I'VE BEEN HIDING SOMETHING FROM YOU | Katie Carney
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I love the honesty. Too many people have actually anxiety and depression and don't say anything because of the way society may think about them. Props to you for being so open.
Most days I'd rather not leave my 'house'. After I walk my dogs early in the morning, I feel safest inside, away from people.
When my C-PTSD was at its ugliest when I visioned myself driving into a brick wall never opening the curtains was not able to read anything itnwas so hard because I couldnt concentrate on what I was reading it really hurt my head, I just stayed locked up in my dark garage that only had electeicity at night during the day I had battery opperated flashlights all over so I could see. Nobody knew I was in there and I felt saft and no windows to see my reflection in a window which scared the hell out of me all the time I couldnt sleep either and not a soul understood me. It was deviatating
This is me, I don't go out at all unless I have too, ie Dr appointments, walk my dog, grocery shopping, most of the time I get my husband to do all those later two unless he can't because of circumstances. Blessings
I am new...I also have a mental illness....I needed this and you today...thank you!
Susan Sharp ✌🏾♥️💯
@@jaeshasway Thank you Jaesha..that was awesome and sweet of you :)
Susan ❤
@@jojober1980 Thank you JoJo :)
Susan Sharp I do as well. Stay strong.❤️
I found out your Channel some days ago and really enjoyed watching your content. I found this video and I want to thank you for sharing this, even if It was posted long ago. Thank you for being real, and for saying very important things that Will definetly Stick with me
"I've always been crazy but it kept me from going insane". Waylon Jennings.
Perfect! 💙
I have a brother who is schizophrenic. So I know what you are trying to say because my brother went thru a lot of criticism and had a lot of accusations of drug use before he was diagnosed. And for many years after. He is ill. He is not lazy or stupid. He’s sick. And I get upset when he’s mistreated. It’s sad. It’s hard. I feel bad for my mom because she won’t be able to die in peace. She will die worrying about him. She will die begging me and my other brother to make sure we will care for him. He can’t work. He has very little social skills. He’s never been away from my parents. They watch him like a hawk. He’s never been on the streets wandering or put away in an institution unless he’s been out of control. He’s in his early forties now. He’s calmed down a bit. But he’s a cancer survivor and has been hospitalized for a lot of other health issues. Some people can’t catch a break. Life is hard and at times it’s very unfair. I will never criticize you. It’s not fair that anyone does. And I can’t believe anyone would. If so, they have a serious diagnosis themselves. 😘♥️
Jesus Christ loves you. Thank you so much for your strong faith
Sounds like it genes related to his immunity that could be causing all his ills. It *is* really sad how people stigmatize the mind.
A lot of people with serious mental illnesses such as bipolar depression or schizophrenia self medicate and it has the unfortunate side effect of allowing others to dismiss their symptoms on drug abuse. Also, since drug abuse is also a mental health issue, even dismissing that as a character flaw is pretty creepy. Hope your brother gets good treatment.
I get it girl! Post what you want, we love you!! Thanks for being brave and sharing!!!
Come to Indiana and visit!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you!!!!!! The stigma is real I won’t even talk to a dr in fear of being labeled...keep it up!
My brother deals with debilitating anxiety and it is SO hard for me to understand, but something that I want so much to understand. It's so important that people talk about it and show their truth. You're awesome!
I have generalized anxiety disorder so I definitely understand what you are saying. I think it's awesome that you are driving and still getting out there. It is so hard for me to drive bc my anxiety goes through the roof. this summer I have finally got my life back after 2 years of not being able to function. thank you for talking about this!
In my opinion conditions like chronic depression and anxiety are not a sign of a sick person but the result of human beings being forced to live in a sick world! My guess is that most people feel the same way!! You just keep being you and find a way to cope that is right for you. Thanks for sharing. 🙏
Stephanie Senthirajah true comment👍👏🙏
I agree!
Yes, and sensitive people are prone to this but I'd rather be a sensitive person and alive, awake and aware then being like sleep-walking zombies we see around us all the time either heavily medicated or apathetic and just don't care about this world-- you know what I mean?
Depression can be a chemical imbalance, a reaction to a loss of some kind, but more often it's the result of an injury caused by another person. This can be hard to overcome, but time and prayer too can help these injuries to heal.
Totally agree! There are lots of people who actually get a thrill from seeing just how much misery they can spread, play "mind games" and bully! So tired of being around this!!
I can relate so much. I'm binge watching your videos.
This is the most relatable video I’ve watched in years
I Love Your Videos Katie, Thank You For Sharing Your Life!💯
That is my dads name, He passed back in 2018
Anxiety and depression sucks. I would love for you to talk more about it since there's not many people around (me at least) that understand. It would truly help me and I wish I could talk to you about it.
I'm all ears 👂👍💞💥🙏☝️💃🕺👣🙋🏻♂️😁
I totally understand what you're going through and if you would like to talk to someone cause it's good to have someone who in the same shoes and understand where you're coming from take care
Katie....thank you so much for sharing! This is really needed for some people, yes it is an illness so God bless your heart ♥️ peace
You are strong and so courageous! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing! ❤️❤️
Hi I've only just stumbled across your channel. Well done! You are so brave and inspirational! I also suffer with mental illness, depression and anxiety and know exactly how hard it can be when people don't understand it. I am 50 now and feel like I still have to hide it from people. I have confided in a few close friends but on the whole I "pretend" to be "normal" or "put on an act" every day just so other people feel comfortable. Mental illness is still not talked about enough or understood enough because the people who are lucky enough to not suffer will never understand. Sending my best wishes and hope you carry on bringing awareness to these misunderstood illnesses. Love and hugs xxx
I'm more worried about the people who are convinced they're "normal" than the people who have humbled themselves and realized their imperfections. I'm an advocate of therapy for everybody.
Lux Chevis true story!!!
Im a new sub and I really love your videos! The first one I saw was your beauty essentials on a road trip. This is the second one I watched.. And now I can't help myself I am going to watch start to present. I really relate to you so much amd thank you for putting yourself out there like this! You are helping more people than you know! Much love
Agree she is so brave and beautiful as well ❤
I love to watch you ! I think you are a very strong and amazing young lady !!! Keep up with all these videos !
We all can relate to these videos ! Lots of love !
One of the sanest persons I have observed in a video. You are human. And .... You are awesome !!!
Great real and very attractive so many people in the world don't share what's going on inside they could appear as the happiest people in the world many times sad depressed lonely and dying inside i was gonna say when I saw her videos a long time ago that she seems depressed you could almost see it as she talks in her face there's a lot of people that also feel the way she does instead of telling others how they feel they tell other people that's how they see them feeling to see what reaction they're going to get what they're going to tell them because they want to see if someone else is feeling like they are
17 july 18 i am a 75 year old man who is bi/polar and have been my entire life but did not know till about 10 years ago when i stopped drinking....i am on several meds these days and lead a somewhat normal life. i love your courage to do the "ive been hiding something from you". your the "best". always, blair
Thank you so much for these videos. I can relate to you so incredibly and it makes me feel good to know there is a person like you in this world ♥️
Thank you for sharing a bit of your true self ! Mental health is so important and we are so many who struggle with it... I also have very bad anxiety so I totally understand. We should be able to talk about it more freely and more often just to see that we are not alone. Sending love to you, thank you again :)
Katie. One thing that I can tell from these small snapshots of your life is that you ARE a strong person. You have a strength within you. God bless you.
Ed Lehr nanny
Thank you for sharing this very personal part of you. I understand how difficult this was for you. You are right about the stigma and misconception about mental illness. I also understanding how draining it can be wearing the mask of happiness. For what it is worth, I hope you always find the strength and comfort and distractions you need to handle your reality. Hug
Thank you sooo much for this video!!! I literally just opened up to my dad today and explained my generalized anxiety to him so he can understand a little about why I am the way I am sometimes! I love that you were brave enough to open up with this on such a public place!!! Sending much love!!! Thank you again!!!
Beautiful video Katie; people like you pave the way for others who know that stigma. Keep posting! I’m subscribing!!!
finding people who understand you is SO important...love this video - you are allowing yourself to be vulnerable on an open forum, a very brave woman you are!
I just found your channel and let me tell you ...you are BRAVE .. More brave then MOST people.. To put your life out there like that... I take my hat off to you
I recently discovered (and am loving!) your travel videos and have been going back and catching up from the beginning. Now that I’ve watched this video, I adore you even more. Thank you a million times over for being so real and having the courage to share your story. I share your love of traveling and also mental illnesses- these are parts of us, and not all of us- but they make us who we are. Keep sharing, keep being real, and please keep making videos!
Girl, you are amazing for sharing this. There are a lot of people that never say anything and just keep getting worse and think they are embarrassed. It is absolutely necessary we speak of this. Thank you for sharing.
I've been clinically depressed for years. I've secluded myself a lot from people in my life because they don't "get it". There are a few people that I see sometimes, but only when I'm having a decent day. Other than that, I stay home. Alone. I'm really interested in what you have to say - it IS important.
Joan Milano me too I have to work then home
Joan Milano Same hun. You are not alone...well, you know what I mean, because we are literally alone.
Joan Milano stop being a lil bitch
MyBasedworldgaming
Do you feel better after saying that nasty comment?
MyBasedworldgaming: Whatever is going on with Joan, I would venture to say after seeing your comment, is worse with you. You are in need of bullying others to keep yourself feeling okay... that is a real illness. Get help, cause I'm sure you have rained on many many many people's lives. Is that what you want your legacy to be when you leave this world? You made people feel badly?? Think.
I love your videos please keep making these! Thank you for being so honest! My anxiety episodes are pretty rare now but I understand the paralysis. Stay awesome!
This video....made me a sub!!! I love the courage you just showed ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I love all of your videos Katie. I know this is 2 years old but stand strong Honey. We all have our struggles and you are doing what is right for you.
Katie, I'm so happy you said something. I'm going through something with my brother who also has severe anxiety so your videos been very helpful.
I'm a new subscriber and honestly I love when people talk openly about mental illness, cause it raises awareness so thank you so much for sharing not only your story but the story of many of us!
I just found your channel today and I am so thankful! I have a very similar story with social anxiety, racing thoughts and days where I am just struggling to get through. So important to share our truth but very hard to do. I appreciate you for helping me and others realize that we are not uniquely impaired, that we have purpose for life ( maybe not all the time, but from time to time) It’s ok not to be cool, calm, collected and happy during our “times”. Life is a constant mix of struggles and strength. You are helping us all by telling your truth. What a blessing!
I’m a registered nurse with anxiety/depression, and u blew my mind. Ur explanations on how it feels and how we spend our days is the most realistic I have EVER heard. For the first time I feel like there’s someone out there like me who can relate. Thank thank thank you. U made me cry just listening knowing I’m not alone. Thank u for sharing. I know how hard it could be !!!
I am a new subscriber. My first thought is you are an awesome, smart, beautiful young lady who is genuine. Wishing you nothing but the best,
You doing great 😎👣🌴
I just stumbled across this. Thank you so much for your willingness to open up and share this. This is a hard topic to talk about and I don't think the world gets enough honest, open, and non-judgmental discourse about it.
I respect you for opening up me personally I'm diagnosed as sever depression, bipolar,sever anxiously and have imsomnia
First I Love Your Glasses!!!! I Completely Understand. I've lived functionally with clinical diagnosed depression and anxiety my whole adult life. I take Prescription Paxil and Xanax and have no shame in it because it helps me! I can SO relate. I'm a Nurse and trust me you are not alone. You are an amazing Young Woman ❣️ I love your videos. Upstate NY here. I appreciate Your Honesty 💓.
I am not a troll. I have been there. I had to educate myself, because the drugs nearly destroyed me. Peter helped me to get free.
ruclips.net/video/W4Xb29geVwE/видео.html
Beverly, I take Paxil and am considering starting Xanax after dealing with this for so long? Did you start them both at the same time? Any pros/cons to taking both? Thank you so much.
I was on Xanax for a while and it helped with my anxiety but for some reason always made me sleepy I also have depression and refuse to take medication just because I am on a lot as it is. Today I had a breakdown I guess and couldn’t stop crying I hate it I get into this dark place but watching her videos help me get through it 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
I work in the medical field with MDD/ Bipolar and anxiety. I am on effexor er 150 bid and ativan 0.5 t I d prn.
Wow. The world needs more brave, beautiful and honest people like you. 🙌🏼
You are AMAZING!!! Your video popped up in my feed and my heart just broke! I’ve had serious bouts of major depression and my anxiety is paralyzing most of the time. Thank you for making this video. I will be 50 in December and I still have issues and will always have issues. I think you are BEYOND brave and courageous to make this video and hopefully, it will get people talking and have discussions about mental illness. Stay Strong!!!😻
So much respect for you Katie! I love your videos .. both the serious and your traveling ones as I can relate to you! Keep your chin up girl 🙌❤️
Love your openness. No one is perfect,we all have our issues. Thanks
This really hit my heart because it made me feel less alone. When I'm sad, it's an acute emotional reaction. When depressed it takes me twice as long to get out of bed, it affects my concentration at work, I cry for no reason, eat more or not at all, and even a bright day looks gray for days, sometimes weeks. I subscribed like two videos ago but this one I really appreciated. Thank you for sharing.
Videos like this are do important and I think you should continue sharing what you're comfortable with because even if people say in the comments that they don't want to see stuff like this, the likelihood is someone who really needed this hasn't commented... The stigma needs to change and I think you're so brave for putting this out there. Love and support all the way!!
My son does too. He's lovely and so are you. Come see us in Florida! Totally get this as his mom. You are a hero!
Thank you for sharing. You rock! God bless you and protect you 💕🙏🏻
Awesomely brave of you to share. So many of us can relate and it's nice to be reminded that you're not alone.
I appreciate your honesty. There's too many bullshit lifestyle videos on RUclips. Honestly is very healing. Don't worry about people judging you. We are all in this together.
darkhairedone1 Amen
Great video Katie, so vulnerable and honest. Loved it! ♡
Thanks for being honest and you are a really kool and intelligent woman. I really enjoyed watching you. God bless you always😀😀😀
Katie, it is soooooooo hard to tell others. You are so brave and inspirational. I have the same struggles you do! You are a big help!
Hi Katie. You are a very intelligent young woman. Please keep putting your stories out there. Your illness is just that. You are not crazy. I enjoy your videos very much. You are very brave and I'm proud of you. Stay safe. Also. Don't worry about negativity from people. It's their deal, not yours.
Great video!!! Thanks for your honesty I just started watching you and you are brave 💪❤️
I grew up with a schizophrenic older brother. He was the reason that I became a mental health nurse. He is my angel and was was one of the kindest people that I ever knew. He is dead now ( died from a malignant brain tumor) I believe, but for the grace of God, that his diagnosis could have been mine. I am much more compassionate with my patients because of growing up with him. It takes courage to be transparent and open. A huge risk. Thank you for sharing. You are a blessing !
May God bless you always.
Katie,
You are right on your description of society's overall view of get over with it about anxiety and depression. I've had depression for thirty years and have tried every med out there also saw a psychologist for awhile, read every self help book. I have PTSD from a rape in my 20s, I'm now 59. Now I'm on ABILIFY for me it's been a wonder drug. It helps me stay positive and get past some of my anxiety and depression. It's great of you being upfront and sharing such emotional private parts of your life. Please do keep sharing and thanks for providing a place to voice my illness. Hope that makes sense. You are very brave to put your life out there like this. I've found sharing helps take some of the weight off my shoulders, I hope it did the same for you! Cheryl
I just started watching you. Thank you for sharing this. I also suffer from these life disruptions.
I totally understand and am in awe of you putting it out there and that you do what you do. My anxiety makes traveling hard for me. You rock!
Thank you for sharing this side of you. It made me feel better about my own anxiety and sometimes feeling useless and unproductive. This message is inspiring.
thank you for your honesty! when I'm not at a gig and I'm just living in my car I spend most of my days driving or sitting in a library. one of the reasons I live in my car is because when my ptsd gets bad I can just drive away from people and they don't have to see me when I'm bad.
Thank you for your insight, raw honesty and bravery in sharing about your mental illness. I don't know what others have weighed in on this type of video but I think - know - that it will help MANY people. My vote is keeping doing them on this topic at least some of the time. Pretty much everyone either has a mental illness themselves or knows a close person who does. Speaking out your experience and thoughts on it will help us all to have greater awareness and understanding. Thank you for your vulnerability for as long as you feel that you want to be. You are a beautiful person - inside and out.
I’m the same. And I really love that you shared this. I only just found your channel but I’m glad I did.
People need to understand the difference between sympathy and empathy.
Sympathy is seeing someone stuck in a hole and saying “poor you.”
Empathy is climbing down into the hole with that person, and trying to see it from their perspective. “It feels really dark and lonely down here. Is that what it’s like for you?”
Hope this helps someone in the comments to empathise with someone in their life who might be going through something.
wow Katie you are amazing - to be able to share this and be so clear - and just to be!! things may have changed a whole lot for you in the last two years but thanks for sharing
I know this video was a long time ago but I just found your channel. My husband has severe anxiety, emphases on severe. It’s shocking that I’m this day in age people still judge. Not sure if there are follow ups to this video or not but I’m going to look right now. Stay strong and put it all out there if it’s what YOU want to do. Much love to you 💗
I love your videos and your honesty, and you're choosing to do what you want with your life. You are inspiring alot of people including me!!!
Thank you for being willing to share. My prayers are with you.
Its ok baby girl kudos to you for being brave and sharing your story with us. Thanks. Take care .
I love you Katie!!! I can totally relate to you in so many ways. I had a trauma as well myself, so I understand, and hate when people try to make you feel guilty about yourself. Exercise isn't gonna cure mental illness, but awareness will help it. You're doing a marvelous job, and you're very brave for opening up on your channel about this.
It's okay to not be okay. Stay strong, fellow sufferer.
Hi Katie! I am very new to your channel. This is the second video I watched, and it hit home. I also have sever depression and anxiety. Thank you for bringing light to it. I realize this video is 2 years old, but I hope you continue to share your story if you feel comfortable.. Thank you
Thank you, Katie, for sharing. I have trauma induced mental illness as well (RTS and CPTSD) as well as major depressive disorder. I am so proud of you and not trying to be patronizing at all! You are an inspiration to me :)
Many people are struggling with personal issues in their lives. I picked up on your personal distress some time ago. Your rapid-fire conversations gave me a hint that your brain is constantly racing. Sort of like not being able to relax and slow down. I feel for you. Part of feeling "normal" lies in immersing yourself in activities that you thoroughly enjoy and that immerse you in peaceful satisfaction. It is an ongoing struggle, but you are not alone. I do hope you are in/have been in therapy. It helps with understanding how and why we feel different, and suggestions to make our lives more satisfying. Wishing you good vibes as you forge ahead. Life is a journey with many twists and turns. Chin up, and find something to smile about each day. You got this.! 😊❤️
So I've watched a few videos of your before but hadn't subscribed. Then I watched this and clicked subscribe. Videos like this are important. So important. Keep making them!
I did exactly the same thing.
Me too! Love your spirit, candor and honesty. Keep posting this type of content. We all can relate.
I agree So Very Domestic 😘
Thank you for sharing this. It takes courage. You are definitely not alone. There is safety in the space in the car that you've created. That's ok. I have anxiety disorder that's part hereditary, and situational based on past trauma. Some days are extremely difficult to just get through. Keep talking to us. You aren't alone. I just subbed you yesterday. So glad I did. You are educating the public and helping erase the stigma about mental illness. That's POWER! GO GIRL!
I just found you, and watched this video. Thank you for being so trusting and honest.
Thank goodness finally someone who is real!! I love this video your honesty.. I have multi sclerosis and severe anxiety and fight depression everyday! Please share more ! I relate to what your saying.
Thank you! Keep making these videos. You are beautiful, brave, smart and I think so many people can relate to what you're going through now.
Keep making video's with this subject matter And the other kinds. This is very honest and helpful for so many others with the same illness, also for their friends, family and workmates to understand. Your explanation is excellence. I am 66 y/o and have lived with this myself without doctor diagnois, because I haven't wanted to take meds. Or counselling, though I have self taught myself through living experience and two very close, long term friendships that had the same.
Can you please do more of these videos. I would love for you to have a whole channel dedicated to just these videos. I know how much work that would be for you and I'd hate to pile on more. So if maybe you can just add in a few more of these I'd greatly appreciate it! I relate SO MUCH to this video! I feel the real and rawness from you here and It's AMAZING! However I can feel you holding back/hesitant. It truly feels like you have SO much more to say on this and I truly feel like you can help many MANY others with this topic alone. Thank you for sharing and PLEASE keep adding more!!💜
Katie, thank you so much for being brave enough to share this. So many people do not understand us and think we're faking something or exaggerating, or other people misuse and abuse the words related to various illnesses which in turn minimizes them. You hit the nail on the head with everything, especially the loneliness factor. Thank you so much for this. Hope to see you on the road someday. Xoxo, Kate
Thank you for your shaing with courage, bravery, honesty, and openess. You inspire me
Thank you for showing courage and sharing one of your vulnerable moments... You're awesome and genuine and the world needs more people like you...
You're the best. Hang in there kiddo. Your honesty and courage is admirable. Thank you for sharing your story. I can definitely relate to crippling anxiety and needing to not do anything all day.
Hi Katie.... thanks for sharing! I used think people had depression because they had too much time in their hands, but I realized how wrong I was by my own personal experiences. I think there are a lot of people who can relate to your stories, so keep on posting! You may be helping others with similar situation ❤️
you admitted your truth, and I hit subscribe.
Jessica MacLennan same
Same here, I just subscribed no more than 15 minutes ago, and this young woman has gained 11 more subs since mine! She's resonating with a lot of people in everyday struggles and is spreading like wildfire. Like and share people.☮️
PS: at 4:14 I shed a tear before she did. 😥
Same here. Amazing.
Such a strong person she is...
I love the fact you are being open. I suffer with PTSD ADHD and dysphoria. I feel your pain and admire you for what you have accomplished. Keep up the awesome work
I have just started watching your channel. You are doing an incredible thing by talking openly about mental health! I have struggled for a very long time with severe depression and anxiety. Yes, there is a particular name for my diagnosis but I have never shared that with even close family because it is so stigmatizing. All you say is absolutely true. You are a really strong lady!
Wow..you’re so inspirational. Not only do I appreciate you saying these things, but I appreciate you talking about your own issues and not wanting sympathy. When it comes to certain situations I always feel like my anxiety makes me less of a person because I cry when I’m so upset or angry. People make me feel so weak when I have an anxiety attack and I agree, it’s lonely. It’s hard to talk about. Thank you for talking about it. ❤️
Oh, my God. This is me. Queen of Ruminations. I get myself so locked down, distract myself... and I definitely HIDE this about myself from everyone I know as much as I can. I appreciate you talking about this!
Awesome! This made my day. You are amazing just for speaking up. Opening up and posting this has no doubt helped so many people, you have no idea. You are so courageous! Don’t ever underestimate yourself. You’re beautiful inside and out. You are rocking this life! Keep doing what you are doing. ♥️
Thank you soooooo much for sharing and posting this video, you are not alone
I love this video. I have family members who deal with mental illnesses and growing up I really didn't understand. I appreciate people like you being honest and therefore fighting the stigma. Because of people who put the truth out there I've been able to reconcile some relationships that were broken because I wasn't able to understand them when I was young. Your younger viewers are so lucky that if they're in the same situation your videos can help them understand themselves or loved ones.
Thanks for sharing ♡ I've watched a few of your vids, but after this one I'm subscribing! No more crying & driving, that shits not safe lol!
I completely understand where you’re coming from. Thank you so much for being vulnerable with us and sharing part of your life. I just recently started watching your videos and you already inspire me so much to follow my dreams. I too suffer from mental illness. I have been dealing with it almost my entire life in and out of hospitals. It’s tough and sucks but we have to learn to live with it and understand it.
I love you! I just happened upon your video tonight 8/20/19! People that judge and say mean things is generally out of fear and ignorance. You are amazing and I will share this with a friend whose daughter is your age and has been dealing with mental illness for years. I’m so proud of you. Love from Bradenton, FL!