tbh, can white girls ever like billie eilish without be calling depressed 14 year old girls like, we can like billie eilish but we don’t have to be depressed. like chill.
"Wish You Were Gay" Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say I laugh along like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a twelve step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue Eleven "heys" (hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate/eight alone at seven, you were six minutes away How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say, I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay
My bestfriend is straight, and we've been friends for like 5 years. I have liked her all those 5 years, and today she just got a boyfriend and she has been wearing his hoodies and jackets front of me and fangirling, so I am just smiling through the pain, haha. (Help)
I feel your pain so much. I liked who I thought was a straight girl who’s also my best friend and I just now lost feelings/hope for her after 4 1/2 years of waiting so I hope that we both find good people so we can move on completely 💕
@@rochellemoses559 not to mention i like my best friend both was as a friend and more but mostly she really changes my mind and gets me made between im a virgo and virgo and sag are not a right match
this makes me sad, it reminds me of a girl or boy going to their crush (same gender) and their crush is straight but the person isnt and their just like i wish you were gay but their crush just ignores them:(
@@j.aw6 Ty I'll try to keep my head held high 😊 Its still a bit difficult but let's hope we find our soulmates soon. It's especially difficult since she was cheating on me with him before she told me but.. everything will get better soon I hope
This is a song I like because I fell in love with a straight girl and I can’t get over her so when ever I see her with a new guy or boyfriend it hurts me so much so I love just listening to this video to just be myself and try not to be so hurt about it
@@megannzzz Last year I had a crush on this girl, and she always complimented me. She came up to me and my friends and called all of my friends pretty. She turns to me and says, "You're especially pretty." I thought I had a chance with her, because she told me she was gay. Turns out she lied and got a boyfriend. They broke up a few months later, but then got back together. This then happened to me again with another girl. 😔
"baby, i don't feel so good" _six_ words you never understood "i'll never let you go" _five_ words you never say i laugh along like nothing's wrong _four_ days has never felt so long if _three's_ a crowd then _two_ is us _one_ slipped away *i just want to make you feel okay* *but all you do is look the other way* *i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay, hmm* *but i just kinda wish you were gay* is there a reason we're not through? is there a _twelve_ step just for you? our conversations all in blue _eleven_ "hey"'s _ten_ fingers tearing out my hair _nine_ times you never made it there i _ate[8]_ alone at _seven_ you were _six_ minutes away *how am i supposed to make you feel okay,* *when all you do is look the other way?* *i can't tell how much i wish i didn't want to stay, mmmmm~* *but i just kinda wish you were gay~* to spare my pride~ to give your lack of interest an explanation don't say i'm not your type just say i'm not your preferred sexual orientation, i'm so selfish. but you make me feel helpless, yeah~ and i can't stand another day, stand another day~ i just want to make you feel okay but all you do is look the other way~ i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay~ but i just kinda wish you were gay i just kinda wish you were gay~.
Ah how time passes within a blink of an eye . I remember putting this song in the background while reading wattpad and now here i am with one sided feelings and still in love with my ex while constantly repeating this line 1:57 Over and over . I wish i wasn't just a friend to him
Ok so I see people giving their way of how they view the song and I see the meaning as having someone who you like but they are straight and keep leaving and going to other people. So it's like I don't want to stay because you ignoring my feelings is hurtful, but at the same time I want you to feel comfortable around me and need me. That's what I see Billie having the meaning behind this song as being.
We’ve all had that crush that just didn’t have feelings for us for no reason in particular. Like I get it. She would rather have an excuse/reason for her crush to not love her but sometimes it’s just that he/she didn’t have feelings. That hurts on a deeper level because your always left wondering why.
fun fact! billie didn’t write this as a coming out she wrote it in the sense that she wished the reason this person rejected her was because they were gay
Welp perfect. I had this crush on this straight girl and I never had a chance begin with, I was told she was bi. Months after she got a boyfriend lmao welp no one asked and these comments are a year ago so umm I'll stop being depressing now-
I picture this song as a girl bsf comforting her boy bsf but slowly gaining feelings for him and watching him go after new girls that always break his heart. He always comes to her to get comforted but she can't anymore because of her feelings for him. It's too hard for her
I feel like everyone can have a different interpretation on the song. Some people feel it means that they wish the person was gay so they had an actual reason for not liking them back. For me I feel like it’s abt someone who likes someone else but the person isn’t gay you know?
I remember seeing this song before and thinking about how pretty the flowers were, I started watching Revolutionary Girl Utena and recognized the flowers, they are juri's
This song isn't about her coming out.... it's about a boy she liked and confessed to said no so in the song says "I just kinda wish u were gay." So she can think that he just likes guys instead of her thinking that he doesn't like her..
Hey.. i just wanted to say i love this. I downloaded this yesterday on samsung music and i cant stop hearing it. Btw what do you use when you slow the music down?
everyone in the comments is saying that this song is about same gender crushes and them being straight. but I see this song as you liking someone so much, likes its embarrassing, and you're trying to figure out why they don't like you back. like you wish they were gay, as in giving an excuse of them not liking you back. idkk if this makes senses like the part "to spare my pride" to make it not as embarrassing for you liking them and them not liking you back
6 words you never understood 5 words you’ll never say 4 days has never felt so long 3s a crowd and 2 is us 1 slipped away 12th step just for you 11 haze 10 finger tearing out my hair 9 times you never made it there I 8 alone at 7 you were 6 minutes away ( idrk why I did this but I did it)
Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say (aw) I laugh alone like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a 12 step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue 11 'Heys' (Hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (yay) How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay
I have a massive crush on my ex best friend. She unfriended me because I'm part of the lgtbq, which make this situation more hard for me. I can't seem to get over her, I don't know why.
i know this song isn't about something like that, but I just really like this boy who's together with my best friend (she knew I liked him before becoming his gf :/), and I feel so betrayed abt it because I even asked her to let me try win his heart and she said she wouldn't do anything but instead she got with him. so when it says “i just kinda wish you were gay” I just image it says “i just kinda wish she was gay”
if you put it at 0.75x you can hear the pain in her voice so much better it's so bloody sad I cried because I put it on loop on 0.75x but it's just perfect as well
I'm so overwhelmed in life. I want to get a job, but something happens that traumatized me at my old job. I will apply for the same field tomorrow. Been 84 days jobless and it's not great. Anyways, that's not what I'm here to vent about. It's about my mom. She expects me to be there for everything. Taking her to the store, taking care of the kids (she had my brothers 12,14 and 20 years apart... I'm 20) and taking her to an ungodly amount of appointments. 3-5 times a week! Which I find very shocking. It's very toxic too cus the kids fight so damn much and she expects me to control them. Even when I had a job she would schedule 2 appointments on my days off. I was off Tuesdays and Thursday and she would make them on those days. I had no breaks and it was honestly so fucking depressing. She wants me to take her to an appointment tomorrow but I already made plans at the same exact time. I'm going to tell her how I really feel. I need to change my life. Sometimes I contemplate shooting myself.
POV: your going through habanaki (idk how to spell it) disease, and you sing this song to help you get through the pain of your crush being “straight” little do you know they also have it but for you (idk how that would work but whatever) and the girl/boy/them is helping them get over you so that’s how yours started and in the end they hear your singing the song and start singing along Idk I was bored and I’m tired
NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST 🖤 2AM depression vibes
open.spotify.com/user/reapfy/playlist/1zVcQuNd2s3GDi5FU1DlHD?si=PsrjoG8xSLmnTWbocyDFsA
WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL your name is wHack
your name is acctually aids
WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL haha l love your name
how many L’s do you need-
LMAO YOUR NAME
Close your eyes,breathe and feel the pain in the music
Dana
Thank you for that- more reasons to remember that I’m depressed- that wasn’t being sarcastic by the way.
Dana r/im14andthisisdeep
Depression level 10000000000
@@jonadona6235 heueheuhe XD
IKKKKK
In the slowed down versions you can hear the pain in her voice..
My poor baby 😭💔💔
No
His*
this is a guy
@@madi3518 Oh my god I wanna slap you so hard 😤🤡
Thanos it’s the male version slowed down if it was actually Billie it would sound less of a guy.
Crystal Nigga this is here maybe you should leave the thread if you this fucking stupid. Its obvious that its her.
the "awww' in the beginning sound so much more sad
It really deserves its 0 dislikes
not anymore
@@Crumpled_Towelie that's not want they meant, they meant that the video is so good that it deserves the 0 dislikes
Omg i read this wrong i was gonna type a whole paragraph but yes it deserves NO dislikes 😃
@@hellochloee IM SO DUMB AT CONSTRUCTING SUCH SENTENCES BACK THEN, LMAO SORRY
@@c4lcif3r LMAO ITS OK
Put this at 1.25x and omg it’s like a cherry on top 👌
IKR😭
It’s like the normal one then uwu
1.75 it’s a bop
If you want this then listen to the regular song?
marmalade of the world or just listen to the original 😂
I may not know the way of girls/lesbians but I’m a boy/gay and I could imagine the pain of falling in love with a straight man-
Stanford Pines it’s even worse when he acts like y’all are dating-
@@Stintypete happened to me but a girl
@@Stintypete for 3 years
This song doesn't mean that actually.
MikaLovesSweets yeah ik i saw the review
i can't be the only one who got distracted because of the creator's username--
HAHAHA YES
Yes
the letter L is intrestinf
No
THIS IS WHAT I NEEDED
kesinlikle
billie: four days has never felt so long
me, listening to this to sleep: four minutes has never felt so long
tbh, can white girls ever like billie eilish without be calling depressed 14 year old girls like, we can like billie eilish but we don’t have to be depressed. like chill.
people say that? oh well, honestly it doesn’t matter about your race or age. anyone can be depressed
Facts!
@@pikku4319 sometimes people fake depression.
@@amy-ruby because they think it's an ✨ AESTHETIC✨
@@kaedenmiller2822 Honestly i hate it when people are like that
POV: your reading all the arguments in the comments
It's nice to see people wasting their time to argue
lol
XD
1:54 the moment i was waiting for.
This hits way to hard man…….....😭💔💔
"Wish You Were Gay"
Baby, I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say
I laugh along like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us
One slipped away
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a twelve step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue
Eleven "heys" (hey, hey, hey, hey)
Ten fingers tearing out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate/eight alone at seven, you were six minutes away
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say, I'm not your type
Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
My bestfriend is straight, and we've been friends for like 5 years. I have liked her all those 5 years, and today she just got a boyfriend and she has been wearing his hoodies and jackets front of me and fangirling, so I am just smiling through the pain, haha. (Help)
i-
I feel your pain so much. I liked who I thought was a straight girl who’s also my best friend and I just now lost feelings/hope for her after 4 1/2 years of waiting so I hope that we both find good people so we can move on completely 💕
@@rochellemoses559 not to mention i like my best friend both was as a friend and more but mostly she really changes my mind and gets me made between im a virgo and virgo and sag are not a right match
**hugs** you need it
@@thelandofmisfits8686 Thank you. 🥺
Being overly obsessed with Billie is the best option I've ever made
this makes me sad, it reminds me of a girl or boy going to their crush (same gender) and their crush is straight but the person isnt and their just like i wish you were gay but their crush just ignores them:(
why is this me tho
My life story
Kinda like that for me except my (now ex) gf said she liked this guy.. after we were together for a year.
HeyItz Emma oh i’m so sorry 😔 but trust me our soulmates are somewhere out there we just haven’t met them yet. keep your head held high bub☺️
@@j.aw6 Ty I'll try to keep my head held high 😊 Its still a bit difficult but let's hope we find our soulmates soon. It's especially difficult since she was cheating on me with him before she told me but.. everything will get better soon I hope
Billie Eilish is #1 fav in my book✨
I used to cry to this song....... he came out a year after I got over him😐
This is the side of my heart that’s telling me that I need to leave him but my other half is telling me to stay
What did you do?
This is a song I like because I fell in love with a straight girl and I can’t get over her so when ever I see her with a new guy or boyfriend it hurts me so much so I love just listening to this video to just be myself and try not to be so hurt about it
First best friend no first straight girl you had a crush on
@@davida7245 damn mate I feel you it’s ok
I was in love with a girl that was lesbian and liked another girl. She was literally perfect so I had no chance with her though.
@@megannzzz that sucks poor you
@@megannzzz Last year I had a crush on this girl, and she always complimented me. She came up to me and my friends and called all of my friends pretty. She turns to me and says, "You're especially pretty." I thought I had a chance with her, because she told me she was gay. Turns out she lied and got a boyfriend. They broke up a few months later, but then got back together. This then happened to me again with another girl. 😔
I’m in love
This might honestly be my favorite song of hers. I mean, I love all her songs, but this is the one I come back to the most. It hits so hard man 😭
This song calms me so much even though it’s sad
I'm proud to be the 600th like. I love your vids, you always give me the feels
"baby, i don't feel so good"
_six_ words you never understood
"i'll never let you go"
_five_ words you never say
i laugh along like nothing's wrong
_four_ days has never felt so long
if _three's_ a crowd then _two_ is us
_one_ slipped away
*i just want to make you feel okay*
*but all you do is look the other way*
*i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay, hmm*
*but i just kinda wish you were gay*
is there a reason we're not through?
is there a _twelve_ step just for you?
our conversations all in blue
_eleven_ "hey"'s
_ten_ fingers tearing out my hair
_nine_ times you never made it there
i _ate[8]_ alone at _seven_
you were _six_ minutes away
*how am i supposed to make you feel okay,*
*when all you do is look the other way?*
*i can't tell how much i wish i didn't want to stay, mmmmm~*
*but i just kinda wish you were gay~*
to spare my pride~
to give your lack of interest an explanation
don't say i'm not your type
just say i'm not your preferred sexual orientation,
i'm so selfish.
but you make me feel helpless, yeah~
and i can't stand another day,
stand another day~
i just want to make you feel
okay
but all you do is look the other way~
i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't want to stay~
but i just kinda wish you were gay
i just kinda wish you were gay~.
it’s “to spare my pride”
@@loza5136 shit that's what i meant autocorrect lmao
Ah how time passes within a blink of an eye . I remember putting this song in the background while reading wattpad and now here i am with one sided feelings and still in love with my ex while constantly repeating this line
1:57
Over and over . I wish i wasn't just a friend to him
Ah, thank you WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, for this wonderful edited song.
Slow songs just hit different especially when it’s Billie
my favorite part is when the petal falls
Understandable have a nice day
lol same
Nah when the petals fall is much better🙄
Time stamp?
@@jettsinthesky lmao
30 seconds more of my favorite song ayee
mate ur so gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood
ᴛʜɪs ɪs sᴏ. . . . ᴀᴍᴀᴢɪɴɢ!!!!!😍😍😍😍
Ezra Nicole reaper *hOw’D yOu dO tHat!?*
Is that a Chicken!? The app fonts or instafonts.io or any font generator
yo im in love with this song
THANK YOU
One word
*Amazing*
Ok so I see people giving their way of how they view the song and I see the meaning as having someone who you like but they are straight and keep leaving and going to other people. So it's like I don't want to stay because you ignoring my feelings is hurtful, but at the same time I want you to feel comfortable around me and need me. That's what I see Billie having the meaning behind this song as being.
This slowed down is a diffrent vibe 😌
I'm gonna start crying and remember him.
We’ve all had that crush that just didn’t have feelings for us for no reason in particular. Like I get it. She would rather have an excuse/reason for her crush to not love her but sometimes it’s just that he/she didn’t have feelings. That hurts on a deeper level because your always left wondering why.
This hits different when it's slow
never leave so fast xvideos
fun fact! billie didn’t write this as a coming out she wrote it in the sense that she wished the reason this person rejected her was because they were gay
Welp perfect. I had this crush on this straight girl and I never had a chance begin with, I was told she was bi. Months after she got a boyfriend lmao welp no one asked and these comments are a year ago so umm I'll stop being depressing now-
oof its ok youll find love :D
well i kinda wanna know the rest now! unless that was the end.
BYE CUZ THIS IS ME RN-
hi denki
ive been listening to this for like 2 hours on loop, im inlove.
I love this song it’s good to cry to
I picture this song as a girl bsf comforting her boy bsf but slowly gaining feelings for him and watching him go after new girls that always break his heart. He always comes to her to get comforted but she can't anymore because of her feelings for him. It's too hard for her
The pain in her voice but I’m sexually attracted to this song 😭
i love billie she feels me
U mean we feel her ?
@@johndenmark3477 its like every time i listen to one of her songs she explains my mind
OUTSTANDING
This gives me the chills..
I love this song so much make me feel better
I’m actually really happy I just love her music
I feel like everyone can have a different interpretation on the song. Some people feel it means that they wish the person was gay so they had an actual reason for not liking them back. For me I feel like it’s abt someone who likes someone else but the person isn’t gay you know?
maybe both haha :)
I LOVE IT
This is so dope👏👏👏
I remember seeing this song before and thinking about how pretty the flowers were, I started watching Revolutionary Girl Utena and recognized the flowers, they are juri's
Lol we love finding out that you related to this song more than you thought you did
P.O.V:My mom hummed this near my dad and I heard him sigh as she went to her room crying. What is going on?
i- u good?
Ouch the pain in her voice
I went to her concert once and she was holding up the LGBTQ’s flag
@@madisonmarshall1268 wait what happened? i havent been caught up on drama..
This song isn't about her coming out.... it's about a boy she liked and confessed to said no so in the song says "I just kinda wish u were gay." So she can think that he just likes guys instead of her thinking that he doesn't like her..
Nice work bro!
Um I think yes
Hey.. i just wanted to say i love this. I
downloaded this yesterday on samsung music and i cant stop hearing it. Btw what do you use when you slow the music down?
SO PRETTYYYYYYY
i like how short your name is
everyone in the comments is saying that this song is about same gender crushes and them being straight. but I see this song as you liking someone so much, likes its embarrassing, and you're trying to figure out why they don't like you back. like you wish they were gay, as in giving an excuse of them not liking you back. idkk if this makes senses like the part "to spare my pride" to make it not as embarrassing for you liking them and them not liking you back
Yeah. That’s how the song was written , at least that’s what Billie said, honestly I think it’s all up to interpretation of the listener . :)
My life is this song
omg i love ur user dude
Listening to this while eating pizza rolls at 2:58 am has become a core memory
2:31 best part
6 words you never understood
5 words you’ll never say
4 days has never felt so long
3s a crowd and
2 is us
1 slipped away
12th step just for you
11 haze
10 finger tearing out my hair
9 times you never made it there
I 8 alone at 7 you were 6 minutes away
( idrk why I did this but I did it)
Baby, I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say (aw)
I laugh alone like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us
One slipped away
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way, mm
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a 12 step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue
11 'Heys' (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Ten fingers tearing out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (yay)
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type
Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
there are many slowed versions of this song, but I clicked yours because of that username
Same
the deep breath killed me
i dont think you understand. im OBSESSED
The feeling of reaching so hard for someone and they have no idea.
I have a massive crush on my ex best friend. She unfriended me because I'm part of the lgtbq, which make this situation more hard for me. I can't seem to get over her, I don't know why.
billie,,,,i feel the pain
this song give me so nice sadness bc i am sad rn
~wish u were gay~
i know this song isn't about something like that, but I just really like this boy who's together with my best friend (she knew I liked him before becoming his gf :/), and I feel so betrayed abt it because I even asked her to let me try win his heart and she said she wouldn't do anything but instead she got with him.
so when it says “i just kinda wish you were gay” I just image it says “i just kinda wish she was gay”
Can i use this on my video without it being copyrighted? ♥️♥️
I'm not depressed.. But I like most of her songs.. 🤷🏻♀️ Slow song with the bass boosted like urgh.. satisfying~
One slips away 🥱
this song hurts.
i love it
Sir/Ma'am/them, you broke my computer screen with your name TvT
BABY I DON'T FEEL SO GOOD
I remember when i listened to this song thinking about that one person, Yesterday I found out they like me back 😊
Okay, now, imagine this, but half of it is rock like Happier than ever 👀..
To this day the flower is dropping that 1 petal
if you put it at 0.75x you can hear the pain in her voice so much better it's so bloody sad I cried because I put it on loop on 0.75x but it's just perfect as well
it’s like a petal dispenser
im just lookin at the name WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
I'm so overwhelmed in life. I want to get a job, but something happens that traumatized me at my old job. I will apply for the same field tomorrow. Been 84 days jobless and it's not great. Anyways, that's not what I'm here to vent about. It's about my mom. She expects me to be there for everything. Taking her to the store, taking care of the kids (she had my brothers 12,14 and 20 years apart... I'm 20) and taking her to an ungodly amount of appointments. 3-5 times a week! Which I find very shocking. It's very toxic too cus the kids fight so damn much and she expects me to control them. Even when I had a job she would schedule 2 appointments on my days off. I was off Tuesdays and Thursday and she would make them on those days. I had no breaks and it was honestly so fucking depressing. She wants me to take her to an appointment tomorrow but I already made plans at the same exact time. I'm going to tell her how I really feel. I need to change my life. Sometimes I contemplate shooting myself.
when he doesn't give a shit about you and lie to you be like: I just wanna make you feel okay... but all you do is look the other way :/...
POV: your going through habanaki (idk how to spell it) disease, and you sing this song to help you get through the pain of your crush being “straight” little do you know they also have it but for you (idk how that would work but whatever) and the girl/boy/them is helping them get over you so that’s how yours started and in the end they hear your singing the song and start singing along
Idk I was bored and I’m tired
The music sounds like homage
the tiktok version you mean? yes because in that version its named if billie eilish wrote homage and he made it sound like her other songs
0.75x ur welcome;)