Hey Jessie! Thank you for sharing! I got goosebumps when you started talking about the drawing. I commiserate with this experience of something being so unexpectedly intimate that you can imagine a branch in the future. A branch of love and life together. I also think it’s amazing when you can just fall into someone’s life, see them exactly as they are, and you like them even more. Even if the timing isn’t right. I think it’s amazing that you have given yourself the gift of uncertainty and excitement for the future that has yet arrived. I think you positioned yourself brilliantly. And he will be thinking of your smile and your eyes through the entire Amazon! What a gift for you both. How romantical. But no expectations. Pretty brilliant if you ask me. Cheers jessie! Justin
Given my path, I have a lot of hang ups and hold ups, around throwing myself at anybody really. I just don't see myself laying myself down like that anymore. I don't want to say never because I do want love intimacy and affection. But I don't know that I have it in me to give someone the opportunity to hurt me
@@heytherejessiehere oh heaven to me would be to relive the best times when I felt loved but I've always been the teacher and often the girls who I was most interested in were reaching and clinging to guys with the lowest intentions so if I have this high concept of love but I'm always laying myself bare for people who have a low or misguided concept of love(and I'm not perfect. I've fucked up some good situations all by myself). IF the girl or guy of my dreams is never going to pursue me then if I pursue people, I feel like I'm setting myself up for a bad time
@@LiminalLighta simple question just to examine our beliefs... do you think your idea of heaven is possible on earth? You can be totally honest woth yourself :)
@@heytherejessiehere well from what I've seen, possibly? But my idea of heaven on earth is just going back to Eden(in a sense) to bring about a world where we don't have to work or toil and live off the abundance of nature but the current state of the world kind of strangles that off
But then, I guess it would involve a love with more attunement, less power play where you just know you love each other without all the effort or conflict
I just woke up with a realisation , I’m not a romantic , I never was .. so often in my life I’ve wanted romance & intimacy and it always left me sad ,, I just realised , I’m strategic , not romantic . I loved my dog & would describe him as my scout as he’d always be scouting the path ahead . I wonder if you again have helped me take another step up that ladder to fulfilment . Rather than connecting with people I connect thoughts . 💡🙏🕊️
Libra season in full swing! The Venusian time for love, forming relationships, romance etc.
Yes!! Thank you 💗
"You ain't my maaaaan" 😂 You're so funny. Thank you for the message ❤
Hey Jessie!
Thank you for sharing! I got goosebumps when you started talking about the drawing. I commiserate with this experience of something being so unexpectedly intimate that you can imagine a branch in the future. A branch of love and life together.
I also think it’s amazing when you can just fall into someone’s life, see them exactly as they are, and you like them even more. Even if the timing isn’t right.
I think it’s amazing that you have given yourself the gift of uncertainty and excitement for the future that has yet arrived. I think you positioned yourself brilliantly. And he will be thinking of your smile and your eyes through the entire Amazon! What a gift for you both. How romantical.
But no expectations. Pretty brilliant if you ask me.
Cheers jessie!
Justin
Oh thanks Justin
Friend from afar 💕👏
Given my path, I have a lot of hang ups and hold ups, around throwing myself at anybody really. I just don't see myself laying myself down like that anymore. I don't want to say never because I do want love intimacy and affection. But I don't know that I have it in me to give someone the opportunity to hurt me
'Better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all' - Shakespeare
What do you think? ❤️
@@heytherejessiehere oh heaven to me would be to relive the best times when I felt loved but I've always been the teacher and often the girls who I was most interested in were reaching and clinging to guys with the lowest intentions so if I have this high concept of love but I'm always laying myself bare for people who have a low or misguided concept of love(and I'm not perfect. I've fucked up some good situations all by myself). IF the girl or guy of my dreams is never going to pursue me then if I pursue people, I feel like I'm setting myself up for a bad time
@@LiminalLighta simple question just to examine our beliefs... do you think your idea of heaven is possible on earth? You can be totally honest woth yourself :)
@@heytherejessiehere well from what I've seen, possibly? But my idea of heaven on earth is just going back to Eden(in a sense) to bring about a world where we don't have to work or toil and live off the abundance of nature but the current state of the world kind of strangles that off
But then, I guess it would involve a love with more attunement, less power play where you just know you love each other without all the effort or conflict
I just woke up with a realisation , I’m not a romantic , I never was .. so often in my life I’ve wanted romance & intimacy and it always left me sad ,, I just realised , I’m strategic , not romantic . I loved my dog & would describe him as my scout as he’d always be scouting the path ahead . I wonder if you again have helped me take another step up that ladder to fulfilment . Rather than connecting with people I connect thoughts . 💡🙏🕊️
Blessings 🙌💫🙏
Did you find out what you didn’t agree with in the end? ;)
Nope 🥲😆