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People really shouldn’t be shaming you for celebrating getting the diagnosis! Getting a diagnosis is not the same as getting a disorder/mental illness, it’s just a confirmation that you actually have something you’ve had going on for a while. And it’s often such a relief to have an official explanation for why you’ve been struggling. And nobody should be forced to treat that like a death sentence, especially when it can be the way to healing! (Though of course no one Has To celebrate either).
I often joke about my autism diagnosis “anniversary” and talk about my mental health issues in light hearted ways, and it’s really so helpful, so I really hope you don’t let people shame you for how you talk about your own mental health and diagnoses. Much love! And congrats! 💖💕✨
THIS!!!
IN SO MANY WAYS!!!!
Louder! that's right, having the right diagnosis is having a right treatment and therapy for that! and it's the right attitude, that is to seek help. I admire pixie cause she's able to talk about it, seeking help and having her every day creative great life despite of life and mental struggles..
A diagnosis comes with tools and knowledge to understand yourself a whole lot better. It's worth celebrating 100%!
THIS AND PPL WHO FAKE OR SELF DIAGNOSE MAKE ME CRY
@@keylimetea Faking is obviously terrible. But while I do encourage anyone who can get a professional diagnosis to do so, there are still many reasons why that might not be possible for some. And medical professionals can be fallible. So I don't think we should write off self diagnosis completely! It can be an important tool to understand oneself and we all know our own brains best! But I understand your sentiment.
changing your content would never be a betrayal! people are here cause they like you not your hair tutorials, although they may be an added bonus. thank you for sharing this with us! youre very very brave and you continue to inspire me to seek the help that i need alongside just encouraging me to be myself and loving whoever i am. for those reasons among others, i can promise that i'll be here til the end ❤️❤️
We signed up to appreciate time with a creative, honest, and cute soul!
Come for the Kawaii, stay for the Ride or Die!!! When I found this channel I was inspired by the creativity and then piece my piece finding out that Pixie shares many of the same struggles that I do has endeared me to them so much more!!!
while i would ADORE a series of meet the alters videos, i only want them when each person is comfortable with there’s, if that makes sense? i feel like sometimes people get in their head that everything has to come out at once, rather than letting things just exist when they wish to! i just want everyone to continue having the upmost comfort i suppose! i’m so happy and proud of and for you all!!!
I don't mean to come across as preachy and I'm sure you didint mean any harm by saying this; but just FYI I'm not sure meet the alters videos are actually healthy for persons with D.I.D. especially new systems, becuase it can be harmful for strangers to simply refer to/talk about alters. This could possibly call them out when it's not appropriate, or at worst scare/harm them. You never know what a stranger might do on the internet. Some may not know that D.I.D. is created during actual experiences of severe suffering/trauma/abuse; torture even. It is the coping mechanism used by the human mind in the most severe cases of trauma, always started in early childhood. Some people might not mind introducing their alters, but I say this in case someone is not sure that sharing the names and personalities of their alters would be healthy or not. I'm sure it would be a very personal decision.
How come everybody magically gets a whole bunch of alters with names and backstories? Somehow it feels like an add-on, like people are kinda socially forced to make it all so coherent. How a person who didn't have alters with names and two week after a diagnosis, suddenly they have a full show put together and can make them come out on call with no memory issues.. I really don't understand this stuff much
@@peggysue1725 Yeah agree, the way I experience it alters are VERY fluid. Some are combined or multiple have the same name.. or look/act alike so.. I don't get it either
@@peggysue1725 I don't understand what you mean? It sounds like you view parts as add ons. We've existed for years some of us all of our life so I don't know why you'd expect we'd know anything less then our host about our past.
Basically what I'm saying is you are detecting parts finally getting to share things about themselves not the invention of any new material. A lot of systems don't have much luck communicating at first (and we didn't either) but, when we did meet new(ly discovered) parts they tended to throw up a bunch of stuff about who they are because they've literally been waiting their whole life to talk about it.
@@LostLifetimes I mean we are different people though that's like the defining feature of DID. I know that's not what you mean but like some of us are going to be weird because trauma responses aren't obligated to make sense to you... -Vi
Honestly, I was scared when you came out with DID diagnosis because our community has been so full of people spreading misinformation and generally sensationalising and I thought this would be another youtuber exploiting DID for views. But actually I really relate to what you've been saying about co consciousness and the confusion and fear. Obviously people don't have to perform their trauma in order to be valid but this was refreshing compared to a lot of the "switch caught on camera videos" that seem to miss the point of what DID is and feel more stigmatising! Anyway, thanks for being open and proving me wrong, best to you!
took the words right out of my mouth.
So happy you were all able to find an actually good therapist that finally was able to get you all a diagnosis ❤️❤️
i’m glad you started this off with saying that you don’t need to detail your trauma to be treated like a valid human being with a struggle. you’re absolutely right and seeing the reaction some people are having towards this diagnosis being shared is horrifying. imo, i feel grateful when anyone shares their story because not only do i learn how to be more aware of other people’s reality and how to support them, but i usually end up learning a bit (if not a lot) about myself, as well. thank you for entrusting us with this incredibly personal information and i hope your system, stevie, and your loved ones are all well 🖤
as someone who has been struggling with my own mental health and scared to get diagnosed because it might change how other view me, seeing your courage and openness makes me so happy i wish the best for you and your system!! u guys are so valid and loved by all of us
I felt this for so long, until I did it for myself, and would only tell the people I care abt that I’m getting help for loads of things. If you do it all for yourself, no one needs to know what you’re doing for yourself. It helps sm to get help. I didn’t know I would be here today, if I didn’t actually force myself into help. I’ve hit a bottom again, but dang, it’s nice to see at least someone, even in a clinic, just to talk to. Sometimes a friend who u know has mental illnesses, etc, it can sometimes help relieve some of the stress and hurt ur feeling feeling bit by bit! It takes time, you just gotta trust yourself when u know there’s smth u need. I wish u luck in life, and that your mental health does get better in the future! Big internet hugs 😊 💖
@@stinkyrat3744 awww you are so sweet thank u so much!!! ive been going through a lot lately and this helped so much, i feel much less alone now even though we are strangers i wanna cry :’) i send you a big internet hug also!! 💗💗
I’m so happy that you were able to get a diagnosis! The feeling of finally having an answer is unparalleled
I mean this with love: I personally don't think you should make more videos about this right now. Focus on your healing and your own recovery and getting to a place of comfort with this. You literally don't owe anyone anything and you're not obliged to tell the whole internet about how your brain works. I can't tell you what to do, but I feel really sorry for the pile-on you've had about this already, and maybe you could make content about it in the future when it isn't so fresh and things have died down from the trolls.
the absolute joy you radiate talking about therapy that actually works for you and communicating within your system is just so striking and so moving, i couldn't possibly be happier for you all
My older sister got diagnosed with DID 2 years ago. I just want to say that I’m genuinely so happy for you. Obviously it’s something hard that not many people understand, but I remember how happy my sister was. They finally had an explanation for everything they had been feeling and going through. I wish you all well and I can’t wait to see how you grow
I’ve been watching your videos since 2015 and it’s been so comforting to watch through tough times. As someone who is an age regressor and who dissociates I always felt so welcomed. I’m so happy you got a diagnosis and you know what is going on and you are less confused now. Sending all of my love to you guys 💗🖤
Thank you for this. You’re not “letting anyone down.” as someone prev diagnosed BPD that got rediagnosed as v obvious DID - my life has gotten so much better since finding out I have DID. A few close loved ones know I have it, and the relief of being able to not constantly have to monitor myself around them is immeasurable.
Building better communication with my alters has made me do a lot less damage, live more fully, & I truly wouldn’t want to live any other way
As a person with DID I am always so afraid of the DID community cuz I always see people pointing at each other saying "You're faking! They're faking!" so I started just keeping it a secret from everyone again cuz I felt like even in a place I am supposed to belong I won't. You inspire me to have pride in my plurality. I hope I can find a place to belong
🌸🌈 We’re All Here For You, Pixie❣️ So Proud Of You❣️ 🌈🌸
To be safe you shouldn't tell everyone the name of your little, just because they are so trusting and young and can be taken advantage of. So glad that you all can start to talk and heal together instead of suffering.
i absolutely agree, she’s new to this illness but i do think she should have probably watched a couple did into videos of her own to kind of learn what not to tell the total public
@@vintag3kitt3n it’s up to the individual what they’re willing to disclose personally, it’s not a rule
Not all littles are naive or stupid. I know more about our studies then a lot of the adults in our system -Erika
@@solsystem1342 Absolutely, I don’t have a little anymore but she was pretty able to take care of herself, at least when it came to interacting with others.
eh, i think my little could handle herself personally. she considers herself a "genius" so like, it's all up to them who they want to share with their audience
I know in the video you did about gender you said that you no longer identified with the name jillian and wanted to be called pixie, but now it seems as though one of your alters does go by jillian. Is pixie the name for your system? Just want to be able to refer to you respectfully ❤️
Yes yes! Pixie is our collective name, Jillian is the host :) 🌈
good observation
I'm a long time fan with OSDD and I'm so happy you were able to realize what was going on and get a diagnosis 💕 Also my partner has DID and BPD and it's great to see someone representing that experience. I'm sorry for the people who think that harassing a newly diagnosed person somehow helps us in any way, especially people who aren't even in the community...
I also SO feel you on struggling to be clean from self harm because of alters after being clean for a really long time. It's such a real thing and such a struggle, but good luck to everybody in your system struggling with all the big changes
Long time fan too that slowly stopped watching as much but then saw this vid and was like omg! We recently came to terms with things on a very similar timeline to Jillian and it’s been a wild ride to say the least … wish we could find a therapist that is as good as hers tho :/
We signed up for Pixielocks! 💖🖤💛 We just want you to be happy and keep making content, whatever that may look like, while you still enjoy doing it! Xo
In my opinion, talk about or let each introduce themselves whenever they feel ready. I'm here to welcome them with open arms or fist bumps! 🥰👊
I’m so proud of you all for being your true, authentic self despite the fear and anxiety of being an online figure. It’s definitely a lot to go through and I’m honored that you are sharing this with us (your audience). I’m here to support you in ways that I can! 💕
I’ve been in and out of therapy since age 5, and it’s so easy to feel like it doesn’t work. There are so many types of therapy and so many different therapists and everyone has different things going on with their brain. It’s so easy to be like “therapy doesn’t work for me” when all of the types you’ve had in the past weren’t right for you. I’m still working through that process, but I’m so glad you’ve found someone who has helped with that feeling!
I am here to support YOU and ANY content you make, so far I've enjoyed every type of content you have put out and I am really appreciative that you are willing to talk about your mental health with us
so so happy that you've found a diagnosis that feels like a fit for you! as i say every time someone shares part of their mental health journey online: thank you for doing so! nobody has any right to this information but your sharing it is such a help to lots of people who come into contact with it.
good lord.
DID is a really hard diagnosis, but you've got this! I hope you find more tools/techniques that work for each of your alters. I know many people with DID don't share about their Littles for safety, but I would love to know more about Jerrick and the others!💗💕
There’s a lot of changes going on this year.
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Wow sorry, that comment sounds so cold, I was just focused on what you were saying.
Seeing you so genuinely comfortable and happy at the end of the video talking about how much therapy is helping should be all the proof anyone needs. 💖🌈 Thank you so much for continuing to share your wonderful self (selves! 🐍) with us.
so happy yall received a diagnosis!! super brave to be open ab it , love and support you
So happy you've found a therapist that hears you and makes you feel understood pixie
My partner has recently brought up their suspicion that they might have DiD and I admittedly didn't react well. I kind of dug my heels into the ground because It was quite scary! I didn't know where to research, what to do or how to feel. Your video brought a lot of comfort and peace to me and now I feel more prepared to take this on with them.
🥺 Omg wow this is major, I’m glad this could help at all! I really recommend checking out MultiplicityAndMe’s channel if you would like to learn a bit more about how to interact with systems and how they work. Dr Mike Lloyd also has a lovely RUclips channel if you’d like the clinical perspective. Sending love 💖🌈
Ahh so happy for you! The little we in "we will see you in the next video!" 💖❤🧡💛💚💙💜soft warm hugs for all of you beans!
I relate to you a lot, i subscribed for the kawaii fashion stuff, but i stuck around for your personality
she got me into precure too 😭
I’ve been a subscriber for years and years and I am so happy for you and your system getting a proper diagnosis. It must be so relieving. I don’t feel betrayed by any different content. You make it known that you’re a mental health advocate and i’m here for DID content, I think educating people about it is important. Thank you for sharing your stories and experiences🤍💕
🥰🌈💖🌼🌷🌸 Thank you so so much 🌈🌈🌈
I will always support you, no matter what. Not just because you’re my main comfort RUclipsr haha. It’s interesting, because as I’ve watched your videos over the years I really feel like we’ve had nearly parallel mental health journeys. So much love, and all the best!💕🌈 -Jess
That diagnosis is so much at once, omg. I hope you are doing well and learning how to live with all of this. It sounds like you are well off with your therapist and I’m so glad for you and everyone who is in good hands ✨❤️ and hearing how much this therapy helps you made me smile so genuinely for you ✨
C*rona has been so hard for every neurodivergent person. I’ve been doing okay for a while but right now I also need therapy so so much and am also sure I was misdiagnosed and want to get that checked again.
Wishing all of us the best ❤️
I've seen you come a long way, and I'm proud and happy to see where you are now! This must have been very scary to share!
Also as someone who experiences age regression thanks a lot for giving a proper definition and not demonizing it like a lot of people do :P
Lots of love💕
I'm so so happy for you all! I hope we get introduced to some more alters, but totally understand that you would want to keep any of them (especially your little) private. Jerrick sounds wonderful and I would love to meet him properly!
Here's hoping that people don't try to dig too much into your trauma history. It's normal for people to wonder, but the grown up thing is to accept that we may never know and that is a-okay!
I'm quite late here to watch your video, BUT - thanks for sharing this! Your videos help the littles of our DID-system feel calm, and they're overall comforting. It's very helpful to see how others deal with having DID, especially in a way that you guys do. Thank you, lots of love out there🌟🌈
I'm so proud of you for being open about this with us. I've been around since the lolita days and watching your journey has always been such a huge help to me with my own mental health. I'm excited to meet the rest of the system as they feel comfortable introducing themselves! I'll always support this channel no matter what kind of content you put up so please do whatever makes you guys happy 💗
Oh my gosh I’m going to cry. I’m so so so happy that you finally figured everything out. I’ve been in the same boat, therapy my whole life, diagnosed with bpd, growing up on the island, etc. I loved your videos so much, and they helped me through a bunch of hard times. I’m just so ecstatic you are doing better and finding yourself. So so happy for you, from one islander to another 💕
AWH THANK YOU this is so sweet, sending u red sandy island love 🥺🌈
I’m sorry for my curiosity. 😩
But what does it mean to be an “Islander”? I’m from Sweden so I’ve never heard it before.
I tried to Google it but it didn’t help😅
@@emmaolofsson4531 They're both from Prince Edwards Island, a tiny island province in Canada
@@emersonjakes8119 So cool! Thank you 😀🙏🏼
I’ve watched your channel for years and just seeing you get answers and starting to find who you are and your truth is so inspiring! I’m really thankful you have a good support system around you who have stood by you and give yourself time, much love to all of you xx
So happy you found a therapist/doctor who actually make you feel safe and understood. That's a big deal!!
I'm so glad you've got a diagnosis. I don't have DID but I know for my own mental health troubles, being able to put a name to it really helped, compared to before where I just thought I was "losing it." I hope this marks the beginning of you learning to understand yourself, all of yourselves, more. You're doing amazing. ♥️
Very interesting to see Jerrick appear in your body language when they helped tell the story.
I work at the ER and so I have seen age regression in action in some of my patients.
I'm really glad you finally found a therapist that understands you and help you archive your best self. ❤️
You've come such a long way. You're so strong and your healing journey is worthy of admiration. You deseve all the love and support. Keep going you wonderful you
Just let us know how you'd like to be referred to and how you'd like us to engage with the other personalities. Some people I've seen prefer being called plural vs a system and some don't want their other people talked to by strangers. Stuff like that. I'm absolutely excited to know you are finding out what will work for you and have this opportunity to flourish.
hey pixie!! i just want to say that as a longtime viewer (several years!) i'm really excited and looking forward to your new content and meeting any and all new alters who are comfortable coming onto this channel! i would love to see any did content you make and i think it's really brave of you to come forward like this and share your story! i know it's not easy but i think it's amazing that you're getting answers and working so hard to move forward with all of this ❤
HOORAY TO THE PIXIE PACK 🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️. i’ve been watching yall for years now and have quite literally grown up with yall so i’m elated that yall have some clarity! so happy you’re happy 💕💕
i found you through my invol age regression and stayed for the mental health tips. You going on your mental health journey has pushed me through mine, through bad episodes and worse therapists, always pushing forward. I'm glad you got an amazing therapist
I would love to see a meet the alters video! Obviously only do it if everyone’s comfortable with it, but I think it would be so fun to meet everyone!
Obviously it’s their decision, but my only fear would be that strangers of the internet might like discussing the alters and dissecting past and future videos for “evidence” and or trying to invade into personal things about Jill and the others for the sake of like “drama”.
@@vaughn_erich Her audience isn’t drama filled though. She has a very supportive audience as you can see in the comments . Everyone is very supportive
Before I watch, I have always and will always love support and appreciate everything this channel has done for me and you all have done for me. Thank you. You are strong and brave and I love you. It’s ok. Thank you for being able to open up about this. You always help me. Every video gives me a reason to smile.
Made a poor decision doing my makeup while watching this- I cried a good bit lol. So proud of you and everyone here wishes you the best. We love you and your system
Y’all are really brave for being so open! I know from experience how scary sharing being plural can be. Super proud of you 💕
The way you’ve survived through all of this! I’m so proud of you and your story pixie!
I'm so happy for you! And I'd personally love a video introducing each alter, as long as theyre all comfy
Also I’m just glad when people find good therapists who help them. Thank you to all the helpful therapists out there.
I was literally taught in my Abnormal Psych textbook that it might not be real because it had a sudden surge in diagnoses in the 80s when that movie came out.
So happy you all feel comfortable enough to talk to us. We love you! Please take care of yourself, take a sip of water. You're doing amazing.
Getting a diagnosis that makes everything just click is such a wonderful gift and I am so glad you’re on this journey of knowing yourself well
we've just recently been coming to terms with our own plurality, so seeing someone we look up to so much accept their own plurality too means a lot to us
Thank you so much for posting this. So many people have a wrong or stigmatized view of what did is. Seeing someone we've been watching for years share their experience shortly after we were diagnosed was so affirming and made us feel less alone.
If someone is not a doctor specializing in these topics, they should not have the audacity to tell someone that they are faking. These diagnosis are hard enough to get as it is. I'm sorry that people told you they dont believe you, but glad you found a good doctor to tell you what has been going on.
your story on dissociation is extremely relatable and i would like to thank you for helping me and so many others so much. like the inner diolauge instead of monolauge. i am just now recently realizing that most people don't have like 7 different voices with different personalities as their "inner voice" lol. thank yall so much. my heart goes out to the DID and OSDD community.
It’s sad to think about all the other people that are going through this and don’t have a good support group and are met with skepticism within the medical community where they are from. So I am happy for you to have that and talk about it so this people that are going through it don’t feel alone.
so happy for you guys! i know how much having a diagnosis can benefit someone! just being able to have a word to describe the way that you feel, and having the knowledge you are not the only person who has felt this way 💛stay strong and stay safe💚
Bravo! Likely the reason therapy didn’t work for you is traditional therapy doesn’t typically help DID people very much. We’re so happy you are the healthiest you’ve been mentally! You look beautiful. Your house is perfect for littles. You got this. If you ever have any questions, we’re always here. Thank you for coming to my live last night. 🥰 Lots of love! 💜💜💜
I’m glad you’re doing okay sharing this on here is inspirational
I swear people online are so obsessively rude about business that isn't their's, especially when it comes to anything related to diagnoses. You don't owe any of us an explanation! With that out of the way - honestly my favorite content of yours has been the mental health related stuff. Not only do they help me not feel alone with my own mental illnesses, but they help me learn about others too! Honestly I'd love to learn more about DID, and am excited for your upcoming content! Sending the best of vibes to you and your system 💖🖤
WOAH. You look so relieved and free now that you have clarity. I am so happy for you.
I feel like people have this idea that everyone has this sort of chorus of alters who are going to let you, your therapist, family/ friends/partners and/or social media followers know of their existence all at once. Or otherwise that one or more of them are knowingly or unknowingly fronting (in a functionally or dis-functionally multiplicity way) for a big chunk of the time, leading to frequent/severe dissociative amnesia. Sometimes it’s really cryptic and very covert for a long time and you may only have a few alters that can or will let you know they’re there (or even give ambiguous evidence of their existence) and even then only under rare circumstances sometimes. It can be full of false starts and I think alters that have had bad experiences being overt with respect to you or people outside the system early on in your life and from time to time can be very much convinced that being overt is a bad idea for the current/typical main fronter or for the system as a whole.
However, if you share all of your memories with one or more not particularly distinct “versions” of yourself, with very similar tastes, views, mannerisms, etc. It might not be DID or even OSDD-1a, to put it very conservatively and mildly. I don’t want to tell anytime what they or have or what describes them, but It might just be a mood or it’s symptoms of BPD or something else. Same thing goes for dissociative amnesia and dissociative fuge.
In all such cases, it is worth considering as a possibility, but people should keep an open mind, avoid the need to slap a certain label on it/yourself, and seek professional guidance and expertise and not try to push their own thinking or treatment in the DID or OSDD direction exclusively.
I agree!!!!
I'm so happy for you!! It's like watching this smiley unencumbered version of happy joyful Pixie (when Pixie's present) and it's wonderful to see after seeing the struggles you've had. I'm so glad you've got this diagnosis and hope you all can be happy! 😁❤
I adore your bravery talking about this.
I’m so happy to hear you have gotten answers to your questions and can better focus on your health. I also appreciate you sharing about your journey. I hope it can help someone else.
Pixie I’m so glad you’re doing well. You genuinely sound so happy and I love that for you and everyone. I think it’d be very fun for everyone to make content, if they’d like too lol.
I'm ecstatic for you all! You're a lot happier and healthier because you are no longer denying parts of yourself that have always been there. You're amazing and wonderful, and your mental health content has always been what drew me to your channel. Hoping you a warm response, a happy holiday season, and a calm break if you need to take one.
I'm so proud of you all! Having any dissociative disorder is scary, learning to work through it is really hard (I've been there 😭) and posting about it so openly is even harder. I would love to meet everyone, if y'all are all comfortable with it! Sending you all the love 🖤
The cake was the best! When we got diagnosed over 10 years ago, I wish I could have googled and see a picture of someone celebrating getting their DID diagnosis with a cake. It would have taken away so much of my anxiety, hopelessness and the shame I felt. Thank you for sharing so openly about all of this.
Happy that you felt comfortable enough to share! We’re here for you no matter who you are in the moment:)
Literally crying rn seeing anyone get the help that actually works for them!
(I'm still looking for SOMEONE to tell me what's ACTUALLY wrong with me, but I do have doctors/psychs all doing the absolute best they can)
So so so happy that a diagnosis feels like it fits and that whatever you're doing with that info is making you feel so much better!
I have been watching this channel from nearly the beginning, even though our styles are pretty much opposite I was always super interested in the content you put out. I just wanted to express how happy I am that you finally have some answers, hopefully, things start to make even more sense. I get it, I found out that I am autistic a year ago and I have never felt more authentically myself, its like suddenly my whole life makes so much sense. I hope your mental health journey goes in an uphill direction. Love you Jill and all the rest of the system!
the right diagnosis is such a weight of your shoulders :) i’m so proud of you all, and being so open breaks down stigma and barriers so i’m so proud 💕🌿💐🐏
It must have been extremly scary and hard to come out about your DID, since it is so stigmatized. But I'm so happy that you found a therapist that is able to help you.
I want to thank you for always being so open about your mental health, even tough people on the internet can be super shitty. I have been struggling so much with my own mental health too, but I'm doing my best. Listening to you always makes me feel a bit better.
love that. I was doing worse after a year of trauma therapy but when it came out that I had DID and got a DID therapist, it's been tremendously better
❤️ Oh, to my heart this all makes sense! So exited to get to know the parts, that feel like they want to come forward, better in the future. Big mental hug to everyone in the system ❤️
honestly this was eye opening. i was recently diagnosed with bpd and it changed my life. i thought so many people around me were faking did because i had never experienced their switches in the way i thought i would. it was crazy. i thought they were just making shit up. and when i was diagnosed, i realized i feel the exact same as those people. you are not crazy, and i swear to god i wanted to cry watching this. ive been doubting myself and others for so long and i just. BOOM. came to the conclusion that we are all so similar, and everything we feel is completely real. i hope youre doing okay pixie! ive followed you kinda silently for around 3 years now and im so happy youre open about these things.
I’m so happy for you!! I would LOVE a meet the alters video. It’s been so nice to get to know Jerrick via twitter so meeting the other 3 if they are comfortable with it would be so great!
I began watching your channel for comfort and that’s what it remains to be. You are uniquely yourself and that’s what we love about you. Thank you for always being open about such difficult topics. Take care of yourself Pixie 🎀
I have heard that DID only shows up in cultures post-exposure to the Multiple Personality trope, but hell if I understand how trauma bends the mind. Obviously if it's distressing and deeply disturbing to your life SOMETHING is there and going on. Happy for anyone experiencing good therapy improving their lives. 💛
i love you SO MUCH!!!! it brings me so much joy to see you slowly become aware of how to better cope with your traumas and the things you are dealing with. getting diagnosed helps so much more than people realize!! you can heal now! you can cope! things make sense! i’m so happy for you. i love you endlessly.
I haven’t watched a lot of RUclips for a good long while- but this video popped up in my notifs and I used to absolutely love your videos :) I know it’s hard but I’m glad to see you continue to grow and heal and figure yourself out. Don’t worry about what the internet is gonna think, I can only speak for myself but I followed you for YOU. This is you, in all your parts- I hope this comment made sense and comes as a comfort, love ya
Pixie: gets diagnosed with DID
jill: TIME TO MAKE A CAKE 🍰🎉🎊
also i love jerrick very much and want more jerrick perhaps thats the inner teenage boy in me but let the emo kid live! in excited for you to be more open with us and with yourself with this diagnosis. i wish all of you happiness 🥺
Thank you for talking about your mental health, even when your system is realizing a lot of huge things that change how you see yourselves. You've gotten me through some really hard things, specifically when I was going through my main period of trauma, so I'm so glad to see you're getting the help you need, and I hope it'll help encourage me to process my trauma. Thank you for sharing.
And you doing "meet the alters" videos would be really cool, but only if you're comfortable with it, especially considering you have an alter who is a little.
Love you Pixie! Just today I’ve emailed someone about starting therapy, and seeing this and how much it has helped you has really brought a guiding light to me right now so thank you for sharing this with us, and I hope you and your alters are doing well and feel safe, I just want you to shine as bright as you are!
Someone should space jam the trash on Tiktok and throw it into the canal especially all the mental health misinformation that is being passed around
you have no idea how much you've inspired me in so many aspects of my life and i want to say a million thank yous and i am so so soooo proud of you and your journey !
We should feel comfortable celebrating that we get diagnosed 🥳 getting answers feels so good and validating.
i've been quietly watching your videos since 2018, and this video finally got me to crack and leave a comment haha. i'm so thankful for your content, these videos make me feel less alone w/ my mental health struggles. i recently got diagnosed with ptsd and avpd and it's very nice to hear that you're also learning how to cope with these things. thank you for making these videos, they're so comforting.
One I’m so happy for you to get some answers.
Two this just screams how crappy our mental health department is in PEI… it’s scary and hard to handle.
Three sending bunch of love from a fellow islander 💕💕💕
I really don't know much about DID but I've been watching you for ages and feel so happy that you've gotten a diagnosis and therapist that is making such a positive change in your life. Thanks for sharing something so personal and educating those of us who don't know a lot about this!
As someone who has autism who was only recently diagnosed as an adult, it would TOTALLY make sense if you were to happen to have both autism and DID (and PTSD and generalized anxiety disorder). Things are especially difficult to cope with as an autistic person, so if you had trauma on top of that, it might push it further if that makes sense?
Yeah it’s kinda impossible to exist in this world as an autistic person without ending up severely traumatized in one way or another
@@azugirl111 that’s not completely true
@@ollieno971 that's why they said "kinda"
@@ollieno971 no shit lol
@@azugirl111 ok wow you don’t have to be rude
I just wish people could just respect each other and be kind. Just because you don’t understand something, doesn’t mean it’s not real. Hope you all are doing well and continue to be successful in your treatment. 💜💜