That is no joke what happened to me, I was in the bath and I just went huh I like women, cool, let's deal with that later. And then I didn't do anything about it for like 6 years lol
This was basically me. I had a... dream about a girl and woke up like “that makes a lot of sense” 😂. Tho the giveaway should have been when I told a girl “if I was a lesbian I would” In response to being asked if I would date this girl (who I defo had a crush on) in year 9. It took till like the middle of lockdown about 2/3 years later to be like “yeah I’m gay”
I cannot tell you how happy I was to see this on my subscription feed -- and how excited I am for your content this year -- and how well articulated this video is 💫
I’m laughing because I watch her off and on when she ends up in my recommended and had no idea she WASN’T gay until this video. (I’m subscribing now, please don’t yell at me)
You literally just put into words EXACTLY how I felt when I knew I wasn’t straight... I wish I had seen this video at the time... I think it will help a lot of people also questioning. Thank you for putting it into words.
Oh yes. This is hitting directly in the feels and actually explains why I distance myself from the relationship aspect of life. I low-key love it but also hate the fact that she reminded me of it :D
As a closeted bisexual I cannot tell you how much this video put a smile on my face - it’s honestly made me so happy that somebody who I’ve watched for years is a little bit like me
You my dear gal are influencing an entire generation of law students, myself included! You’re showing us that law is no longer this mundane boring stiff upper lip job and I OWE YOU EVERYTHING FOR IT💕❤️
It was kinda hard to hear the part about feeling lost when not having a purpose and therefore not really feeling like getting out of bed. I've been struggling with that for a couple of years now, I've started therapy, didn't really stick with it. The pandemic forced me to live permanently in my own self-inflicted isolated reality in a much more restrictive, anxiety-ridden way. So I'm taking everything more seriously now and I can only hope that the effort will lead somewhere different. I'm sure it's better than doing nothing about it.
That definitely sounds like a good idea and perhaps the only way to get through lethargic moods! I hope you feel better :) But don't be hard on yourself if you don't, it's not your or anyone's fault ❤️
I hope you’re doing well. I was in a similar place for most of quarantine and before as I lived alone for 3 years. I found being creative was really helpful for me. I picked up painting and gentle exercise. It was really fulfilling to get up, exercise, shower, and then create until dinner. It was great and I’m not even a “good” artist. That helped me gain confidence and start doing other activities. I hope you’re able to find a flow that helps you ❤️
Didn’t realise how much I needed someone to articulate what it has been like to be an extrovert in lockdown, thank you for putting my experience into words
Hi Eve, I'm super glad you're back! I really needed this video. I've always been called the straightest person ever, and I never really questioned it because that was the "running gag" in my friend group. But I've also felt very strongly for other girls at times, whether they're celebrities, fictional characters, or friends/IRL people. I shrugged it off as me having strong platonic bonds or needing external validation/attachment, or even living vicariously through someone (if they were famous or fictional). It wasn't until I met a girl in my fiction class that I felt (what I think was) romantic feelings for another girl. They were lesbian, and talked to me about their experiences dating other girls. After months of talking to them, I seriously considered asking them out. But I kept telling myself that I was straight and it wouldn't be right to "queerbait" just because I'm bi-curious. During the pandemic, I've come to really question my sexuality, and I'm beginning to feel more open to expressing attraction to other women. However, I fear that this might all be a phase because I don't really feel the same things I do when I find men attractive. I don't like anyone romantically at the moment, but I'm so worried I'm going to lead someone on when I do because I'm not sure of myself.
as an anxious queer extrovert it's really calming to see some of the feelings I've been dealing with explained clearly 😭 really proud of you for embracing yourself!!!
You are back with a bang, and you are more strong and powerful after the discoveries that you made about yourself and I'm happy that you are happy and I'm glad that you are back.
As someone who has also experienced impostor syndrome during the pandemic and who finally recognized their own sexuality in lockdown, I have never felt so seen by any content ever. Thanks so much for sharing your story
I'm so happy for you! I facilitate at a LGBT center and the lockdown made a lot of people confront themselves. We got a little surge of people coming into events talking about sitting with their thoughts and feelings and running out of ways of skipping past things. I'm sure they would have gotten there in their own time but it did seem to accelerate things. It sounds like you probably have a great support system. You are loved.
How does any human go through life and not have a self identity crisis its almost like a right of passage that no one wants to endure but we end up better for it (most of the time or at least we hope so)
I always return back to your channel because I feel a deep connection to the way you present your content and articulate sentiments, especially when it comes to work and now with you expressing your acceptance of your sexuality in this video. I think this ties back to people saying how the pandemic has given the room for people to not think about gender performance and led them to learn about and accept themselves. It’s great to hear that you and many other people (including myself) have been able to do that! I wish you the best, and I’m looking forward to your next video :)
Been through the exact same process during all this world-collapse. It felt awesome to see someone like me. I feel blessed to stop thinking 'something's broken w me' .. Thanks and take care xx
when you started talking about accepting yourself and your sexuality i legit teared up ive been struggling with my own identity and sexuality for a long time and felt very scared and isolated especially since i come from a very heteronormative and homophobic place,, thank you for talking about this on your channel it made me feel less alone thank you thank you thank you
The level of excitement I had when this popped up in my subscriptions was SO HIGH and it only got astronomically higher when you started talking about coming out.
Damn Eve really came back stronger than a 90s trend. (Get the reference?) no but you really look so much more strong and ready to take over the world after that break
eve, you really are my inspiration. i'm 14 and my dream is to be a lawyer, i watched your videos when i was first looking for that dream job and you really helped ! i've also come to realise things about me and my sexuality during these lockdowns but i believe it has changed me for the better. its great to have you back :)
Honestly, it also took me a pandemic to finally realise that i'm queer- I was just stuck at home to the point where I ran out of things to think about and here we are
super late to watching this but your experience about dating men really struck a cord with me, i don’t think i realised i was gay until i was a couple of months into my relationship with my girlfriend and i realised what i felt was what i should have been feeling all along. but once again i’m so proud of u and this video smashed it
2020 definitely was the year for a big old identity crisis!!! I questioned aspects of my life too. It’s crazy how much things can change when we’re isolated from society, change our busy habits, and are forced to think about stuff. So glad you’re happier now 😊💖
I did pretty much the same journey. I've struggled a lot with pressure, stress and performance and now that I have started to learn to be more present everything just came bubbling up. During the last few years, I have probably known, but I have bottled it up and given excuses not to face it, and thought that I was just imagining things. Just a few weeks ago I "came out" during a session with my therapist, well I said it out loud for the first time, to myself and to anyone. Last week I spoke with two of my best friends. Today, Valentine's day, I watched Call me by your name and cried my eyes out, such a masterpiece. I hope I have that some day. I have come so far yet I have such a long way to go, I'm just glad that there are other people feeling the same way.
Wow, did really not expect that! Congratulations on coming out! What a great step. We wholeheartedly welcome you into our community. I might also have a little crush on you now. Edit: Looks like I'm too late! I wish you good luck and happiness in your relationship!
I'm so glad you're back- I've been following your journey for a little while now and seeing your instagram story that you'd posted a video.. I'd never rushed so fast. Thank you for being true to yourself :)
I'm a law student so I came across your channel with the training contracts, career in law type of vibe but I loved this and I'm so happy for you thriving & striving!!! ALSO the brunette hair is 10/10 on you!!
I’m about to start my 2nd Yr of Law School (in Australia) and was binging all ur old vids 😅. Thought I was sleep deprived or dreaming when I saw a new vid had been uploaded on this channel lmao
I really can relate to the identity part. I am still exploring my sexuality and on that journey. But a few years ago, I realized I identified as asexual. I’m in university right now and I am just struggling with the idea of dating. I’m happy being independent but I’m now more open to dating, but I never have dated anyone. And I’m low key scared to because sex is such a big part of the college dating scene. I don’t know how to fit into or pursue the idea of dating in an environment where everybody seems to be hooking up
I've been out as trans and gay for like 4-5 years now and even then this series of lockdowns has been so impactful on my sense of identity. its forced me to sit alone with nothing but my thoughts for extended periods of time (aaa scary) and it's really made me address how I see myself. I'm still coming to terms with my self image and perceptions, and it's so hard to do. not to pull the yOuRe So BrAvE card but it's very brave of you to put it into words like this and declare those difficulties to the world, and I really hope you experience the best. also congrats on the gf, very exciting
I think I speak for everyone when I say: We missed you and welcome back.
There he goes, speaking straight facts as usual.
Totally
Seconded! This has made my day off 🥰
I didn’t miss him
When has LegalEagle ever lied to us
why do I imagine you waking up in the middle of the night and going "omg im like actually like properly gay"
HAHAHAHAHA
@@EveCornwellChannel enjoy ur new and introspected life
* making subscriber noise *
That is no joke what happened to me, I was in the bath and I just went huh I like women, cool, let's deal with that later. And then I didn't do anything about it for like 6 years lol
This was basically me. I had a... dream about a girl and woke up like “that makes a lot of sense” 😂. Tho the giveaway should have been when I told a girl “if I was a lesbian I would” In response to being asked if I would date this girl (who I defo had a crush on) in year 9. It took till like the middle of lockdown about 2/3 years later to be like “yeah I’m gay”
@@rachelorr4426 Fucking, me 😂
COMEBACK QUEEN 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
we STAN the supportive energy 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Yayy!!!!❤️
I was just watching your videos haha...i'm 100% in love with you
Long live the Queen!
and COMEOUT QUEEN :D
"and I now have a girlfriend"
my applauses heard the whole neighbourhood
I cannot tell you how happy I was to see this on my subscription feed -- and how excited I am for your content this year -- and how well articulated this video is 💫
Ruby! Ilysm! ❤️
Me too!!!
hey bestie great vid and thanks for keeping an eye out for Selener xx
wowza
We worship mikes mic in this household 😌
Mr Michael’s Microphone
bestie vibes only
This is a Mic Wazowski stan account
It's good to have you back 💜
why are you here?
Girl go back to demonetizing people 🙄
Yup sis you aren’t invited to this party
POV you’re here from eves story
Why? I have never seen y'all comment on any other video, why this one? (I don't mean that in a mean way, I'm genuinely confused)
My new life motto: “ you’re already better for wanting to be better”
The audio is from Miles Carter, he has a channel as well, I LOVE his videos
the lie i tell myself day after day
I heard that and I almost started to cry. (having a rough day)
@@julieannelovesbooks aw hope u feel better soon. These kinda days suck. Sending you big hugs and positivity and know you’re not alone xxx🥰
@@aaliyahpatel2819 aawhhh thankyou ❤️ just the covid blues and being stuck inside with my family for the past year.
I guess my gaydar wasn’t broken after all
HAHAHAHA FAX
Same thoughts!
no but actually i couldnt put my finger on why exactly i was so invested in eve's videos but this explains it allll
Ahahaha samee
I’m laughing because I watch her off and on when she ends up in my recommended and had no idea she WASN’T gay until this video.
(I’m subscribing now, please don’t yell at me)
"I have known...for a very long time....that I am not straight...." haven't we all luv xxxxx
“actually i do know, better than the uk”
laughs in american
Laughs in Floridian
*Cries in french*
Nods in kiwi
coughs in british
Shouts in Brazilian
she's GLOWING this brunette hair, this look, everything is CHEF KISS
@@madeleine1536 the dimuntive of Brun/ brunette can actually vary from light brown, brown, dark hair...
pale ppl with dark eyes and dark hair 😙👌
KEEPING AN EYE OUT FOR SELENUR i can’t. welcome back queen
Save the QUEEN.
as someone who also came in terms with their sexuality during this lockdown : i felt this video
That everybody right now. They are finding themselves this whole time with this pandemic.
sameee
tbh I'm still coming to terms with it ahaha, figuring out you're not fully straight is kind of a scary thought to me tbh, as women are INTIMIDATING
Started quarantine a bi cis woman in a LTR with a man, ended it as a single nonbinary lesbian 😅
Me lmao
omg you’re gonna be that stereotypical gay rich aunty lawyer now!
That's me in the future ngl
HAHAHAHA
@@lesbiangoddess290 manifesting!
“see you all very very soon”
i really missed hearing that.
not me crying when she started to talk about her sexuality. Felt that.
You literally just put into words EXACTLY how I felt when I knew I wasn’t straight... I wish I had seen this video at the time... I think it will help a lot of people also questioning. Thank you for putting it into words.
Definitely agree
Oh yes. This is hitting directly in the feels and actually explains why I distance myself from the relationship aspect of life. I low-key love it but also hate the fact that she reminded me of it :D
7:25 "you weren't expecting this video to turn into that direction, did you?"
idk i saw the thumbnail and i kinda felt it
"Maybe you weren't expecting the video to go in that direction" gurl there's a rainbow in the thumbnail =((
Congrats btw!!! And welcome back!
EVE HAS A GIRLFRIEND im so proud of u x
YES YES YES she comes back stronger than a 90s trend
and now she has her own 'love story' as well!
Hey there swiftie!!
3:50 “I don’t think I ever slept, I was always just like keeping an eye out for Selenerrr” EVEEEE HAHAHAHAHAHAH
This made me cackle 😂😂
That Nikki reference goes hard ngl
can someone explain who Selener is?
@@Carla_1234 i think it is the moon
As a closeted bisexual I cannot tell you how much this video put a smile on my face - it’s honestly made me so happy that somebody who I’ve watched for years is a little bit like me
So what I'm getting from this comments sections is that nobody's countries have handled covid all that well
Its a mess
Mine did! (New Zealand)
True Czechia was worse than UK I think...I mean 70% of my class were infected😅
@@kylierae3156 im literally so jealous
SHE IS BACK LADIES AND GENTLEMEN
& non-binary people :)
@@magicalgibus3006 you're gross
"Busy is just personal prioritization of time" is the most relatable thing I read in a while. Missed you 💖
"I bet you didn't see this coming" Actually Eve I was expecting this conversation when I opened this video lmao. Welcome back queen!
I loved the sparkle in your eyes when you mentioned your girlfriend, she must really be something special
she’s posted her on twitter and insta before 😌😌
You my dear gal are influencing an entire generation of law students, myself included! You’re showing us that law is no longer this mundane boring stiff upper lip job and I OWE YOU EVERYTHING FOR IT💕❤️
WE HAVE BEEN BLESSED
IS THE COW ALSO HAPPY THAT EVE IS BACK?? Will she make an appearance now??? 😂
Will the cow ever be sated
I love it when my fav's interact with each other
ENTP... the stereotype is that they love to debate... you're a lawyer... sounds about right :) You're so beautiful btw !
It's embarrassing how many times I have checked for missed uploads. It's good to see you lovey! ❤️
Same
It was kinda hard to hear the part about feeling lost when not having a purpose and therefore not really feeling like getting out of bed. I've been struggling with that for a couple of years now, I've started therapy, didn't really stick with it. The pandemic forced me to live permanently in my own self-inflicted isolated reality in a much more restrictive, anxiety-ridden way. So I'm taking everything more seriously now and I can only hope that the effort will lead somewhere different. I'm sure it's better than doing nothing about it.
That definitely sounds like a good idea and perhaps the only way to get through lethargic moods! I hope you feel better :) But don't be hard on yourself if you don't, it's not your or anyone's fault ❤️
@@GallifreyanCat thank you xx
I hope you’re doing well. I was in a similar place for most of quarantine and before as I lived alone for 3 years. I found being creative was really helpful for me. I picked up painting and gentle exercise. It was really fulfilling to get up, exercise, shower, and then create until dinner. It was great and I’m not even a “good” artist. That helped me gain confidence and start doing other activities. I hope you’re able to find a flow that helps you ❤️
maybe also invest time into finding a therapist that really works for you. it really makes a difference for me
Didn’t realise how much I needed someone to articulate what it has been like to be an extrovert in lockdown, thank you for putting my experience into words
I recently came out as asexual and aromantic, so this made me feel really impowered xx much love to you eve ❤️❤️
Same!
@@MG-gu7fu oh wow! Small world!
I’m a gay law student. I loved you and your content even before this video. I’m so happy for you, you’re such an inspiration to me ❤️
as someone who came to terms with my sexuality during lockdown, this spoke to me so much ❤️ bloody excited that you're back, eve!!
eve comes back stronger than a 90s trend
YAY happy for u
ANYBODY REMEMBERED WHEN SHE POSTED SOME PICS WITH "dO yOu LiStEn To GiRl In ReD" on Twitter that was goalssss
Hi Eve, I'm super glad you're back! I really needed this video. I've always been called the straightest person ever, and I never really questioned it because that was the "running gag" in my friend group. But I've also felt very strongly for other girls at times, whether they're celebrities, fictional characters, or friends/IRL people. I shrugged it off as me having strong platonic bonds or needing external validation/attachment, or even living vicariously through someone (if they were famous or fictional). It wasn't until I met a girl in my fiction class that I felt (what I think was) romantic feelings for another girl. They were lesbian, and talked to me about their experiences dating other girls. After months of talking to them, I seriously considered asking them out. But I kept telling myself that I was straight and it wouldn't be right to "queerbait" just because I'm bi-curious. During the pandemic, I've come to really question my sexuality, and I'm beginning to feel more open to expressing attraction to other women. However, I fear that this might all be a phase because I don't really feel the same things I do when I find men attractive. I don't like anyone romantically at the moment, but I'm so worried I'm going to lead someone on when I do because I'm not sure of myself.
Hey I feel similar, I feel something different towards girls than to boys and I don't understand what the feeling is. Hope we both work it out ❤️
as an anxious queer extrovert it's really calming to see some of the feelings I've been dealing with explained clearly 😭 really proud of you for embracing yourself!!!
I was blond naturally my whole life, and I dyed it brown a month ago and I feel so much more powerful. It's wonderful.
my gaydar: IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE..TURN IT UP!!
"Keeping an eye out for Selener" - SAME
“It was dealt better than the UK”
*laughs in American*
Laufhes harder in Slovakian (we still don't have a plan and things literally change from one day to another then back)
@@aronbartal Laughs even harder in latinamerican (help, I want to get out of here)
laughs in indian
Laughs in Lebanese.
*laughs in Czech*
This video is literally like having my internal monologue played back to me, is scarily similar
“actually i do know, better than the uk”
cries in Brazilian
“Catch up with mates an recharge” is a hilarious statement to an introvert
When you said you weren't going to stop yourself any longer from being happy I almost cried 💞
You are back with a bang, and you are more strong and powerful after the discoveries that you made about yourself and I'm happy that you are happy and I'm glad that you are back.
i was watching a story from your instagram last week and i was thinking “when is she coming back😭😭” cause you are one of my faves
everything about you is literally so CHARMING you’re so CHARMING
Ohhhh i am sooo happy that you are back and that you are happier with yourself
She has a girlfriend? This channel is a gift 😭
r u a girl or boy? just out of curiosity cuz your name is dean
@@harleyquiinnnn Dean is a guys name
The dark hair and eyebrows is sooooo beautiful on you, i love it. We had a very similar 2020 in terms of mood, I’m still in the middle of it as well
I’m an enfp, and I’d argue this lockdown is least suited to my personality type🥲🥲🥲
enfp here, i agree🥲
Infp here,I love the break (not the harm done tho)
As someone who has also experienced impostor syndrome during the pandemic and who finally recognized their own sexuality in lockdown, I have never felt so seen by any content ever. Thanks so much for sharing your story
I'm so happy for you! I facilitate at a LGBT center and the lockdown made a lot of people confront themselves. We got a little surge of people coming into events talking about sitting with their thoughts and feelings and running out of ways of skipping past things. I'm sure they would have gotten there in their own time but it did seem to accelerate things. It sounds like you probably have a great support system. You are loved.
Don't mind me watching the whole adverts jus cos our queen deserves it x
How does any human go through life and not have a self identity crisis its almost like a right of passage that no one wants to endure but we end up better for it (most of the time or at least we hope so)
I always return back to your channel because I feel a deep connection to the way you present your content and articulate sentiments, especially when it comes to work and now with you expressing your acceptance of your sexuality in this video. I think this ties back to people saying how the pandemic has given the room for people to not think about gender performance and led them to learn about and accept themselves. It’s great to hear that you and many other people (including myself) have been able to do that! I wish you the best, and I’m looking forward to your next video :)
Been through the exact same process during all this world-collapse. It felt awesome to see someone like me. I feel blessed to stop thinking 'something's broken w me' .. Thanks and take care xx
when you started talking about accepting yourself and your sexuality i legit teared up
ive been struggling with my own identity and sexuality for a long time and felt very scared and isolated especially since i come from a very heteronormative and homophobic place,, thank you for talking about this on your channel it made me feel less alone thank you thank you thank you
So glad you’re back and congrats girlie!! 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
It's nice to know I haven't been the only one getting depressed and questioning my sexuality last year. What a comeback
honestly, thank you, i’ve just come out to my friends and i’m finding a severe lack of modern-cool-relatable gay women representation
The level of excitement I had when this popped up in my subscriptions was SO HIGH and it only got astronomically higher when you started talking about coming out.
you honestly couldn't have described it better, feels the same as my awakening. Proud of you eve!!
Damn Eve really came back stronger than a 90s trend. (Get the reference?) no but you really look so much more strong and ready to take over the world after that break
"actually i do know, better than the uk"
ma'am i'm brazilian........
“Keeping an eye out for Selener” I died
eve, you really are my inspiration. i'm 14 and my dream is to be a lawyer, i watched your videos when i was first looking for that dream job and you really helped ! i've also come to realise things about me and my sexuality during these lockdowns but i believe it has changed me for the better. its great to have you back :)
Very honest, straight forward video. Thank you for sharing this with us all. It takes bravery to be open & forthright with who you really are.
11 minutes of you just chatting with us is really what i needed tysm
Honestly, it also took me a pandemic to finally realise that i'm queer- I was just stuck at home to the point where I ran out of things to think about and here we are
I'm obsessed with the direction this video took :) Welcome back Eve!
super late to watching this but your experience about dating men really struck a cord with me, i don’t think i realised i was gay until i was a couple of months into my relationship with my girlfriend and i realised what i felt was what i should have been feeling all along. but once again i’m so proud of u and this video smashed it
I am so glad that you are comfortable with yourself. We are all unique and that’s what makes us interesting! ♥️
2020 definitely was the year for a big old identity crisis!!! I questioned aspects of my life too. It’s crazy how much things can change when we’re isolated from society, change our busy habits, and are forced to think about stuff. So glad you’re happier now 😊💖
I so agree with this! 2020 has been a year for all of us to reconsider our lives. Also just wanted to say I love your hair!!!
@@qualiteabags aw thanks so much ☺️
I had a very similar reaction to the lockdown, had to finally face and accept myself - and weirdly I'm much better for it 😀😀😀
SHE’S BACK i have missed u sm
OKAY BUT YOU JUST KINDA GLAZED OVER THE FACT YOU HAVE A GF! CONGRATS :D
I did pretty much the same journey. I've struggled a lot with pressure, stress and performance and now that I have started to learn to be more present everything just came bubbling up. During the last few years, I have probably known, but I have bottled it up and given excuses not to face it, and thought that I was just imagining things. Just a few weeks ago I "came out" during a session with my therapist, well I said it out loud for the first time, to myself and to anyone. Last week I spoke with two of my best friends. Today, Valentine's day, I watched Call me by your name and cried my eyes out, such a masterpiece. I hope I have that some day. I have come so far yet I have such a long way to go, I'm just glad that there are other people feeling the same way.
Couldn’t believe my eyes - have never clicked on a notification so fasttttt
“It was dealt better than the UK”
Me: *living in the US* 👁👃👁
@Ane Calvo thank you so much! I hope you and your family are well, too!
Wow, did really not expect that! Congratulations on coming out! What a great step. We wholeheartedly welcome you into our community. I might also have a little crush on you now.
Edit: Looks like I'm too late! I wish you good luck and happiness in your relationship!
I cannot tell you how happy I am to be here again. I've rewatched every video of yours at least 3x in the past 7 months to feel something
I'm so glad you're back- I've been following your journey for a little while now and seeing your instagram story that you'd posted a video.. I'd never rushed so fast.
Thank you for being true to yourself :)
IT'S BEEN 84 YEARS AND I'VE WAITED EVERY SECOND. Our Queen is back 👑🌈
Wait I'm not dreaming right?? THE QUEEN UPLOADED. I REPEAT THE QUEEN UPLOADED!!!
taking a break from law readings to watch eve: best feeling ever!!
Glad to see you back and congrats for discovering your real identity! Wish you the best
I'm a law student so I came across your channel with the training contracts, career in law type of vibe but I loved this and I'm so happy for you thriving & striving!!!
ALSO the brunette hair is 10/10 on you!!
the queen is back! arguably better than ever
'keeping an eye out for selenerrrr' ahh so glad you're back eve
I’m about to start my 2nd Yr of Law School (in Australia) and was binging all ur old vids 😅. Thought I was sleep deprived or dreaming when I saw a new vid had been uploaded on this channel lmao
I really can relate to the identity part. I am still exploring my sexuality and on that journey. But a few years ago, I realized I identified as asexual. I’m in university right now and I am just struggling with the idea of dating. I’m happy being independent but I’m now more open to dating, but I never have dated anyone. And I’m low key scared to because sex is such a big part of the college dating scene. I don’t know how to fit into or pursue the idea of dating in an environment where everybody seems to be hooking up
I've been out as trans and gay for like 4-5 years now and even then this series of lockdowns has been so impactful on my sense of identity. its forced me to sit alone with nothing but my thoughts for extended periods of time (aaa scary) and it's really made me address how I see myself. I'm still coming to terms with my self image and perceptions, and it's so hard to do. not to pull the yOuRe So BrAvE card but it's very brave of you to put it into words like this and declare those difficulties to the world, and I really hope you experience the best. also congrats on the gf, very exciting