The Payload Experience [SFM]

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  • Опубликовано: 30 июл 2023
  • The struggle itself towards the heights is enough to fill a man's heart. One must imagine Heavy happy.
    Big big massive huge thanks to @lolripk for lighting and rendering.
    And an additional thanks to / taffythas_art for the beautiful thumbnail. I highly recommend you check out their art!
    Music: • Me and the Birds
    #tf2 #sfm #sisyphus
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  • @anone.mousse674
    @anone.mousse674 10 месяцев назад +7897

    "I leave Heavy at the foot of the Dustbowl! One always finds one's objective again. But Heavy teaches the higher fidelity that negates the teams and raises payloads. He too concludes that all is well. This server henceforth without a master seems to him neither sterile nor futile. Each atom of that cart, each rotted sleeper of that disused railway, in itself forms a world. The struggle itself toward the checkpoint is enough to fill a man's heart. One must imagine Heavy happy."

  • @guynamedbob8374
    @guynamedbob8374 10 месяцев назад +3189

    The Valve gods promised the Heavy that his update would await him on top of the hill, if he would push the cart to the very top. Not knowing, he would fail all the time.

    • @coffee-with-sprats
      @coffee-with-sprats 10 месяцев назад +278

      But he will keep pushing.

    • @sxgbln5868
      @sxgbln5868 10 месяцев назад +199

      ​@@coffee-with-spratseven though he knows his faith, he willingly tries all over again

    • @Stookinator
      @Stookinator 10 месяцев назад +14

      we got heavy update, is summer update

    • @manwithgun9768
      @manwithgun9768 10 месяцев назад +51

      @@Stookinator sigh...

    • @3ormorecharactersmaybe5
      @3ormorecharactersmaybe5 10 месяцев назад +91

      One must imagine Heavy happy.

  • @alberttrita5858
    @alberttrita5858 10 месяцев назад +385

    Besides the obvious inspiration from the myth of Sisyphus, I really like that this is also how payload can feel in-game, while playing both red and blu. Playing blu, it's literally the same concept as in the short, organising a push to the final point and hoping that you're gonna reach it. For red, the metaphorical boulder is the attacking team that you have to fend off.

    • @astephens3600
      @astephens3600 10 месяцев назад +17

      I was literally thinking of the myth of Sisyphus as I was watching this video.

    • @Mike-official
      @Mike-official 9 месяцев назад +9

      @@astephens3600REALLY??!?!??!

    • @drivanradosivic1357
      @drivanradosivic1357 8 месяцев назад +5

      payload race combines those two feelings.

    • @Shifter5555
      @Shifter5555 2 месяца назад

      it's particularly bad for Pipeline 3rd stage, just... look at those ramps.

  • @Metallgenix
    @Metallgenix 10 месяцев назад +78

    This reminds me of that one guy, who would push a boulder up a mountain and would constantly fail and fail until he reached the top.

    • @Stookinator
      @Stookinator 10 месяцев назад +24

      uhm, wasnt that guys name like, sussybus or somethin?

    • @Metallgenix
      @Metallgenix 10 месяцев назад +4

      @Stookinator I don't remember his name, but I'm sure what I'm talking about is real.

    • @potatoman7594
      @potatoman7594 10 месяцев назад +5

      that's the meme, in case you haven't noticed people have been making a lot of Sisyphus memes recently (the guy who pushes the rock) and this is a parody of those.

    • @SwordSniperGod
      @SwordSniperGod 9 месяцев назад +7

      His names was sussyfass

    • @ClearLampOil
      @ClearLampOil Месяц назад +1

      His name was sissyflush

  • @gront5172
    @gront5172 10 месяцев назад +3229

    That one heavy trying to do the objective while the rest of his team are just filled with f2p spy’s

    • @mechanicalsilence1
      @mechanicalsilence1 10 месяцев назад +155

      Imagine playing tf2 to win lmao
      This is a joke

    • @rayoflight1920
      @rayoflight1920 10 месяцев назад +100

      I was the only Soldier among a hord of French people... You can figure how the match played out

    • @nakedmario9359
      @nakedmario9359 10 месяцев назад +40

      @@rayoflight1920 you definitely won

    • @icepl831
      @icepl831 10 месяцев назад +2

      spies*

    • @battlesheep2552
      @battlesheep2552 10 месяцев назад +34

      What, you don't play TF2 just to conga line across the map?

  • @lolripk
    @lolripk 10 месяцев назад +4261

    A cart pushing Heavy's suffering might be the BLU Team's success. Heavy truly has a thankless job sticking to the cart and protecting it while also being the main target of the enemy team
    I salute all Heavy mains who are team players

    • @ColonelFanzipantzen
      @ColonelFanzipantzen  10 месяцев назад +257

      Pushin’ P Professionally

    • @kubawoowio9989
      @kubawoowio9989 10 месяцев назад +43

      And im suprised any heavy is still doing it even while being a walking kill to spy or sniper, or any Claas that have enough luck to land a crit

    • @electroeel148
      @electroeel148 10 месяцев назад +13

      Yes, all five heavy mains

    • @bigdued7039
      @bigdued7039 10 месяцев назад +22

      As one of the 12 heavy mains, fax
      Edit: unfortunately 7 of us discovered demoman, 5 of us now

    • @wolfcl0ck
      @wolfcl0ck 10 месяцев назад +2

      All 5 of us?

  • @mcmoonball
    @mcmoonball 10 месяцев назад +187

    this animation makes me feel oddly emotional.

    • @potatoman7594
      @potatoman7594 10 месяцев назад +10

      same I think its the music

    • @nialltealeaf275
      @nialltealeaf275 9 месяцев назад +17

      It's the fact that both the Myth of Sisyphus and the struggle over the Payload are the same thing: an absurd task that promises reward, but has defeat be the punishment in of itself.

    • @Dan_too
      @Dan_too 9 месяцев назад +1

      me too.

  • @Annihilation_Studios
    @Annihilation_Studios 9 месяцев назад +18

    Out of all of the sisyphus memes. This is the one that genuinely made me sad. Watching my favorite big Russian boy walk down the hill to begin again broke my heart.

  • @The-Based-Skeleton
    @The-Based-Skeleton 10 месяцев назад +1232

    One must imagine Heavy happy 😔

  • @D0NU75
    @D0NU75 10 месяцев назад +1958

    some say Sisyphus is still trying to push the cart to this day.

  • @freezedartist
    @freezedartist 9 месяцев назад +25

    genuinely actually made me sad
    seeing heavy's suffering and motivation to push it again just to fail another time is honestly very sad

  • @icetide9411
    @icetide9411 9 месяцев назад +17

    Just remember that due to science, Scout is actually capable of pushing the cart better than the meat wall that is Heavy

    • @lumiauroras6741
      @lumiauroras6741 23 дня назад +1

      The Scout never skips leg day, obviously.
      (And Archimedes also helps but shh)

  • @Misantropico
    @Misantropico 10 месяцев назад +599

    Never forget that the game is called "TEAM Fortress" for a reason. Remember to group up and help your team!
    Poor Heavy. :(

    • @Nombrenooriginal
      @Nombrenooriginal 10 месяцев назад +46

      Half of the community don't care about pushing the freaking cart, they just kill eachother

    • @Misantropico
      @Misantropico 10 месяцев назад

      @@Nombrenooriginal The only moment people think about pushing the cart is when there is 30 seconds left before the match ends. :^)

    • @_Catgirl_Connoisseur_
      @_Catgirl_Connoisseur_ 10 месяцев назад +11

      ​@@Nombrenooriginalonly at the last minute they acknowledge that there is a objective

    • @Nombrenooriginal
      @Nombrenooriginal 10 месяцев назад +1

      @@_Catgirl_Connoisseur_ exactly

    • @roadhoundd.
      @roadhoundd. 9 месяцев назад +6

      Which is why 5cp will always be the superior game mode. Don’t like playing the objective? Guess what, games over loser, next map.

  • @Texlow
    @Texlow 10 месяцев назад +415

    This is how I imagine myself, rushing in as a scout pushing it up 90% only to get gunned down by a sentry before I do it all over again.

    • @Xx_SuperPenis_xX
      @Xx_SuperPenis_xX 10 месяцев назад +19

      Yo no way its beginning to look a lot like dustbowl

    • @dkskcjfjswwwwwws413
      @dkskcjfjswwwwwws413 10 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@Xx_SuperPenis_xXdustbowl has no cart

    • @Xx_SuperPenis_xX
      @Xx_SuperPenis_xX 10 месяцев назад +11

      @@dkskcjfjswwwwwws413 im aware but you dont get the reference

    • @VengeanceInTheNight
      @VengeanceInTheNight 10 месяцев назад +3

      @@Xx_SuperPenis_xXsentries everywhere

    • @creativegamer_03
      @creativegamer_03 10 месяцев назад

      @@Xx_SuperPenis_xXoh god i can imagine a "pl_dustbowl" map now

  • @thebandanadee8265
    @thebandanadee8265 10 месяцев назад +6

    heavy is my third most played class, and i can say with utmost anger that my team abandoning me when the going gets tough rather than HELPING ME OUT really grinds my gears

  • @kerbonaut2059
    @kerbonaut2059 10 месяцев назад +8

    This is what playing Hightower seriously looks like.

  • @i_drinkliquid
    @i_drinkliquid 10 месяцев назад +73

    “Heavy Is Alone Now, Nobody To Help, And Nobody To Watch.”

  • @_Mr_Space_
    @_Mr_Space_ 10 месяцев назад +460

    The fact that you can set video to the loop is a cherry on a top, great work 😁.

    • @wealthybone2990
      @wealthybone2990 10 месяцев назад +27

      That's what makes it even better and I like it even more, small stuff like makes me appreciate them even more.

    • @catpurrito5586
      @catpurrito5586 10 месяцев назад +17

      makes you really feel like Pootiphus

  • @fargamerx2120
    @fargamerx2120 10 месяцев назад +25

    i dont know why but seeing and hearing heavy's frustrated yell really hit me close to tears, for some reason the pure emotions shown by that very scene felt real as if i was feeling those emotions

  • @Q84V19
    @Q84V19 8 месяцев назад +3

    i once saw a heavy on upward, named sisyphus, who would only run to the cart and saying in chat "i have to push the cart." everytime they died. it was beautiful.

  • @majima420
    @majima420 10 месяцев назад +15

    "One must imagine heavy capturing the checkpoint"

  • @bliponthe
    @bliponthe 10 месяцев назад +920

    I love the low fps animation style so much since it actually makes you feel Heavy’s pain
    Also why does Scout push the payload twice as fast as Heavy

    • @nicreven
      @nicreven 10 месяцев назад +59

      bonk

    • @geser2786
      @geser2786 10 месяцев назад

      Because he fat boy

    • @scoutgaming737
      @scoutgaming737 10 месяцев назад

      Cocaine

    • @dimsthedimwit600
      @dimsthedimwit600 10 месяцев назад +172

      Because Archimedes is way stronger than anybody. Without Archimedes Scout would push at like 0,5 speed

    • @BruhMoment-ev5ep
      @BruhMoment-ev5ep 10 месяцев назад +67

      Speed particles radiate around his body

  • @1ztype343
    @1ztype343 10 месяцев назад +54

    For him, to push the payload with full knowledge of its futility and taking joy in just the act of doing the objective itself was the ultimate rebellion against RED. One must imagine Heavy happy.

  • @scrippscrapp
    @scrippscrapp 10 месяцев назад +18

    Don't ever forget what Heavy mains do for you.
    They'll take a bullet for you, they'll give you a sandvich when you're in need, they'll protect you and your objective till their last breath.
    Thank your Heavy for what they do, because someday they won't be there to save you again.

  • @LezzyMania_02
    @LezzyMania_02 10 месяцев назад +277

    Heavy might look menacing and intimidating. I remind you all that he is a caring family man who takes his job seriously.
    He might be useless in certain areas, at least he is a type of man who can't back down from a fight. I always salute heavy mains.

    • @UNKN0WN.ILTERATI0N
      @UNKN0WN.ILTERATI0N 10 месяцев назад +7

      He can't. . . and he won't

    • @SoupMan28
      @SoupMan28 9 месяцев назад +1

      also he is in crippling debt

  • @DominicMaez
    @DominicMaez 10 месяцев назад +55

    Life is a struggle, so is playing the objective. Never stop pushing.

  • @foldergg6893
    @foldergg6893 9 месяцев назад +6

    The very only player who really wants to play on Hightower, and exactly as the developers intended it

  • @braykoe2401
    @braykoe2401 10 месяцев назад +26

    As a heavy main, I too must ask if I am truly happy

  • @gentlemangamerec7025
    @gentlemangamerec7025 10 месяцев назад +77

    Putting this on a loop is probably the best experience I have gotten out of a video in a while.

  • @wealthybone2990
    @wealthybone2990 10 месяцев назад +39

    It's so nice to see you make an animation of sisyphus, it fits so well into tf2 and it's even perfect with the heavy but it feels so accurate because this is how payload feels sometimes aside from it coming down which it doesn't really. This was a wonderful animation and I really liked it even though I felt kinda bad for the heavy but thank you for this.

  • @Dan_too
    @Dan_too 9 месяцев назад +7

    this video is gold, i like to put it on loop, makes it more immersive, you can feel his pain, its weirdly emotional.
    i feel you, heavy.

  • @mrtoast244
    @mrtoast244 9 месяцев назад +4

    Putting a new meaning to "hard carry"

  • @therealpyrotf2
    @therealpyrotf2 10 месяцев назад +219

    Animation is pure excellence, my friend

  • @semru4910
    @semru4910 10 месяцев назад +10

    When Heavy is pusing a cart just by himself it almost feels like a Sisyphean task(

  • @lordofsandvich3630
    @lordofsandvich3630 9 месяцев назад +3

    I'd like to imagine an enemy Pyro seeing this and airblasting one of Heavy's teammates onto the cart...

  • @cursedxp6088
    @cursedxp6088 9 месяцев назад +2

    The battle is over, his minigun ran out of ammo, his sandwich eaten, his team dead and gone along with the other team, all that is left is the objective and an uphill push, his friends died trying to get this cart to the end of the track, he was always the strongest, and yet when the memory of what those men died for is on the line and when his strength is most needed he falters

  • @egmen
    @egmen 10 месяцев назад +23

    One must imagine Heavy pushing the cart FORWARD!!!

  • @gotgud4877
    @gotgud4877 10 месяцев назад +12

    This is exactly what that one ramp at the end of Upward feels like

  • @cartersmith5840
    @cartersmith5840 10 месяцев назад +4

    The reality kicks in for real when it’s on loop.

  • @sparkat150
    @sparkat150 6 месяцев назад +1

    For a tf2 meme animation, this feels like a serious one, like those that actually portrait the emotions and insides of a game

  • @mr.teobruh977
    @mr.teobruh977 10 месяцев назад +6

    This is how it feels the first 700 hours in tf2

    • @CharaGonzalez-lt7yw
      @CharaGonzalez-lt7yw 10 месяцев назад +1

      Even beyond that I still suck. There is truly no achieving life, everything I do I'm completely shit at despite years of doing it

  • @mini_vader8605
    @mini_vader8605 10 месяцев назад +5

    one must imagine a f2p happy.

  • @Solo_riot
    @Solo_riot 3 месяца назад +1

    I now understand the true philosophy of Heavy (Sisyphus). It's not only winning that makes you happy, but the effort you put into reaching it. Like after a multiple planned pushes and reaching to a point. Then repeating it all over again for the next. Enjoying the trill and adrenaline, while repeating it on a different pl map. One must truly imagine Heavy happy.

  • @blacklight683
    @blacklight683 10 месяцев назад +1

    This is how it feels to push upwards last, its so small yet it always rollback at the last second

  • @F1nicky
    @F1nicky 10 месяцев назад +4

    if the clip started with Heavy walking up to the payload from the front before pushing it, it would be a perfect loop video
    we were this close to perfection (incredible animation regardless 👍)

    • @ColonelFanzipantzen
      @ColonelFanzipantzen  10 месяцев назад +1

      I was considering adding that part to the ending to really tie it together. But I got a little bit lazy lol.

    • @F1nicky
      @F1nicky 10 месяцев назад +1

      @@ColonelFanzipantzen be proud of any work done on this hell program king 👑

  • @HattiestGuy
    @HattiestGuy 10 месяцев назад +7

    Playing Hightower truly is a Sisyphean struggle.

  • @DumbassofBamboo
    @DumbassofBamboo 3 месяца назад +1

    "One must imagine heavy happy"
    -Dell Camusagher

  • @AmericanTrainFoamer
    @AmericanTrainFoamer 2 месяца назад +3

    One must image heavy happy

  • @lowend13
    @lowend13 7 месяцев назад +3

    One must imagine Heavy happy.

  • @ClussyPomni
    @ClussyPomni 10 месяцев назад +3

    "One must imagine Mikhail happy."

  • @fluffy_knight
    @fluffy_knight 9 месяцев назад +2

    Heavy be pushing P since the start of the round.

  • @vonvonvonvonvonvonvonvonvo7009
    @vonvonvonvonvonvonvonvonvo7009 10 месяцев назад +1

    Awwww, there's so much potential for scout to show off his 2x capture speed

  • @-gemberkoekje-5547
    @-gemberkoekje-5547 9 месяцев назад +5

    This should be a tf2 map. A payload map with 2 checkpoints and everything but a small bit of track after the checkpoints is just an uphill slope where the cart can fall down again and when the cart reaches the end, it does roll down all the way but instead of heading back to blue base, the tracks swich, causing it to explode the first red spawn which is the main building of red. To make the map more playable, the map should be catered most to the attacking team.

  • @saistar5347
    @saistar5347 10 месяцев назад +8

    one must imagine Heavy happy.

  • @alexrexaros9837
    @alexrexaros9837 10 месяцев назад +2

    At least the cart is on rails. Cant say the same about the boulder Sisyphus must be hauling.

  • @twatmere9726
    @twatmere9726 4 месяца назад +1

    I had this experience trying to push the cart while my team just pushed waaaay too far forward. I kept getting killed by a demo, soldier and a medic. Another heavy appeared and sat on the cart while using the brass beast. Dude helped me push and fight back the enemies.

  • @gaidencastro9706
    @gaidencastro9706 10 месяцев назад +4

    If heavy counted as two players on the payload, it would move faster than him

  • @bliponthe
    @bliponthe 10 месяцев назад +3

    One must imagine pootis happy

  • @Cheezeronoculous
    @Cheezeronoculous 28 дней назад +1

    Just wait until he realizes he could just stand on the payload

  • @Channelisnowretired
    @Channelisnowretired 10 месяцев назад +1

    “the struggle itself toward the checkpoint is enough to fill a mercs heart, one must imagine heavy happy”

  • @BossEvasion
    @BossEvasion 10 месяцев назад +3

    When you're the only one on the objective while everyone else is trying to make frag montages.

  • @d-rating1373
    @d-rating1373 10 месяцев назад +8

    Finally, a perfect loop

  • @enraikow6109
    @enraikow6109 10 месяцев назад +1

    "One must imagine the tf2 playerbase happy."
    - The Spy.

  • @getreal7746
    @getreal7746 10 месяцев назад +1

    Heavys are backstabbed,headshoted and burned to death
    Only the most sorrowful can imagine him finally happy...

  • @foshe
    @foshe 10 месяцев назад +16

    This is heartbreaking, I cried while watching this, Im currently curled into a ball crying my eyes out on the floor

  • @brotherhoodfandub741
    @brotherhoodfandub741 10 месяцев назад +10

    Your now goin to be my favourite animator, keep goin bud

  • @as42181
    @as42181 7 месяцев назад +2

    “ *one must imagine heavy happy* “

  • @MrDummy4
    @MrDummy4 9 месяцев назад +2

    One must imagine heavy happy

  • @shadydaemon4178
    @shadydaemon4178 10 месяцев назад +3

    Now he’s stuck on loop 😢

  • @ze_glitchy_gamer7629
    @ze_glitchy_gamer7629 10 месяцев назад +5

    YES, THAT'S IT!

  • @Star.Ast3r
    @Star.Ast3r 9 месяцев назад +2

    One must imagine heavy happy.

  • @rain3554
    @rain3554 10 месяцев назад +4

    One must imagine sisyphus at his PRIME

  • @BigBoyJudge
    @BigBoyJudge 10 месяцев назад +5

    One can only imagine Sisyphus heavy happy.

  • @ahumanoidtroodon1074
    @ahumanoidtroodon1074 9 месяцев назад +2

    One must imagine Heavy oiled up and naked with Tick Tock by Joji playing

  • @NerdFace69
    @NerdFace69 7 месяцев назад +2

    *One must imagine Sisyphus happy*

  • @buttheadnocht
    @buttheadnocht 10 месяцев назад +2

    as a Medic/Heavy player this summarizes my whole payload game I think

  • @torielandcheese1076
    @torielandcheese1076 10 месяцев назад +2

    this animation has been on my mind since i first seen it. really genuinely incredible. good work 👍

  • @dev1lthirsty
    @dev1lthirsty 9 месяцев назад +1

    that's actually first meme about Sisyphus that made me feel his burden

  • @UndeadBloxy
    @UndeadBloxy Месяц назад +1

    One must imagine heavy is really happy.

  • @Its_Gaelion
    @Its_Gaelion 9 месяцев назад +3

    La qualité de l'animation est toujours très satisfaisante. 6/10

  • @trixsomethingsomething2095
    @trixsomethingsomething2095 10 месяцев назад +3

    For once, a video based on a meme that won't feel dated once the meme dies off.

  • @Forge_595
    @Forge_595 10 месяцев назад +2

    how that one hill on thunder mountain feels

  • @ThatOneRandomDude2
    @ThatOneRandomDude2 9 месяцев назад +1

    "One must imagine how happy was Heavy"

  • @yeedog6145
    @yeedog6145 10 месяцев назад +3

    Now we just need a payload map with this concept.

    • @Murphy-gu1sm
      @Murphy-gu1sm 10 месяцев назад

      That would be awful lmao
      Probably a haven for friendlies too

    • @HeatCheque
      @HeatCheque 8 месяцев назад

      Thunder Mountain stage 1 is the closest thing to this

  • @gr0ssotron146
    @gr0ssotron146 10 месяцев назад +7

    Heavy sempre será nosso melhor camarada em todas as situações!
    11\10

  • @matsurischlaagen1757
    @matsurischlaagen1757 10 месяцев назад +2

    I thought that this video was going to also have a Scout just show up and push the cart twice as fast even though he is much tinier and physically weaker than Heavy.

  • @Joon379
    @Joon379 10 месяцев назад +2

    One must imagine Mikhail happy

  • @annaberuuuu
    @annaberuuuu 10 месяцев назад +4

    Did i ever tell you that youre on a roll with these videos?
    I'm sorry im going to leave now

    • @ColonelFanzipantzen
      @ColonelFanzipantzen  10 месяцев назад +1

      One must imagine this comment funny. (I'm leaving too that was uncalled for)

    • @annaberuuuu
      @annaberuuuu 10 месяцев назад

      I cried :(((

  • @Dannybythebanana
    @Dannybythebanana 10 месяцев назад +2

    Apparently Scout has no issue pushing the cart due to his x2 capture rate

  • @ApocalypseMoose
    @ApocalypseMoose 9 месяцев назад +1

    Heavy stole the source code from Valve and gave it to hackers. For this he was chained to the cart and forced to push for eternity.

  • @bamboozled2046
    @bamboozled2046 10 месяцев назад +1

    “One must imagine the Heavy Weapons Guy happy”

  • @andrewjaredsupamonzon1999
    @andrewjaredsupamonzon1999 10 месяцев назад +3

    Me encanta lo macho que es Heavy ❤

  • @millerdrayton2939
    @millerdrayton2939 8 месяцев назад +1

    Meanwhile the Scout who is the weaker class, he can push the payload so fast and low difficult than the rest of the team.

  • @embertelenember263
    @embertelenember263 10 месяцев назад +1

    Bro is making a spider verse quality animation for a tf2 meme, and i love it

  • @coder5815
    @coder5815 10 месяцев назад +1

    Pov:
    You're playing on casual server but then everyone else
    logs off

  • @CEOofNothingness
    @CEOofNothingness 7 месяцев назад +1

    "One must imagine Heavy ~~is dead~~ happy".

  • @soupcangaming662
    @soupcangaming662 4 месяца назад

    Love that you can tell a class just by their pants.
    Also, Heavy's lucky not to have sniperbots raining down on them.

  • @TheOfficalUncleDaniel
    @TheOfficalUncleDaniel 7 месяцев назад +1

    Scout sending it up with 1 arm and his legs tied:

  • @krystalmanalokrystanmanalo4368
    @krystalmanalokrystanmanalo4368 8 месяцев назад +2

    One must imagine susyphus happy...

  • @stickthesecond5085
    @stickthesecond5085 8 месяцев назад +1

    You see we have to imagine heavy is happy