Mitski: NPR Music Tiny Desk Concert

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  • Опубликовано: 30 авг 2015
  • August 31, 2015by BOB BOILEN
    Watching Mitski perform at my desk, there are moments when I was worried for her. In her opening song, "Townie," the boys "are driving and they'll be drinking" - and a verse later, Mitski sings of love in ways that feel vengeful, not fruitful.
    And I want a love that falls as fast
    As a body from the balcony, and
    I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
    I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
    Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
    I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
    Moments later, she holds her guitar high with her mouth close to the pickup, which acts like a microphone as she screams to her mother for help:
    Mom, would you wash my back?
    This once, and then we can forget
    And I'll leave what I'm chasing
    For the other girls to pursue
    Mom, am I still young?
    Can I dream for a few months more?
    Then, she closes with a song of dying in the hope of leaving a tidy room and being well-regarded when they come get her things. If it all sounds depressing, it is, but the glimmer of beauty comes in her smile and laugh at the end of her set. It's part nerves, part angst, and it all makes for a heartfelt performance sans filters: That's why Mitski Miyawaki is such an incredible performer. At night, at a club with the lights down and drinks in hand, it can be more pensive for all - more thought-provoking. But here in an office, the starkness somehow makes her music even scarier.
    Set List
    "Townie"
    "Class Of 2013"
    "Last Words Of A Shooting Star"
    Credits
    Producers: Bob Boilen, Morgan Walker; Audio Engineer: Josh Rogosin; Videographers: Morgan Walker, Lani Milton; Assistant Producer: Elena Saavedra Buckley; photo by Lydia Thompson/NPR
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  • @retroTiko
    @retroTiko 5 лет назад +22124

    ok but how can she sing without crying

    • @_anhedonia
      @_anhedonia 4 года назад +1362

      Tiko ikr i cannot listen to class of 2013 without bawling my eyes out let alone sing it

    • @teapeaa
      @teapeaa 4 года назад +1085

      Im sure she cried so many times writing her music and singing it to herself over and over in her privacy

    • @reece2217
      @reece2217 4 года назад +408

      Daniela class of 2013 is so raw that it makes me want to cry till i have no tears left l

    • @cpretzel2558
      @cpretzel2558 4 года назад +458

      I saw the bury me at makeout creek tour years ago and she cried on stage when she closed with last words of a shooting star. You could of heard a pin hit the ground in that moment. Everyone in the room was shook and holding back tears too.

    • @bobsbigboy_
      @bobsbigboy_ 4 года назад +7

      Cuz it aint that deep. Songs are mid

  • @leothelion6245
    @leothelion6245 5 лет назад +9100

    When she was yelling into that guitar.........she gets it

    • @fionagallagherapologist5968
      @fionagallagherapologist5968 3 года назад +61

      yeah 🧎🏽‍♀️

    • @brain0068
      @brain0068 3 года назад +117

      I think she the very few who do get it but she GETS it yknow?

    • @RossyR0ss
      @RossyR0ss 3 года назад +12

      Replying incase this comment gets 500+ replys

    • @leothelion6245
      @leothelion6245 3 года назад +28

      ANYWAYS thanks for the likes please send me money

    • @louisaamabel708
      @louisaamabel708 3 года назад +1

      🧎 🧎‍♂️

  • @tiredb973
    @tiredb973 2 года назад +9581

    i’m so glad mitski invented the whole world she’s so considerate

  • @feryourmomslover4412
    @feryourmomslover4412 3 года назад +10561

    Therapy is very expensive, Mitski’s music is free

    • @rain-cb3ze
      @rain-cb3ze 3 года назад +3

      Trye

    • @washingmachine2
      @washingmachine2 3 года назад +71

      no, we need help

    • @feryourmomslover4412
      @feryourmomslover4412 3 года назад +51

      @@washingmachine2 yes bug we are also ✨broke✨☺️💅

    • @j.o.g.j
      @j.o.g.j 2 года назад +18

      The catra pfp and this comment is kinda worrying

    • @lia928
      @lia928 2 года назад +14

      CATRA PFP AND MITSKI I WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND

  • @lesbiasian
    @lesbiasian 3 года назад +24936

    my favorite quote of hers: "i've gotten a lot of complaints saying that I can't play guitar, and it's true, i'm a keyboardist. but I do this because for a lot of girls it's kind of scary to try to start playing guitar cause you feel like you immediately won't be good enough. so I'm telling you right now, I can't play guitar and I'm playing guitar on stage. you can just start where you can."

    • @eloisemae1325
      @eloisemae1325 3 года назад +562

      Awwwww I’m thirteen and i got a really cool electric guitar and a really great amp for Christmas and I’ve signed up for online classes and it is scaerryyyuy and my fingers hurt T-T but practice makes progress and I’ll get better with timee 💕 🎸 🎶

    • @angelbabe1287
      @angelbabe1287 3 года назад +49

      @@eloisemae1325 me too but i have a lot getting in my way

    • @barryscanlon3575
      @barryscanlon3575 3 года назад +191

      @@eloisemae1325 if you want to be good, you will be good in the future. Be patient and devoted, and try not to compare yourself to others. Instead compare yourself to you in the past, and you'll realise how much progress you're making. Good luck!

    • @bashmeesh
      @bashmeesh 3 года назад +5

      Love!!!!

    • @eloisemae1325
      @eloisemae1325 3 года назад +10

      @@barryscanlon3575 AAA- thanks your so nice ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ

  • @cherryaleex
    @cherryaleex 3 года назад +4072

    Yes I Have Mommy Issues

    • @mercedesinfantee3566
      @mercedesinfantee3566 3 года назад +62

      same my mom told me she hated me not that long ago😕

    • @aylsa
      @aylsa 3 года назад +37

      @@mercedesinfantee3566 i'm so sorry.

    • @alena3464
      @alena3464 3 года назад +9

      ayo same 🥶

    • @leuvenfra
      @leuvenfra 3 года назад +16

      i love all of you🥺

    • @cara9511
      @cara9511 3 года назад +10

      @@mercedesinfantee3566 tell her you hate her back even if you dont

  • @feryourmomslover4412
    @feryourmomslover4412 3 года назад +8592

    Townie: daddy issues
    Class of 2013: mommy issues
    Last words of a shooting star: issues

  • @maggie5807
    @maggie5807 2 года назад +1983

    When I was 18 I laid in bed and listened to this and cried so hard because I hated myself and everything so much. I’m 24 now and life is beautiful.

  • @kaylapagan8451
    @kaylapagan8451 3 года назад +17263

    her control is crazy. She can even control.. when she chooses not to control her voice ?

    • @ImmaBrainGremlin
      @ImmaBrainGremlin 3 года назад +1080

      The "lack of control" is an illusion created by skill.

    • @adhesiveghost2834
      @adhesiveghost2834 3 года назад +540

      i think it’s a stylistic choice to show vulnerability but i could be wrong

    • @Hannah-nh5qj
      @Hannah-nh5qj 3 года назад +148

      She reminds me of Fiona Apple or Janis Joplin.

    • @vdoza33
      @vdoza33 3 года назад +8

      @@Hannah-nh5qj or like a bootleg angel olson

    • @Hannah-nh5qj
      @Hannah-nh5qj 3 года назад +172

      @@vdoza33 Idk who Angel Olsen is, but I’m not comparing artists as an insult like you’re trying to- I’m pointing out vocal similarities between other great artists and the one I’m listening to.

  • @Beabadoobee
    @Beabadoobee 4 года назад +16503

    I think I’m in love

  • @corvid2910
    @corvid2910 3 года назад +2212

    Class of 2013 is that feeling of being a small child, after a scarring lucid dream crawling, sobbing, to your mom’s room begging to sleep in her bed with her. Just one night, you won’t shuffle or be loud, it’ll be just one night. Please mom, I’m scared. Ill be quiet.

    • @rondeanichi3633
      @rondeanichi3633 3 года назад +73

      stop you are making me tear up

    • @garbagepilebonk
      @garbagepilebonk 2 года назад +16

      I cried

    • @nobody-qc7xc
      @nobody-qc7xc 2 года назад +10

      bye i cried

    • @lux____602
      @lux____602 2 года назад +8

      Cool, crying even more now

    • @donutpond
      @donutpond 2 года назад +61

      class of 2013 is the feeling of being a teenager waking up with a nightmare but forcing yourself to stay in your own bed because you're supposed to be too old to be afraid of things anymore

  • @eli7465
    @eli7465 2 года назад +515

    I can't believe mitski invented 2013! She's so powerful 😍

    • @wonderhoy9049
      @wonderhoy9049 2 года назад +9

      Ikr🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍

    • @zombies.in.space.
      @zombies.in.space. 5 месяцев назад +3

      the fact that she invented the year 2013 and then every year before and after is just so heartwarming. truly an inspiration

  • @muppetfriend
    @muppetfriend 3 года назад +25010

    i love mitski, she makes me feel like an inside out sock

    • @j.o.g.j
      @j.o.g.j 3 года назад +498

      This is very well put

    • @ilikefrogs5548
      @ilikefrogs5548 3 года назад +343

      why does this make so much sense

    • @oksanarose6879
      @oksanarose6879 3 года назад +169

      this is the funniest comment i’ve ever read in my life bless you

    • @mesajenniges1876
      @mesajenniges1876 3 года назад +112

      no youve got a point

    • @idedimi
      @idedimi 3 года назад +85

      thank you so much for articulating this experience

  • @judyelkadi
    @judyelkadi 3 года назад +10372

    WHY ARE YOU GUYS SKIPPING STRAIGHT AHEAD TO CLASS OF 2013??!! I WILL NOT TOLERATE THE DISRESPECT TOWARDS TOWNIE.

    • @sophiam4980
      @sophiam4980 3 года назад +567

      FR THE VOCALS IN TOWNIE ARE UNMATCHED

    • @judyelkadi
      @judyelkadi 3 года назад +59

      @@sophiam4980 RIGHT???

    • @souptheirl1482
      @souptheirl1482 3 года назад +47

      EXACTLY

    • @fuops
      @fuops 3 года назад +32

      RIGHT?

    • @acedia2
      @acedia2 3 года назад +19

      SO TRUE

  • @linss626
    @linss626 3 года назад +630

    we all have unresolved childhood trauma but we all thought why get a therapist when you can watch mitski scream into a guitar

  • @eleanor7024
    @eleanor7024 3 года назад +995

    It’s like she’s playing alone in her room, except we’re all watching her. Such an intimate and vulnerable performance. thank you mitski

  • @antonmedina7591
    @antonmedina7591 3 года назад +6173

    this is not an npr video this is therapy

    • @fionagallagherapologist5968
      @fionagallagherapologist5968 3 года назад +67

      free therapy :]

    • @viktawrialoughy9818
      @viktawrialoughy9818 3 года назад +71

      it's the other way around homegirl let's get you a doctor

    • @urmomisgay6853
      @urmomisgay6853 3 года назад +21

      okay home girl it’s okay let’s call the doctor

    • @Cutekumavt
      @Cutekumavt 3 года назад +15

      Your therapy, my self harm we are not the same 😌✨

    • @waterlemon9838
      @waterlemon9838 2 года назад +5

      I literally watched this after my thesis breakdown

  • @fionagallagherapologist5968
    @fionagallagherapologist5968 3 года назад +6469

    "mom, im tired" *instant tears*

    • @Yvesening
      @Yvesening 2 года назад

      Yep🥲

    • @om0_o
      @om0_o Год назад +147

      "can i dream for a few months more" screaming, crying, throwing up

    • @isabelle9812
      @isabelle9812 Год назад +65

      @@om0_o shitting, vomiting, bleeding, screeching, howling, foaming from mouth

    • @om0_o
      @om0_o Год назад +22

      @@isabelle9812 ok, calm down

    • @isabelle9812
      @isabelle9812 Год назад +9

      ​@@om0_o real

  • @theblacksheep2374
    @theblacksheep2374 4 месяца назад +92

    Im so happy mitski invented teenage years

    • @crownde
      @crownde 4 месяца назад +9

      I'm so happy she invented years

  • @aria6725
    @aria6725 2 года назад +47

    shes the prettiest person ever

  • @tarynnago8205
    @tarynnago8205 4 года назад +8828

    i burst into tears at "can i dream for a few months more?"

    • @indubitablyzara
      @indubitablyzara 4 года назад +252

      it's "I'll leave what I'm chasing for the other girls to pursue" that always gets me (but the whole thing, really)

    • @cereal_21
      @cereal_21 3 года назад +14

      literally same

    • @theindependent-official5884
      @theindependent-official5884 3 года назад +207

      idk about you, but i lose it at "mom"

    • @ectoprankster
      @ectoprankster 3 года назад +108

      the raw scream of mom gets me each and every time

    • @lizzy4300
      @lizzy4300 3 года назад +5

      @@ectoprankster Same😢

  • @grantboyer3529
    @grantboyer3529 4 года назад +10606

    the control of the shakiness in her voice reminds me of johnny cash but with teenage angst i’m all here for it.

    • @burntforest633
      @burntforest633 3 года назад +71

      @@OctopusWhoSeesAll that's not vibrato, more of a tremolo.

    • @bashmeesh
      @bashmeesh 3 года назад +36

      Yes Johnny Cash, I was trying to think of what that reminded me of

    • @nasjordan2598
      @nasjordan2598 2 года назад +6

      @@bashmeesh huh....reminds me kind of dolores O'riordan

    • @phroad317
      @phroad317 2 года назад +5

      johnny cash uses vibrato what she does is weird and i personally think it sound like a teenage boy going through puberty

    • @zazz1103
      @zazz1103 2 года назад +17

      @@phroad317 almost like its a song about puberty

  • @lovehrz
    @lovehrz 2 года назад +274

    i think mitski's music can be described in one word as raw. it's not for people who like polished sounds. mitski's music is meant to be a knife to the gut, a punch to the eye. it's meant to make u feel the pain, & also to make u embrace it as a part of u.

    • @bushman6964
      @bushman6964 2 года назад +2

      It sure gives me pain, in my ears

    • @biggaylol5438
      @biggaylol5438 2 года назад +1

      @@bushman6964 im gonna get rid of ur ears coward

  • @azmxivq
    @azmxivq 2 года назад +1333

    since no one did it,
    0:00 - Townie
    2:32 - Class Of 2013
    4:39 - Last Words Of A Shooting Star
    thank me later.

  • @andiem8575
    @andiem8575 4 года назад +23433

    Mitski with exposed acne scream singing into her guitar has been constantly in my head since I saw this years ago and tbh it’s why I get up every day the raw energy in this is so powerful

    • @veronicaryder7553
      @veronicaryder7553 3 года назад +354

      honestly same, came back to this video again and I don't know how to stop feeling

    • @eloisemae1325
      @eloisemae1325 3 года назад +253

      She’s so beautiful ♥️

    • @HectorNazarioFiammE
      @HectorNazarioFiammE 3 года назад +124

      this performance keeps me alive, often.

    • @wesleycarson9254
      @wesleycarson9254 2 года назад +220

      38 year old man here and this gave me that anything is possible mysterious, depressed feeling of my late teens again. I haven't felt that in a long time. Thank you mitski. Inspiring

    • @stargirl2094
      @stargirl2094 2 года назад +157

      @@NoName-fo7mz learn empathy

  • @finn8762
    @finn8762 5 лет назад +7206

    the raw almost uncomfortable sounds of the first two songs are soothed SO DEEPLY by the last. she knows exactly what she's doing and it's incredible

    • @micky_knuckles
      @micky_knuckles 4 года назад +27

      This.

    • @rodietodie
      @rodietodie 4 года назад +1

      finn ! Yes!

    • @potato.pancake
      @potato.pancake 3 года назад +220

      people don’t understand that she intentionally does this!!! they say she sounds terrible but it’s art honey (she sounds incredible anyway; she’s literally mitski)

    • @dominospikza
      @dominospikza 3 года назад +61

      finn ! she’s an amazing performer. all of her artistic endeavors are so calculated and intentional. i love her for it

    • @spitgorge2021
      @spitgorge2021 3 года назад +23

      @Cosmin Eduard ok cosmin eduard

  • @macncheeselvr
    @macncheeselvr 2 года назад +298

    I wish mitski was never embarrassed about this tiny desk concert vid, she’s amazing and so powerful in here it’s mind blowing.

    • @evee4365
      @evee4365 8 месяцев назад +19

      how was she embarassed?

    • @anonmirii
      @anonmirii 5 месяцев назад +3

      ​@@evee4365her appearance, at least I think that's why.

  • @jhonestebanramirezquintana8918
    @jhonestebanramirezquintana8918 5 месяцев назад +70

    I think she deserves a new performance here

  • @monicasanto77
    @monicasanto77 5 лет назад +2845

    “looking like a big pulsing void and radiating pain”

  • @ttt8527
    @ttt8527 6 лет назад +5816

    mitski's music makes me want to burn a house down in slow motion

    • @RaRa-vf3zx
      @RaRa-vf3zx 5 лет назад +4

      I’m sorry what?

    • @mill8722
      @mill8722 5 лет назад +1

      THIS😍

    • @johnr8820
      @johnr8820 4 года назад +3

      What the frick is wrong with you

    • @alegria1813
      @alegria1813 4 года назад +1

      In slowmo

    • @jakemachineuwu
      @jakemachineuwu 3 года назад +4

      i cant tell if thats a good thing or a bad thing but okay

  • @mirimelissa7343
    @mirimelissa7343 2 года назад +135

    The way she unapologetically shows up with her raw emotions and intensity throughout the whole thing. The way she dares to break open and wear her wounds like diamonds, so proudly. Nothing inspires me more and there's nothing i admire more than that about her.

  • @caitlinistired1050
    @caitlinistired1050 2 года назад +38

    I love how she always goes “… thenx :)”

  • @hannahweedon9336
    @hannahweedon9336 6 лет назад +7743

    Mistki made me feel confident in my own skin. You can write using simple chord progressions, you can have acne, you can be a singer, you can be all the things

    • @alessandrafunaro9829
      @alessandrafunaro9829 5 лет назад +65

      Hannah Weedon i really needed to read this thank u so much

    • @alien_from_andromeda
      @alien_from_andromeda 4 года назад +18

      Hannah Weedon RIGHT! She’s amazing

    • @holamamelo2514
      @holamamelo2514 4 года назад +33

      you can be mediocre and still be famous it's what you're trying to say

    • @muribs8137
      @muribs8137 4 года назад +331

      @@holamamelo2514 and you can avoid being a total asshole

    • @markengelbert30
      @markengelbert30 4 года назад +24

      @@holamamelo2514 and what you get with complex music if nobody listen it?

  • @tubingtubing1
    @tubingtubing1 6 лет назад +8443

    Oh my dear. Her music is like a punch from my 15-year-old self and a hug from my 34-year-old self in return. I love messy beautiful girlhood!

    • @vickisigh2674
      @vickisigh2674 5 лет назад +103

      omg you described it so perfectly....

    • @justmart4455
      @justmart4455 5 лет назад +11

      @@vickisigh2674 word

    • @alohaworld
      @alohaworld 4 года назад +14

      A beautiful sentiment

    • @kozhikkaalan
      @kozhikkaalan 4 года назад +41

      the fuck? how did you capture it so perfectly

    • @son2425
      @son2425 4 года назад +4

      Lol I love this!

  • @Yara-ov1ii
    @Yara-ov1ii 3 года назад +30

    yes bestie scream at that guitar😌

  • @catemiller2161
    @catemiller2161 2 года назад +96

    Sometimes you don’t want a solution, you just want to be angry and upset and take your time resolving those feelings by yourself. Screaming along to this session in my car at work on my lunch really helped me today.

  • @andie4464
    @andie4464 3 года назад +2640

    dear me in the future when you come back to this video again, i hope you’re okay.

    • @maryam4259
      @maryam4259 3 года назад +15

      are you okay

    • @boosouls
      @boosouls 3 года назад +7

      are you okay?

    • @andie4464
      @andie4464 3 года назад +93

      no lol

    • @LuluguimaS2
      @LuluguimaS2 3 года назад +3

      I’m wishing the same for me

    • @kristinepinlac2796
      @kristinepinlac2796 3 года назад +14

      I hope you'll be okay now and always. And for the times that you don't, that's okay too. I hope that you've found the strength to be happier. There's nothing wrong with you then and there's especially nothing wrong with you now. There is no one right way to live and life isn't a race so make whatever you will out of your life, just know that you don't have to live it alone. You deserve the world and I love you

  • @Topfington
    @Topfington 2 года назад +72

    Her music is so personal to her. And yet I can feel that hollowness of what she was feeling at the time

  • @hihellohowareyoutoday
    @hihellohowareyoutoday 2 года назад +117

    Last words of a shooting star is perhaps the most beautifully written and heartbreaking song I’ve ever heard (though class of 2013 is a close second)

  • @oforlikelalune1506
    @oforlikelalune1506 5 лет назад +4165

    0:02 Townie
    2:17 Class of 2013
    3:33 (SHE DOES THE THING WITH THE GUITAR)
    4:33 Last Words of a Shooting Star

    • @jackson-zo8pt
      @jackson-zo8pt 5 лет назад +345

      THANK YOU for the guitar timestamp, i love when she screams during class of 2013

    • @nopalito6424
      @nopalito6424 4 года назад +164

      We are ALL here for the screams

    • @sophiam4980
      @sophiam4980 3 года назад +58

      TOWNIE WAS SO GOOD

    • @elyssepolice
      @elyssepolice 3 года назад +12

      Thank you

    • @eva.b5354
      @eva.b5354 3 года назад +10

      @@sophiam4980 IT WAS IMPECCABLE AH

  • @PragmaticOptimist
    @PragmaticOptimist 5 лет назад +2925

    06:01: "and you'd say you love me and look in my eyes but I know through mine you were looking in yours"
    ...speechless

    • @rubyreduxx
      @rubyreduxx 4 года назад +35

      optimistic nihilist ouch... mah heart

    • @jamesgrandjean6138
      @jamesgrandjean6138 4 года назад +81

      Last Words is such a great song. One of my favs of hers

    • @SunjayVideos
      @SunjayVideos 4 года назад +77

      i can't believe how Mitski invented breaking eye contact

    • @ajhia9522
      @ajhia9522 3 года назад +22

      she’s literally a lyrical genius

    • @loganmohler737
      @loganmohler737 3 года назад

      Powerful

  • @Hungergameslover1312
    @Hungergameslover1312 2 года назад +55

    I am so desperately longing for the day where hearing "Class of 2013" won't have the power to make me break out into tears

  • @bug6235
    @bug6235 2 года назад +66

    3:35 literally crying and shaking and throwing up and bangnig my head against a wwall I LOVE HER SO FUCKNIG MUCH

  • @jessicaspurrell_
    @jessicaspurrell_ 3 года назад +5995

    “she didn’t sing the last note right in class of 2013 its out of tune” no hunny. She just didn’t resolve the chord and ended it on major seventh it’s called dissonance

  • @Vampyre_Brat
    @Vampyre_Brat 8 лет назад +714

    class of 2013 is the rawest shit i've ever seen

  • @kieran1183
    @kieran1183 2 года назад +35

    I feel like Mitski’s music encapsulates exactly how it feels be young, growing up, and in love.

  • @easong2148
    @easong2148 4 месяца назад +12

    I'm a 67 year old white guy. Mitski is the most radical thing I've heard in about 20 years. Simply awesome.

  • @Honeyapplepear
    @Honeyapplepear 4 года назад +6192

    I feel like this was so intimate, like it’s just her in a room without an audience or cameras. She’s just playing for herself and it’s so awesome.

    • @Vann-jn3jc
      @Vann-jn3jc 2 года назад +7

      Completely agree.

    • @teetoo6669
      @teetoo6669 2 года назад +42

      ...there is a camera tho

    • @badappple
      @badappple 2 года назад +28

      there is an audience too?

    • @Honeyapplepear
      @Honeyapplepear 2 года назад

      @@badappple 🤦🏻‍♀️

    • @badappple
      @badappple 2 года назад

      @@Honeyapplepear whats up

  • @MUtley-rf8vg
    @MUtley-rf8vg 7 лет назад +3070

    This girl sees clear melody in her mind. I am envious.

    • @bandaatube
      @bandaatube 7 лет назад +93

      I'm going to cry at this comment its so true

    • @matrocious
      @matrocious 7 лет назад +1

      M. Utley which channel is on and is it daytime or night

  • @faithhaneul
    @faithhaneul Год назад +13

    how does she not cry

  • @sapphicism
    @sapphicism 2 года назад +49

    4:11 such an emotional line and then it just ends so abruptly?!?! MITSKI MY TEARS WONT CRAWL BACK INTO MY EYES

  • @zosia2030
    @zosia2030 3 года назад +3131

    My day be so fine but then boom. Class of 2013 by mitski. Sobbing rn

    • @Loh24158
      @Loh24158 3 года назад +9

      Me rn

    • @angelicacarnis
      @angelicacarnis 3 года назад +11

      me being an entrapta kinnie with mommy issues and seeing this comment

    • @una9906
      @una9906 2 года назад +3

      something about your mista pfp really completes the comment, thank you

    • @zosia2030
      @zosia2030 2 года назад +3

      @@una9906 I thank you 😳

    • @thisishalloween5589
      @thisishalloween5589 Год назад

      Same the mommy issues hit hard lol

  • @ev9099
    @ev9099 3 года назад +458

    try not to cry mitski tiny desk concert edition

  • @valeriaz1219
    @valeriaz1219 2 года назад +11

    MOM WOULD YOU WASH MY BACKKKK THIS ONCE AND THEN WE CAN FORGET

    • @valeriaz1219
      @valeriaz1219 2 года назад +3

      AND ILL LEAVE WHAT IM CHASING FOR THE OTHER GIRLS TO PERSUE

  • @nin_.444
    @nin_.444 5 месяцев назад +20

    she literally plays my three favorite songs by her in order in this I'm the chosen one guys

  • @cartoondeathnoises8756
    @cartoondeathnoises8756 4 года назад +5305

    I see a lot of comments about how bad her bass skills are but like...her music is mostly about the lyricism and emotion and poetry, so I honestly think it would take away from the raw emotion in her songs if she were to play anything more than the simple chords and riffs that she does play. But, it's all subjective, you can think whatever you want about her songs, I just wanted to put in my two cents.

    • @raemiller6035
      @raemiller6035 3 года назад +47

      I feel that way about The White Stripes, too!

    • @lennardvaarten7791
      @lennardvaarten7791 3 года назад +145

      Bass? She didn't play bass here?

    • @leuvenfra
      @leuvenfra 3 года назад +160

      that's a funny looking bass for sure

    • @avileo
      @avileo 2 года назад +125

      it's bcs she said in an interview her instruments are simply to accompany her. when making a new song, she'll focus on the melody first, so that anyone can sing it even when there's nothing to accompany them

    • @marcbaigrie2295
      @marcbaigrie2295 2 года назад +6

      That's a guitar

  • @WoodlandT
    @WoodlandT 7 лет назад +3034

    This is the first I'm seeing of Mitski. I'm totally blown away. Seems to me she has such control of her voice that she can make it sound like its shaky or like anything else I'd imagine. Creative purity is off the charts. She's fascinating.

    • @TheNinjapancake14
      @TheNinjapancake14 5 лет назад +48

      Bjork control

    • @pockywasp8909
      @pockywasp8909 4 года назад +45

      @Ribeye Robert D bc bjorks more well known and been around longer? LOL

  • @mary-pf1tu
    @mary-pf1tu 3 года назад +65

    she tells me its okay to be at war with everything around me and even myself but at the same time she recognizes that deep down i crave peace and acceptance

  • @izzycoronado7147
    @izzycoronado7147 3 года назад +15

    here bc of that one Reductress headline "Therapist Unknowingly in Constant Competition with Mitski’s Tiny Desk Concert"

  • @KiddingProductions
    @KiddingProductions 7 лет назад +2970

    she absolutely blew me away when she started screaming into the guitar. went through so many emotions in these 8 minutes.

  • @Jessica-kv2ob
    @Jessica-kv2ob 7 лет назад +2579

    I'm not a musician, so I don't know how bad her voice is, or how bad is the way she plays the guitar, but what I do know is that she's special, her music means something powerful to me, I can feel her, I can feel her music and her voice in my heart and in my mind. this tiny concert is one of my favorites.

    • @evl457
      @evl457 5 лет назад +125

      it's totally moving and just grabs you. And her poetry is good

    • @jinxtux4114
      @jinxtux4114 5 лет назад +24

      this is so sweet

    • @planeofimmanence2157
      @planeofimmanence2157 5 лет назад +179

      There is simply different ways to play don’t let anyone tell you that there is good or bad ways of playing. What is revolutionary is almost always first seen as a mistake.

    • @alien_from_andromeda
      @alien_from_andromeda 4 года назад +23

      Jessica that means she’s good💕 if she makes you feel deeply and whole heartedly then she’s amazing

    • @Neuroneos
      @Neuroneos 4 года назад +26

      It's called grunge.

  • @anidiotsandwich2132
    @anidiotsandwich2132 2 года назад +28

    Lyrics:
    *Townie*:
    There's a party and we're all going
    And we're all growing up
    Somebody's driving and he will be drinking
    And no one's going back
    'Cause we've tried hungry and we've tried full and
    Nothing seems enough
    So tonight, tonight
    The boys are gonna go for
    More more more
    And I want a love that falls as fast
    As a body from the balcony, and
    I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
    I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
    Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
    I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
    Smell that, it's wet grass, and smoke in my hair
    I think I've had enough
    But he wants a finale and I came prepared
    And we're not going back
    And I've tried sharing and I've tried caring
    And I've tried putting out
    But the boys boys boys keep coming on for
    More more more
    And change change change is gonna come, but
    When when when?
    And I want a love that falls as fast
    As a body from the balcony, and
    I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
    I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
    Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
    I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
    And I want a love that falls as fast
    As a body from the balcony, and
    I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
    I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
    Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
    I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
    Class of 2013:
    Mom, I'm tired
    Can I sleep in your house tonight?
    Mom, is it alright
    If I stay for a year or two?
    Mom, I'll be quiet
    It would be just to sleep at night
    And I'll leave once I figure out
    How to pay for my own life too
    Mom, would you wash my back?
    This once, and then we can forget
    And I'll leave what I'm chasing
    For the other girls to pursue
    Mom, am I still young?
    Can I dream for a few months more?
    Last Words Of A Shooting Star:
    All of this turbulence wasn't forecasted
    Apologies from the intercom
    And I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy
    They'll think of me kindly
    When they come for my things
    They'll never know how I'd stared at the dark in that room
    With no thoughts
    Like a blood-sniffing shark
    And while my dreams made music in the night
    Carefully
    I was going to live
    You wouldn't leave till we loved in the morning
    You'd learned from movies how love ought to be
    And you'd say you love me and look in my eyes
    But I know through mine you were
    Looking in yours
    And did you know the liberty bell is a replica
    Silently housed in its original walls
    And while its dreams played music in the night
    Quietly
    It was told to believe
    I always wanted to die clean and pretty
    But I'd be too busy on working days
    So I am relieved that the turbulence wasn't forecasted
    I couldn't have changed anyways
    I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy
    Goodbye

  • @cienna3028
    @cienna3028 2 года назад +7

    she’s so beautiful

  • @marg3685
    @marg3685 4 года назад +1471

    Her voice sounds like she's yelling really quiet it's so good her lyrics are beautiful

    • @illeanaestrada4903
      @illeanaestrada4903 3 года назад +3

      ur user 💀💀 but yes

    • @777Contradi
      @777Contradi 2 года назад

      @@illeanaestrada4903 and what's wrong with it 💀

    • @Sasha-jo4tw
      @Sasha-jo4tw Год назад +4

      @@777Contradi it was probably something different a year ago

  • @yepisuredolikecats3979
    @yepisuredolikecats3979 4 года назад +948

    It actually makes me extremely happy to see her with acne, like me

    • @evildeadening9826
      @evildeadening9826 3 года назад +9

      same

    • @esgib1385
      @esgib1385 2 года назад +33

      i love acne, it’s just so beautiful to me for some reason. I have it myself, and i like it, it’s a part of who i am

    • @abbylololol1671
      @abbylololol1671 2 года назад +27

      The way she doesn't cover her face at all just helps to build a vibe for me, she's being so genuine and sincere

    • @spider-swift
      @spider-swift 2 года назад +9

      She just looks so... normal and down to Earth, it makes me really happy :)

    • @mistressbcm
      @mistressbcm 2 года назад +1

      Like us, friend, like us

  • @mekayladossantos2810
    @mekayladossantos2810 3 года назад +12

    this woman is incredibly beautiful

  • @lecarrenoirlecarrenoir530
    @lecarrenoirlecarrenoir530 Год назад +22

    this will be in my kid’s history book

  • @val71999
    @val71999 3 года назад +1858

    I love the bits where she's singing "badly". the screaming in class of 2013 especially. it's so raw and powerful and she's not afraid to sound real instead of sounding good. it's so much more beautiful and meaningful this way.

    • @RoyaleExtreme
      @RoyaleExtreme Год назад +85

      This is my favorite NPR performance and one I revisit often. It's such an incredibly flawed performance; she's off-pitch half the performance and her guitar playing is all over the place. But oh my god, there's something so raw and vulnerable that hits me on a deep personal level that I just can't explain. I think you either immediately understand, or you hate it.

    • @madelineolia
      @madelineolia Год назад +3

      dont lie to yourself

    • @Dimysam
      @Dimysam Год назад +26

      There are people who judge performances like a gymnastics competition and there are people who listen to the music.

    • @jx3376
      @jx3376 8 месяцев назад +9

      @@RoyaleExtreme i agree but I also think it’s not as bad as you described, and I also know you weren’t saying it was really bad, so I’m just adding further thoughts on what you said! But it’s “bad” in the way that punk music is bad, which is a genre that’s respected for what it is. I think her singing is beautiful actually, like objectively? It’s like art-punk femme emo folk. It would be weird to overly judge it since every performance by any artist is full of idiosyncrasies. This performance is clearly very special. (To be clear, not disagreeing or arguing w ur main points, was just adding on to your thoughts!) :)

    • @MISSMADISONMEDIA
      @MISSMADISONMEDIA 5 месяцев назад

      Björk vibes?

  • @spyke2856
    @spyke2856 3 года назад +5708

    mitski: "mom will you wash my back this once and then we can forget and I'll leave what I'm chasing for the other girls to pursue"
    the npr employees who came in thinking this was gonna be a normal day at work: 👀

    • @gabrielledennis549
      @gabrielledennis549 3 года назад +517

      "I always wanted to die clean and pretty, but I'd be too busy on working days."

    • @hellokittyswife9989
      @hellokittyswife9989 3 года назад +48

      lamo they cried

    • @ihsmmiallt
      @ihsmmiallt 2 года назад +24

      i thought it was "watch my back"

  • @loo6461
    @loo6461 2 года назад +8

    Happy pride everyone :D

  • @mortal_meatbag
    @mortal_meatbag 2 года назад +14

    she walks the line between delicate and devastating so gracefully. mitski forever

  • @SCWoodbury2009
    @SCWoodbury2009 8 лет назад +3465

    I dig her angst.

    • @lyonsvalley8197
      @lyonsvalley8197 6 лет назад +54

      it took me a couple of listens but class of 2013 had me teary eyed like when i listened to my smashing pumpkins and death cab for cutie cds... it hurts but in a way that is familiar and comfortable. i hope one day i can get to that level of musicianship

    • @jamaigar
      @jamaigar 5 лет назад +31

      she has an ocean of it. Her songs are also weirdly arranged, something that is not quite represented here. It's a blast

  • @aleuimay2309
    @aleuimay2309 3 года назад +1401

    mitski singing raw is actually something that can be so personal

  • @Krystal_Leigh
    @Krystal_Leigh 2 года назад +9

    I love how Mitski wears her bare face.

  • @ayaduhh
    @ayaduhh 2 года назад +15

    Watching this for the first time as a 13 year old girl, I felt something indescribable till this day. She’s one of my role models

    • @islaradcliffe6158
      @islaradcliffe6158 Год назад +1

      as a 16 y/o who experienced what u are experiencing right now (i discovered mitski at 13) I’m proud of u

  • @txtnines
    @txtnines 3 года назад +185

    POV: you are very sad

    • @txtnines
      @txtnines 3 года назад +5

      The way i come here like every month 😭😭

    • @dead2519
      @dead2519 3 года назад

      that is correct

    • @pudding1255
      @pudding1255 3 года назад

      Oh so sad

    • @prithvithakur7950
      @prithvithakur7950 2 года назад +1

      @@txtnines i come here every day
      im not ok

  • @kennadelacruz8726
    @kennadelacruz8726 3 года назад +3906

    as a senior in high school class of 2013 hit me hard. it’s so scary growing up and having to make such life defining decisions. i want to make my parents proud, i don’t want to be a failure. sometimes i just want to be young again. i haven’t cried to many songs. god she’s so real and amazing.

    • @furamingo1390
      @furamingo1390 3 года назад +6

      omggg same samee

    • @vsheng
      @vsheng 3 года назад +10

      100% feel your pain rn especially

    • @Zoe-fd8ll
      @Zoe-fd8ll 3 года назад

      yeah ❤️

    • @willowbagley6170
      @willowbagley6170 3 года назад +5

      Ya know the one good thing about having a dad who you always disappoint and are never good enuff for is that you dont have to worry about making them proud because it will never come

    • @JulianaPincus
      @JulianaPincus 3 года назад +2

      bro SAME i feel exactly like this Mitski is so so good

  • @VictorFlores-nw9wy
    @VictorFlores-nw9wy 2 года назад +21

    You are here for Class of 2013 AGAIN???? are you okay?

    • @whales2983
      @whales2983 2 года назад

      nah i'm here for townie xoxo

    • @_LoveLandFrog_
      @_LoveLandFrog_ 2 года назад +1

      I’m here for the liberty bell that’s a replica held in it’s original walls.

    • @jeanpierrepolenareff8401
      @jeanpierrepolenareff8401 2 года назад

      No and it wasn't a phase it's a chemical imbalance I needed medication

  • @katejoy9849
    @katejoy9849 2 года назад +7

    I hope wherever mitski is rn she is happy, this looks so painful

  • @tgldude777333
    @tgldude777333 5 лет назад +1015

    She has such a beautiful, powerful anger that she's channeled into beautiful art, and she wears it proudly. Her music is an ode to the messier sides of ourselves that we're taught to repress. At least, that's what it meant to me.

    • @noel-bg3ei
      @noel-bg3ei 4 года назад +9

      this was exactly what I was thinking

  • @kalmiakid9592
    @kalmiakid9592 3 года назад +613

    Mitski really woke up put on a tanktop went to tiny desk and made us emotional

  • @aise1756
    @aise1756 Год назад +64

    I simply love last words of a shooting star, at the same time that the song is calming the song sounds like the end of life, the freedom of death

  • @senhorpato28
    @senhorpato28 3 года назад +15

    am I the only one who tears up at "mom, will you wash my back this once?" my mom used to do it when I was little and it still touches me
    I never cry but ONCE I HEART THIS LINE I WAS TEARING UP
    I'm still cleaning the tears oh boy

  • @snseofsilnce
    @snseofsilnce 3 года назад +1480

    3:34 "mom" Mitski sang, calmly.

  • @TheAnjelHarte
    @TheAnjelHarte 4 года назад +809

    The steel balls on this fantastic fantastic artist to come on here bare faced, raw, amelodic, and SCREAMING INTO A OPEN-STRUMMED GUITAR........ and then revealing the lilting beauty of her voice in the last song.... im such a lesbian

  • @riley-scarlett3265
    @riley-scarlett3265 2 года назад +6

    Watched this religiously when I was 16 and now I'm nearly 20 and nothing has changed 💀

  • @nelly4487
    @nelly4487 3 года назад +9

    i am so tired and sad

    • @Lulywulsin
      @Lulywulsin 3 года назад

      me too, may we both get better

  • @ImWeirdAndILikeIt
    @ImWeirdAndILikeIt 5 лет назад +1621

    I've heard Class of 2013 multiple times, I'd even watched this version before, but as someone graduating from college in a few months, it really kicked in this time and listening her sing about the real fears of failure and feeling like a burden on your parents while still mourning your childhood/youth absolutely made me cry this time.
    Mitski's lyrics may be beautiful and poetic, but there's nothing vague about them; they hit right to the heart of the most specific relatable fears and desires and I love her so much for it.

    • @catemiller2161
      @catemiller2161 3 года назад +7

      First time I heard this song was in my last semester of college just as covid was getting bad in America and we were all going into lockdown. I was so scared about my future and whether I should move home or move out, and class of 2013 was a real comfort to me. All I wanted was for my mom to tell me things were going to be okay, just like when I was little-but with the world falling apart, our government’s lack of response, and everyone losing their jobs, I had little hope. Things are better now-I’ve got a steady job and I decided to move out-but there are times I still just want my mom to tell me things will be okay.

    • @joselocalau123
      @joselocalau123 3 года назад

      what i love is that she appeals to universal feelings through very specific experiences. So maybe i am not asian american or biracial, but i still feel Your best american girl deep in my gut because it talks about feeling like you’re not enough, like you will never fit in

  • @suzanearaujo4234
    @suzanearaujo4234 5 лет назад +292

    When she starts Class of 2013 dear god IT HURTS

    • @oIivilo
      @oIivilo 4 года назад +5

      Suzane Araujo like a hot knife every time.

  • @aprilamargo2284
    @aprilamargo2284 2 года назад +23

    Guess what broke my heart in this set? Not "i always wanted to die clean and pretty" or "i'm not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be," but "Did you know the Liberty Bell is a replica?" No I did not, and that broke something in me.

  • @nikkg.l2361
    @nikkg.l2361 2 года назад +6

    mitski, i love you

  • @glaciier4923
    @glaciier4923 4 года назад +4908

    as a closeted bisexual who deals with suicidal thoughts by myself, there's something so powerful about class of 2013 that i wish i could share with my friends, but i can't without being exposed. the secrecy and closeness with which i hold her music to my heart makes it so much more powerful and so much more lonelier, but im just grateful that someone out there wrote a song i can wail along to when im alone in the shower
    edit : thank you all for your kind words, im in a much better situation as of now. im glad to find out that im not alone in feeling this but im also saddened. remember, you are loved, always. don't be afraid to talk to someone :)

    • @emailing
      @emailing 4 года назад +70

      hi, rando here, so tell me if this is weird, but i'm glad mitski's work brings you this comfort i hope you're doing fine. i'm sorry you have to deal with these thoughts alone, i hope you get through them when they arise

    • @caralineg6568
      @caralineg6568 3 года назад +33

      you might like a song called gold star by the greeting committee. it's written by a lesbian, and i don't know if the words will resonate with you at all, but to me they are a direct punch to the face. Every time I listen to that song, it's like i'm staring in a mirror.

    • @TheDominicProject
      @TheDominicProject 3 года назад +12

      most secrets are lighter than they seem. gl x

    • @Headsplinter88
      @Headsplinter88 3 года назад +5

      Not so in the closet anymore after that comment.

    • @kenz8459
      @kenz8459 3 года назад +17

      i hope you’re doing better now bb, i’m kinda struggling too i came out as bi a couple months ago and i’m starting to think i’m a lesbian but i’m too scared to say anything and it’s a very lonely struggle. you’re always welcomed to vent to me bc i think i can understand to a certain extent :)

  • @realsoon1612
    @realsoon1612 8 лет назад +2021

    I dig it. She didn't sing into the guitar pickup so much to get her voice picked up (standard coiled pickups need a much rougher kinetic energy generated by a magnetic moving body) as to get the strings to resonate sympathetically. That's the sort of technique early 20th century classical composers used to get unusual timbres on pianos and harps and things, and it's no less bad-ass today IMO.
    Her voice is pretty damn silky too, when she moves it in that direction.

    • @DunedinMultimedia2
      @DunedinMultimedia2 7 лет назад +30

      Her Strat has humbucking pickups at the bridge and neck so they might react differently to a pressure wave. My Tele has one at the neck. I'm going to try this. BTW did you see the LP she played on Colbert? Sweet!

    • @zakiyahgrayson359
      @zakiyahgrayson359 4 года назад +10

      I sing into my ukulele and I thought I was just being weird oh my god-

    • @kardez506
      @kardez506 4 года назад +3

      Zakiyah Grayson check out Radiohead’s 2001 gorge performance. Mainly the the ending of the song “climbing up the walls”

    • @chicana_barbie9288
      @chicana_barbie9288 3 года назад

      What genre is mitski in? (music wise ofc)

    • @dom-ru5cc
      @dom-ru5cc 3 года назад

      @@chicana_barbie9288 indie most of the time

  • @mrs.pretzel13
    @mrs.pretzel13 2 года назад +37

    3:51 the guitar faintly being in sync with her is now my favorite thing ever

    • @crashh-course
      @crashh-course 2 года назад +3

      i realized the reason i love suddenly out of tune instruments and random vocal runs etc. is cuz it makes me feel incomplete. even more incomplete than i already were listening to sad music. it's painful, a good painful :D

  • @Sam-js7jj
    @Sam-js7jj Год назад +14

    Class of 2013 is such a beautifully painful song. I have to almost ration myself with listening to it bc I’ve still never listened without crying

    • @sharonious666
      @sharonious666 Год назад

      sitting here crying wondering the exact same thing, just brings up something so raw and she executes it so well.

  • @emeluzun4731
    @emeluzun4731 4 года назад +879

    townie:
    There's a party and we're all going
    And we're all growing up
    Somebody's driving and he will be drinking
    And no one's going back
    'Cause we've tried hungry and we've tried full and
    Nothing seems enough
    So tonight, tonight
    The boys are gonna go for
    More more more
    And I want a love that falls as fast
    As a body from the balcony, and
    I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
    I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
    Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
    I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
    Smell that, it's wet grass, and smoke in my hair
    I think I've had enough
    But he wants a finale and I came prepared
    And we're not going back
    And I've tried sharing and I've tried caring
    And I've tried putting out
    But the boys boys boys keep coming on for
    More more more
    And change change change is gonna come, but
    When when when?
    And I want a love that falls as fast
    As a body from the balcony, and
    I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
    I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
    Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
    I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
    And I want a love that falls as fast
    As a body from the balcony, and
    I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
    I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
    Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
    I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
    class of 2013:
    Mom, I'm tired
    Can I sleep in your house tonight?
    Mom, is it alright
    If I stay for a year or two?
    Mom, I'll be quiet
    It would be just to sleep at night
    And I'll leave once I figure out
    How to pay for my own life too
    Mom, would you wash my back?
    This once, and then we can forget
    And I'll leave what I'm chasing
    For the other girls to pursue
    Mom, am I still young?
    Can I dream for a few months more?
    last words of a shooting star:
    All of this turbulence wasn't forecasted
    Apologies from the intercom
    And I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy
    They'll think of me kindly
    When they come for my things
    They'll never know how I'd stared at the dark in that room
    With no thoughts
    Like a blood-sniffing shark
    And while my dreams made music in the night
    Carefully
    I was going to live
    You wouldn't leave till we loved in the morning
    You'd learned from movies how love ought to be
    And you'd say you love me and look in my eyes
    But I know through mine you were
    Looking in yours
    And did you know the liberty bell is a replica
    Silently housed in its original walls
    And while its dreams played music in the night
    Quietly
    It was told to believe
    I always wanted to die clean and pretty
    But I'd be too busy on working days
    So I am relieved that the turbulence wasn't forecasted
    I couldn't have changed anyways
    I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy
    Goodbye

  • @aurora1349
    @aurora1349 4 года назад +329

    what beautiful beautiful rage she's got

  • @jacksiebert6936
    @jacksiebert6936 7 месяцев назад +7

    this is my Roman Empire

  • @wormzinmymilk
    @wormzinmymilk 4 года назад +708

    her music is like an open wound and these live performances are like ripping the bandaid off, bleeding, vulnerable, real. every part of this fills me with pure emotion. i wouldve never guess how much i would cry over some songs, but thats the power it has.

  • @ricardomorin7863
    @ricardomorin7863 3 года назад +482

    Seeing her grab the empty water bottle after her last song, forgetting for a split second that she finished it after the previous song, then not knowing what to do with it, I can relate to that