Thailand Escape - beginning on why I'm leaving

I assure you there will be an actual vlog on my journey, but first I want to show you that this isn't just a vlog, or a how to. This is also a bit of my journey. It's a bit personal and it may start off a bit depressing but it's the main drive for me to really go back to Thailand and do this Muay Thai camp. If I don't do it now, I may never do it. I'll be uploading more about how to get out of the airport, how to get to lumpinee stadium, what's around there. There wont be much night life stuff since I'm traveling on my own and only spending a night at Bangkok. I'll be posting more stuff at night around Chiang Mai.
any questions, or stuff you want to know about Thailand, or the Muay Thai camp I'm doing. Please put it down in the comments.