cleaning my apartment + talking about "things" i've avoided 🤓

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  • Опубликовано: 28 янв 2025

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  • @cinnabonangel8434
    @cinnabonangel8434 4 года назад +3410

    “what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” that’s something i needed to hear.

    • @AtinyKitty
      @AtinyKitty 4 года назад +27

      Once I learned this, I’ve felt a lot better about life!!

    • @alext3480
      @alext3480 4 года назад +18

      same. this week has been terrible

    • @cinnabonangel8434
      @cinnabonangel8434 4 года назад +10

      Michelle M hope things get better for u, sending a lot of love n light ur way. 🤍🤍

    • @ErinBrookes
      @ErinBrookes 4 года назад +8

      This is what I've been learning too in the last year. So important

    • @annajoie700
      @annajoie700 4 года назад +4

      This statement really hit hard! 💛

  • @isabella3909
    @isabella3909 4 года назад +1146

    I have a lot of respect for you because you didn’t use “I’m bipolar” as click bait. You were actually tested and diagnosed. Thank you for not just throwing words around.

    • @aliyahrenee3154
      @aliyahrenee3154 4 года назад +44

      She kind of did tho....

    • @itslarissagomes3489
      @itslarissagomes3489 4 года назад +34

      She actually did..

    • @uhnye
      @uhnye 4 года назад +30

      Alyssa Allen Chill out.. by “throwing words around”, they meant saying you’re something without being diagnosed with it. For example, Trisha Paytas. She said she had did, but was not actually diagnosed with it. You’re going on full rants for absolutely no reason, calling them mean. It’s really not that serious.

    • @uhnye
      @uhnye 4 года назад +10

      Alyssa Allen Chill..

    • @uhnye
      @uhnye 4 года назад +8

      Joe BARNABAS Yes there is.. you get tested and diagnosed with it.

  • @lordcheesewhiz7613
    @lordcheesewhiz7613 4 года назад +728

    ok but the reason behind this whole video is honestly a MOOD.

    • @isay7152
      @isay7152 4 года назад +2

      Issa Reed A HUGE mOoD😂💙

  • @yes-pv1bt
    @yes-pv1bt 4 года назад +483

    I've been noticing a whole new vibe with Niki. She seems like she's really been working on herself and trying to be her, just her, without trying to be like anyone else. In the reality show Niki said she was working on herself, but it was kind of hard to see that, but now I can tell she's changed and I get good vibes from her and her channel. Love you Niki

  • @margaret.adwoaa
    @margaret.adwoaa 4 года назад +496

    “what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” ~Niki Demar That was something i rlly needed to hear, especially during this year 2020... (and I am aware this is similar to many comments but its just that i agree with all of 'em.

  • @carolinaann6912
    @carolinaann6912 4 года назад +160

    Watching people clean up and like “getting their life together” by cleaning calms my anxiety so much haha

  • @evietatt4
    @evietatt4 4 года назад +316

    Why did I literally need the 'this is the happiest I've been in a while' she makes me smile so much 🥺💗

  • @cherrycola6127
    @cherrycola6127 4 года назад +375

    Something I love about Niki is that she’s not afraid to be herself. She’ll always express herself in every way possible, which is really inspiring to me. Luv u so much Niki 🧡 also love the red it looks so good on you!!

  • @lanasami740
    @lanasami740 4 года назад +154

    As someone with OCD, I am truly inspired about her coming out about it on her RUclips channel. We need to stop normalizing not discussing mental health and prioritizing physical illnesses over mental illnesses 💖

  • @jennytsch1875
    @jennytsch1875 4 года назад +82

    The way she color codes her clothes makes her closet awesome

  • @Tommyfebruary6_
    @Tommyfebruary6_ 4 года назад +769

    I feel like her ''70s'' phase is over and now she dresses like people in the late 90s and early 2000s
    EDIT: Bro what why did i get so much likes and btw i love the new happy niki and the new style and i also loved when she was leaning more towards the 70s style. Her style was just something that I saw changing lately.

    • @sincerely.anasofia
      @sincerely.anasofia 4 года назад +98

      well she's just following trends

    • @Missmagazinebura
      @Missmagazinebura 4 года назад +44

      I love the 1970s , the 1990s and the 2000s too. She’s just changing with the trends

    • @alex-yk5mu
      @alex-yk5mu 4 года назад +9

      she just likes it.

    • @naomi6450
      @naomi6450 4 года назад

      maxine chan want to support each other:)!

    • @sydneyl9732
      @sydneyl9732 4 года назад +9

      The way she jut decorated her “beauty wing” is very 60’s/70’s though

  • @shelbymink4658
    @shelbymink4658 4 года назад +293

    Love how she is so real with us and not fake and pretend she isn’t messy when everyone is pretty messy and yeah you go girl and love your top it looks so good 😊❤️

  • @roxey3779
    @roxey3779 4 года назад +498

    "i hate cleaning" the taurus came out

    • @khadijamumtaz92
      @khadijamumtaz92 4 года назад +2

      rox[e]y I love it me a ♉️

    • @anwynchapman5842
      @anwynchapman5842 4 года назад +4

      All the zodiac signs have actually changed...

    • @idunnofam4857
      @idunnofam4857 4 года назад +2

      I'm a Taurus!!! ♉

    • @Death.Angel_0
      @Death.Angel_0 4 года назад +2

      Not every taurus is like that 😂 one of my friends is a taurus and cleans a lot

    • @idunnofam4857
      @idunnofam4857 4 года назад +3

      @@Death.Angel_0 actually, same (except I'm the Taurus) I LOVE cleaning

  • @lunansheiwat9293
    @lunansheiwat9293 4 года назад +491

    Who else thinks that Niki's red hair is better than her orange hair I love her red hair!

    • @froggyishe3577
      @froggyishe3577 4 года назад +3

      Yessssss sameeeeeee eeeeek

    • @cassidyquirk4986
      @cassidyquirk4986 4 года назад +6

      I loved Niki's blue hair but now seeing the red I love it even more 💓

    • @mht4908
      @mht4908 4 года назад +4

      I still prefer her blue hair, but she looks amazing with red hair as well

    • @eleanorhobson6145
      @eleanorhobson6145 4 года назад +4

      I loved her orange so much but I’m living for her new look ✌️

    • @AY-hs5ju
      @AY-hs5ju 4 года назад

      Me

  • @jordanshrinks
    @jordanshrinks 4 года назад +226

    I am so happy to see you expanding and doing what makes you happy, girl. I feel like we are very similar and I am always so proud of your progress! Creative queen!! Can't wait to support your brand. Please release something in black hahahahah.

  • @addie8910
    @addie8910 4 года назад +216

    Niki stays 💯 all the time like she’s so honest abt her apartment being a mess
    Like MOOD 🤣🤷‍♀️💕

  • @juuuujuuu4751
    @juuuujuuu4751 4 года назад +220

    I love how you can say all this on RUclips there’s some really horrible people out there love you I will support you through anything

  • @aliciaannette3113
    @aliciaannette3113 4 года назад +492

    Fire goddess 🔥🔥🔥 this chick can go from black to blue, to orange, to red and make every single one look bomb af.

    • @jahnavigrace4592
      @jahnavigrace4592 4 года назад +3

      right

    • @jahnavigrace4592
      @jahnavigrace4592 4 года назад +6

      @JAAYDE BAKER whatev sis

    • @aliciaannette3113
      @aliciaannette3113 4 года назад +6

      Yeah not sure why my comment made her responsd like that 😂 hUn nO iT wAs bRoWn. Like okay?? When I say black I mean dark hair in general. She’s over here trying to nit pick my comment like it makes a difference

    • @ramirezvaldez8372
      @ramirezvaldez8372 4 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/EIMySwBaDqM/видео.html

    • @idk-df1kb
      @idk-df1kb 4 года назад +4

      she dye her hair purple once

  • @amymansfield8063
    @amymansfield8063 4 года назад +211

    there is no one who is “off the hook”. It’s just a matter of wether you bother to ask people what they are struggling with or not..............

    • @TheSweetForever
      @TheSweetForever 4 года назад +24

      True. Some people are better at hiding it 🤷🏾‍♀️.

    • @aliciawistrand2014
      @aliciawistrand2014 4 года назад +36

      She meant some people aren’t diagnosed with mental health disorders.

    • @amymansfield8063
      @amymansfield8063 4 года назад +43

      yeah but just bc someone doesnt have a mental disorder doesnt mean they are “off the hook”. there are other disabilities and disorders and diseases that are just as bad or even worse.

    • @anastasiarobinson2223
      @anastasiarobinson2223 4 года назад +5

      Amy Mansfield right I have health issues from Two auto immune diseases plus mental health issues.. and the physical affects my life more then the mental.. she is very naive I like niki but she wants to act as if she’s the only one with these issues but she has all the blessings in the world with a kush ass life.. yes she worked for it but if I didn’t have to stress over bills money and my physical health I would be one happy girl

    • @kennedypereyda8285
      @kennedypereyda8285 4 года назад +1

      Anastasia Robinson forreal Niki is not being considerate of others with comments like that

  • @alexiaflores7973
    @alexiaflores7973 4 года назад +67

    Stop. That broke my heart when she said “some people are off the hook or lucky and I have this”. Niki don’t look at it as a burden. With a certain perspective it could be a blessing in disguise. Yeah no doubt it can suck at times but it only builds you up more and more. You have such a strong support system behind you. We got you.

    • @victoriasteelman1595
      @victoriasteelman1595 3 года назад +2

      It is not a blessing to have constant suicidal thoughts when you are in your depressive states and not feeling in control of yourself in your manic phase and ruining your life and hurting those in your path. toxic positivity out of here

  • @leasugar8228
    @leasugar8228 4 года назад +127

    “you guys are lucky, you don’t understand.” i do, actually. i have ocd and anxiety and i’m currently in the hospital because of it. it freaking sucks, but i’m glad you are open about it and getting better 💗💗

    • @rueclouds1156
      @rueclouds1156 4 года назад +13

      sending love and strength your way, so proud of you

    • @thalyroger6928
      @thalyroger6928 4 года назад +7

      Wow stay strong!

  • @cinnabonangel8434
    @cinnabonangel8434 4 года назад +113

    the red hair is lowkey a vibe !!!

    • @hannahlist9840
      @hannahlist9840 4 года назад

      You've commented so many times, like BRUH.

  • @hayaalmasri1247
    @hayaalmasri1247 4 года назад +159

    Her apartment is giving me friends vibes

  • @inkacrawley3558
    @inkacrawley3558 4 года назад +23

    It’s so humbling to hear about these aspects of your life, I’ve struggled with OCD for as long as I can remember but never said anything it’s comforting to hear I’m not the only one but I wish you didn’t have to struggle with it. Ps love the red hair so much ❤️❤️

  • @jordan-tg6nx
    @jordan-tg6nx 4 года назад +5

    i haven’t watched her or gabi in like 4 years and i have to say she looks so much happier! literally glowing. it’s so nice to see :) glad she’s working on herself now, she deserves it

  • @chriss3450
    @chriss3450 4 года назад +62

    Your content literally gives me life. Your personality is just amazing. Like. Wow

  • @d.s169
    @d.s169 4 года назад +745

    Does anyone also do this, but instead of talking to a camera, You talk to yourself😂.

  • @cheyennes8235
    @cheyennes8235 4 года назад +82

    I’m loving the new hair though! 😍

  • @katelynbenschoter2614
    @katelynbenschoter2614 4 года назад +103

    When she said it’s a red era i instantly thought of Taylor Swifts Red album haha

  • @Ambermnguyen01
    @Ambermnguyen01 4 года назад +7

    niki, you breaking out of your shell and actually glowing personality wise is my motivation everyday. i feel into a deep depressing hole and your videos are just so relatable 💗

  • @teresaneves8839
    @teresaneves8839 4 года назад +246

    *everyone here*: she taught me a life lesson
    *me*: her clothes are GORGEOUUUUUUSSSSS!!!!!!!

  • @sangitamadhusudan6091
    @sangitamadhusudan6091 4 года назад +68

    This girl coming into her own is just so damn inspiring

  • @anashaellis2269
    @anashaellis2269 4 года назад +101

    I'm feeling the red hair PS she looks so confident

  • @taylordavidsen4610
    @taylordavidsen4610 4 года назад +1

    My mom is diagnosed bipolar and OCD and she has been the best mom ever. I'm glad you got tested and are willing to share. I was diagnosed OCD many years ago and it was because of people like you that I did. love ya Niki

  • @emilygardner3895
    @emilygardner3895 4 года назад +50

    i love how her "closet" is the spare room in her flat

  • @kxo10chandelie20
    @kxo10chandelie20 4 года назад +88

    Who wishes Niki can do a lookbook bcuz u have the same aesthetic as her?🙋🏻‍♀️❤️

  • @jemarineau4851
    @jemarineau4851 4 года назад +52

    I missssssssssed those type of videos !! Like personal and just talking and everything!!

  • @ceciliamaione7548
    @ceciliamaione7548 4 года назад +421

    Niki: "why do some people have nothing, and there is me with these two things."
    Me: depression, anxiety, bipolar, schizophrenia, OCD, maniac :)))

  • @emmaherrmann735
    @emmaherrmann735 4 года назад +1

    Can I just say.. you deserve way more hype and credit than you get. Like you keep everything so real and I appreciate an influencer that isn’t fake. Thanks for making vids 🥺💗

  • @aralygomez8043
    @aralygomez8043 4 года назад +2

    I luv how niki is loving her self she has been really open lately and that’s good .she’s really inspirational and showing us we don’t need ppl to make us happy .

  • @mariamnoureddine346
    @mariamnoureddine346 4 года назад +19

    i love how your open about your mental health it makes me feel like i’m not alone since i deal with anxiety and chronic depression 💜

  • @laurenhurley2909
    @laurenhurley2909 4 года назад +1008

    last time I was this early niki was mingling with their CaMeRa GuY

  • @cinnabonangel8434
    @cinnabonangel8434 4 года назад +69

    i’m watching this while my room is a mess... maybe this was the sign i needed

  • @kyley9366
    @kyley9366 4 года назад

    I just absolutely love how honest and open you are like you have no secrets nothing your ashamed of to the point where you would never tell anyone you are amazing keep doing what you do

  • @elizabethcryans1434
    @elizabethcryans1434 4 года назад +4

    Niki’s style is so unique and cool she could pull of anything

  • @jessicaevans584
    @jessicaevans584 4 года назад +113

    It's a bedroom, a bed in a room- Niki 2020

  • @MisaMisaAmane
    @MisaMisaAmane 4 года назад +36

    There's no one, who's "off the hook". Leaving in a reality as human being will never set you off the hook. I'm happy to see people, feeling themselves and being comfortable in their own skin.

  • @emmylemons3846
    @emmylemons3846 4 года назад +137

    *moves to nikis hometown so I can buy the clothes she donates at the local thrift stores*

  • @luxlifewithmeg2552
    @luxlifewithmeg2552 4 года назад +2

    Love ya I have anxiety / panic disorder/ attacks / OCD / seasonal depression & depression systems during my period ! It’s always a cycle for me ! A great phycatrist & therpist does that trick love how unique you are !

  • @palomabuckleymcdonald6734
    @palomabuckleymcdonald6734 4 года назад +16

    I’m so happy for her honesty she seem like she’s in a really good place 💗

  • @tayablair8276
    @tayablair8276 4 года назад +9

    it makes me really happy to hear someone talk about ocd for the reality of how hard it is i hate to see it spoken about incorrectly (i.e. oh ur organized must be ocd!!) because i’ve struggled with it my whole life and it’s exhausting and confusing. I also struggle with bipolar disorder so to see someone struggling with two of the same things I do is nice to know i’m not alone. I always felt this draw to watch your videos and only started last year and weirdly i think maybe this is why!

  • @mjs1753
    @mjs1753 4 года назад +26

    Niki literally makes me feels so good about my self. Like she's so honest about everything, even her apartment being a mess, I just love watching it ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jeimyreid
    @jeimyreid 4 года назад

    as someone who is also bipolar, its no surprise seeing your diagnosis, I've been watching your videos since a long time ago and we clearly see when you are in mania and depression. tip: keep a track of your moods and what triggers each thing no matter how big or small you think it is. stay strong love you

  • @kayleeslater6345
    @kayleeslater6345 4 года назад

    20 seconds into the video and I wanna cry you have such a glow and a light to you!!! I’m so happy to see you in this energy.

  • @kennedy8008
    @kennedy8008 4 года назад +130

    Awww I kinda liked the orange better but she’s still rocking the red

    • @sophiea831
      @sophiea831 4 года назад +5

      I think the red is muuuuuch better

    • @kennedy8008
      @kennedy8008 4 года назад +1

      scuse me honestly she looks gorgeous in both but I loved the orange. But I know she’s rock this too

    • @moonlight-he6rj
      @moonlight-he6rj 4 года назад +4

      I'm loving the red, I think it's her best color so far

    • @sophiea831
      @sophiea831 4 года назад +4

      @@moonlight-he6rj ye I thought she couldn't top the blue but the red is amazing

    • @sarahmarie3317
      @sarahmarie3317 4 года назад +2

      I haaaated the Orange Lol but it’s not my hair so idc. I like the red a lot tho!!!

  • @beckyyccarter
    @beckyyccarter 4 года назад +21

    My bf has bipolar depression disorder and i love him with all my heart and his moods and patterns are just a part of his being and I’m so lucky we work together and the bipolar stigma is getting smaller and smaller

  • @cristelaflores8918
    @cristelaflores8918 4 года назад +69

    I still love the orange hair on you but red doesn’t look bad either. I just think with your skin tone orange brightens you up❤️

  • @w0kerockst4r
    @w0kerockst4r 4 года назад +5

    When I saw the rug moved that just scared me like whattt!!! 4:53

  • @amylewing3270
    @amylewing3270 4 года назад +1

    i love these videos so much. niki your really inspiring by the way. ily

  • @EmilybCoaching
    @EmilybCoaching 4 года назад +9

    I’m actually so proud of her for opening up about her mental health 😭❤️ & I LOVE THE RED HAIR

  • @mileygrace6618
    @mileygrace6618 4 года назад +23

    I love the red such a vibe ♥️🍒

  • @bethanyfisher532
    @bethanyfisher532 4 года назад +21

    Honestly the red fits her so well it’s honestly my favorite out of all the colors she’s dyed her hair

  • @aliasakinah8768
    @aliasakinah8768 4 года назад +1

    thank you for being open about your mental health struggles. I've been dealing with OCD for 10 years now and i'm trying to tell myself it will be okay.

  • @lauravioletvlogs972
    @lauravioletvlogs972 4 года назад

    I've been going through so much in ky life right now. I've been watching your vlog channel, gabi's vlog channel, the both of yours main channel, and Alisha's vlogs/main channel to help me cope through all of the stuff that is going on in my head and personal life. Thank you for existing. 💖

  • @infpedits
    @infpedits 4 года назад +41

    LOVE the red hair but out of all the hair colors you’ve had, I like the orange best on you. It brings so much warmth and color to your face and is such a look on you 🧡

  • @RomneyRanjo
    @RomneyRanjo 4 года назад +132

    i seripusly told my boyfriend about cleaning vlogs and he’s like “no. people don’t want to see that” me showing him how many i’ve watched and the views each vid has ..... 🤣

  • @fowlkesfamily159
    @fowlkesfamily159 4 года назад +44

    Me watching this: I’m 23 going to be 24 in August. Got married at 22, a year and almost eight months. Also currently 8 weeks pregnant. It is definitely different for everyone, I wanted to be young, always have. Nothing wrong with people also wanting to wait. ❤️

    • @Crazy28079
      @Crazy28079 4 года назад +2

      Congratss on your pregnancy! 💕

    • @haileyanne8968
      @haileyanne8968 4 года назад +1

      Good luck too you girllll

    • @fowlkesfamily159
      @fowlkesfamily159 4 года назад +2

      Mimi Znh Thank you, it was hard for us to get to this point. I’ve had recurring miscarriages and struggle with infertility. ❤️ This baby is a blessing!

    • @fowlkesfamily159
      @fowlkesfamily159 4 года назад

      Hailey Aurora Thank you!

    • @kp782
      @kp782 4 года назад

      All the best ❤️

  • @jessicaoliver612
    @jessicaoliver612 4 года назад

    So proud of you niki, been watching you and gabi for the last 3-4 years and it’s been amazing to witness your growth and you finding yourself. You are a bright light in this world! ❤️

  • @eviehart628
    @eviehart628 4 года назад +7

    This whole video I’m just sat here smiling 😂 she’s so happy and it makes me happyyyyy

  • @lindseyar7576
    @lindseyar7576 4 года назад +80

    Okay but she really said ‘you guys have it easy’ 🤣 while we’re depressed and struggling to pay bills...

    • @Lavrnjaa
      @Lavrnjaa 4 года назад +14

      Wait when did she say that?? Yikes 😂 I’ve gotten over it but what comes to mind is the iced coffee fiasco lmao...

    • @astrabula329
      @astrabula329 4 года назад +1

      Lavrnja 😂🤣😅

    • @any-qm3sf
      @any-qm3sf 4 года назад +10

      if you're talking about 9:26, i think she meant people who don't suffer from mental illness

    • @lindseyar7576
      @lindseyar7576 4 года назад +5

      any I really know what she meant I’m just saying she has the resources to treat her mental health at least, she has to realize how blessed she is in general

  • @simoneandceleste
    @simoneandceleste 4 года назад +17

    why is room cleaning always so satisfying lmao also love you niki! always our inspo 🥰💖

  • @Josielynn07
    @Josielynn07 4 года назад +5

    I love how open niki is with her subscribers we love you💞

  • @sja1014
    @sja1014 4 года назад

    I love that you said that bad days don’t = a bad life, they are just bad days. So many need to get that perspective!

  • @shaelynsworld7576
    @shaelynsworld7576 4 года назад

    I'm bipolar as well and I have anxiety and depression and slight OCD it's hard but I'm glad your coming out about your bipolar seeing as no one talks about so as someone dealing with it it means alot for it to finally being talked about also I love you and I love seeing you happy I've been here sense the beginning and it's amazing to see how much you've grown

  • @megxmarie.kalani
    @megxmarie.kalani 4 года назад +40

    the fact that the ad cut off the intro to her confession of being bipolar makes it so much more dramatic lol

    • @lanasami740
      @lanasami740 4 года назад +1

      omg I thought the same 😂

    • @chelsea6395
      @chelsea6395 4 года назад +6

      omg me too like she said bipo- then the ad just came up

    • @Lavrnjaa
      @Lavrnjaa 4 года назад +6

      I Lowkey wondered if she did it so people would think she was saying “I’m bi-“ LOL

    • @megxmarie.kalani
      @megxmarie.kalani 4 года назад +1

      Lavrnja 🤣 didn’t think of that, that’s clever but funny lol

  • @babykyu8838
    @babykyu8838 4 года назад +5

    "Quarantine gave me so much clarity to realize the things I'm doing for other people and not for myself" SAME Quarantine really made us realize and discover things about ourselves that we didn't knew existed and knew things that we could actually do and thought we couldn't do. 🧡✨

  • @thelaurenwatt
    @thelaurenwatt 4 года назад +40

    this is the motivation i need to clean my room.

  • @malaikaarafatkhan1477
    @malaikaarafatkhan1477 4 года назад

    Gurl u go!
    I feel like u can just tell Niki has this new spark in her ,and u can tell in her vids she's grown to b so much more confident
    Luv u 😘

  • @ClaireGrimes11
    @ClaireGrimes11 4 года назад

    your hair looks SO pretty styled like this

  • @kachiedward7918
    @kachiedward7918 4 года назад +62

    Ooo have you ever thought of making a Depop for the clothes you don’t want anymore?

  • @keerat5858
    @keerat5858 4 года назад +7

    let’s take a moment to look at how STUNNING SHE IS lysm niki

  • @selenaarmendariz4158
    @selenaarmendariz4158 4 года назад +80

    the red hair is a look
    Me "Is she going trough a cheeto phase fist the orange now red "lmao

  • @natj25
    @natj25 4 года назад

    I have OCD as well and it is refreshing to see your transparency and you may not realize this but you are spreading awareness! A lot of people think OCD is about being tidy and solely about cleaning rituals or contamination rituals. There are several categories that OCD falls into! There is a lot of misconception in the world about OCD. People will say they love to clean so they are OCD not realizing when a person who has OCD has cleaning rituals, it’s not something that makes them happy, they are compelled to do so and it’s not fun. I have intrusive thoughts and irrational fears (OCD). Thank you for using your platform for this! I didn’t seek help( diagnosed at 13 years old but didn’t want to believe it because of misconceptions and stopped going to therapy shortly after my diagnosis!)until I saw someone talking about what I was going through! I felt crazy and was scared to tell anyone what was going on! ❤️ Love you Nik

  • @ngazomaphosa7151
    @ngazomaphosa7151 4 года назад +2

    I love how relatable Niki is and she's just so real and she's dealing with shoot yet she still manages to film her videos

  • @ashleyjanelleyar
    @ashleyjanelleyar 4 года назад +195

    hey niki! what's the name of that backpack that you use as a" personal item"? love this vibe!

  • @katb6112
    @katb6112 4 года назад +4

    “I have really good video ideas”
    THIS is a great video and THIS is what we needed 💚 love you girl

  • @summera5266
    @summera5266 4 года назад +9

    When niki said she dropped nik naks my heart dropped !!!🥺

    • @nikkicole54321
      @nikkicole54321 4 года назад +1

      Me too. I never got a chance to order a piece. :(

    • @carolinacerpa7223
      @carolinacerpa7223 4 года назад +3

      I saw it coming, she never really pushed it besides a few name drops

  • @riley8455
    @riley8455 4 года назад

    Niki is such an inspiration. I also suffer from many things like anxiety, depression, sensory processing disorder, and ODD. She is really relatable and gives great advice

  • @claire1338
    @claire1338 4 года назад +1

    I’m bipolar too and I have bpd and ptsd. Once you figure out what’s wrong with you it gets easier to deal with. I’m happy ur talking about it. Not a lot of people do 💖

  • @damarisseda
    @damarisseda 4 года назад +6

    Just a reminder that you’re amazing, beautiful, and inspiring!! I love you ❤️❤️

  • @Winterdays01
    @Winterdays01 4 года назад +9

    “Passion for Fashion” looool I love it girl bratz doll for lifeeeeee

  • @angelwallace-miles5020
    @angelwallace-miles5020 4 года назад +3

    i feel that those who are “off the hook,” often haven’t gone to the psychologist and bottle their feelings. so good on you for taking the leap to better your mental health x

    • @melodymay4888
      @melodymay4888 4 года назад +1

      There are a ton of people who don’t have mental illness who “are off the hook”. Those people can never understand fully what it’s like to live like this. It’s horrible but you have to get through it so yes some people are sort of “off the hook” because they don’t have mental illness. Going to a physiologist doesn’t mean you’ll be diagnosed with something

  • @hehethatsme9592
    @hehethatsme9592 4 года назад

    I love how niki is so open with us about her life situation

  • @nickiy.9153
    @nickiy.9153 4 года назад

    I love her energy in this vid. tbh in all her vids now. I feel like her goals for this year are happening. She's just so real and happy. We luv u niki and wish u the best in everything u do !:)

  • @daniellehawver9610
    @daniellehawver9610 4 года назад +610

    I also don't understand why she keeps putting money into apartments she doesn't own.. buy a house and invest in your money.

    • @gracecarlander1964
      @gracecarlander1964 4 года назад +38

      Agreed

    • @devonyturner6134
      @devonyturner6134 4 года назад +34

      She and gabi bought a house they use it for work. There’s a video about it

    • @savv4371
      @savv4371 4 года назад +90

      I don’t think she’s a commitment type of person lol she likes change

    • @emr_poems2272
      @emr_poems2272 4 года назад +23

      Personally when it’s time I’m getting a condo or apartment and I’m making sure it’s cute cuz I’m living in it. It’s a decision she has to make.

    • @sineadraleigh1562
      @sineadraleigh1562 4 года назад +35

      It’s her choice and her decision, you don’t know her financial situation.

  • @serenafrkovich6016
    @serenafrkovich6016 4 года назад +44

    I SEE THAT UNTAMED BOOK GIRL - THAT BOOK IS BEYOND EMPOWERING

  • @lilychristine8668
    @lilychristine8668 4 года назад +12

    at the end she said “i feel like we’re friends” and i’m 13 so i really hope she still would wanna be friends with me even with my age you know?? ps ily niki💝

  • @amesquitaalexable
    @amesquitaalexable 4 года назад

    not going to lie, I was never a huge fan of Niki, but this new side of her is amazing! i’m here for alllllllllll the new videos as soon as they post 🙌🏼🤩

  • @Imemmasmithy
    @Imemmasmithy 4 года назад

    Watching people clean gets me in a cleaning mode thanks niki you help me clean my messy room! THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!

  • @elliettejordan5802
    @elliettejordan5802 4 года назад +24

    her “sad little area” is like my DREAM living space