I noticed that, when Jess says horrible things, like she threatened someone's life, it doesn't make me think less of her. It makes me think more of other people who did horrible things, because look how great of a person she is despite doing those things. You're not automatically evil because you did something terrible.
This is so true. For years when I was young I struggled with it so badly (still do now but thankfully have the right support) and my father would always tell me it was an excuse to be lazy among other harsh and nasty things. Years later he found himself struggling too and was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. He came to me after and apologized for it, for everything. It meant the world to me that he finally understood but it made my heart break knowing that he had to experience the same pain I did/do to finally get it and understand. That's the last thing I ever wanted for him. I truly believe you just can't get it fully unless you've gone through it yourself, and if you do, you'll have a whole new perspective on the world and the people around you.
Yep, that's very true. I struggle with depression and PTSD and it's so painful that my parents don't understand. I had to move back to their house cause of financial issues linked to Covid, but they don't know how to deal with me. My parents are ignorant and think I'm "pathetic" and "lazy" and I just have to "get a grip". As if this was a choice. As if I have a magic wand that can make my pain and trauma disappear. I'm currently in therapy, and looking to move away from my toxic family. Slowly but surely I'm going to get better - I have to hold on to that hope x
@@katiem6620 WOW, I literally got the same exact reaction from my mother when I was a teenager.. it made it even more difficult to deal with because I had no support and felt frustrated and embarrassed which prevented me from ever reaching out for help ever again. Now I am in my 40s and sadly when my dad passed away, my mom fell into a deep depression and she now gets panic attacks at night time. I never got an apology for all of the years she judged me and I try my best to support her based on the experience that I have had with it but she's not one to open up much about things. Even though I feel a little bitter towards how she treated me when I needed her the most, I'm not glad that she knows the feeling now.. I really would not wish depression and/or chronic anxiety on my worst enemy. It's so sad that most people cannot understand what they have not personally experienced.. it sucks how most people cannot have empathy for others unless they can relate to the issues themselves. I learned that a young age that most of us truly have no one in this world except for ourselves. 🤷 I'm sorry your dad had to experience it in order to recognize your pain but I'm very glad that he did acknowledge his mistake. 💞
Hey everyone, my name is Joshua and I'm an addict. I'm not one to cry. I think the last time I did was when my dad was in the hospital over two years ago. This video from Jessica made me cry, and not just like a little bit! I watched it in front of my son who is 10 years old and knows why I watch these types of videos. He came up to me and gave me the biggest hug he could! It's so strange to me how powerful some things can be on the brain such as drugs and how they make us act. I'm keeping this short though. Jessica Kent, thank you. Thank you for showing sooo many people there there is a way out of active addiction! You are a godsend.
‘You are not your worst mistake’. You have absolutely no idea how much I needed to hear that. From the bottom of my heart thank you for everything you do 🙏
All that reading you’ve done as a kid really shows: your way with words, your exceptional story-telling - you haven’t just found your place in this world, you’ve brought that little girl you once were with you and given her a stable, loving home, finally.
What a powerful message. I had chills. I need to say this. I’m an emergency/trauma nurse. It’s easy to become numb to those who struggle with addiction. Thank you for being a face. A face of success. A face that makes me want to be more compassionate. You’re not just helping those who are addicts and their families. Proud of you and your success and I’m so glad I found your channel.
My 19yr old brother took his life 16yr ago on the 28th he said he was fed up of learning from his mistakes he made everyone smile when he left he took a piece of me with him my family will never be the same hes missed so so much he didn't have to do what he did we were there he just didn't know how to reach out for help...I hope Jessica's message helps you to know you are more than those thoughts you are loved ❤ ♥ 💕
I was depressed as a kid, still am - when I look at you and your life story I see a path that I could easely have taken. But I never had that friend, my only exposure to substance was my grandma nagging on my grandpa for drinking and on my mother for chain smoking. I was taught to appear as a poster child - so I never got into any crime, drugs, or addiction - just deeper into depression. My compassion goes out to you and everyone struggeling. We all have our ways to cope even if they are not good for us. I chose self isolation and I numbed every emotion through pure power of will alone. If I had been offered a substance to do it for me I might have took it. If I had an oppurtunity to turn popular, to party, I would have took it. A person using a substance isn't better than another. Sometimes the only thing different is a missed opportunity.
I was being sexually abused by my stepfather for 6 years as a child, I fought and fought, but I was still forced to live with my abuser for another 7 years and developed stockholm syndrome. Some of us have our childhoods robbed from us without ever even knowing what was stolen. You are so brave for being vulnerable, and you inspire me to do the same with my story. Thank you.
@@kristenjerome1198 that makes me so mad that any parent or family member can sit there and let that happen, every kid deserves to be and feel safe. It breaks my heart the amount of kids in this world having their childhood robbed from them.
You need to do a Ted talk in highschool and middle school. You can truly make a difference in some kids lives. I'm so sorry all this happened to you 🥺💔
I went to highschool in the town literally a 10 minute drive from her hometown. The drug use in that whole area of upstate NY for teens is massive, and it's somehow even worse in the smaller schools. Talks like this aren't often done and would be so beneficial.
just pressed play, but i just love when you tell these hard stories. i’ve told you this before and i’ll say it so many times more. it takes so much strength to be open and honest with the tough and ugly parts of life. we all walk with the wolves in some way, but no one can fully understand each other’s struggles unless we are honest about what we go through. thank you for doing that. for showing so many people that they (we) are not alone. it means so much. just feeling understood, even if by a stranger, is such a valuable feeling, and you’re providing that for people. love you so much jes. 💕
My dad was an addict. He passed away from Complications due to his addiction back in July. I watched him fight every single day trying to get and stay sober. I’ve seen first hand the way people write off addicts. His addiction hurt me so bad, but my hurt was nothing compared to the hurt it caused him. Stories like yours make me happy to know that some addicts truly do find sobriety and life after addiction. I am proud of you for fighting for your life.
My mom is an addict and has been sober for almost 3 years now. She overdosed while watching my first child. I has not always been easy but I am so thankful she is healthy and honest now about her addiction. Thank you for sharing your story. This is why I work in non profit. 🖤
My sons grandpa on his dads side offered to watch my son back when he was 2 and I knew he was struggling with addiction so I didnt let him watch him, and the next day I got the call he overdosed and died.
You're so strong..that must have been so scary. I'm a recovering addict, and my mom has severe mental health issues. She wasn't in my life for years bc of it... It's hard to learn to trust again... 💖
I'm trying to so badly to become nonprofit but I just don't have the funds to get the license that's needed to become one. I can't even remember the name of it smh. I really want to start a few actually for every touchy subject that doesn't get enough support like domestic violence, and teen addiction and children who have lost a parent to drugs and alcohol. My girls just lost their dad this Saturday and I really wish I had a place for them to go and be around other kids their ages so they learn they are not alone. Though I am trying so hard to be strong for them but it's so fresh and it's so so hard. I've made the decision this morning to finally at least try to post some videos even though I only have my phone to record on and won't be able to even attempt to edit and if I somehow do make revenue from the videos or gain followers, God Willing, every penny will go into these projects I feel I am here to do. It has to be the reason I've lived through everything I have because my God would not put me through all these obstacles and trauma without a greater reason
This is my favorite video from you yet. Every word you said resonates with me so much. I’m also in recovery. My daughter also changed me in ways I didn’t know possible. I am now a funeral director- the loss of so many ppl just like me drove me to do the work I do. I STILL struggle with anonymity.. and I shouldn’t.. because I also have achieved things that I should be proud of I give you so much respect- and hope other also find the courage to speak up ✊
Jessica!! You are an absolutely amazing person…I’m an addict too and us addicts have to stand together to make a difference!! You’re doing amazing and such an amazing person!! I am binge watching all of your videos!!!
You give me so much hope that I can stay clean and get my son back! I’m over 60 days clean from alcohol that previously ruled my life and I’m so thankful for your videos to give me the strength and understanding to keep putting my best foot forward.
🌟 Destiny Miller - 60 days! You’ve got this! Before you know it it will be 6 months, then a year, then 5 years, 10 years.... forever! You’re on the way there girl, congratulations! 👏🏼🌟
Holy crap! That was one of the MOST powerful, genuine testimonies I have ever seen/heard. It's so easy to play "armchair quarterback" & judge someone who is walking through something you personally haven't experienced. I am so thankful that I have grown a LOT as a person & see past people's labels. Kindness matters.
If you’re in addiction right now & you’re still alive.. YOU ARE NOT WEAK! You’re one of the strongest people walking this earth! To live the life of an addict & not just lay down & give up.. you are stronger than you feel & it will take you far. Normal daily life pain is nothing in comparison to what you’re already enduring. You got this 🙏🏼💜
I just lost my daughters dad Saturday morning to this disease 😭💔🙏. You are so very right. And God willing if I have a chance to wake up tomorrow morning I will have 2years free
I can't wait to read your biography. It feels so powerful that you are the one telling your story the way you want to. We already feel like we know you from your RUclips storytimes, but this feels different and gives me a new perspective.
Everybody should know your name and your story. You are helping more people than you think, not only you are an example and a rock for the people suffering from addiction and mental health problems that watch your videos but you are helping people like me how to treat, understand and help our family members, friends, etc that are going through it. Sending all my love from Spain
For gosh sakes, Jess! You have me crying (while homeschooling my 8 yr old) and hearing you say, “I am not anonymous. My name is Jessica Kent, and I’m a recovering addict.” That hit me so hard. Thank you.
i have struggled with depression my entire life, and you gave me hope, jess. if you got out of prison and built a life for yourself from nothing, i can battle my depression. i wanna be a mother, too, and i wanna live in a world where my children feel safe, through all the shit we call life. thank you for saving my life.
I fight with clinical depression and PTSD. I am not an addict but I have got so much inspiration from you. I am now going back to school and going to live my dreams. Most days I don’t get out of my bed and if I do I make it to the recliner. But because of your story I have decided to not let it hold me prisoner anymore. 🖤
You made me cry. I got into a bad self harm addiction myself. I know it's different, but it nearly killed me and I couldn't stop. I related alot towards your story.
I'm 3 minutes in. I already want to say you are so god damn strong. I can already tell this is going to be an emotional roller coaster, and the 'self interview' sort of layout is powerful. Sending you all the love.
WOW. Just a lil morning sob gets the blood pumpin! This is incredibly powerful, as are you. As a loved one of an addict, you’ve added so much to my understanding and heart through these videos. Thank you.
You have had quite a life Jessica. Life is hard but geesh!! I’m anxious to read your autobiography and all of your life stories. Take care and stay safe! 💜
People tend to think that to be in this situation you must be weak. While failing to realise that to have survived, we are stronger than we hope you ever have to be.
Currently going through the hardest time I’ve faced in my life yet, watching this sobbing, and feeling every word you spoke. Thank you for making me not feel alone, even just for a little over 20 minutes.
Breathe deep. Feel that? That is life. That is god (nature) filling your spirit You are so loved so wanted so adored. I don't know you but I know your pain. Do not give up
On my boyfriends phone hence the dude-- lol but my name is Brandi. Your story gives me so much hope and strength. Im going to be kicking opioids in a couple days and I really feel that I'm gunna pull thru this time largely because of stories like yours & the parallels i see in my own... Thank you for sharing ❤
You can do it ♥️ take it one day at a time, or even one hour or minute at a time if you need to. Keep reminding yourself of why you're doing this, remember the love people have for you from all around the world, I'm sending you love and support all the way from Western Australia ♥️ You're so strong.
God willing tomorrow will be my 2 year anniversary free of all mood and mind altering substances. It can be done. Just one day at a time. In the beginning I had to even take it one hour or even one minute at a time. It is very very critical to change all using and toxic people, places and things. And I mean all of them, in my case that was most of my family. Spirituality is a really big part too. To connect with something, some power greater than ourselves! And to be completely open, honestly and willing to do anything for sobriety like we did at time to get our drugs of choice. I'll add you to my prayer list! You can message me anytime, this is my real name and my Facebook is the same! We just lost my daughters dad Saturday to "just one more time" so please please just stop right now. Not tomorrow or the next day. But today 🙏. And I'm here to love you till you can love yourself because that's what someone else did for me
This one was so powerfuly son is in jail for his 3rd time it breaks my heart he is also addicted to shard/ice he is horrible when using but I have to remember m boy is still in there somewhere and I will never stop loving him. I spoke to him today and I told him I've been watching U for a while now thank U for helping me to b there for my son more urnt just helping addict's U r helping there family's as well bless U jess
Stories like this should serve the purpose to inspire all of us to donate, our time, money or both, and support homeless shelters, rehab centers, orphanages, etc. You never know how much these places impact the life of people going through though situations.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. 6 years ago my alcoholic mother who struggled with her mental health and was called a lost cause and everything just like you....did pull the trigger. My gun, my bedroom, my first day of college. People need to kind and see addicts as the people they are. They need to say how can I make your day better? How can I be a help to you and lift your burdens just a little, even if it's just by a smile or a kind word.
the moment you said "i will no longer shame myself," i started crying. there's so much power in your voice. thank you for your channel and thank you for being you
This video is emotional but that line "you wouldn't know my name" is so so so powerful. This is strength in a video format. And I feel grateful and lucky to know your name! ❤️ My addiction and my struggles are nothing comparable to yours but you also seem like someone who would be the first person to say "pain isn't comparable, your pain is valid". I'm trying to tell myself that because I'm sick of "others have it worse" attitude from medical staff. When I came suicidal they turned me away. They didn't "see that I was depressed". I didn't have any intention on showing or proving them wrong. So my sleeves stayed down and my self harm hidden. I'm not from USA but I can connect in a way that shouldn't be possible. It shouldn't be like this. We shouldn't have same shame over mental health issues around the globe. But we do. So I'm sending good vibes to everyone - from Croatia ❤️
I was honestly going to tell you that there is no need to compare or downplay what you have been through. We all go through things but only we know how real the pain we have been through is. I was taught this, so one person could have almost died from being beat and that can be the worst pain they have ever been in. But that doesn't mean if you were just punch one time that that isn't the most painful thing you have been through. They are still equal because pain is pain. It doesn't even have to be physical to compare to what someone else has felt. I can't seem to find the words for what I'm trying to explain but I hope it's somewhat makes sense
@@crystalmariedemecs9257 thank you for taking time to reply. It means a lot to see that other people validate different kinds of pain. I'm trying to do that to myself but.... I always feel "what if you aren't in the right and you're just a whiney weak person". I needed this today. Thank you! I always remember people who gave me words of comfort so thank you. I will try to remember your words when I'm beating myself down.
you are such an inspiration. i’ve seen people close to me struggle with substance abuse and seeing you get better makes me hopeful for them. thank you.
one of the most articulate, detailed, wonderful story I've ever heard. It's true, what they say, you never truly know how strong you are until you are FORCED to test that strength. Though I do not know you, I can honestly say I am proud of you for rising above everyone that wanted to "throw you away." I worked in psych, in a hospital, for long-term care of adolescent females ages 13-17. I would've given anything to have this video to have shared with those, then, that were struggling with chemical dependency. You are brave, you are strong; you are an example. Your message is brilliant. SUBSCRIBED. ;)
Jess, I just commented on one of your most recent posts a few hours ago, "your quiet subscriber." You had me in tears earlier and again now. I left RUclips and came back and stumbled onto this video. I needed to hear all of this. Coming out of prison as a recovering addict is so scary. You give me so much hope. You're such a beautiful person with amazing an amazing way with words. Thank you so much for what you do. I know you're going through a lot right now currently, but I'm so proud of you and where you are now. I wanna find the drive and purpose to help others the way you have, it's been a passion sense I was a child. But through my struggles of life and in today's world, I've lost that hope and don't know how to direct that energy. But you give me hope and light a fire in me. Thank you. Sending so much love
I'm currently struggling with an alcohol use problem and occasionally other substances, since lockdown started. I'm stuck in a judgmental ab*s*ve home, i have no money to live anywhere else, and am about to be kicked out. All my friends have left me due to my usage problem. My issues change- i managed to cut back on alc for about a week which was amazing. but then something bad happened and i was right back into it. the shame, embarrassment and depression I'm feeling, i can't even find words. I'm the most lost I've ever been in my life. thank you for sharing your story, Jess. it sounds weird but the idea of having and raising a kid is the most beautiful future to me, and keeps me going. its amazing how your baby led you to a completely different life, and you did it for her. sending a lot of love to your family. got to remind myself to just hang on. even when everything else seems so dark.
Jessica really has a knack for storytelling. This was so deeply moving. Thanks for sharing your story and reminding us that we need to fix this broken system.
There is a book my parents made me read in high school called "Go Ask Alice". I read this in 1981. It opened my eyes to the dangerous path I was on, and with help, I was able to avoid the worst of it.
My mom also suffered from depression. She was in and out of psych wards my entire life. I’ve picked her up off the ground from her abuse of pills more times than I can count. But I was so lucky. I had my dad. An actual angel on earth, who despite everything stuck with my mom and raised us 3 kids while working 3 jobs to support us. Right now my mom is in the ICU. Her addiction has caught up with her and it’s really friken sad seeing my dad go through this. My childhood could have been so much darker if it weren’t for him. I’m blessed and I’m thankful every single day. Mental illness has such an impact on the entire family. You are resilient and I’m so happy I found your channel. Keep being an incredible human - your story is impacting more people than you think. Bless ❤️
I love this so much. I am not anonymous either. My name is Lyndsy Wilmarth and I am a recovering addict. 7 years sober on sept 12, 2020. My story is so similar to yours. I had goosebumps listening to this....please please keep doing what you are doing. You are an inspiration to me and so so many!!!!
your story of redemption never fails to amaze me no matter how many times I hear it. thank you for always being so brave and sharing your story with us. 💖💖💖
Jessica, I can't thank you enough for your incredible strength and courage. You have given a voice to all the women who are broken little girls on the inside. You have demonstrated that change is possible, once the problem is defined. Thank you. With your permission I would like to use this video as part of my Life Skills classes in rehab centers. Sending you a hug of gratitude.
Wow, Jessica the power and raw emotion in every word you spoke was so evident and the things you said touched me so much. I was actually lying in bed watching and without even realizing I all of a sudden had very quiet but large tears flowing down my cheeks to my pillow. A very moving story and not that it mesns much but I am so very proud of you and the life you lead .
I wish I could give little jess a hug and a safe place to read her books in peace and know that room and corner of the world is hers and it's not gonna change or go anywhere unless she changes it or moves it.
During my life I've meet with lots of people with severe problems, more or less like you. But, believe me It's hard to find someone with such amazing love for live....such terrific spirit of overcoming and to be again a good person after a "parenthesis". This, to overcome the problems and adictions, was your own and personal brave decision. This requires a lot of courage. You inspires a lot of good things. God bless you and your family. Stay safe and well.
Depression is an evil evil illness to deal with and that fact you have overcome all of this and still working toward yourself, is just more of an inspiration to us powering through every day. You are providing light for people in their dark times who think there is no way out and for that I thank you so much. Well done for everything you do, you are such an inspiration. X
Wow! I work with OUD/SUD mom’s and families everyday, this is going to be a must watch during the get to know you and intake process. Powerful message! Sad to see dislikes...how is that even possible? Keep inspiring others!
Girl this made me cry. Not tears from sadness, but tears of being so PROUD of you! You are a fucking rock star sis!!!! You are such an inspiration babe.
Thank you for telling us about the physical abuse you suffered. I know a girl who has exploded and been charged with a seemingly unrelated misdemeanor. I found out before she blew up to not talk about her mother. You explained the why.
New SUBSCRIBER, my heart feels your childhood pain, I am so sorry to that young sweet girl that deserved and just wanted love..I am so happy to hear you speak today and knowing you survived the most horrible odds..Keep steady and straight on your recovery
As a recovering addict myself, let me tell you how inspiring you and your story truly are. It’s a testament to no matter how low you may be, anything can still be possible. When you said “three bundle-a-day habit”, my jaw hit the floor. Especially for how small you are. You survived all of that for a reason.
You are a natural story teller. It's just great to listen to you. You can be so proud of yourself and the things you've achieved despite your past experiences ...
Had to fight back tears through this. Your story is so incredibly empowering every time I hear it or bits of it. I’ve been following you since the beginning. You’re amazing.
I knew this was going to be hard to watch, but I'm only at 3:52 and I'm trying not to cry. I am, once again, I am blown away by how brave you are for being willing to share your experience. Your story makes me want to tell my own story. I'm not sure how to articulate this, but thank you. There's something so important about what you've been through, who you were, and the light that you have become. It makes me rethink some of my opinions of others and that maybe I should be more proactive about trying to understand people by their base motivations and how or why they developed them rather than their actions. I've been doing a lot of shadow work, not on a spiritual basis, but as someone who wants to make sure I don't become who I've been running from and this video came at the exact right time. Once again, sincerely, thank you.
I have heard your story so many times and watched every single video without fail. But this one takes all the cake, amazing editing, amazingly told, and straight 🔥🔥
I know that I don’t know you personally. But, you have touched my heart in so many ways. Thinking of myself as less than is a constant for me!!! You have no idea how much your words & true emotion have done for me & surely countless others!!! THANK YOU, JESS!!!
“As a mother it is my hope to create a life that my children don’t have to heal from.” Wow. Just, wow. I wish my biological “mother” felt the same. She was the start of my depression, anxiety, and PTSD. I’ve never personally experienced or know someone with an addiction, well, let me take that back. Just because I don’t know doesn’t mean it’s not there. I’ve been watching you for about a year now Jessica and while I’ve heard you tell your story here and there, this was just, incredible. You carry so much strength, growth, wisdom, faith, and love in your heart. Your daughters and Reece are so so very lucky that you’re still here. We’re all so grateful that you’re still here and that you found your way to sobriety and on a path to recovery and healing. I’ve come from a very traumatic childhood and honestly the beginning of my adulthood, so I’m my own way I related with you and your story. I’m very very excited to get my hands on your autobiography. Words cannot express the respect and love that I have for you, or at least how much it’s grown. It’s people like you that I look up to you and think about in my dark moments when I don’t feel that I can or want to continue. I’m so so so proud of you and how far you’ve come and the hard work you’ve put in to be who and where you are now. I have so much love for you. The moment I pressed play I was glued. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. It is so brave and appreciated and I know that it will reach the people out there that need it the most. You are so so beautiful and impactful and your purpose in this world is only going to grow bigger. I’m so grateful that I found your channel and honored to share and continue through this journey of life with you. I love you Jessica! 💜💜💜
Jessica I’ve watched just about ever one of your videos but this by far has got to be your best!!! I’m literally in tears driving down the road. Thank you for not being anonymous. You truly make me want to be a better person.
Thank you Jess for being a tether to sanity, a beacon of strength in my depression and hope for a better future. Your message hits me to my core. You (and Reece) have such a Powerful message. Thank you.
Thank you Jessica for your story! I too suffer from clinical depression but I will have 24 years clean and sober come April 21st and I cherish every day I am alive. Your story is a true inspiration. Stay sober and safe.
This is such an impactful video. The quality is amazing - I feel like I’m watching a documentary on TV. I really can relate to the mental health issues and the power they can have over you. I’m so lucky I met my husband at 21. He truly saved me from the darkness and I currently live a very happy, blessed life, with our beautiful daughter, in our dream house. Never give up - you are worth it 💜. Truly awesome video Jessica!
i know many homeless shelters have to scrape the bottom of the barrel simply to stay operational and provide the bare necessities, and doing so makes them a blessing nonetheless. but i want to commend the omaha shelter (and any others like it) for actively trying to bring joy to those in such a dark place. renting a limo to drive the shelter’s residents through christmas light displays/neighborhoods is an immense act of kindness and helps restore my faith in humanity ❤️
@jessicakent, Just a suggestion...but first perfectly done on this video!! Its different than the others angle/view wise and it tells your WHOLE (in short but detailed description) story. My suggestion is you should add this one below in your description box for new subscribers who havent seen your personal journey in the other videos. Because this explains your past to present in just one video. Love love love watching you, so inspirational. Everyone needs to have positive feedback in their lives or it does get dark. So dark.💜😘
Ps..one more thing, my daughter is 17 and Im having a really hard time with her going down a wrong path out of nowhere so your videos help me look at things from her point as she was bullied all through young years>I had her/gave birth at only 17 AND got married at ONLY 17 too been married still to SAME guy for almost 18 years, youve inspired me to actually start on my book, and be brave telling my story (theres way more than just what I wrote to it obv in my life!) Take care💕
You are awesome! I mean that! A light of what you describe is familiar for me. I'm on parole after a 14 month stretch and I was able to go to rehab on a furlough while awaiting trial and it was one of the best decisions I've ever made. I ended up having to do more time when the furlough was done, but I still have the notes I took and all the stuff I learned about addiction and about myself. One day, I hope to have a family, as well.
I don't usually comment on RUclips videos but this was so beautifully said and such a moving story, it got me in tears. You're amazing Jess. And although I've never been through addiction myself, you've given me the understanding and the compassion to help people around me who are struggling. Your struggle with mental health is somewhat similar to mine and that's partly the reason i enjoy watching your channel so much. You're so full of love and you never judge anyone. Keep doing what you're doing. You're helping so so many people ❤ Love from Zimbabwe 🇿🇼
This is what strength looks like. You are so strong, resilient, and a true inspiration. Never stop sharing your story and being your true self. I am so amazed by you❤️❤️
Wow brought me to tears. I needed this reminder of how important it is to forgive yourself and to let go of the shame and guilt we carry for the things we have done in the past. It’s crazy because I look back at myself during the height of my addiction and I don’t even recognize her...the happiness I feel in sobriety has made me realize this is the secret all along. Thank you Jess for another great video
Thank you for making this! Thank you for sharing 🖤 I 100% need to hear this, my depression is currently at its peak and I so needed motivating to keep going & this video give me just that. The strength & courage you have is inspirational. Thank you x
U really CANNOT judge a book by its cover! Jessica, u seem so happy & bubbly, then again we’re seeing u now, not your childhood or prison times. I can’t imagine your sad journey with depression, but keep doing what you’re doing because u have a beautiful personality, respect, intelligence & beauty. I pray for u & hope for a ‘forever’ recovery, but think you will always have that lingering with u. Bless you🙏🏼 & I love & enjoy your videos! Please stay healthy, both physical & mental & sober…..whatever & however you’re doing it. I also pray for your children, but I think you’re so appreciative after all u went through & your a super mom! You’ve been through a horrible first part of life & I know you will do whatever it takes to make the rest of your life the best u can. BLESS YOU!🙏🏼
I love you Jess!! Your energy is always so soothing to me. Your story hits right at home for me. I experienced so many of the same things!! Never stop doing what you’re doing, you truly help people and you’re amazing for that.
Jessica sometimes you leave me speechless ....thank you so much for sharing your stories, they are so POWERFUL! You have inspired me to let go of the shame and guilt and start sharing my stories on my own channel.. if I can make a quarter of the impact you are making , then I would feel like my mistakes weren’t in vain...I love you! Thanks
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"I hope to create a life that my children don't have to heal from". Incredibly powerful. Amazing Jess.
Wow absolutely amazing story I love it thank you so much for sharing, ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰
Jess has a way with words... RUclips is her PLACE!
She's a gifted communicator
I hope that for you too sweet girl♥️
:)
I noticed that, when Jess says horrible things, like she threatened someone's life, it doesn't make me think less of her. It makes me think more of other people who did horrible things, because look how great of a person she is despite doing those things. You're not automatically evil because you did something terrible.
I think the last statement you made is definitely situational, but for the most part, I agree.
how, she did this to herself
Amen, that is so true🙏
I think if Jess threatened my life, I would burst out laughing. She is such a sweetie and incapable of hurting a fly.
That's call beauty privilege :)
Depression is something you can’t really understand unless you have it.
This is so true. For years when I was young I struggled with it so badly (still do now but thankfully have the right support) and my father would always tell me it was an excuse to be lazy among other harsh and nasty things. Years later he found himself struggling too and was diagnosed with depression and anxiety.
He came to me after and apologized for it, for everything. It meant the world to me that he finally understood but it made my heart break knowing that he had to experience the same pain I did/do to finally get it and understand. That's the last thing I ever wanted for him.
I truly believe you just can't get it fully unless you've gone through it yourself, and if you do, you'll have a whole new perspective on the world and the people around you.
Yep, that's very true. I struggle with depression and PTSD and it's so painful that my parents don't understand. I had to move back to their house cause of financial issues linked to Covid, but they don't know how to deal with me. My parents are ignorant and think I'm "pathetic" and "lazy" and I just have to "get a grip". As if this was a choice. As if I have a magic wand that can make my pain and trauma disappear. I'm currently in therapy, and looking to move away from my toxic family. Slowly but surely I'm going to get better - I have to hold on to that hope x
I couldn't agree more. The ones that don't understand just think "you're making it all up. Get over it and move on."
@@katiem6620 WOW, I literally got the same exact reaction from my mother when I was a teenager.. it made it even more difficult to deal with because I had no support and felt frustrated and embarrassed which prevented me from ever reaching out for help ever again.
Now I am in my 40s and sadly when my dad passed away, my mom fell into a deep depression and she now gets panic attacks at night time.
I never got an apology for all of the years she judged me and I try my best to support her based on the experience that I have had with it but she's not one to open up much about things.
Even though I feel a little bitter towards how she treated me when I needed her the most, I'm not glad that she knows the feeling now.. I really would not wish depression and/or chronic anxiety on my worst enemy.
It's so sad that most people cannot understand what they have not personally experienced.. it sucks how most people cannot have empathy for others unless they can relate to the issues themselves.
I learned that a young age that most of us truly have no one in this world except for ourselves. 🤷
I'm sorry your dad had to experience it in order to recognize your pain but I'm very glad that he did acknowledge his mistake. 💞
@@RoyJonesOnWheels Yep 😞
"You are more than your mental health." Crying, SOBBING actually
Same, crying like a baby right now. Connected on so many levels with this video
omg same
Seriously, that was really nice to hear!!
Watch this before you judge people who are homeless or addicts..
😔❤️
Absolutely
This video made me see addicts in a totally different light.
Enabler
@@sadieadler4383 Glad you do. Most people on the streets have a jacked up life story FAR worse than this.
Hey everyone, my name is Joshua and I'm an addict. I'm not one to cry. I think the last time I did was when my dad was in the hospital over two years ago. This video from Jessica made me cry, and not just like a little bit! I watched it in front of my son who is 10 years old and knows why I watch these types of videos. He came up to me and gave me the biggest hug he could! It's so strange to me how powerful some things can be on the brain such as drugs and how they make us act. I'm keeping this short though.
Jessica Kent, thank you. Thank you for showing sooo many people there there is a way out of active addiction! You are a godsend.
aw good luck on your recovery
Good luck may god bless you
Thank you so much for sharing your story! This is all important.
Praying for your recovery ❤️🙏
Joshua, you are loved!
‘You are not your worst mistake’. You have absolutely no idea how much I needed to hear that. From the bottom of my heart thank you for everything you do 🙏
Me 2, I actually wrote down a lot of things she said. I really needed to hear her message...I hope all is going well for you🙏
All that reading you’ve done as a kid really shows: your way with words, your exceptional story-telling - you haven’t just found your place in this world, you’ve brought that little girl you once were with you and given her a stable, loving home, finally.
What an insightfully deep comment! I found myself reading a few times just because it is so uplifting and packed with emotion and truth.
@@scootertruluv Thank you :)
This is incredibly powerful not only due to your story, but also due to the amazing amount of production that you put into this.
Incase this is you Em, hey x
jenwren * I don’t think it is, but hi anyway lol
I came here to say the exact same thing! Bravo!
This is sooo powerful n moving ! U r a Queen n so strong 💪🏼! ❤️💯
What a powerful message. I had chills. I need to say this. I’m an emergency/trauma nurse. It’s easy to become numb to those who struggle with addiction. Thank you for being a face. A face of success. A face that makes me want to be more compassionate. You’re not just helping those who are addicts and their families. Proud of you and your success and I’m so glad I found your channel.
This makes me want to keep trying and not give in to the suicidal ideation. Thank you jess!!! I needed this.
😭❤
You got this girl.
My 19yr old brother took his life 16yr ago on the 28th he said he was fed up of learning from his mistakes he made everyone smile when he left he took a piece of me with him my family will never be the same hes missed so so much he didn't have to do what he did we were there he just didn't know how to reach out for help...I hope Jessica's message helps you to know you are more than those thoughts you are loved ❤ ♥ 💕
Hunni please DON'T take your life, it gets better!! Prayers for you!! 🙏🙏🙏
@@TheShellie28 I'm so sorry about your brother ❤️ much love xx
I was depressed as a kid, still am - when I look at you and your life story I see a path that I could easely have taken. But I never had that friend, my only exposure to substance was my grandma nagging on my grandpa for drinking and on my mother for chain smoking. I was taught to appear as a poster child - so I never got into any crime, drugs, or addiction - just deeper into depression.
My compassion goes out to you and everyone struggeling. We all have our ways to cope even if they are not good for us. I chose self isolation and I numbed every emotion through pure power of will alone. If I had been offered a substance to do it for me I might have took it. If I had an oppurtunity to turn popular, to party, I would have took it.
A person using a substance isn't better than another. Sometimes the only thing different is a missed opportunity.
I was being sexually abused by my stepfather for 6 years as a child, I fought and fought, but I was still forced to live with my abuser for another 7 years and developed stockholm syndrome. Some of us have our childhoods robbed from us without ever even knowing what was stolen. You are so brave for being vulnerable, and you inspire me to do the same with my story. Thank you.
Me too
Thanks for sharing. 🙏 ❤️
No kid deserves to go through that
I was sexually abused by an uncle for several years, which was being enabled by my grandmother. I’m so sorry you went through that. 💜
@@kristenjerome1198 that makes me so mad that any parent or family member can sit there and let that happen, every kid deserves to be and feel safe. It breaks my heart the amount of kids in this world having their childhood robbed from them.
You need to do a Ted talk in highschool and middle school. You can truly make a difference in some kids lives. I'm so sorry all this happened to you 🥺💔
I went to highschool in the town literally a 10 minute drive from her hometown. The drug use in that whole area of upstate NY for teens is massive, and it's somehow even worse in the smaller schools. Talks like this aren't often done and would be so beneficial.
just pressed play, but i just love when you tell these hard stories. i’ve told you this before and i’ll say it so many times more. it takes so much strength to be open and honest with the tough and ugly parts of life. we all walk with the wolves in some way, but no one can fully understand each other’s struggles unless we are honest about what we go through. thank you for doing that. for showing so many people that they (we) are not alone. it means so much. just feeling understood, even if by a stranger, is such a valuable feeling, and you’re providing that for people. love you so much jes. 💕
My dad was an addict. He passed away from
Complications due to his addiction back in July. I watched him fight every single day trying to get and stay sober. I’ve seen first hand the way people write off addicts. His addiction hurt me so bad, but my hurt was nothing compared to the hurt it caused him. Stories like yours make me happy to know that some addicts truly do find sobriety and life after addiction. I am proud of you for fighting for your life.
aw i'm so sorry :(
Your channel gives me life. You are an amazing role model for personal growth.
"I never reached out for help after that" really hit me because I think a lot of mentally ill people have that moment, I know I did.
My mom is an addict and has been sober for almost 3 years now. She overdosed while watching my first child. I has not always been easy but I am so thankful she is healthy and honest now about her addiction. Thank you for sharing your story. This is why I work in non profit. 🖤
My sons grandpa on his dads side offered to watch my son back when he was 2 and I knew he was struggling with addiction so I didnt let him watch him, and the next day I got the call he overdosed and died.
You're so strong..that must have been so scary. I'm a recovering addict, and my mom has severe mental health issues. She wasn't in my life for years bc of it... It's hard to learn to trust again... 💖
Good for you ♡
I hope you never allowed her near your children ever again.
I'm trying to so badly to become nonprofit but I just don't have the funds to get the license that's needed to become one. I can't even remember the name of it smh. I really want to start a few actually for every touchy subject that doesn't get enough support like domestic violence, and teen addiction and children who have lost a parent to drugs and alcohol. My girls just lost their dad this Saturday and I really wish I had a place for them to go and be around other kids their ages so they learn they are not alone. Though I am trying so hard to be strong for them but it's so fresh and it's so so hard. I've made the decision this morning to finally at least try to post some videos even though I only have my phone to record on and won't be able to even attempt to edit and if I somehow do make revenue from the videos or gain followers, God Willing, every penny will go into these projects I feel I am here to do. It has to be the reason I've lived through everything I have because my God would not put me through all these obstacles and trauma without a greater reason
This is my favorite video from you yet. Every word you said resonates with me so much. I’m also in recovery. My daughter also changed me in ways I didn’t know possible. I am now a funeral director- the loss of so many ppl just like me drove me to do the work I do. I STILL struggle with anonymity.. and I shouldn’t.. because I also have achieved things that I should be proud of I give you so much respect- and hope other also find the courage to speak up ✊
How about a TED talk girl?? You’d be great!! ❤️
Yes, she really would.
Hella good idea!
She does
Yup agreed. They have dummies who have done nothing in their life doing TED talks. I'll bet a LOT of people would benefit from hearing Jess's story
Or public speaking at places like schools, churches or other places where a preteen/teen audience would be the target audience.
Jessica!! You are an absolutely amazing person…I’m an addict too and us addicts have to stand together to make a difference!! You’re doing amazing and such an amazing person!! I am binge watching all of your videos!!!
You give me so much hope that I can stay clean and get my son back! I’m over 60 days clean from alcohol that previously ruled my life and I’m so thankful for your videos to give me the strength and understanding to keep putting my best foot forward.
You got this!!!🥰🥰
60 days is incredible! ❤
🌟 Destiny Miller - 60 days! You’ve got this! Before you know it it will be 6 months, then a year, then 5 years, 10 years.... forever! You’re on the way there girl, congratulations! 👏🏼🌟
Ik I am late but you can do this you have this you will get him back
You can do it, Destiny! 💙
Holy crap! That was one of the MOST powerful, genuine testimonies I have ever seen/heard. It's so easy to play "armchair quarterback" & judge someone who is walking through something you personally haven't experienced. I am so thankful that I have grown a LOT as a person & see past people's labels. Kindness matters.
If you’re in addiction right now & you’re still alive.. YOU ARE NOT WEAK! You’re one of the strongest people walking this earth! To live the life of an addict & not just lay down & give up.. you are stronger than you feel & it will take you far. Normal daily life pain is nothing in comparison to what you’re already enduring. You got this 🙏🏼💜
Thank you for that Cailin, I needed to hear that actually. Very well said..you made my day. 💕
I just lost my daughters dad Saturday morning to this disease 😭💔🙏. You are so very right. And God willing if I have a chance to wake up tomorrow morning I will have 2years free
Becca Kennedy Praying for you tonight 💗
CrystalMarie Demecs I’m so sorry to hear that, let that pain fuel you to keep moving forward on that 2 years
Thank you
I can't wait to read your biography. It feels so powerful that you are the one telling your story the way you want to. We already feel like we know you from your RUclips storytimes, but this feels different and gives me a new perspective.
Everybody should know your name and your story. You are helping more people than you think, not only you are an example and a rock for the people suffering from addiction and mental health problems that watch your videos but you are helping people like me how to treat, understand and help our family members, friends, etc that are going through it. Sending all my love from Spain
I feel so honoured to know your name.
This was AMAZING to watch.
For gosh sakes, Jess! You have me crying (while homeschooling my 8 yr old) and hearing you say, “I am not anonymous. My name is Jessica Kent, and I’m a recovering addict.” That hit me so hard. Thank you.
i have struggled with depression my entire life, and you gave me hope, jess. if you got out of prison and built a life for yourself from nothing, i can battle my depression. i wanna be a mother, too, and i wanna live in a world where my children feel safe, through all the shit we call life. thank you for saving my life.
I know this video was not easy to film... Thank you for your honesty 🖤
I fight with clinical depression and PTSD. I am not an addict but I have got so much inspiration from you. I am now going back to school and going to live my dreams. Most days I don’t get out of my bed and if I do I make it to the recliner. But because of your story I have decided to not let it hold me prisoner anymore. 🖤
You made me cry. I got into a bad self harm addiction myself. I know it's different, but it nearly killed me and I couldn't stop. I related alot towards your story.
It's not that different girl! Sending you all the love!!! ❤❤❤ Hope you're doing better today!
I accidentally clicked on this and couldn't stop watching. I'm proud of you. The struggle is real and you are a survivor.
I'm 3 minutes in. I already want to say you are so god damn strong. I can already tell this is going to be an emotional roller coaster, and the 'self interview' sort of layout is powerful. Sending you all the love.
WOW. Just a lil morning sob gets the blood pumpin! This is incredibly powerful, as are you. As a loved one of an addict, you’ve added so much to my understanding and heart through these videos. Thank you.
You have had quite a life Jessica.
Life is hard but geesh!!
I’m anxious to read your autobiography and all of your life stories.
Take care and stay safe! 💜
People tend to think that to be in this situation you must be weak. While failing to realise that to have survived, we are stronger than we hope you ever have to be.
Currently going through the hardest time I’ve faced in my life yet, watching this sobbing, and feeling every word you spoke. Thank you for making me not feel alone, even just for a little over 20 minutes.
Breathe deep. Feel that? That is life. That is god (nature) filling your spirit
You are so loved so wanted so adored. I don't know you but I know your pain. Do not give up
"You are so much more than your worst mistake."
Damn, that hit deep. Real deep.
On my boyfriends phone hence the dude-- lol but my name is Brandi. Your story gives me so much hope and strength. Im going to be kicking opioids in a couple days and I really feel that I'm gunna pull thru this time largely because of stories like yours & the parallels i see in my own... Thank you for sharing ❤
You got this💕🌟🌟🌟🌟
Yess!! You can do this. Sending luv 💗
You can do it ♥️ take it one day at a time, or even one hour or minute at a time if you need to. Keep reminding yourself of why you're doing this, remember the love people have for you from all around the world, I'm sending you love and support all the way from Western Australia ♥️
You're so strong.
You got this hunni!! Stay strong and keep praying 🙏🙏🙏 I'm working on my 3rd year
God willing tomorrow will be my 2 year anniversary free of all mood and mind altering substances. It can be done. Just one day at a time. In the beginning I had to even take it one hour or even one minute at a time. It is very very critical to change all using and toxic people, places and things. And I mean all of them, in my case that was most of my family. Spirituality is a really big part too. To connect with something, some power greater than ourselves! And to be completely open, honestly and willing to do anything for sobriety like we did at time to get our drugs of choice. I'll add you to my prayer list! You can message me anytime, this is my real name and my Facebook is the same! We just lost my daughters dad Saturday to "just one more time" so please please just stop right now. Not tomorrow or the next day. But today 🙏. And I'm here to love you till you can love yourself because that's what someone else did for me
This one was so powerfuly son is in jail for his 3rd time it breaks my heart he is also addicted to shard/ice he is horrible when using but I have to remember m boy is still in there somewhere and I will never stop loving him. I spoke to him today and I told him I've been watching U for a while now thank U for helping me to b there for my son more urnt just helping addict's U r helping there family's as well bless U jess
Stories like this should serve the purpose to inspire all of us to donate, our time, money or both, and support homeless shelters, rehab centers, orphanages, etc. You never know how much these places impact the life of people going through though situations.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. 6 years ago my alcoholic mother who struggled with her mental health and was called a lost cause and everything just like you....did pull the trigger. My gun, my bedroom, my first day of college. People need to kind and see addicts as the people they are. They need to say how can I make your day better? How can I be a help to you and lift your burdens just a little, even if it's just by a smile or a kind word.
the moment you said "i will no longer shame myself," i started crying. there's so much power in your voice. thank you for your channel and thank you for being you
Thank you, thank you, thank you. 💕 I'm a recovering addict (12 yrs active, almost 3 yrs sober) and your content means so, so much to me Jessica.
This video is emotional but that line "you wouldn't know my name" is so so so powerful. This is strength in a video format.
And I feel grateful and lucky to know your name!
❤️
My addiction and my struggles are nothing comparable to yours but you also seem like someone who would be the first person to say "pain isn't comparable, your pain is valid".
I'm trying to tell myself that because I'm sick of "others have it worse" attitude from medical staff.
When I came suicidal they turned me away. They didn't "see that I was depressed". I didn't have any intention on showing or proving them wrong. So my sleeves stayed down and my self harm hidden.
I'm not from USA but I can connect in a way that shouldn't be possible. It shouldn't be like this. We shouldn't have same shame over mental health issues around the globe.
But we do.
So I'm sending good vibes to everyone - from Croatia ❤️
I was honestly going to tell you that there is no need to compare or downplay what you have been through. We all go through things but only we know how real the pain we have been through is. I was taught this, so one person could have almost died from being beat and that can be the worst pain they have ever been in. But that doesn't mean if you were just punch one time that that isn't the most painful thing you have been through. They are still equal because pain is pain. It doesn't even have to be physical to compare to what someone else has felt. I can't seem to find the words for what I'm trying to explain but I hope it's somewhat makes sense
@@crystalmariedemecs9257 thank you for taking time to reply. It means a lot to see that other people validate different kinds of pain.
I'm trying to do that to myself but.... I always feel "what if you aren't in the right and you're just a whiney weak person".
I needed this today. Thank you!
I always remember people who gave me words of comfort so thank you. I will try to remember your words when I'm beating myself down.
i came here also because of this quote
you are such an inspiration. i’ve seen people close to me struggle with substance abuse and seeing you get better makes me hopeful for them. thank you.
one of the most articulate, detailed, wonderful story I've ever heard. It's true, what they say, you never truly know how strong you are until you are FORCED to test that strength. Though I do not know you, I can honestly say I am proud of you for rising above everyone that wanted to "throw you away." I worked in psych, in a hospital, for long-term care of adolescent females ages 13-17. I would've given anything to have this video to have shared with those, then, that were struggling with chemical dependency. You are brave, you are strong; you are an example. Your message is brilliant. SUBSCRIBED. ;)
Jess, I just commented on one of your most recent posts a few hours ago, "your quiet subscriber." You had me in tears earlier and again now. I left RUclips and came back and stumbled onto this video. I needed to hear all of this. Coming out of prison as a recovering addict is so scary. You give me so much hope. You're such a beautiful person with amazing an amazing way with words. Thank you so much for what you do. I know you're going through a lot right now currently, but I'm so proud of you and where you are now. I wanna find the drive and purpose to help others the way you have, it's been a passion sense I was a child. But through my struggles of life and in today's world, I've lost that hope and don't know how to direct that energy. But you give me hope and light a fire in me. Thank you.
Sending so much love
I'm currently struggling with an alcohol use problem and occasionally other substances, since lockdown started. I'm stuck in a judgmental ab*s*ve home, i have no money to live anywhere else, and am about to be kicked out. All my friends have left me due to my usage problem. My issues change- i managed to cut back on alc for about a week which was amazing. but then something bad happened and i was right back into it. the shame, embarrassment and depression I'm feeling, i can't even find words. I'm the most lost I've ever been in my life. thank you for sharing your story, Jess. it sounds weird but the idea of having and raising a kid is the most beautiful future to me, and keeps me going. its amazing how your baby led you to a completely different life, and you did it for her. sending a lot of love to your family. got to remind myself to just hang on. even when everything else seems so dark.
You are loved 💕
keep fighting- this in a feeling and a challenging time- not your forever. I believe in you! take it day by day : )
Thanks for sharing your story
No matter who you are or what you’ve done....you matter & have a life worth living. Be a survivor 👊🏻👊🏻 Jessica...Nothing but respect ✊🏻 ✊🏻
Jessica really has a knack for storytelling. This was so deeply moving. Thanks for sharing your story and reminding us that we need to fix this broken system.
PLEASE WRITE A BOOK
your story is so inspiring. more need to hear it.
There is a book my parents made me read in high school called "Go Ask Alice". I read this in 1981. It opened my eyes to the dangerous path I was on, and with help, I was able to avoid the worst of it.
She did yay
My mom also suffered from depression. She was in and out of psych wards my entire life. I’ve picked her up off the ground from her abuse of pills more times than I can count. But I was so lucky. I had my dad. An actual angel on earth, who despite everything stuck with my mom and raised us 3 kids while working 3 jobs to support us. Right now my mom is in the ICU. Her addiction has caught up with her and it’s really friken sad seeing my dad go through this. My childhood could have been so much darker if it weren’t for him. I’m blessed and I’m thankful every single day. Mental illness has such an impact on the entire family. You are resilient and I’m so happy I found your channel. Keep being an incredible human - your story is impacting more people than you think. Bless ❤️
I needed this so badly today. Another day sober is my decision today. Thank you.
I love this so much. I am not anonymous either. My name is Lyndsy Wilmarth and I am a recovering addict. 7 years sober on sept 12, 2020. My story is so similar to yours. I had goosebumps listening to this....please please keep doing what you are doing. You are an inspiration to me and so so many!!!!
your story of redemption never fails to amaze me no matter how many times I hear it. thank you for always being so brave and sharing your story with us. 💖💖💖
Jessica, I can't thank you enough for your incredible strength and courage. You have given a voice to all the women who are broken little girls on the inside. You have demonstrated that change is possible, once the problem is defined. Thank you. With your permission I would like to use this video as part of my Life Skills classes in rehab centers. Sending you a hug of gratitude.
Wow, Jessica the power and raw emotion in every word you spoke was so evident and the things you said touched me so much. I was actually lying in bed watching and without even realizing I all of a sudden had very quiet but large tears flowing down my cheeks to my pillow. A very moving story and not that it mesns much but I am so very proud of you and the life you lead .
No you are not! YOU ARE STRONG, YOU ARE BRAVE, YOU ARE A SUCCESS.... AND YOU JESSICA KENT, ARE LOVED!!! 🙏🏻
I wish I could give little jess a hug and a safe place to read her books in peace and know that room and corner of the world is hers and it's not gonna change or go anywhere unless she changes it or moves it.
During my life I've meet with lots of people with severe problems, more or less like you. But, believe me It's hard to find someone with such amazing love for live....such terrific spirit of overcoming and to be again a good person after a "parenthesis". This, to overcome the problems and adictions, was your own and personal brave decision. This requires a lot of courage.
You inspires a lot of good things. God bless you and your family. Stay safe and well.
Depression is an evil evil illness to deal with and that fact you have overcome all of this and still working toward yourself, is just more of an inspiration to us powering through every day. You are providing light for people in their dark times who think there is no way out and for that I thank you so much. Well done for everything you do, you are such an inspiration. X
Wow! I work with OUD/SUD mom’s and families everyday, this is going to be a must watch during the get to know you and intake process. Powerful message! Sad to see dislikes...how is that even possible? Keep inspiring others!
Girl this made me cry. Not tears from sadness, but tears of being so PROUD of you! You are a fucking rock star sis!!!! You are such an inspiration babe.
Thank you for telling us about the physical abuse you suffered. I know a girl who has exploded and been charged with a seemingly unrelated misdemeanor. I found out before she blew up to not talk about her mother. You explained the why.
Your story is an inspiration for anyone who, in the face of life's adversities, is questioning whether they can turn their life around.
New SUBSCRIBER, my heart feels your childhood pain, I am so sorry to that young sweet girl that deserved and just wanted love..I am so happy to hear you speak today and knowing you survived the most horrible odds..Keep steady and straight on your recovery
As a recovering addict myself, let me tell you how inspiring you and your story truly are. It’s a testament to no matter how low you may be, anything can still be possible. When you said “three bundle-a-day habit”, my jaw hit the floor. Especially for how small you are. You survived all of that for a reason.
You are a natural story teller. It's just great to listen to you. You can be so proud of yourself and the things you've achieved despite your past experiences ...
Had to fight back tears through this. Your story is so incredibly empowering every time I hear it or bits of it. I’ve been following you since the beginning. You’re amazing.
I knew this was going to be hard to watch, but I'm only at 3:52 and I'm trying not to cry. I am, once again, I am blown away by how brave you are for being willing to share your experience.
Your story makes me want to tell my own story. I'm not sure how to articulate this, but thank you. There's something so important about what you've been through, who you were, and the light that you have become. It makes me rethink some of my opinions of others and that maybe I should be more proactive about trying to understand people by their base motivations and how or why they developed them rather than their actions.
I've been doing a lot of shadow work, not on a spiritual basis, but as someone who wants to make sure I don't become who I've been running from and this video came at the exact right time. Once again, sincerely, thank you.
I have heard your story so many times and watched every single video without fail. But this one takes all the cake, amazing editing, amazingly told, and straight 🔥🔥
I know that I don’t know you personally. But, you have touched my heart in so many ways. Thinking of myself as less than is a constant for me!!! You have no idea how much your words & true emotion have done for me & surely countless others!!! THANK YOU, JESS!!!
“As a mother it is my hope to create a life that my children don’t have to heal from.” Wow. Just, wow. I wish my biological “mother” felt the same. She was the start of my depression, anxiety, and PTSD. I’ve never personally experienced or know someone with an addiction, well, let me take that back. Just because I don’t know doesn’t mean it’s not there. I’ve been watching you for about a year now Jessica and while I’ve heard you tell your story here and there, this was just, incredible. You carry so much strength, growth, wisdom, faith, and love in your heart. Your daughters and Reece are so so very lucky that you’re still here. We’re all so grateful that you’re still here and that you found your way to sobriety and on a path to recovery and healing. I’ve come from a very traumatic childhood and honestly the beginning of my adulthood, so I’m my own way I related with you and your story. I’m very very excited to get my hands on your autobiography. Words cannot express the respect and love that I have for you, or at least how much it’s grown. It’s people like you that I look up to you and think about in my dark moments when I don’t feel that I can or want to continue. I’m so so so proud of you and how far you’ve come and the hard work you’ve put in to be who and where you are now. I have so much love for you. The moment I pressed play I was glued. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. It is so brave and appreciated and I know that it will reach the people out there that need it the most. You are so so beautiful and impactful and your purpose in this world is only going to grow bigger. I’m so grateful that I found your channel and honored to share and continue through this journey of life with you. I love you Jessica! 💜💜💜
Jessica I’ve watched just about ever one of your videos but this by far has got to be your best!!! I’m literally in tears driving down the road. Thank you for not being anonymous. You truly make me want to be a better person.
Thank you Jess for being a tether to sanity, a beacon of strength in my depression and hope for a better future. Your message hits me to my core. You (and Reece) have such a Powerful message. Thank you.
Thank you Jessica for your story! I too suffer from clinical depression but I will have 24 years clean and sober come April 21st and I cherish every day I am alive. Your story is a true inspiration. Stay sober and safe.
"you wouldn't know my name" that is probably the most powerful brick busting statement I've had to mentally motivate me
i listened for 20 minutes with a straight face and i bawled my eyes out for the last three minutes
This is such an impactful video. The quality is amazing - I feel like I’m watching a documentary on TV. I really can relate to the mental health issues and the power they can have over you. I’m so lucky I met my husband at 21. He truly saved me from the darkness and I currently live a very happy, blessed life, with our beautiful daughter, in our dream house. Never give up - you are worth it 💜. Truly awesome video Jessica!
i know many homeless shelters have to scrape the bottom of the barrel simply to stay operational and provide the bare necessities, and doing so makes them a blessing nonetheless. but i want to commend the omaha shelter (and any others like it) for actively trying to bring joy to those in such a dark place. renting a limo to drive the shelter’s residents through christmas light displays/neighborhoods is an immense act of kindness and helps restore my faith in humanity ❤️
Chills literally chills.
YOU my dear, are courageous. Your children have no idea YET how lucky they are to have you for a mom❤️🙋🏻♀️
@jessicakent, Just a suggestion...but first perfectly done on this video!! Its different than the others angle/view wise and it tells your WHOLE (in short but detailed description) story. My suggestion is you should add this one below in your description box for new subscribers who havent seen your personal journey in the other videos. Because this explains your past to present in just one video. Love love love watching you, so inspirational. Everyone needs to have positive feedback in their lives or it does get dark. So dark.💜😘
Ps..one more thing, my daughter is 17 and Im having a really hard time with her going down a wrong path out of nowhere so your videos help me look at things from her point as she was bullied all through young years>I had her/gave birth at only 17 AND got married at ONLY 17 too been married still to SAME guy for almost 18 years, youve inspired me to actually start on my book, and be brave telling my story (theres way more than just what I wrote to it obv in my life!) Take care💕
I cried watching this. Words can’t really describe how I feel. Your story is so evocative, poignant, impactful. You are impactful. Thank you.
We are the same age and it makes me think of how different our lives were at the same time
You are so brave and inspiring, I look up to you💕💕💕
You are awesome! I mean that! A light of what you describe is familiar for me. I'm on parole after a 14 month stretch and I was able to go to rehab on a furlough while awaiting trial and it was one of the best decisions I've ever made. I ended up having to do more time when the furlough was done, but I still have the notes I took and all the stuff I learned about addiction and about myself. One day, I hope to have a family, as well.
I don't usually comment on RUclips videos but this was so beautifully said and such a moving story, it got me in tears. You're amazing Jess. And although I've never been through addiction myself, you've given me the understanding and the compassion to help people around me who are struggling. Your struggle with mental health is somewhat similar to mine and that's partly the reason i enjoy watching your channel so much. You're so full of love and you never judge anyone. Keep doing what you're doing. You're helping so so many people ❤
Love from Zimbabwe 🇿🇼
No words. So very grateful you are here.
This is what strength looks like. You are so strong, resilient, and a true inspiration. Never stop sharing your story and being your true self. I am so amazed by you❤️❤️
Wow brought me to tears. I needed this reminder of how important it is to forgive yourself and to let go of the shame and guilt we carry for the things we have done in the past. It’s crazy because I look back at myself during the height of my addiction and I don’t even recognize her...the happiness I feel in sobriety has made me realize this is the secret all along. Thank you Jess for another great video
Thank you for making this! Thank you for sharing 🖤 I 100% need to hear this, my depression is currently at its peak and I so needed motivating to keep going & this video give me just that. The strength & courage you have is inspirational. Thank you x
U really CANNOT judge a book by its cover! Jessica, u seem so happy & bubbly, then again we’re seeing u now, not your childhood or prison times. I can’t imagine your sad journey with depression, but keep doing what you’re doing because u have a beautiful personality, respect, intelligence & beauty. I pray for u & hope for a ‘forever’ recovery, but think you will always have that lingering with u. Bless you🙏🏼 & I love & enjoy your videos! Please stay healthy, both physical & mental & sober…..whatever & however you’re doing it. I also pray for your children, but I think you’re so appreciative after all u went through & your a super mom! You’ve been through a horrible first part of life & I know you will do whatever it takes to make the rest of your life the best u can. BLESS YOU!🙏🏼
I love you Jess!! Your energy is always so soothing to me. Your story hits right at home for me. I experienced so many of the same things!! Never stop doing what you’re doing, you truly help people and you’re amazing for that.
You are so strong and articulate. Woah ! Congratulations for the life you built for yourself, you did more than most people.
Jessica sometimes you leave me speechless ....thank you so much for sharing your stories, they are so POWERFUL! You have inspired me to let go of the shame and guilt and start sharing my stories on my own channel.. if I can make a quarter of the impact you are making , then I would feel like my mistakes weren’t in vain...I love you! Thanks
20:12 is so incredibly powerful. Thank you for sharing your story.