"Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong." -Terence McKenna
Corey Stewart I haven’t tried DMT yet but when I questioned everything around me people called me crazy and I should just lay back and follow the system presented to me...
Incredible storytelling. He takes you there right with him. And you can just sense how he gets lost in the story because of how much it has mean to him... Man has opened his mind.
i had a very similar experience during an ayahuasca ceremony. I merged with the creator, and I didn't want to come back. I almost forgot I was human but something kept reminding me. Something very distantly far away reminded me that people were waiting for me to return. absolutely changed my life.
So help me out here. NOW WHAT?! I want to check this out for educational and enlightenment purposes...especially since I'm not having children. Once you have this kind of enlightening experience, what do you do with it when you come back? (not fear death, live a kinder life, etc)?
Now reach out to the fractal images of The Creator that surround you that are not enlightened and help them find their way to realization...then we can all make the ascension and complete the unification.
advice for everyone in this thread is to go buy "Be Here Now" by Ram Dass / Richard Alpert. It's nicknamed the hippie bible from the late 60's and is pretty psychedelic to read (lots of amazing artwork). I hope you guys check it out
@@deanedward2379 Why would you want complete unification? We are PERFECT, here and now, as it is. This is how we wanted it to be. This is how we dream it.
Wow. I am completely speechless. "In my warped sense of time, I had been gone for at least one thousand years." Wow. It is IMPOSSIBLE to wrap your mind around feeling like you're gone for a thousand years, and then realizing it's only be 15 minutes in perceived time of our world. Damn.
Its crazy that if my parents heard this guy they would assume he is nuts, and so would most people. But the crazy shit is this man is more aware than most humans would ever be.
the first time i drank ayahuasca I was in Peru and every one sat down and got a glass full that was about half the size of a coffee cup, or about the same size as a normal size of a tea cup, and if you wanted more all you had to do was knock on the floor and they come over and ask what you needed. my experience started and i thought it was not enough while everyone else was feeling it pretty well, so i asked for another cup. after i drank the 2nd cup i felt very sick about 5-10 min later and purged. it was a good sick and felt good to purge. then i was blasted off into my body and it started to heal my body from my head to toes. i was gone but i knew i was still here. something kept speaking to me and letting me know everything would be alright. then when it was finished repairing my body it said to me that i need to be reset and just relax a second. at this point i felt very good and calm. then after that it asked me if i wanted anything and i replied that i wanted my kid to be healthy which was 3 months in the belly of my wife, and i wanted my wife to be taken care of and to be safe. so showed me the inside of my wives belly and I spoke to my son which i found out that night. i told my wife the next day she was gonna have a boy and she laughed. when i got home we went to see the doctor and she said it was in fact a boy. after this is brought me to the life cycle of everything, how we die but are reborn and the only our bodies die but we will always live on in the universe. we are just a small pat of a much bigger plan of our existence. i could keep going on but i am talking to much now. all 6 times a drank ayahuasca it was pure bliss and learning.
Can you share where you went to have your Ayahusca session? Do you have facebook or somewhere I can contact you so you can share the rest of the story? But if not, I primarily want to know where you took it because it sounds like a good place.
"The trip" Its also well documented by anthropologists. In the "religious" practices of the "primitive" humans, it is the center of the shamanism. He is explaining exactly what anthropologists studied and concluded. I find this interview very interesting. Thank you for sharing it.
The mind will present infinite levels of "layers" as long as you are trying to peel those layers back with the ego the mind will oblige and create more for you to peel back... Stop peeling and realize you are already God perfected.
Best existensial and spiritual description of conscious existence i ever saw, he is describing and answering 90% of all the existensial questions ever asked! Mindblowing inspirational positive!!!
I really, really, really, want to know what this man saw in his experience, like what he actually saw. But that knowledge is left with him. Amazing speech.
You don't understand how profound this experience is. I got da good shit? Referring to drug abuse and denegrating the psilocybin experience to that. I laugh with alot of thins but this is way beyond jokes
+165shooter MIA yes, i had a high dose LSD trip a bit over a week ago, and entered the spirit realm. You really cant describe it sadly. LSD brings your mind to some odd places, not heaven or hell necessarily, it can manifest as indifference, euphoria, dysphoria, fear, empathy, or nirvana. The feeling of not being a something is very odd, not necessarily something one should experience if they are weak minded, as i actually was prior to my dose. I have changed extremely for the better since then sarted losing weight, being more social, and plan on tapering off my addictive prescription medication i was surpressing my problems with earlier. You really just view "reality" as a spectator that is ripped apart from what a human is, you will wonder what the fuck your arms are if you manage look at them on high dose psychedelics and everything feels like its an extension of your body.
+Jimmy Russels Dude, that's really weird. I read this thinking it was my comment, because you hit the nail on the head with what happened with me. I changed completely for the better, and a strong mind replaced a weaker one. Cheers.
@@dannyhaldas3690 I agree with Tom actually.. I prefer to smoke dmt over taking aya.. On aya it's easier to control the trip but the purging part is awful..
Tried it today and loved it! All I could hear was a long humming base with a dance beat that blew me away.. like the most amazing house music...whilst a female voice is reassuring me by saying everything is gonna be ok just let go. The visuals were stunning but didn't break through. I could feel it was coming though. I had a sence. Can't wait to do it again.
When he brings up the idea that he wanted so badly to be human again, it kinda makes me think if I died many of times in the past,... What if each time I die, I miss being human so badly that I re-live my life from the way I remember it? Or what if we just live a loop for all eternity, just destined to experience human life? This dude makes me think more than anything has in my life
His is by far the best account of all the test subjects who experienced DMT in the original documentary. I feel lucky to have stumbled upon this unedited recounting of his experience, because if I ever try DMT, this level of awareness is what I will attempt to keep in mind.
I had a trip on a Monday morning a year ago. I've seen myself part of everything and everything was part of me. All is interconnected and time doesn't exist in death. When you die you also cease to exist at the first person, you exist on a third person perspective
I had one DMT breakthrough and it was exactly like this man describes. My layers of humanity shot down one by one, it was like a DDos attack, my brain couldn’t handle the information that was coming in all at once. After that the visuals started untill I reached the speed of light, then I gave up. I really thought I was dying but that moment was just the beginning of the real trip. After I surrendered I woke up in a different dinension, so beautifull, it was pure love. I never experienced any entitity though. Maybe I didn’t went far enough for that last final encounter. Next time I will go deeper
I think what people don't realize is that he took a much bigger dose than a breakthrough by smoking. U can only smoke so much before you're gone and can't take anymore. In the experiments they did it intravenously... He had a huge dose.
Taylor .Koellish .....Thank you, someone listened and realize he injected it, not smoked it. It's a whole nother world to inject something with that much potency then just smoking it same.... Kinda the same concept as heroin.
Not instantly for me, I had to take about 2-3 huge hits before I got a breakthru. A big hit on the vape or the bong got me like a LSD phase where every plant in the house was moving and breathing but nothing more than that, like level 2 on psilocybin trip.
9:22 THIS……THIS RIGHT HERE. This is the most terrifying part. There is no way to know in the moment that it’s temporary. As far as you know, you have died. I tried DMT and I experienced death, it was so terrifying I’m still processing all of it
Amazing.. Thank you for sharing this experience. For people who seek understanding, this video is so important. Bless you Patricio. Safe Travels. I hope to meet you one day.
the part that always confuses me when I watch this video is why he tells us all of this and then keeps one part secret. That makes me insatiably curious.
i live in lima peru, we are happy to have so many visitor i need to go the andes sometime soon too, altough there are some ceremenies held neir the city. greetings
I laughed, cried, then cried some more. Thank you so much for sharing. I never heard of him. I'm so thankful to find him, I can relate with his experiences.
similar feeling when I pass out one day (carotid choke from RNC) - super fast mosaic/flipping personal memories (= "my life flash before my eyes") - deep sadness / nostalgia realizing I was dying, i.e. loosing me forever - only awarness remains - felt my body unloose, even the digestive system and then I woke up, was out for just about ~5 sec
patrice373 I was cutting weight for my fight got RNC then started daydreaming of eating junk food... Then wondering where am I... As I came to it felt like a warm tingling feeling on my forehead
patrice373 I passed out twice from strangulation. No trip took place it just felt like my consciousness was shut down for 10 minutes straight and nothing happened
If you are God and you create your reality that you live in. Why not create a better reality for yourself? Wealth, success, love etc. If it is all based on your past memories, why not imagine a new past where you had everything you want?
this is an old comment but worth a reply nonetheless. have you ever played god mode in a game? it gets boring very fast that's probably the reason why. why would you choose to have everything and eliminate your own purpose. if he was choosing to come bacl to humanity it would be to live as human or would remove the point. the way happiness couldnt exist without unhappiness to contrast it.
Probably because there was no materiality to the experience, that is to say, it was just a trip after all, he only realized his own reality at a much higher level, that is to say he was probably able to be self-aware in soul and spirit and unaware of his body momentarily, and thus he was able to see the full spectrum of being human, in the Imago Dei sense.
For me, my high dose experiences were more zany and completely confused. I'm not even sure how much it was because I had plenty to take if I wanted, but the highest was probably 4 grams. It was an absolute wonderful experience and I just remember putting m hands over my face and saying " God I am tripping so fucking hard...thank you God for showing me this...thank you"... Over and over. The visuals were astonishing and the thoughts were more or less random. I remember standing in the corner of the room for some reason and just seeing this Mexican looking candy in these yellowish crinkly wrappers that would almost giggle and squirm. I definitely had a very strong feeling of euphoria and what really amazed me is how I came back to baseline sober so fast I mean, 6 hours its over almost like nothing happened.
As someone who's never done DMT or ayahuasca, why do people talk about something they have to keep secret? Is it like a deep solely personal secret or something you seriously can't talk about for some reason?
This is the first thing I can relate to. I've been on forums and yet this is the first time I've ever connected and agreed and understand the experience being described. It was the experience that changed the core of who I am. It's indescribable. Words can't do it justice. The day my ego was shattered and I woke up to the greatest universal truth. One which we all share.
We are "God". God is one consciousness (the universe) . the universe is God and everything in it too. all is one. The universie (God) can split up and create ANYTHING. God has split up into infinitely small consciousnesses with different egos. we all are God but we have illusions.. like egos and belief system that leads us to believe that we are separate beings. I AM ANOTHER YOU, YOU ARE ANOTHER ME. The universe consists of only one particle moving infinitely fast so it's appear to be everywhere at the same time. There is only one particle. you are made of the same particle as everything in the whole universe.. All is one,one is all we are creating the universe and we are the universe and i know even more... one love ! ps. never done DMT but i trust me i know. Mediation is the key
Aaron Gentry Remember you are "one" of the many aspects of God, you are god in the sense of you being the whole universe but are Aaron Gentry in the role of yourself, it is separate but the same
Possibly. Its a good way to go about life I presume. However, you can not be sure that this is absolute fact. The only things we know for certain are the experiences each individual endures in their life and the emotions that go with it. The key I believe is to become the greatest and fullest version of yourself and express yourself in the upmost manner without worrying about the thoughts and conscious ideas of society that has been placed upon us. Be well, be great, be you my friend. Then understanding that we are all one can be completely gratifying seeing that we are all unique individuals living in one entire entity.
I've always kinda thought we were all apart of each other or "god" like our minds or consciousness not our body's our bodies are just vehicles for interacting with this living world
Wow! This Sharman is brilliant at describing a deeply spiritual experience, and left me feeling how profound his insights were but that his experiences and knowing was available to everyone. Five years in a cave on a mountain top as a meditating monk - not required. Wish I had this Sharman in my tribe! Most intelligent, insightful and eloquent explanation of his encounter with his god-self. Just, wow! So many, many lives lived on earth, coloured with the incredible breadth of human emotion, that like this Sharman I think I have identified myself as the human ‘that is’, that feels, and that experiences. But what I feel now (some might disagree and that’s ok), is that the ‘humanness’ that must die to experience who we truely are - is the ego. The ego box, or ego construct that gives my existence a shape and form so that I can prance around this plane of existence, having and collecting experiences. Aspects of ego self have been part of each reincarnation on this planet for millenia, it’s no wonder the Sharman wept when ‘it died’. Heck, I started to tear up for his loss as well! This whole concept is mind blowing. Bottom line for me: break through the ‘Picture Puzzle Door’ (love that expression...which for me represents human/ego self), recognise self as a part of the creator, strip away constructs of the universe (a universe of matter that we created ourself anyway, because we ‘are god’ and we wanted to have experiences, to experience aspects of self), get left with ‘knowingness’ that we just “are”; that we exist, ie experience pure ‘being’; that knowingness that as an aspect of god with our own individual consciousness, and that we are all there is, we are “the all” and that we are “all one” because there is nothing that “is” but that of god. All of this leaving me with that feeling that since we came from god, are part of the creator, therefore we have always existed and we always will exist!! WOW!!! Is it just me? Or do others get blown away with this understanding. This is so intense, i think I’m about to weep. Looking for who I truely am, as I exist on the other side of the veil has been a quest for years. Thank you for posting this interview; the Sharman’s account has helped me piece together a lot of disparate things. It truely is monumental perspective for me. Makes the things we quibble about on this planet among ourselves, so puny. Good god, imagine if everyone had the realisation of who we truely are and that as an aspect of god we could create out of sheer intention! Imagine that human beings everywhere choosing to focus their intent on the same thing....we’d have Shangri-La in paradise on earth, heaven on earth...not overnight, but in an instant. Just saying. Love and light to all everyone. Namaste.(love that expression...the god in me, see’s the god in you 😊) ☮️
Some will hear you , some will judge you in comparison in there own spiritual journey and some will curse you my friend. I was aware of myself in my mothers womb, and at the age of 6yrs old I had the experience of the I AM.... And now at 58 I send you much Love and I am enjoying this vary much. peace&beatles
I think what he was told to keep a secret, is that we are all gods. But for some sheeple that would be to much of an overload for them to conceive. Hence the tool part of the comments!
I had the same experience. I realized this gift of life is precious. N it takes so much power to manifest this "human reality" we are in. The entity was telling me to enjoy this life bc it's the greatest creation. I want to go back in. But I'm so scared. To be honest. Lol
One aspect that stuck in my mind was his explaining of being kept on ice in a hospital for hundreds of years-because the doctors didn't know what to do with him. Reminds me a little of the last human-being theme of Mr Nobody. Perhaps what he experienced was the final conscious awareness of the last human being that ever lives. Not only that, but anyone can experience the event in this vicarious psychedelic manner. Though, I suppose that would signify the doctors there/then are either androids or another species that we Earthlings eventually meet up with.
This comment is pretty old, have you gotten the chance to try DMT ever since? I think if you had(and broke through), looking back at this would make you feel the same
+Peter Carrington (Gonzukes) no. if what is says is correct. I created this place 34 years ago to live in. and placed guns in the hands of kids because im a sick sadist.. Then I created him(patricio) here and I created you and your response.. but worst is i'm willing to believe this. Totally serious, i am the center of my own universe. it has been explained to me by a phd astronomer that that everything is expanding around me, from my perspective.. and from your perceptive everything is expanding around you like you are in the center. so i should be apologizing to myself for all the children thats suffering in my world
You are your own center, but that doesn't mean you necessarily control my center. We are all the same thing, but each individual perspective has control over their egos- Ours which seem to have evolved on some planet in some solar system in some galaxy in some universe. You have your own story and idea as to how it is, but that's just your perspective on this insane thing we are a part of- as is my perspective. There must always be a balance, there isn't any good without bad, and our universe is capable of producing the most unbelievably horrible realities, but as such, it can also create the most unbelievably amazing realities.
+Peter Carrington (Gonzukes) This is getting too obscure. Just riddle me this.. Why are you in my creation? Did I create you here? Do we all just have the same playground to create so we share space? maybe we are just Patricio's imagination gone rogue
"Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong." -Terence McKenna
Corey Stewart I haven’t tried DMT yet but when I questioned everything around me people called me crazy and I should just lay back and follow the system presented to me...
circlek lol
I haven't try DMT. But im know Salvia extract will give you pretty same experience! And it's still legal in some US states ;-)
hgi675 from where can u buy it?
Google it! I got it from here:
salviaextract.com "explorer pack".
Incredible storytelling. He takes you there right with him. And you can just sense how he gets lost in the story because of how much it has mean to him... Man has opened his mind.
He's a douche.
FuckEbonics no he’s not a douche at all. This guy is as real as it gets. A douche would be someone insecure trying to act tough or putting on a front
FuckEbonics he seems like one of the most genuine human beings I’ve ever heard speak. Get lost.
I think FuckEbonics was clearly looking in the mirror when he made that comment lol
This is the most accurate description of my first DMT experience.
Yeah right. You didn't take a fraction of this dose
i had a very similar experience during an ayahuasca ceremony. I merged with the creator, and I didn't want to come back. I almost forgot I was human but something kept reminding me. Something very distantly far away reminded me that people were waiting for me to return. absolutely changed my life.
Wow your gorgeous
Me too.
+John beast is that all you think about ?
JC Therese same
lol
I could listen to this guy all day, he is so funny, intelligent and has such a cute little face!
hahaha
missFindlesticks he looks very like an old woman to me... nonethe, less he seems sincere.
awwh he's so huggable!
it all seems so mystical, however, I must say, he has a way or gift to express himself very clearly!
joseph Kevnu
wouldn't you just love to go through the "picture pattern puzzle door" sounds awesome!
"If you didnt die, you missed the point" -terence mckenna
Bullshit.
@@SpaghettiToaster says who?
@@TheMagykKonch I do.
@@SpaghettiToaster lol mmk
@@TheMagykKonch So?
I cried just watching this because it's damn near exactly what I experienced. Nicely articulated, Self....
So help me out here. NOW WHAT?! I want to check this out for educational and enlightenment purposes...especially since I'm not having children. Once you have this kind of enlightening experience, what do you do with it when you come back? (not fear death, live a kinder life, etc)?
Lmao I’ve been grappling with this too. NOW WHAT sums up my outlook on reality lol
Now reach out to the fractal images of The Creator that surround you that are not enlightened and help them find their way to realization...then we can all make the ascension and complete the unification.
advice for everyone in this thread is to go buy "Be Here Now" by Ram Dass / Richard Alpert. It's nicknamed the hippie bible from the late 60's and is pretty psychedelic to read (lots of amazing artwork). I hope you guys check it out
@@deanedward2379 Why would you want complete unification?
We are PERFECT, here and now, as it is.
This is how we wanted it to be. This is how we dream it.
now this guy broke through!!!
Wow. I am completely speechless. "In my warped sense of time, I had been gone for at least one thousand years." Wow. It is IMPOSSIBLE to wrap your mind around feeling like you're gone for a thousand years, and then realizing it's only be 15 minutes in perceived time of our world. Damn.
Its crazy that if my parents heard this guy they would assume he is nuts, and so would most people. But the crazy shit is this man is more aware than most humans would ever be.
His experience sounds almost exactly the same as mine. Crazy how these substances can produce the same experience amongst countless people.
Mollecules of the spiritual creator.Images of god.
I agree
the emotions run through this man beautifully
I really like this guy. He's got a pure soul that resonates life.
Thats what tryptamines doooo
This is deep. We need to understand each other and give each other purpose
This experiences really captures you.
I love this guy.. He narrates so effectively that I want to die to observe what he experienced..
I know bro but I'd rather try DMT lol
well you don't have to die, just take some dmt. lol
It wasn't that good , he wanted to come back to be a human again
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This guy could easily do theater. Great comunication skills to.
5 minute experience, 18 minute video, a lifetime to process and you never fully will.
the first time i drank ayahuasca I was in Peru and every one sat down and got a glass full that was about half the size of a coffee cup, or about the same size as a normal size of a tea cup, and if you wanted more all you had to do was knock on the floor and they come over and ask what you needed. my experience started and i thought it was not enough while everyone else was feeling it pretty well, so i asked for another cup. after i drank the 2nd cup i felt very sick about 5-10 min later and purged. it was a good sick and felt good to purge. then i was blasted off into my body and it started to heal my body from my head to toes. i was gone but i knew i was still here. something kept speaking to me and letting me know everything would be alright. then when it was finished repairing my body it said to me that i need to be reset and just relax a second. at this point i felt very good and calm. then after that it asked me if i wanted anything and i replied that i wanted my kid to be healthy which was 3 months in the belly of my wife, and i wanted my wife to be taken care of and to be safe. so showed me the inside of my wives belly and I spoke to my son which i found out that night. i told my wife the next day she was gonna have a boy and she laughed. when i got home we went to see the doctor and she said it was in fact a boy. after this is brought me to the life cycle of everything, how we die but are reborn and the only our bodies die but we will always live on in the universe. we are just a small pat of a much bigger plan of our existence. i could keep going on but i am talking to much now. all 6 times a drank ayahuasca it was pure bliss and learning.
righhhhhhhht
Can you share where you went to have your Ayahusca session?
Do you have facebook or somewhere I can contact you so you can share the rest of the story?
But if not, I primarily want to know where you took it because it sounds like a good place.
Good for you(not sarcasm).. Its heart warming to hear the success it has had on you/the success you have had with it.
Sounds like a really good experience! Honestly, though, you did have a 50% chance of being right (about the baby). 😉😁
Omg that's amazing
"The trip" Its also well documented by anthropologists. In the "religious" practices of the "primitive" humans, it is the center of the shamanism. He is explaining exactly what anthropologists studied and concluded. I find this interview very interesting. Thank you for sharing it.
WOW. I could listen to this man for days on end.
I can't listen to this idiot for more than a minute.
FuckEbonics go away then
I really like this guy !
I love how he blows your mind then he's like ''Wait there's another layer''.
The mind will present infinite levels of "layers" as long as you are trying to peel those layers back with the ego the mind will oblige and create more for you to peel back... Stop peeling and realize you are already God perfected.
He loves it
Thank you Patricio, thank you. I will follow your guidance wisely
Best existensial and spiritual description of conscious existence i ever saw, he is describing and answering 90% of all the existensial questions ever asked!
Mindblowing inspirational positive!!!
Welcome back, friend. We kept your vessel alive for a thoooousand years! I love it!! 😂
This is 99% my experience when I died on DMT. So sad to go, so happy and humbled to come back. Unbelievable. Next stop Peru.
You don't die,It's perceived as death.
This guy recreated the whole universe back the way it was and that means we are part of his creation. So that means he our god(creator)
Clearly I need to start using the phrase wink out much more in my life
blissinablink I love you for that comment
I really, really, really, want to know what this man saw in his experience, like what he actually saw. But that knowledge is left with him. Amazing speech.
for sure you can. just smoke DMT!
how great would it be, If, At the end of this video, He goes "And thats when i realized...I got the good shit"
Imagine if your username was simply "Quad". Would look so much better.
QuadCore Gaming-That’s some funny shit!
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂👌👍
das the good shit :')
You don't understand how profound this experience is. I got da good shit? Referring to drug abuse and denegrating the psilocybin experience to that. I laugh with alot of thins but this is way beyond jokes
"...I'm running low on me."
My heavy LSD trip 10 years ago was very similar and led me to the same realizations. I am very grateful for that experience.
Is there a heaven -.-
+165shooter MIA yes, i had a high dose LSD trip a bit over a week ago, and entered the spirit realm. You really cant describe it sadly. LSD brings your mind to some odd places, not heaven or hell necessarily, it can manifest as indifference, euphoria, dysphoria, fear, empathy, or nirvana.
The feeling of not being a something is very odd, not necessarily something one should experience if they are weak minded, as i actually was prior to my dose. I have changed extremely for the better since then sarted losing weight, being more social, and plan on tapering off my addictive prescription medication i was surpressing my problems with earlier.
You really just view "reality" as a spectator that is ripped apart from what a human is, you will wonder what the fuck your arms are if you manage look at them on high dose psychedelics and everything feels like its an extension of your body.
+Jimmy Russels thanks for the information its good to know from others perspective since i never tooken the substance.
+Jimmy Russels Dude, that's really weird. I read this thinking it was my comment, because you hit the nail on the head with what happened with me. I changed completely for the better, and a strong mind replaced a weaker one. Cheers.
ACEshredZ how did you exactly change curious
Being human IS a very special experience isn't it? What a blessing I find myself here.
If I ever do ayahuasca I want this guy with me.
You're an idiot.
Why's he an idiot
Try DMT first. It’s better than Ayahuasca,at least that’s my experience. This way you aren’t throwing up and going through all that crap.
@@tomking853 You don't know what are you talking about
@@dannyhaldas3690 I agree with Tom actually.. I prefer to smoke dmt over taking aya.. On aya it's easier to control the trip but the purging part is awful..
The picture puzzle patterned door
Self dribbling basketballs
@@DreamScorcher Self replicating paper cuts
My friend killed himself on DMT.. Please do your research before trying it. I recomend not to
@@sebbe239 that wasnt dmt
@@sebbe239 how??? Wow thats sad but how?
Tried it today and loved it! All I could hear was a long humming base with a dance beat that blew me away.. like the most amazing house music...whilst a female voice is reassuring me by saying everything is gonna be ok just let go. The visuals were stunning but didn't break through. I could feel it was coming though. I had a sence.
Can't wait to do it again.
I really wish I knew a way to get it.
@@kaneisable9347 Me too.
Absolutely an ultimate powerful experience!!!! I would love to have that experience!
Is that pic u bc whoah
Mackenzie Banuelos what do you mean whoa :( ?
+Chris Banks She wants you. Don't do it she's like 15!
Larry Ham lol hahaha. Jail bait right?
Lol I wrote this a year ago and I still watch this vid
When he brings up the idea that he wanted so badly to be human again, it kinda makes me think if I died many of times in the past,... What if each time I die, I miss being human so badly that I re-live my life from the way I remember it? Or what if we just live a loop for all eternity, just destined to experience human life? This dude makes me think more than anything has in my life
Best trip report ever, by far....
His is by far the best account of all the test subjects who experienced DMT in the original documentary. I feel lucky to have stumbled upon this unedited recounting of his experience, because if I ever try DMT, this level of awareness is what I will attempt to keep in mind.
Dmt is different, no amount of any preparation will get you ready for the trip. Everyone has different encounters.
I'm glad this man shared with us. He is trying to help us all.
How do we get this guy on The Joe Rogan Experience?
Ikr
I had a trip on a Monday morning a year ago. I've seen myself part of everything and everything was part of me. All is interconnected and time doesn't exist in death.
When you die you also cease to exist at the first person, you exist on a third person perspective
I had one DMT breakthrough and it was exactly like this man describes. My layers of humanity shot down one by one, it was like a DDos attack, my brain couldn’t handle the information that was coming in all at once. After that the visuals started untill I reached the speed of light, then I gave up. I really thought I was dying but that moment was just the beginning of the real trip. After I surrendered I woke up in a different dinension, so beautifull, it was pure love. I never experienced any entitity though. Maybe I didn’t went far enough for that last final encounter. Next time I will go deeper
Nah man entities are lower doses. You went really deep. True psychonaught warrior.
I think what people don't realize is that he took a much bigger dose than a breakthrough by smoking. U can only smoke so much before you're gone and can't take anymore. In the experiments they did it intravenously... He had a huge dose.
Taylor .Koellish .....Thank you, someone listened and realize he injected it, not smoked it. It's a whole nother world to inject something with that much potency then just smoking it same.... Kinda the same concept as heroin.
The main difference is the onset and duration. Smoking it is scarier because it hits you instantly.
every patient got injected
Not instantly for me, I had to take about 2-3 huge hits before I got a breakthru. A big hit on the vape or the bong got me like a LSD phase where every plant in the house was moving and breathing but nothing more than that, like level 2 on psilocybin trip.
Psilocybin is DMT with a (4) hydrogen addition that makes it orally active all by itself. Neat huh!?.
9:22 THIS……THIS RIGHT HERE. This is the most terrifying part. There is no way to know in the moment that it’s temporary. As far as you know, you have died. I tried DMT and I experienced death, it was so terrifying I’m still processing all of it
Amazing.. Thank you for sharing this experience. For people who seek understanding, this video is so important. Bless you Patricio. Safe Travels. I hope to meet you one day.
"I can't tell you. I have to keep that part secret" Well that's annoying.
That was the part where it felt like his ego was coming back. He even says the DMT started to wear off shortly after that "realization."
Best dmt explanation on youtube,pure awearness,no ego,no body,no limit,no time
the part that always confuses me when I watch this video is why he tells us all of this and then keeps one part secret. That makes me insatiably curious.
i live in lima peru, we are happy to have so many visitor i need to go the andes sometime soon too, altough there are some ceremenies held neir the city.
greetings
Man it's hard to imagine all this
cheposantos 3puntos Whatever you imagine isn’t even close to the experience
I laughed, cried, then cried some more. Thank you so much for sharing. I never heard of him. I'm so thankful to find him, I can relate with his experiences.
Perfection. He explains it well.
Hit the pipe everytime he say's "Human beeing" in these interviews.
picture puzzle pattern door. guy says it so clearly and fast
Ive been where hes been; You basically realize you are the Universe or "god" pretending to be a little human :)
lol, I am still pretending :D
Did you really find that out by taking the drug or through spiritual teachings? :)
Pik Hik LSD taught me this first, then shrooms reaffirmed it, then DMT really fuckin nailed it in.
Eric D. Wasn't that a depressing state!?
southlondon86 most beautiful state of conciousness. pure bliss and amazement.
No body that ive heard has ever explained trip report in ssuch a detailed understandable manner.
similar feeling when I pass out one day (carotid choke from RNC)
- super fast mosaic/flipping personal memories (= "my life flash before my eyes")
- deep sadness / nostalgia realizing I was dying, i.e. loosing me forever
- only awarness remains
- felt my body unloose, even the digestive system
and then I woke up, was out for just about ~5 sec
patrice373 I was cutting weight for my fight got RNC then started daydreaming of eating junk food... Then wondering where am I... As I came to it felt like a warm tingling feeling on my forehead
patrice373 I passed out twice from strangulation. No trip took place it just felt like my consciousness was shut down for 10 minutes straight and nothing happened
patrice373 DEFINITELY not the same experience...DMT is called a spirit molecule for a reason!
Wow, that was profound, he started to feel like nothing and realised how great it was to be a human being. That is something else.
and he was gone for 15 minutes lol.
Travelling for us its 15 minutes on earth time, but for him he travels thousands of years into infinity of space and back
This lowkey the best video ive ever watched
If you are God and you create your reality that you live in. Why not create a better reality for yourself? Wealth, success, love etc. If it is all based on your past memories, why not imagine a new past where you had everything you want?
this is an old comment but worth a reply nonetheless. have you ever played god mode in a game? it gets boring very fast that's probably the reason why. why would you choose to have everything and eliminate your own purpose. if he was choosing to come bacl to humanity it would be to live as human or would remove the point. the way happiness couldnt exist without unhappiness to contrast it.
Probably because there was no materiality to the experience, that is to say, it was just a trip after all, he only realized his own reality at a much higher level, that is to say he was probably able to be self-aware in soul and spirit and unaware of his body momentarily, and thus he was able to see the full spectrum of being human, in the Imago Dei sense.
Those are superficial needs
incredible with what accuracy he describes what he has experienced....great guy !
For me, my high dose experiences were more zany and completely confused. I'm not even sure how much it was because I had plenty to take if I wanted, but the highest was probably 4 grams. It was an absolute wonderful experience and I just remember putting m hands over my face and saying " God I am tripping so fucking hard...thank you God for showing me this...thank you"... Over and over. The visuals were astonishing and the thoughts were more or less random. I remember standing in the corner of the room for some reason and just seeing this Mexican looking candy in these yellowish crinkly wrappers that would almost giggle and squirm. I definitely had a very strong feeling of euphoria and what really amazed me is how I came back to baseline sober so fast I mean, 6 hours its over almost like nothing happened.
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@@rodryalcocer which part?
This is fascinating, I watched this video over and over, 20 times probably.
could not of explained it any better my breakthrough was the same
Same here. When I tell others about it they act like I'm insane.
shane madden How did you get DMT?
@@ambersimplicity A special recipe~~~Juuust saying c; I may know one~~
I can tell who is sincere in their trip. Key words and key phases. This one is real.
I've been through that picture puzzled pattern door.
i thought you only fucked with meth! aha glad you found dmt mr. white, you should show jesse.
+LightShadedDistrict well cool comment.
walter white me too
Yeah Mr. White! Yeah science!
This is better than a science fiction movie to me because it's a real experience. This type of stuff is so fascinating to me
Amazing testimony. Wow man you really did went somewhere else. I guess that's what the Hindu mystics called nirvana. 👼 🦋 🍭
Outstanding interview!! he speaks with such conviction and passion..love listening to his experience
As someone who's never done DMT or ayahuasca, why do people talk about something they have to keep secret? Is it like a deep solely personal secret or something you seriously can't talk about for some reason?
Words are very limited in this sense. One can talk and draw visuals off of what DMT shows but it's kind of "beyond words" where you go.
AFatalPapercut that the world never existed
when we try to describe we lose the mark. there is no human language there/here . language, time, space, similarity all disappear
AFatalPapercut you have to go to know
Fascinating. All should try this journey before losing this humanity.
amazing man. i almost cried when he talked about himself within creator
This is the first thing I can relate to. I've been on forums and yet this is the first time I've ever connected and agreed and understand the experience being described. It was the experience that changed the core of who I am. It's indescribable. Words can't do it justice. The day my ego was shattered and I woke up to the greatest universal truth. One which we all share.
We are "God". God is one consciousness (the universe) . the universe is God and everything in it too. all is one. The universie (God) can split up and create ANYTHING. God has split up into infinitely small consciousnesses with different egos. we all are God but we have illusions.. like egos and belief system that leads us to believe that we are separate beings. I AM ANOTHER YOU, YOU ARE ANOTHER ME. The universe consists of only one particle moving infinitely fast so it's appear to be everywhere at the same time. There is only one particle. you are made of the same particle as everything in the whole universe.. All is one,one is all we are creating the universe and we are the universe and i know even more... one love ! ps. never done DMT but i trust me i know. Mediation is the key
Right on. I'm not a human being on Earth having a spiritual experience. I am a point of awareness from the Creator, having a human experience on Earth
Aaron Gentry Remember you are "one" of the many aspects of God, you are god in the sense of you being the whole universe but are Aaron Gentry in the role of yourself, it is separate but the same
Possibly. Its a good way to go about life I presume. However, you can not be sure that this is absolute fact. The only things we know for certain are the experiences each individual endures in their life and the emotions that go with it. The key I believe is to become the greatest and fullest version of yourself and express yourself in the upmost manner without worrying about the thoughts and conscious ideas of society that has been placed upon us. Be well, be great, be you my friend. Then understanding that we are all one can be completely gratifying seeing that we are all unique individuals living in one entire entity.
I've always kinda thought we were all apart of each other or "god" like our minds or consciousness not our body's our bodies are just vehicles for interacting with this living world
This makes sense why the book says " he created man in his image" WOW! I need to thank him for this life.
I felt as if i was in the trip great storytelling
damn... i want wathever this guys having
A beautiful story! It is his story of enlightenment. For those who say it is ineffable, you just haven't found the words yet.
"cool wHip"
Haha I love u. I read this just when he said hhwhine
Wow! This Sharman is brilliant at describing a deeply spiritual experience, and left me feeling how profound his insights were but that his experiences and knowing was available to everyone. Five years in a cave on a mountain top as a meditating monk - not required. Wish I had this Sharman in my tribe! Most intelligent, insightful and eloquent explanation of his encounter with his god-self. Just, wow! So many, many lives lived on earth, coloured with the incredible breadth of human emotion, that like this Sharman I think I have identified myself as the human ‘that is’, that feels, and that experiences. But what I feel now (some might disagree and that’s ok), is that the ‘humanness’ that must die to experience who we truely are - is the ego. The ego box, or ego construct that gives my existence a shape and form so that I can prance around this plane of existence, having and collecting experiences. Aspects of ego self have been part of each reincarnation on this planet for millenia, it’s no wonder the Sharman wept when ‘it died’. Heck, I started to tear up for his loss as well! This whole concept is mind blowing. Bottom line for me: break through the ‘Picture Puzzle Door’ (love that expression...which for me represents human/ego self), recognise self as a part of the creator, strip away constructs of the universe (a universe of matter that we created ourself anyway, because we ‘are god’ and we wanted to have experiences, to experience aspects of self), get left with ‘knowingness’ that we just “are”; that we exist, ie experience pure ‘being’; that knowingness that as an aspect of god with our own individual consciousness, and that we are all there is, we are “the all” and that we are “all one” because there is nothing that “is” but that of god. All of this leaving me with that feeling that since we came from god, are part of the creator, therefore we have always existed and we always will exist!! WOW!!! Is it just me? Or do others get blown away with this understanding. This is so intense, i think I’m about to weep. Looking for who I truely am, as I exist on the other side of the veil has been a quest for years. Thank you for posting this interview; the Sharman’s account has helped me piece together a lot of disparate things. It truely is monumental perspective for me. Makes the things we quibble about on this planet among ourselves, so puny. Good god, imagine if everyone had the realisation of who we truely are and that as an aspect of god we could create out of sheer intention! Imagine that human beings everywhere choosing to focus their intent on the same thing....we’d have Shangri-La in paradise on earth, heaven on earth...not overnight, but in an instant. Just saying. Love and light to all everyone. Namaste.(love that expression...the god in me, see’s the god in you 😊) ☮️
This explains everything I have to die to be reborn
Nicole shanahan you can be reborn through Jesus Christ. It’s the only way to heaven.
MikeyD503 or you can smoke dmt
I reached this without any substances. No words can describe it.
I experimented that last night.. best night oof my life...
Some will hear you , some will judge you in comparison in there own spiritual journey and some will curse you my friend. I was aware of myself in my mothers womb, and at the age of 6yrs old I had the experience of the I AM.... And now at 58 I send you much Love and I am enjoying this vary much.
peace&beatles
What a depressing story and powerful at the same time....
Shows how much we wanted to be human, something we take for granted :)
''that he has to keep secret?'' - Tool
Holy yes ! Tool bro...
He don't want to name drop .. but he's a pretty big thing.
that comment he said right there confirmed this is all a scheming story
I think what he was told to keep a secret, is that we are all gods. But for some sheeple that would be to much of an overload for them to conceive. Hence the tool part of the comments!
Nah, most of the stuff he said is very accurate to a dmt trip lol
I had the same experience. I realized this gift of life is precious. N it takes so much power to manifest this "human reality" we are in.
The entity was telling me to enjoy this life bc it's the greatest creation.
I want to go back in. But I'm so scared. To be honest. Lol
when Ego die , you will know that you are ...
I know that I am with just being a sober human
sang marocain Floyd Mayweather, Kanye West and Donald Trump can't take this drug.
A VERY clear message to myself here. The written words, "little by little start Cherie a team"
ok so how do u get dmt aint like its on the corner with the crack dealers
you can make it, very easily
yeah right ok n kill myself HELL NO!
+original life motion (olm) it's called the Internet .. Do research
Actually, we make it ourselves continually.
( - _ ^ )
Make it. Google.
One aspect that stuck in my mind was his explaining of being kept on ice in a hospital for hundreds of years-because the doctors didn't know what to do with him.
Reminds me a little of the last human-being theme of Mr Nobody. Perhaps what he experienced was the final conscious awareness of the last human being that ever lives. Not only that, but anyone can experience the event in this vicarious psychedelic manner.
Though, I suppose that would signify the doctors there/then are either androids or another species that we Earthlings eventually meet up with.
stopped taking him seriously after he told us he was a major player in the whole creator-cube and he had to keep it a secret. haha lol
This comment is pretty old, have you gotten the chance to try DMT ever since? I think if you had(and broke through), looking back at this would make you feel the same
@@borislemke I dont think he'll find out this time
That's not necessarily true if you subscribe to the idea that we are the universe experiencing itself.
This is an incredibly lucid description. Patricio, you are a shaman in the truest sense of the word.
So then he wanted to comback to the world he liked so much so he created this place. i guess I should thank you for all the suffering on earth.
+littleAlex44 It's not his fault, it's his worlds fault for not working together to fix it.
It's all part of the plot!
+Peter Carrington (Gonzukes) no. if what is says is correct. I created this place 34 years ago to live in. and placed guns in the hands of kids because im a sick sadist.. Then I created him(patricio) here and I created you and your response.. but worst is i'm willing to believe this. Totally serious, i am the center of my own universe. it has been explained to me by a phd astronomer that that everything is expanding around me, from my perspective.. and from your perceptive everything is expanding around you like you are in the center. so i should be apologizing to myself for all the children thats suffering in my world
You are your own center, but that doesn't mean you necessarily control my center. We are all the same thing, but each individual perspective has control over their egos- Ours which seem to have evolved on some planet in some solar system in some galaxy in some universe. You have your own story and idea as to how it is, but that's just your perspective on this insane thing we are a part of- as is my perspective.
There must always be a balance, there isn't any good without bad, and our universe is capable of producing the most unbelievably horrible realities, but as such, it can also create the most unbelievably amazing realities.
+Peter Carrington (Gonzukes) This is getting too obscure.
Just riddle me this.. Why are you in my creation? Did I create you here? Do we all just have the same playground to create so we share space? maybe we are just Patricio's imagination gone rogue
+littleAlex44 "I was One, but I wished to be many. So that I may play and dance together."
Wow ., i didn't realise the whole recount was available I only saw a bit of this in the spirit molecule ., thankyou )
He totally lost me when he proclaimed to be a major part of it all in the "creator". The rest fine, but this part is highly suspicious to me.
Read this as he said it he was speaking oneness in my opinion