I sometimes get upset about "having" to go to work. I particularly enjoy pretending that everyone else thinks that a person must work, and but, I'll be one of the ones crazy enough not to have a real job because I know nothing is real and it all doesn't matter! I'm addicted to thinking about it. But I quietly go to work anyway, and so I stew and get mad about not having the courage to quit or something. Just another crazy story I use to perpetuate the story of "me" lol There's no me, there's no working taking place at all, just existence.
Lol! I love it! As if there’s anyone here or there to give advice, I’ll do it anyway-spend time thinking about what would actually happen if you just quit. I’m sure you do, but go deep into it. If you are supporting a family it’s very tough and you might be stuck. If not, which became the case for me in the past couple years, I thought a lot about it and then my body just sort of pushed me over the edge. It got to the point where I couldn’t even bring myself to keep trying so I stopped. It messed everything up lol! My credit plummeted, had sell everything and move in with my folks, filed bankruptcy and started all over after a 30 year career. It was rough for a while but things eventually steadied and now my work is entirely up to me. My circumstances sort of situated themselves around me not being willing to endure so much distress due to work and finances and responsibilities. Complete paradigm shift and still has its regular growing pains of missing the “perks” of making 6 figures and the occasional person disappointed in me. However now it’s so chill. And there’s so much space to notice the space. I still get worked up and make videos about it like this one, but all in all, my life has become utterly meaningless and I feel like I’m pretty much just wandering around, with a job that gives me enough to meet my needs and requires only what I mostly “want” to do. Of course it’s all happening on its own so this whole schpeel is a sham. But anyway, my two cents-quit and see what happens! 😆 Everyone around you will melt, you probably will too, but no one will remember nor ultimate care cuz none of them exist to begin with and no one is keeping track of any of this. You know all this so who am I telling what!? Good luck my friend 🙏💗✨
I am dealing with the not wanting to work circus at the moment. I worked 30 years of my life never had a problem with working.No idea wherevthis is coming from 😂. I may as well give up work for a bit and chill.
Sounds like a great plan! When you realize no one cares and no one remembers, you suddenly start evaluating how you want to spend your time…and sometimes your body takes the lead and decides for you 😂🙏💗✨
I would think free will to respond could be renounced in no mind daydreaming. Others are just me triggering a familiar outcome. Today some thoughts ran threw concerning another being overweight unbidden. Language is interpreted variously yet a frequency of intuitive silence is mysterious
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Kinetic energy and potential energy
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There is no energy. But still there is something. Even if it is imaginary.
Bingo
This really helped me. Calling it an addiction makes sense. We’re so used to the same old stuff from conditioning.
So glad it helped 🙏💗✨
I sometimes get upset about "having" to go to work. I particularly enjoy pretending that everyone else thinks that a person must work, and but, I'll be one of the ones crazy enough not to have a real job because I know nothing is real and it all doesn't matter! I'm addicted to thinking about it. But I quietly go to work anyway, and so I stew and get mad about not having the courage to quit or something.
Just another crazy story I use to perpetuate the story of "me" lol
There's no me, there's no working taking place at all, just existence.
Lol! I love it! As if there’s anyone here or there to give advice, I’ll do it anyway-spend time thinking about what would actually happen if you just quit. I’m sure you do, but go deep into it. If you are supporting a family it’s very tough and you might be stuck. If not, which became the case for me in the past couple years, I thought a lot about it and then my body just sort of pushed me over the edge. It got to the point where I couldn’t even bring myself to keep trying so I stopped. It messed everything up lol! My credit plummeted, had sell everything and move in with my folks, filed bankruptcy and started all over after a 30 year career. It was rough for a while but things eventually steadied and now my work is entirely up to me. My circumstances sort of situated themselves around me not being willing to endure so much distress due to work and finances and responsibilities. Complete paradigm shift and still has its regular growing pains of missing the “perks” of making 6 figures and the occasional person disappointed in me. However now it’s so chill. And there’s so much space to notice the space. I still get worked up and make videos about it like this one, but all in all, my life has become utterly meaningless and I feel like I’m pretty much just wandering around, with a job that gives me enough to meet my needs and requires only what I mostly “want” to do. Of course it’s all happening on its own so this whole schpeel is a sham. But anyway, my two cents-quit and see what happens! 😆 Everyone around you will melt, you probably will too, but no one will remember nor ultimate care cuz none of them exist to begin with and no one is keeping track of any of this. You know all this so who am I telling what!? Good luck my friend 🙏💗✨
@@IAmNotAndrewJames Haha! Excellent!
I am dealing with the not wanting to work circus at the moment.
I worked 30 years of my life never had a problem with working.No idea wherevthis is coming from 😂.
I may as well give up work for a bit and chill.
Sounds like a great plan! When you realize no one cares and no one remembers, you suddenly start evaluating how you want to spend your time…and sometimes your body takes the lead and decides for you 😂🙏💗✨
I would think free will to respond could be renounced in no mind daydreaming. Others are just me triggering a familiar outcome. Today some thoughts ran threw concerning another being overweight unbidden. Language is interpreted variously yet a frequency of intuitive silence is mysterious
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