Nightcore - Better Off Dead (Piano Version) - (Lyrics)
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- Опубликовано: 18 июн 2019
- ▻ This song is very depressing. It's about a girl who isn't strong enough to keep living. She has been fighting herself for so long and is close to giving up. No one heard her cries, and no one came to help.
• Song: Better Off Dead covered by Delphine Vega
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Lyrics (Also included in the video):
She said she wants to end it all
When she's all alone in her room
She cries, the way she feels inside
Is too much for her
When all you've got is these four walls
It's not that hard to feel so small
Or even exist at all
How come no one heard her when she said
Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
She doesn't know she's beautiful
'Cause no one's ever told her so
And the demons that she hides
Are all she knows
And maybe she can fall in love
With someone in her life that she could trust
And tell her she's enough (will someone tell her she's enough?)
How come no one heard her when she said
Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
When all you've got is these four walls
It's not hard to feel so small
When all you've got is these four walls
It's not hard for you to feel so small
All she wanted was to be enough
All she wanted was to be enough
So what does it take?
Maybe it's not too late
Yeah no one heard her when she said
Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone 
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All of you saying that you're better off dead without my nightcore or that you are better off dead in general.. Don't lie ;-; It makes me sad
Both
I’m better off alive :) :) :)
I'm better off dead
I wanna be alive cuz i don't wanna die when you still make nightcore
i feel bad and i didnt even say that :( Sinon there are those times i do wish i was um..erg ya know not here... and im not lying there are songs i always go to when i think those and they just happen to be your songs... happy ones that is haha :) my point is wellll plz dont stop making Nightcores ❤
“How come nobody heard her when she said maybe I’m better off dead..”
*That got me.*
temmie blah .. what? I don’t understand? Are you saying nobody listened to the song?
ERR0R1D3NT1F13D me too
@@jambalayawow9382 ?
I totaly agree, "Maybe I'm better off dead" That's what I say every night before I go to bed
@Charlie drinks milkshakes I'm not, isnt that what most kids say -.-
*RUclips read my mind,*
*A title on the screen that shined,*
*Emotions flowing upon reading “All she wanted was to be enough”,*
*Tears dropping from my face making me bluff.*
Nice rhyme dude
Same
Make more poems.
You should be a poet!
Idk how it figured me out
“To shut out all those voices in my head” that got me..
"When shes all alone in her room she cries..
The way she feels inside is too much for her"
*When its too relatable that you begin to cry*
Yeah........
Yeah.......
If you need someone to talk to I'm here
@@virgilblair9490 Thank you, but my condition has improved a lot since then
Lucky you coz I have none left
Not gonna lie this was beyond beautiful
Agree 👌
Agree it made me cry because I see my life in this song
Thank sleeping with sirens for the lyrics then thank the person that made the video for making it so amazing
Mackie cheese I mean when is it not
Galastic Girl same
- I Don't Wanna *Die*
- But I'm Tired Of *Living*
Me too...me to
i can't take you serious with ur profile pic
@@konigomaru3612 I dont have to show it lol
exactly how im feeling right now
@@affuu6732 dont be scared of death its gonna happen one day no matter what it only hurts for a second then its done and everything u ever felt will be gone eternally
"This is not where I belong." Those words really got to me.
Same
@@inky_tea4186 qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq
Same
I agree
Same
Me: im better off dead
Mom: what i didnt hear you* taking out earbud still looking at computer screen*
Me: nothing im off to bed
Mom: * says nothing and puts earbud back in*
People have an easier way of not hearing things they want to hear. They can ignore someone’s word in there worst need. I can’t give advice. It feels like now one will ever really hear. It’s up to you to make your voice strong enough. To make sure that you’re never left our deaf.
Meeee
"Maybe i am better off dead." That is what i ask myself every day. EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.
Hey, put your hand on your heart. Can you feel it? Your heartbeat? You know what that mean? You have a meaning. On this planet, you have a purpose, if you wouldn’t have a purpose then you wouldn’t have started in the first place.
Pouštím si songy, projíždím komenty a najednou hele Štěps
Same
Well don't. Cause all the people who think they aren't enough are way more than.
Same
Depression is like living in a body that fights to survive but a mind that wants to die.
“How come no one heard her” that really got me, i feel like no one ever listens!
You :i feel like no one ever listen
Me :yeah your right no one listens to me
My_ Cooky 😔
My problem is all o do is listen to other people's emotions problems while I'm breaking
They just think your joking or in some kinda life's phase
i'll tell you.
*you're enough.*
more than enough. better than enough.
SnowyPug I’m not
I’m to much and not enough at the same time.
Meh I don’t think so
Why?
People saying that online is not affective at all...it's just words on a screen...i'm pretty much torn between wanting to recover and wanting to keep hating myself...
(Sorry for my grammer, not my first language)
No one sees the pain...
No one sees the scars...
No one sees the tears...
But how come everyone sees the mistakes?
The brightest smile.. hides the most secrets...
The most beautiful eyes... have shed the most tears..
The kindest hearts... have felt the most pain..
Nobody likes you...
Nobody thinks your amazing...
Nobody thinks your pretty..
But lucky for you my name is nobody..
Anyone with depression: we are a pact.. we can go through this together.. because your not alone.. we are strong.. we are amazing.. we can win this battle.. just enjoy life while you can.. you only have one..
Thank you everyone for so much love in the comments, I love to help people and to know that I can just make other people around the world smile is the best feeling ever.. Thank you so so much
You are such a kind hearted person, have a nice day
Grats... Just saved my life... Thx, I guess...
@@sharifahabryana2128 Legit .-.
@@sharifahabryana2128 need to talk?
@@naomi6636 ill do it by myself
I'm laughing and crying right now.
I'm laughing because there's so many of us,
Who think they're better of dead.
And maybe we are.
I'm crying because no one else cares.
There's so many of us who care though. Some just because they want to help. Others, including me, because they've gone through the same thing with no help, we want to ease the pain of someone's war. Everyone's fought their own war, seen others lose theirs and we wish to help fight in someone else's. You are brave, capable, and strong for having to go through this pain. I know I'm a stranger to you but if you need someone to talk to I'm here. Have a great day/night.
I need someone to talk to but everyone that I have had left me and broke me
Someone please talk to me
Or I might just die
And I don't wanna die
Edit: nine months ago i wanted to die and was planing it but now I'm fianlly ok. Thanks for the people who offerd help. Go out and find other people who need you. Trust me the world is vast and there will always be someone hurting in need of a hand. Lift people up and stay with them no mater what happens. But also remember to keep yourself stable as well. The world will thank you for your service in the war of life.
Rose Myers you don’t deserve to die. Ditch the people who use you and hurt you just be yourself so that people like you can be your friend and enjoy the genuine you and you’ll have people in your life that will never leave you. One day it’ll get better I promise
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If you'd like somebody to talk to, please ask! We'll be there to talk!
I'm here... With depression, anxiety, I relate to a lot...
Hey! It's all going to be okay in the end! Don't make that decision your important to this world! You deserve to live! Don't go away there is loads of people that love you, maybe you just haven't found the right people yet! If you wanna talk I'm here!💕
This is relatable feelings... I have inside my head. I hope to win this war inside my head.
Youve got my assist. Good luck, the war will be tough
Things get better. You'll be great. Your so, so far from alone. Alot of people feel the same way and so many of those people have gotten better despite literally any reason to think it would. Keep going and don't be afraid to pray. I'm praying for you.
You are thedarklord
You can do anything!!!
Im here for you 👍❤️
Thank you all for your support I also know I have been getting messages from other people who see my vlogs. In all honestly I record a lot in my life because if I ever get into that situation were I lose my memories again... I will have vlogs about me haha so #Vloging is my own therapy. I am glad for all the support I have gotten. #depressions coming in ( i understand I don't deserve this help ) *Pushes depression away. I am very thankful to know that there are people on the planet who do care for others regardless of knowing each other. I honestly wish the best for all! THANK YOU for your emotional support@
good luck, I hope I will to, I've been threw so many lose, and one that just hurt me, even tho he wasn't a human...
Sometimes I think this, and the only reason I'm still alive is the second verse.
' You're gonna miss me when I'm gone'
They don't deserve pain, so I'll keep it to myself
Yoo I feel the same way. I don't like it when others suffer because of me, so I keep the suffering inside.
@@cristianflores5441 Lmao keeping stuff inside is what leads to depression, and stops us from jumping off the edge. The best and worst thing ever.
@@hufflepufflez3293 theirs no lmao to it if ur gonna help ppl then don't be a dick when ur doing it or ur not helping at all
Haleigh Kinser I don’t think they meant it that way, I agree that nothing funny about that because I have depression but I don’t like assuming the worst of people. Maybe they were thinking it in a tone of voice that didn’t sound like they were making a joke of it.
Every person has different experiences, there's no good or bad person, but it doesn't matter because if someone does something you don't deserves (bullying, etc), no matter what happened in their past, what they have done is wrong and they deserve pain to understand what they did wrong and to do better (although some people never change, don't let them get you down).They haven't learned better than to be rude but no matter the case, no one deserves to die, no one deserves to be bullied, do not take it personally if it happens to you, teach them better, fight back because you do not deserve to be billed, let bullies know that them trying to get you down isn't working, they will stop that way unless there is another reason for them bullying. However, no one deserves to die, do not listen to people if they tell you that. You should watch the movie: The Shape of Your Voice, it's amazing! Never keep stuff bottled up inside, often talking to people and having fun and excercizing helps get rid of depression and there is always an alternative to depression I'm your life. Do not listen to anyone for whatever reason if they tell you to die. Bless you🙏
"this is not where I belong, you're gonna miss me when I'm gone"
My head: *starts singing the cupsong*
so many people are sad and depressed. makes me wonder who is actually happy
Mariah Al Giptiah me I am very very very very very very happy even if here’s corona virus hantavirus or no school
Schools are. Making a ton of money
You only realise you love someone when they are gone..
Āñìmé pšÿčō :3 I know that for a fact... there not dead they just moved away
UnikittyT101 My crush killed himself 2 months ago.. His Best Friend said that he likes me back.. I wish I could tell him that I love him.....
Āñìmé pšÿčō :3 and now you are listing sad nightcore, and use this lie to get attention , and you are probably 12 years old. Seeking the attention not given by your perents.
yh S true... but I’m 13
Āñìmé pšÿčō :3 well i was close, and i am dead😂, but i guess you are the only one who accepts the reality, and i must say, respect plus++, i was ritually the same at that age, but whatever, not gonna reply anymore. Bye bye
To be honest.. Suicide is such a powerful thing, just think about how many lives it's taken. And if we are being truthful I have attempted to take my own life many times, I got yelled at, and people told me things like "you know if you died people would cry" or "if you do that you'll hurt others, it's kind of selfish don't you think. " The thing is, I know it's selfish but.. I never got to be selfish my whole life I just gave and gave until I had nothing. Absolutely nothing. It's so hard to live up to people's expectations. I just want to be selfish for once in my life, the ability to take my life, it's mine, it really is the only thing I have.. So when people ask me if I know what I'm doing is selfish I have one response.. Yes, yes I do
*"will it finally be enough"*
Not that I encourage suicide but, people who have committed suicide are like heroes in the border of the country fighting a long war...... only difference is that the people in the army fight an opposite nation but we fight ourselves and the army people die in the hands of the enemy which is not that different when you have depression or anxiety or both or any other mental health disorder bcuz you will be your own enemy. In which case your body (wants to live) will be fighting your mind (wants to die) and if the mind wins then............... 🔪✋🩸 💔
And I am probably on the edge of the suicide cliff, holding off train of reasons to jump over,
like Spiderman trying to stop the train.
Whooh! had to get that out of my chest without sounding like a total idiot to my family!
Try not to be selfish when u want to die.
Try to be selfish all through your life, do what u like and stop caring abt others. Coz people who dont understand you dont deserve u.
You can be selfish to protect yourself.
Coz at the end of the you are the only one with u from birth to death.
Care for the one who is there for you and understand you. And if that person is only u. Then there is nothing wrong with being selfish. Dont try to lose your life for people who dont deserve you.
.
@Aici Yozakura [Irreversible Consequence] Stop! You don't have to walk other peoples walks if you cant even walk your own. That may sound mean, but explain it to your friends and if they don't understand why you can't listen to them rn then theyre not the right ones. If you feel that way you have to make sure that you're safe. Stay strong
@Aici Yozakura [Irreversible Consequence] well, I hope you really mean it... Don't want you to feel bad :(
@Aici Yozakura [Irreversible Consequence] okay. And if you feel bad talk to someone. And if they don't understand just yeet them away :3
@Aici Yozakura [Irreversible Consequence] that's how ya do it!
@Aici Yozakura [Irreversible Consequence] you'll never find someone that's more proud ÜwÜ
5 years old: i wanna be a doctor
8: chef
11: i wanna be happy
13: dead
@Dakota Lozano then i hope it hurrys up and happens. Pm me on instagram. Dakotabrooks77
@Dakota Lozano Alright I'm one of her friends and I'm fricken diagnosed with depression. Everyone can be depressed. Some people are actually born with depression. My life sucks. And I want to die as well. I've been bullied since 1st grade. Now I want to die. I'm not happy with my life I want to end it. I almost got admitted to a mental hospital due to my mental health and me wanting to die. EVERYONE CAN BE DEPRESSED!! MENTAL HEALTH IN OTHER PEOPLE CAN BE HARD TO SPOT! IT WAS HARD IN ME TO SPOT IM JUST 11 BY THE WAY IT WAS HARD TO SPOT IN ME DEPRESSION IS NOT A JOKE! MENTAL HEALTH IN KIDS ISNT A JOKE EITHER! I DON'T WANT TO BE LIVING ANYMORE! MENTAL HEALTH ISNT A CHOICE! IM ALSO DIAGNOSED WITH ANXIETY!! I'm done going off on you now..
@Dakota Lozanohonestly you cant say that. it doesnt matter how old you are or how your life is. i have depression and i have a great life.. i guess. but im selfish, worthless, and i take everything for granted, i really would be better off dead.
Hello
Hii
*comes out of tomb*
Me: I'm not dying until I comment in this!
MoreThan AGirl hey is this the spirit of @MoreThan AGirl
Is that karma kun in a maid costume
@@sugoiiininjadesuu7262 yes, yes it is
@@jadenisagrumpydog566 it's the ghost of the nightcore present!
***crawls into tomb***
She said she wants to end it all when she's all alone in her room
She cries
The way she feels inside is too much for her
When all you got is these four walls
It's not that hard to feel so small
Or even exist at all
How come no one heard her when she said
Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word
Hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
She doesn't know she's beautiful
Because no one's ever told her so
And the demons that she has, are all she knows
And maybe she can fall in love with someone in her life that she could trust
And tell her she's enough (Have someone tell her she's enough?)
How come no one heard her when she said
Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word
Hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You gonna miss me when I'm gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
When all you got is these four walls
It's not hard to feel so small
When all you got is these four walls
It's not hard to feel so small
All she wanted was to be enough
All she wanted was to be enough
So what does it take?
Maybe it's not too late
Yeah no one heard her when she said
Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word
Hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
This hurt my hand...please enjoy it
Thanks
Why is this song legit how I feel?!?!?!? All of this is like me and how I feel...
when people tell me i have no reason to be depressed i get even more depressed because they are my friends and now i feel like they leave me out of everything and dont even kow me anymore when i tell them everything that goes on in my life but now i cant trust anyone at my school because everyone hurts my feelings and hurts me by reminding me about somethings
you need new fiends. you can start with me tho
I feel like my friends don’t even care about me anymore either. After my grandma passed away in February I tried to talk to my “BFF” but she didn’t seem to care, so I just didn’t talk to her about it.
Hey, put your hand on your heart. Can you feel it? Your heartbeat? You know what that mean? You have a meaning. On this planet, you have a purpose, if you wouldn’t have a purpose then you wouldn’t have started in the first place.
@@dontask6765 awwwww
Me just me this explains exactly how I feel thank you sinon💗💗love you
No! All tho I don't know u I'm sure a lot of people care for u and love u and u can get through shit just u have to be strong and talk to someone about it dont just keep it inside!
Angel Sahmarani I now what your saying but this shit is hard it’s so hard to just talk to someone I tried to kill myself but it hurt everybody but not me I may sound selfish but I was soo close to not feel pain anymore and sometimes I wish I just Kaye’s down and let the pain do it’s thing and stop breathing and rest
@@arianahpineda5651 well.. u arent alone I had a hard life myself.. my best friend tried to commit suicide 8 times and I stopped her each time but I slow is becoming like her and sometimes all I feel is pain but I have to keep it inside for everyone around me.... but what other way u have when u reach rock bottom?.. u go back up ofc if u chose to this world isnt a good place but we have to adapt to it eventually..
Don't forget to thank the creator of the lyrics (sleeping with sirens) (sorry I'm just a major fan of sleeping with sirens)
to anyone reading this it gets better, trust me. i know it doesnt feel like its going to change but you have to hold out, if not for yourself do it for me.
"Did you hear a word I said?"
That part is probably the most relatable to me.
Don't you hate it that you have to -hurt yourself- cry alone because no one listens?
Hey, I'm here if you need someone. I don't know you but I don't want you to have to bottle it all up. Life can be rough but at some point, it gets easier, it will. There's somebody out there who cares for you and if you can't think of someone like that who knows you, think of me. Sure I'm just a stranger, but I wish to help you. If you happen to see this, have a great day/night and if you wish to talk to me I'll gladly give you some of my social media so we can talk on there.
@@jelliedmoosenose Thank you, and I've been getting a bit better. It's still hard, especially now adjusting to new Quarantine life and being stuck at home more, but thank you for caring. It's hard for people like me to find people like you, so thank you. I hope you have a nice day/night as well. :)
@@iamfanime2535 You're quite welcome and I'm happy to hear that you're getting better. I hope you and your family stay safe and healthy throughout the pandemic. Once again, I hope you have a good day/night.
The fact I can't cry anymore gets me
“This is not where I belong”
I paused the video to think about that, it hurts to realize how true that is to me
All you need is a special someone in your life. I was like this before someone who is now very special to me came in and fixed the problem without even knowing it. Things can get better just talking to someone. It doesn't even have to be about your issues. Human interaction just helps in general.
Nice nightcore and if anyone of you judge me Im going to cry
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SuperCell 3014 I’ll judge you all right 10/10 the judge decided
But I don't have anyone.
I judge that this is my favourite comment.
@@k4y692 Yeah. Sometimes I wish I could meet the people I know online in real life too. It would be way cooler. I have more online friends than real friends.
This was heart touching....
I'm felt sad...
Moral: Stand up when you're down, Get Stronger when you felt weaker.. Try more when you can't....
you deserve more likes :3
Thanks bro :,)
Not to be rude I swear, but the ‘moral’ is kinda like saying to be happy when your sad, even when you really can’t. To just stop being depressed when you are, it’s not that easy. Again, I’m sorry if this came off rude just thought I should let you know.
@@leegibson5802 no it didn't come rude and thank you for the explanation. I may have put it that way, but it represents to Never give up.... I'm sorry if I put it like this, thank you.
Gee, why didn't I think of that
Who else is lying in bed, Trembling with tears falling down as you whisper the song and can relate deaply..? Because that's me right now. 1:20am :/
@@error.4zero4 Hey, I'm still deeply fighting but it's getting hard and idk if i can for much longer..
i’ve been a fan of sws for almost a year. and every time i listen to this song... i just... i don’t know what happened to me.. it’s just triggering... the first time i listened to it, i just, cried and cried. every line... just speaks to me like nothing ever did. thank you for this... i love you.
This was me some years ago. I thought about a lot of bad things, i had depression and anxiety. It was actually when I was pretty young. But when I moved school and got an animal it all disappeared. I got more friends and my animal helped me a lot with depression. I still have anxiety tho, but I´m working on it. Please reply if you need help or someone to talk to. Good luck
Even if I find someone to talk to, I won't know how to explain what I am feeling. I hidden them way too long to even know myself
@@dulce1764 it's the same with me though, I can't even cry anymore I have no more tears left
How do you work on anxinty
I also what to go to another country because I have more bad memories that happy ones here... but how can I do that when my parents doesn’t even know what I’m going through?
I have my depression under control but my anxiety is out the roof
it is so beautiful
and it like seems like the way she's trying to fight herself in her head and stuff. accepting everything. it is sad tho💔❤❤
Being Christian doesn't help with suicidal thoughts. For me, it just makes it easier to think them. Because I know that I will finally be happy again when I die. Singing and dancing with God. But I'm not going any time soon. I still have a job to do. I still have a difference to make. I still have yet to change the world. I still have yet to write my name in history and help others in pain. To let my pain be a cure for others.
Song: did you hear a word I said?
Me: Hm..That’ll be good to see if people listen to me.
*Few weeks later*
Me: *Talks*
Friend: *Looking at phone*
Me: Did you hear a word I said?
Friend: Huh?
Me: *SLAP* pay attention to me next time. *walks out casually*
Life: Why does everyone love me, but hate you?
Death: Because your a beautiful lie, and I'm the ugly truth.
(credits to whoever made this up)
I've been in this beautiful lie for too long now, now I want to face the painful truth
if you see this in your time of need, _keep living._
Even when it hurts, when it feels like there is no purpose, _keep going._
Please, it is not your time. Keep living and experiencing everything the world has to offer.
Yes thank you it’s people like you who help me keep going❤
@@user-sq9hq2qt34 thank you for still being here
I only felt bad for a tiny bit but the people around me helped I found out I’m not alone 😊
@@user-sq9hq2qt34 I'm really glad, you're never truly alone in this world.
It’s hard to ask for help sometimes..
DEATH
Because
LIFE
Is too
COMPLICATED
Witch’n Bitchin *too.
tayaba waseem thanks!
when we are sad we understand the lyrics
this song was written to our lives cuz I feel so suicidal but I'm not that strong if my parents knew that they would cry how they lost their little daughter because of their actions towards me
I don't know if anyone will read this but I just wanna share it and continue listening to this amazing song. I was always bullied by people around me. For some reason, no one tried to be friends with me, or talk to me like I'm a normal person. I was always lonely and developed anxiety and depression throughout my life, feeling useless, worthless, nothing but someone who doesn't deserve to live and feeling like I'm disappointing even the people that doesn't know me. I don't know what Am I living for, why do I continue and why was I born in the first place? I feel like my place isn't here, that I'm not worth to even breath but when I think of dying, leaving everything behind, I'm scared. I'm scared of making my family suffer when it's all my fault I feel like this. Truth is, no one wants to die for real, we just want to feel happy, just a little time when we don't have to worry about every little thing, when we don't have to cry and feel guilty, when we would smile and be happy. We just want everything to be over, either the loss of someone or the feeling of being wortless because the people around you don't care at all, we all have scars we just can't forget. I always thought I'm alone, but I see so many people sharing stories and realize I'm not the only one and maybe I'm not someone who can say this but just... don't give up. Even if you feel like there is no tomorrow, like your world is crashing down and you have no place to hide, there are always better times and a good future that is waiting for you, you just have to be strong and face the world, cry if you want, do things that at least used to give you happiness and find someone to listen to you. It's always gonna be something for you, so... Believe in yourself, in the person you are and try to love yourself! ❤ I may not know you, but I love you, I know you're a strong person, a kind and amazing person and can do everything you dream for!
You are beautiful
I love all of your videos but this is ths first one that has actually pulled one of my heart strings.
It's bad when u start listening to depressing music and u are feeling depressed
"This is not where I belong" That sentence hit me. Thats exactly how I feel. It brought a flashback.. The flashback was my watching my daughters life end before my eyes. My mom was up stairs reading. I was in the kitchen making lunch for my mom and my daughter. I looked out the window to find my daughter was running into the road to grab her ball. I ran outside. What happened next? I was to late. She was crushed under a truck........ ""Maybe I AM better off dead. Im a failuer. Im a bad mother." Those are some positive thoughts that go though my mind. Atleast my mind thinks their possitive.
I hope your still alive and able to read this I’m soo sorry for what happened, I don’t know how it feels and I don’t know you but I care, I may be a stranger to you but I love yah girl I’m so sorry you had to witness that. I don’t know what to say other then take care of YOURSELF it’s something I myself struggle with love yah lots ❤
Is it bad to be a high schooler and wish to God that someone would tell you “You are enough” and love you and help you. Is that too much to ask for a broken soul like me? A depressed smart, pretty girl?
We can get through it together... I'm depressed and I am suicidal... I understand the pain...
You are enough... I'm here to talk I guess, that's all I can do to help
I ask for the very same thing
You are enough. I know it won’t be as meaningful from a random stranger on the internet, but I do truly believe that you are enough.
I’ve learned that in society, either say something positive, or keep your mouth shut.
This song is calling out to the ones who can’t keep their mouths shut, and I feel personally called out as well.
*No one wants to hear a painful truth when they can live a happy lie.*
"You're gonna miss me when I'm gone"
I hope you do even though I already know that you won't.......
@@purplegravity4792 thanks...... People like you are amazing. You guys bring out the best of the worst. Thank you. Stay safe from Covid 19 and have a good day.
I can not control my tear it was
full of emotional scene 😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢
When Someone asks me,
"Whats Wrong?"
I simply reply with,
"Just tired."
And they agree;
They say to take a nap.
But you see
This exhaustion,
It is not something
Simply resolved by sleeping.
I cannot simply shut my eyes
And wake up okay.
I need a break from,
My brain,
My Heart,
My life.
I need to go away
For just a little while
Or maybe...
Forever
I’m not suicidal but I breaks my heart to think that people have to go through and feel that pain
This song matches my life and I just realized I’ve said maybe I’m better off dead this song made me cry
Me: iM bETTeR oFF dEaD * cries heart out *
Other Person: Maybe I'm Better Off Deeeead~~~ * sings amazingly and is better than other person beside her *
Me: wtf dude. I'm totes better dead ;^;
You are better alive. Even if you don't know it. Someone will be heartbroken if you die. 💖💖💖
Thank you. I finally have a song that explains my whole feelings. I cant explain my feelings in words. But this song is perfect.
me: im so quiet with my cutting even silence is louder than me...
mom: what did you say?
me: im just wondering how silent can silent get..!
mom: ah ok, have fun!
me: fun, the longest memory lost
I heard it
I loved it
I kept it
I cried for it
I changed for it...
Sinon your videos are really very nice ... Every time I listen it ... I cry alot and serious it makes me happy ... 😭😍😘
i love this, my mum has been beating me and this has helped me through hard times, thank you so much xx
i hope you get better, if you need help (if you have a phone or friends) tell someone. alright? thats literally illegal so just get help okay? xx
I know how that feels, my mom was very abusive when I was younger. Please tell someone what is happening because you don’t deserve it (not physically but verbally but I know it’s probably nothing compared to what you’re going through)
Please, if it’s so serious (physical abuse aka bloodshed, broken body parts bones, etc or bruises, verbal abuse aka name calling, telling you to die, etc, sexual abuse, rape, saying sexual things, etc, or any other abuse, please contact authorities! You may be sent out of your home but you will most likely be put in another family members home. But it’s better than being abused, trust me
I hope your mother gives you another right hook to your chin, cause right now you are making her look bad for attention online.
Disgusting
I talked to my best friend about me being suicidal and cutting my self and all she did was hug me and tell me not to do it again and I felt so unimportant cause she didn't care.
If you need someone to talk to, you can text me..
509-558-0406
I'm here for you
Breeanne Bonham Be careful putting your phone number on the internet, it is very dangerous! That could get you in some bad situations and people could use that to find out more information about you.
Maybe just have them message you on snapchat/instagram/any social media with direct messaging or even your email instead of your phone number? ^-^
Bro same i told my cuz/my best friend and she slapped me and told me i was stupid and not to do it again because someone cares about me and when i asked who she walked away
My best friend did not care and got mad at me when i talked about my self and i think i lost my best friend i cant
u dum she hug u so she dues care
Why can I relate to the lyrics so much?! It honestly hurts thinking that.
Thank You for this. I love this song. This version is beautiful
This hits me way too hard ;(
Explains how I feel :(
To all of you in the comments that feel like this, stay strong and you're all amazing❤️❤️
Thx...
Your amazing too ❤️
They only care when you’re gone
To anyone who feels like this, I'm so sorry. Last year, I was here. I was stuck and sometimes cried so much that I didnt know which way was up. So did my friends and when I listen to this I hear all of us back then and I hear the people who still feel this way. You are enough. You always were and are enough. It gets better but until then I promise you are enough. I'm rooting for you.
New bootiful song :) thx for this sinon-senpai!~
Yeessss my hero academia!!!!
What the
Your channel has great songs which are meaningful and emotional.The songs just touch my heart. Thankyou SINON SENPAI.Love you from TURKEY....
"to shut out all these voices in my head" that there is me I have voices in my head telling me I'm not worth anything, I'm better off dead, I'm always going to be alone. I have given up on life. I am not gonna try anymore because no one is trying for me and there is no one to try for everyone in my family is dead or I can't see and I have no friends
We're your friends * hugs *
@Starla Schroeppel thank you💙🥺
Ey, I’ll be your friend, ik it probably won’t happen but I’m here for you. Talk to me if you ever need to! You won’t be dramatic so don’t think of it like that ^^
@Himari• •Takahashi thank you💪😭
What u mean you have no friends I’m ur friend did u forget about me*fake crys*
I told my mother is self harm hoping for some support but she told me
"You are the most selfish person I have ever met"
Why would she say that. I told her because I needed someone to tell me it's going to be ok and it will all get better. I did not tell her so that I can be reminded about how much of a burden I am.
@Dakota Lozano Things are getting alot better now, I think my mother just needed some time, obviously it's hard to find out that a child is self harming.
*who else is lying on the floor, crying cuz you stuffed things up?*
Age 5: a princess
Age 10: a doctor
Age 15: army or a social worker
Age 16: i just wanna die
It’s sad Bc at age five I was abused up until nine
Age 5: I wanna be a vet!
Age 7: I wanna be a zookeeper!
age 9: I want people to be nice!
age 10: i want friends...
age 12: I just want to feel loved
I act happy most of the time but inside I’m just sad, and when I have the chance to be alone... I break out into tears. I’m done living in the universe, I’m about to drop everything and give in. If I had a gun... I’d put it to my head and pull the trigger. I don’t care if it puts my family down into tears... because I’m cold and nefarious.
But I know the universe is already a billion steps ahead... I’m not meant to die, if I was... I would’ve already noticed the pattern through the matrix we live in. And that’s why I cry because I know I can’t die. Time is an illusion, and the future is already set.
I loved the original version of this song so much, but yeah the nightcore version takes the cake here - very emotional 😅♥️
To that random person scrolling through the comments - keep fighting x
this is so beautiful..... i love it 💖💖💖💖💖💖
I'm beautiful they say, I got into one of America's best medical schools, yet outside of being the cute smart girl, nobody really cares about my feelings. I get that everyone has something they're dealing with, but I'm always the one being the therapist, always the one to say it's going to be okay, always the strong independent one who *never* gets asked if I'm okay even if I'm crying with blank face. How come I'm the only one that seems to put care into my relationships, yet no one can do the same for me...? It makes me feel worthless. Like nobody cares about me as a person, just the results I produce. My body feels tired all the time and I force myself to do things everyday. When I take a break, I get called lazy. I feel stuck.
You're never stuck unless you decide so, remember that :)
@@nolan6525 Well, how do get out?
@@myachi_art I'm not sure there is a general answer to this but I saw people destroyed to a point I could never imagine it was possible and they made it so I'm sure that everyone can get out of any situation, they just need to make a move, you'd probably need to talk about this with someone you know, even if, If I understood what you said right, noone ever comes to you to talk about yourself, then *you* go talk to someone you trust
You will be ok try getting a dog 🙃
Just tell a few close friends whom you know you can trust that your feeling worn out from helping other people so much. They will start to ask you for help less and if they are good friends they will even ask people to stop asking you for help as often.
Wow this hit cuz I had just started crying then click on this after storming to my room saying I wish I was dead...
Just in all I really like the song...it gives my comfort knowing that some people feel like this, not just me. But the "maybe she could fall in love with someone she could trust and tell her she's enough" is what really got me. I've had so many toxic friendships and relationships just hearing my girlfriend saying how much she loves me in the small time we've been dating, it makes me cry. I feel human when she says it.
No one is alone, no one has to be alone, you'll find comfort in so many things it's not funny. Even if your in pain, just try to keep your head up, giving up isn't going to help you...it'll just make things hard for others. you are loved, you are needed, your so many things even if no one realizes that. Everything will be okay.
"Cuz no one ever told her so" And "your gonna miss me when I'm gone"
I wish my mom would wake up or accept the fact that im not ok. All the scars and empty stares and me saying I'm not ok all go right past her. But it's too late now. For too long I've been forced to stay quite and not say anything, keep all the negative inside or you'll get ppl mad or you'll get in trouble. I can't be honest anymore. If an adult wanted to help me I'd get scared and if a person my age wanted to help I wouldn't believe it. I'm just praying that God takes me back soon. I must be here for some reason and I hope it's to help someone at least. So if u want, vent here to me, I'd read and listen, and I probably won't know what to say, but I won't ignore you.
I've been clean for a month and 9 days, my boyfriend has helped me get this far 4 months and he's helped me get over so much I'm so grateful an angel-like him came into my life!🥺>﹏
Me :Everybody is saying sad things uh
Also Me: My dog ate my Cheetos.
Thank you that was just the laugh I needed
Ya that cheered me up after reading this sad comment section
That’s another sad thing! :(
It is funny tho
Damn that dog
I feel like this everyday. Some reasons are because, sometimes if I say something, my friends are like, “Ok I don’t care” and start laughing. I just laugh along with the joke. But it’s a fake laugh. And today I said, “I want to cry,” but I said it as a joke, but they still said “Ok I don’t care child” so i went under a table. And got four people to try to make me cry. Nothing worked. But my friend Andrew gave me a pointy end of a spoon. And I’ve bern cutting myself the whole day. In fact, it hurts to type and move my fingers a little bit because of the cuts on both of my wrists. But it’s fine. The cuts keep me happy. But I know real people that actually care about me..
I love how it's relatable
I don't think he will miss me when I'm gone. He will be told I died. He will cry a little. Then move on. Then later, rumors start that it was suicide. He gets curious. He contacts my parents and... It's true. I'll have left a note for him. Mom would hand it to him. He'd read it. And here's the gist of what I would write:
Dear (his name),
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I left you. Not once but twice now. But I can't come back this time. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. Several times I wasn't enough for you to actually email first. You didn't try to win me back. You let me go. And I didnt run. I slowly walked away. Hoping for you to just say "wait, I'm sorry.... Please don't go". But I didn't deserve that. I still dont. I'm not pretty. I'm annoying. I'm crazy. You... Your just an amazing person. You deserve everything. I'm sorry. Don't miss me. Don't think of me. Move on. You will find amazing, beautiful, smart girls. Don't speak of me. Don't reminisce about me. I don't deserve it. I never did. No matter how much I would and have sacrificed for you. I'll watch over you. Goodbye
@Dakota Lozano I'm not pretty. Only my mom and dad ever say I'm beautiful. And they have to because I'm their child.
Also, I recently learned how my little suicide story will go. If I commit, my mom would fallow me. She told me that herself when I told her about a RUclipsr committing suicide last Thursday. So now I don't have a choice but to stay for my mom.
@@bananathewolf5589 I told my friend about how i wanted to kill myself and he said "If you die i die" so now I have no choice- he has too much to live for and i dont want to mess it up for him if hes being honest...
@@kassidypicklesimer1103 same happened with me a few months ago. Steve Cash, one of my favourite youtubers, had committed suicide. I told my mom about it. And eventually it got to her telling me if I committed suicide she would fallow me. My own mom! And now I'm stuck here.
I'm still gonna be listening to this everyday in 2021
Do u know what's the most saddest and scariest part, when u can relate to every single lyrics of the song and u want to cry your heart out but u can't.....Depression is much worse than chance is, there is no cure to it. The only cure is u, u are the one who can make things right.
I just thought i could share my feelings a little bit to the world and to them who are also suffering like me... Reality is - I can't describe how reality is in just words
I used to say this but my depression faded away just a little and when I'm at school my depression slowly creeps up on me
This reminds me of a very dark time of my life... Society is messed cuz like i was only a 6th grader
I cried. Sounds like an old friend of mine. He...yeah...he isn't here anymore. Lets just leave it at that.
shad0wb0xer 73 I’m so sorry for your loss, he deserved a longer life.
"Would it finally be enough"
I felt that
If Sinon don't upload I'm better off dead, not really dead but I'd be pretty sad.
My life is shattered so.... Mom, Dad I'm better off dead😢
A girl with a blade
One never to trade
Skin as her canvas
To fade her sadness
Everything was blurry
And no one seemed to worry
Except for the boy
Who never felt joy
He smiled at her
and asked
"How are you? You look rather blue,"
She shrugged.
She didn't loved.
She felt drugged
On depression and anxiety
Like she was losing sanity
"I'm fine," She whispered numbly
"You say but your eyes are puffy," He said back
She gave in after he tried so many times
Sadly she showed her used canvas and looked away.
Embarrassed that he'd find it funny in some way.
She felt alone
and well also blue
until he said
"Don't worry I used to draw too,"
Lines that relate to me the most:
"The way she feels inside is to much for her"
"This is not where I belong"
"Maybe I'm better off dead"
"She doesn't know she's beautiful cause no one's ever told her"
"All she ever wanted was to be enough"
"So how come no one heard her when she said.. maybe I'm better of dead!"
The one that I relate to the most is the first one.
Oh man I really love piano version cuz...
I PLAY PIANO 🎹 XD by the way it’s so beautiful 😍 how ‘d u do that
I play piano too! I really wanna learn to play this song 😍
It’s a beautiful song on piano I agree.
Lmao I can also play piano and this is an easy song to play
:3
this song is my mood and my thoughts
My heart hurts cuz not to long I thought about death and how I'm not good enough
Old memories went through my head
Locked in the bathroom
Crying
Idk, this just hurt me but at the same time I loved the song
I wish I was like the clouds so everyone can see my sadness when I cry