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  • Опубликовано: 16 ноя 2024

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  • @sharonmaitland4411
    @sharonmaitland4411 10 месяцев назад +134

    Claudia, sometimes we have to disconnect from the news for our mental health. Remember the people in Gaza are in the worst situation but the are not giving up. You don't give up and that is how you honor them.

    • @vanitylaurence7339
      @vanitylaurence7339 10 месяцев назад +24

      Sharon you are right. Disconnecting from news, from everything at least for a week, is sometimes needed. The fact that Claudia knows that she is not feeling well is already a 1st step. I think if she can, it will be good to really isolate herself in a church or somewhere (not hospital) that she can be surrounded by people with good vibes, love;, empathy. I did it by spending time in a spiritual retreat and this really help me. I was literaly losing my mind. As a lawyer, it was a time I saw so many injustices that I was like, no this world is not for me. And when you reach that point, my doctor told me it is not for hospital to help you, you need to be away from all. The spiritual retreat really help me to accept that the world is the world and we can only do what we can, we cannot fix everything, we only have to do our best. The Israel/Palestine war is even before most of us were borned. Accepting is not being complice of that, just do what we can. Hope she will find a solution. We love her.

    • @oneoflokis
      @oneoflokis 10 месяцев назад +10

      Definitely! 💯

    • @kupotenshi
      @kupotenshi 10 месяцев назад +11

      Yes, if Palestinians haven't lost hope despite everything, that gives me so much hope for this world too.

    • @ruthc2468
      @ruthc2468 10 месяцев назад +10

      Thank you Sharon what you are saying is true. Please Claudia try to disconnect. Remember slavery and even apartheid came to an end because of people who helped in different ways marching, sending petitions, donations just find something to do to help. Stay safe. I have been appreciative of your podcasts.

    • @marygaleac
      @marygaleac 9 месяцев назад

      Are you sorry for the Uyghur genocide in China….sorry for the Christian genocide in Nigeria by……you’ve guessed it Islamists…..and your crying for a nation that voted for Hamas and celebrated the torture..rape…beheadings…burnings…..paraded the bodies through the streets……and you can’t fathom it……and you talk about an invisible man that supposedly lives in the sky…..give yourself a slap…..get a job…get a boyfriend…..get a hobby……and throw your iPhone away…….your welcome…..

  • @charlottehubert3418
    @charlottehubert3418 10 месяцев назад +54

    As someone who has been subscribed to your channel for many years, I've seen you get through so many dark periods and I really believe you can do it again. You are not alone, we are all here supporting you ❤️ I will keep you in my thoughts

  • @gaellewis
    @gaellewis 10 месяцев назад +40

    Claudia, your sensitivity and goodness is exactly what is needed most in these dark times. The light of your love and compassion is a precious gift - hold on to your faith. Where there is darkness, there is also light. As with all things, this too shall pass and from the ashes of this horror a new consciousness will rise up. Put down the load you've been carrying, others can take it up; it's now time to take care of yourself, you are very much loved and needed. Your kindred wisdom has touched many across the globe - even 'down under' where I live. Let your courage guide you and know you are are loved and not alone. 🙏❤

    • @apocalypto1
      @apocalypto1 9 месяцев назад +1

      🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 bwa-ha-ha-haaaaaaaaa🤦‍♀️

    • @dpiswife
      @dpiswife 6 месяцев назад +1

      Although not about me, I just wanted to say, this is a really beautiful comment and I took your words to heart as well.

  • @ivorharry6372
    @ivorharry6372 10 месяцев назад +39

    Dear Claudia, you are a part of my life. Your deep and insightful commentary has opened up a part of me that identifies with your pain and your distress. I feel as you do. As a negro I have felt this sense of helplessness for a much longer time. True , Gaza is on another level but the feeling of helplessness is the same when I see how the powerful and connected ignore the plight of my people. The barefaced neglect of black families, disenfranchisement of entire negro communities, the deliberate withholding of economic empowerment, open racism, hate directed towards black people yet; the world makes more fuss about people protesting the treatment of the Palestinians. They are hypocritically labeled as antisemetics for protesting. Nobody makes much of a fuss about the daily mistreatment of black people. Believe me, I also feel frustrated and angry. However, I have learnt that God acts to defend the poor and defenseless people of this world. I have learned to trust Him. I know, the destroyers will meet justice one day. I have learned to surrender my feelings to God. I sincerely pray you will begin your recovery from this dark place. Be encouraged my sister. We do love and care for you.

  • @hyacinthnewell34
    @hyacinthnewell34 10 месяцев назад +30

    Claudia may God give you the strength to lean on his strength. I reccomend the Serenity prayer for you. You said the world is not a good place but I pray you will see that the world has always had both good and bad events happening. Pray, pray, pray. Remember the people of Gaza needs you to be here to stand up for them🙏❤

  • @iriswilson1580
    @iriswilson1580 10 месяцев назад +133

    God, please cover Claudia. Comfort her, heal her, guide lead and protect her as only you can🙏🏽❤️

    • @rachel3343
      @rachel3343 10 месяцев назад +8

      Amen

    • @tomdg13
      @tomdg13 10 месяцев назад +4

      Amen

    • @jamesbramwell6547
      @jamesbramwell6547 10 месяцев назад +2

      Amen.

    • @julietteholder-fowler9481
      @julietteholder-fowler9481 9 месяцев назад +4

      Amen 🙏. With God all things are possible. Please take care of yourself. Remember this to shall pass. You have to care more about yourself than what is going on .

    • @MandieCat
      @MandieCat 9 месяцев назад +2

      Amen!!!

  • @squaxcom
    @squaxcom 10 месяцев назад +51

    Claudia, you can only help people within your immediate vicinity. I was in a psych ward for 2 months there, don't let them get you, it's a waste of your time and precious life. I now volunteer at a local foodbank, trying to help people the best I can; do the best you can, make people smile and laugh. Fight the darkness with all you've got.

    • @andrewjoyner4133
      @andrewjoyner4133 9 месяцев назад

      Exactly... worrying too much about stuff that is happening thousands of mile away is just going to drive you crazy. As it seems to be doing here.
      Bad stuff has been going on in the world since time immemorial. Not much we can do about it most of the time.
      We can empathize but we can't let it affect our mental health.

    • @Louloujohanssen
      @Louloujohanssen 8 месяцев назад

      Great advice

  • @DudeSilad
    @DudeSilad 9 месяцев назад +16

    I've lived in many places in the world. Spent time in Africa. Holidayed like most of us, all over Europe. Been shot at. Twice. Nearly mugged in Paris. Spent hours going around in circles in Athens with no help from the ignorant locals. Britain is the absolute best place in the world. For us sane people 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧

  • @josephinewoods6480
    @josephinewoods6480 10 месяцев назад +44

    Praying for you Claudia 🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @lindalala5813
    @lindalala5813 10 месяцев назад +88

    Please know at least 47k people love you very much. I do! People do care ...good things happen when time is taken to find answers to the great problems in this world. All I can say is prayer heals. You are in my prayers for strength. Hang in there kiddo!

    • @lavernplunkett2995
      @lavernplunkett2995 10 месяцев назад +7

      Blessings to you Claudia 🙏 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @Judyri
      @Judyri 10 месяцев назад +4

      ❤️❤️❤️🫂🙏🏽🫶🏽

  • @gayletapscott7606
    @gayletapscott7606 10 месяцев назад +25

    Claudia, some people care and some people don’t. I hear you. I’m over here in the USA watching it as well. But your podcast are doing more than you think. It gives us watching what’s happening in Gaza a place to go when they can’t do anything. You are helping the helpless who feel like you. Please keep the faith.

  • @alibra926
    @alibra926 10 месяцев назад +18

    Claudia you are NOT mad. You are going to be alright.
    I am praying for you dear.
    Keep it together you WILL get through the the other side. You are a beautiful soul. The world needs you Claudia B.
    Yes you can baby girl. God got you🙏
    Many love to you ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
    Don't leave us ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
    Hugs to you.🥰🫶

  • @kelsey2378
    @kelsey2378 10 месяцев назад +58

    You're not alone, Claudia. I feel the same. Bearing witness to what's been happening in Gaza has been... soul-destroying. It's a global vicarious traumatic experience. So, please don't feel guilty. Souls like yours are needed in this world. I pray that you find comfort and healing... 🙏❤️

    • @Himmiefan
      @Himmiefan 10 месяцев назад +6

      The women raped and mutilated by Hamas were traumatized too, but people seem to forget about them.

    • @sympthylost
      @sympthylost 9 месяцев назад +3

      @@Himmiefan an eye for an eye makes the world blind.

    • @alibra926
      @alibra926 9 месяцев назад

      @@Himmiefan you could be the lone ranger and remember them. Let it start with you and not complain. 2 wrongs don't make a right.

    • @AJay-pj2df
      @AJay-pj2df 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@Himmiefanprove it! Zero evidence has been produced. WAKE up! Still believing mainstream media? ENOUGH! #freepalestine #fromtherivertotheseapalestinewillbefree #ceasefirenow ✊🏽🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸✊🏽🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

  • @rosemorgan7469
    @rosemorgan7469 10 месяцев назад +20

    Dear Claudia,
    Please, please keep your faith, help must come to ease your pain. You are such a sensitive soul, Please hang in there. We love you.❤❤

  • @juliarose3826
    @juliarose3826 10 месяцев назад +48

    Im so sorry Claudia. The world is horrible but I really hope you find some light and healing and joy. You deserve to feel better than this 💔💝

    • @lostintranslation1957
      @lostintranslation1957 9 месяцев назад

      She is horrible in the world. The world is full of beauty. Stepping away from socialism and propaganda helps us realise such beauty.

  • @sandrahill4465
    @sandrahill4465 10 месяцев назад +13

    Claudia, you were given a wonderful gift from GOD. Please know you are WORTHY. 😢❤❤❤

  • @onefortyfivepm776
    @onefortyfivepm776 10 месяцев назад +16

    my heart breaks watching this video, i can hear in your voice how much you are struggling. i have been in those dark places before, i know how hopeless they can feel. but just because it may feel hopeless, doesn't mean it is. hold tight and keep breathing, take it one day at a time. you can get through this storm. protect the flame of hope, as small and non-existent as it feels now, and keep the faith that the clouds will break someday and that there will be daylight again. please take care Claudia, and stay safe.

  • @staceysullivan787
    @staceysullivan787 10 месяцев назад +21

    I understand. Please don't give up we need more people like you, in the world. Please stay strong. You are not alone. I needed to know that everyone wasn't evil, and I found you that day. Don't let the darkness overwhelm you. I'm praying for you 🙏😘

  • @londoncalling3009
    @londoncalling3009 9 месяцев назад +10

    Free London,, from the river Thames to the North Sea England will be free 🇬🇧🇬🇧❤️❤️

  • @fishyc150
    @fishyc150 9 месяцев назад +16

    How lucky to live in a country you are so free you can even complain about it.

    • @RosieOleanderDallinger
      @RosieOleanderDallinger 9 месяцев назад +1

      Remember this next time you, yourself wanna complain.

    • @fishyc150
      @fishyc150 9 месяцев назад

      @@RosieOleanderDallinger I will. I won't belittle the country itself though.

  • @MrsMonty1
    @MrsMonty1 10 месяцев назад +11

    We are praying for you and for peace. You have helped so many of us learn so much. Please accept help from others.❤

  • @QueenBee1118
    @QueenBee1118 10 месяцев назад +24

    Sending hugs. Don't give up. Things will get better. Rev 21:4, Psalm 37:10, 11 & 29..

  • @alexvictoria84
    @alexvictoria84 10 месяцев назад +16

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this. You helped me through the darkest time of my life, which is no understatement. I wish I could repay the favour but my words all seem shallow and inadequate. Horrible things are happening and as individuals we can’t stop them, but we can each make the world a better place and together we might see a change that makes things less horrendous. There’s a lot of love for you here and you are certainly not alone ❤

  • @RuthLopez-tn3uv
    @RuthLopez-tn3uv 10 месяцев назад +17

    It breaks my heart to see you so sad. Please know that many people wish you wellness and happiness.
    You are NOT going mad. Sometimes depression is the only rational response to seeing the evil in the world. And the world is going mad right now. Hang on to your heart, you know you're right. (I'm so glad you're getting help)
    Take one step at a time. Find a place where you can do good for others, and, no matter how small and inconsequential the good you do may seem, keep doing it. Be relentless in finding what good you can do and DO IT. Keep doing it. Do what good you can, where ever you can, for as long as you can.
    Ask yourself right now, what one good thing you can do today, right now. Do it, and then look for the next good you can do. That is really all any of us can do.
    You are a force for good. Keep fighting. We need your heart and your strength, and your goodness in the world.

    • @dadsfavorite4810
      @dadsfavorite4810 9 месяцев назад

      Please Claudia show some love and compassion to YOURSELF 😢
      Jesus is the only one that can fix what is going on in the Middlesex
      You need to be strong to Carry on and care about them
      Cast your cares and burdens upon the Lord He will sustain you
      Don’t look at the news reports
      I love and care about you and will be praying for you
      There is always hope
      Call unto God He will answer you❤

  • @berniceadolphus-davis4120
    @berniceadolphus-davis4120 9 месяцев назад +10

    Claudia, people have different roles to play in life. Obviously yours is to be the voice for justice. Imagine those who are suffering cannot reach the ears of even one BUT you on their behalf have reached 47k. Without you, there would be 47k less folks oblivious to the heart of those suffering. What an awesome ministry you have taken on and with such truth and passion. That being said, if a pause is needed then do so knowing your giving to the betterment of society did not fall on deaf ears....... at least 47k and surely even more than you may be aware. This is no small feat!!!

  • @char_fenton
    @char_fenton 9 месяцев назад +5

    29 is not too late to get help. it is not at all the case that if there was help, it would have been done by now. healing is a lifelong adventure! healing is not a destination. please take some rest on the journey, no one can sprint forever. you're so important

  • @Mikaelalan
    @Mikaelalan 10 месяцев назад +8

    Sending love! ❤ Please take care of yourself! 😢❤️

  • @ayouba61
    @ayouba61 10 месяцев назад +10

    Love you Claudia. Accept the help❤❤

  • @kupotenshi
    @kupotenshi 10 месяцев назад +7

    I feel like highly empathetic and kind people suffer the most during times like this. It's hard to ignore the pure evil on display like the majority of people seem to do. Try to remember that the Palestinian people haven't given up hope. If they can remain hopeful, let that give you hope for better days too 💛

  • @eslinemills376
    @eslinemills376 10 месяцев назад +12

    Sorry to hear you are going through this, hope you have family and friends to support you. I know you have a strong faith so hold on to that and it will see you through.

  • @edajones6390
    @edajones6390 10 месяцев назад +11

    Desr Claudia - so sorry to hear you. I hope get the help you need - have faith a bit longer and i pray you revover soon. Take care, take time out - i am sure we are all feeling it for you. You are not alone i for one will be praying for you and you will recover. Blessings be with you my dear. 💕. X

  • @Naomi-bm3rc
    @Naomi-bm3rc 10 месяцев назад +14

    You are not alone. The world needs someone like you.

  • @richydoumbe0
    @richydoumbe0 9 месяцев назад +11

    You didn’t seem that unwell when spewing anti British sentiment on question time

    • @RosieOleanderDallinger
      @RosieOleanderDallinger 9 месяцев назад

      Are you always one emotion 24/7?
      And what about what she said was “anti-British”? Or are you wanna of those flag shaggers?

  • @TamikoHinmon2325
    @TamikoHinmon2325 10 месяцев назад +12

    Praying for strength and be encourage that you are in this world to help make change.

  • @sharonneysmith5236
    @sharonneysmith5236 9 месяцев назад +4

    Dear Claudia I just wanted you to know first and foremost you are very much loved. This is so trite but it is one day at a time. There is always something that we can do. I'm giving a monthly donation, and i know it's not enough, nor am I as courageously as you are. I DO CARE.😢 And truthfully, many feel as you do. If we falter for a moment, it's ok. Let's not give up or darkness wins. You are light, and light will drives away darkness. ✨️ HOPE. FAITH. LOVE. Stay with us, the world needs YOU. We need YOU. ❤❤❤😢😢😢

  • @botanicG
    @botanicG 10 месяцев назад +12

    Claudia we love you so much your wonderful soul is the light in our life. Feel better sweet lady. xoxoxo

  • @achilleus9918
    @achilleus9918 10 месяцев назад +9

    Taking time to rest and recover is the best thing you can do - if you're not well enough to fight, that can be motivation to get well. And know you've inspired us to keep fighting for justice and peace. We'll fight while you recover. This sort of thing is SUPPOSED to be a team effort, and that involves tapping out when you need to.
    Good luck 💙 we love you and you deserve happiness. I have faith in you.

  • @naulawilliams8291
    @naulawilliams8291 10 месяцев назад +10

    Just wishing you the very best. Be of good courage!

  • @solenedidio-girard5872
    @solenedidio-girard5872 10 месяцев назад +4

    Claudia, I have been watching your channel for many, many years and you have been a spiritual big sister to me. It breaks my heart to see you like this but I will be praying for you and donating to medical aid for Gaza again in your honour. Please find peace in the fact that you encourage each and every one of your viewers to do better and be better. You deserve to take a break and seek help. We will keep fighting in the mean time 💖✊

  • @uniquevideosUk
    @uniquevideosUk 9 месяцев назад +11

    I suffer EUPD, had years of DV, But suffering mentally, doesn't give you an excuse to be so ignorant, stay away from SM, you sit 😢 yet i bet you said nothing in Old-ham victims! Yet want ppl to be all over 🇵🇸 that was 🇬🇧 children, so plz dont be so ignorant for attention.

  • @marcellebeete4595
    @marcellebeete4595 10 месяцев назад +3

    My dear Claudia. My heart is breaking for you. You are not alone in feeling the way you do but we cannot give up. We have to be there for the survivors, people are going to need you. Try to be strong. We truly love and appreciate you.🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @valiasa-di6hr
    @valiasa-di6hr 10 месяцев назад +7

    We love you, Claudia...and we need you here with us! I'll pray for you, but please seek help, if this crisis team (I don't know what that is)is not helping you enough, find people who can really help you - a good therapist can make a real difference. The world needs more people like you right now, ones who can make a difference and you are that kind of person. You just have to do anything to get better.
    As for how I am going on with my life - I have a lot of too heavy responsibilities that I can't cope with and I have a constant fear of the future of my dearest person and that fear will never go away, just becomes bigger. Yesterday I watched a video about Gaza's children and it's devastating and it makes me want to cry but if I break down who's gonna take care of my child and I have to be in condition to look after him and go to work also. I just have no right to break down, as my life is not a fairytale. I understand the way you feel but you won't help anybody if you break down and that could be a good motivation to get better🙏 I'll pray for you and I'm sending you a lot of positive energy❤ Please, don't you give up 🙏

  • @enidkirtley3270
    @enidkirtley3270 10 месяцев назад +5

    Claudia i am so sorry you are going through this, but you have to take care of yourself first. Because I live in Canada Alberta and I get your message so you are reaching a lot of people. We are trying to help with different organizations to donate money for food. By watching you and others like 2 cents that open our eyes to what is going on. So I want to say thank you. ❤lots of love and hugs and kisses and prayers don’t give up we need to see your loving face and your smile and kind heart.

  • @ArjaMoy
    @ArjaMoy 10 месяцев назад +3

    We are praying for you. God has you in His hand...and very close to his heart...in fact in the absolute center of His heart. I pray for you and for all those in Gaza.

  • @Captain-Cardboard
    @Captain-Cardboard 9 месяцев назад +9

    Another victim of October 7th right here.

  • @AudreyTessner
    @AudreyTessner 10 месяцев назад +5

    Prayers to u and your extended family Claudia❤❤🙏🙏🙏please take one day at a time and keep your faith
    This too shall pass.i feel your pain❤♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏

  • @donaldhoracerichardson373
    @donaldhoracerichardson373 10 месяцев назад +4

    Claudia keep your head above the water we are here supporting you. Everything would be OK God is Great

  • @FooAnne
    @FooAnne 10 месяцев назад +15

    Oh Ms. Claudia I am in tears. In my Prayers.

  • @tearih9175
    @tearih9175 10 месяцев назад +3

    Claudia you are loved by many keep the faith try get the help you need we'll keep you in our prayers. Your health is important. Looking forward to seeing you sending hugs 🤗 🤗 & prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @ucheoji
    @ucheoji 9 месяцев назад +4

    God bless you Claudia. Please as others have said I hope you can take a break from paying attention to world events. God is still there. Love to you.

  • @JustRhonda3919
    @JustRhonda3919 10 месяцев назад +5

    Sending prayers for healing🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @MonicaM1
    @MonicaM1 10 месяцев назад +3

    Claudia, I understand completely. I am just like you. I get myself in a dark place over the evil and what is going on. I feel guilty for what I have. I am a very empathetic person when it comes to the people and creatures suffering from evil. I am pissed because it can be stopped and greed keeps it going. It is not fair. I pray and pray everyday for peace and cures. I pray you feel better. We love you, Claudia.

  • @michelledehaen8997
    @michelledehaen8997 9 месяцев назад +5

    Very sorry to hear this Claudia. Take good care of yourself, take all the rest you need. You will be better, take it day by day. Sometimes it's a good idea to disconnect from all the bad news of the world and focus on your own well being, sometimes it's all too overwhelming. Try to come to yourself, good sleep, healthy food, meditaion, relaxation, doing things you like, even small things that give you a calm, serene feeling. Time doesn't matter, it may take a while, but you will be fit and well again, trust me. Good vibes to you and a big kiss from a Belgian friend. 😘❤👊👍🍀

  • @valerieelvertondixon2494
    @valerieelvertondixon2494 10 месяцев назад +4

    Sometimes we have to talk our way through every step of the day. Basic things. Breath. Walk. Eat. The world needs you, your voice, your intelligence, your beauty, and your love. Have some tea and toast for the people who love you.

  • @PeaceDweller
    @PeaceDweller 9 месяцев назад +3

    I am probably the complete opposite of everything you stand for politically. But I hope & pray you get much better soon. Nobody with an ounce of God in their heart wants to see someone like this. Take care and rest & recover well.

    • @bob_0146
      @bob_0146 9 месяцев назад +1

      Same here brother. Us Christians must be empathetic.

  • @joe-mama6451
    @joe-mama6451 10 месяцев назад +3

    i wish you all the best in your journey, wherever it takes you. thank you for sharing your story with us. its made a difference to ME and I'm sure to others as well. God be with you during your time of need.

  • @Divasdinosaursanddemons
    @Divasdinosaursanddemons 10 месяцев назад +4

    Breaks my heart seeing you like this Claudia. You're one of the best people I know. Please read to the end of this as there is a lot to unpack here from this video that I'd like to address directly, and I really hope I can make you feel better for even just a few moments.,
    First off please don't think you don't know how to live or be a normal person. You do a far better job of making life worthwhile than the majority of people. Hmmm let's see, huge heart, hugely intelligent, creative, open minded, makes amazing music, raises awareness for worthy causes, has lots of admirers, friends, and a loving family who would all be utterly devastated at you thinking this about yourself, always remember that. (I'm honestly jealous of your relationship with your brother. It did inspire me to reconnect with my sister btw long before she gave birth to her daughter, so thank you for that.) Oh and I know this is shallow, but you look like Jenna Coleman, Regina Dandridge and Maisie Williams only you are far, far, far, far, far more beautiful than all of them combined. Far from not being up to the average person, I wish more people were like Claudia Boleyn. (The world would certainly be a better place if our leaders had even a trillionth of your empathy, understanding, intelligence and foresight.) To be honest Claudia I think that will be a bigger problem for you is finding people, as friends, or boyfriends or girlfriends etc, who are good and smart enough to be on your wavelength, not the other way around.
    Meanwhile there is no shame in going in and out of the system or having relapses in terms of depression. I went through exactly this in 2020 and 2021, that was a hideous bout of depression and it came after a series of black bouts over a period of a few years too. The 2020 one was the worst though, and it began in October, and went right the way through to January. Those are terrible times for depression. The blackness of the early nights, the "oh it's another year and I haven't achieved this goal etc." I lost 4 stone in that period. I stopped all of my creative projects, didn't wash for about 5 months, cut myself (sadly still have the scars on my legs.) I became so weak physically I could only move from my bed to my couch. I might add I was OLDER than you as well so do NOT think that you are too old to receive treatment or to go on different anti depressants or find coping mechanisms. It's all a work in progress. Meanwhile I've been clean from depression for the last almost 3 years now when before then I was getting black periods every few months before, I have resumed my creative projects to the point where Sophie Aldred is reading one of my stories out on youtube and sadly have put on a shit ton of weight to the point where I'm a big fat bastard LOL. Again I'll undoubtedly have another relapse at some point though, and it's not been smooth sailing completely as I do still suffer from terrible OCD and superstitions. Still I deal with them like I've dealt with other conditions and I can tell you for a fact that I am not exactly the strongest person. I give in to a lot of vices like food LOL, yet even I can cope as I realise that depression is a life long battle, but it does NOT control your entire life. You've also defeated it before, you'll do it again as you are one of the strongest people I know too.
    Meanwhile as for the horrors of the world, well I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better about that. It is a crappy place we live in, but and I know this might sound callous to the suffering today, but when you look how far humans have come collectively in what is still a short space of time compared to the earth, well maybe, just maybe world peace will be attainable within a few centuries.
    Don't ever feel bad about the effect the horrors are having on you mentally either. Again I and others love you for the fact that you have such a big heart you can't just block it out. Remember though that there are more people in your corner than you think. Look how many turned up to show solidarity to Palestine. Its our leaders that are the problem, as always, not reflecting the people. A lot of others go on about their lives meanwhile not out of malice, but because they simply are ignorant of what is really going on. To be fair sometimes their own problems might be too great to notice.
    Certainly don't feel guilt for not doing enough. To start with and I know this will sound callous, but there is no way you can ever know peace that way as suffering is inescapable. It is too much for one person to take on the suffering of an entire planet, which is kind of what you are doing now. Second you are doing all within your power and have already done so much. If I were you Claudia I'd take a break from it all. Take a breather, stop being hard on yourself, see Dan and any other friends. Watch tv shows you like and take it one day at a time. I and others who have been through exactly what you have been through are here ANY time you need to chat. (I'm burunman1 on twitter though you probably guessed that LOL.)
    Oh and finally I based a character on you in my stories, and one of them will be uploaded soon. She's not hugely like you, but she is a kind, brave woman with an interest in history and a heart of gold so I got the essentials right. xxxxxx

    • @2352anne
      @2352anne 10 месяцев назад

      Beautifully said! 👍

    • @lenayo5039
      @lenayo5039 9 месяцев назад

      Beautiful ❤

  • @TypicalTonk
    @TypicalTonk 9 месяцев назад +4

    She still hasn’t deleted her video in which she falsely claimed Isreal bombed a Gazan hospital.

  • @jamesbreen8611
    @jamesbreen8611 9 месяцев назад +15

    Anyone watching this after question time. God bless Israel.

    • @AddBowIfGirl
      @AddBowIfGirl 9 месяцев назад

      God bless good people.

  • @gigiinspired780
    @gigiinspired780 9 месяцев назад +1

    🤗🙏🏽 continue to let your light shine , you are loved and needed. may the strength of our Lord overwhelm you 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 but you are correct about people not caring that’s why we need YOU.

  • @TCanham371
    @TCanham371 9 месяцев назад +9

    If people here think her comments on question time were bad then you should see some of her videos. Defending people like Shania Begum. I got hate from her and her subscribers when I pointed out that she was defending a terrorist.

  • @patriciagordon1171
    @patriciagordon1171 9 месяцев назад +1

    Claudia, I'm watching you from Jamaica. I look forward to hearing from you. I'm praying for you. When help comes please be open to receive it and take good care of yourself.

  • @getoutofthewater
    @getoutofthewater 10 месяцев назад +3

    I hope you find the help you need. This genocide does make me feel insane, there is precious little the common person can do for those suffering in Gaza we just sit here and watch, it makes no sense and its not fair. It has made me realize that there is no justice in this earth and that everything is random and that all one can do is be kind and help those who are near you and those you can help, because that's all that is in your control.

  • @novid5447
    @novid5447 9 месяцев назад +1

    Oh Claudia I’m so sorry you are going through this, please don’t give up. It will get better. Love and hugs 🥰🥰🥰🥰🤗🤗🤗🤗. Praying for healing 🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @TheCraftyTherapist
    @TheCraftyTherapist 10 месяцев назад +2

    I appreciate your voice so much! It’s definitely needed in the world. I’ve learned so much from you and truly love your passion. Keep walking in your purpose. Sending lots of love and prayers your way. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 You are not alone. Your community on here is with you.

  • @annamariemiller3877
    @annamariemiller3877 9 месяцев назад +2

    My daughter is bipolar and we are raising her daughter. We are helping her get help. We will continue to help her because the alternative is not acceptable to us and those who love her. Please allow your mom to help you.

  • @hotgoomba
    @hotgoomba 9 месяцев назад +2

    I mean it when I say that one of the only good things about the world are people like you experiencing empathy in the way that you do. It matters that you're here. It makes everything a little less cold.

  • @marshawilliams9761
    @marshawilliams9761 10 месяцев назад +3

    Claudia, we are sorry to hear of your condition. We pray for some solution to healing may unfold for full restoration 🙏🏾🙏🙏🏾

  • @shellykinzli3832
    @shellykinzli3832 10 месяцев назад +2

    Claudia, I have been deeply impressed by your incredible caring and hugely brilliant insights. You are doing awesome work for the suffering ones in this world. Please know how genuinely huge the reach of your work is. So now turn that caring towards your own being. Be incredibly tender towards yourself. Sending much love dear.

  • @sarah30932
    @sarah30932 10 месяцев назад +2

    I really love you so much. I’m struggling immensely too because of other people’s apathy. Those of us who care are in the right...what is helping me is saying “I refuse to be gaslit!” any longer about the suffering in the world. For me, asserting that boundary has actually changed my despair just a bit.
    Love, love, love and prayers ❤❤❤

  • @JJ-cf4mc
    @JJ-cf4mc 9 месяцев назад +4

    Hello my dear.
    May God bless you.
    Sending you all my love. X

  • @marciathomas3258
    @marciathomas3258 10 месяцев назад +2

    Please consider disconnect from matters of the war. Its sapping your joy. You are a beautiful person. Just remember you can not fix others irrespective of your feelings. You won't be able to help if you become unwell.

  • @LordGalaxyakatherizzardofoz
    @LordGalaxyakatherizzardofoz 9 месяцев назад +2

    So sorry to hear about what you’re going through. Please don’t give up. God will see you through. I will keep you in my prayers. I feel so sad to see you in such a state. I pray that help comes soon. Please talk t your mom and your brother. Much love 🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @lydiamilanovic1761
    @lydiamilanovic1761 10 месяцев назад +2

    I'm so sorry you are going through this. I feel like it's a dark space we can easily fall into unless we practice detachment, which sounds cold but it's necessary. If we can function, then there is no hope. Focus on yourself so that you can get strong enough to help others. Sending you🤲❤👐

  • @cherylwallen630
    @cherylwallen630 9 месяцев назад +1

    Hi! Claudia, my heart is breaking for you. I pray you get the help and support you need..
    I wish I could hold you tight and just hug you right now. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @charlotterose4290
    @charlotterose4290 10 месяцев назад +2

    What I am doing to keep going is changing what I’m doing with my career. I am doing a masters, I was aiming to become a psychologist, but I’m changing that to try and go straight into charity work to help civilians in conflict zones and refugees. If I can’t do that, then I want to start volunteering for the same cause - It’s the only way I’m able to cope with it tbh, knowing that hopefully I will be able to help as much as I can, even if we are standing against an incredibly fucked system.
    Look after yourself Claudia, I know how crap the system can be but there are gems in there sometimes, and I hope the help you receive supports you.
    We all love you and are here for you + I’m praying for you

  • @MrAckers75
    @MrAckers75 9 месяцев назад +7

    Simply don’t understand if people
    hate a place so much why do they persist and not go elsewhere

    • @RosieOleanderDallinger
      @RosieOleanderDallinger 9 месяцев назад +1

      You wanna fund those travels? Unless you got the abundance of money to start a new life somewhere else how do you expect people to do that?

    • @MrAckers75
      @MrAckers75 9 месяцев назад +1

      @@RosieOleanderDallinger just get on a boat it seems to work well.
      People come here from the most impoverished countries in the world with zero money so why with you coming from a modern rich country not do that too ?

    • @RosieOleanderDallinger
      @RosieOleanderDallinger 9 месяцев назад

      @@MrAckers75 sorry? “RICH COUNTRY”? You must be joking.
      So you expect people to leave their families, everything they know, and be homeless with no money? Instead of trying to fix problems within their own country. Wow, either you’re just not very intelligent, or talk about cutting your nose off to spite your face.

  • @millicentneil8195
    @millicentneil8195 9 месяцев назад +1

    You are not alone. What you’re feeling is completely valid and right. ❤️

  • @ymdroid73
    @ymdroid73 10 месяцев назад +2

    I don't know if you'll see this, but I hope you'll consider the words of Wael al-Dahdouh
    "It is true that the pain of losing someone is very difficult and when it is about your eldest son after the death of the family, then it becomes even more difficult,” he said. “In the end, this does not change anything of reality, and will not change any of our decisions. We are going to proceed as long as we are alive and breathing. As long as we are able to do this duty and deliver this message.”
    He's a journalist who lost a large portion of his family in October Israeli airstrikes, and more recently lost his eldest son who was also pursuing journalism as a way to share the stories of Gazans. The quote above was from someone asking how he could return to work in the face of such massive grief. Claudia, as long as you're alive and breathing and showing compassion and concern for the suffering of the people in Gaza know that you're making a difference. Please take care of yourself.

  • @karenwarner6111
    @karenwarner6111 10 месяцев назад +3

    Claudia your voice is being heard, we hear you and we need your voice the people of GAZA need your voice, please continue, we are with you, I know it looks like therr is no hope at this moment but there is hope, please stay with us we need you, we need your,. What can we do for you to help keep going, we all need you keep talking to us your voice is a voice of hope for us to carry-on fighting. We will be praying 🙏 for you. Be strong the people of GAZA need our strength and fight. Hold on.

  • @vangielynn7659
    @vangielynn7659 10 месяцев назад +1

    Claudia, there are many of us who love you & are also very bothered by what’s going on in Gaza. I appreciate your love & compassion for the Palestinian people. It shows you are a very loving & caring person & we need more people like you in this world. You’re also highly intelligent. We can’t control everything that happens in the world but we can do our part to help people in need and this is where we need perspective in our lives & prayer. I am definitely praying for you. Don’t give up because things do get better in spite of how bad it looks right now. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @anaplp3734
    @anaplp3734 10 месяцев назад +2

    Dear Claudia! I’m so sorry to see you so in distress, I totally understand with you feel like nothing is happening to stop the madness is the world, but please know that the people that cares (and there’s more that you think) we are doing what we can, is understandable that we want to see results soon because people are suffering and dying but please, don’t concentrate on the slow process and concentrate on the real fact that we are working on it even though it seams like everyone is going through their business, we are doing what we can but also doing our daily routine to not go mad about the world we live in. I’ll keep you in my prays and thoughts! 🫶🙏

  • @Marie0575
    @Marie0575 10 месяцев назад +1

    💔🫂🫂🙏🏽🙏🏽🤲🏽🤲🏽Prayer is all we have when all hope is gone/lost. The people in Gaza living this nightmare are holding on to hope in the midst of it, and its us who have to keep the faith and fight for them till the end. Lets not forget many of them were born into this nightmare and they have held on, if they can despite the circumstances, lets hold on for them. We love you and you are not alone Claudia, dont lose hope.

  • @jenniferward5216
    @jenniferward5216 10 месяцев назад +3

    Ahh Claudia this is so hard to watch.😢. I wish you well and pray that God will be there with you and give you the strength to go on living. Evil will exists in the world God's word told us about the evils that will exist at the end. God is your Hope.

  • @Ragdollcatlover
    @Ragdollcatlover 9 месяцев назад +2

    I’m sorry you’re not feeling well, Claudia. As others have said, I’ve followed you for years and seen your ups and downs. I pray that you will get better again. I’ve been there too. ❤

  • @michaelaspiazu
    @michaelaspiazu 9 месяцев назад +2

    i love you for you as my family and will never abandon you

  • @ivorharry6372
    @ivorharry6372 10 месяцев назад +2

    I am positively heartbroken listening to this. I love Claudia so much, I wish I can be there to carry this load with her. “You ain’t heavy, you’re my sister”. There is a new world coming, this one will give way to something better. Praying for you.

  • @jeanlucharry
    @jeanlucharry 10 месяцев назад +3

    Love you Claudia, I hope you get the help that you need. Please try and look after yourself and as hard as that is don't ever give up ❤

  • @tammybrigham7865
    @tammybrigham7865 10 месяцев назад +2

    Claudia, I'm sending you my love and hugs. Please know you are truly loved! Take all the time you need; we will be here when you are ready to return. 💜🤗🌺

  • @daniellewis3270
    @daniellewis3270 9 месяцев назад +6

    Get yourself over to Gazza and don’t come back.

  • @patie.2144
    @patie.2144 10 месяцев назад +5

    Pray For You Claudia Get Well Soon❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏

  • @Elisa9777
    @Elisa9777 10 месяцев назад +2

    i feel you so much claudia. thank you for this video, i send you all my love. we have to keep resisting however we can, but with everything we have

  • @GodfreyYvYv
    @GodfreyYvYv 9 месяцев назад +2

    Claudia please get well soon god bless you 🙏🙏🙏🙏 take care of yourself first.

  • @LovelyShae_Doll
    @LovelyShae_Doll 10 месяцев назад +1

    Don't allow your joy to be diminished, sending positive energy to you. It will work out. ❤ You are human and your empathy for Gaza is heavy. Keep speaking up and out❤ Sending a virtual hug🫂

  • @adam-qf2vz
    @adam-qf2vz 9 месяцев назад +6

    You need to have a reality check...... Grow up......there are so many so much worse off

  • @tonyraissa864
    @tonyraissa864 10 месяцев назад +2

    I am so sorry you are going through this Claudia. I felt the same way in December of of 2023. I disconnected from everything and everyone except my imediate family. I logged out of my social media accounts. I will keep you in my prayers and please take care of yourself.

  • @conniebalmer1448
    @conniebalmer1448 9 месяцев назад +1

    OH CLAUDIA WE PRAY FOR YOU. PLEASE SEEK MEDICAL CARE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. It’s horrible what happens in the Middle East and they need our and your support so please lets keep on praying that things will be better and we need you here with us.♥️

  • @lallyk3945
    @lallyk3945 9 месяцев назад +2

    I'm praying for you Claudia. You're an incredible person. Please take good care of yourself. 🙏🩷

  • @lenayo5039
    @lenayo5039 9 месяцев назад +1

    The world needs you, Claudia. We need you, the children of Gaza need you. I'm the same age as you, and I see a lot of myself in you. It's also hit me how helpless one can feel under the powers that be. It's easy to get swept further and further down into that feeling. The world is full of cruelty but we must be strong to share more love into the world. The world really needs it. We are holding your hand, Claudia. Please don't do something silly like hurt yourself. We love you. So please stay with us. 🙏

  • @deborahrichards8234
    @deborahrichards8234 10 месяцев назад +2

    Protect Your Mental Health. ❤❤❤ We support you ❤❤❤❤❤❤