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- I struggled with addiction for almost 10 years. I have been in and out of jail/prison for years. Now I am working on my bachelors degree in psychology. This advice is based on my own personal opinion and experiences.
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Jess: grabs gun ready to fight a group of tough humans by herself, faces down sword wielding angry dude
also Jess: sees possum, quietly abandons house (because possums are dangerous, ya kno) 😂
This comment had me rollin 😂
Haha
Jessica Kent I will say this, possums are NOT meant to be seen in the light. They are meant to be seen at a distance at night, scurrying across the road. Or on the side of the road, but definitely not inside!
😂😂😂 I’m with Jess. I’ll fight a group of men, no problem. But you won’t catch me f*ckin’ with no opossum!!! F*ck that!!! 🤣🤣
I wouldn't mess with a possum either! They are so spoooooky 👻!
The tea is PIPING HOT 🐸🍵
That is so scary tho 😞 I’m so glad you got clean and have a wonderful life now. 💚
🔥🔥🔥 LOL
Hey there Christina, this is one of your “babies “. I’m going through a Christina-video withdrawal. I hope there’s a new one coming soon. **wink/grin**
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Ewww... frog tea?
i love ur videos so much. i am 15 and you really have helped me understand that i should continue saying no to all peer pressure.
YES, plz, plz keep saying "no" to ALL the peer PRESSURE!!!!!
stay strong drugs will destroy a young blooming life and its soo hard to get off and regain a normal life please keep being yourself and always listen to the messages in these vids
No drugs is the best way . Life is hard enough and you need a clear head to navigate life’s decisions.
Please, PLEASE never stop saying no. From someone who is 33, just now getting my life together bc of addiction, it's not worth it. I wish so badly that I could go back and say no. It took over a decade of my life. No friend will ever pressure you into doing drugs. Run far away from those who do!
Weed is okAy
i get so sad when i see your lil face get sad before you share something bad
don’t be disappointed in yourself anymore i love you so much and we’re so proud of you
carmen lopez I do too!!!
my same exact thoughts
ME TOO!!!
Girrrrrl, that was my life for yearssss! IV user, I relate to you so much! I feel you. I've been clean off opiates and ice for 3 years now. Thank you God!
Lyndy Woodard proud of you ❣
good for u thats amazing
yay! good for you
Thank god. Keep going. Good for you!
Congratulations
I really hope you guys enjoy these stories. Let me know if you want to hear more stories like this! Also follow me on IG! Jesken12 🖤🙂 Love you guys! ANNNDDDDD! I appreciate everyone telling me opossums are not mean ...but imma pass on testing that 😂 Not. A. Fan. 😂
NY possums are a special breed of mutant scrappers who back into alleyway corners and pick-pocket people for realz.
Well thank god it was an Arkansas opossum then 😉😂
Yeessss. More possum stories. Lol. 🧡🧡🧡
I really, really, needed to hear this today,
sincerely, Thank you.
Wishing you another 24. 💜💜💜
Yes yes and yes
Love the ending. I overcame H. 9 years sober and a teacher now ❤️😊
Girl watching you is like watching myself tell my story of my addiction. I’m 9 years sober today and nothing could make me go back!
Congratulations on 9 years!!!!! 👑🔥😭💜 So proud of you
Congratulations on 9 years!
Congrats on 9 years! I'm looking forward to being able to say that. I have 2 years , 6 months, and 22 days clean and sober.
Thanks everyone!! Congratulations to you guys as well! So happy to be part of such a supportive channel ❤️
Kendra King congratulations on 9 years! ❤️❤️
Carpet surfing use to annoy the shit out of me but it’s actually the saddest thing in the world. It just shows you how strong the drug is. Makes me sad thinking of it
Would you mind explaining to me what carpet surfing is please? (I'm on monitored WiFi so I don't really want to google it, but I was a bit confused by her explanation). If you chose to answer this then thank you so much for your help and your time :) and whether you answer this or not I hope you have a nice day :)
Katie xox hey so carpet surfing is like “slang” I guess lol- and it’s just that coke and meth and stuff makes people go into psychosis’s(sometimes). So they will think they dropped their drugs. And they will literally get on their hands and knees and search the floor for drugs. So it’s called carpet surfing. Because they are looking for the drugs they think they lost. When in reality ( they didn’t loose any ). Do you get it a little better? Sorry it’s hard to explain and I’m not sure if I made it clearer for you lol ! And no prob 💋
@@alyssadana5011 Ohh I see, thank you so much for taking the time to explain that to me! I thought she was saying they were looking for rocks on the floor as in stones and I was very confused 😂 thought it must have just been some weird hallucination her friend was having, but that makes so much more sense!
Katie xox lmao no they just call crack “ crack rocks” and anytimes xoxo
@@alyssadana5011 haha it makes so much more sense now! 😂 Thanks again for explaining it to me
The count downs on Jess! 11 more days until I leave for detox! I’m so fucking excited and terrified all in the same breath but I’m also so so SO much more fucking ready!!!! Wish ya girl some luck bc you’ve been a huge inspiration and idk why RUclips puts certain things on your path but for whatever reason you showed up the day after I had made the choice to get clean and these past few months have been...insane to say the least but not one single day in almost 2 months have I said thought or felt “I don’t want to do this. I don’t want to get sober” “I can’t do this. I’ll never make it..” and I think that’s bc of you girl...so thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for seriously just being you. Thank you for starting a RUclips channel. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for continuing to share your story. And most importantly, thank you for loving me and the rest of us who are still Addicts and encouraging us and just...just everything you do. Like I said before in the live stream I’m going to be writing you an awful lot and I really REALLY hope and would appreciate a little something back. Love you girl. Stay strong and stay sober. You beautiful Queen 👑 Bee 🐝 bitch💄😘💋💜🥰😍😇👌🏼🤙🏼🤜🏻🤛🏼👑🐝
You got this!!!! 👑💪💜
It won't be easy but it will be so worth it. Appreciate the day you wake up and start feeling better, remember what you had to go through to get to that moment. We all have to "remember when" it helps keep us going. Someone told me "Anything you put ahead of your sobriety you will loose" I didn't understand it at the time but someone else posted it today in the comments and it reminded me of that. When we start to feel better it's easy to put jobs, people, school, money ahead of recovery, but if I start to value those above sobriety I will relapse and end up loosing all of those things. I guess I needed a reminder today, so thank you for sharing your story and reminding me of what I need to do today. You may not realize it but you reminding me is helping me stay clean/soberanother day. Thank you! Good luck! Drink alot of liquid, eat a lot of bananas, the potassium helps, eat a lot of anything actually, most are malnurished when we get to that point. Take any & all help they offer !
When you pause and look away silently I️ see your pain 😭 strong and incredible woman and mommy, definitely subscribing
Prime example of "they will get you high before you get them clean".... dont get me wrong only you can get yourself high but its dangerous to help someone until they help themselves
Amen!!!
Yeah I found that one out the hard way
Me too theimortal sleazus
@j-s-m-r asmr That saying hit me very deep. I'm a recovered opiate addict and know EXACTLY what you mean by that. I've never heard it before and it just hit hard.
Proud of you mandi Jean. We do recover!! Keep it up and keep it real. Stay true to you and reach out anytime you need to!!
I would like to see pictures of you from when you were in active addiction, you said you were so so skinny but I think you are skinny now so I can't imagine you being any smaller. Keep doing what you're doing. You are an inspiration and a voice for all of the women like you and I who have made it through hell, addiction, prison, and traumatic experiences surrounding our children. My story is similar to yours and it's important for people to understand that we are not scum. That addiction is a disease and once we are in recovery we are productive citizens, mothers, wives and employees. We deserve respect for what we've been through, not shame. I love your videos girl. You are an ambassador for the unheard and misunderstood.
I know! I think shes skinny now too.. I wanna see pics of her in active addiction also. Just to see like a "before" and "after"
I sign that! Great comment!
Found you via christina Randal. I got addicted to meth at age 14 and at age 26 I discovered opiates. 6 years clean now thanks to MAT. I love hearing peoples stories. Thank you for sharing
Erica Williams what's MAT?
Does anyone else have day's where you just feel lost in the world,after getting sober? It's a scary feeling! Jess you are so awesome thanks you are helping so many!!❤❤
Jennifer Downs yes a lot of the time I feel like that.
Yes definitely ..it feels like a battle every day sometimes had 3 years sober and ended up back using again ..it’s just so hard😪
@@niamhwhelan4859 it is hard the power of addiction amazes me, it's definitely a battle, good luck I know the fight you are fighting and sometimes you just get tierd, but hang in there
I’m a former H addict and when you said “guess what you think my next thought was” I said..I want more. I know exactly what that feeling is like
Same
Shooting coke is hands down the most extreme high imaginable. The rush is insane and intense but it is a scary addiction. Your story reminds me of my own. I'm glad you got clean.
Omg.. You aint lying
I met someone on a plane once who was a recovered addict. She told me about how she got started shooting coke because her bf was doing it. I believed her life story but it was hard to believe just shooting coke. I've heard of speed balls. How exactly do you know how much to use with out giving yourself a freaking heart attack? I'm not a user but I have professional work in psychology, behavioral science and cognitive neuroscience. Was there some method of getting your amount for this? I know people at the small end buy the $20 bags of it. In the labs where rodents are used for testing there's over 100 years of research using various things like coke for behavioral tasks so the quantities are known and the lab is a completely different ball game from users get the $20 bags. Do tell.
@@LegalTyranny Haha. Ok. I don't recommend it by any means bc it takes you to a dark place in life. But usually just a small amount is all you need bc it is so potent. Lower quality and you need more per shot. I started with like a 5$ "bump" out of curiosity then worked my way up. I was using coke at the time so my body was somewhat used to it. There were times where you feel like you are gonna have a heart attack if you do too much. It is dangerous if you aren't a seasoned experienced junkie/cokehead with lots of IV experience. Even then it was dangerous. I was usually doing H and coke together but not always mixed. As time goes on and your body gets less and less healthy from using daily it is more easy to have severe problems. I was fortunate and stopped before all that. Hope this helps. I hope you are curious for medical reasons only. It'll destroy life.
$20 usually gave me 3 ahots worth...... Rip to that life... It destroyed me.... Im 5'8 naturally thin as it is my healthy normal weoght is about 130.... At my worst in 2008/09 i was 98 lbs soaking wet they werea shoving ensures down my throat like it was going outta style
Its the most intense powerful but god aweful experience ever... I wouldnt wish thay spexific drug on my worst enemy.. I meam heroins horrible i still striggle with that BUT coke.... No fuck no never again. Cops saved my life.
Just subscribed. Baby Gang here!! I am 9 years clean off Heroin and meth. I was institutionalized for all of my 20's . I will ride with you!! I can relate to so much of your story. I switched states to get away from my dealer .HE WAS DEF GONNA KILL ME!! So glad we are both still here!!
Congratulations on your sobriety!!!💪🖤
Girl your first thought was the same as mine after the first time doing that like you did. That's our sick minds. I have 4 years sober this week and I thank God daily for it❤❤ Love hearing your stories and congrats to you on your sobriety 🥰
Hahaha OMG the possum😂😂 They are ugly little critters! I would have 💩
I found your channel probably a week ago and somehow I’ve made my way through a majority of your videos. your story does not relate to me I’ve never abused drugs in my life, But the way you tell your story and find a way to connect to someone like me is just amazing. I truly do wish you the best and I’m so happy and proud to be a supporter of you and your channel.
Every single video you make I can relate to them. You and Christina have really opened my eyes that there is life after addiction. Thank you!
Who is Christina, if she’s a youtuber Id love to find her channel :)
@@jasmijns9439 Her name is Christina Randall. She's an amazing RUclipsr! 🖤
I've never done drugs a day of my life but if I go home right now and there's a possum in my home.... I'm leaving...
I can tell that when you talk about how you used again you feel shameful (or maybe the memories are hard to remember or tell people about). Just remember we are NOT judging you. Like you said, it comes full circle. We respect how hard of a fighter you are and your story. I pray for you to find peace with your past❤️ you’re amazing.
Jessica. Thank You for sharing this what I’m sure was an INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT story. Your humility is saving lives at this very moment. You went through these awful times to HELP OTHERS. That my friend is so truly AWESOME & INSPIRING. 💜🙏🏻💜
Thank you so much for sharing the actual bad times in detail… you’re willingness to be so open may really help someone! Speaking as a person in recovery myself, I know how selfless that is to put yourself out there to maybe help one person! Keep going, you’re SUCH an inspiration!
Yes girl. Ugh you’re so inspiring!
I am also in recovery coming up to 7! Thank your courage and honesty! You are giving me courage to start speaking out more about my story! 💕
Thank you for being so real on this channel. This is why I started my own channel. You & Christina Randall really expired me to tell my story! It’s so amazing to see you guys doing so good now ❤️
Hey jess what camera do you use ? I have no idea what camera to buy!
I appreciate how open and honest you are in your videos. I can’t imagine how hard it must be to open yourself up to strangers. Thanks Love ❤️
Jess you are so kind and you’re heart is so big. I can’t imagine what you’ve been through or how hard it must be to tell your stories but I can see the love pouring from your heart as you share. You are such a beautiful person and your love and care for those in your community here on RUclips is unmissable. Thank you for being brave enough to share so that others don’t feel alone xoxo
Omggggg every part of this reminds me of my old life. Carpet surfing. Peaking through the blinds and saying there’s cops. Constantly robbing houses 😂😂😂
Man!!! My mornings are crazy busy now. I can't wait to watch the whole thing. There is something very special about you. Thank you for sharing your journey in such a respectful way. So HAPPY and proud of you. I found you through Christina Randall. No HATE at all !! I enjoyed some of her content, just isn't my cup of tea. You however DRAW me in. We all have stories. I love how transparent and down to earth you are. God bless!!
I'm proud of you too Jess I'm so glad you survived and are strong enough to tell us your story. My dad is an addict and last week he committed to larceny felonies with his drug addicted gf's drug addicted son, my dad was doing so good before he met her we were reconnecting after 27+ yrs and getting the relationship back like it was when I was a little kid. My dad is 62 and I'm so scared he'll die in prison thanks to his dumb decision. Your stories as well as the followers stories (I love reading the comments and stories in them) can truly help others. I pray for everyone who struggles with addiction and the family and friends who are affected.
The 'bell ringers'. ugh man. Such a scary experience. I'm pretty sure that's what happens right before an OD. I don't miss those days. I know exactly what you meant, when you said you wanted to do it again. So scary to think about it now. Literally made my heart dropped because I remembered that exact feeling, when you were sharing your story. You are truly changing lives and inspiring people to become sober. It's amazing! Thank you for always being real. You are so courageous sharing your personal stories. Keep up the great work! ♡
Yes bellringers! Glad that was another lifetime ago.
I currently struggle with addiction and can relate to u so much. You’re seriously an amazing storyteller
Really proud of you. Getting clean and staying clean. It's amazing how you went from the life you lived to now. Prison doesnt even help most people. And it's hard to believe looking at you now I couldn't see you as a user. Super proud of your progress.
I feel like your telling one of my stories wow. When I saw trailer park stories and hallucinations GIRL I had been up for so long that I literally believed there were demons all around me trying to kill me. And of course I always ended up in trailer parks that's where the go fast is. Thank God for my amazing sobriety and yours. Everyday is a day to be grateful. 💕💜
while doing “go fast” i had hallucinations as well, i haven’t heard of anyone else having that issue so i’m glad you told this story.. forever proud of you & lovin’ you, jes 🖤
Thank you for sharing your stories. I can tell this is very hard for you at times. This is your life and your journey and you wouldn’t be where you are if you had not lived through this. God bless!
Thank you so so much for these videos!!! You always give me hope every time I watch these videos to face another day and to stay sober for another day I'm 8 months clean now and it's like every time I feel like I'm slipping and I'll turn your video on I just feel so much better at the end of the video thank you so so much Jessica you are a blessing
Your stories always amaze me Jess! I have almost 6 years clean from heroin and about 8 years clean from cocaine! It's a MIRACLE I'm still alive to tell my story! I almost went to prison for 10 years because of my using and saving my boyfriend's life from his FIRST of THREE overdoses (it's a VERY long story. I've considered starting my own channel to tell my story but I'm kind of scared of the negativity I see on here all the time. I don't know how you do it hun! To put yourself out there takes A LOT! It's awesome though!) but luckily I didn't wind up in prison but in treatment for 6 months. Unfortunately I had many bumps in the road after treatment but finally did get clean! I absolutely love you and your channel! Keep on going strong girl!
Been binge watching your videos 😁... Just LOVE it!!! You are amazingly strong...a serious inspiration. And your memory is impeccable... I'm a recovering addict and I struggle with my memory, so much.
I love that you offer people to message you and you offer to talk and help them. I know it seems fucked up that you had to go through all of this but you went through this to help others ! You were strong enough to get through so that you can help people get through their addictions. Girl I don’t know if anyone has told you or even if it matters coming from a stranger but I’m proud of you and am so thankful that you are helping this world be a better place. You are in my prayers. I love your videos !
"They need a sandwich and a nap". Made me laugh so much. Hah. Such a mom thing to say. Xx
Thank you for sharing and being so open and HONEST with EVERYTHING!! I myself am a recovering addict and hearing your stories and watching your video's, TRULY makes me feel not so crazy,embarrassed and alone!! 💯💕👏👏👏♀😉
I remember about 6 months ago I was a heavy users of fentanyl/heroin I was trying really hard to get my life together I tried Suboxone but relapsed countless times and I remember watching a few of your videos about withdrawal and being locked up and how you over came your addiction to heroin and just knowing that there are other people out there who are going through the same battle's really gave me the strength to overcome my addiction. I have since been clean from fentanyl/heroin and other opioids and have since been employed full-time, got my own place, got a vehicle, earned the respect back from my family and truly things couldn't be better I'm grateful for every day I'm alive knowing I overcame one of the deadliest drugs on the planet. I watch your videos all the time and you really give me motivation to keep on being sober. Thank you
I fr get tears in my eyes, your stories and the struggles you have overcame are so similar to how i once was. My sister is currently in the hospital recovering from her 3rd heroine overdose in the past year after being released from prison for manufacturing meth, which is how she got her heroin at the time. My brother is addicted to meth. I carry so much guilt, although i was not the one who got her started on heroin, it was me who took her around ppl where she learned how to cook. I got my brother started on meth. Its so hard to watch them go thru this. I have watched your vids with them and i can see they get emotional. I just hope one day soon they will realize they too, can overcome this horrible disease. You tell things how they are, and show so many ppl how there is hope, you can change your life around. Thank you for reaching out and offering help to those who are ready to make those changes
You are so pure, genuine and humble. The you now is the you to be! So much love for you Jess.🦋♥️🥰♥️✨
I love watching videos however every video I watch makes me glad that I’m 27 never been drunk on any types of drugs never smoked pot never done anything that’s illegal your videos are very inspirational keep posting and great job finally getting your life together
You're incredibly resilient and have so much strength and courage.
I'm in school for social work and will be doing my internship at a detox centre, watching your videos as well as Christina's has given me insight in ways a school cannot teach. Thank you for sharing your story and being open to vulnerability.
It’s so crazy how shit always comes full circle ⭕️ back around.
These are the storytimes I live for! More please.
I know how it feels to be down on yourself and just blame yourself for the way you feel or things you do in certain moments, I could see the pain in your eyes. Especially when talking about past traumatic events and relation memory 💕 you've come so far! You're a thriver
Possums actually live in Australia, opossums are the only ones we have in the states and they are so sweet and docile! They play dead or hiss but are totally harmless, they eat over 5,000 ticks a week! They actually are marsupials as well. Super weird but yeah :) possums look way funnier! Lol
Two weeks turned into SEVEN years!! Holy shizz 😛 Love You beauty girl!! 🖤
I lived in that life for a long time. I never let people come over to my place because I had ocd really bad so everything had to be clean clean all the time. I never used intravenously but know many who did. They always said that first time is the best one and they would spend every moment “chasing the dragon” ... I’m incredibly proud of you!! I’m thankful for 14 years clean. 💙🙏♥️🙏💙 I’m still praying for all those still rolling in the cycle. Much love sweetheart!!
Wow what strong girl you are. Your head is def in the right place now and it’s inspirational. I hope one day I can find someone as enlightened and sweet as yourself.
You are not alone...we all think the same way when we are using. Relapse is a reality (but not a requirement!) The most important thing is where you are JUST FOR TODAY girl!! And today, you are a strong, inspirational addict in recovery. Love you sistahhh!!
Stealing pop tarts...that’s what Greg & I did when we were so low. I remember the hunger & the freezing winter. It was terrible. I never ever want to go back there.
So happy your here, clean, making videos for the world. My heart 💔 to hear the emotional turmoil in your voice. Thank you for sharing even when it is rough.
When Jess uploads at 4am instead of going back to bed cuz she loves us so much, such an og! Thanks jess love ya n sharing. 🥰🥰😘😘
I’ve been clean from H for almost 5 years now, my 5 year anniversary will be October 27th this year. I will admit I have been on subs since then 🤷🏻♀️ but at least I’m not out on the streets like before trying to get high and doing horrible things for money. Now I sit at home and I’m into “old lady” crafting lol like scrapbooking, cardmaking, embroidery, etc and I LOVE it lol it’s literally my favorite thing in the world and makes me so happy. I really relate to you and when you tell these stories you spark my memory and remind me of some of the crazy shit that I’ve seen and been through! Not in a bad way but a good way where I can see how far I’ve come and how happy I am now. I have no regrets because it’s made me who I am today and I can’t say I’ve lived a boring life! 💖❤️💖❤️💖❤️
I'm glad I found your channel. Your stories remind me a lot of me when I was younger. I'm 51 and. still dabble. I'm trying so hard to get rid of this one last thing and just be clean. I did it before and loved it. The older I get, the harder it is mentally and physically. Stay strong there girl. Praying for the best for you
"They need a sandwich and a nap." 😂😂😂 Same girl. Same.
Just celebrated 5 years July 5th. Believe her when she says there is another way. Today the feeling of wanting to die everyday, and just being stuck in the cycle of getting high and getting sick is just a distant memory. Thank god i can’t even remember the last time I had a craving when I have memories of days were the cravings were so bad I couldn’t function. If I can get clean, anyone can.
There I thought it was the Feds sneaking up to arrest you guys...not a possum, making that noise in the early morning. We are proud of you too for overcoming all that you have. God bless.
lmao same, I was thinking some shady dudes were there or something.. DIDN'T expect _that_ 😂
“They need a sandwich and a nap” LOL I tell myself that whenever im cranky😂😂
5:45 ... CARPET SURF -- hahaha! Every junkie has done this. I just didn't know someone came up with a rockin term for it. When I was hopelessly addicted to oxy I'd always run out and get myself stuck in withdrawals... I, too, took a flashlight to my thick carpet numerous times. Well... let me tell you... the happiness a dope sick junkie feels when he actually finds a 80mg oxy... while he's in the worst and most sick withdrawals... that euphoria is unbeatable. Winning the lottery or meeting your soul mate may be a healthier euphoria for obvious reasons, but to a down-and-out junkie that's extremely dope sick... finding the cure, another fix, is euphoria to the highest degree. It's demented, actually. That's when I knew I was a junkie, actually. I'd be gitty with happiness after finding a lost bag of dope, or a loose oxy pill, and it's a devilish type of euphoria only a junkie knows.
Ummmmmmm no I’ve never ever did this
The best quote ever "they need a sandwich and a nap"
“They need a sandwich and a nap” 😂 so proud of you girl!! Getting clean (staying clean( was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done and it’s something I’m so grateful for! So happy for everything you’ve accomplished babe! 💓
Love you Jess! You are changing lives by sharing these stories. Edit: I’m now bawling my eyes out at 10 minutes in. 😔♥️
Molly Jackson every time!
@Molly Jackson Lol! Hey girl how's sobriety!! 💜💜
@@radiantbritt Sorry girl 😉💜
Jessica Kent wouldn’t change it for anything!
Molly Jackson good job on 4 months! I’m working on 3 months myself. It will be the longest I’ve remained completely sober in years.
I can't stop watching your videos found your channel a few days ago. One of your videos you said u hope to get 200 views, look how far ur channel has come! Amazing work.
Definitely obsessed with you and Christina, I always look for y'alls videos when I'm down and upset or cleaning or anything really lol ❤
Melissa. So do I!
Your compassion at the end of the video brought tears to my eyes.
When I was like 15 I was judging people for tricking and doing girl n boy .. 5 years later I’m trickin n doing boy like damn it’s so true it’ll come back to you
I think every one of us addicts as children, when we learned about drugs we said to ourselves "I'll NEVER do that drug! Not ME!" or when you heard of women and men tricking you thought to yourself "How could somebody sell their body?! That's so disgusting!" and then when you become an addict, both those things come true! Reach out for help honey! In any way you can! Your life is WORTH SAVING! You don't have to live this way anymore! I have almost 6 years clean off of heroin and 8 years clean from cocaine! If I can do it, so can you! Everybody has their own recovery journey. I've been on suboxone several times throughout my recovery and currently am still on it. I consider myself CLEAN! Maybe try methadone or subs? It's worth a try! I wish you the best honey!
Before I was in addiction I used to think someone that used a needle was like the sludge at the bottom of a garbage can. But then one day it was me. I used to be pretty judgemental until I found myself deep in addiction. Weird how things come back to you like you said. Hope everyone is having a good day 💙
@Itz_Rosie Gacha I hope you geht help. Do you have health insurance in the country you live? Maybe a therapist could hell you stay clean
Get your ass into the methadone clinic ASAP
Dam girl.. I appreciate you. It's 130 in L.A. in the a.m. of course an i just found your channel an totally love your character. Keep keeping it real . your definitely one of a kind a true rare breed to be on RUclips offering to help anyone anytime..
Love you so much Jess! Rocking your “not fragile like a flower fragile like a bomb” sweater and I get sooooo many compliments!! Xoxoox
They need a sandwich and a nap😂 are you sure you’re not talking about children
Mise well be when theyre that far gone! Lol
Carpet surfing is called “specking” where I’m from lol. Gives me anxiety even thinking about it.
I dont get it. What are they looking for ????
I knew from your stories and experiences jess even in your darkest days there was a light emerging in you keep that ligjt shining jess let it help others be their beacon their hope show them the path out of the roads they wander
Thank you, Jessica. Your videos are really helping me keep off of opiates. Your truth is incredible powerful.
I love that your inspiring so many people with your story!! I know how hard it is to talk about much less for the public! I have yet to talk about my addictions but I will soon! Your killing it! So proud of you!
Love you so much Jess! Your life is living proof that anyone can get sober and have a beautiful life. Thank you for sharing!!!
Your next thought was you felt the best ever!! I know girl. Been there
Girl I know all about addiction I've been there with pills and it was pure hell. Who would have thought something I thought that I liked and that numbed the pain would be the one thing to cause me the most pain in the end and ended up destroying my whole life. However I am also clean and I'm glad to hear you are too. We are soldiers and we are going to live our best lives helping other people through our stories. Keep doing what you're doing!!!💖💖💖
I laughed at the Matt's in the shape of a couch
Just saw your post about helping those in need. That young lady is beyond awesome. Good for you. HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS. And a sober NEW YEAR.
The way you tell your life stories is so vivid, I just had to go on Google Maps and check out Streetview for Fortsmith, Midland corner Albert Pike! I found the gas station and everything you talked about and I pictured you there in the situation you described. Wow. (I'm from the UK and have never been to Arkansas, only twice for holiday to NY City).
Girl I have been in the same situation thinking there is someone outside of the place/room I was in while on blow that’s some crazy stuff! I’m so glad you got sober and got out of those situations! ❤️🖤❤️🖤
I grew up around Fort Smith-when you said Midland and Albert Pike I wanted to tell you to get your ass back indoors -bad neighborhood 🤣
Ooof girl I can relate. I lived in this really nice house with my "boyfriend" who was the man and his sister who was my best friend. Over time the house was filled with addicts and it became the trap house. When one person gets paranoid everyone starts getting paranoid lol. I remember one night we thought there were people in the woods surrounding the house and we all went outside and were yelling into the darkness calling "them" out...there was literally nothing there except possibly animals. I always thought someone was trying to kill me. I got addicted to meth at 15! So I have a shitload of awful stories. And no matter where I lived..whether it be my hometown of Batesville Ar (where i currently live).. Ft.smith/van buren.. Oklahoma, Colorado,California where I was born and all of my family lives..doesnt matter the location I would always find a way to get high. I'm so glad I finally found my way out and have a "normal" life. I always thought id be dead by 28 and im 29 now.
“What do you do when your 3 year old wakes up at 4:30 in the morning? You make RUclips videos” 😂
Jess you are such a strong and awesome person ❤❤
I dont like how sad you look when you talk about you past train thought...you've overcome that stage and frame of thinking...everyone that is an active addict thinks well how am I going to get that feeling again?? You are such an inspiration I honestly wish your videos were around almost 4 yrs ago when I was going thru the beginning of my recovery!
The shirt!! I just got a tattoo in my mother’s handwriting saying “breathe” definitely need to support Jess with this shirt
Ahahahahahaha my new favourite vid! That possum...ahahahahahaha so rando; I love it.
Gman..you doing good Bro?
How did the opossum get inside the trailer? Who ended up finally getting it out? Now I'm scared one might get inside my house! Lol
So ..there was a hole in the bottom of the trailer in the bathroom...as for who got it out. No clue 😂 Total mystery to this day haha
They aren’t that scary and they do not carry rabies.
Don’t be afraid of them! They’re not mean! My friend recently posted about them on FB and her post went viral. They’re nature’s cleanup crew and they like cat food 😂
@@JessicaKent OMG, that totally sounds like every "drug trailer " I've seen, lol!!🤣 There's ALWAYS a hole in the bathroom floor because of a leak from the toilet that rotted the floor, & IT NEVER GETS FIXED, even when the tweakers are doing their big "projects"!! Ugh, I don't know how nobody ever fell through?!?🤔
Oh god I used to get stuck carpet surfing, I caught myself doing it twice. That shit made me laugh 😂😂.
You are an inspiration. I wish my cousins story could have ended like yours. She overdosed and died on May 31st of this year. She was 31 years old. The most gorgeous, sweet, smart, funny girl. I miss her...
I love your encouragement to help people out of this... this is so important. You are helping me to understand how important it is to actively help people out of the cycle of addictions.
What’s crazy is that most people have never even heard of Fort Smith, Arkansas but I have actually lived there myself but for only 8 months... THAT’S ALL I COULD TAKE!!!! AAAAAAARRRRRGGH!!!! Before I came running back to Delaware, where I am from and still live to this day. My best friend’s husband is from out there and they had moved there to be close to his family and I had nothing going for me here at the time, and the rents down there are so cheap, yada yada yada. But it was BORING AS HELL!!! Oh and ironically enough, I never did meth out there, except for once cuz I had found a teeny bit that I had stashed when I was unpacking. Yeah, I got on meth while living on the east coast where it used to be virtually impossible to find. (Not anymore, but this was almost 10 years ago.) However, my boyfriend was getting an ounce sent to our house via fedex from New Mexico every month. Then selling half of it to the same guy at his work every month and making $400 profit AND a free half ounce of tweek!!! So yeah- it didn’t turn out well. But we stopped since it didn’t take very long to reek absolute HAVOK in our lives. And then, we got hooked on heroin, go figure!!! DUMB! I’m on the clinic now and while I can’t say I’ve been 100% sober the entire year and a half since I got on methadone, I haven’t touched heroin again since July 9, 2018, while I was standing in the line to get admitted into the clinic... that’s where I did my last bag. I know I know, that many people in NA and AA don’t count people as “sober” while they’re taking methadone or suboxone, but either way, it certainly made it possible for me to stop using heroin and I believe that’s all that really matters. But wow... Fort Smith, AR.... I never heard of anyone doing H when I was out there, but many, many, MANY people were on crystal. That and pills. A whole lot of pills were getting sold there oh, and for like half the price of what they’d cost back on the east coast. Hardly anyone out there smokes crack either, but like who would when there so much damn meth around, right???