Doomer Reflects on Paradise Lost

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  • Опубликовано: 22 окт 2024

Комментарии • 10

  • @ekprookqwe6212
    @ekprookqwe6212 Год назад +7

    its never too late guys.
    I used to live this lifestyle. Right after she left me 4 years ago. I was missing her everyday until this day. I Missed her for 4 years.
    I met her when i was 14. dated her for 2 years and when she brokeup with me in year 10. i left highschool heartbroken and miserable. Year 11, Covid hit and i was stuck at home. Went to a new highschool but it wasn't the same. Dropped out. Missed whole of year 11 and missed her everyday looking back on snapchat memories and waking up thinking the pictures were just yesterday.
    The memories were so clear to me that it felt literally yesterday. To this day. 4 years later i can really never move on from her. She got a boyfriend right after she brokeup with me and is still dating him. I was hoping that oneday she will breakup with him so i can get back with her. Which it did. like 3 months ago.
    I got back in contact with her and we hungout.
    It was not the same. She was whole different person. Literally a whole whole different person. She doesnt like hungryjacks anymore. She doesn't like desserts anymore. She talks like a pickme girl, she dresses different. Shes far more insecure than ever and wanting surgery and this n that.
    She used to put way more effort into going outside.
    She used to chew gum 24/7, Shower before everytime going out, Doing hair, brushing hair, Putting on these beautiful lip gloss and dressing so beautifully.
    Now she doesnt put in any effort and dresses either like a hobo or like a girl that i wouldn't want to marry (revealing). She used to want to split the bill and fight over it. Now she doen't even bother.
    Point is.
    After highschool, i became a drunk. a miserable skinny fat loser. Playing games LoL and was a smoking addict. A weed junky. A lazy person that would be so insecure and look at the past, broke.
    2 years ago. I dedicated my time to full time gym and diet. First 3 months were bliss. After that was just a schedule and routine. I still smoked and drank. But on the weekends.
    1 year ago, I quit all drugs. quit all smoking and all alcohol. Started MMA training and has had over 60 opponents in grappling and one amateur MMA fight. Aspiring to be a World Champion in 3-4 Years.
    I now have a brotherhood at my gym and going out eating and watching UFC together.
    All the brothers at the gym don't smoke or drink because they are athletes aswell.
    Thank God i didnt become a junky.

    • @murnocks3536
      @murnocks3536 Год назад +1

      Thank you for sharing your story, I am currently going through a similar situation and it is nice to see that their is a positive light eventually as long as you work your way towards it. Tysm

  • @amandinehasi-dim5531
    @amandinehasi-dim5531 Год назад +1

    everything is going to be okay doomer

  • @lazarusblackwell6988
    @lazarusblackwell6988 Год назад +3

    COOL VID MAN!!
    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE UPLOAD!

  • @Solviq
    @Solviq Год назад

    i just realised i never had a picture with both my parents there

  • @marwandahshoury7528
    @marwandahshoury7528 Год назад +2

    That's not bro
    Its fantastic 💖

  • @breeshlay8107
    @breeshlay8107 Год назад +2

    Repost? W video regardless

  • @khalilibnAlYemen
    @khalilibnAlYemen Год назад

    Nice vidéo.

  • @hazelkitty27
    @hazelkitty27 Год назад

    Hey, we should be friends. Have discord? I'd love to talk more and get to know about you

    • @wersab5960
      @wersab5960 6 месяцев назад

      Chinese bot get outta here from this based video