (btw would love more videos like this, xoxo from maldives

  • @missrachelroth
    @missrachelroth 4 года назад +11

    This is really comforting to hear you talk about. As someone in a 3 year relationship with a man, I've accepted that the world sees me as straight, even though I don't feel that way. I never fully attached myself to the "bi" label because I still have these imposter feelings, but hearing stories like yours makes me feel valid.

    • @maitianderson1327
      @maitianderson1327 4 года назад +2

      I have the “imposter” feeling and I know that I’m lesbian but I still feel sometimes that I’m lying to myself and I’m not a nonbinary lesbian girl. I can see how you feel sometimes it’s hard and I know what you feel and I can connect to you 💕

  • @gemmasandoval5927
    @gemmasandoval5927 4 года назад +485

    Sorry of this is nosey, but how did she come out to Nate? Or has she not talked about that in a video yet?

    • @holly390
      @holly390 4 года назад +57

      She hasn't talked about that. BTW, that's not nosey. :)

    • @kay-ew8469
      @kay-ew8469 4 года назад +3

      😍😍🤗yes i wanna no

    • @maryfrail2292
      @maryfrail2292 4 года назад +9

      I’m guessing since there grown ups they probably talked about it from the beginning

  • @kyleedoty409
    @kyleedoty409 4 года назад +33

    niki, as someone who’s really confused rn about their sexuality, this video dropping felt like a sign, and i just want to say thank you for saying these things and being so kind and honest and idk i really needed this rn. thank you so much niki ilysm ❤️❤️❤️

  • @bigfan6908
    @bigfan6908 4 года назад +7

    I love how she’s so open and this touches me so much and she’s not afraid to say how she is she’s not shady and she’s so open about everything

  • @daniellebrown186
    @daniellebrown186 4 года назад +185

    niki: "ok, we're going to move into my closet."
    me: girl no, we want out of there

  • @dinodanielaa
    @dinodanielaa 4 года назад +40

    the part at around 8:45 where you said “to those girls in a relationship questioning your sexuality its okay” made me cry, i feel like for the past couple of years ive been questioning whether or not i was bi but always was in a relationship with a guy and never had any experience with a girl and such and have been coming more in terms with it but i still love my boyfriend so much so it feels a little difficult to know ‘for sure’ if i am bi if that makes sense. but it was comforting to hear you say its okay and to not stress and doesnt matter how old you are so thank you and this is kinda stressful typing this out publicly since i havent talked about this with anybody (if anybody ik personally sees this look away)

    • @t_m_420
      @t_m_420 4 года назад +1

      I feel the exact same way! I'm in a long term relationship with a guy & never experienced anything with women, but only in the last couple of years did I begin to question my sexuality & only last year I said it out loud. I'm still questioning if I'm bi or straight, but as Niki said, there is no timeline to have everything figured out. I hope you feel more comfortable with yourself & accept yourself as you are. I'm still trying to do the same. I love my boyfriend & he's supportive but I do feel like I want to experiment a little with girls, however don't want to feel like I'm cheating on my bf, even if it's with his knowledge & consent. I would feel guilty because usually I'm very monogamous but I don't want to lose my boyfriend. I also want to explore that newfound side of myself more so I can understand myself, my feelings & attractions more.

    • @mndegrassi8
      @mndegrassi8 4 года назад +1

      Was in the same situation. I'm 28 though, not super young but not old yet either, but still felt like I was too old to still have questions regarding my sexuality.
      I wanted to find out for sure, so I ended up breaking things off with my bf so I could explore that attraction I had to other women since I was a child.
      He took things hard, but it was for the best. Didn't want to drag on a relationship if I wasn't even sure about my sexuality.
      Just do what feels right to you.

  • @thenouran2572
    @thenouran2572 4 года назад +49

    I like the way that she's talking to us like her best friend ❤

  • @keerat5858
    @keerat5858 4 года назад +18

    you can she how happy & comfortable she is talking about her sexuality I’m so proud of u niki

  • @marissarule9220
    @marissarule9220 4 года назад +6

    thank you so much for being so open. you helped me admit something to myself I’ve been avoiding for years and made me feel valid in my bisexuality even though I’m in a long term relationship with my boyfriend. so from the bottom of my heart thank you, I’ve never felt so free❤️

  • @hadassurr
    @hadassurr 4 года назад +19

    I love this human. One of my favorite channels ever

  • @shannonmccrudden3670
    @shannonmccrudden3670 4 года назад +13

    I am straight but I SO HAPPILY SUPPORT YOU ! I am so happy for you being yourself and not being scared to show who u truly are! 💕

  • @inkyluminals8487
    @inkyluminals8487 4 года назад +1237

    i’m so glad you’re comfortable enough to talk about your sexuality now on the channel, love you niki❤️❤️

  • @jocelynpittman7933
    @jocelynpittman7933 4 года назад +232

    It makes me so happy that she’s more open about her sexuality cause I am bi and I’ve also just become more recently open about it, even tho I’m only a teenager I feel like I can connect with niki on such a personal level and I love that. Anyways I love you niki❤️

    • @jocelynpittman7933
      @jocelynpittman7933 4 года назад +3

      @**MIKAYLA** yesssss!

    • @Abby-on1zn
      @Abby-on1zn 4 года назад +4

      That's amazing I'm so glad 😁

    • @jocelynpittman7933
      @jocelynpittman7933 4 года назад +2

      @@Abby-on1zn awww ty!

    • @somethingsomething1239
      @somethingsomething1239 4 года назад +4

      same. im a bi teenager and its really great seeing people be confident with their self. also im so happy for you

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 4 года назад +1

      HEEY! I hope everyone is having a great day!😁 if anyone here supports LGBTQ you should checkout our channel🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

  • @richannedickianne4154
    @richannedickianne4154 4 года назад +17

    I often forget that they’re twins and in minute 4, I remembered that they once used to really look alike 🤯 but, I love that they are two completely different people makes them unique

  • @gruder16
    @gruder16 4 года назад +8

    I have been with my boyfriend for 6 years and just came out as bi. He has been so supportive and I couldn’t ask for a better partner in life. I felt invalid for coming out as bi while still being with a man, but this video has really helped me feel like I can be who am I no matter who I’m with

  • @Dannydaniall
    @Dannydaniall 4 года назад +42

    I'm so happy that niki is not scared to admit that shes bi bc I am an bi to really proud by niki.

  • @CobaltLn
    @CobaltLn 4 года назад +4

    Girl, throughout this whole video I felt you! I think I knew I was bi in middle school but decided to just bury it because I didn't know what to do. I came out to a friend in 2015 accidentally (they were very supportive and kind) and even now, it's weird for me to say it to people who assume I'm straight. It's weird- something no one ever told me was that once you come out, you KEEP coming out. It was so refreshing to hear you talk so openly and casually about your own journey. 🖤

  • @linzy8815
    @linzy8815 4 года назад +13

    I love how open-minded u are !!!! U have such a positive energy!! Always giving ur best no matter what!! Keep being u 🤩

  • @kaitlynazevedo9431
    @kaitlynazevedo9431 4 года назад +116

    Such a safe place and makes me feel very comfortable.

    • @kaitlynazevedo9431
      @kaitlynazevedo9431 4 года назад +3

      Omg I can't believe she ❤ my comment

    • @aleenaali5870
      @aleenaali5870 4 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/_4B7U5kOTWE/видео.html. -

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 4 года назад

      HEEY GUYS! Hope everyone has been safe during the pandemic🙏🏼 if anyone supports the LGBTQ community you should come checkout our videos😁🏳️‍🌈

  • @lexeytamayo
    @lexeytamayo 4 года назад +207

    When she said “the things I watched online did not reflect that” I felt that💀

  • @brianna8055
    @brianna8055 4 года назад +13

    i came out of being bi over two years ago and i feel happy. i’m so proud of niki of coming out and i feel more inspired now. i hope you have a blessed day! :) ❤️✨ 🏳️‍🌈

  • @blue_boulevard4429
    @blue_boulevard4429 4 года назад +5

    As a bi girl who's been in long term relationships with boys, this video was so incredibly relatable and it felt good to hear you talk about these things with such simplicity and without taboo. Thank you!

  • @dasha3968
    @dasha3968 4 года назад +31

    I love how you used the last 6 months doing alot inner work, healing your shadow self and becoming the best version of yourself.
    You inspire me in so many ways. I love you❤️

  • @KlSSES
    @KlSSES 4 года назад +129

    title should have been “cleaning out the closet while coming out the closet”

  • @philipwithluv1263
    @philipwithluv1263 4 года назад +6

    this is the reason i love Niki, she’s so transparent to topics like this. I LOVE HER 💜💜

  • @Raven_Richards
    @Raven_Richards 4 года назад +51

    I love that’s she’s telling her coming out story in a closet. The irony😂

  • @summara1076
    @summara1076 4 года назад +8

    I just want to thank you Niki. This literally made me cry

  • @MRCupcakes102
    @MRCupcakes102 4 года назад +4

    This is the most natural video you’ve ever made , I’ve never felt so comfortable watching!!

  • @sierramichele9063
    @sierramichele9063 4 года назад +8

    I absolutely love this video. Being a bisexual woman myself I often have felt the same way, when I came out, (and many people were unsupportive) I found myself counting my blessings that I also happened to like guys. I also am in a relationship with a man who I truly love, but it took me a long time to be able to say the words out loud again. I remember when I first started questioning my sexuality- I would often wonder if I wanted to “be” a specific girl. The answer usually turned out to no. I have followed your channel for years, and you have been an inspiration for me many times before. So thank you for making me feel so normal and taking away some of the bad feelings I had towards my own coming out story.

  • @scarlett4554
    @scarlett4554 4 года назад +6

    i’m so proud that you felt comfortable and safe enough to talk abt this with us! we all support you so much! also i luv the new editing style!

  • @macadoodle2683
    @macadoodle2683 4 года назад +14

    “There’s no timeline to self discovery” I love that ✨💛

  • @sarahmiller3953
    @sarahmiller3953 4 года назад +1

    I’m happy that you feel comfortable talking to your fans about who you are & past experiences. You may not realize it, but it helps some people going through the same things that you’re going through, such as me. I haven’t fully him out to all my friends & family yet, but watching you makes me more comfortable with who I am. Love you girl!!🥺🖤🖤

  • @mommashawna707
    @mommashawna707 4 года назад +337

    I had to watch this because my daughter has just come out as bi and she just moved in with her girlfriend.

    • @ayeshajahir9809
      @ayeshajahir9809 4 года назад +4

      Ewwww!

    • @leo-rs3cj
      @leo-rs3cj 4 года назад +10

      That’s amazing!

    • @leo-rs3cj
      @leo-rs3cj 4 года назад +6

      👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

    • @ella811
      @ella811 4 года назад +16

      @@ayeshajahir9809 wtf

    • @aleenaali5870
      @aleenaali5870 4 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/_4B7U5kOTWE/видео.html. -

  • @ArianneDL
    @ArianneDL 4 года назад +5

    I came out last month at 24 years old. I have a boyfriend of 10 years 🤍 you are one of the reason I came out ✨thank u Niki!

  • @lmtorres68
    @lmtorres68 4 года назад +10

    I think you've inspired something in me that I haven't even been able to admit to myself until recently. And this video helped a lot to clarify it. I think im bisexual.

  • @ellevisionn
    @ellevisionn 4 года назад +2

    literally feels like we’re there while she’s chatting with us! i love the honesty and realness ✨💕 so chill

  • @MaxStar-ej5yw
    @MaxStar-ej5yw 4 года назад +1

    I really want to see you and gabi just talk about the hardships that were made public of course. But you two are such strong women.its truely inspiring

  • @alexazambrano3459
    @alexazambrano3459 4 года назад +18

    This is just what I needed after a stressful day of online school, thank you Niki 🤍😍

  • @jasminedogra8882
    @jasminedogra8882 4 года назад +5

    this is so comforting. also so proud of how far she’s come!!

  • @sarahrest536
    @sarahrest536 4 года назад +101

    This seems like this is a safe spot to talk about mostly anything

  • @theemily_jane
    @theemily_jane 4 года назад +1

    i just wanna say, thank you for posting content like this. it’s so important to normalize sexuality. being a bisexual woman myself, my whole life i felt like it was wrong or that i didn’t actually know what i felt or wanted. i hated the fact that i was attracted to women for such a long time and i fought against it. being able to look at someone else i admire talk about it so openly and be comfortable with it helps me and i know it will help so many others. you’ve created a safe space and that is so so SO important. ❤️

  • @galabyung
    @galabyung 4 года назад

    You seem soooo happy and confident and I’m so happy for you Niki. I’ve been here for a long time and been watching yourself bloom over the years, and I’m so proud of you. I love you so much!

  • @LesleyRowland
    @LesleyRowland 4 года назад +65

    i feel like sitting down, talking to the cam while multi-tasking is the most therapeutic

  • @just_like_heaven_87
    @just_like_heaven_87 4 года назад +5

    I respect you so much I can’t believe how hard this time was ily so much hope you have a great day Xx

  • @user-rw4uc8co8w
    @user-rw4uc8co8w 4 года назад +26

    Stan our fashionable alternative queen representing

  • @carliebrown5136
    @carliebrown5136 4 года назад

    i love niki so much. i feel like i always knew that she was bi and just waited to see her be comfortable enough with herself. it’s so amazing to see as a follower.

  • @Drownedrat1248
    @Drownedrat1248 4 года назад

    I think it's amazing how vulnerable you choose to be with us, it's really amazing and helps us to understand, we love you Niki!

  • @jackieasc
    @jackieasc 4 года назад +9

    *i so happy you’re confortable to talk about your sexuality! love is love babies 🏳️‍🌈✨🌙💫*

  • @learpalmer
    @learpalmer 4 года назад +35

    Bisexual niki is the highlight of 2020

  • @deviled_eggies
    @deviled_eggies 4 года назад +10

    This is so important for bi girls trying to find themselves! I wish i had seen this when i was younger. Thank you for being so open! ❤🌈❤

  • @nikitagreaves8850
    @nikitagreaves8850 4 года назад

    niki, you are so beyond brave for coming out on youtube. im honestly so proud. ive been here since the early days and seen you grow and become the amazing person you are. im so glad you feel comfortable enough to tell us this.

  • @MikaylaisSUNNY
    @MikaylaisSUNNY 4 года назад

    Quarantine treated you so well! You look AMAZING niki!
    I started watch you and gabi 24/7 during quarantine and I have seen you HLOW up in the last few months girl! You are more sure of yourself than you’ve ever been!

  • @weaktree9191
    @weaktree9191 4 года назад +7

    Wow, shes so chill! I wish I could talk about being bi like that... but, I just can't seem do it! Of course my parents know and stuff, but she's talking about this, and not being awkward! I love her, she's just like me... Love ya, Niki! ❤

  • @kallie.7827
    @kallie.7827 4 года назад +7

    I had the stereotypes about being Bi. Like being bi doesn’t mean you like girls 50% & guys 50%. Being in a relationship with a man doesn’t mean you don’t like girls. Vise versa.

  • @tanvygupta360
    @tanvygupta360 4 года назад +4

    Omg everything she's talking about.. I feel like I'm going through the excat same things (except for the Bi part) and I feel so comfortable that it's okay to not date anyone after a breakup without looking bad

  • @kaitlynlemon2487
    @kaitlynlemon2487 4 года назад +1

    Love you niki you be you and don’t let anyone tell you anything else.

  • @rebeccamcauley4547
    @rebeccamcauley4547 4 года назад +1

    Amazing that even though your only just back from 10 days in LA that you have filmed for us your video content has been brilliant lately! Looking forward to seeing the footage of behind the scene of the projects that you have been working-on over the course your time away - will be worth the wait for the surprises that are set to be released! Delighted that you have decide to upload another cleaning, organising/ honest talk video they are motivating yet genuine! X

  • @amandahatfield5763
    @amandahatfield5763 4 года назад +9

    Honestly didn’t even realize you were cleaning till half way through like how did I miss that

  • @prasantadas7656
    @prasantadas7656 4 года назад +3

    She is just so sweet. I love her 😍whenever I watch her videos I really feels safe like I don't know how but I really feels safe. Everytime. She inspires me. I feel loved and that feeling is amazing 💓 we love you niki 😊

  • @mingb.
    @mingb. 4 года назад +2

    it's so sweet of you to adress the girl who still feels like she outed you! hope that will take her guilt away.

  • @bowarnken5889
    @bowarnken5889 4 года назад +1

    props to niki! what other youtube is so real that they post this stuff on line. she’s so chill about it to. i loveeeee! niki keeps it realllll.

  • @jessicaroitman6449
    @jessicaroitman6449 4 года назад +1

    I just want to say, Niki, that I’m so so proud of you! As a bisexual person myself, I know how hard it is the talk about and open up about your sexuality- especially when there’s so much stigma around being attracted to both genders. Love you❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

  • @daniela-g9i3f
    @daniela-g9i3f 4 года назад +80

    I'm very ✨comfortable✨ with the energy we created in the studio today

  • @IsabelleVernalia
    @IsabelleVernalia 4 года назад +7

    Hi Niki! Idk if you'll ever see this but I just wanna say I'm SO proud of you as a fan for coming out!! 🏳️‍🌈 I've been watching you and Gabi since I was in high school, and being in my 2nd year of college now I feel like I've grown up with you over the years! I've currently been struggling with my sexuality and possibly being bi for the last 5 years, and you and Jessie Paege have both been an inspiration for me in trying to be my true confident self I know I am (even if it's hard). Everytime I see one of your posts or stories, you always put a smile on my face. Your videos are the best! They've helped me through some of the darkest times of my life, and you're even more of an inspiration for ppl like me more than you'll ever know--not just with finding your sexuality but in so many other ways with awareness in mental health and body positivity. Your fashion and music are both absolutely ASTOUNDING💜I'm so proud of all your work with your music!! I just want to thank you for truly just being you and inspiring people like me 💛💛💛 You are truly one of the most badass people I know, and one of my favorite youtubers that I continually watch all the time. Ngl you're actually my girl crush lol 😅 ❤💛💚💙💜 I love you more that you'll ever know as an Iconik, Niki--thank you for being unapologetically YOU and I can't wait for all the amazing work you've done and what else you've got in store 💜 Stay amazing queen, you're the greatest!!! 💜💜💜✨

  • @ILoveUnicorns
    @ILoveUnicorns 4 года назад +53

    If I’m being honest and I’ve never said this on the internet but I feel like I’m Bi-Sexual but not Bi-Romantic. And I don’t say I’m Bi because I don’t want to give people the wrong idea and I feel like I’d be looked at as like a straight girl with a fetish...

    • @ILoveUnicorns
      @ILoveUnicorns 4 года назад

      Jasmine Prime Thank You

    • @ronnie-lynn
      @ronnie-lynn 4 года назад +2

      Good for you! Nothing wrong with that Asha! I’m Pan sexual and we should all own our sexuality or preferences. 🥰

    • @eastcoastfamily8902
      @eastcoastfamily8902 4 года назад

      HEEY! I hope everyone is having a great day!😁 if anyone here supports LGBTQ you should checkout our channel🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

    • @PaigeHaely
      @PaigeHaely 4 года назад +7

      You explained that perfectly! I feel the same way. I have never said that I am bisexual because I don’t want to give the wrong idea either

    • @madisons4756
      @madisons4756 4 года назад +6

      YO I’m the exact same way. 🙌 I’m technically sexually attracted to girls but I don’t feel romantic towards them whatsoever, and that’s such a strange concept to me. So I just stick with boys because I feel both sexual and romantic attraction to them. But I also want to point out something based on your last statement - the negative stigma around “fetishes” is so ridiculous. Like everyone has different sexual preferences and they shouldn’t be shamed because it’s not “standard.” Tbh we probably ALL have some sort of fetish...it doesn’t make us weird or gross, it makes us human :) Thank you for posting this, it’s cool to hear that someone else feels the same way as I do!💛

  • @alir.9943
    @alir.9943 4 года назад +2

    I feel so freakin grateful that niki makes this such a safe and open space. I appreciate you being this open. I love you niki 💖💖

  • @emilyokombo9768
    @emilyokombo9768 4 года назад +1

    This video touched my heart . Niki you are very brave to come out in the Internet. There are people who will throw hate on you but I am always here.

  • @aleah-raingreenall4493
    @aleah-raingreenall4493 4 года назад +12

    I love how a few years ago niki said she would never get a tattoo and now she has them lol

    • @aleenaali5870
      @aleenaali5870 4 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/_4B7U5kOTWE/видео.html. -

  • @mayomaleah
    @mayomaleah 4 года назад +4

    Can you PLEASE turn this into a series because this needs to be noticed!! I know a ton of people who are bi and have trouble coming out but THANK YOU for making this video
    P.s. Where is the shirt

  • @queenhoneya2910
    @queenhoneya2910 4 года назад +6

    This felt like a ted talk and I loved every second of it

  • @natashacorrinne9415
    @natashacorrinne9415 4 года назад +1

    Congrats niki!!!!!! Happy for u to feel free!!! Love ya

  • @abbeeymariee7281
    @abbeeymariee7281 4 года назад +2

    I think i needed to hear this. Ive been with my boyfriend for 4 years and before him i did experiment a little bit but i was never sure. Thank you for this Niki