You know there's an alternative right, it ain't easy but you could move to a rural state and you wouldn't have to earn as much to have the same amount of comfortability
I read a comment earlier today about how old people feel happy doing mundane tasks like sitting in the sun or feeding animals simply because it provides a purpose to their days
I find the philosophy of existentialism really amazing. Nothing has inherent meaning and the only way to form meaning is through your viewpoint. The world is basically a free for all match. There's literally no point in not playing the game to your maximum capabilities. That's the whole point, isn't it.
If you think that getting a wife/gf will help you leave a doomer lifestyle behind - think again. After divorce all that shit comes back multiplied. Trust me on this one.
Yes. This comment, thats a false feeling of being part of a group or society. You kinda feel loved by the way you are putting all the power in your woman's hand. First of all try to love yourself. I know its hard. Even for me sometimes. But you somehow need to get up and leave your house and do something, get a hoobies. That will help alot. You life will start to make sense. This is my experience ok? Dont take it too serious or get mad thinking of it. We all gonna make it bro
Det finns inte en jävel som Kan bota oss Såna har manniskor som mår som jag. Pissigt var enda jävla minut Ser inte du att hela mitt jävla liv är en katastrof?!!!
This man speaks all the truth in the world T. Miserable existence void of purpose before she came built me up gave me reason and in one fell swoop knocked me further down into the most ravaging abyss of self-loathing and voided anything I'd ever felt, life is literally me blinking and realizing that my day is done or I've just gotten back home after another mundane day of work just to be plagued with insomnia while I drink in excess to keep the specters of the past at bay, but as we all know that nothing can stop the mind from crushing any sense of light in this self-made hell.
The point here is that he doesn't have any purpose or greater goal that he is pursuing in his life. People need to exist for the sake of something, not exist just for the sake of existing.
The distressing/unsettling nature with the almost divine aetherial music definitely has a specific effect. The effect is dread of some fate you never quite experience. On the flipside you have another content creator out there, Meat Canyon, who uses aetherial to divine music with constant dread, but the art style is grotesque horror and children are usually being raped to death so the fate is fully realized and horrifying before you even get through the first fraction of the cartoon and if you're like me you just skip it. But not with Millenia Thinker, there is a sense despite the dread like you MIGHT experience some cosmic revelation, even if a monster dressed as a furry is your guide. So I watch these all through to their end. EDIT: I'm also a fan of the first Silent Hill games (way back before they became cash-cow Gauntlet style games) and the feeling and music style are very familiar, and that is a game series where the cosmic dread stops many people from playing it through before they even open certain doors, or so I have read.
My friend lived like this. He was alone most of the time, he stayed away from us. We didn't question the silence, we figured it was him hustling because he worked and did school. All those times he'd message the group at midnight, saying strange lyrics to a random song, was a cry for help. He hung himself two days later after those messages when nobody replied. Not even myself.
i miss my great aunt and my mother... 2 kind souls who lifted my heart when the darkness and hate came. thank god i had all those memories with my great aunt, i don't regret anything!
All grandma did was add another cog in the wheel of his existential crisis: Fulfill your other biological imperative, have family. This hits so fucking hard.
Grandmas way of thinking is a sad artifact how things were in her day when familly, ethics and romance actually took priority. Which juxtapose what is going on today. That was the case with my late wwll grandma at least.
@@salihas87 Happiness. You'll figure it out some day. Refer to that video with Chad becoming a church man and raising grandchildren if you want it watered down into a format you find agreeable.
Yes dude but I've found a way to cope .. the key is being grateful sometimes and doing the things you like and getting yourself distracted by friends and family .. may sound very simple but it helps a lot
@Virgin Weeb BrokeAF Goth today still is the real goth. What your probably referring to is the tiktok bullshit that goes around rn. Goths are harder to spot now due to the influx of many different "alternative" subcultures through social media. I dunno if I made any sense lmao
The bit with grandma hit so hard, she didn’t hear, she didn’t understand the problems that we go through today they are just alien to her and her generation.
@doomer redneck This is a very twisted world. I spend most of my days either watching copious amounts of porn, or observing the deterioration of modern society that everyone seems oblivious to. God help us all.
@@SuperAvocadoo It can be hard to view it that way, sense everyone else has a rigid structure and plan. Giving into the thought process of, "None of it matters I can do as I please," is difficult when you just want to have the same happiness as everyone else.
@@NorcMCJ sad truth. They love mocking and belittling matters like this especially when it comes to men. Its no wonder men's mental health is going to sht worldwide. Everything is treated as a joke by them.
I feel this. Not being able to pick yourself up, so you wait for someone to do so. But that someone never comes, so you just fall. Edit: I helped Myself :)
So you have to keep getting up for more no matter what. the guy got beaten up isn't the loser the guy who cant thought it out to the end he is the one who lose
ive always been a depression tending person and honestly being too busy to be sad is real. its just that it eventually catches up to you if you dont turn and face it.
@Virgin Weeb BrokeAF True to an extent, but you miss a crucial point. Back then, as a man you at least did get something in the end after all your work and struggle. For example real estate was cheaper, despite the fact that living was harder, not to mention the culture was completely different. You did get respect and love eventually. Their time was different. All this appeal to tradition is silly when you can't understand the fact that the most important human psychological need (being appreciated) was still present back then(if not in the workplace, then your grandads wife), when it's almost completely gone today. Today average young men are not appreciated by anybody anywhere no matter how hard they work. Take that away, and of course they'll want to give up. What could you expect? That is why it's unfair to compare the men from the past (grandfather) to today (us). The rules of the game they played were different from the start.
This is me at the moment, Going to work, buy food, gaming, get drunk, pay bills, repeat. I'm in my mid 20s and still don't know what I really want in life, I always think about my childhood memories alot where times were just simpler and spending most of my time hanging out with my best friend. Now that he's no longer here in this planet and family members are not contacting me anymore, I've been alone and having these dark thoughts for the longest, maybe im not seeing the bigger picture, I don't know, I guess all I can do right now is just live life a little longer hoping that I can find a purpose.
You'll be alright man.... we are constantly evolving as individuals. You arent the same person u were 1 yr ago..... fast forward 1yr and you'll change more
1:58 love the details. It implies that jesus was there the whole time watching him. The dream was to give him a sense of lesson to not give up on life.
@@camilomarchesi1793 he reached for the ledge and wasn't able to grasp it. Can you keep guilting a man who tried? And does it make any sense to go and spout that kind of thing, when your energy could be better spent trying to lift the man up? Crisis situation here, and only half-helping.
Fucking hell man, this one hit gone hard. I’ve been feeling this for years.. occasionally I’ll get a spurt of energy but now that I no longer live in ignorance it is hard to “enjoy” life. It’s hard not being a doomer.
does life feel like it’s automated? do you feel like you’re on autopilot? you seem really burnt out. if you get this we can talk dude. I know you might not have time for this but I feel that everyone needs someone to talk to.
yup, my name is Seba, (it's short term from Sebastian) and I used to drive van for living (not for DHL). But still I feel like this video was made directly for me
@@deeprest1621 I might try to lend you a "hand". Talking sometimes helps, so I can at least listen to your story. But you have to pull you up yourself, just like in the video. And even if your "nail breaks", you can say that you've tried. So tell me something about you, I'm here for a while.
This channel is probably my favourite on RUclips I can’t lie. I always get excited for an upload. Particularly because I think our generation and our society nowadays desperately needs to see these videos and wake up to lives they are living.
It is a frightening reality that you are actually alone, but it hits hardest when you are truly on your own with no safety net or family to help you if you fail.
This hurts like hell, im trying to be better in life but still no purpose, recently i started taking meds again to see if i can solve it but its gonna be hard and in the way idk what will happen, dude i just dont wanna be happy like eeveryone else,i just want to be normal and not shit like I am
Get a hobby bro. Or do some sports and stick to it. Pulled me out of some dark mindset. Especially sports which increases neurotransmitter levels. And practice self-respect! Shower everyday, put some fresh clothes on, care about your appearance (if that is also a symptom). The meds help make it easier, but on their own they're not enough
Get a hobby that involves a scheduled, weekly involvement with other people face to face. Join a team or a league, somthing that just gets you interacting with other people, even if you suck at it at first. The good people there will help you get better. Mine are billiards, golf and paintball. People (especially men) need the interaction of competition and working towards a common goal. Hobbys done alone are not helpful for most in depressive states and will just let you wollow in it further. Focusing on getting good at a competitive hobby with other people really helps pull you out of it, Good luck friend!
I never thought I’d have become a doomer. I was in denial 2 years ago, I was on the track to becoming what I am now. Someone who fails, and fails, and fails. Waiting for someone to pick me up but then I still fail. All this started because my five good friends all left me, ghosted me. What gave me purpose was experienced and experiencing things with them. Now everyday I relive the same lonely day over and over. The world around me changes but I’m still repeating the same day. I realize all my ideals and values were meaningless. I thought they were good but they lead me nowhere. Now I’m in a constant state of self pity hoping someone might save me but it won’t happen. So I’m ready to check out. Only problem is where I live it’s harder than I’d like it to be. Stupid CAD laws. I’m done feeling like an outcast by the world. Having different opinions from everyone. I simply shouldn’t exist if I’m so wrong. I’m the only one who tells myself I’m wrong but compared to the masses what am I. A spec of dust reliving the same day. I’m stuck complaining in YT comments because nobody gives a shit, even here. So I delete these posts. I can’t even keep my thoughts organized as I make this post, which I will probably delete in my own shame. I feel the need to vent but I’m also ashamed of how much self pity I have. I really am pathetic.
@@M.Kutrzeba Completely opposite. I really was pathetic back then, but people change when they have to. The pain of staying the same was worse than the pain it took to change. Now I embrace the pressure, the pains, the difficulty of life. I'm in the gym, and I'm working a full-time job while learning a side hustle. I don't even have fun anymore. I'm still friendless, that hasn't changed but I'm mentally stronger because I decided to take one small step that spiraled into incredible momentum.
@@Kyrious Don't take this as a personal affront, I'm in the same place as you were before spiraling up, just about ready to embrace being a survival machine or whatever it is that bit of will that drives us after our emotional capacity emptied out. I'm just afraid of remaining so trapped in a shell that I won't make any new friends. Has that changed for you at all. Besides the steely determination, now that you're doing better do you WANT friends?
It may sound corny but Jesus is the only meaning in life. On a cosmic scale our lives on this planet is smaller than a grain of sand and every person no matter how important ends up 6 feet under. All pleasure, work, success, achievement results in nothing. Only with Jesus can the empty void within us be filled with true purpose, friendship, and glory that lasts for eternity.
I think an effective way to deal with this type of loss of emotional satisfaction is just to convert to absurdism. Just start doing random stupid shit whether youre alone or around others. (It can be anything, from breaking eggs while making food, spilling yourself with drinks, literally anything stupid.) It sounds stupid but try it , those little things make your life more interesting
None of those things sound stupid. All of those can inadvertently still entrap you in apathetic isolation as a doomer since you'll still be within you're limit. I was thinking of something like running and jumping in a field, hugging a co-worker. Something out of you're comfort zone.
@@joeschmoe3815 i didnt mean that you should transition into becoming clinicaly insane, just to have little sparks of stupidity and idiotism every now and then, its kinda hard to explain but i didnt mean it in a way that encourages you to become a madman
This honestly hits close to home. Too afraid to die but tired of living. I already know the key to life is purpose, but finding that purpose feels impossible. I joined the Army and got out after my first contract. Ever since then it’s been trying to keep my head above water. These last few years have been especially harsh on my mind. Finding purpose in the world, I feel I still Have time though, only being 27
@@juantamad6576 Bro my 3 friends had taken their life since past 5 years & their parents are miserable & Weeping till today.. So suicide is worst curse for parents.. Plus start doing something.. just for the sake of yourself..Just do 10 minutes daily exercise in starting & you will feel little improvement in yourself
@@juantamad6576 this video beautifully portrays that we're our best source of help.. so helpful ourselves or bringing discipline is tough & painful.. but living hopelessly & miserable is worst among all the pains
Humans need a reason to live we find that reason in purpose: a cause, a dream maybe a a plan or a goal in mind? I want a wife, kids, a quiet homestead in the mountains with a home gym where I will train hunt and fish all day and raise said kids, this is my dream, my happiness i will work towards it, even if it’s unachievable I will fight so it will becomes achievable: we must not falter in the face of difficulty or despair in the face of hardship, our god watches over us and I’m sure he will give me strength to bear my trials. Good luck MilenniaThinker don’t give up we are all going to make it, it’s all up to you.
"To move away from society into a remote homestead with a conservative wife and 5 kids" - seems like many men on the internet share the same dream. And the vast majority of them are city-dwelling nerds who will never achieve it.
It sounds like you desire what the settlers did in early America. If you’re really interested, Idaho/Wyoming/Montana have houses in the middle of nowhere for 25k. If you work as a trucker or electrician for a few years, this is a possible goal. The wife, on the other hand... that can be an incredible challenge. Maybe an amish woman
@@Tempusverum good point. It's very difficult to find a Western woman who's not completely engulfed in social media or tainted by feminist ideology nowadays. Perhaps only if you move to Eastern Europe or Asia.
I think the problem here is crippling loneliness. We all need friends and maybe a partner family is not enough. Its so difficult as a depressed person tho. I hope anyone feeling this hollow tries something new to let the light in..
Yeah but in the end, surrounding you with other people is like a way to distract yourself from life itself. You are just running away from who you are. That's why there are a lot of people who can't stand being alone for more than a day.
i noticed he was playing PREY. PREY is a twisted nightmare where you navigate an empty space station with black undulating creatures all around you. some hide, some chase, and some wait. You, the player, doesnt fit into any one of these categories, because you are a survivor above all else. Just like the doomer, you go through a void existence just trying to survive, without any one clear goal.
I love the moment when Wojak looked directly at us after grandma’s words. He knows that we heard the same words in the past from the very same person...
i have no purpose to live really. i just exist. people have been saying "oh dont worry, you will figure it out soon enough" - yeah right. im 33 now, soon to be 34 - still havent figured it out after all these years. i think not everyone find that purpose. some just dont have it.
@@nikhilsuryadevara1877 agreed. i really miss being a kid though. back when i had no knowledge of what life is about. i remember going to bed so happy thinking about what i was going to do next day. i spent a lot of time outside with friends, we did a lot of fun stuff. now all these friends have "adult life" and have no time for anything else. this is probably what i hate most about life.
@@nikhilsuryadevara1877 Some people do, some dont. honestly i think a lot of people are NOT ok with just working every day and are pretending like life is good. the way society shapes us is to be robots basically.
@@milemujs2695 I feel like family and friends could probably keep me busy for a bit but wouldn’t resolve my problems. Honestly though I don’t even want to start a family. Anyway dude we are a glitch in the matrix I guess. Most people don’t aren’t even aware
Jordan Peterson talks alot about this issue. He said something like this: Find the heaviest burden you are able to bear, and carry it. To bear responsibility, is to have purpose. Thats how you have meaning in life. Hope it makes sense. Look him up, he has alot of valuable wisdom.
This must be a bait, piderson is a pseudo intelectuall drug addict that says the most mandane and unhelpfull stuff. something that should be obvious to every 15 yo.
When you got the rope, There is no need to cope. However there is hope, We just need to try, instead of being mope. Im still trying.....I will keep trying even if it hurts. Because I can still try. And even if there is no more tries, I'll probably try to find another way to try.
Nigdy wcześniej nie wyłapałam, że to polski kanał. Duma mnie rozpiera anonku, a odcinek jak zawsze w samo sedno naszej nihilistycznej egzystencji. Polska doomer girl pozdrawia
Okay, when the grandma said "I don't know how a handsome man like you is still a bachelor", I just about cry laughed. And then of course the phrase at the end. Holy shit. I relate to this minus the jumping off a bridge part.
If felt like she gave me purpose Tomorrow will be a year since she left Its so hard too find purpose I keep waiting on her or some other girl to come save me and give me meaning And she will never come
Try to find your own purpose in life. I don't think a person can be your purpose but only look like one, except in a special situation where a loved one needs you and then helping them can be your purpose. But try to find a purpose, even if it is just to wake up and go through the day how you think is best without feeling guilty for doing it. Then when you find a person it will be better because you will have a purpose and a good person for your side, not a person you are using to fill a purpose. Good luck, it will get better doomer
Don’t place your faith in the modern female, they will only disappoint. I have been there before. I would’ve done anything to ensure me and her were ok in life. It felt like she gave me purpose. She shat all over the plan. There was literally nothing I could’ve done better. We were sold a lie growing up. You have to break through the conditioning. The only person in this life that should matter to you is YOU. That sounds harsh... but it’s necessary. If people pleasing will bring me death, I will happily be selfish. Perhaps you wont understand that until you truly come close to death... but if no one else has faith in you, the brotherhood does. Doomer is a natural response to the sickness that is modern society. You aren’t crazy, you aren’t pathetic, none of that. However, no one will save you. Be like brick. I wish you well
Hey guys thank you for all of yalls responses RUclips hasn't given me any notifications for any of these I wish yall well And I'm not not fully there yet but im more ahead then I was 2 months ago
Damn. He just poured his feelings out to his grandmother, and she unintentionally slapped it back in his face by demonstrating the effects of aging. Why the fuck would ANYone wanna live that long if their body will slowly deteriorate?
Millenia thinker, brilliant video, 1:18 where the doomer looks at the camera sent chills down my back, truly amazing content you have that really hits home.
This is a work of art... No this channel itself is the work of art 🎨. An expression of an everyday average man.. but putting a twist of positive ending gives a 1% chance to cling for hope for those who are in suicidal mode and its a big difference.
i have no will to go on, if i dont get what i want, then i dont want to live, and what i want is simple, but in my situation, its unreal, i'm only here because taking the way out is not easy
Bardzo doceniam Twoje filmiki. Od jakiegoś czasu zastanawiam się nad tym jak nadać mojemu życiu znaczenie. Z każdym dniem wychodzi mi to coraz lepiej. Wiedz że dołożyłeś cegiełkę do tego kim powoli się staję. Mam nadzieję że w Twoim życiu również wszystko biegnie w dobrym kierunku.
@@mtrunkello There's a these things called sand crystal that are on a beach they re made from broken bottles on the beach and when lighting hits it makes these gorgeous crystals. It's like getting hit with lighting but there sometimes needs some broken bottles to make it happen.
When I first saw your channel I thought that it was gonna be like those old funny bitcoin bagdanoff vids, nut what I got instead has shooken me to my core many times
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How not to give up?
be a mavrick
Imagine not giving up.
Believe in your self
Stock Market
by hanging in there
The whole earning money just to exist part hits too close to home.
You know there's an alternative right, it ain't easy but you could move to a rural state and you wouldn't have to earn as much to have the same amount of comfortability
Then when you dig deeper, you still pay taxes when you buy stuff to survive...more or less slavery.
@@cheytacpraetoriancomposite3413 even if you lived in a forest you'd have to work everyday to try and survive
@@Theninjadeathhawk the main difference is that i would work only for myself and my own survival...not someone else
Wahh money motivates you, thata so sad
When the grandma called him handsome he looked at us🤣🤣
Eddie Murphy style
@@ivaerak 🤣🤣
I felt his "bruh" when he was looking at me
It is true.
@@AlexanderM0vic me too
The doomer lacks purpose. Purpose gives meaning to life
a desire or a goal
I read a comment earlier today about how old people feel happy doing mundane tasks like sitting in the sun or feeding animals simply because it provides a purpose to their days
"clean yo room bucko and pursue what is meaningful instead of what's expedient" - Pordan Jeterson
@@VS-jl1zw it's mundane it's form of meditation
I find the philosophy of existentialism really amazing. Nothing has inherent meaning and the only way to form meaning is through your viewpoint. The world is basically a free for all match. There's literally no point in not playing the game to your maximum capabilities. That's the whole point, isn't it.
If you think that getting a wife/gf will help you leave a doomer lifestyle behind - think again. After divorce all that shit comes back multiplied. Trust me on this one.
Yes. This comment, thats a false feeling of being part of a group or society.
You kinda feel loved by the way you are putting all the power in your woman's hand.
First of all try to love yourself.
I know its hard. Even for me sometimes. But you somehow need to get up and leave your house and do something, get a hoobies. That will help alot. You life will start to make sense. This is my experience ok? Dont take it too serious or get mad thinking of it.
We all gonna make it bro
Yea a lot of these dudes need to discover the red pill.
If your life is empty, it will remain empty with girlfriend, wife, children, friends etc. It cant be repaired with other person.
Det finns inte en jävel som Kan bota oss Såna har manniskor som mår som jag. Pissigt var enda jävla minut Ser inte du att hela mitt jävla liv är en katastrof?!!!
This man speaks all the truth in the world
T. Miserable existence void of purpose before she came built me up gave me reason and in one fell swoop knocked me further down into the most ravaging abyss of self-loathing and voided anything I'd ever felt, life is literally me blinking and realizing that my day is done or I've just gotten back home after another mundane day of work just to be plagued with insomnia while I drink in excess to keep the specters of the past at bay, but as we all know that nothing can stop the mind from crushing any sense of light in this self-made hell.
"I go to work to earn money, I earn money to buy food, I eat to live."
Pretty much sums up life right there
I gave up work about a year ago. Its still miserable.
@@someonesomeone25 Same, at least work gives you something to do during the day
The point here is that he doesn't have any purpose or greater goal that he is pursuing in his life. People need to exist for the sake of something, not exist just for the sake of existing.
@@kingali1606 Work makes you want to die though.
@@someonesomeone25 Meh, it wasn't that bad, I actually kinda enjoyed working in retail
Does anyone find these videos a little teryfing other than me ?
It's only terrifying because it's relatable.
Hmm I find these videos more depressing but yeah, they are also bit of terrifying
Not terrifying truthful
No! I‘m laughing
The distressing/unsettling nature with the almost divine aetherial music definitely has a specific effect. The effect is dread of some fate you never quite experience.
On the flipside you have another content creator out there, Meat Canyon, who uses aetherial to divine music with constant dread, but the art style is grotesque horror and children are usually being raped to death so the fate is fully realized and horrifying before you even get through the first fraction of the cartoon and if you're like me you just skip it. But not with Millenia Thinker, there is a sense despite the dread like you MIGHT experience some cosmic revelation, even if a monster dressed as a furry is your guide. So I watch these all through to their end.
EDIT: I'm also a fan of the first Silent Hill games (way back before they became cash-cow Gauntlet style games) and the feeling and music style are very familiar, and that is a game series where the cosmic dread stops many people from playing it through before they even open certain doors, or so I have read.
My friend lived like this. He was alone most of the time, he stayed away from us. We didn't question the silence, we figured it was him hustling because he worked and did school. All those times he'd message the group at midnight, saying strange lyrics to a random song, was a cry for help.
He hung himself two days later after those messages when nobody replied. Not even myself.
so sad, at the end everything's figure out and the puzzle is finished.
so sorry for your loss, damn, we can't even comprehend the pain that he lived
@@chrisari101 same
Gay
@@Nobody-dc8dp I'm gay and you're sexy. How do you like that sweetheart?
fuck.
He wasnt completely alone, had his granma. So do I, I would never die before her.
this
I love my grandma very much. Basically the only person I can talk to longer than 5 minutes because we have common interests
Jokes on you. My mother and grandmother are both dead now and I'm still single childless and married
@@cirious1703 i afraid i will become like this in the future, since i was the only child
i miss my great aunt and my mother... 2 kind souls who lifted my heart when the darkness and hate came. thank god i had all those memories with my great aunt, i don't regret anything!
All grandma did was add another cog in the wheel of his existential crisis: Fulfill your other biological imperative, have family. This hits so fucking hard.
Grandmas way of thinking is a sad artifact how things were in her day when familly, ethics and romance actually took priority. Which juxtapose what is going on today. That was the case with my late wwll grandma at least.
You'll grow up and eventually realize that that's a natural stage in your life, and see it for all its benefits.
Modern hypergamy ensures that the doomer will never hve a family
@@petergusev999 ok boomer
@@salihas87 Happiness. You'll figure it out some day. Refer to that video with Chad becoming a church man and raising grandchildren if you want it watered down into a format you find agreeable.
i feel like these memes are about milleniathinker's own life
It's our own life
@@dante666jt no it's not
@@B4_E yes it is. Prove me vvrong?
Its not my life lol
@@dante666jt no
Moral of the story : If you hurt your nail, your nail is hurt
Ok............what?
Spitting real factz
@@jpcd9263 That was deep
who else felt that though?
thank you for letting me know brudda
Did you had this feeling anon?
@doomer redneck same
When I was blue pilled. The hate keeps me going now
Not this time
I wanna die, how to do it painlessly
Yes dude but I've found a way to cope .. the key is being grateful sometimes and doing the things you like and getting yourself distracted by friends and family .. may sound very simple but it helps a lot
That moment when you realize Doomers ideology is basically what the goth kids were trying to tell us.
bruh
nah goth kids are just edgy for the culture
@Virgin Weeb BrokeAF Goth today still is the real goth. What your probably referring to is the tiktok bullshit that goes around rn. Goths are harder to spot now due to the influx of many different "alternative" subcultures through social media. I dunno if I made any sense lmao
Pretty much they're just not a bunch of douchey edge lords about it
@@lukejohnson5435 Makes sense to me.
The bit with grandma hit so hard, she didn’t hear, she didn’t understand the problems that we go through today they are just alien to her and her generation.
That alarm noise gives me anxiety. I don't want to go back to work guys. I'm tired of being tired all the time
You'll make it one day. We all will
I didn’t even start working yet but I feel like this
Change something. Buy the dips.
@doomer redneck This is a very twisted world. I spend most of my days either watching copious amounts of porn, or observing the deterioration of modern society that everyone seems oblivious to. God help us all.
Hang in there
A life without a purpose is the most scary thing that can happen to a man.
On the bright side, you have nothing to lose at this point. So naturally you will be open to many more choices in life.
@@SuperAvocadoo or to none at all. Usually everyone has some idea what their purpose should look like. This often hinders advancement.
@@SuperAvocadoo It can be hard to view it that way, sense everyone else has a rigid structure and plan. Giving into the thought process of, "None of it matters I can do as I please," is difficult when you just want to have the same happiness as everyone else.
I dont have a purpose. I have duties, and I have fear, and I can often tain moments of pleasure. But its all rather pointless.
Reminds me of this scene: 'What is my purpouse? -You pass butter. -Oh my god.'
Sleep, hygiene, eat, work, eat, computer, eat, computer, sleep... repeat.
Too much eating replace eat with drink...
You forgot exercise, this will make you feel a bit better
@@hezzaba it looks like 3 meals a day bro but I agree with exercise
Sounds like fun to me.
Fitter, happier, more productive
This isn’t a meme anymore. Its an eye opener to reality.
It really is but most ppl will just joke about it in the comments
@@NorcMCJ sad truth. They love mocking and belittling matters like this especially when it comes to men. Its no wonder men's mental health is going to sht worldwide. Everything is treated as a joke by them.
@@dinoluka11 Couldnt have said it anymore perfect took the words out my mouth for real its sad it happens it sucks
You sometimes think that you want to disappear... but all you really want is to be found
Misaki will not come.
I feel this. Not being able to pick yourself up, so you wait for someone to do so. But that someone never comes, so you just fall.
Edit: I helped Myself :)
welcome to the nhk
Weak
the only hope is to find strengh from within. magical thinking will never change anything.
@@white6505 may do
So you have to keep getting up for more no matter what. the guy got beaten up isn't the loser the guy who cant thought it out to the end he is the one who lose
“man up already, back in my day I didn’t even have time to feel bad”
- BOOMER 2021
ive always been a depression tending person and honestly being too busy to be sad is real. its just that it eventually catches up to you if you dont turn and face it.
@Virgin Weeb BrokeAF True to an extent, but you miss a crucial point.
Back then, as a man you at least did get something in the end after all your work and struggle. For example real estate was cheaper, despite the fact that living was harder, not to mention the culture was completely different. You did get respect and love eventually. Their time was different. All this appeal to tradition is silly when you can't understand the fact that the most important human psychological need (being appreciated) was still present back then(if not in the workplace, then your grandads wife), when it's almost completely gone today.
Today average young men are not appreciated by anybody anywhere no matter how hard they work. Take that away, and of course they'll want to give up. What could you expect?
That is why it's unfair to compare the men from the past (grandfather) to today (us). The rules of the game they played were different from the start.
They say that while they had plentiful jobs, no student loan debt, and at the very least minimum wage guaranteed you a home and car.
Actually it's very true
@@paladinslash4721 Blaming things you did to yourself for your problems is almost reaching self-awareness. Look a little deeper.
"We are still waiting on someone to intervene" my life in a nutshell
Yeah mate I feel you. But, as you know, it's not happening. We have to make intervene ourselves.
Well, I'm still lost, but at least I don't wait for this 'somebody' anymore.
I try to imagine a future where I’m happy but I don’t even know what that looks like
💀😔
It’s weird casually running into this 2 years later and realizing I still feel the same. At least I’m still here.
@@NightOwlGamingz change something
This is me at the moment, Going to work, buy food, gaming, get drunk, pay bills, repeat. I'm in my mid 20s and still don't know what I really want in life, I always think about my childhood memories alot where times were just simpler and spending most of my time hanging out with my best friend. Now that he's no longer here in this planet and family members are not contacting me anymore, I've been alone and having these dark thoughts for the longest, maybe im not seeing the bigger picture, I don't know, I guess all I can do right now is just live life a little longer hoping that I can find a purpose.
It's important to find a purpose to life. Try new things until you find things that interest or inspire you.
Find real hobby, exercise and don't drink too much. Plus work on finding friends or gf. Simple as that.
@@N4chtigall are u insane?? Gfs make it worst 🤣😂... just find a fwb
You'll be alright man.... we are constantly evolving as individuals. You arent the same person u were 1 yr ago..... fast forward 1yr and you'll change more
@@NAT-turners-Revenge Yeah, more numb.
1:58 love the details. It implies that jesus was there the whole time watching him. The dream was to give him a sense of lesson to not give up on life.
It wasnt jesus bro wut?
More like demon jesus
Doesnt matter how many times he tries to help u if u dont wanna help urself :)
@@camilomarchesi1793 he reached for the ledge and wasn't able to grasp it. Can you keep guilting a man who tried?
And does it make any sense to go and spout that kind of thing, when your energy could be better spent trying to lift the man up? Crisis situation here, and only half-helping.
This scared me af when I noticed it
Fucking hell man, this one hit gone hard. I’ve been feeling this for years.. occasionally I’ll get a spurt of energy but now that I no longer live in ignorance it is hard to “enjoy” life. It’s hard not being a doomer.
It's important to find a purpose in life, so that you aren't existing just for the sake of existing.
@@thenew4559 and how exactly do you find 'your purpose'? Sounds like a cliche to me
does life feel like it’s automated? do you feel like you’re on autopilot? you seem really burnt out. if you get this we can talk dude. I know you might not have time for this but I feel that everyone needs someone to talk to.
@@Jester_72 It's always fun, in a manic chaossy sort of way, to see someone ask questions they don't want answers to.
How r u doing?
this is getting more and more like real life
Always was, wasn't it?
@@АлександрРумянцев-щ7д Always was...
It has always been real life
yup, my name is Seba, (it's short term from Sebastian) and I used to drive van for living (not for DHL). But still I feel like this video was made directly for me
@@grodt88 what u do now?
Telling your family your problems, and them changing the subject: so relatable.
I‘m just existing, bored to death, no purpose and just waiting for my death
Same.
You can't just wait for others to give purpose for you. You need to find your OWN purpose.
The only point of existence, is to just exist…
"when all you dream about is near death moments just to wake up into the same nightmare everyday"
No one else can save you, and if you can't save yourself then sadly your story is a tragedy, but if you can then it's an adventure.
people in my country get ashamed when you tell them you've been suicidal. I hate my country's population.
@@deeprest1621 I might try to lend you a "hand". Talking sometimes helps, so I can at least listen to your story. But you have to pull you up yourself, just like in the video. And even if your "nail breaks", you can say that you've tried. So tell me something about you, I'm here for a while.
This channel is probably my favourite on RUclips I can’t lie. I always get excited for an upload. Particularly because I think our generation and our society nowadays desperately needs to see these videos and wake up to lives they are living.
It is a frightening reality that you are actually alone, but it hits hardest when you are truly on your own with no safety net or family to help you if you fail.
1:26 "Activate quantum immortality"
I guess he don't give a crap anymore at this point.
This hurts like hell, im trying to be better in life but still no purpose, recently i started taking meds again to see if i can solve it but its gonna be hard and in the way idk what will happen, dude i just dont wanna be happy like eeveryone else,i just want to be normal and not shit like I am
Get a hobby bro. Or do some sports and stick to it.
Pulled me out of some dark mindset.
Especially sports which increases neurotransmitter levels.
And practice self-respect! Shower everyday, put some fresh clothes on, care about your appearance (if that is also a symptom).
The meds help make it easier, but on their own they're not enough
Get a hobby that involves a scheduled, weekly involvement with other people face to face. Join a team or a league, somthing that just gets you interacting with other people, even if you suck at it at first. The good people there will help you get better. Mine are billiards, golf and paintball. People (especially men) need the interaction of competition and working towards a common goal. Hobbys done alone are not helpful for most in depressive states and will just let you wollow in it further. Focusing on getting good at a competitive hobby with other people really helps pull you out of it,
Good luck friend!
go to hottub streams and become a simp
Maybe some people don't have a purpose. Im not sure i do.
@@someonesomeone25 make one... that's all anyone is doing anyway... no big secret.
This describes my life perfectly, unfortunately... I don't see myself living much longer unless a miracle happens.
I think the lesson is, sometimes you have to be your own miracle. A dead car battery just needs a little jolt to keep going for a long time.
I’ll pray for you brother, the miracles are coming... HOLD ON!
@@mahoufoxxo "sometimes you have to be your own miracle." Life isn't a disney movie.
@@mahoufoxxo there is no lessons.
@@RA-eg8tw it is for some people, who is living easy mod.
I never thought I’d have become a doomer. I was in denial 2 years ago, I was on the track to becoming what I am now. Someone who fails, and fails, and fails. Waiting for someone to pick me up but then I still fail. All this started because my five good friends all left me, ghosted me. What gave me purpose was experienced and experiencing things with them. Now everyday I relive the same lonely day over and over. The world around me changes but I’m still repeating the same day. I realize all my ideals and values were meaningless. I thought they were good but they lead me nowhere. Now I’m in a constant state of self pity hoping someone might save me but it won’t happen. So I’m ready to check out. Only problem is where I live it’s harder than I’d like it to be. Stupid CAD laws. I’m done feeling like an outcast by the world. Having different opinions from everyone. I simply shouldn’t exist if I’m so wrong. I’m the only one who tells myself I’m wrong but compared to the masses what am I. A spec of dust reliving the same day. I’m stuck complaining in YT comments because nobody gives a shit, even here. So I delete these posts. I can’t even keep my thoughts organized as I make this post, which I will probably delete in my own shame. I feel the need to vent but I’m also ashamed of how much self pity I have. I really am pathetic.
How do you feel nowadays, something has changed?
@@M.Kutrzeba Completely opposite. I really was pathetic back then, but people change when they have to. The pain of staying the same was worse than the pain it took to change.
Now I embrace the pressure, the pains, the difficulty of life. I'm in the gym, and I'm working a full-time job while learning a side hustle.
I don't even have fun anymore. I'm still friendless, that hasn't changed but I'm mentally stronger because I decided to take one small step that spiraled into incredible momentum.
@@Kyrious Don't take this as a personal affront, I'm in the same place as you were before spiraling up, just about ready to embrace being a survival machine or whatever it is that bit of will that drives us after our emotional capacity emptied out. I'm just afraid of remaining so trapped in a shell that I won't make any new friends. Has that changed for you at all. Besides the steely determination, now that you're doing better do you WANT friends?
It may sound corny but Jesus is the only meaning in life. On a cosmic scale our lives on this planet is smaller than a grain of sand and every person no matter how important ends up 6 feet under. All pleasure, work, success, achievement results in nothing. Only with Jesus can the empty void within us be filled with true purpose, friendship, and glory that lasts for eternity.
Felt like dying recently. You have no idea how much this video coincidentally just popped up when i needed something. Thanks Millenia Thinker
I think an effective way to deal with this type of loss of emotional satisfaction is just to convert to absurdism. Just start doing random stupid shit whether youre alone or around others. (It can be anything, from breaking eggs while making food, spilling yourself with drinks, literally anything stupid.) It sounds stupid but try it , those little things make your life more interesting
None of those things sound stupid. All of those can inadvertently still entrap you in apathetic isolation as a doomer since you'll still be within you're limit. I was thinking of something like running and jumping in a field, hugging a co-worker. Something out of you're comfort zone.
That's the first step into insanity my friend. But if you're not affecting others in a negative way, then feel free to do that.
That's definitely not what Camus meant.
That's not absurdism, that's early onset insanity, bruh.
@@joeschmoe3815 i didnt mean that you should transition into becoming clinicaly insane, just to have little sparks of stupidity and idiotism every now and then, its kinda hard to explain but i didnt mean it in a way that encourages you to become a madman
so basically turn into Logan Paul?
This honestly hits close to home. Too afraid to die but tired of living. I already know the key to life is purpose, but finding that purpose feels impossible. I joined the Army and got out after my first contract. Ever since then it’s been trying to keep my head above water. These last few years have been especially harsh on my mind. Finding purpose in the world, I feel I still
Have time though, only being 27
I wish you the best. I’m sure it will get better
Trust me bro, I've felt the same way. The only true purpose that can fill the void is Jesus. Christians won't shut up about Him for a good reason.
I almost took my life last month and this hits me hard. Be strong my bros.
What happened last month?
@@SachinSharma-lh3ld Just feeling empty and seeing future is getting darker. But realized it ain't worth taking your own life.
@@juantamad6576 Bro my 3 friends had taken their life since past 5 years & their parents are miserable & Weeping till today.. So suicide is worst curse for parents.. Plus start doing something.. just for the sake of yourself..Just do 10 minutes daily exercise in starting & you will feel little improvement in yourself
@@SachinSharma-lh3ld I realized that too, if not for my parents. Thanks bro, keep safe out there.
@@juantamad6576 this video beautifully portrays that we're our best source of help.. so helpful ourselves or bringing discipline is tough & painful.. but living hopelessly & miserable is worst among all the pains
The background ambiance really adds to the feeling of emptiness.
Humans need a reason to live we find that reason in purpose: a cause, a dream maybe a a plan or a goal in mind? I want a wife, kids, a quiet homestead in the mountains with a home gym where I will train hunt and fish all day and raise said kids, this is my dream, my happiness i will work towards it, even if it’s unachievable I will fight so it will becomes achievable: we must not falter in the face of difficulty or despair in the face of hardship, our god watches over us and I’m sure he will give me strength to bear my trials.
Good luck MilenniaThinker don’t give up we are all going to make it, it’s all up to you.
Good shit there bud. When the goal is not achievable, dont change the goal, change the steps to get to that goal.
"To move away from society into a remote homestead with a conservative wife and 5 kids" - seems like many men on the internet share the same dream. And the vast majority of them are city-dwelling nerds who will never achieve it.
It sounds like you desire what the settlers did in early America. If you’re really interested, Idaho/Wyoming/Montana have houses in the middle of nowhere for 25k. If you work as a trucker or electrician for a few years, this is a possible goal. The wife, on the other hand... that can be an incredible challenge. Maybe an amish woman
@@Tempusverum good point. It's very difficult to find a Western woman who's not completely engulfed in social media or tainted by feminist ideology nowadays. Perhaps only if you move to Eastern Europe or Asia.
Absurdism in a nutshell
I think the problem here is crippling loneliness. We all need friends and maybe a partner family is not enough. Its so difficult as a depressed person tho. I hope anyone feeling this hollow tries something new to let the light in..
Yeah but in the end, surrounding you with other people is like a way to distract yourself from life itself. You are just running away from who you are. That's why there are a lot of people who can't stand being alone for more than a day.
i noticed he was playing PREY. PREY is a twisted nightmare where you navigate an empty space station with black undulating creatures all around you. some hide, some chase, and some wait. You, the player, doesnt fit into any one of these categories, because you are a survivor above all else. Just like the doomer, you go through a void existence just trying to survive, without any one clear goal.
"And in this reign of Godlessness, the heathens will say: Tie this around your neck"
DEMON HUNTER!!!
Hell hath no fury!
Sure weeb, but I must praise for God that I have SINNED
@CaptainCopperhead
I was listening to some of their stuff recently!
Almost 3 years ago this legendary video has been made
after a while, even gaming consumes too much energy
Its creeps me out how much I'm able to relate to your videos. As if I'm watching myself
I love the moment when Wojak looked directly at us after grandma’s words. He knows that we heard the same words in the past from the very same person...
i have no purpose to live really. i just exist. people have been saying "oh dont worry, you will figure it out soon enough" - yeah right. im 33 now, soon to be 34 - still havent figured it out after all these years. i think not everyone find that purpose. some just dont have it.
@@nikhilsuryadevara1877 agreed. i really miss being a kid though. back when i had no knowledge of what life is about. i remember going to bed so happy thinking about what i was going to do next day. i spent a lot of time outside with friends, we did a lot of fun stuff. now all these friends have "adult life" and have no time for anything else. this is probably what i hate most about life.
@@nikhilsuryadevara1877 Some people do, some dont. honestly i think a lot of people are NOT ok with just working every day and are pretending like life is good. the way society shapes us is to be robots basically.
@@Mazxlol this......i feel that so bad man...nostalgia can get really painful sometimes
You can't make your own purpose, but you can make your own meaning. Semantics
@@milemujs2695 I feel like family and friends could probably keep me busy for a bit but wouldn’t resolve my problems. Honestly though I don’t even want to start a family. Anyway dude we are a glitch in the matrix I guess. Most people don’t aren’t even aware
That droning synth noise at the start of these videos is so perfect.
Thank you for your hard work in making these videos I appreciate them. Have a great week ahead.
Jordan Peterson talks alot about this issue. He said something like this:
Find the heaviest burden you are able to bear, and carry it. To bear responsibility, is to have purpose. Thats how you have meaning in life.
Hope it makes sense. Look him up, he has alot of valuable wisdom.
Its true having a job, helping your family has a great purpouse and meaning. The grey stone theory helped a lot.
This must be a bait, piderson is a pseudo intelectuall drug addict that says the most mandane and unhelpfull stuff. something that should be obvious to every 15 yo.
JP is cringe.
@@seraphim-kpopdreamcorpsear5255 How is he cringe? He is way smarter than you I bet
@@LDW12887 Soon as I read "pseudo-intellectual" I stopped reading your comment.
When you got the rope,
There is no need to cope.
However there is hope,
We just need to try, instead of being mope.
Im still trying.....I will keep trying even if it hurts. Because I can still try. And even if there is no more tries, I'll probably try to find another way to try.
Me too man Im trying too. Im trying everyday I cant give up I wont give up. I believe in us we wont give up
Nah,I like to give up
Until life is giving you this choice, you can always try.
My name fits really well for that scenario
Nie ma co się załamywać Seba :)
I can't take it anymore, I suffered a lot and after all this suffering I realized it was meaningless, it didn't get better
"There ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good..."
This isn't a meme anymore. Just pain.
1:17 that fourth wall break tho
He knows he's not handsome and he knows y'all know too
I have those kind of really dark thoughts sometimes.
The worst part is that this tends to happen quite randomly these days.
Nigdy wcześniej nie wyłapałam, że to polski kanał. Duma mnie rozpiera anonku, a odcinek jak zawsze w samo sedno naszej nihilistycznej egzystencji. Polska doomer girl pozdrawia
Masterful video. You’re good at your craft MillenialThinker
Pretty fucked up the majority of us were never even given a real shot at a happy life, and no matter what we do we can’t change it.
I was given a shot at a happy life and I ruined it. Now I forever suffer…
Okay, when the grandma said "I don't know how a handsome man like you is still a bachelor", I just about cry laughed. And then of course the phrase at the end. Holy shit. I relate to this minus the jumping off a bridge part.
what's so bad about a compliment?
@@mrosskne uhm... nothing? Don't know where you're getting that from.
@@brandonriggle3860 so why did it make you cry laugh?
@@mrosskne because it's relatable. I've been told that before.
@@mrosskne Dude, everyone knows being called handsome by mom or grandma doesn't counts
“I go to work to earn money, I earn money to eat, I eat to live. But I dont wanna live anymore.”
hit too close to home
don't work then
@@Huguettechad828 but then your still stuck with the pain. No matter what you do your stuck between a wall and a hard place.
@@_Scarlet1 yeah at least working distracts you from your problems for a bit
@@Husdajukies Unless you hate your job which is fairly high, considering that 80% of Americans hate their jobs back in 2020.
When I'm having a good day, I stop and read the comments on this video! It never fails to bring a frown to my face!
Love yourself. Yes 👌🏻🙏 And that is hard to do for many.
1:47 oh crap I felt that nail
This cured by old depression
By giving me new depression
If felt like she gave me purpose
Tomorrow will be a year since she left
Its so hard too find purpose I keep waiting on her or some other girl to come save me and give me meaning
And she will never come
Good luck pal. You are strong.
Try to find your own purpose in life. I don't think a person can be your purpose but only look like one, except in a special situation where a loved one needs you and then helping them can be your purpose.
But try to find a purpose, even if it is just to wake up and go through the day how you think is best without feeling guilty for doing it. Then when you find a person it will be better because you will have a purpose and a good person for your side, not a person you are using to fill a purpose.
Good luck, it will get better doomer
Be someone who doesn't need saving, and they will come to you. The good news is, this is 100% do-able. Be strong and fight the good fight, bro.
Don’t place your faith in the modern female, they will only disappoint. I have been there before. I would’ve done anything to ensure me and her were ok in life. It felt like she gave me purpose. She shat all over the plan. There was literally nothing I could’ve done better.
We were sold a lie growing up. You have to break through the conditioning. The only person in this life that should matter to you is YOU. That sounds harsh... but it’s necessary. If people pleasing will bring me death, I will happily be selfish. Perhaps you wont understand that until you truly come close to death... but if no one else has faith in you, the brotherhood does.
Doomer is a natural response to the sickness that is modern society. You aren’t crazy, you aren’t pathetic, none of that. However, no one will save you. Be like brick. I wish you well
Hey guys thank you for all of yalls responses
RUclips hasn't given me any notifications for any of these
I wish yall well
And I'm not not fully there yet but im more ahead then I was 2 months ago
Legit cried first time in a long while because of that video. Thank you a lot for what you are doing
Are you doing okay?
You outdid yourself with this one. Loved the message at the end!
1:57 gave me the chills man
Damn. He just poured his feelings out to his grandmother, and she unintentionally slapped it back in his face by demonstrating the effects of aging. Why the fuck would ANYone wanna live that long if their body will slowly deteriorate?
You’re still to naive and young to understand life
@@Joespart9010 Boomer comment
@@Joespart9010 Boomer comment
@@analogaudiorules1724 Massive boomer energy
@@Ropewatch i can power my house with this nuclear boomer fissionable hyper gen z snow flake hydrogenation splitting atoms at the speed of light
0:40 dzień świra vibes
Millenia thinker, brilliant video, 1:18 where the doomer looks at the camera sent chills down my back, truly amazing content you have that really hits home.
I love how you kept the scenery, I mean the medal and the book from the previous videos
While I don't have suicidal thoughts, the feeling empty thing is still true :c
God gives the power, but WE need to do it. (the pulling yourself up part)
A lack of purpose could be worse than death itself. 'cause you realize thag there's no difference between an animal and you.
Animals have purpose.
I keep forgetting these are memes, they seem to be the lessons I need when I need them. Thanks again
I only have my mom, if shes gone then i guess i have nothing to keep me going forward
Same here.
we will have to be strong :|
This is a work of art... No this channel itself is the work of art 🎨. An expression of an everyday average man.. but putting a twist of positive ending gives a 1% chance to cling for hope for those who are in suicidal mode and its a big difference.
Angry he didn’t just trim that one nail smh 😤
Used to be a full on doomer but by the Grace of God I’m transitioning into a bloomer.
thanks for publishing the video. saved my life.
i have no will to go on, if i dont get what i want, then i dont want to live, and what i want is simple, but in my situation, its unreal, i'm only here because taking the way out is not easy
Bardzo doceniam Twoje filmiki. Od jakiegoś czasu zastanawiam się nad tym jak nadać mojemu życiu znaczenie. Z każdym dniem wychodzi mi to coraz lepiej. Wiedz że dołożyłeś cegiełkę do tego kim powoli się staję. Mam nadzieję że w Twoim życiu również wszystko biegnie w dobrym kierunku.
1:58
You can see jizzus sitting in the dark corner,just to vanish when the doomer gets up. I think this is a nice reference,well played
indeed
Oh God "jizzus" is that a thing now?
@@yoshikagekira2838 In Germany we got a rapper called "Gzuz" exactly pronounced like that.
I felt the physical pain on that nail rip.
best motivational video i've ever seen
This one really hits home.., sometimes in complete and utter hopelessness can one find their answer.
i used to be a doomer, but now i'm a bloomer.
we'll all make it one day boys, don't ever throw in the towel
It just hit you someday out of the blue or how?
@@mtrunkello i doubt it, i think he made an effort to change himself for the best
@@mtrunkello There's a these things called sand crystal that are on a beach they re made from broken bottles on the beach and when lighting hits it makes these gorgeous crystals. It's like getting hit with lighting but there sometimes needs some broken bottles to make it happen.
Well i feel like a doomer for one week then like a bloomer for another, but becuase im propably manio-depresive :D I should visit a shrink...
@@elvis2201 yeah same I could have adhd and bi polar but I keep trudging I hope you do too
Remembering that your entire lucid life will be creating surplus value for a company that doesn’t care about you.
Wow, thanks for the motivation!
my man out there giving people existential complexes with memes
i dont know thats pretty surface level stuff
@@Yellow.1844 didn't point out that I was talking about all of his videos lmao
When I first saw your channel I thought that it was gonna be like those old funny bitcoin bagdanoff vids, nut what I got instead has shooken me to my core many times
Man, my head it's spinning around a lot of theories, and i just can't get a conclusion of it, God bless us all, Amen