a self-identity crisis

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  • Опубликовано: 22 ноя 2024

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  • @LegalEagle
    @LegalEagle 3 года назад +6753

    I think I speak for everyone when I say: We missed you and welcome back.

  • @Charlotte-ji3vl
    @Charlotte-ji3vl 3 года назад +3415

    why do I imagine you waking up in the middle of the night and going "omg im like actually like properly gay"

    • @EveCornwellChannel
      @EveCornwellChannel  3 года назад +475

      HAHAHAHAHA

    • @______yawn6419
      @______yawn6419 3 года назад +17

      @@EveCornwellChannel enjoy ur new and introspected life
      * making subscriber noise *

    • @rachelorr4426
      @rachelorr4426 3 года назад +127

      That is no joke what happened to me, I was in the bath and I just went huh I like women, cool, let's deal with that later. And then I didn't do anything about it for like 6 years lol

    • @Meg_intheclouds
      @Meg_intheclouds 3 года назад +4

      This was basically me. I had a... dream about a girl and woke up like “that makes a lot of sense” 😂. Tho the giveaway should have been when I told a girl “if I was a lesbian I would” In response to being asked if I would date this girl (who I defo had a crush on) in year 9. It took till like the middle of lockdown about 2/3 years later to be like “yeah I’m gay”

    • @nikkirabon1829
      @nikkirabon1829 3 года назад

      @@rachelorr4426 Fucking, me 😂

  • @jack_edwards
    @jack_edwards 3 года назад +4588

    COMEBACK QUEEN 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

  • @jimmyquincy7846
    @jimmyquincy7846 3 года назад +1260

    "and I now have a girlfriend"
    my applauses heard the whole neighbourhood

  • @RubyGranger8
    @RubyGranger8 3 года назад +3496

    I cannot tell you how happy I was to see this on my subscription feed -- and how excited I am for your content this year -- and how well articulated this video is 💫

  • @mikesmic
    @mikesmic 3 года назад +3362

    hey bestie great vid and thanks for keeping an eye out for Selener xx

  • @YouTube
    @YouTube 3 года назад +2417

    It's good to have you back 💜

    • @sourandcream
      @sourandcream 3 года назад +114

      why are you here?

    • @TweakinKhole
      @TweakinKhole 3 года назад +347

      Girl go back to demonetizing people 🙄

    • @lolritz9880
      @lolritz9880 3 года назад +110

      Yup sis you aren’t invited to this party

    • @juanmoliner6667
      @juanmoliner6667 3 года назад +70

      POV you’re here from eves story

    • @chickenpiie5028
      @chickenpiie5028 3 года назад +120

      Why? I have never seen y'all comment on any other video, why this one? (I don't mean that in a mean way, I'm genuinely confused)

  • @channaduine9361
    @channaduine9361 3 года назад +1299

    I guess my gaydar wasn’t broken after all

    • @sumayamire4809
      @sumayamire4809 3 года назад +16

      HAHAHAHA FAX

    • @dane6928
      @dane6928 3 года назад +7

      Same thoughts!

    • @katarina4300
      @katarina4300 3 года назад +66

      no but actually i couldnt put my finger on why exactly i was so invested in eve's videos but this explains it allll

    • @charletslife1872
      @charletslife1872 3 года назад +2

      Ahahaha samee

    • @frostyskeletons8950
      @frostyskeletons8950 3 года назад +18

      I’m laughing because I watch her off and on when she ends up in my recommended and had no idea she WASN’T gay until this video.
      (I’m subscribing now, please don’t yell at me)

  • @cherrypie6163
    @cherrypie6163 3 года назад +639

    she's GLOWING this brunette hair, this look, everything is CHEF KISS

    • @cherrypie6163
      @cherrypie6163 3 года назад +4

      @@madeleine1536 the dimuntive of Brun/ brunette can actually vary from light brown, brown, dark hair...

    • @kazakukog
      @kazakukog 3 года назад

      pale ppl with dark eyes and dark hair 😙👌

  • @sakshi2471997
    @sakshi2471997 3 года назад +760

    as someone who also came in terms with their sexuality during this lockdown : i felt this video

    • @waterfirelord
      @waterfirelord 3 года назад +11

      That everybody right now. They are finding themselves this whole time with this pandemic.

    • @millicent9235
      @millicent9235 3 года назад

      sameee

    • @SwiftlyCarnage
      @SwiftlyCarnage 3 года назад +9

      tbh I'm still coming to terms with it ahaha, figuring out you're not fully straight is kind of a scary thought to me tbh, as women are INTIMIDATING

    • @emschlef
      @emschlef 3 года назад +2

      Started quarantine a bi cis woman in a LTR with a man, ended it as a single nonbinary lesbian 😅

    • @dreamingofthemoon
      @dreamingofthemoon 2 года назад

      Me lmao

  • @aaliyahpatel2819
    @aaliyahpatel2819 3 года назад +1338

    My new life motto: “ you’re already better for wanting to be better”

    • @caroliinalopes
      @caroliinalopes 3 года назад +8

      The audio is from Miles Carter, he has a channel as well, I LOVE his videos

    • @smallfung1994
      @smallfung1994 3 года назад +6

      the lie i tell myself day after day

    • @julieannelovesbooks
      @julieannelovesbooks 3 года назад +4

      I heard that and I almost started to cry. (having a rough day)

    • @aaliyahpatel2819
      @aaliyahpatel2819 3 года назад +5

      @@julieannelovesbooks aw hope u feel better soon. These kinda days suck. Sending you big hugs and positivity and know you’re not alone xxx🥰

    • @julieannelovesbooks
      @julieannelovesbooks 3 года назад +4

      @@aaliyahpatel2819 aawhhh thankyou ❤️ just the covid blues and being stuck inside with my family for the past year.

  • @charlotteerika2455
    @charlotteerika2455 3 года назад +266

    "I have known...for a very long time....that I am not straight...." haven't we all luv xxxxx

  • @itschesta
    @itschesta 3 года назад +362

    not me crying when she started to talk about her sexuality. Felt that.

  • @Katherout
    @Katherout 3 года назад +1460

    KEEPING AN EYE OUT FOR SELENUR i can’t. welcome back queen

  • @tianna215
    @tianna215 3 года назад +148

    omg you’re gonna be that stereotypical gay rich aunty lawyer now!

  • @miastevens3101
    @miastevens3101 3 года назад +423

    You literally just put into words EXACTLY how I felt when I knew I wasn’t straight... I wish I had seen this video at the time... I think it will help a lot of people also questioning. Thank you for putting it into words.

    • @niamhnolan5797
      @niamhnolan5797 3 года назад +3

      Definitely agree

    • @godav1505
      @godav1505 3 года назад +6

      Oh yes. This is hitting directly in the feels and actually explains why I distance myself from the relationship aspect of life. I low-key love it but also hate the fact that she reminded me of it :D

  • @juanmoliner6667
    @juanmoliner6667 3 года назад +931

    EVE HAS A GIRLFRIEND im so proud of u x

  • @thodasona
    @thodasona 3 года назад +457

    “see you all very very soon”
    i really missed hearing that.

  • @iamacat9265
    @iamacat9265 3 года назад +49

    7:25 "you weren't expecting this video to turn into that direction, did you?"
    idk i saw the thumbnail and i kinda felt it

  • @alanamarie4363
    @alanamarie4363 3 года назад +50

    As a closeted bisexual I cannot tell you how much this video put a smile on my face - it’s honestly made me so happy that somebody who I’ve watched for years is a little bit like me

  • @el4121
    @el4121 3 года назад +1758

    “actually i do know, better than the uk”
    laughs in american

  • @thatcoffee
    @thatcoffee 3 года назад +874

    SHE IS BACK LADIES AND GENTLEMEN

    • @aimeemcdonald1581
      @aimeemcdonald1581 3 года назад +21

      & non-binary people :)

    • @cs836
      @cs836 3 года назад +16

      @@magicalgibus3006 you're gross

  • @shaylajoshi3731
    @shaylajoshi3731 3 года назад +327

    YES YES YES she comes back stronger than a 90s trend

  • @RosaDaniello
    @RosaDaniello 3 года назад +88

    "Busy is just personal prioritization of time" is the most relatable thing I read in a while. Missed you 💖

  • @sullyr9789
    @sullyr9789 3 года назад +45

    You my dear gal are influencing an entire generation of law students, myself included! You’re showing us that law is no longer this mundane boring stiff upper lip job and I OWE YOU EVERYTHING FOR IT💕❤️

  • @ebrub39
    @ebrub39 3 года назад +455

    3:50 “I don’t think I ever slept, I was always just like keeping an eye out for Selenerrr” EVEEEE HAHAHAHAHAHAH

  • @hannahwallis1290
    @hannahwallis1290 3 года назад +118

    I recently came out as asexual and aromantic, so this made me feel really impowered xx much love to you eve ❤️❤️

  • @AshleyLoraAnderson
    @AshleyLoraAnderson 3 года назад +136

    So what I'm getting from this comments sections is that nobody's countries have handled covid all that well

    • @juanarocha8629
      @juanarocha8629 3 года назад +3

      Its a mess

    • @kylierae3156
      @kylierae3156 3 года назад +7

      Mine did! (New Zealand)

    • @Monika-wo7nd
      @Monika-wo7nd 3 года назад

      True Czechia was worse than UK I think...I mean 70% of my class were infected😅

    • @dreamingofthemoon
      @dreamingofthemoon 2 года назад

      @@kylierae3156 im literally so jealous

  • @Maria-nd8dy
    @Maria-nd8dy 3 года назад +64

    I loved the sparkle in your eyes when you mentioned your girlfriend, she must really be something special

    • @honeyandbutter1
      @honeyandbutter1 3 года назад +2

      she’s posted her on twitter and insta before 😌😌

  • @emily280596
    @emily280596 3 года назад +27

    Didn’t realise how much I needed someone to articulate what it has been like to be an extrovert in lockdown, thank you for putting my experience into words

  • @TaraMooknee
    @TaraMooknee 3 года назад +588

    WE HAVE BEEN BLESSED

    • @CarlaGReads
      @CarlaGReads 3 года назад +4

      IS THE COW ALSO HAPPY THAT EVE IS BACK?? Will she make an appearance now??? 😂

    • @whaleboy2287
      @whaleboy2287 3 года назад +1

      Will the cow ever be sated

    • @miracleminty
      @miracleminty 3 года назад +3

      I love it when my fav's interact with each other

  • @mariabdxcardoso
    @mariabdxcardoso 3 года назад +82

    as an anxious queer extrovert it's really calming to see some of the feelings I've been dealing with explained clearly 😭 really proud of you for embracing yourself!!!

  • @CookieMunstaaa
    @CookieMunstaaa 3 года назад +48

    It's embarrassing how many times I have checked for missed uploads. It's good to see you lovey! ❤️

  • @shelleytong3845
    @shelleytong3845 3 года назад +54

    eve comes back stronger than a 90s trend

  • @conversations_with_kara
    @conversations_with_kara 3 года назад +107

    as someone who came to terms with my sexuality during lockdown, this spoke to me so much ❤️ bloody excited that you're back, eve!!

  • @charliejudes
    @charliejudes 3 года назад +71

    "I bet you didn't see this coming" Actually Eve I was expecting this conversation when I opened this video lmao. Welcome back queen!

  • @piggielife
    @piggielife 3 года назад +94

    "Maybe you weren't expecting the video to go in that direction" gurl there's a rainbow in the thumbnail =((
    Congrats btw!!! And welcome back!

  • @emilydurkee8664
    @emilydurkee8664 3 года назад +7

    I was blond naturally my whole life, and I dyed it brown a month ago and I feel so much more powerful. It's wonderful.

  • @gotjams5800
    @gotjams5800 3 года назад +11

    Hi Eve, I'm super glad you're back! I really needed this video. I've always been called the straightest person ever, and I never really questioned it because that was the "running gag" in my friend group. But I've also felt very strongly for other girls at times, whether they're celebrities, fictional characters, or friends/IRL people. I shrugged it off as me having strong platonic bonds or needing external validation/attachment, or even living vicariously through someone (if they were famous or fictional). It wasn't until I met a girl in my fiction class that I felt (what I think was) romantic feelings for another girl. They were lesbian, and talked to me about their experiences dating other girls. After months of talking to them, I seriously considered asking them out. But I kept telling myself that I was straight and it wouldn't be right to "queerbait" just because I'm bi-curious. During the pandemic, I've come to really question my sexuality, and I'm beginning to feel more open to expressing attraction to other women. However, I fear that this might all be a phase because I don't really feel the same things I do when I find men attractive. I don't like anyone romantically at the moment, but I'm so worried I'm going to lead someone on when I do because I'm not sure of myself.

    • @avocado1998
      @avocado1998 3 года назад +2

      Hey I feel similar, I feel something different towards girls than to boys and I don't understand what the feeling is. Hope we both work it out ❤️

  • @nicholasjohnston3429
    @nicholasjohnston3429 3 года назад +16

    I’m a gay law student. I loved you and your content even before this video. I’m so happy for you, you’re such an inspiration to me ❤️

  • @amyukulele
    @amyukulele 3 года назад +180

    SHE’S BACK i have missed u sm

  • @IsabellaBoyne
    @IsabellaBoyne 3 года назад +17

    When you said you weren't going to stop yourself any longer from being happy I almost cried 💞

  • @kylec.8329
    @kylec.8329 3 года назад +183

    the queen is back! arguably better than ever

  • @caglanilt
    @caglanilt 3 года назад +1

    Been through the exact same process during all this world-collapse. It felt awesome to see someone like me. I feel blessed to stop thinking 'something's broken w me' .. Thanks and take care xx

  • @madesquire2796
    @madesquire2796 3 года назад +38

    "Keeping an eye out for Selener" - SAME

  • @pratishalenka911
    @pratishalenka911 3 года назад +18

    You are back with a bang, and you are more strong and powerful after the discoveries that you made about yourself and I'm happy that you are happy and I'm glad that you are back.

  • @AnaFox
    @AnaFox 3 года назад +116

    It was kinda hard to hear the part about feeling lost when not having a purpose and therefore not really feeling like getting out of bed. I've been struggling with that for a couple of years now, I've started therapy, didn't really stick with it. The pandemic forced me to live permanently in my own self-inflicted isolated reality in a much more restrictive, anxiety-ridden way. So I'm taking everything more seriously now and I can only hope that the effort will lead somewhere different. I'm sure it's better than doing nothing about it.

    • @GallifreyanCat
      @GallifreyanCat 3 года назад +1

      That definitely sounds like a good idea and perhaps the only way to get through lethargic moods! I hope you feel better :) But don't be hard on yourself if you don't, it's not your or anyone's fault ❤️

    • @AnaFox
      @AnaFox 3 года назад +1

      @@GallifreyanCat thank you xx

    • @frostyskeletons8950
      @frostyskeletons8950 3 года назад +2

      I hope you’re doing well. I was in a similar place for most of quarantine and before as I lived alone for 3 years. I found being creative was really helpful for me. I picked up painting and gentle exercise. It was really fulfilling to get up, exercise, shower, and then create until dinner. It was great and I’m not even a “good” artist. That helped me gain confidence and start doing other activities. I hope you’re able to find a flow that helps you ❤️

    • @harleyquiinnnn
      @harleyquiinnnn 2 года назад

      maybe also invest time into finding a therapist that really works for you. it really makes a difference for me

  • @weronikaryfka3088
    @weronikaryfka3088 3 года назад +24

    ENTP... the stereotype is that they love to debate... you're a lawyer... sounds about right :) You're so beautiful btw !

  • @lucymoon
    @lucymoon 3 года назад +283

    YAY happy for u

  • @missolympiabinewski
    @missolympiabinewski 3 года назад +1

    I'm so happy for you! I facilitate at a LGBT center and the lockdown made a lot of people confront themselves. We got a little surge of people coming into events talking about sitting with their thoughts and feelings and running out of ways of skipping past things. I'm sure they would have gotten there in their own time but it did seem to accelerate things. It sounds like you probably have a great support system. You are loved.

  • @angiecheung4811
    @angiecheung4811 3 года назад +70

    ANYBODY REMEMBERED WHEN SHE POSTED SOME PICS WITH "dO yOu LiStEn To GiRl In ReD" on Twitter that was goalssss

  • @sannebotmar4798
    @sannebotmar4798 3 года назад +43

    my gaydar: IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE..TURN IT UP!!

  • @notavailable2527
    @notavailable2527 3 года назад +6

    everything about you is literally so CHARMING you’re so CHARMING

  • @emiloberg2110
    @emiloberg2110 3 года назад

    I did pretty much the same journey. I've struggled a lot with pressure, stress and performance and now that I have started to learn to be more present everything just came bubbling up. During the last few years, I have probably known, but I have bottled it up and given excuses not to face it, and thought that I was just imagining things. Just a few weeks ago I "came out" during a session with my therapist, well I said it out loud for the first time, to myself and to anyone. Last week I spoke with two of my best friends. Today, Valentine's day, I watched Call me by your name and cried my eyes out, such a masterpiece. I hope I have that some day. I have come so far yet I have such a long way to go, I'm just glad that there are other people feeling the same way.

  • @Marielle824
    @Marielle824 3 года назад +2

    Ohhhh i am sooo happy that you are back and that you are happier with yourself

  • @erinlong2872
    @erinlong2872 3 года назад +601

    “It was dealt better than the UK”
    *laughs in American*

    • @aronbartal
      @aronbartal 3 года назад +6

      Laufhes harder in Slovakian (we still don't have a plan and things literally change from one day to another then back)

    • @matiasvegazurita818
      @matiasvegazurita818 3 года назад +4

      @@aronbartal Laughs even harder in latinamerican (help, I want to get out of here)

    • @daniyaparvez502
      @daniyaparvez502 3 года назад +5

      laughs in indian

    • @tatianarousse9781
      @tatianarousse9781 3 года назад +1

      Laughs in Lebanese.

    • @kubajurka
      @kubajurka 3 года назад +1

      *laughs in Czech*

  • @theomurray851
    @theomurray851 3 года назад +13

    This video is literally like having my internal monologue played back to me, is scarily similar

  • @xilmes
    @xilmes 3 года назад +53

    “actually i do know, better than the uk”
    cries in Brazilian

  • @faifto6626
    @faifto6626 3 года назад +1

    when you started talking about accepting yourself and your sexuality i legit teared up
    ive been struggling with my own identity and sexuality for a long time and felt very scared and isolated especially since i come from a very heteronormative and homophobic place,, thank you for talking about this on your channel it made me feel less alone thank you thank you thank you

  • @morganvanhoeke3023
    @morganvanhoeke3023 3 года назад +1

    I'm so glad you're back- I've been following your journey for a little while now and seeing your instagram story that you'd posted a video.. I'd never rushed so fast.
    Thank you for being true to yourself :)

  • @deanbilly9073
    @deanbilly9073 3 года назад +99

    She has a girlfriend? This channel is a gift 😭

    • @harleyquiinnnn
      @harleyquiinnnn 3 года назад +1

      r u a girl or boy? just out of curiosity cuz your name is dean

    • @buttaz3000
      @buttaz3000 2 года назад +1

      @@harleyquiinnnn Dean is a guys name

  • @marcelajones5256
    @marcelajones5256 3 года назад +9

    i was watching a story from your instagram last week and i was thinking “when is she coming back😭😭” cause you are one of my faves

  • @aisha4689
    @aisha4689 3 года назад +325

    Couldn’t believe my eyes - have never clicked on a notification so fasttttt

  • @heatherpierce9123
    @heatherpierce9123 3 года назад +1

    Very honest, straight forward video. Thank you for sharing this with us all. It takes bravery to be open & forthright with who you really are.

  • @jessily0425
    @jessily0425 3 года назад +1

    The level of excitement I had when this popped up in my subscriptions was SO HIGH and it only got astronomically higher when you started talking about coming out.

  • @shaffshenton
    @shaffshenton 3 года назад +6

    The dark hair and eyebrows is sooooo beautiful on you, i love it. We had a very similar 2020 in terms of mood, I’m still in the middle of it as well

  • @friedricecakes
    @friedricecakes 3 года назад +6

    I always return back to your channel because I feel a deep connection to the way you present your content and articulate sentiments, especially when it comes to work and now with you expressing your acceptance of your sexuality in this video. I think this ties back to people saying how the pandemic has given the room for people to not think about gender performance and led them to learn about and accept themselves. It’s great to hear that you and many other people (including myself) have been able to do that! I wish you the best, and I’m looking forward to your next video :)

  • @candicepye
    @candicepye 3 года назад +10

    So glad you’re back and congrats girlie!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

  • @officiallekz
    @officiallekz 3 года назад +1

    you honestly couldn't have described it better, feels the same as my awakening. Proud of you eve!!

  • @bellalightwood4378
    @bellalightwood4378 3 года назад +1

    I have missed you sooo much eve and I am HERE FOR U coming out QUEEN!!!! Also I would love to see more study/ work/ day vlogs xxx

  • @samashakti
    @samashakti 3 года назад +7

    “Catch up with mates an recharge” is a hilarious statement to an introvert

  • @user-by2bu3pv4e
    @user-by2bu3pv4e 3 года назад +30

    How does any human go through life and not have a self identity crisis its almost like a right of passage that no one wants to endure but we end up better for it (most of the time or at least we hope so)

  • @izzycoward2057
    @izzycoward2057 3 года назад +13

    Don't mind me watching the whole adverts jus cos our queen deserves it x

  • @unimoon3862
    @unimoon3862 3 года назад +1

    Eve, I cannot express how proud I am of you. You are such a huge inspiration and I have been here for a long time and I’M SO HAPPY YOU ARE BACK AHH. Can’t wait to see what’s to come 🥰

  • @katunderwoof8453
    @katunderwoof8453 3 года назад +2

    eve, you really are my inspiration. i'm 14 and my dream is to be a lawyer, i watched your videos when i was first looking for that dream job and you really helped ! i've also come to realise things about me and my sexuality during these lockdowns but i believe it has changed me for the better. its great to have you back :)

  • @bluuebye1991
    @bluuebye1991 3 года назад +5

    11 minutes of you just chatting with us is really what i needed tysm

  • @kaiafie
    @kaiafie 3 года назад +509

    i suspected you werent straight when you posted a pic on a date covering a street sign so it spelt your name. could easily be wrong but for some reason i was like she cant be on a date with a man lmao

    • @chillstudy8223
      @chillstudy8223 3 года назад +18

      How does that make any sense?

    • @kaiafie
      @kaiafie 3 года назад +71

      @@chillstudy8223 it's not that deep it was literally just something that made sense to me.

    • @JaneDoe21238
      @JaneDoe21238 3 года назад +80

      Omg I know exactly what you’re referencing and I felt the same way 💀

    • @chillstudy8223
      @chillstudy8223 3 года назад +2

      @@kaiafie if u say so but I never said it was deep. Dang take ur own advice ei literally asked a question and ur getting triggered. U must be fun at parties.

    • @heatherflorence124
      @heatherflorence124 3 года назад +20

      no same I know exactly what you mean

  • @EllieDaisy
    @EllieDaisy 3 года назад +44

    I’m an enfp, and I’d argue this lockdown is least suited to my personality type🥲🥲🥲

    • @P1P2P3_59
      @P1P2P3_59 3 года назад +1

      enfp here, i agree🥲

    • @Progress234
      @Progress234 3 года назад +1

      Infp here,I love the break (not the harm done tho)

  • @mackenziem6278
    @mackenziem6278 3 года назад +2

    As someone who has also experienced impostor syndrome during the pandemic and who finally recognized their own sexuality in lockdown, I have never felt so seen by any content ever. Thanks so much for sharing your story

  • @SprinkleBooks17
    @SprinkleBooks17 3 года назад +1

    I cannot tell you how happy I am to be here again. I've rewatched every video of yours at least 3x in the past 7 months to feel something

  • @whyisgamora4191
    @whyisgamora4191 3 года назад +83

    IT'S BEEN 84 YEARS AND I'VE WAITED EVERY SECOND. Our Queen is back 👑🌈

  • @bookishfiend1084
    @bookishfiend1084 3 года назад +169

    AYEEEE SHES FINALLY BACKKK MISSED U GIRL

  • @mollieluisa
    @mollieluisa 3 года назад +4

    I'm obsessed with the direction this video took :) Welcome back Eve!

  • @MahamMian
    @MahamMian 3 года назад +1

    girl i'm so very proud of you! love youu

  • @emilyleddy35
    @emilyleddy35 3 года назад +1

    super late to watching this but your experience about dating men really struck a cord with me, i don’t think i realised i was gay until i was a couple of months into my relationship with my girlfriend and i realised what i felt was what i should have been feeling all along. but once again i’m so proud of u and this video smashed it

  • @JaneDoe21238
    @JaneDoe21238 3 года назад +141

    “It was dealt better than the UK”
    Me: *living in the US* 👁👃👁

    • @JaneDoe21238
      @JaneDoe21238 3 года назад

      @Ane Calvo thank you so much! I hope you and your family are well, too!

  • @luzielerocha
    @luzielerocha 3 года назад +32

    "actually i do know, better than the uk"
    ma'am i'm brazilian........

  • @lelie5402
    @lelie5402 3 года назад +3

    Love to have you back! self identity is such a massive struggle

  • @CatherineElizzabeth
    @CatherineElizzabeth 3 года назад +1

    I am so glad that you are comfortable with yourself. We are all unique and that’s what makes us interesting! ♥️

  • @miaprenovault9314
    @miaprenovault9314 3 года назад +1

    Eve is back🙌🏼 I’ve been missing your videos, happy you’re back & happy you’re able to love your truth :)

  • @jrhyd3270
    @jrhyd3270 3 года назад +8

    I had a very similar reaction to the lockdown, had to finally face and accept myself - and weirdly I'm much better for it 😀😀😀

  • @alexppeters
    @alexppeters 3 года назад +16

    2020 definitely was the year for a big old identity crisis!!! I questioned aspects of my life too. It’s crazy how much things can change when we’re isolated from society, change our busy habits, and are forced to think about stuff. So glad you’re happier now 😊💖

    • @qualiteabags
      @qualiteabags 3 года назад +2

      I so agree with this! 2020 has been a year for all of us to reconsider our lives. Also just wanted to say I love your hair!!!

    • @alexppeters
      @alexppeters 3 года назад +1

      @@qualiteabags aw thanks so much ☺️

  • @leo-uw3ph
    @leo-uw3ph 3 года назад +3

    missed you eve! happy for you that you’re learning about yourself and accepting who you are

  • @amalachukwuasuzu1898
    @amalachukwuasuzu1898 3 года назад +1

    I'm so happy that I watched this video. I'm literally about to cry. Everything you just described is exactly how I feel and have been feeling for this entire year of the Covid era. I honestly thought I was the only one that felt like this. I am so happy you spoke on how you were feeling. That is so brave.

  • @blorbothefrog
    @blorbothefrog 3 года назад

    I've been out as trans and gay for like 4-5 years now and even then this series of lockdowns has been so impactful on my sense of identity. its forced me to sit alone with nothing but my thoughts for extended periods of time (aaa scary) and it's really made me address how I see myself. I'm still coming to terms with my self image and perceptions, and it's so hard to do. not to pull the yOuRe So BrAvE card but it's very brave of you to put it into words like this and declare those difficulties to the world, and I really hope you experience the best. also congrats on the gf, very exciting

  • @juanmoliner6667
    @juanmoliner6667 3 года назад +42

    THE QUEEN IS BACK YESSSSS. I have missed youuuuu 🥺 making my single valentines 1000% better

  • @sabsupsub
    @sabsupsub 3 года назад +17

    the editing is stellar!! “dont get so caught up with who you are now, you are already better for wanting to be better” to tell you how much this line hit hard for me right now :’)

  • @sehrishejaz3366
    @sehrishejaz3366 3 года назад +88

    Wait I'm not dreaming right?? THE QUEEN UPLOADED. I REPEAT THE QUEEN UPLOADED!!!

  • @leopoldkirgo
    @leopoldkirgo 3 года назад +1

    Glad to see you back and congrats for discovering your real identity! Wish you the best

  • @anthea18yr
    @anthea18yr 3 года назад +1

    I'm a law student so I came across your channel with the training contracts, career in law type of vibe but I loved this and I'm so happy for you thriving & striving!!!
    ALSO the brunette hair is 10/10 on you!!