Veggie Bee hey!!! Another Canuck! I would love the support! I’m located in Alliston, On. Text me if you wanna chat more! (705)-984-3248 its my business number
Molly Jackson Much Respect Molly! Thanks. Yeah it’s alright; getting cold though...sadly. I’m one of the only Canadians who is never happy to see Hockey Season arrive.
@@gman5338 Thanks for replying back so quickly! I just looked up where Alliston is [I'm a newbie to Canada (I'm actually from where Jess lives currently, so small world, eh?) and my hubby is the true Cancuk, lol ☺].... It's about 4.5 hrs away, but for a good tat from a good guy, it's worth the trip! We'll Def be in touch when he settles more on a design/placement cuz he's been itching for one badly! Thank so much, gman5338! 🤜
I do not miss that life. The constant phone calls, the stress of always looking over my shoulder. It was terrible and I’m so so happy to be living my BEST life, making money the honest way and feeling PROUD of where my money comes from instead of trying to hide how much money I have around my family knowing I wasn’t supposed to have it.
Seriously guys, I couldn’t even buy a pack of cigarettes without my mom asking me who bought them for me because she knew I didn’t have a job which meant I should’ve had no money. And it sucks because if you don’t answer the phone when someone calls, you best believe they will call over and over and over until they get what they need.
Chelsea Newton sameeee girl sameee. When I wasn’t working my mom knew there was no reason for me to have over $100 in my wallet. Constant stress and constant yelling
Christia-Lazara Ilie she has completely turned her life around from terrible things she used to do. It is incredible the amount of things she has overcome. And she is in no way, shape, or form “baiting” people to give her money. Its completely optional to buy her merch and she doesn’t advertise it much or gain a lot of money from it. She is a role model.
Christia-Lazara Ilie don’t you think she feels bad enough about her past?? Most people have a conscience, so they don’t need you to keep repeating that they’ve made mistakes. You seem like someone who doesn’t understand addiction. Addicts will go to the end of the earth for their addictions. They do hurt people in the process. Jess has recovered and is now trying to shed light on the realities of addiction and dealing. She takes full responsibility for her past. Listen to her closing words at the end of the video. Maybe her story will help someone. Maybe it already has.
@@chrrona Well she made me realize once more that this way of living is not cool at all and most likely other people will get this message too that this is by any means not a good Lifestyle. Therefore she deserves all the views and stuff
@@chrrona because she’s not that person anymore - the miraculous part about Jessica’ is she’s here, she’s fixing her flaws, she’s open, honest and obviously she can’t change the past but she can learn from it - teaching others and throwing a curve ball to her future and others…. What’s up with you? Throw that curve ball
Jess, I’m a teacher & we all know that some of our students didn’t get breakfast, or have a warm jacket, or winter boots. I can honestly say that it’s one thing to know that & another thing to hear it described by you. I always did what I could for those kids I knew that didn’t have certain things they needed, but you have reminded me that this is not an individual problem. This is a problem on a mass-scale & so much more needs to be done to help kids who grew up with no food or home, etc, etc. As a teacher I’ve so often felt so frustrated because I believe that so many of the issues that kids face, come from home, or society. How can we expect kids to do well in school when they are so hungry, they feel dizzy. By making your videos, you are doing so much more than just telling your story & making things real (although you do that in a really good way). You are showing kids the consequences of actions that they may not even think are even a big deal. Have you ever thought about going into schools to talk to kids, BEFORE they can become felons? You would make a great motivational speaker & could really be effective (& make some money). We all know that prison must be terrible & losing our freedom could be awful, but when kids hear the actual details ... it really paints a vivid picture that is much clearer than anything I could ever tell them. Thank you for being strong enough to tell your story. I think that you were born with an inherent natural strength that helped you to climb out of a dark hole, & into a healthy, happy, productive life. I wish all girls/women had your strength, courage, & confidence, but I believe it can be taught - especially by women like you.
I remember being in DARE 14 years ago, and they said “a lot of people would be offering random drugs, and peer pressuring you. watch out on Halloween, people are putting marijuana in the candy”. And as I’ve grown up, and none of that has happened, not even peer pressure. When I said no, their response was almost always, “more for me 🤷🏼♀️”.
Amanda Brown wow you’ve really never been peer pressured lol? I guess when drugs get more expensive people are like cool whatever more for me but when it came to marijuana I was pressured to smoke a lot and I never wanted too I’d always say no and always get begged to smoke. I was never really peer pressured with other drugs though ever.
I've been encouraged to smoke weed and opium, do k and e by friends. Pretty sure the "more for me" divide goes with income. Wealthy friends share drugs.
Every person I've known that's done drugs got introduced by a friend, family member or significant other. None of them had a dealer just walk up to them & give them drugs to try. Love your strength.
@@mariamiamonteleone I live near Kansas city mo & grew up in what was close to the "hood" & in my 20's I experimented with a few drugs. I thankfully didn't enjoy them & I'm truly thankful I didn't become addicted because I've seen so many becoming addicted including family & close friends who are alcoholics. They are almost all sober now & have been for several years but I saw their struggle. My grandpa, who's native American, is a recovering alcoholic, hes not drank in over 40 years. My mom never hid how going up with an alcoholic effected her life & how being Native American makes us more likely to become addicted & my parents never drank much & they never tried to scare my brother & i I into not drinking but they were very honest about what could happen. I believe for my brother & i their wasnt that curiosity about it since r parents had open & honest conversations about alcohol & drugs. I know how blessed we were. I hope that your sobriety journey continues & that you have people who support you.
LISA WIGGER your parents sound like good people and that’s exactly how a parent should go about it in my opinion. Your blessed to have parents like that. A lot of addicts and alcoholics have trauma and drugs just click for people like that.
Seeing Jess in those old photos is so weird! I can't get my brain to accept this was her past. I only see her present and what her future might bring, and that is all I am willing to accept LOL so proud of this version of Jess!
My daughter is a non conformist too. She was also an addict for at least a decade. Had kids, got fired many times, got evicted many times and finally straightened out her life. During the process, she lost custody of her kids and many family members cut ties with her. She is doing well now. I am very proud of her. She is also in the process of trying to get joint custody of her kids. Watching your videos has helped me understand the addict world - Thank you. God Bless you.
I’ve been binging your videos for the last like 5 hours. I have so much respect for you. 💕 The way you’ve changed and grown is incredible. 💕 I see a lot of addicts where I work and I (very wrongly) make unfair assumptions and judgments. After watching your videos, I have a complete different outlook, so thank you for that. 💜 Congratulations on everything you’ve accomplished! ❤️ You’re so strong and I’m so happy that you’re using your voice to spread awareness and support. ❤️
So glad that she has helped the way you view addicts! I was an addict and now i'm on my last year of grad school and a professor! Always look at your patients/clients as if they're just going through some dark stuff, as we're all complete human beings behind the addiction. I'm so grateful for the professionals and friends and family that didn't judge me and instead showered me with help and love. I wouldn't be here without that judgement free help.
I'm sorry if this video is rambly n all over the place. I always freestyle n just talk...so ya know. Sorry. Also be sure to subscribe to Gman!!!! Link in description box 🚔🙏🖤
EIGHT YEARS! like Gman said "you already know!" girl! You still have stories we haven't heard but I can see how sharing is continuing to heal you and make you even stronger. You are appreciated.
I am not a mother, I do not have depression, and I have never been in your shoes. But I cannot imagine a world where a mom cannot keep food in the house. No one is perfect and very glad to hear your mom is doing better! Would love a video with her. All love to you both ♥️
Yes. Prayers to her. It's not easy raising kids. Who are their own person and making choices you wish could help. My son going through knowing more than me. It hurts sometimes watching your kids but they old enough make own choices. You raised great woman Jessica's Mom.
Wow...girl...my mind is so blown. I literally can't believe this. Your childhood was literally a mirror image of mine. I'm almost in tears with how closely our lives are. I found your channel tonight through Christina Randall, and I'm definitely subscribing and turning on notifications and I can't wait to see your next videos.
You’re right-she is really incredible. I’ve been watching since Jess’s very early days on RUclips, but don’t usually comment on anyone’s videos; instead, choosing to like, subscribe, and quietly applaud the handful of very special creators I follow from a distance. Jessica, you have given so much to me (inspiration, wisdom, strength, hope, etc.) that I had to finally speak up. Thank you so much. -K.M.S. in Humboldt County, California
Hey Jessica I'm 16 and I understand the not wanting to be poor anymore. I've been determined not to be poor and to work my ass off since I was 10. I just got a job and I've started training for my career as a sophomore and if all goes according to the plan I can have a actual job when I graduate high school. And in my mind that's my hustle and I'm trying everyday to make the money and have a good life. Thank you jess you inspire me.
I love the music at the end of the video! Really had me emotionally invested in the vid. I had a very similar childhood, I’m happy to say I rose above what I was exposed to and what I was taught to know. Thanks for posting, Jess, I always look forward to it.
“I DONT LIKE TO LIVE MY LIFE IN REGRET, BUT I DO WISH I MADE DIFFERENT CHOICES” you took the words out of my mouth!😭🥺 I’m writing this down, I could never articulate that, that I do but I don’t regret my life thus far so TY😭💕🙌🏼
Kenzie Arianna I think it’s okay and healthy to acknowledge that different choices would have been better. It can prevent you from repeating the same mistakes. But when you obsess over those mistakes and it prevents you from moving on, THAT’S regret 😊
Hey Jessica! I was listening to a podcast about brains and how they work and the dr on it said love has the same chemical and addiction as drugs. I think when Micah came along your love for her took over 💕✨ Love your stories!!
I relate to this so much. Thank you for sharing your story. I’ve lived in multiple states, when I settled in Texas in 2014 I began getting into drugs and selling. I’m 21 now. I stopped selling a few years back and have been a year and a half sober. It’s so good to see people talking about the reality of this. I hope it encourages people to make different decisions, I’m glad I got out while I did. I knocked on death’s door plenty of times. It’s a miracle I made it out. But I lost many friends because of it. Keep sharing your truth, I myself, and I’m sure many others appreciate it. ❤️ absolutely love your channel
When you were talking about your mom, I related so much. My momma made mistakes, shes not perfect. But she LOVES me unconditionally and always tries her best. I love hearing your stories. Thank you for sharing
Love this simaler to how I was raised only it was my mom that had addiction but she's worked hard on being clean and we are finaly getting back to having a relationship agine . And im 30 its been a long road but it is a sickness . Thanks for your truth .
I am an addict with 17 years clean. I am thankful for every single day - I never ever want to go back to that life! Your video made me cry. Thank you for what you are doing - it is so important to get that knowledge out there and share what our lives can become
I love how understanding you are about what your mom was going through too as you were growing up and you don't blame her for anything. I can tell you and your mom must have a really good relationship. I wish me and my mom were that close.
Wow, I had no idea that dealers went as far as checking you to make sure that they don't sell to first time users. That's honestly really interesting. Thank you so much for sharing your stories, Jess, as always💚
"God bless the broken road" is a song that I feel is the theme of your journey. You went down a dark path, but it led down a road where now you have a great husband and kids. Keep your head up pretty momma and stay strong.
Omg. People/parents need to hear this. You are so right that it is always someone you know that introduces you to drugs. I pray everyday that my daughter will never know that life. But you are so strong for powering through this and finding sobriety.
Thank you for being a part of my recovery jess, I am extremely antisocial and mentally ill and I don't leave the house much so watching your videos really helps me feel like i have a friend who understands. Our stories are VERY similar and not many people understand me so thank you for giving me a place to feel connected to my roots and to be grateful for all I have now, you're the best dude! 🖤🤙
My son is in prison for drug trafficking. He started dealing ( unbeknownst to me)in middle school . There is so much about you that reminds me of him. Your independence, creativity, survival instincts, drive, and intelligence and heart. You give me hope. I both hate that he’s in prison and am glad- because I know he’s alive. Thanks for sharing. I am so happy you are here - every time I hear a story of recovery I celebrate. As I nurse I have been with so many families and addicts- the suffering is real and to overcome? Wow just wow. Well done!
Thank you for sharing! I've met some addicts and dealers in my life and heard a lotta screwed up stories. And honestly D.A.R.E taught me nothing compared to the things that I've learned about addiction and drugs from people who are actually addicts and dealers. I've learned that drugs can make good people do bad things, it can fry your brain depending on what you're taking, and once you get yourself into that sort of lifestyle it's really difficult to change. And those are things that D.A.R.E never taught me. All I learned in school is that drugs are bad, but no one ever really explained why because the officers that tried to teach me about drugs had no actual experience being in a situation like that. I don't think you can fully explain or understand why drugs are so bad until you've actually seen first hand what they can do to people.
As someone who works with depressed people for a living, depression is a hell of an illness. It’s also very hard to get help when you live in poverty. I understand where you’re coming from.
WE LOVE YOU JESSICAS MOM! U HAVE A STRONG WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED... YOU MADE THAT! YOU MADE JESSICA! THIS STRONG WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL PERSON💕💕💕💕💕
I've been there too girl. I started working at 12 because I was sick of my home life, and not having anything. I'm soooo glad that you pulled out of all that mess. *HUGS*
Finally I’m early! I just want to say I love your videos Jessica and I love your glow up!! I know we don’t know each other but I’m so proud of your change, you and your daughter are so lucky to have each other I know you’re going to have an amazing long life together. Thank you so much for sharing so much with us!! 💜💜💜
So I fell down a rabbit hole of Jessica Kent videos!!!! I work as a criminal division coordinator and we have many Wellness Courts. I'm proud of you for getting the word out about prison/jail, mental illness and addiction. I think you're going to continue to do so much good in your life!!!! Love you💞💕
Your life is so interesting, I feel like you could make endless story times. I don’t think you ever glamorize that lifestyle, you’re just super informative and open and it’s eye opening for us
I relate to this so much. My mom was a single mom who had no help at all from anyone. Your mom did the best she could do at the time. Give your mom a big hug and kiss for me. It’s hard out there and we do the best we can. Much love to you both!!
Every mom does there best with the cards they are dealt. With depression and poverty and all the struggles yall faced she still raised such a strong woman
It is so awesome that you can talk about your lifes jurney online and still be sober. Im so greatful that i found your channel, it has helped my understand alot about people who are addicts. I have never tried any thing like this but I think your story is going to help alot of people. Hope you have a great day and keep being awesome. ❤
WHEN JES SHARES U ON HER IG STORY😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕 THANK YOU! I live for your videos and I live for you message thank u for inspiring me to make my own channel!!!
No negative comments from me about your mom. I saw one of the videos of your mom and I could see how much you both love each other. I actually think you have a pretty cool mom. Obviously, everything that you've been through, and everything that's happened to you, the decency in your heart shines through. The journey you've been on and how your so brutally honest about yourself says volumes about you. Your mom raised a pretty great daughter. My mom has made mistakes, but so have I. I love my mom more than words could ever begin to explain. Life can be hard and throw things at us that we can never prepare for. But at the end of the day what matters the most is who we love and who loves us. I never focus on the wrong things that the people who love us do, but all the right things they've done. Sometimes, it's the littlest things that become our biggest blessings and make life worth living. ❤
Part of why I watch you is trying to figure out how to keep my granddaughters from drugs. I was lucky in that my boys didn't do drugs, but the draw today are soo different.
I’m not even an addict but your videos give me so much inspiration and help me to look forward. I’m in a really rough spot right now and I’ve thought about suicide so many times because I’ve thought there’s no way out, I’m not one of the lucky ones who gets better. When I watch your videos it gives me hope to keep going ❤️ you are amazing, thank you so much for sharing your stories😊
Wow girl you r AMAZING! be so proud of yourself. I lost my only (little) brother 8 years ago of an over dose... my life has never been the same without him. 🙌🏼🙌🏼 praise you for doing one of the hardest things n life ever... Getting sober❤️
I related to so much of what you said. Small towns are really tough. I grew up in a very very small town. If you or your family didn't go to one of the churches there, then you were looked at as "bad" I too had a mom that was severely depressed when I was growing up. For the longest time she hid it from everyone, including my dad for many years. When things got so bad and she desperately needed to be on antidepressants, my dad, her mom acted like taking antidepressants was a bad thing, a weak thing. It wasn't until I was 17 that she finally got on antidepressants. I am so thankful that mental health is finally something people talk about and can get help with. Thank you for always being so transparent and real in your videos. You talk about the things that so many people think should be hidden. But enough of that shit, people shouldn't have to suffer in silence.
Jessica thank you. Please don't criticize your story telling or editing.... your videos are wonderful heartfelt testiments to healing growth hope and transformation. Xoxo 🤧
Good morning Jess! I don't usually comment on anything but I LOVE your videos and admire you so so much.. Thank you for sharing your stories with us. Love from Mexico
I watched your detoxing video ystrdy and you described withdrawal perfectly! I used to sell H (1-3 ozs a day) for cartel members. I didn't have ANYTHING to show for it bc I had like a 5g a day habit. No longer thank God, but I've been battling my addiction for like 35 yrs. It SUX! I'm glad you finally kicked it. I just have to remind myself that relapse IS PART OF RECOVERY! Thanks for being so open and sharing your story! Thanks for clearing up MANY misconceptions in your vids! 💖 You're a very giving person! You always say you helped your family AND friends. Not just yourself!!
I feel like your mom is so proud of the person you’ve beecome 🐝 and I mean you’re literally an inspiration to others like there’s need to be more youtubers like this 💕
I just want to let you know that your an inspiration. You show people that there is a life after drugs and that anyone can overcome addiction if they choose to. My brother was an addict and he passed away in March of 2017 from an overdose. I just wish that he could of gotten his life together like you did. Thank you for being an inspiration ❤️
We're only as sick as our secrets. I was always hesitant to tell the truth about my past because I didn't want to hurt anybody, especially my parents. But, in order to break the cycle, we have to acknowledge what happened, because you can't change what you don't acknowledge. My mom battled mental illness, as do I. She did the best she could with the tools she had. I know that she had the best intentions and she did her very best. I'm grateful that I have a better understanding and better tools. I understand how hard she tried and I remember how much she loved her kids and how hard she worked for us. I remember the good times and I forgive her for the not so good times. (RIP Mom) Thanks for being so candid in sharing your story. ❤
You are beautiful inside and out! I found you scrolling through RUclips! Your story gives people hope! I have never been an addict, but my son has. I would like for him to see your story. I want to see all the people I know that are in the grip of addiction find happiness! So many young people around here are on meth, have pending charges, or are going back to prison. Thanks for sharing your story! Sending you love 💕
I appreciate every single video where you share your experiences! This open dialogue is so healthy for us and it’s needed. Good messages to pound in our heads, the more I hear it the more I begin to understand for myself. Stay safe, stay sober, you are important. Thanks for saying these things always❤️
You have an absolutely insane life story. Just want to say it was not your fault. You had a hard life, you found yourself in that lifestyle. You got involved yourself but shit, as you've said, you've risen above it all. And every single sub, every viewer are proud of you for becoming who you are now
It makes sense that drug dealers don’t want to sell to people they don’t know, what they’re doing is illegal and they’re exposing themselves every time they sell. It’s also so true that drug prevention programs aren’t very realistic in their portrayal of drugs or addiction. I loved this video Jess!!
Jessica, thank you for sharing. Someone very close to me went down a similar path and while I've known the facts for a long time your stories have given me more insight into the world they lived in during that time and helped me understand them better. It makes me even more proud of them for getting away from that life to become who they are today.
This is incredible. I think it’s so amazing how you’ve changed so much for the better. Your mindset is so positive and you are totally right that you can get a better life if you try. You’re really inspirational!💛
Kinda early lol. I've been binge watching ur vids. It's refreshing to be able to relate 💯 to someone with almost a mirror story. Your inspiring me to to stay on track lately I've wanted to just give in. When it's hardest I watch ur vids. It's helped so much. Thank you for being so raw,open and 💯. It's rare on this platform to see that.
Thank you for being so real, raw, true and honest with us even through out the extremely difficult things. That is just one of the many amazing qualities about you Jessica. Stay strong, stay positive, stay focused and always keep the faith.
This was really uplifting. I've never done/sold drugs and am thankful that it was never an option for me. I could never go down that road. But to everyone who DID but brought themselves out, you are amazing.
I love these videos. They really do help so much to see what broke you and what made you who you are today. I think my favorite part of them is the fact I can see how deep and raw your emotions show on you as you speak. You do not have a poker face when it comes to your past. Love you so much, Jess!! 💜
Most people don't realize that when you make "mistakes" you are only doing what you know best for that time in your life. If you made previous mistakes and all of us have, you only made those mistakes because for that time that's the only way you knew how to handle it. The only thing you can do is learn from them and educate yourself so you don't make the same ones. You are doing great things Jessica keep it up.
jess the ending made me well up in tears, thank you for always telling your truth!! I'm from Buffalo, NY I'm sure not too far from where you grew up and heroin and other drugs are killing our loved ones up here!! Truly horrible I just wanted to thank you for always being an amazing example that no matter how hard things may seem you can always rise above!
So I’ve been subbed about a week and on my days off work I just binge your vids! I love your channel and love seeing it grow! You have gained like 4,000 subs in the past 20 hours or so! That’s amazing!
I just happen to stumble across your youtube. I am not an addict. I am actually an RN. However, you are so intriguing and have a knack for speaking. Your content is so amazing. You need to become a public speaker about your story! Love Love!!
'I'd work at this pizza place.. which still has pretty good pizza to this day' I shouldn't laugh 😂 Jess, I love you and your story, please always keep telling it 💖
you get this certain.... look. sometimes. soldiers call it the thousand yard stare. it comes from PTSD. i feel for you so much. human brains are cabaple of so many things, including self-sabotage that is surreal and inescapable until you finally escape. i am commenting on every video of yours i've watched today because i feel like you need to hear again and again how PROUD people are of you. thank you for constantly telling us how proud you are of yourself. keep on truckin
Your videos are truly a inspiration for myself being a recovering addict and for me to better understand the women that I am dating who is currently locked up thanks so very much for sharing your stories and god bless you and your family.
You're so strong Jessica. I'm proud to watch your content. Sitting here with tears. Love to you and your family. People go through things you're not alone. You both overcome things you both are strong women. ❤
I sold magazines also for 15 years. I had to find a new connect every 2 weeks too. I started keeping the numbers of people I met because we traveled to the same cities year after year. It actually became easier because my connects built a relationship with me since I saw them every year. I still have lots of their numbers today, they all ha e famiand moved on from that life. But Jessica I can relate to mag crew. I worked for Vinny Pitts crew 041 and 070, Mark shumate crew 152 then I got promoted and had my own crew 031 No limit sales. I feel your stories and relate and I'm proud of you for how long you came
Knowing where you ended up and seeing how it all started for you really made me realize that the people that I was around when I was in university we're at the beginning of what would have been a massive issue for them between my two best guy friends they dealt everything and towards the end of my first year one of them had several Runners Underneath Him and was a prospect for being his dealers right hand man it happens so quickly he had a customer base really really fast and I'm just glad that since then he's taking some time off of school to figure his life out and now he's going to the Justice Institute for law enforcement his goal is to one day be a K-9 Officer that would be really cool for him but it just goes to show you that people change
Love dat shirt girl!!!
Thanks homie mad respect.
You already know what I think of this vid.
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Whereaboots in Canada are you? My husband wants more tats, and we'd love to support your business if you are nearby! We are in SW Ontario 🍁
Veggie Bee hey!!! Another Canuck!
I would love the support!
I’m located in Alliston, On.
Text me if you wanna chat more!
(705)-984-3248 its my business number
Molly Jackson Much Respect Molly! Thanks.
Yeah it’s alright; getting cold though...sadly.
I’m one of the only Canadians who is never happy to see Hockey Season arrive.
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Thanks for replying back so quickly! I just looked up where Alliston is [I'm a newbie to Canada (I'm actually from where Jess lives currently, so small world, eh?) and my hubby is the true Cancuk, lol ☺].... It's about 4.5 hrs away, but for a good tat from a good guy, it's worth the trip! We'll Def be in touch when he settles more on a design/placement cuz he's been itching for one badly! Thank so much, gman5338! 🤜
Hi Jessica’s mum ,you’ve raised a wonderful woman x
💜💜💜this!!!💜💜💜
Rosie H remember it's not how you start .....it's how you finish x
I do not miss that life. The constant phone calls, the stress of always looking over my shoulder. It was terrible and I’m so so happy to be living my BEST life, making money the honest way and feeling PROUD of where my money comes from instead of trying to hide how much money I have around my family knowing I wasn’t supposed to have it.
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Chelsea Newton The constant calls make me cringe every time my phone rings now lol
Never been in that situation but I’ve put myself in those shoes before to imagine what’s it’s like and it seems stressful af!
Seriously guys, I couldn’t even buy a pack of cigarettes without my mom asking me who bought them for me because she knew I didn’t have a job which meant I should’ve had no money. And it sucks because if you don’t answer the phone when someone calls, you best believe they will call over and over and over until they get what they need.
Chelsea Newton sameeee girl sameee. When I wasn’t working my mom knew there was no reason for me to have over $100 in my wallet. Constant stress and constant yelling
I’m late but I’m here!!! 😘😘😘
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Christina Randall Love you both!!
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So, ehhh, what’s your number
To Jessica's mom,
You raised one hell of an amazing human. Thank you.
Christia-Lazara Ilie she has completely turned her life around from terrible things she used to do. It is incredible the amount of things she has overcome. And she is in no way, shape, or form “baiting” people to give her money. Its completely optional to buy her merch and she doesn’t advertise it much or gain a lot of money from it. She is a role model.
Christia-Lazara Ilie don’t you think she feels bad enough about her past?? Most people have a conscience, so they don’t need you to keep repeating that they’ve made mistakes. You seem like someone who doesn’t understand addiction. Addicts will go to the end of the earth for their addictions. They do hurt people in the process. Jess has recovered and is now trying to shed light on the realities of addiction and dealing. She takes full responsibility for her past. Listen to her closing words at the end of the video. Maybe her story will help someone. Maybe it already has.
@@chrrona Well she made me realize once more that this way of living is not cool at all and most likely other people will get this message too that this is by any means not a good Lifestyle. Therefore she deserves all the views and stuff
@@chrrona because she’s not that person anymore - the miraculous part about Jessica’ is she’s here, she’s fixing her flaws, she’s open, honest and obviously she can’t change the past but she can learn from it - teaching others and throwing a curve ball to her future and others…. What’s up with you? Throw that curve ball
Jess,
I’m a teacher & we all know that some of our students didn’t get breakfast, or have a warm jacket, or winter boots. I can honestly say that it’s one thing to know that & another thing to hear it described by you. I always did what I could for those kids I knew that didn’t have certain things they needed, but you have reminded me that this is not an individual problem. This is a problem on a mass-scale & so much more needs to be done to help kids who grew up with no food or home, etc, etc. As a teacher I’ve so often felt so frustrated because I believe that so many of the issues that kids face, come from home, or society. How can we expect kids to do well in school when they are so hungry, they feel dizzy. By making your videos, you are doing so much more than just telling your story & making things real (although you do that in a really good way). You are showing kids the consequences of actions that they may not even think are even a big deal.
Have you ever thought about going into schools to talk to kids, BEFORE they can become felons? You would make a great motivational speaker & could really be effective (& make some money). We all know that prison must be terrible & losing our freedom could be awful, but when kids hear the actual details ... it really paints a vivid picture that is much clearer than anything I could ever tell them. Thank you for being strong enough to tell your story. I think that you were born with an inherent natural strength that helped you to climb out of a dark hole, & into a healthy, happy, productive life. I wish all girls/women had your strength, courage, & confidence, but I believe it can be taught - especially by women like you.
There can be a thin line between explaining reasons and making excuses. It's admirable how you're able to talk about this.
Yes. There are reasons for everything but it's a different thing to you use them to justify something
I remember being in DARE 14 years ago, and they said “a lot of people would be offering random drugs, and peer pressuring you. watch out on Halloween, people are putting marijuana in the candy”. And as I’ve grown up, and none of that has happened, not even peer pressure. When I said no, their response was almost always, “more for me 🤷🏼♀️”.
Amanda Brown right. I actually chose to do them.. never once have I been randomly offered drugs
Amanda Brown wow you’ve really never been peer pressured lol? I guess when drugs get more expensive people are like cool whatever more for me but when it came to marijuana I was pressured to smoke a lot and I never wanted too I’d always say no and always get begged to smoke. I was never really peer pressured with other drugs though ever.
Aaron Powell I’ve never been peer pressured. I’m surprised the weed smokers were begging you to smoke, I’ve never experienced that.
I've been encouraged to smoke weed and opium, do k and e by friends. Pretty sure the "more for me" divide goes with income. Wealthy friends share drugs.
@@AmandaBrown-pu4ev yeah very weird.
Every person I've known that's done drugs got introduced by a friend, family member or significant other. None of them had a dealer just walk up to them & give them drugs to try. Love your strength.
LISA WIGGER same except in Detroit dealers do give testers to random people I probably got like 5 in just a small time
I was already using tho
@@mariamiamonteleone I live near Kansas city mo & grew up in what was close to the "hood" & in my 20's I experimented with a few drugs. I thankfully didn't enjoy them & I'm truly thankful I didn't become addicted because I've seen so many becoming addicted including family & close friends who are alcoholics. They are almost all sober now & have been for several years but I saw their struggle. My grandpa, who's native American, is a recovering alcoholic, hes not drank in over 40 years. My mom never hid how going up with an alcoholic effected her life & how being Native American makes us more likely to become addicted & my parents never drank much & they never tried to scare my brother & i I into not drinking but they were very honest about what could happen. I believe for my brother & i their wasnt that curiosity about it since r parents had open & honest conversations about alcohol & drugs. I know how blessed we were. I hope that your sobriety journey continues & that you have people who support you.
LISA WIGGER your parents sound like good people and that’s exactly how a parent should go about it in my opinion. Your blessed to have parents like that. A lot of addicts and alcoholics have trauma and drugs just click for people like that.
Where I live, dealers do just that
Seeing Jess in those old photos is so weird! I can't get my brain to accept this was her past. I only see her present and what her future might bring, and that is all I am willing to accept LOL so proud of this version of Jess!
My daughter is a non conformist too. She was also an addict for at least a decade. Had kids, got fired many times, got evicted many times and finally straightened out her life. During the process, she lost custody of her kids and many family members cut ties with her. She is doing well now. I am very proud of her. She is also in the process of trying to get joint custody of her kids. Watching your videos has helped me understand the addict world - Thank you. God Bless you.
I’ve been binging your videos for the last like 5 hours. I have so much respect for you. 💕 The way you’ve changed and grown is incredible. 💕 I see a lot of addicts where I work and I (very wrongly) make unfair assumptions and judgments. After watching your videos, I have a complete different outlook, so thank you for that. 💜 Congratulations on everything you’ve accomplished! ❤️ You’re so strong and I’m so happy that you’re using your voice to spread awareness and support. ❤️
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So glad that she has helped the way you view addicts! I was an addict and now i'm on my last year of grad school and a professor! Always look at your patients/clients as if they're just going through some dark stuff, as we're all complete human beings behind the addiction. I'm so grateful for the professionals and friends and family that didn't judge me and instead showered me with help and love. I wouldn't be here without that judgement free help.
I'm sorry if this video is rambly n all over the place. I always freestyle n just talk...so ya know. Sorry. Also be sure to subscribe to Gman!!!! Link in description box 🚔🙏🖤
Hey from the UK love your videos. You are amazing ! xx
Jessica Kent You create your videos in such a “real” way. I can actually pay attention without all of the jump cuts lol
EIGHT YEARS! like Gman said "you already know!" girl! You still have stories we haven't heard but I can see how sharing is continuing to heal you and make you even stronger. You are appreciated.
Yes!! We see you Jess!!
Yes
I am not a mother, I do not have depression, and I have never been in your shoes. But I cannot imagine a world where a mom cannot keep food in the house. No one is perfect and very glad to hear your mom is doing better! Would love a video with her. All love to you both ♥️
I love how Mommy Kent watches all these videos.
Yes. Prayers to her. It's not easy raising kids. Who are their own person and making choices you wish could help. My son going through knowing more than me. It hurts sometimes watching your kids but they old enough make own choices. You raised great woman Jessica's Mom.
If you haven’t watched the Netflix doc called “A Beginners Guide to Prison”
Amazinggg amazing film. Must watch! Know you’d love it Jess
Wow...girl...my mind is so blown. I literally can't believe this. Your childhood was literally a mirror image of mine. I'm almost in tears with how closely our lives are. I found your channel tonight through Christina Randall, and I'm definitely subscribing and turning on notifications and I can't wait to see your next videos.
❤️❤️❤️ you’re amazing I never get tired of hearing your stories
olivia greene agree!!!
You’re right-she is really incredible. I’ve been watching since Jess’s very early days on RUclips, but don’t usually comment on anyone’s videos; instead, choosing to like, subscribe, and quietly applaud the handful of very special creators I follow from a distance. Jessica, you have given so much to me (inspiration, wisdom, strength, hope, etc.) that I had to finally speak up. Thank you so much.
-K.M.S. in Humboldt County, California
Hey Jessica I'm 16 and I understand the not wanting to be poor anymore. I've been determined not to be poor and to work my ass off since I was 10. I just got a job and I've started training for my career as a sophomore and if all goes according to the plan I can have a actual job when I graduate high school. And in my mind that's my hustle and I'm trying everyday to make the money and have a good life. Thank you jess you inspire me.
I love the music at the end of the video! Really had me emotionally invested in the vid. I had a very similar childhood, I’m happy to say I rose above what I was exposed to and what I was taught to know. Thanks for posting, Jess, I always look forward to it.
Jessica with the most serious face ever: "cause who doesnt like black jack right?"
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“I DONT LIKE TO LIVE MY LIFE IN REGRET, BUT I DO WISH I MADE DIFFERENT CHOICES” you took the words out of my mouth!😭🥺 I’m writing this down, I could never articulate that, that I do but I don’t regret my life thus far so TY😭💕🙌🏼
Kenzie Arianna I think it’s okay and healthy to acknowledge that different choices would have been better. It can prevent you from repeating the same mistakes. But when you obsess over those mistakes and it prevents you from moving on, THAT’S regret 😊
Vanessa F yes I love how she put this!
Hey Jessica!
I was listening to a podcast about brains and how they work and the dr on it said love has the same chemical and addiction as drugs.
I think when Micah came along your love for her took over 💕✨
Love your stories!!
I relate to this so much. Thank you for sharing your story. I’ve lived in multiple states, when I settled in Texas in 2014 I began getting into drugs and selling. I’m 21 now. I stopped selling a few years back and have been a year and a half sober. It’s so good to see people talking about the reality of this. I hope it encourages people to make different decisions, I’m glad I got out while I did. I knocked on death’s door plenty of times. It’s a miracle I made it out. But I lost many friends because of it. Keep sharing your truth, I myself, and I’m sure many others appreciate it. ❤️ absolutely love your channel
When you were talking about your mom, I related so much.
My momma made mistakes, shes not perfect. But she LOVES me unconditionally and always tries her best.
I love hearing your stories. Thank you for sharing
Love this simaler to how I was raised only it was my mom that had addiction but she's worked hard on being clean and we are finaly getting back to having a relationship agine . And im 30 its been a long road but it is a sickness . Thanks for your truth .
I am an addict with 17 years clean. I am thankful for every single day - I never ever want to go back to that life! Your video made me cry. Thank you for what you are doing - it is so important to get that knowledge out there and share what our lives can become
I just found you 3 days ago & I love your videos. You really being light to all of these topics. Go you girl. So proud of where you are today!!
I love how understanding you are about what your mom was going through too as you were growing up and you don't blame her for anything. I can tell you and your mom must have a really good relationship. I wish me and my mom were that close.
Wow, I had no idea that dealers went as far as checking you to make sure that they don't sell to first time users. That's honestly really interesting. Thank you so much for sharing your stories, Jess, as always💚
Happened to me in almost every city I bought dope in
"It's okay to come from nothing"... that really spoke to me. Thank you for being so honest and real!
"God bless the broken road" is a song that I feel is the theme of your journey. You went down a dark path, but it led down a road where now you have a great husband and kids. Keep your head up pretty momma and stay strong.
Omg. People/parents need to hear this. You are so right that it is always someone you know that introduces you to drugs. I pray everyday that my daughter will never know that life. But you are so strong for powering through this and finding sobriety.
Girl, I think this is your best video yet. I couldn’t agree with you more. Proud of you! 💜💙🖤
Thank you for being a part of my recovery jess, I am extremely antisocial and mentally ill and I don't leave the house much so watching your videos really helps me feel like i have a friend who understands. Our stories are VERY similar and not many people understand me so thank you for giving me a place to feel connected to my roots and to be grateful for all I have now, you're the best dude! 🖤🤙
Also I appreciate your realness, it's not hard to tell how genuine of a person you are!
Luv ur stories plsssss do more
Cait Schneider yes please don’t run out of stories
My son is in prison for drug trafficking. He started dealing ( unbeknownst to me)in middle school . There is so much about you that reminds me of him. Your independence, creativity, survival instincts, drive, and intelligence and heart. You give me hope. I both hate that he’s in prison and am glad- because I know he’s alive. Thanks for sharing. I am so happy you are here - every time I hear a story of recovery I celebrate. As I nurse I have been with so many families and addicts- the suffering is real and to overcome? Wow just wow. Well done!
Jessica, you're an amazing woman for protecting your mother and her feelings and emotions. I love your kindness and compassion ❤
Jess give your mom a hug and a love, she is part of your journey that made you the amazing person you are.
Thank you for sharing! I've met some addicts and dealers in my life and heard a lotta screwed up stories. And honestly D.A.R.E taught me nothing compared to the things that I've learned about addiction and drugs from people who are actually addicts and dealers. I've learned that drugs can make good people do bad things, it can fry your brain depending on what you're taking, and once you get yourself into that sort of lifestyle it's really difficult to change. And those are things that D.A.R.E never taught me. All I learned in school is that drugs are bad, but no one ever really explained why because the officers that tried to teach me about drugs had no actual experience being in a situation like that. I don't think you can fully explain or understand why drugs are so bad until you've actually seen first hand what they can do to people.
As someone who works with depressed people for a living, depression is a hell of an illness. It’s also very hard to get help when you live in poverty. I understand where you’re coming from.
I want to give you a virtual hug. I know exactly what it feels like to be poor and lonely.
WE LOVE YOU JESSICAS MOM! U HAVE A STRONG WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED... YOU MADE THAT! YOU MADE JESSICA! THIS STRONG WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL PERSON💕💕💕💕💕
I've been there too girl. I started working at 12 because I was sick of my home life, and not having anything.
I'm soooo glad that you pulled out of all that mess.
*HUGS*
Finally I’m early! I just want to say I love your videos Jessica and I love your glow up!! I know we don’t know each other but I’m so proud of your change, you and your daughter are so lucky to have each other I know you’re going to have an amazing long life together. Thank you so much for sharing so much with us!! 💜💜💜
13 days in a row with +1,000 subscribers!!! you are killing it. Love your stories!!
So I fell down a rabbit hole of Jessica Kent videos!!!! I work as a criminal division coordinator and we have many Wellness Courts. I'm proud of you for getting the word out about prison/jail, mental illness and addiction. I think you're going to continue to do so much good in your life!!!! Love you💞💕
Your life is so interesting, I feel like you could make endless story times.
I don’t think you ever glamorize that lifestyle, you’re just super informative and open and it’s eye opening for us
I relate to this so much. My mom was a single mom who had no help at all from anyone. Your mom did the best she could do at the time. Give your mom a big hug and kiss for me. It’s hard out there and we do the best we can. Much love to you both!!
Every mom does there best with the cards they are dealt. With depression and poverty and all the struggles yall faced she still raised such a strong woman
It is so awesome that you can talk about your lifes jurney online and still be sober. Im so greatful that i found your channel, it has helped my understand alot about people who are addicts. I have never tried any thing like this but I think your story is going to help alot of people.
Hope you have a great day and keep being awesome. ❤
WHEN JES SHARES U ON HER IG STORY😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕 THANK YOU! I live for your videos and I live for you message thank u for inspiring me to make my own channel!!!
No negative comments from me about your mom. I saw one of the videos of your mom and I could see how much you both love each other. I actually think you have a pretty cool mom. Obviously, everything that you've been through, and everything that's happened to you, the decency in your heart shines through. The journey you've been on and how your so brutally honest about yourself says volumes about you. Your mom raised a pretty great daughter. My mom has made mistakes, but so have I. I love my mom more than words could ever begin to explain. Life can be hard and throw things at us that we can never prepare for. But at the end of the day what matters the most is who we love and who loves us. I never focus on the wrong things that the people who love us do, but all the right things they've done. Sometimes, it's the littlest things that become our biggest blessings and make life worth living. ❤
Part of why I watch you is trying to figure out how to keep my granddaughters from drugs. I was lucky in that my boys didn't do drugs, but the draw today are soo different.
i’ve in,y been watching you for about a month and i’m addicted to your videos 🥰
I’m not even an addict but your videos give me so much inspiration and help me to look forward. I’m in a really rough spot right now and I’ve thought about suicide so many times because I’ve thought there’s no way out, I’m not one of the lucky ones who gets better. When I watch your videos it gives me hope to keep going ❤️ you are amazing, thank you so much for sharing your stories😊
Wow girl you r AMAZING! be so proud of yourself. I lost my only (little) brother 8 years ago of an over dose... my life has never been the same without him. 🙌🏼🙌🏼 praise you for doing one of the hardest things n life ever... Getting sober❤️
I related to so much of what you said. Small towns are really tough. I grew up in a very very small town. If you or your family didn't go to one of the churches there, then you were looked at as "bad" I too had a mom that was severely depressed when I was growing up. For the longest time she hid it from everyone, including my dad for many years. When things got so bad and she desperately needed to be on antidepressants, my dad, her mom acted like taking antidepressants was a bad thing, a weak thing. It wasn't until I was 17 that she finally got on antidepressants. I am so thankful that mental health is finally something people talk about and can get help with. Thank you for always being so transparent and real in your videos. You talk about the things that so many people think should be hidden. But enough of that shit, people shouldn't have to suffer in silence.
Jessica thank you. Please don't criticize your story telling or editing.... your videos are wonderful heartfelt testiments to healing growth hope and transformation. Xoxo 🤧
The end had me in my feels 🖤
Way to go girl! congratulations on your new beautiful life! Make those babies proud!
Good morning Jess! I don't usually comment on anything but I LOVE your videos and admire you so so much.. Thank you for sharing your stories with us.
Love from Mexico
I watched your detoxing video ystrdy and you described withdrawal perfectly! I used to sell H (1-3 ozs a day) for cartel members. I didn't have ANYTHING to show for it bc I had like a 5g a day habit. No longer thank God, but I've been battling my addiction for like 35 yrs. It SUX! I'm glad you finally kicked it. I just have to remind myself that relapse IS PART OF RECOVERY! Thanks for being so open and sharing your story! Thanks for clearing up MANY misconceptions in your vids! 💖 You're a very giving person! You always say you helped your family AND friends. Not just yourself!!
We don't know each other but I'm literally SO proud of you. You have such a big heart and your progress is truly inspiring! 💜
I feel like your mom is so proud of the person you’ve beecome 🐝 and I mean you’re literally an inspiration to others like there’s need to be more youtubers like this 💕
Gman is cool af. I support that guy what a legend
I just want to let you know that your an inspiration. You show people that there is a life after drugs and that anyone can overcome addiction if they choose to. My brother was an addict and he passed away in March of 2017 from an overdose. I just wish that he could of gotten his life together like you did. Thank you for being an inspiration ❤️
Uh when that music starts! 🙌🏽
That’s the message
We're only as sick as our secrets.
I was always hesitant to tell the truth about my past because I didn't want to hurt anybody, especially my parents. But, in order to break the cycle, we have to acknowledge what happened, because you can't change what you don't acknowledge.
My mom battled mental illness, as do I. She did the best she could with the tools she had. I know that she had the best intentions and she did her very best. I'm grateful that I have a better understanding and better tools. I understand how hard she tried and I remember how much she loved her kids and how hard she worked for us. I remember the good times and I forgive her for the not so good times. (RIP Mom)
Thanks for being so candid in sharing your story. ❤
You are beautiful inside and out! I found you scrolling through RUclips! Your story gives people hope! I have never been an addict, but my son has. I would like for him to see your story. I want to see all the people I know that are in the grip of addiction find happiness! So many young people around here are on meth, have pending charges, or are going back to prison. Thanks for sharing your story! Sending you love 💕
Absolutely love this storytime! I swear you and I have lived almost the exact same life lol. I’m so proud of us for making it out! 🥰🤗
I appreciate every single video where you share your experiences! This open dialogue is so healthy for us and it’s needed. Good messages to pound in our heads, the more I hear it the more I begin to understand for myself. Stay safe, stay sober, you are important. Thanks for saying these things always❤️
You have an absolutely insane life story. Just want to say it was not your fault. You had a hard life, you found yourself in that lifestyle. You got involved yourself but shit, as you've said, you've risen above it all. And every single sub, every viewer are proud of you for becoming who you are now
It makes sense that drug dealers don’t want to sell to people they don’t know, what they’re doing is illegal and they’re exposing themselves every time they sell. It’s also so true that drug prevention programs aren’t very realistic in their portrayal of drugs or addiction. I loved this video Jess!!
Jessica, thank you for sharing. Someone very close to me went down a similar path and while I've known the facts for a long time your stories have given me more insight into the world they lived in during that time and helped me understand them better. It makes me even more proud of them for getting away from that life to become who they are today.
This is incredible. I think it’s so amazing how you’ve changed so much for the better. Your mindset is so positive and you are totally right that you can get a better life if you try. You’re really inspirational!💛
Kinda early lol. I've been binge watching ur vids. It's refreshing to be able to relate 💯 to someone with almost a mirror story. Your inspiring me to to stay on track lately I've wanted to just give in. When it's hardest I watch ur vids. It's helped so much. Thank you for being so raw,open and 💯. It's rare on this platform to see that.
Thank you for being so real, raw, true and honest with us even through out the extremely difficult things. That is just one of the many amazing qualities about you Jessica. Stay strong, stay positive, stay focused and always keep the faith.
This was really uplifting. I've never done/sold drugs and am thankful that it was never an option for me. I could never go down that road. But to everyone who DID but brought themselves out, you are amazing.
I love these videos. They really do help so much to see what broke you and what made you who you are today. I think my favorite part of them is the fact I can see how deep and raw your emotions show on you as you speak. You do not have a poker face when it comes to your past. Love you so much, Jess!! 💜
Most people don't realize that when you make "mistakes" you are only doing what you know best for that time in your life. If you made previous mistakes and all of us have, you only made those mistakes because for that time that's the only way you knew how to handle it. The only thing you can do is learn from them and educate yourself so you don't make the same ones. You are doing great things Jessica keep it up.
my dad is 32 years sober from alcohol so this channel is so inspiring to me!!! very proud of you
The ending is amazing, I'm crying so bad right now. Thank you for this video. ❤️
I love you so much.
I came from that same wild ass cornfield. Good for you girl, very well told!
Nothing but love towards your mom, Jess. Everyone goes through rough shit in life and no one should hold the past against her.
I ended up here so early, love you from the UK by the way!💕
jess the ending made me well up in tears, thank you for always telling your truth!! I'm from Buffalo, NY I'm sure not too far from where you grew up and heroin and other drugs are killing our loved ones up here!! Truly horrible I just wanted to thank you for always being an amazing example that no matter how hard things may seem you can always rise above!
So I’ve been subbed about a week and on my days off work I just binge your vids! I love your channel and love seeing it grow! You have gained like 4,000 subs in the past 20 hours or so! That’s amazing!
I just happen to stumble across your youtube. I am not an addict. I am actually an RN. However, you are so intriguing and have a knack for speaking. Your content is so amazing. You need to become a public speaker about your story! Love Love!!
'I'd work at this pizza place.. which still has pretty good pizza to this day' I shouldn't laugh 😂
Jess, I love you and your story, please always keep telling it 💖
im still struggling a lot. im really happy i found your channel. your amazing,and very strong
you get this certain.... look. sometimes. soldiers call it the thousand yard stare. it comes from PTSD. i feel for you so much. human brains are cabaple of so many things, including self-sabotage that is surreal and inescapable until you finally escape. i am commenting on every video of yours i've watched today because i feel like you need to hear again and again how PROUD people are of you. thank you for constantly telling us how proud you are of yourself. keep on truckin
I’ve been binge watching you. You have bigger and better things ahead of you, move forward.
Just discovered your channel, and already binge watched it! LOVE your honnesty and your way of telling it! Love from Austria
Your videos are truly a inspiration for myself being a recovering addict and for me to better understand the women that I am dating who is currently locked up thanks so very much for sharing your stories and god bless you and your family.
You're so strong Jessica. I'm proud to watch your content. Sitting here with tears. Love to you and your family. People go through things you're not alone. You both overcome things you both are strong women. ❤
This is so honest and amazing. Thank you for sharing your story.
Man, my teen years would have been so much easier if people just tried to sell me drugs.... we searched high and low for things.
The Secret History Living in Your Aquarium LOL right
It may have just been a blessing in disquise. Being an addict sucks!
Bejamin Parker courtesy of the netherlands, sorry
I sold magazines also for 15 years. I had to find a new connect every 2 weeks too. I started keeping the numbers of people I met because we traveled to the same cities year after year. It actually became easier because my connects built a relationship with me since I saw them every year. I still have lots of their numbers today, they all ha e famiand moved on from that life. But Jessica I can relate to mag crew. I worked for Vinny Pitts crew 041 and 070, Mark shumate crew 152 then I got promoted and had my own crew 031 No limit sales. I feel your stories and relate and I'm proud of you for how long you came
Knowing where you ended up and seeing how it all started for you really made me realize that the people that I was around when I was in university we're at the beginning of what would have been a massive issue for them between my two best guy friends they dealt everything and towards the end of my first year one of them had several Runners Underneath Him and was a prospect for being his dealers right hand man it happens so quickly he had a customer base really really fast and I'm just glad that since then he's taking some time off of school to figure his life out and now he's going to the Justice Institute for law enforcement his goal is to one day be a K-9 Officer that would be really cool for him but it just goes to show you that people change