Things I Didn't Realize Were Dysphoria | Fat FTM

I was such an egg. I didn't realize what I was feeling was dysphoria for such a long time. Looking back, it's so obvious! In this video I talk about some things I realize now were 100% gender dysphoria.
Trigger warnings at the end of the video for discussion of sexual dysfunction, masturbation, and mention of sexual trauma. Nothing too explicit.
Tell me, what things do you realize now were dysphoria?

[@alluneedislessthan3]

OMFG YES I did the Mulan and tenor thing EXACTLY like you described. I also obsessively watched Mulan everyday from 5-7th grade and was really mad that I couldn’t be a Boy Scout even though I hated camping and “boy activities”. I was a very feminine kid, teen, and adult and still am some degree of feminine, so I can have a tendency to try to gaslight myself out of transition because it was never super obvious that I wanted to be a boy. So relating to stuff like this helps a lot. I did all of these in some altered form really lol. Thanks for the vid and hope you’re going well! 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

[@alanb750]

Hey Hoagie! When I had 10 years old I used to draw a guy with a mustache and hated when my art teacher assign me to draw a female like Minnie. I still have those. Guess who is the guy now and who wants a mustache..haha. Im starting T next month bdw. Looove your content. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING!💜

[@HoagieJay]

You're welcome!

[@talibotz]

This a wonferful and destigmatizing account of autoandrophilia. Thank you for sharing.

[@tylerl4768]

5:43 “What you egg”😂😂

[@malick_white7706]

I think Mulan is a twin spirit/flame! Makes sense!

[@channel08]

I label Mulan as
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What’s written on the script

[@Lockwood-strangerthings]

i swear mulan is a trans man. (its my favorite disney movie)

[@HoagieJay]

This is just facts.

[@Lockwood-strangerthings]

@@HoagieJay yes! High five bro!

[@tylerl4768]

Many people argue that Mulan is a crossdresser rather than trans and many trans people think that its offensive to call mulan trans. Personally I do not care because I don;t even know who/what mulan is or about, despite being told many times I look like mulan. (I swear some people were just saying it to be racist)

[@Lockwood-strangerthings]

@@tylerl4768 I personally am a trans man and think Mulan is a trans man its all how u see the story, and I can see why it can be offensive

[@reallycoolguy121]

Mulan is a story about restrictive sex roles. It is so sad that you guys think it means it is a story about her being male. Females can never be male. Women can never be men. Stop.

[@Lockwood-strangerthings]

i do the same thing with characters with fanfiction