I found this after watching Zachary's testimonial about turning away from Lucifer and giving his life to God. I never professed myself to be a Lucifarian, but I still very much identify with your story. I've battled with addiction for twenty years now. I lived on the streets for ten years, and I have seen and been thru some shit. Yet throughout it all, I also feel like while I was giving in to selfishness, pleasure, weakness, etc, I was also being pulled in the opposite direction. Im really struggling now. I feel very alone and am often overcome with anxiety and depression. Hearing your story gives me a small glimmer of hope that this is all for a reason. Anyway, thanks for your story.
I found this after watching Zachary's testimonial about turning away from Lucifer and giving his life to God. I never professed myself to be a Lucifarian, but I still very much identify with your story. I've battled with addiction for twenty years now. I lived on the streets for ten years, and I have seen and been thru some shit. Yet throughout it all, I also feel like while I was giving in to selfishness, pleasure, weakness, etc, I was also being pulled in the opposite direction.
Im really struggling now. I feel very alone and am often overcome with anxiety and depression. Hearing your story gives me a small glimmer of hope that this is all for a reason.
Anyway, thanks for your story.
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