Crack Addict-Todd (follow up)
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- Опубликовано: 10 окт 2024
- Soft White Underbelly follow up interview and portrait of Todd, a crack addict who came to Skid Row for a weekend and never left.
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• Crack Addicted Trick-Todd
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He doesn’t wanna get out, he just wants to make this lifestyle more comfortable for him.
Sad but true.
@Mark Terry .... Is that you singing Johnny Cash and playing the guitar... love it... Btw, brings back some wonderful memories... my Dad had a band and he would sing that Johnny Cash song too! 😊
He's a tool theif. Dude is a piece of shit who will ruin other people's lives for his next fix. Saying this as a heroin addict
Yes, it seems like a common thing here....
Bigggg factsss
Like to hear his wifes side of the story
Mm l
Definitely 🙄
he said she’s an addict too, so probably much the same
I've yet to hear a story where the 2 sides are even vaguely similar😔
@@emmaronan6611 well this one very well could be it id suggest!
I'm 21 years clean and sober today thank God good luck 2 all on skid row...
Congratulations on your sobriety!
Congratulations
Congradulations! That is very impressive!!
@BeetsbyDwight thank you
@@sherrycallaway6578 thank you
Crack addict: I'm not going home until I'm clean.
Crack: You are never going home.
💀 lolol
Amen 🙏
@Chris M a comment writtem by a person who has not tasted the forbidden fruit?!
That’s it, exactly. I hope he reaches out to people in recovery. His brain is hijacked, and he’s his own worst enemy, right now. ❤️🩹
I find this kind of talk exhausting. I give you so much credit for listening to one story after another. This man is a con and is working so hard conning himself about how talented he is, how different his is from other addicts, how easily he could skip away from his habit. Sounds like talking to an alcoholic who wants to talk about each and every drunk and how much they can drink and still be the smartest person in the room.
I agree with your sentiments.
I agree. After watching this I can see how he was hustling Mark the whole time in his original video.
THIS Guy doesn't
Want to stop, bullshiting himself
Constantly"
He's the ultimate "Liar & Victim." He's a legend in his own mind. He's not even a good con.
He's highly intelligent. Troubled but highly intelligent.
Todd seems to think he is above others on Skid Row. He is like every addict I have ever known. He is a liar and a manipulator. He is in total denial. He cannot move forward until he owns his addiction.
@Brunette Beauty Perfectly said.... 💯
Real big facts!!!!!
@Brunette Beauty 😆 😆 😆. I needed that laugh.
The man built a fortress on skid row
His story's have to be fake.. he's just high on crack and so happy to do an interview for money to get more crack
He looks like a high school principal, but as you listen to him speak you can see the addict.
Never judge a book 📕 by its cover!
I was a heroin and crack addict for 15 yes been clean 12 yrs I have a good life now all I need and thank his every single day
Congratulations!!!😎😍👏👏👏
Well done Debbie , be proud of yourself
He invited his wife up to skid row to visit his tent.
Fuck yeah she flipped out.
I can only imagine the horror.
Just invited her casually to dinner at his place, gave her the address
He needs incentive to return to her. He literally prefers to live in Skid Row than live with her. That's fucked up.
My tent was nice too dude
All of the "females" around must have made her feel real comfy.
I've been binge watching these videos non-stop. They are fascinating recollections of the human condition. They not only make me think about the people being interviewed and their actions but also about us, the audience. Why are we so fascinated with these people? What do these videos say about us?
I watch and see parts of my self in these videos in certain ways. I just don't use drugs as a solution to solve my problems.
I think we are so fascinated because we could be like them. Taking hard drugs seems like opening a box that should never be opened. Once you become aware of the immediate reward value presented by drugs, it's probably natural to be extremely tempted by them over investing in the slow, long term rewards of working on yourself. That's what I think anyway.
I think, But for the Grace of God, go I. I used drugs in the late 60s and 70s and lived it up on sex and rock n roll. Then in a twist of events that left me far from home and desperate, I fell on my knees and prayed, suddenly I left Miami and found myself in church asking God for forgiveness for screwing up my life so bad. He met me there and I've been changed since turning to Him instead of drugs. I see myself and where I would be today had Jesus not rescued me. Theres hope but its not in the next high, we all need a change of heart, will and desires. TYJ
@@03greedo29 Be grateful that you have that ability.
@@dellaB22 Amen to that! ❤️
This man has a story for everything. And not once has he said anything was his fault!
Nah he did take responsibility for things, especially in his first interview. He said people robbing him was his own fault and a few other things.
Mark, your such a nice respectful man in your interviews. I don’t know how you have so much patience.
Wait til Victor pulls a gun on him.... "So do ya have any kids" lolz, dosent miss a beat.
HE'S ABSOLUTELY AWESOME
Can’t believe how he complicates his life and blames everyone but himself. Insanity.
Crack is a helluva drug ~ Rick James
He does get women like crazy they won't stop flacking over him.
DRUGS R INSANITY!! U SEE WHO HE REALLY CAN B BUT THE DIFFICULTY OF ADDICTION IS A BEAST!!
Yes, insanity, she loved him very much that why she put sugar in my gasoline tank, put me to jail. Looks like He enjoys his tragedies
So many negative comments on Todd’s video. He is still a human being! I wish you well Todd, I hope that you take your creative talents elsewhere, make it back to your family, and maintain sobriety!! Sending you and yours all the love !
Honestly I agree. Negativity won’t fix anything! Send prayers and love!
I am so glad to read your comment!! God bless you!
I'm with you 💯 on this.. Todd is a very likeable guy and I wish him many blessings and of course he is in my prayers for his sobriety
People need a reality check. He's delusional and he's been smoking crack everyday. He needs people to be honest with him and direct him in the right direction.
I agree. Much love to Todd, and hope for his struggle. ❤️. There is more out there than AA/NA. He’d do well with Smart Recovery. If not, there are other supports. I hope he googles Groups Recover Together. There are groups that won’t shame you, just help to lift you up. If AA/NA works for you, work it. It’s not one size fits all…do what resonates with you, Todd! 🧡
He doesnt want to admit crack is a problem and makes excuses why he uses. First step admit you have a problem.
He admits he’s an addict plenty in his first video.......
@David - my brother 55yrs smoking for almost 30. Has had all the material stuff lost all of it still wont admit he has a problem amazing imagination n creativity up in smoke
@@diastaugh46 he looks so much worse in this interview, like for some reason he didnt leave the last time.
@@hooked16 & he admitted that he was deep in a binge? When you’re not a drug addict you won’t understand... I don’t understand why he didn’t go back either but what he said aloud was that he was too deep in a binge... & that’s his reason 🤷🏾♀️ so that’s what I took from it ....
This guy is delusional. He really needs to get himself outta there and back to his construction and wife
That's the power of substances. They will amplify any irregularity's in the personality.
He's spending $4000 on lumber. That's first, last, and security on a single apartment, plus expenses for a month. I know he has a addiction, but if he's spending that kind of money
@@robertarnold9676 a homeless crack addict would have $4,000 worth of ANYTHING ?
He is so odd. He really is off in his own world. Where did he get that ego?
Nah....why send him back to hiz wife? think she will be doing just fine if not better without him...... I wish him all the best but I definitely don't wish his family anymore heartache than he's already caused numerous times.. He's been at this for years!
Audience, at 1:45 he's telling the TRUTH. I've seen in person a homeless man with a well built portable home underneath a drain area under a sewer area. Now it didn't flood out, but you could fish from his front door ONLY if it heavily rained. I'll NEVER forget, there was an environmental court complaint, and I was able to view police check on the complaint. This guy had a portable stove burner, clean dishes, small ice box with cold foods/beverages. This guy had a twin foldable bed, fresh jugs of water, with battery lamps. He was super smart and grid free. I hated he was arrested for just taking care of himself with a good living away from public view. He had clean folded clothes, and his place was clean, with a febreze smell. In court the judge didn't fine him, but advised him just not to rebuild.
Todd has a problem with facing reality. I pray that he realizes that HE is the problem, and gets the help that he needs.🙏🏾
This guy is never going to change.
Agreed , the crack is attacking his life force.... he has so many amazing skills and is quite personable... hope he gets out of the mess
I'm thinking the same thing too.. he has much potential and talents. If he could get off the drugs and use that energy for good things he could make such a difference..
His into that pussy to much..he has issues he's following that high from the beginning and he ain't getting it so know he could talk al he wantsmm all that blah blah blah all he wants but he ain't going to do nothing with this life until he gets clean...
He likes all that drama
Yeah... I bet you are well aware of his amazing skills. You gotta be out of your mind.
He prob won’t the crack had got a hold
You nailed 🔨 it! He needs to reach out to people in recovery. It doesn’t have to be AA/NA. There are a lot more options now. His brain is hijacked. He needs to ask the survivors how they’re doing it, with all due respect 🫡. He’s a personable and intelligent man…lots of strength there, to build on. ❤️🩹
Like George costanza said “it’s not a lie If you believe it”
One of the more subtle effects of cocaine is the slow advent of low level psychosis, very well demonstrated here. It's often mistaken for denial, but it's really just a false view of reality eg I always do well at everything I do
I think you've hit the nail on the head.
Yes you are right I was a crack head and thought I was amazing
Makes sense. Even a little snort of snow makes you feel like a Rockstar. Could imagine the feeling taking over after years of heavy abuse.
It's amazing, and sad, to see how he changed so much from his last interview. He justifies everything now and doesn't seem to want help any longer.
Interview the wife.
@Zert Teyyy damn kinda rude
Had I been invited by my Husband to go see where he was staying and it became painfully clear he was spending thousands on Ho’s Sugar in his gas tank would be the least of the consequences. 🙄
What's her addiction? Nagging?
WE LOVE UPDATES MARK!!!!
I met someone like this man once. I had no idea he was on drugs because he knew I was against it! When I found out I paid him to get away from me. These people will destroy you!!!
He seems like he has potential that’s in the wrong environment
Me too plz update Todd is outrageous... 7 g a day 👀😲🤯😱🤔 wows
This is a very interesting video because I remember watching the first video with Todd and it’s like crazy to see this video which is a totally different vibe.
He jumped subjects pretty quick after the mention of how he didt use the money he was given for what it was suppose to be for
Addict talk
@@royaldavis640 thief talk
Right like he says I agree mark these addicts take take and take. Like bro you just stole marks money
Right... His 'but anyway ', threw me off. At least apologize and thank Mark. Something... I don't get how Mark is able to easily pardon this behavior time and time again. I don't have this type patience or forgiveness. Some peoples entitlement is so over the top.
I get very, very bad vibes from this man. He’s very manipulative. I hope he does get sober though.
Me 2
No shit he's a skid row crackhead
@@samyoulll1701 I often feel for these folks. Definitely wish no ill upon them so long as they're not issuing ill upon others. I'm sure it takes a lot to tell these stories and I'm glad to listen to them. But I do not want them in my home😁 well articulated comment. Love it. The truthes have to flow both ways.
I feel a lot of compassion for him - its clear to me that he's a person who justifies very evil behavior. I can't rightly say what, exactly, he does but there's something deeply disturbing about him. I've been around crack heads in real life, but this is something more. Can you imagine how painful it is, in those quiet moments of recollection, to realize that you're a truly bad person who hurts other people and lies about everything? My life hasn't been easy at every turn, as many of us can say, but I simply can't fathom how painful it would be to exist as this guy, how much he suffers. Mark is a saint for enduring each of these interviews.
@@bradtaylor2723 Crack heads & Heroin addicts are all liars & thieves. I wouldn't trust any one of them, to take care of my pet boa constrictor, nevermind invite one of these clowns into your home.
Anyone who is addicted to crack, etc, really shouldn't brag primarily about how good they are at things. Such a person won't get anywhere (good) without an overwhelming sense of humility. This guy needs to stop bragging about how talented he is, stop talking about the people who have screwed him over, focus on the fact that he has screwed himself over and change his life for the better, then report back. I've met people like him...learned I couldn't trust a thing they said.
It’s the drugs talking.
Todd is a prime example and truthfully stated that anyone can become an addict. Despite his circumstance he still manages to not comprime his soul and has boundaries. Very impressive and has some deep routed inner strength.
“ I think there are better fights to fight “ Best quote of the video. He’s so persistent on getting compensated for his items when there is no way in hell it’ll happen.
Another escape from reality. This guy really thinks he can out-bureaucrat the LAPD. Poor thing.
It's his mindset. He could have ADHD along with mental illness (& short man complex...ugh!).
Reminds me somewhat of my husband. We have been together 20 years and 4 years ago he went "out" now he's been clean almost 4 years thank God! Now we are the happiest and closest we have ever been. We are starting a new plumbing business and off to a great start. He was using heroin and speed together. Then he decided to get clean with the help of suboxone. Now he's almost off of that but that definitely served its purpose. Listening to this man reminds me of my husband as far as being resourceful when he was out on the streets running around. I wouldn't let him stay here at our home because I'm an x addict and couldn't have that at the house even though I loved him so much. I went to places trying to find him to save him while jeopardizing my sobriety. It was just pure hell for about 3 years then finally he gave it up completely.
Love from Canada Holly! I hope everything’s good!!!
You did right. People have to see the devastation of addiction to know we need help. I hope you are both doing well, today! I got out of addiction with my man. It’s not impossible, but it takes two to make it happen (and a whole lot of community support, professional help…whatever it takes). Suboxone saved me life. I have a painful physical condition that requires treatment. When people self-treat on the streets, polyaddiction is almost inevitable. Physical dependency on opiates is what kept me in the streets. With that under control, I use exercise and nutrition to keep me “up”. You’re a strong person. Thanks for your inspiring story! ❤️🩹
The depression he gets from not using crack is part of the withdrawal. He needs to get over that period (it'll be months) and then assess whether he has depression or not
It's gross to me how some videos are met with such optimism and hope when others are torn down. Wishing you well Todd.
💯. Mark knows, and we know, that playing judge is not the point!
I can't help but imagine how successful this guy would of been without his addiction
Yeah,absolutely..i can't help to think that about any of these people that are on here...some are very smart
Marginally
@TexasForever Yes. 💔
He doesnt look fucked up considering hes crackhead i mean hes skinny ..rare to see a functional crackhead
@TexasForever Well said. Agreed👍
Drugs are hell. Keep you in ground hog day...stuck
So, so true!
Damn never thought about it that way, well put!!!!
Crack confidence at its finest
Be good to see him when he’s down just to see the difference
@@jjackson337 Yep…I’d rather do well for myself too, but I know I can’t do it alone, today. The brain never forgets the high (though scientists are working on it). 🧡
Dude is a trip
This lifestyle is so deceiving..it feels so exhilarating, exciting scary and crazy.. it becomes a new addiction in itself. I pray you get sick of this crap and go get well soon!!!we do recover. U can do this brother
💯
For a guy who drives around stealing tools as a "hustle," he sure likes to whine a lot about his stuff getting stolen!
Exactly!
Karma
addicts are the worst hypocrites
He does accept it though
Not much respect from me.
Thank GOD i got clean... I hope he comes around & gets the help he needs.
Opiates mostly. Heroin was my drug of choice.
@Karey Landreneau Thank you! 😊
I would love to see a new update on Todd!! I hope he is back in San Diego, kicking ass.
Man these homeless people be making more than me
Yeah for real
That's because they are much more highly motivated than you
You can go there anytime you want. IT IS NOT WHAT HE SAYS IT IS. LOOK UP THE WORD DELUSIONAL.
I like this guy. Hope he finds hope and happiness.❤️
I don't know about hope and happiness, but I'm sure he'll find crack and despair.. Again.
He upsets me so bad. Get clean dude. An addict with a big ego is disgusting.
He is !! He’s the most arrogant junkie yet !
Maybe the drug makes him insane or the shame or he’s insane
Todd is just a Hustler!!!!! He needs accept hes a crack addict with talent!!!!!!!
You called it !! most pathetic crack head we’ve seen yet !! The bullshit he spews ~ Ugh
Accept it!? What the fuck is wrong with you?!
No boss would buy him crack to keep him working.
"am i a workaholic" hasn't worked in a year
He’s so into himself it’s sickening.
He just had a hit. Crack confidence!
@@vidamariaixchel7873 😂😂😂😂😂😂yeo chill
Drug addicts/alcoholics in general. Me me me.
Agree-he is self centered and selfish. He said he has a disabled child - evidently doesn’t care enough about the kid to see or support him? He has excuses for everything - time to take responsibility for yourself and your life sir.
It’s the crack
Hey mark, I would love to see a video of you walking us down skid row and telling us about it, would love to see it, sounds so fascinating to me a street full of tents. We don’t have anything like that in Australia m.
2007s skid row is a great documentary about it, though outdated. The problem is 10× worse than it was in 2007. Lost in America is another good doc about homelessness in America. It's a real problem all over but Skid Row is like something out of a movie. It really is unbelievable to see.
We dont either in SE Oklahoma. I would love to see it.
RUclips has videos of it....
That's how you get punched in the face. Please don't walk skid row filming into people's tents. Those are their homes.
Mark isn't going to put himself in danger. Walking skid row is Dangerous. Especially with a camera.
Majority of these addicts will unfortunately NEVER change. I have family members who are hooked on drugs and alcohol, and they CHOOSE their habits over there own children! This man says himself, that he does drugs to BLOCK EVERYTHING OUT!... If you block everything out, and don't face the future with a strong mind, you're NEVER gonna progress! I wish him, as well as all addicts the very best, take care and stay blessed! 💙,✌,🍕grease!
Amen Angel 🙏
It’s so insane how we allow ourselves to lose everything Bc of drugs. We truly become slaves to our drugs. Todd no more excuses , time for you to get clean and I wish you all the luck in the world.
hes in cali too he could just smoke some good weed
@@loadthebowl and here in Michigan they have made it legal
Todd you have wonderful humour, love it. You understand what makes you tic, or not. Geez most clean people cant do that. And the only person who gets hurt is yourself, but you roll with it. I personally think this journey is far deep seated , and when you work that out, whatever that may be will finally bring you the peace. Only you needs to find your peace. I wish you well which ever way you go. Xx
Stellar post.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
He’s a con man - he claims he does well-he does well at his hustle..., he does well on a program. Full of excuses and lack of personal responsibility for himself or his wife and family which he claims to love.
Why do you comment when you don't know anything about addiction.
He forgot to mention the heated pool and artificial ski slope. I feel like he's being overly modest.
Indeed, and the mercedes and room for a pony and a swimmingpool...😉
lol
He said “get back in the red”. That’s in the negative. You want to be in the black.
Yes, that was an interesting mistake he made.
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly the universe hears “red”. It’s an interesting interview.
I always thought it was “back in the green” as in stocks and money you want to be in the positive
Yes, I heard that. Lol
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly he also said he had a younger brother and older brother then he goes on to say he is the youngest 🧐
If he makes so much money, he should pay back the money Mark loaned to him.
Thats not how it works....with addicts money flows one way.
If you make ANY money you should legally change your trash ass name, TERRI
exactly. I'm sure he tried to scam some $$ out of mark
It’s not a loan. Mark pays people to interview them.
AS SOON AS I WAKE UP ... I get your video!!!!!
Haha. Me too! 4am.
Mee too! Im up at 5 a.m. in ks and BOOM! Here welcome to skid row
@@ariessweety8883 I’m in nj I just heard there’s some crazy fires in colorado
@@llllllllll9577 Oh no, I haven't heard. I'll have to check that out. That's too bad.
Addiction at it’s finest! I’m with ya Glynn. 💜😮💕🤣
And I’m in nj too!
dude looks way fing rough now. he needs a week of sleep and warm meals. wake up Todd! we want you to get better.
He’s great at everthing he does. What I’m seeing is a taker. He’s taking it all and in the end it will take him.
Not if he gets good help and support. I’ve seen people recover and be reborn, unrecognizable (in a good way). I’m one of them. ❤️
Todd is (unfortunately) back...
HA! 🤣
😂😂
First he said he got 16 bags back from the LAPD and then he said they didn’t give him any of his belongings 💁🏻♂️
He straight up pimped his tent.
He never explained why he accepted money from Mark to go home and never did!? 🤔😐
He smoked the 💰
Some things don't need an explanation. The answer is in his verbiage and mannerisms. Heartbreaking really. Hope this guy finds clarity and help before it is ultimately too late.
I wonder if it had anything to do with crack?
Because crack
He doesn’t really have to explain, he did the interview. He can do with the money what he wants tbh. 🤷♀️
Would love an update with Todd. I wonder if the weekend turned into 2 years…
He'd been there a year at this interview.
Just came across Todd’s videos today, and I was wonder the same thing. It’ll be two years since the follow up video was done in October…
Todd is very talented with skills, I hope that he can be honest with himself, take accountability and responsibility for his decisions and actions. I really want him to be successful in his life, think more of getting better for himself and his family.
I genuinely enjoy Todd, love to see more!
I bailed at 51 seconds. Guy is a classic con man and don't need to hear anymore of his shtick. Hope the first person he stops lying to is himself. Wish him well and God bless.
Hey Todd....Nice to hear you movin and groovin! Get yourself cleaned up and back on track. I would have loved to see your "tent"...I'm sure it was crazy good! My house in Lakewood is falling apart and I need to hire a good contractor. You could be the man! Take care and be safe!
He says he has a twin brother but when mark said so there's four boys, he's says no, I have an older brother and a younger brother. Ppl like this who are fast talkers, bullshit themselves more than anyone else, and can easily be caught in their own lies
I didn't catch that!
Maybe his twin was born second, thus making him slightly the younger brother
But then he says right after that he himself is the youngest, definitely lying
That confuses me to about if he has a twin or not. Even the police files don't believe he has a twin because he said both Files come up for him when he is arrested-his and his supposedly twin brother.
Thinks he's nickel slick but we all got his penny change
I don’t believe anything he said, and mark please watch out for him, he came to you for money to get back home you gave him it he never went. Now he wants money again. 😩
I believe Mark has a new reading of Todd.
It's like a stray cat, if you feed it once it'll come back everyday bc it's learned where food comes from
it's mutual
I agree.....pure B.S.
@@thesimulation9651 I’ll gladly feed a cat though
Why would someone invest that much time and money into a place on skid row?
Because they like getting high and everything you need to get high is all there,easy access
Because people do what they can with what they have
Skid Row's full of drug addicts who are choosing to stay addicted and live with the bare minimum, rather than create a better life for themselves.
California's a democrat shithole state that enables this behavior and that's why it's full of losers.
Sacrifices have to be made in order to stay clean and they're not willing to give up the drug and make them.
Makes no sense.
To impress the chics !
I just decided. He really scares the he.. out of me.
A guy I was working with here in Cleveland had the same addiction and skill. Finally I worked with him to get him help and now he absolutely 💯 successful. Drugs are nuts. "There are tons of ways to make money here", imagine if these brilliant addicts actually set thir minds to the right path. What a shame and a waste.
"Someone stole my tools"
"Don't ask me about my hustle..... You need tools?"
😂
I don’t steal from people individually 🤣🤣 I have a suspicion he likes to visit the truck yards.
Yes, he's breaking into trucks and construction sites and stealing people's tools.
Stealing from Walmart or the liquor Mart is one thing, but stealing the tools that people need to earn a living is really low.
@@patrickdoyle6198 goddamn right is is. We just had 2 Miller bobcats stolen
@@andrewdarby2729 how does someone manage to steal a bobcat? just roll it away on a trailer?
Man I hope he makes it out of there. Seems like such a likeable guy.
Not sure what to believe .
Unfortunately there isn’t many honest crackheads....
Believe this - addiction will make people believe their own lies.
It’’s your conscious mind telling you that you have self worth, ie that you are good at something, that everything isn’t lost. But your ego knows that you are lost to the crack. Either you take control and get clean or your ego takes you down to where it’s too late.
I had a feeling he wasn’t going to stick to his word.
Combine intelligence with delusions and he’s what you get.
He was in LA to visit a son , remember ?! No mention if said son ! likely non existent
People just lie to themselves to do wrong. All this justifying and saying his fine is the real tragedy.
Yes.
You are pretty
@@dmoney8502 And so are you!😉😍🤗😗
@@marylougeorge9890 thank you😘
@@dmoney8502 😂😂😂
He’s not only addicted to Crack he’s addicted to the lifestyle also 😞
I definitely feel for him as far as the way the city handled tearing down his building. Even though Mark is probably right that fighting that fight is pointless, there is something visceral that comes out in some people when the government fucks with your property.
I so wanted to see pictures of his “Lair “.
Same. lol
Looks like this is his lair in this video ruclips.net/video/KBDaHM4WUoA/видео.html&ab_channel=NBCLA
@@wellz21 just wow! Thanks for sharing
It’s weird to see him delude himself by bragging he is a good dude, hard worker and that he got all these nice qualities from his mom when his story is quite the contrary. He makes a lot of excuses for his problematic life situation so he can continue to smoke crack and not look in the mirror and recognize how badly he messed up life for himself and those around him. He is somewhat of a narcissist who wants all people to think highly of him and paradoxically wants love from people who are the least likely to give it to him while spurning the love of those who really would so easily care( like his kids and wife). thereafter he complains about how he gets robbed and treated like crap. Well yeah the karma comes around and instead of loving the family who needs him and really would provide sustainable and unlimited love, he tries to nurture and fix people far down the hole....Maybe to atone for the sins of his own dysfunctional parents. Sins which aren’t really his but toxic love is all that he knows and healthy love he spurns because it is alien to him. Then when his family grows to hate him; rather than just man-ing up and making amends he uses it as justification that he should go deeper down the hole and leave them behind. Rather than face reality.
The drugs won’t let him face reality. They’ve taken over his decisions. He needs help.
As a woman myself, I don't appreciate how Todd talks about women in general and his wife specifically. I would imagine that she found marriage to Todd quite a learning experience.
I Finally Got What Mark Says;,.. They Want The Lifestyle & That's The Hardest Habit To Kick
Can you explain how the lifestyle is more addictive than drugs? I don’t get it personally
@@megangriffith9630 recovering addict here! It just is. You get comfortable living that life. That becomes ALL you know. Thinking of “living” like a normal person seems foreign and impossible. 4 years later I’m still more comfortable in the hood then I am in my home in the small little safe town I live in now. Being a drug addict is an entire lifestyle.
@Megan, Its almost like they feel needed;,.. Being used,abused,stolen from & they will jeopardize what they have left in them & that gives them the purpose to not wanna do better;,.. I feel most Ppl that are interviewed are not chasing the dope for a high,More for not being dope sick;,.. But hey I'm just a chick with a feeling
@@jordanplans4611I'm in this situation now. just trying to keep my head up and pray
@@jordanplans4611 😪
Thank You ❤️ for sharing
He is lying he is screwing someone. Am I the only one who wants to see the pictures of of his place he built. Good luck Todd.
I do , I do
I want to see it too
He’s legit
Why do you think he’s lying? I genuinely believe he’s a construction worker judging by the muscle on his wrists for a crackhead.
@@FortNite-fb5wm I think he is a construction worker I just want to see the pictures. I was saying he lied about being with a woman.
Why would you spend $10,000 on a god#amn tent?!? 🤨 I call major BS.
😂😂
Absolutely
$10,000 in tools, not 10,000 in materials. Hes lying, but its entirely possible. It would've just been his tools from when he was working construction.
@@Bassmasterwitacaster maybe $10k when he bought them new 20 years ago- try selling tools used and the actual market value is probably $500 to a normal person or $50 in his case when he is desperate. This poor man is living in a world of lies. He doesn’t dare face reality.
He lying
When he said he’s hit bottom I thought there’s still lower to go. It would be good for him to leave... now. Whenever you think “nothing could be worse than this”, is usually when you find out how much worse it can become. Get out while the getting is (relatively) good. You may say yes to the next proposition. For your sake Todd, I hope not. Get yourself into a program, while the choice is still within your reach.
David Jones I agee he’s been there a year that’s not very long but eventually it will consume him I hope it doesn’t
Excellent advice
David...great comment, man
The crack is keeping him from doing what he needs to do to get back into a normal life
@@jeepgirl9592, oh yeah, i know it does.
I just wanted to put that out there just incase he reads these comments, I know that he won't change just because of our little comments, but it may go towards helping him REALIZE that the drug is keeping him from what life REALLY has to offer.
I remember a very long time ago I was an addict too, and i didn't care what anyone said. But after about 7years of hearing it AND reading it, something clicked inside and I knew right then I was done and was GONNA BE DONE! Know what I'm sayin'?
Doesn't want a normal life
@@mattsmagicmycology21295 ..I dont agree with that statement. Just because someone is facing an obstacle like addiction doesn't mean they don't care.
"I let them believe I am naive". The only truthful thing he says in this entire interview.
How did he have the money for all those things, and the drugs. He sounds so much like my brother! He broke my mother's heart everyday of her life!
Didn’t you watch either of his videos? He does construction
The subtext here is that he steals his supplies. It may have been 4k in lumber, but he didn't use 4k to get it.
LoL ! I remember his 1st interview. Crack is a hell of a drug that doesn't discriminate. This guy is talented w his hands i hope he gets out because longer he stays its not gonna end well!
And talented with his words.
There's alot of talented crackheads out there.
I don’t understand the negativity towards this man. I don’t think for a second he thinks he’s better than anyone. He says when he does something he does it well even drugs. It’s his gift and also his curse. He’s probably right. He’s talented he’s creative motivated when he chooses to be but he said he’s “stuck” he’s a slave to his drug. I don’t think he sugar coats it. I think he’s been as candid as he wants and when he is, expresses his difficulties. Maybe he’s embarrassed and disappointed in himself so he talks in a way that minimizes what he feels. It’s his choice to portray his life the way he chooses. It gets old feeling like a piece of shit everyday. He couldn’t even speak about his son beyond saying the words “my son” without getting emotional. No two people are the same and that doesn’t change because you’re addicted to a substance. Everyone’s an individual and needs to be treated as such. He may speak in third person but I truly believe he knows he’s speaking for himself and his experiences as well.
Thank you! 💯
When he said, "I'm unique..." says it all.
Wishing you the best Todd
I don’t believe anything that comes out of his mouth. I hope he gets help before it’s too late.
“ i have an older brother and a younger brother” then he goes on to say he’s the youngest.... seems like he’s full of shit... sadly I don’t think he will change
Todd is a crack up...no pun intended. I have a feeling things are going to end bad if he doesn't get himself help. I have a job for him in San Diego if he gets clean but he isn't gonna get it doing crack. I wish him sobriety and peace. !!
He’s probably the most interesting to listen to
Todd is back... talking alot... hope he stays Safe!
@Stephen Murphy Yup. Something has happened.
Keep coming back
It works if you work it ✌
Jesssuuussss....cmon man. Get well and go home!!!ur an amazing guy. Pleasseeee
Welp all I can say is he’s a likable guy best of luck to you and getting that treatment buddy.