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  • Опубликовано: 18 сен 2024
  • I struggled with addiction for almost 10 years. I have been in and out of jail/prison for years. Now I am working on my bachelors degree in psychology. This story is based on my own personal opinion and experiences.
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Комментарии • 428

  • @christinaarandall
    @christinaarandall 4 года назад +578

    Woohoo!!! I got my soft blanket, a comfy spot on the couch, and a new Jessica Kent video! 🥰

    • @JessicaKent
      @JessicaKent  4 года назад +37

      🖤🤗🤟

    • @lexibell2186
      @lexibell2186 4 года назад +13

      I love y’all’s friendship!!! We Stan loving mamas ❤️

    • @alexamichhele9288
      @alexamichhele9288 4 года назад +10

      christina is such a supportive amazing friend i love u guys

    • @samantha-claire2628
      @samantha-claire2628 4 года назад +2

      It’s 3:15am in Australia right now but you know when My mama’s post, I gotta watch my girls’ videos. My fiancé is trying to sleep but he can wait 20mins cause my girl just posted 😂 I love you both more than my sleep ❤️

    • @carlasuannepoohlockett3259
      @carlasuannepoohlockett3259 4 года назад

      Christina Randall please check your messenger

  • @filipasonia4
    @filipasonia4 4 года назад +246

    I literally love the way you talk

    • @rodneydaub3812
      @rodneydaub3812 4 года назад +3

      literally?

    • @maxhydekyle2425
      @maxhydekyle2425 4 года назад +2

      She sounds like Miranda Cosgrove

    • @obsceneginger818
      @obsceneginger818 4 года назад +4

      Aw Man I thought I was the only one who thought her voice is soothing lol

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 4 года назад

      Rodney Daub “Literally love” is correct. Meaning when she says loves she means love.

    • @mentalimagine259
      @mentalimagine259 4 года назад

      IKR

  • @JessicaKent
    @JessicaKent  4 года назад +27

    Send Randy Words Of Encouragement:
    Randy Condon
    279 county road 46
    Norwich Ny 13815
    Chenango Co Sheriff Department

  • @maxhydekyle2425
    @maxhydekyle2425 4 года назад +81

    I found your channel a few days ago and started getting recommended a ton of RUclipsrs who are recovering addicts, I just wanted to say thank you because all of your (and others) stories really help. I've never had any help with recovering and I've never told anyone about my addiction outside of the people that used with me. So it's just really nice to finally feel like I'm not alone in it. I've been good for awhile now, probably three years, not exactly sure, but it's been very lonely because my family and friends are almost entirely addicts.

    • @rachelwillis6902
      @rachelwillis6902 4 года назад +2

      Keep your head up Max.. You got this.. 🙏🏼👏💪❤

  • @signingwithMrsRachel
    @signingwithMrsRachel 4 года назад +14

    My heart dropped when you said Randy said "I'm sorry". I was on the edge of my seat for this story!!

  • @danyeldoyle9685
    @danyeldoyle9685 4 года назад +45

    I think a lot of people don’t understand that forgiving someone doesn’t excuse their behavior. Like you said it’s not for them it’s for you. It takes more energy to be angry then it does to be happy.

  • @bridgetarndt1302
    @bridgetarndt1302 4 года назад +33

    You're the best storyteller! I have never done anything drug related , but you're so entertaining... I can't stop

  • @stefanievillalobos6999
    @stefanievillalobos6999 4 года назад +57

    Your stories are so captivating! I always listen to them as podcasts 😂 currently getting ready to go to work while listening

  • @TooCuteToSell
    @TooCuteToSell 4 года назад +40

    You’re the best storyteller ever!

  • @amberwkly3747
    @amberwkly3747 4 года назад +104

    I couldn't be friends w someone that did the things he did to you. Robbed you. Snitched you out.....etc. You're a bigger person than me.

    • @JessicaKent
      @JessicaKent  4 года назад +35

      Took time 🖤

    • @Shay016-
      @Shay016- 4 года назад +10

      If you’re codependent aka addicted to a person you’re going to basically put up with anything you have to to keep they person around. It’s a miserable wild amazing loving tint. Very hard thing to cope with.

    • @rachelzuckett7413
      @rachelzuckett7413 4 года назад +10

      like she said tho, she did her dirt too. it's much easier to "forgive" someone when you feel guilty for things you've done as well. you basically end up holding each other hostage because neither agrees who did who dirtier. it's a very toxic thing that makes little sense to those not involved. but it's easier to get to that point than you think. and if/when you come out on the other side and see through the veil of addiction and love and lust you see things much clearer and that's where forgiveness starts. in my experience, anyway.

  • @Megolegobbyy
    @Megolegobbyy 4 года назад +96

    Love that color hoodie on you, girl! ❤️

    • @JessicaKent
      @JessicaKent  4 года назад +9

      Thanks its my merch! 🤗

    • @Megolegobbyy
      @Megolegobbyy 4 года назад

      Ooo I love it!!! 😍❤️ I’ll have to check it out!!

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 4 года назад +1

      Maegan's Magic Kingdom she can really rock that color. And that eye makeup is perfect with it.

  • @glendydiaz3162
    @glendydiaz3162 4 года назад +226

    Can you give us a update on Randy ? Would love to know how he's doing.

    • @Em-is9kc
      @Em-is9kc 4 года назад +1

      Someones posted on his channel saying he might write letters from prison for youtube

    • @bradynicolehill4297
      @bradynicolehill4297 4 года назад +3

      Who’s randy?

    • @ZoeF.O
      @ZoeF.O 4 года назад +1

      @@bradynicolehill4297
      HAHAHAHAAA

    • @leajohnson8441
      @leajohnson8441 4 года назад

      Brady Nicole her ex

    • @alwaysfaithful999
      @alwaysfaithful999 Год назад

      this is randy i need someone

  • @sawyerpannell9695
    @sawyerpannell9695 4 года назад +46

    Ouch. Randy lost some points for this one. Love your stories. I grew up in NY and can relate a ton too with opiate addiction and going upstate. Clean today and doing well, but your stories bring me back and they are cool to hear. Keep up the awesome work. 👍🙂

  • @marnilane6124
    @marnilane6124 4 года назад +18

    I’m so excited to see how quickly your channel is growing, you have definitely earned it ❤️❤️

  • @mistfall5478
    @mistfall5478 4 года назад +6

    Hi. My dad died from a morphine overdose when I was 7 years old and I just want to thank you for everything that you're doing. It's so lovely too see you thriving and giving hope to other addicts along with promoting the fact that addiction is an illness not a crime. I wish my dad could've gotten to the point that you're at now. I saw something on Facebook and it made me think of you, I've sent it to you on Instagram but I get that you probably get a lot of messages! ❤❤❤

  • @tudorsara
    @tudorsara 4 года назад +11

    Your stories get me through my morning anxiety and help me get ready 😩 thank you 🙏❤️ !!

  • @RosieHip24
    @RosieHip24 4 года назад +26

    I'm happy to know you've changed and are thriving.

  • @jasonadams7991
    @jasonadams7991 4 года назад +12

    I just found you and your channel like 3 days ago and absolutely hooked, been binge watching video after video after work and while at work on break. I love your attitude and the way you tell your story and experiences, definitely have opened my eyes to the inner workings of jail/prison and just how cruel and inhumane prisoners are treated some times.

  • @libertyjo6238
    @libertyjo6238 4 года назад +29

    Txting back in the day was challenging to say the least!😂 kids today got it goood!

    • @samantha-claire2628
      @samantha-claire2628 4 года назад +3

      liberty jewel or if you live in Australia you would wait till 9pm to call your friends from the same network you were with cause it was free for 10-15mins so you would hang up the call and then call back every time your free call would run out 😂

    • @libertyjo6238
      @libertyjo6238 4 года назад

      @@samantha-claire2628 👌😂😂😂 that's the way to do it! Lol..

  • @marybelle
    @marybelle 4 года назад +133

    I didn't realize this was THAT story until you got to the part where you were in the kitchen! Old school texting! I will never miss it! And it cost 10 cents a text and people would text "k"! Your letter just cost me 10 cents dude!!

    • @brooketimms9230
      @brooketimms9230 4 года назад +3

      Hahaha true

    • @dani2g
      @dani2g 4 года назад +8

      For that reason I think that’s why I still sometimes write one long message instead of separating them out to 4 or 5 consecutive messages as people do now. 😅

    • @marybelle
      @marybelle 4 года назад

      @@dani2g I do the same thing lol

    • @IttyBitty412
      @IttyBitty412 4 года назад +2

      Hahaha I used to write a bunch of like one word messages because it didnt charge 10 cents unless the message was opened so I told my friend to text me like that and id text her like that. Because you could see the very beginning of the text. But then I also think I had one where there might not have been a preview of the first word or so in the text

    • @PaTrick-cf6ev
      @PaTrick-cf6ev 4 года назад +1

      Whuuut thay charge the one on the receiving end?🤣

  • @Miranda-G54
    @Miranda-G54 4 года назад +2

    Hi Jessica I love your videos! I'm a recovering heroin and oxy addict I'll be 2 years clean February 1st you're such an inspiration to me.

  • @Rtytanicj
    @Rtytanicj 4 года назад +11

    143 k!!! Girl, I’m so damn proud 💜💙🖤

  • @kerry0034
    @kerry0034 4 года назад +22

    Girl, as a ex-female dealer (of coke/crack & H) from mid-90’s - 2003 (when feds raided us) I locked my doors religiously! I STILL lock my doors like a dealer till this day & I can’t shower without the door locked EVER.. 😂
    Anyways, keep up the great work! I’m so proud of you and your channel🥰❤️

    • @kerry0034
      @kerry0034 4 года назад +3

      PS. I can attest that said “locks” don’t work if someone -like the SWAT and/or the armed robbers- want to get in, that doors coming OFF.. lock and all! 😂 lookin back I’m like.. 🙄🤷🏽‍♀️😩😂🤣

    • @alondramulero5915
      @alondramulero5915 4 года назад

      ♥♥♥

  • @pinktooth5473
    @pinktooth5473 4 года назад +6

    Cheers, Jess. Glad you’re still going strong. Keep up the great work and thanks again for sharing your story and insights 😊

  • @ashleighthomas9698
    @ashleighthomas9698 4 года назад +7

    Started watching a week ago with the "I had a baby in prison" vid. Went back to the very beginning, now I'm here 😂🖤 love you girl!

  • @AAAMANDA
    @AAAMANDA 4 года назад +2

    Girl you are a gifted story-teller. We need to get you on stage somewhere. The world needs to know you.

  • @Lithrilla
    @Lithrilla 4 года назад +6

    I've been binge watching your videos for days now, I just love them

  • @Savvy_lurker_14
    @Savvy_lurker_14 4 года назад +3

    You did this story when you first started your channel but it is good to hear it again with better audio lol. Love you, you are so fucking strong, you inspire me fam!

  • @hannahphillips2577
    @hannahphillips2577 4 года назад +9

    Never this early!!! I died when Peter mentioned you in his videos a few weeks ago!!! Love you girl!!! ❤

  • @FIBROMOM
    @FIBROMOM 4 года назад +57

    Anyone else old school and still has a landline? 🙋 in the sticks we have to in order to have WiFi LOL😂

    • @samantha-claire2628
      @samantha-claire2628 4 года назад +4

      FIBRO MOM forgive me for assuming your username is referring to fibromyalgia but if so just want you to know you’re not alone and I’m a fibro sufferer myself and I send all my love and prayers to you ❤️

    • @RestlessNights2552
      @RestlessNights2552 4 года назад +4

      Our crap tv and internet is cheaper if we have a landline too. Prices are so expensive in Canada it’s crazy. The phone isn’t that bad though compared to the internet and tv so I guess it’s the only thing we pay for that works right? We are still living that landline life. 😂

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 4 года назад +4

      RestlessNights2552 In Minnesota, US, it’s expensive, too! What’s wrong with getting Internet up north?

    • @FIBROMOM
      @FIBROMOM 4 года назад +1

      @@samantha-claire2628 awe, that's so sweet of you, thank you! yes, I actually have a channel for my spoonies 💜

    • @FIBROMOM
      @FIBROMOM 4 года назад

      @@RestlessNights2552 I live way up north wi and can't have internet without landline. $120 a month without cable

  • @E.Harris02
    @E.Harris02 4 года назад +8

    finally youre growing quickly!!x

  • @JagoffCitizen
    @JagoffCitizen 4 года назад +1

    Never a dull moment listening to you! Always a gem among the notifications.

  • @cswafford1987
    @cswafford1987 4 года назад +54

    It would take me a long, long, long time to trust him again...

    • @Rebelgirl-kv6bd
      @Rebelgirl-kv6bd 4 года назад +18

      You are way better than me, I would NEVER trust him again.

    • @BrandiXo
      @BrandiXo 4 года назад +2

      @@Rebelgirl-kv6bd ever

    • @scottscott8230
      @scottscott8230 4 года назад +9

      Once a rat always a rat

    • @babbbysweetpea
      @babbbysweetpea 4 года назад +1

      Same! I would have been so mad and probably would never had forgiven him. You have to be a really strong person to forgive him. Props to you and anyone else who knows they would forgive him!

    • @rachelzuckett7413
      @rachelzuckett7413 4 года назад +4

      i'm sure it's easier to trust him when she isn't into the drugs and dealing and shit anymore. what's he gonna do to her? when you're in a relationship and you're both addicts and both doing illegal stuff, the upper hand goes back and forth. now that they have nothing to gain from each other it takes all that bullshit away. i'd bet my own money that she doesn't help him financially or anything if she's not a hundred percent certain he's sober.

  • @theadoraceccarelli3566
    @theadoraceccarelli3566 4 года назад

    I have never felt moved to write a youtube comment before, but after watching some of your videos I just have to say that you are so wonderfully well-spoken, respectful, and informative! I hope more people can hear your story because it sheds light on SO MANY major problems that we have in our society today and you address them with grace and humility. Thank you for sharing your stories.
    Also, it is such an awesome idea to leave Randy's address for words of encouragement.

  • @haleyreynolds600
    @haleyreynolds600 4 года назад +1

    I’m new to your channel. I’ve been watching your videos for the past three days straight. I’m obsessed. You are literally such an inspiration to me. So proud of you for overcoming everything you’ve been through!! 💕

  • @delaneyharrison5575
    @delaneyharrison5575 4 года назад +1

    Funny how I was binge watching your old videos and a new one comes out!!! Always have my love and support ❤️

  • @Rtytanicj
    @Rtytanicj 4 года назад +8

    Girl I feel you on dem old phones!!!! I am 35, so I FEEL you!!!!

    • @marybethcaldwell
      @marybethcaldwell 4 года назад +1

      I'm 36. I remember my first cell phone and texting was not a thing yet. My first cell phone was a big fat huge thing.. then I got the little blue nakia that u could change the face covers and put a light up antenna on it. Lol then the razor flip phones came out and everyone went crazy over them, thats about when everyone started getting cellphones. Lol man kids have no clue how it used to be.

  • @ashleybrooke5199
    @ashleybrooke5199 4 года назад +1

    We need more magazine crew vids! I can’t get enough of those!! I get so into those stories that when the video is over I’m like nooooo..I need to hear moreeee!!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @martinhulman8460
    @martinhulman8460 4 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing a huge part of your life with us. You're amazing, when I watch your videos I just want to to hug you because you are truthful and giving people hope to overcome their demons. Had a fair share of experience with demons on my on own. Shout out from Slovakia.:)

  • @j3ss1kaa1
    @j3ss1kaa1 4 года назад +6

    *throw back* we would spend forever coming up with these awesome intros for our voicemails or our answering machines hahaha

    • @ablair33556
      @ablair33556 4 года назад +1

      j3ss1kaa1 my favorite.. Hello .. Hello .. Hello!!!!.. and the person thinking it was you but it was your answering machine 😂😂😂😂

    • @ashleighthomas9698
      @ashleighthomas9698 4 года назад +1

      "Hey you've reached, who know who, leave a you know what, you know when!" Was always my fav 😂😂

  • @TheLaceycheer
    @TheLaceycheer 4 года назад +23

    You look so cute, happy that you changed your life :)

  • @kristinreynolds577
    @kristinreynolds577 4 года назад +1

    Great story as always! I’m so glad that you can use your past to help others struggling with addiction. I am sober for 7 years now, and so I know and understand the everyday struggle! I’ve had to learn how to battle cancer and an auto immune disease without taking any narcotics. Please know that I am not judging anyone who does need those meds!! Sorry for the long comment!

    • @alondramulero5915
      @alondramulero5915 4 года назад

      your so strong for going through all that!!! 💪🏆♥ I'm so proud of you for getting sober for 7+ years💗 I hope your doing good now

  • @nikkib5753
    @nikkib5753 4 года назад +1

    I know a long time ago you told this story and I remember every detail. Jess, I was in that codependent toxic bad relationship. I get it. I know exactly how you felt and were feeling. It sucks bad. BUT you did what almost no one can. You completely did a 360 and look where you are now!! You are a queen 👑!❤💯😊

  • @brem8359
    @brem8359 4 года назад +2

    I always get so excited when your name pops up for a new video 🤗 you never fail to pull me in sooo interested, Love your videos girl ❤

  • @kmk5219
    @kmk5219 4 года назад

    I have been loving hearing your story - please keep making videos, it’s such a great resource for people battling addiction and their families❤️ You’re so amazing!

  • @angiefor2
    @angiefor2 4 года назад +2

    jess makes me laugh so hard not even trying. “now i recommend this is something you do not do” 😂😂

  • @summersuddaby1171
    @summersuddaby1171 4 года назад +2

    p.s.- I love your videos.. i'm a recovering addict and i relate to everything you say! 3 years clean from all the same shit you use to do! God is good!

  • @stephenfleming7918
    @stephenfleming7918 4 года назад

    Discovered your vlog recently and have been watching a lot of your videos. You’re helping a lot of people. Years ago I was arrested several times for meth . Put on probation and finally was in jail for
    a 4 year meth felony. Family got me a decent lawyer and got it reduced to a Misdemeanor and Six months in a upstate New York Jail. Was enough for me. Now have great wife and children and have not been in trouble sense. Congratulations to you.

  • @tonycraven8142
    @tonycraven8142 4 года назад +1

    That is really showing your strength to be able to forgive him like that. I hope that he gets his life together. Hopefully, he understands just how lucky he is to have a friend like you to still be there for him. I love this video.

  • @tuvwxyz8991
    @tuvwxyz8991 4 года назад +2

    I love starting my day off with your videos ❤️😊

  • @summermills5444
    @summermills5444 4 года назад +1

    I love your attention to detail!!! U givin us AMAZING content especially lately

  • @fromfeartoflow
    @fromfeartoflow 4 года назад +5

    I love you so much Jess! Can you do a video someday about how to be good at selling? (I don’t mean drugs haha but in general since you seemed to be so good at selling magazines)

  • @Steelhorsecowboy
    @Steelhorsecowboy 4 года назад +1

    This is a crazy life. It is so different from what I know. I couldn't sleep and started binge watching. What an education I've gotten! The only person I ever knew who went prison was my business attorney.
    It sounds like a incredibly stressful and unhealthy way to live.
    I was on opiates for 4 days after my leg was crushed in a motorcycle accident and I have no idea why someone would take them voluntarily. When I went to the bathroom I thought I was having a baby it hurt so much.
    Its entertaining though. I just don't understand the lifestyle.
    (Married one woman, 2 kids, College, Army, and a house in the burbs- calm but not a boring life)

  • @MinyPiggy
    @MinyPiggy 4 года назад +1

    I love hearing you talk to start my days!

  • @angelategos8109
    @angelategos8109 4 года назад +1

    I have grown to absolutely ADORE you miss Jessica plus your stories make my day!! have you ever thought of writing your story?? typically, people who speak so articulately have the ability to express themselves through the written word too!! you have your subscribers as advertising through social media and word of mouth so please consider this. looking forward to your next story (it's funny because when you begin with a story your face seems to fade and I am taken back to where you are, what you did, etc which equates to TOTAL ESCAPISM!!). you have helped me so much, you are SUCH an inspiration. may God bless you and your beautiful family.

  • @booboogirl1994
    @booboogirl1994 4 года назад +5

    Girlll yes the phone. I freaking died. Technology has come so damn far lmao. 🤣

  • @marieantoinettepaddelboot3149
    @marieantoinettepaddelboot3149 4 года назад +18

    Where's the notification squad at?

  • @kylacrush9424
    @kylacrush9424 4 года назад +1

    My heart was beating out of my Throat just listening to this harrowing story! But the fact you can candidly speak about this years later without all the emotions you were feeling at the time. Fear, Rage, Disappointment, Dread, confusion etc. etc. just further proves how much you’ve overcome, grown & changed!!!
    Hearing Randy’s Motivation for turning you in is pretty infuriating but Hindsight is definitely 20/20...but oh How the Tables Have Turned as you reiterate this story from the confines of your lovely home with your beautiful children & the true love of your life & unfortunately Randy is in Jail again... Not saying that’s a good thing because of course we all feel bad for his circumstances. It’s just an interesting turn of events; does Karma play role? Yes but it’s more so a testament that you got your life together & unfortunately Randy sadly slipped up this summer but I think he may have the mindset after being institutionalized for so long. I really do hope after he gets out that he’ll come to terms with the fact that U can’t half-ass recovery that it’s a struggle everyday to fight against the burden of addiction.

  • @natalieharmsworth760
    @natalieharmsworth760 4 года назад

    came across your videos a few days ago, been binge watching ever since! you’re so strong and so amazing, its inspiring to see how much you turned your life around and changed. fascinating to hear your story as a young woman myself. lots of love to you and your family❤️

  • @caryssaburzynski7657
    @caryssaburzynski7657 4 года назад +1

    So proud of you! You are so strong! Love you always ❤️💪🏼

  • @bripage438
    @bripage438 4 года назад

    YAAAAY SECOND CHANNEL ILY !!! You are such a strong women. You have pushed me to want to get clean and start the suboxone clinic. Thank you for sharing your stories !!🙏💚💚💚💚💚

  • @daggerf6513
    @daggerf6513 4 года назад +1

    Honestly you are such an inspiration. My dad is an addict, he got so bad that he became super abusive, tried to kill me and my mother and we had to flee the city. I don’t remember him at all, and he does want contact with me but I don’t know if I want to see him, and I don’t want to upset my mother by going to see him. I know it is a disease and I’ve been told before he was an addict he was a great person, and I even have siblings I’ve never seen. Addiction is cruel.

  • @NoLOVEinFEAR333
    @NoLOVEinFEAR333 4 года назад

    Girl, you can really tell a story! Love to hear you speak about your experiences, and see how well you are doing now!! Thank you for sharing!

  • @cassileigh
    @cassileigh 4 года назад

    you are the only youtuber that i replay your videos often, whether im going thru shit at the time or not, you calm my nerves like tati does for some people. but you’re so entertaining that i can listen to the same videos multiple times (with breaks in between rewatching but still) 🖤 cant wait to see you hit 1 million someday, ive been rocking with you since like 50k 💖

  • @evoshandor2120
    @evoshandor2120 4 года назад +1

    My son was responsible for everything he did, he was also an addict and a dealer. I buried him last year. One night he wanted to get high, and he did. A dealer friend of his brought him heroin/fentanyl, and that was it. Now, he sold drugs to kids, juveniles. He was the hero of his own story. His mother loved him and wanted to find the good in him. That is why I hate drugs dealers, and that is why I have little use for drug addicts. Yea yea, victims, victims all. Victims of a sickness, no one is to blame. The real victims of the game are not the playa playas, the real victims are the family’s. The friends. The children who’s parents are gone. The dogs and cats sent to the pound. And it’s a price we all pay for someone else wanting to feel good for a few hours. I’m a victim too. Sucks don’t it?
    I respect what you do and what you have accomplished, I am glad someone made it out. I am even a subscriber. I’m sure you and your friends got a bad deal in jail, but at least for you jail ended. The pain of lost people never stops. I so wish it did.

  • @TyraNicole.
    @TyraNicole. 4 года назад

    thank you for sharing Jess!!! always so real and raw no matter what. can’t do nun but respect it ! love love love ya!❤️❤️❤️

  • @Bljohnson36
    @Bljohnson36 4 года назад

    I just found your channel and I've been binge watching for 3 days. I'm from the 315 orginally now in Dallas and I'm very familiar with the culture so your stories are very relatable because that's the neighborhood. I'm shaking my head and all that when I watch some of your videos because it's for real! Thank you for sharing your stories and keep doing what you're doing!

  • @lifeinthecrowsnest4953
    @lifeinthecrowsnest4953 4 года назад +33

    Is this a retell or de ja vu? Either way I'm loving it lol

    • @musicfan1238
      @musicfan1238 4 года назад +5

      I'm pretty sure it's a retell, I noticed that too 😌

    • @fugginchit1
      @fugginchit1 4 года назад +9

      Ya she's told it before, the beginning was different though.

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 4 года назад

      Life in the Crow's Nest I never heard this one.

    • @Shay016-
      @Shay016- 4 года назад +1

      More detailed retell

    • @VCast329
      @VCast329 4 года назад

      I was thinking “Hey, I’ve heard this story before 🤔”. Guess it’s a retell.

  • @manuelamora3672
    @manuelamora3672 4 года назад

    honestly, you and Christina should start a prison podcast. You're both have such important stories to tell, and you're amazing at telling them

  • @JSandwich13
    @JSandwich13 4 года назад

    I was so looking forward for this video. I absolutely adore the way you tell these videos. You are a fantastic storyteller

  • @TessMac
    @TessMac 4 года назад +2

    I had to laugh when you talked about “T9” on the old cell phones! Pressing all those numbers was THE WORST! Haha. So thankful you’re living a full & happy life now Jess. Inspiring people every single day. 🤍🙏🏻😘

    • @codeher
      @codeher 4 года назад

      I equate t9 to having to dial 9 on a rotary phone 😂🤣

  • @ClarinhaDiogo
    @ClarinhaDiogo 4 года назад +1

    i love this type of stories! keep it up

  • @madisoncoventon344
    @madisoncoventon344 4 года назад

    love you jess! i know these things can be hard to talk about so thank you for doing so ❤️ i hope randy can find inner peace and sobriety. i think about him constantly, and hope that he knows how much he is cared for by all your subscribers and many others.

  • @kelseycavaliere3586
    @kelseycavaliere3586 4 года назад

    Ive been clean for a lil over a week now and seeing you really gives me hope for my future ❤ u doin so well girl. People really can change if they want it bad

  • @emilyinspace2255
    @emilyinspace2255 4 года назад +1

    I just finished my last probation. I was on 3 different county probations and had finished the other two last year and just finished my last one on Monday. I have been doing good and doing everything I was supposed to for almost 2 years now but it feels great to finally be off probation after 5 years. I always used to not go to probation and get lots of VOPS and FTAS and I finally realized its so much better just to go, even if you dont have the money or think you may fail a drug test, its always better to go and possibly not get violated, than to for sure get violated for not going.

  • @michellelucero6654
    @michellelucero6654 4 года назад +1

    Your story gave me anxiety, I've had some grimy ish happen to me as well. It sucks sitting in booking thinking the what ifs. Love your videos😍😍

  • @meag_ken822
    @meag_ken822 4 года назад

    Damn girl you have quite literally been through it ALLLL!! And although it caused you a lot of heart ache, pain and time, it most definitely made you into the smart, amazing, beautiful down to earth person that you are today. Be proud of yourself!!! You! are a damn WARRIOR!!!! 🖤💞🖤

  • @BigMoney23223
    @BigMoney23223 4 года назад

    I wanted to hate on randy for being that guy, then I remembered I could have been randy back in my teens, not that i could do that to someone but that's just the thing, i will never (at least i will try) to pretend that i wouldnt do something like that, cause the simple fact is i dont know what i would have done being put into Randy's position. I count my lucky stars every single day of my life that I never served major jail time or ruined someone's life. I thank god everyday I made it out of the fog. I put myself into harm's way many of times, nothing major happened that I couldn't dig my way out of. You are amazing jessica keep the energy coming.

  • @alexshaver7255
    @alexshaver7255 4 года назад

    love waking up to a new jess video❤️🖤🥰

  • @terryfranco9124
    @terryfranco9124 2 года назад

    The lessons we learn sometimes cannot be taught only because wisdom is lost to those who refuse to listen to it! All we can do is to be patient and support those who we hope will someday listen

  • @SDwilly
    @SDwilly 4 года назад +4

    I swear this is the most mind boggling channel ever. its like Jenna Marbles crossed with Wes Watson

  • @CMoore8539
    @CMoore8539 4 года назад

    I was on the run from a probation warrant for a year. It was so horrible having to look over my shoulder all the time. I went to see my Mom, and while I was there, I had a strong gut feeling that they were coming. I packed my things and I decided to stop running. The next morning, I was cooking a huge dinner for Mom & I, and they pulled up, surrounded the house. It was a Trip! I went to court the very next morning and to prison the following day. The strange thing about it, I was so tired of running until I almost felt a slight sense of relief. I guess I was just ready to get it over.
    P.S.Jessica, you really need to let Randy go. If he’s that self-centered, he may not have the capacity to be a trustworthy friend. I know it’s hard, though.🖤

  • @trismegistus6817
    @trismegistus6817 4 года назад +2

    It's always a weird feeling to watch a video from a youtuber you've never watched before and they say "if this is your first video."

  • @taylorlynn981
    @taylorlynn981 4 года назад

    congrats on the progress you’ve made & the quickly growing subscribers. you deserve it. love your channel!

  • @trinitycarr198
    @trinitycarr198 4 года назад +3

    Love all of your videos ❤ came from Christians channel ❤

  • @ImadeUlook
    @ImadeUlook 4 года назад

    You should try become an interviewer. You're really good at engaging in discussion and having an open mind. I perceive you to be rather empathetic too. Stay strong chick - you're an inspiration.
    Ps: sort out your texas warrant - I'll bet it plagues you with anxiety every fucking day. ❤️

  • @glendydiaz3162
    @glendydiaz3162 4 года назад +1

    🥰🥰🥰🥰 I absolutely love you girl 😘. So happy your doing so much better.

  • @sharramiller2200
    @sharramiller2200 4 года назад +2

    Still remembered what number key the S was on before you even said it lmao. I had a flip phone for waaaaay too long I can’t believe I still remember that lmao

  • @simserelly3564
    @simserelly3564 4 года назад

    Love your videos Jess, honestly could watch them all day long. Can't wait for the next one ❤

  • @Newspapercarrierrebecca
    @Newspapercarrierrebecca 4 года назад

    Dude I accidentally ran across your channel while watching tons of drama story times and omg idk why I love this so muchhhh 😅

  • @amarillo856
    @amarillo856 4 года назад +4

    Bout to pull a 12hr shift but first I gotta watch some Jessica 💪💪 btw I would love to see a video on your favorite books

  • @ThenewMattClark.Canadaprison
    @ThenewMattClark.Canadaprison 4 года назад

    What's up Jessica. Seems like a whole since I've seen a video. Finally touched 1000 subs. Thank you for all you do. Stay up stay free.

  • @BrodyCrain
    @BrodyCrain 3 месяца назад

    Jessica: I'll be right back
    Morgan Freeman: but she wasn't right back

  • @nailartloverable
    @nailartloverable 4 года назад +6

    So cute how you talked about Reece🤧

  • @chinapat6708
    @chinapat6708 4 года назад

    Just found out bout ur channel and, being a recovering addict also, I think it's great how u share ur stories and it seems like ur in a good place now. Love listening to ur stories and congrats on ur success! It's always awesome to see when one of us makes it outta that lifestyle!👍👍✌️✌️✌️

  • @Kekeliz
    @Kekeliz 3 года назад

    I always smash like when I open up the videos cuz I know u got a good one for me

  • @patricianewton1417
    @patricianewton1417 3 года назад

    Keeping the algorithm busy. Aug 1, 2021 and you have 511K subscribers. Girl I am so proud of you. 🎉🎊🎉🎊🎈🎊

  • @arcwildfire9596
    @arcwildfire9596 4 года назад

    Yeah, loved this video 💜 your straight fw delivery and screw the RUclips censors attitude is what made me a loyal supporter. Love ya Jess 🥰🐬

  • @MissteriousMisstress
    @MissteriousMisstress 4 года назад +3

    Everyone around me when I'm like - "Im just go see what he wants"

  • @kristen5174
    @kristen5174 4 года назад

    You're right, kids today will never know the struggle yet it was high tech when we used it! Your hoodie, makeup, everything is on point today, gorgeous! You tell your stories so well that my adrenaline level goes almost as high as when you were going through these awful times.