Disturbing Footage Of A Player Who Doesn't Exist

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  • Опубликовано: 24 ноя 2024

Комментарии • 11 тыс.

  • @bakubread9308
    @bakubread9308 3 месяца назад +3443

    went in expecting to be scared, ended up invested in a story about a child struggling with regret and grief over past mistakes. genuinely puts most scary minecraft stories to shame

    • @lightinthefield
      @lightinthefield 3 месяца назад +54

      I watched the first episode late at night and when Alex started talking about seeing his friends rotting corpses, I waited to watch the rest until the day time; I expected it to get really spooky and stuff. Then I watched it all the next day and ended up violently sobbing. :(

    • @SammyL0
      @SammyL0 3 месяца назад +35

      Ikr I was expecting something terrifying but it's just a sad story😭(and that's better then I expected it to be)

    • @akimoohbiket
      @akimoohbiket 3 месяца назад +6

      i cried

    • @idkwhatimdoing5268
      @idkwhatimdoing5268 2 месяца назад +6

      Fr! I feel like some of the best ARGs are things that have a story to tell
      My two favorites are Don't Look At The Moon
      And Ben2Fr
      (Better known as Found Footage of a Player Being Followed)
      These two make me tear up everytime I watch the analysis videos and are so incredibly unique and special to me

  • @zarkonicX2
    @zarkonicX2 5 месяцев назад +7730

    "Birch is pretty nice" is great because it means he moved on. The dark oak didn't matter anymore, he picked a new pallet, he moved on.

    • @GutPoacher
      @GutPoacher 5 месяцев назад +172

      Reading this comment without having any context of the video (I haven't watched it yet) has me hella confused lol

    • @zarkonicX2
      @zarkonicX2 5 месяцев назад +91

      @@GutPoacher the answer.... IT WAS WOOD *thousands of images of trees here* AHHHHHH-

    • @jennyjin1617
      @jennyjin1617 5 месяцев назад

      Cocaine induced answer

    • @chiyo0270
      @chiyo0270 5 месяцев назад +174

      there's also the contrast between the darkness of dark oak and the lightness of birch, kinda symbolizing a brighter future

    • @zarkonicX2
      @zarkonicX2 5 месяцев назад +39

      @@chiyo0270 that's a good point too!

  • @plebius1877
    @plebius1877 5 месяцев назад +6274

    It’s not even disturbing. That boy just needs a hug man

    • @sushamamohapatra2485
      @sushamamohapatra2485 5 месяцев назад +118

      Ya man, he is trying to hold on to his past (while trying to recreate his house) even present day me (after 1/1/2024) had it like that

    • @machinablade7587
      @machinablade7587 4 месяца назад +26

      Or he’s really a really good actor

    • @sebabq
      @sebabq 4 месяца назад +37

      i think it’s just the music making it disturbing lmao

    • @Yowhatyouyoudoin
      @Yowhatyouyoudoin 4 месяца назад

      He just needs his schizophrenia medication

    • @hyakkimaru-p3v
      @hyakkimaru-p3v 4 месяца назад +6

      Factsssss

  • @cheesegizzler14
    @cheesegizzler14 3 месяца назад +461

    i like the detail of matthew "dissapearing" briefly when alex talks about his project partner, showing that his loneliness kind of faded in that moment. his project partner ending up being donny was also a very cool twist.

    • @GrouchyVEVO
      @GrouchyVEVO 3 месяца назад +23

      that's beautiful man, this arg is sooo creative and wholesome, it really REALLY hit me

    • @TrailokyaGorde
      @TrailokyaGorde 23 дня назад +3

      I thought the same

  • @BoatFlyer
    @BoatFlyer 6 месяцев назад +36709

    I sure do love being really immersed in the story and then out of nowhere, a Despicable Me 4 ad pops out of nowhere and genuinely scares me.

  • @Quackervoltz
    @Quackervoltz 5 месяцев назад +6001

    Alright here's my take:
    Matthew was Alex's real friend who died (possibly in a house fire due to the burning village house). In grief, Alex pushes his remaining friends away and his family eventually moves. Either Matthew's spirit haunts the game or Alex creates his own manifestation of Matthew to cope.
    But after finding Donny, he starts to realize that it’s time to move on and let his friend go. And so he leaves one last goodbye to Matthew.
    Always value what you have. You'll never know how good it is until it's gone.

    • @Delete3923
      @Delete3923 5 месяцев назад +257

      That's a good theory, I don’t know which one I believe more!

    • @Quackervoltz
      @Quackervoltz 5 месяцев назад +35

      ​@@Delete3923 Thanks dude

    • @KamiKx
      @KamiKx 5 месяцев назад +163

      @@Quackervoltz heres my take:
      schizophrenia

    • @KamiKx
      @KamiKx 5 месяцев назад +31

      @@Quackervoltz good theory though

    • @Delete3923
      @Delete3923 5 месяцев назад +8

      Lol

  • @cooperthegreatandpowerful6820
    @cooperthegreatandpowerful6820 5 месяцев назад +4660

    Also the name Donnydark0 is a reference to the movie Donnie Darko, a movie about a troubled teenage boy who begins to see visions of an imaginary friend. The movie is also about time travel. This could be a reach but it makes sense.

    • @Cicadicsaint204
      @Cicadicsaint204 5 месяцев назад +265

      Can't be a simple coincidence. You're onto something here.

    • @CHCH2Nv
      @CHCH2Nv 5 месяцев назад +215

      It's all coordinated, that kid is a genius

    • @aryxilia
      @aryxilia 5 месяцев назад +52

      I knew there was a resemblance as soon as I saw the name.

    • @sophiasauers
      @sophiasauers 5 месяцев назад +28

      such a good movie too

    • @H4V3N
      @H4V3N 5 месяцев назад +32

      I thought he was gonna pull a fight club and it’d be revealed HE was Matthew.

  • @OMsord
    @OMsord 2 месяца назад +177

    I think I’ve nailed it, Matthew was the players friend in a friend group, one day they argued about the wood used to make the roof and got off, that night Matthew died in a house fire (the constant references to death and waking up, Matthew saying “I can’t just wake up” and the fire that’s seen) after this death he felt really bad because the last thing they did together was argue about the roof, he pushed himself away from his friend group and eventual moved. Matthew is what render said he was in the video, his imagination of his friend comforting him. He then makes a new friend, this is where Matthew starts to fade as he begins to get over Matthew’s death, in the end finally accepting his death to where Matthew can be let go

    • @Hardcore_Hybrid
      @Hardcore_Hybrid Месяц назад +13

      ngl im going with this because it explains the village burning

    • @Sillimant_
      @Sillimant_ 27 дней назад +7

      That makes a concerning amount of sense. It makes the story even more tragic

    • @samusaran13372
      @samusaran13372 День назад

      its all fake. do you really think this guy managed to find those videos within a day 22:54 ? it's all orchestrated.

  • @masonlimberhand7017
    @masonlimberhand7017 5 месяцев назад +1650

    i like how its a minecraft story about mental illness and getting better and moving on, this is the best story ive seen for awhile

    • @fjordivae3007
      @fjordivae3007 4 месяца назад +54

      "birch is pretty nice" 5 am, havent slept, and im crying, i cant believe someone managed to make such a series about loss and depression, coping with it, the manifestation of grief, and finally moving on all with minecraft

    • @iguessyoucouldcallitconten8568
      @iguessyoucouldcallitconten8568 4 месяца назад +16

      ​@@fjordivae3007 even as I watch it at 8 pm this story is so amazingly beautiful, the subtle nuance of the transition from someone clinging onto the past to accepting the future and paving new roads was so satisfying

    • @thememewizard72
      @thememewizard72 4 месяца назад +5

      Fr it’s not creepy it’s beautiful

  • @vintiru9310
    @vintiru9310 6 месяцев назад +8549

    Matthew is a friend that passed away, and blokwinz feels remorse because the last thing they did was argue over that house. That's their last memory, and they beat themselves up over it. That's how I see it. After all, the tribute to his friend that he wrote at the end really carries the feeling of saying goodbye to somebody you lost rather than some imaginary friend or somebody he just moved away from on bad terms. Matthew also telling him to "be nicer" and such, he's likely blaming himself for the last interaction of his friend alive going that way.

    • @mysticautistictheidiot
      @mysticautistictheidiot 6 месяцев назад +13

      that could explain all the death talk at the beginning!

    • @yaboifarid5134
      @yaboifarid5134 6 месяцев назад +87

      ok, but how can the viewer see him?

    • @EnbyOccultist
      @EnbyOccultist 6 месяцев назад +737

      @@yaboifarid5134 Because the story requires it, the narrative doesn't work as well otherwise

    • @Evander_Infected
      @Evander_Infected 6 месяцев назад +479

      @@yaboifarid5134bro doesn’t understand representation 💀

    • @Envexor
      @Envexor 6 месяцев назад +121

      @@Evander_Infected yeah, and maybe the reason we have a POV of nulla is its like him move on and find new people after moving

  • @hourglass-pastor
    @hourglass-pastor 6 месяцев назад +23513

    "what if something you thought was your best friend was never real"
    literally just schizophrenia 💀

    • @clarkkaizenlim898
      @clarkkaizenlim898 6 месяцев назад +192

      Oh yeah💀

    • @1QT_gd
      @1QT_gd 6 месяцев назад +113

      FR💀

    • @KnightTheKnight
      @KnightTheKnight 6 месяцев назад +157

      Maybe he was real, basing on the first episode of doom and gloom, maybe he is his old friend gone to a better life.

    • @KGcr1s
      @KGcr1s 6 месяцев назад +50

      'I'm Omar and I'm schizophrenic'

    • @nigeldalesevilla3093
      @nigeldalesevilla3093 6 месяцев назад +18

      Its not if it is explain why we saw the friend.

  • @timberinspace
    @timberinspace Месяц назад +26

    Matthew saying "Be nice" is him trying to help Alex make new friends after he seems to struggle with it. My heart man

  • @LillyRose.creates
    @LillyRose.creates 5 месяцев назад +1151

    I’m so glad you brought attention to this series, there’s so many cool details it felt like an arg and the low view count was not doing it justice.

    • @dmvmeu7140
      @dmvmeu7140 5 месяцев назад +25

      no way i thought this creator made the channel all up lol, i didn’t know it was real!

    • @sushamamohapatra2485
      @sushamamohapatra2485 5 месяцев назад +3

      ARG my fkin ass, this is so sad and wholesome

    • @ahjfdashfdashgdf
      @ahjfdashfdashgdf 5 месяцев назад +58

      "brought attention" Theres like a 98% chance Render created this story series in the first place. The second channel even had no views before he showed it.

    • @binguri-e7l
      @binguri-e7l 5 месяцев назад +5

      its like a physological horror arg

    • @jamesgaminz8424
      @jamesgaminz8424 5 месяцев назад

      You have 69 subs btw

  • @tburstt
    @tburstt 6 месяцев назад +5294

    This guy is a genius for thinking of such an intricate and detailed story. I personally think that Matthew is Alex himself and he is just talking with himself in the form of schizophrenia to feel less lonely. In Alex's video, Matthew types, "And I just can't wake up." but in Donny's video it is Alex who says that which further proves my theory. Truly a mastermind.

    • @jellyisfunny.1252
      @jellyisfunny.1252 6 месяцев назад +67

      Good theory but that guys theory has alot of evidence so it has to be the main one.

    • @Rice_Puff
      @Rice_Puff 6 месяцев назад +23

      that makes sense too, nice theory.

    • @Doglooksh
      @Doglooksh 6 месяцев назад +61

      and also when in the black box he types “have you ever wished you could turn back time” where Donny can still see it in the chat

    • @joystick20
      @joystick20 5 месяцев назад +13

      bro its called child imaginatio not schizophrenia

    • @Doglooksh
      @Doglooksh 5 месяцев назад +14

      @@joystick20 no?

  • @popslyme4280
    @popslyme4280 4 месяца назад +1446

    This is probably my new favourite minecraft Arg. It's not cryptic or complex or a cut-and-dried black player that stalks the character in minecraft beta that we've all come to expect by now. No supernatural monsters, no mysterious and malicious stalking players, no crazy winding paths of random spooky images with cryptic codes in them, no haunted worlds. Just a genuinely interesting and simple story with a wholesome ending.

    • @Chezo547
      @Chezo547 3 месяца назад +1

      Also there’s another arg absolutely phenomenal watch it it’s called Andrew gaming67

    • @Enderception
      @Enderception 3 месяца назад +11

      It's not an arg. An arg is a game, as the name suggest, it has puzzles to be solved through different techniques. This is a story told through the medium of minecraft gameplay videos

    • @Abizcool12
      @Abizcool12 2 месяца назад +2

      I’m working on one I’ll be starting soon.. if u like storylines mine is pretty 🔥

    • @ryanvonhresvelg4317
      @ryanvonhresvelg4317 Месяц назад

      Keep us updated​@@Abizcool12

  • @ErinJeanette
    @ErinJeanette 2 месяца назад +8

    This really hit me hard. My daughter lived Minecraft and lost her friends, stopped going to school in person due to a bullying situation, and was so lonely and sad. She's mended the friendships and is back at school and I can't stand to think of all these lonely kids out there. I have no problem being alone, but people being lonely and sad especially children is unbearable. Amazing and eerie but glad he made a new friend.

  • @povyouretiredbutdontwannasleep
    @povyouretiredbutdontwannasleep 6 месяцев назад +3889

    finally, a story with a good ending, honestly one of the best minecraft horror, a story about moving on from the past and being a better person, really loved it

    • @Names1234-v4g
      @Names1234-v4g 6 месяцев назад +100

      Yeah this one is good. Usually they aren’t believable but this one is kinda cool. Good arg

    • @skunk9883
      @skunk9883 6 месяцев назад +16

      reminds me of Fight Club

    • @Roller.Mobster117
      @Roller.Mobster117 6 месяцев назад +3

      Look closer

    • @v0x712
      @v0x712 6 месяцев назад +52

      "Don't look at the moon" got a good one too, sure depressing but it's a sweet kind of ending

    • @Names1234-v4g
      @Names1234-v4g 6 месяцев назад +5

      @@v0x712 fr I saw that one

  • @spirit5923
    @spirit5923 4 месяца назад +746

    The sheer amount of attention to detail for something that people weren't likely to see is astounding

    • @geveryging
      @geveryging 3 месяца назад +14

      Yea like the punching doing nothing wasn’t needed but it adds so much but I wonder still
      How did the village light on fire

    • @spirit5923
      @spirit5923 3 месяца назад +6

      @@geveryging the vibe I got from that was it wasn't the storm and the rain not putting it out suggests something unnatural. My original thought was it was the imaginary friend

    • @geveryging
      @geveryging 3 месяца назад +3

      @@spirit5923 that was my original thought too but I feel like the fire would have stopped because that’s what happened every time the imaginary fried did anything
      That’s what made me question the most

    • @spirit5923
      @spirit5923 3 месяца назад +2

      @@geveryging yea. It's either that, or it's a manifestation of something else in his mind. I feel like, given the context, that first one makes more sense

    • @geveryging
      @geveryging 3 месяца назад +3

      @@spirit5923 maybe it did stop but just not immediately because he never actually went back to the village but it prolly doesn’t matter

  • @Leenbeaf
    @Leenbeaf 5 месяцев назад +860

    “It’s like he’s slowly fading away” it’s like losing a friend. They fade away from you, very slowly. Matthew sounded like a good friend (if he was real). And when you fade away from someone, it’s just, you might never see them again. This kid made up his own character to make him feel better. But he got real friends, Matthew, he faded away into… nothing. He lost a friend that gave him good feelings. And the thought of drifting away from a friend that you had for a long time is just sad. I can’t fully explain it in words, but it’s sad.

    • @Trick_iOS
      @Trick_iOS 5 месяцев назад +8

      Actually it's not sad but rather a happy ending because he learns to not rely on his imaginary friend and decides that he's no longer needed, proceeding to spend time with his actual friend now

  • @Echo_Ashyyy
    @Echo_Ashyyy 3 месяца назад +38

    So, at the end. The friend, Matthew, disappears bc the protagonist doesn't need someone fictional to talk to about his sadness and life, because he now has a real friend.
    So it's just a story about a kid who is sad bc he had to move and lost his friends, so made an imagination to talk to, but eventually, another kid comes in the picture, so the imaginary friend isn't needed anymore.

  • @cedricqueck
    @cedricqueck 6 месяцев назад +5186

    Tbh, this isn't a scary story at all, I find it rather sad. The fact that the player introduced himself to a friend to make him feel better and have more motivation to make friends and then he made a friend and matthew then leaves.
    Edit: Im so happy? Im not gonna reply to any comment btw.

    • @cuckmeister3193
      @cuckmeister3193 6 месяцев назад

      hes just a schizophrenic guy

    • @ArsonCommittingMonkeyRat
      @ArsonCommittingMonkeyRat 6 месяцев назад +34

      Greif stages?

    • @Voidflyssa
      @Voidflyssa 6 месяцев назад +143

      My theory is that matthew was lagging really badly and kept on getting rubber banded 😂

    • @Super_magi_c
      @Super_magi_c 6 месяцев назад +33

      ⁠@@Voidflyssa so matthew is liveing in north Korea?

    • @Voidflyssa
      @Voidflyssa 6 месяцев назад +14

      @@Super_magi_c Matthew is roshambo

  • @ItsPansy
    @ItsPansy 6 месяцев назад +7318

    to me, this just feels like a representation of social anxiety. donny makes "blokwinz" comfortable so it slowly fades away. that would explain the "be more friendly" messages that matthew whispered to them. also, matthew mentionned how scared the guy was about confronting their old friends.

    • @lowiqchannelroblox
      @lowiqchannelroblox 6 месяцев назад +59

      hes skizo

    • @onyx_alagasia
      @onyx_alagasia 6 месяцев назад +173

      For sure! The fact that his response to strange things in the game is assuming someone is trying to hurt him and building a bunker are more examples.

    • @raheeshmakanbakso
      @raheeshmakanbakso 6 месяцев назад +13

      why matthew dont grant achievment??????

    • @Buggy_shark
      @Buggy_shark 6 месяцев назад +66

      honestly I like that. mostly because as far as I see, every time Nlokwinz talks about something positive Mathew disappears. and when Mathew disappears it could mean that Blokwinz is finding comfort or more happiness. Mathew acts like a subcountious for The player, he acts like a lil oice in his head, not a mean on, but a comforting one, it's like the thoughts of him that he refuses are himself, Find_Nulla acts like the memories and thoughts people hide away and block out in the mind. is like if that makes sense If it doesn't sorry. it's honestly cool, this video is cool.

    • @shadowpaw4489
      @shadowpaw4489 6 месяцев назад +21

      Agreed
      Honestly its heart warming becouse i conect with it

  • @chaken6187
    @chaken6187 6 месяцев назад +18077

    “Disturbing footage” my ass, this is sad and wholesome asf.

  • @BcraftLittleMan
    @BcraftLittleMan Месяц назад +8

    I thought this would be scary at first, but it turned out to be a sad story of a kid dealing with childhood grief and regret. I love how obscure this story was, not just giving you the details, but making you dig deep to find out the story.

  • @deceasedlantern
    @deceasedlantern 6 месяцев назад +1398

    Another thing I noticed at 22:49, in the players POV, Nulla says the quote. In his friends POV, the player says the quote instead. I think that Matthew could also be himself. It could also explain why Matthew is seemingly trying to help, the player is trying to help himself get over the moving. Another thing it explains, is Matthew answering for the Player and comforting him. He’s just talking to himself like you said. Trying to make himself feel better. Like Matthew is himself, trying to make him look at the brighter side.

    • @jason13gaming
      @jason13gaming 6 месяцев назад +63

      exactly. Matthew is a the internal monologue / intrusive thoughts of alex in a sense

    • @Winter-fn5di
      @Winter-fn5di 6 месяцев назад +6

      I suspected it throughout the video and noticed it too…

    • @blaizegottman4139
      @blaizegottman4139 6 месяцев назад +1

      That Will mess with your mind

    • @HokanaSan
      @HokanaSan 6 месяцев назад +3

      Maybe also explains why he has the footage of Matthews pov

    • @ddlord1472
      @ddlord1472 6 месяцев назад +1

      I was actually thinking this this but he also doesn't respond to the messages I think he's half dreaming which they were talking about earlier he's talking to his subconscious

  • @scaracooch3338
    @scaracooch3338 5 месяцев назад +755

    This made me cry Matthew seemed like such an innocent and good friend like bro was guiding our player on how to make friends😭😭

    • @benedictmiranda7072
      @benedictmiranda7072 5 месяцев назад +40

      Fr it was sad when nulla left and gave the armor and tools back to alex😭

    • @ashaygupta4463
      @ashaygupta4463 5 месяцев назад +6

      Doesn't make sense was it a roleplay if it wasn't how could we see Matthew in the recording if it was schizophrenia we shouldn't able to see him

    • @TwilightBelief
      @TwilightBelief 5 месяцев назад

      @@ashaygupta4463the videos are just capturing his pov involving Schizophrenia

    • @luckas221a
      @luckas221a 5 месяцев назад

      it's a project. Like, three people got together to make a series of scripted videos. ​@@ashaygupta4463

    • @chiyo0270
      @chiyo0270 5 месяцев назад +7

      ​@@ashaygupta4463the whole point is that it's supposed to be only a story

  • @perpetual_sigh
    @perpetual_sigh 5 месяцев назад +2302

    Just a few things I noticed:
    7:25 you mentioned that Matthew was responding for Alex, but that's not how I interpreted it. Seconds earlier, you showed that Alex said he was making the farm FOR Matthew, so I think Matthew was just thanking him for it. That would explain why Alex didn't see it as weird.
    18:03 I think Matthew is intended to be portrayed as a friend from school, considering that he said earlier "this school sucks", implying that he goes to the same school as Alex.
    28:36 oh. OH. this callback to the beginning, where Alex says "they might as well be dead or something" is what really solidifies my own theory.
    Matthew is dead.
    I think that Matthew was one of Alex's old friends, from before he moved. It would explain why Matthew seems to know everything about Alex, as well as his relationships with his old friends. Matthew passed away, and that's why Alex began to distance himself from everyone else. Matthew and Alex were best friends, but Alex can't move on. I'm not sure if Matthew is completely imagined, or if it's meant to be interpreted that Matthew is a ghost trying to guide Alex through his grief, but either way, Matthew was never truly there.
    It isn't until Alex starts playing with Donny that we see a change in Matthew's character. He becomes transparent. He starts to disappear.
    At 22:43, I think it's incredibly significant to note that in game, Alex _died._ And in the black space that came after, Matthew is there, further pointing to the possibility that Matthew has been dead all along.
    And finally, starting at 24:15, Alex claims that he woke up. I think this means that he finally sees and accepts the fact that Matthew is gone, especially because, right after that, we have the video where he says goodbye to Matthew, who disappears altogether. I think this truly symbolizes that Alex is finally accepting the truth, and moving on.
    I think the whole channel in general may be an allusion to grief, and how one kid in particular deals with it. Maybe the concept of "moving" that we saw in the beginning isn't even in the literal sense, but more in a sense of "moving on", which means that every time Alex remarks on how difficult moving is, or how much it sucks, he may very well be talking about how hard it is to move on from the death of a friend.
    But that's just a theory. ;]
    There's more I'd love to unpack, like the conversation at 15:53, or any of the other conversations after that between Matthew and Alex, but for now I'll leave it here. Hope someone could gain some enjoyment from hearing my theory. Overall, I find the channel incredibly intriguing :D

    • @cefa1337
      @cefa1337 5 месяцев назад +156

      amazing toughts, enjoyed every second reading it… i totally agree with your theory, it has so much sense

    • @unidenti860
      @unidenti860 5 месяцев назад +196

      buts thats just a theory
      a game theory..

    • @pikoamazing
      @pikoamazing 5 месяцев назад +70

      @@unidenti860 That... That gives me memories... Good memories

    • @guillermojoachinreyna3215
      @guillermojoachinreyna3215 5 месяцев назад +47

      I was thinking about this exact thing too. there'd be no reason to talk about and have a big emphasis on friends dying in the first episode or 2 without it meaning something as a whole.

    • @thinecyber_cat
      @thinecyber_cat 5 месяцев назад +13

      That was my theory too, I was gonna comment it but then I saw your detailed one and decided not to cause it's better than mine

  • @aidenbrown3551
    @aidenbrown3551 2 месяца назад +8

    im so glad this story grew farther than some generic creepypasta about a mysterious ‘entity’. rather it’s a cohesive story about moving past and letting go of regret. a great message that people can find a home no matter where they are.

  • @therealglosetik
    @therealglosetik 6 месяцев назад +1079

    That ending was genuinely great. It's not about a friend leaving. It's about having finally coped with something that happened to you a long time ago and moving forward rather than staying in the past. Donny is his new friend, Matthew was just a figment of his imagination, but Donny is a very real friend.

    • @marsymass
      @marsymass 6 месяцев назад +27

      actually one of the more impactful stories out there, moving around a lot and constantly losing friends is a lot to go through as a kid, I can confirm

    • @saturationstation1446
      @saturationstation1446 6 месяцев назад

      @@marsymass moving isnt that bad. whats bad is being told from birth that no amount of work you do will ever amount to your deserving to have necessities, and then every person in eurocentric society living up to that threat until you die before your middle ages because well off eurocentric people get rewarded for causing mass harm to life on earth...

    • @itap8880
      @itap8880 6 месяцев назад +18

      I think alex picking up nulla's gear could symbolize accepting that matthew was a part of alex all along.

    • @Unknown-zn3ws
      @Unknown-zn3ws 6 месяцев назад +8

      It's something that I'm dealing with right now for the past almost 1 year, I moved bc of my parents decision, I miss my friends. The beginning of the video scared me but after the end it almost make me cry, bc of how relate I'm to blokwinz_

    • @marsymass
      @marsymass 6 месяцев назад +5

      @@Unknown-zn3ws stay strong man, you’ll get through it

  • @saoirse6406
    @saoirse6406 6 месяцев назад +386

    the thumbnail of this vid is just so..melancholic. matthew glows amidst the darkness of a forest, his head innocently tilted to what seems to be the perspective of our hurting player. w/ the context of the arg, it's incredibly sad but comforting, like how our player found comfort in the manifestation of his loneliness - matthew.
    (also, is it just me, or does this arg really remind me of when marnie was there..)

  • @ThundrSage
    @ThundrSage 5 месяцев назад +408

    I feel like Matthew was sort of like a manifestation of Alex's grief over losing his friends and familiar home. Alex was always depressed when Matthew was fully visible and constantly grieving over his friends. When Donny came along, Matthew started to disappear because Alex tarted feeling hopeful again. He finally felt like things could actually get better for him. Then when he wrote the sign saying that he can be better, Matthew disappeared for good because Alex had made peace with his grief. He finally had let go and learned to move on

    • @TheRealSoftR
      @TheRealSoftR 5 месяцев назад +2

      absolutley

    • @European_Captain
      @European_Captain 4 месяца назад

      • It's a great video, but how
      were those videos captured, if
      Matthew wasn't real?
      • (because we can see
      find_nulla)
      • Maybe with editing?
      ...but why?

    • @BALLERWOLF
      @BALLERWOLF 4 месяца назад +5

      @@European_Captain pretty sure its symbolic, its not a literal 'show', its to tell a story, like how in something like We happy few while playing as Ollie you can see Margret(best example I got its a fav game of mine) or like how in shows you can still see 'invisable' thinks like ghosts or characters that went invisible, its for story telling so you still know whats going on, but in the world of the show/game/movie/comic/so on so forth, they cant be seen,

    • @KalirMarz
      @KalirMarz 4 месяца назад

      Inside the game yeah just like herobrine (a code)

  • @bladdexz
    @bladdexz 2 месяца назад +4

    "do you ever wish to go back in time" in the beginning and "do you ever wish you could see the future" at the end is such a nice touch

  • @simpleyang1
    @simpleyang1 4 месяца назад +393

    26:50. Bro, i automatically cried when i read that, and then of how Matthew just disappeared, this is wholesome and also sad at the same time.

    • @riste_lr
      @riste_lr 4 месяца назад +5

      Me too 😢

    • @VoidAolq
      @VoidAolq 4 месяца назад +4

      That almost made me cry

  • @YUNGSUNGAMING-rm4de
    @YUNGSUNGAMING-rm4de 6 месяцев назад +3962

    the entity feels bad for him. so he tries to keep him company.

    • @Blackest_orb
      @Blackest_orb 6 месяцев назад +100

      Never seen an entity like that

    • @TheMrRedSlime-ep7vl
      @TheMrRedSlime-ep7vl 6 месяцев назад +63

      Makes sense

    • @cuckmeister3193
      @cuckmeister3193 6 месяцев назад

      no, hes just schizophrenic

    • @H20Gamerry
      @H20Gamerry 6 месяцев назад +165

      You can't hurt a person, if that person is already hurt

    • @immtnnn
      @immtnnn 6 месяцев назад +94

      Herobrine the good ending

  • @Cog-gearGaming
    @Cog-gearGaming 5 месяцев назад +586

    For a reason, this made me sad and having goosebumps. Poor Dude, he just needs a hug.

    • @VoidAolq
      @VoidAolq 4 месяца назад +3

      😢

    • @Souliosm
      @Souliosm 4 месяца назад

      brotha it's literally fake 😂

    • @nataliesolondz4304
      @nataliesolondz4304 4 месяца назад +4

      @@Souliosm does not matter

    • @lllIIIIIlIlIIllll
      @lllIIIIIlIlIIllll 3 месяца назад

      @@Souliosm fr lol

    • @truthfullyidk2925
      @truthfullyidk2925 3 месяца назад +1

      ​@@Souliosm imagine watching a video ON THE INTERNET covering a fictional story on minecraft about a kid coping with the loss of a friend and when someone else expresses they're feelings of sadness over the characters experiences because of the relatability you're so narrow minded that you decide to say "brotha its literally fake" brother its literally called storytelling but hey I'm sure you saying that made you feel smart bud😂😂

  • @Gods_Plan888
    @Gods_Plan888 3 месяца назад +7

    First video ive seen by you, ill for sure keep watching. I love to ominous creepypasta vibe of it! Definitely subscribed!

  • @connor_awesome6482
    @connor_awesome6482 4 месяца назад +345

    Watching through this video, it made sense to me that Mathew was someone close to the player irl, either a family member or a friend, who then died, which made the player push away his friends out of grief. His family eventually moves, and Mathew is someone that the player created to try and pretend to be happy. This is supported by the fact that after the player dies to the creeper, he can see Mathew perfectly fine, indicating that Mathew has suffered some fate to end up there. Just an idea!

  • @Pilot4752
    @Pilot4752 6 месяцев назад +1231

    This story was so sad fr I can relate so much to this. It brings back memories of my survival worlds where I would just talk to myself for hours and do nothing.

    • @mirkatsgames
      @mirkatsgames 6 месяцев назад +39

      Uhhh bro… u good?

    • @william_.575
      @william_.575 6 месяцев назад +23

      i hope you find someone to play with

    • @DaggerZouls
      @DaggerZouls 6 месяцев назад +17

      i do the same thing

    • @angel488
      @angel488 6 месяцев назад +8

      I do that when I need somethin to trade at the villagers

    • @JamietheEmperor
      @JamietheEmperor 6 месяцев назад +2

      hahahaha lolll

  • @HarryPRO-xp3nl
    @HarryPRO-xp3nl 6 месяцев назад +14181

    bro still can't let go of simon12💀💀
    PS: stop replying to this y'all are making my phone heat and not turn on because of all your messages and my phone some bios thing says your device has been corrupt now it doesn't even turn on

  • @noteless1
    @noteless1 2 месяца назад +1

    i absolutely love these stories that use minecraft as a vessel and aren't really horror. these are so impressive and i hope people make more. this was a great deep dive/summary on the videos!

  • @ToriTilla
    @ToriTilla 6 месяцев назад +751

    I def feel like Matthew was what the player imagined as his old friends. he was lonely and he missed his old friends along with, obviously, not having any after moving. So, he manifested his friends back. Now, the reason I feel like it was his "old friends" was because Matthew knew that he stopped talking to them, at the end, when he meets Donny, the player is starting to forget Matthew since there's no use for him anymore and he started finding happiness. You can also see that he regrets his past because he types "do you ever wish you could've seen the future?" it shows that he regrets not speaking to his friends and wishes he could go back because he never knew he was going to move. at the end, the sign read: "dear friend, I can be better this time, goodbye." was a sign of grief and regret for ignoring and not talking to his old friends. It's basically a "it's hard to treasure what you have until you don't have it anymore." type situation. At the end, he moved on from his past and his old friends, accepting that they are gone and forgiving himself from his mistake and not doing it again. very sad and wholesome story, i did cry 😿😿

    • @a_rock-fyp
      @a_rock-fyp 6 месяцев назад +15

      Bro is a poetrist

    • @nigeldalesevilla3093
      @nigeldalesevilla3093 6 месяцев назад +12

      Yeah and its like a imaginary old friend trying there best to give his friend a new friend to help them move on...

    • @STorm1enderdragon
      @STorm1enderdragon 6 месяцев назад +4

      i didnt even notice how big this was and everytime i read somthing this big or like a book my vision starts high lighting the parts in between and meshing the words
      i read a chunk and now i see why you cryed
      this is wholesome,REALLY wholesome

    • @Doglooksh
      @Doglooksh 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@a_rock-fyp oml I didn’t notice the read more and I was like “what do you mean"

    • @Froggy_boat
      @Froggy_boat 5 месяцев назад

      this is so sad

  • @Marvel-Multiverse-TRSM-xq3hs
    @Marvel-Multiverse-TRSM-xq3hs 6 месяцев назад +632

    Mathew was fading away as Donny is the players new friend. Just like in real life. Kids can have imaginary friends, but the older the kids get, the imaginary friends start to fade

    • @graceluo5531
      @graceluo5531 6 месяцев назад +23

      I used to have imaginary friends but as I got older I started to forget about them and eventually forget imaginary friends are even a thing, until now as you just told me

    • @Marvel-Multiverse-TRSM-xq3hs
      @Marvel-Multiverse-TRSM-xq3hs 6 месяцев назад +11

      @@graceluo5531 Yeah, I don't know what it is but the idea of forgeting someone you thought was real, puts a shiver down my spine.

    • @Human_ver-2.1.0
      @Human_ver-2.1.0 5 месяцев назад +2

      I have lots of friends, but they are not really that close to me. I still have an imaginary friend, Robert. He helps me with my homework. I am 12. Is this unusual behavior?

    • @Marvel-Multiverse-TRSM-xq3hs
      @Marvel-Multiverse-TRSM-xq3hs 5 месяцев назад +3

      @@Human_ver-2.1.0 Hey bro, in my opinion, people should be allowed to live their lives without others questioning it. So I don't think this is unusual, and overall it's your opinion.

    • @krasistefanovlol
      @krasistefanovlol 5 месяцев назад +2

      @@Human_ver-2.1.0 i don't think so. he does help with homework too, so i'd say you're good.

  • @Phoenix-v7t
    @Phoenix-v7t 6 месяцев назад +539

    That first video literally almost made me cry. I'm a military child so moving is far from alien for me; I've moved 8 times in 14 years. Although, this last move (A little less than a year ago) was pretty rough. We gave away all three of our pets, and I lost the whole group of friends I had, even the online ones. All of that was in just less than 2 short weeks.

    • @Fyouandthehorseyourodeinon
      @Fyouandthehorseyourodeinon 6 месяцев назад +1

      I'm so sorry. I hope everything gets better soon bc I promise you some day things will ❤

    • @Phoenix-v7t
      @Phoenix-v7t 6 месяцев назад +39

      This series does a good job of showing the remorse of pushing friends away and ending on a bad note. I hope anybody who needs to will find their Donny.

    • @helplessnarwhal3722
      @helplessnarwhal3722 6 месяцев назад +11

      I’m so sorry :c do you ever want to play Minecraft together

    • @JTD416
      @JTD416 6 месяцев назад +3

      I’m a military child too, expect my parents are divorced so I didn’t have to move as often.

    • @ninwiz45
      @ninwiz45 6 месяцев назад +5

      I'm from a military family as well. Lots of moving. I've learned to keep in touch throughout the years, but it's important to value life in the current. Assuming you are around 14, that means you'll be in high school soon enough. My advice to you is, especially as a military child, to take big risks and live life to the fullest. I just finished my sophomore year, and there was still a lot I wanted to do. Live without regrets. Take those risks, get embarrassed, and be happy. I believe in you.

  • @jm8080ful
    @jm8080ful 3 месяца назад +4

    I love this, this is the first time I've seen something like this, a genre where it uses a minecraft let's play to tell a story.

    • @قبل10سنوات-غ7ن
      @قبل10سنوات-غ7ن 26 дней назад

      you never seen the story of the 2 friends who got access to old minecraft alpha?

  • @stuchter69
    @stuchter69 6 месяцев назад +373

    Its not a horror story its a piece of art. An piece of art about an imaginary friend helping him trough his tough times, an friend that is just in or his head himself. and i love it cause i used to have something simillar the moment Matthew answers himself is Alex thinking to himself its like talking out loud permanently but everytime matthew talks its only in his head and when matthew writes "thanks" its just Alex complimenting himself and thinks to himself thanks that it has gotten so good

    • @jaypolas4136
      @jaypolas4136 6 месяцев назад +13

      It's one of those genres where it's hidden as x. but is actually a psychological horror.
      Like for example, you play a story game and it turns into a literal psychological horror with a really terrible ending and a deep message.
      Although this one has metaphors and symbolism, and also a deep message.

    • @R41ph3a7b6
      @R41ph3a7b6 6 месяцев назад +2

      Ooh, that's so true about the "thanks" reply. Also, I am your 100th like.

    • @R41ph3a7b6
      @R41ph3a7b6 6 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@jaypolas4136agreed

    • @sethezrathegodofbread
      @sethezrathegodofbread 6 месяцев назад +1

      It’s an rpg or whatever they are called, it’s like Daisy Brown

  • @elleanor_dimitri
    @elleanor_dimitri 6 месяцев назад +418

    matthew was blockwinz old dead friend
    the last convo they had felt like A grief or some sort that symbolizes a goodbye and to let go of his old past self and to let go of a guilt he has for him....
    the last convo actually got me. it felt like saying a goodbye to a dead friend and feeling thanks for his good intentions and good friendship they had.

    • @Mr.Hellboi
      @Mr.Hellboi 5 месяцев назад +5

      yeh i think the whole movie he created is his story on how he dealt with grief

  • @redwing8092
    @redwing8092 4 месяца назад +738

    7:34 and 9:49 Matthew doesn't thank himself for the compliment, he's thanking our protagonist for building it FOR him

    • @crowven778
      @crowven778 3 месяца назад +16

      Oh my god

    • @Sweetl-cx9xi
      @Sweetl-cx9xi 3 месяца назад +15

      that makes so much more sense omg

    • @aleksnotsorry2180
      @aleksnotsorry2180 Месяц назад +3

      ohh that makes it read more easy lol

    • @leolectrified5462
      @leolectrified5462 Месяц назад +2

      I know right? There are some exaggerations here and in other points of the video.

    • @nmbn5337
      @nmbn5337 Месяц назад

      Thats what i was saying when i saw that part

  • @sw33t_d3v1l
    @sw33t_d3v1l 3 месяца назад +4

    this kid is crazy good for making such an interesting lore like bros a genius when u realize the details he put for this story man

  • @mrdiamondore1014
    @mrdiamondore1014 5 месяцев назад +291

    'Do you ever take things for granted?' This line caught my attention right out of the gate.

    • @mykittenisaferociousnugget
      @mykittenisaferociousnugget 5 месяцев назад +12

      I'm pretty curious about that line and what it means. I feel like it might be about taking friends for granted, or foreshadowing taking Matthew for granted as he ended up disappearing, or just a random line. All the interactions in this are pretty odd.

    • @mrdiamondore1014
      @mrdiamondore1014 4 месяца назад

      @@mykittenisaferociousnugget I agree.

  • @Mopiwiw
    @Mopiwiw 6 месяцев назад +12946

    Schizophrenia lore

    • @H3ndr1x
      @H3ndr1x 6 месяцев назад +387

      this is exactly what I was thinking of the entire time😭😭😭😭

    • @Cu-Copper
      @Cu-Copper 6 месяцев назад +51

      Same XD​@@H3ndr1x

    • @FBI7388
      @FBI7388 6 месяцев назад +52

      I was thinking that too

    • @pou-c
      @pou-c 6 месяцев назад +36

      this comment reminded me of that one photo of Blackbeard writing. (one piece)

    • @The-V1-Ulk
      @The-V1-Ulk 6 месяцев назад +12

      Peacekepper 2 is the schizophrenia arc music 🔥🔥

  • @Iamunkn0wn_23
    @Iamunkn0wn_23 5 месяцев назад +573

    When Mathew talks to Alex on 22:49 and says 'and I just cant wake up,' on Donnys POV, we can see that it is shown as Alex speaking but in Alexs POV its Mathew who says that meaning that it could be his imagination.
    This is weird...

    • @TeodorSoltan
      @TeodorSoltan 5 месяцев назад +19

      was looking if anyone saw it this and already left a comment

    • @livingtheolivelife6662
      @livingtheolivelife6662 5 месяцев назад +3

      Yea, but then theirs the question on how the camera can even see it if it’s all in Alex’s head…

    • @NumberFifteen15
      @NumberFifteen15 5 месяцев назад +7

      @@livingtheolivelife6662 Maybe it's just for story purposes

    • @toadbrain_studios
      @toadbrain_studios 2 месяца назад

      @@livingtheolivelife6662 right. really odd

  • @kniviritsyn
    @kniviritsyn День назад

    Very well made video. I thought this was a completely non-fiction documentary of a series of events (which perhaps it is!), but I was pleasantly surprised to find an entire narrative unravel in the form of video footage being broken down and explained; a mystery being solved. Great job!

  • @cysipy
    @cysipy 6 месяцев назад +405

    something i noticed about the village part where Matthew disappeared: When the player mentioned in chat that he found a nice person for their group project, that's when matthew went missing, like how in the ending of the video, where the player moves on. You can kinda see it on the village part, but he hasn't fully moved on yet, which is why matthew reappeared later

    • @JustKoala1
      @JustKoala1 6 месяцев назад +11

      OMG trueee

    • @Tub000
      @Tub000 5 месяцев назад +2

      like the matrix, you see reality for a split second but then the illusion of the matrix comes back.

    • @Lehyperjay17
      @Lehyperjay17 5 месяцев назад

      Yeah true

  • @datmaximusgaming
    @datmaximusgaming 5 месяцев назад +304

    at 13:15, you can see Matthew on the far right of the screen, and a few seconds later, when the player walks in the house, matthew is also inside

  • @maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337
    @maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337 6 месяцев назад +1102

    Surprised nobody has mentioned this, but the username “Donnie Darko” isn’t just a random name. It’s actually the title of a film where the main character of the same name is constantly haunted by apparitions of a man in a white rabbit costume who had been recently killed (technically. There’s some time stuff that makes it so the apparition exists before the man actually dies but that doesn’t seem to be the part that’s important to the reference, though maybe there’s some significance in that given they mention time a lot with stuff like the first video asking if you wish things were how they used to be)
    I feel like this obviously relates to the situation, where our main character is haunted by these sometimes ghostly looking visions of a friend of theirs with a white Minecraft skin. The main difference is the kid in the video named Darko isn’t the one haunted, he’s on the sidelines watching his friend being haunted, which I feel adds onto the theory that Matthew is actually dead due to him best fitting the rabbit apparition I mentioned

    • @bloodybeast2442
      @bloodybeast2442 6 месяцев назад +26

      Imagine seeing someone haunted like that. Even people with high level of schizophrenia will be concerned to that

    • @kilynnclements8871
      @kilynnclements8871 6 месяцев назад +5

      vanny but genderbend or William afton but in a white bunny suit lol?

    • @maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337
      @maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337 6 месяцев назад +6

      @@kilynnclements8871 It’s more like if one of the dead kids was in the vanny suit basically

    • @jeanremi8384
      @jeanremi8384 6 месяцев назад +7

      welp. Now I've just got Donnie Darko spoiled to me.

    • @maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337
      @maxzapsgamingzepzeap2337 6 месяцев назад +7

      @@jeanremi8384 It was from 2001 it felt like the kind of movie that’d be fine with spoiling, plus how would I mention how it likely ties into this without spoilers?

  • @notyoutube8128
    @notyoutube8128 Месяц назад +3

    It goes from "He made a new friend, nice!" to "Damm this kid has schizophrenia"

  • @kit_ket1
    @kit_ket1 6 месяцев назад +768

    Small little detail: at 22:49, Matthew says "and I just cant wake up" but at 23:42, its actually AlexSpeaks, blokwinz, or most commonly referred to in this video as the player, who says "and i just cant wake up." I'm assuming this continues on as Matthew keeps speaking to Alex, but the messages instead are shown to be typed by Alex. This is very confusing as only Alex can see and talk with Matthew. I believe that during this time, Alex is in a state of somniloquy, or sleep talking. When Donny mentions using a dairy to write down his thoughts, we obviously see that from Alex's perspective, he looks at Matthew and Matthew looks at Alex. Matthew is definitely some kind of imaginary diary that Alex uses since for all of the videos before he meets Donny, he speaks in a morbid way, talking about how his friends may already be "dead" or comparing moving as "the world ending to some nuclear apocalypse." As explained in the video, when Alex meets Donny, Matthew starts to fade as Alex starts to get to know and learn more about Donny. This represents that Alex is starting to feel comfortable around Donny and is starting to talk less to Matthew, as if he's starting to talk less to his imaginary diary. After a bit of time, on the final episode, Matthew looks at Alex as if urging him to let go of him. Alex hesitates for a moment but then gives into reality as he's now friends with Donny and finally lets go of Matthew. Honestly, its a common story as moving is a difficult time for you as you lose contact with old friends and are hesitant to make new friends since you're not familiar with the new place, but the way it was executed was amazing. It was simple but effective.
    ts was just me yapping and possibly overanalyzing but still tho it was an amazing story

    • @Jxcatty
      @Jxcatty 6 месяцев назад +5

      I didn't even notice, lol

    • @Rand0nnperson
      @Rand0nnperson 6 месяцев назад +5

      I haven’t read this yet and only is this far but 13:16 you can see Matthew in the background on the corner

    • @padhwee3e
      @padhwee3e 6 месяцев назад +7

      The way the video represents it is kinda off tbh, like more towards horror.
      When the way I see it, it is more of a sad story, about acceptance/moving on.
      (But still the process has horror aspects in it but that's not the main part of the story)

    • @shadowmuncher3113
      @shadowmuncher3113 6 месяцев назад +3

      @@padhwee3e i think its some sort of arg

    • @Bob_cheezyman
      @Bob_cheezyman 6 месяцев назад +2

      Enough yapping

  • @VridLin
    @VridLin 6 месяцев назад +207

    I just clicked this video thinking that i was gonna become scared and have nightmares but this was actually wholesome asf i wish matthew was real and also when you revealed that the items alex dropped for matthew but it was there the whole entire time since he was not a real person made me tear up 😢

    • @Kaleb_Sc
      @Kaleb_Sc 5 месяцев назад +5

      Whoever’s reading this remember God loves you very much!!!! Jesus is King and was crucified, buried, and rose so we can be saved and you can accept Him today🙏❤️💯

  • @jisellialbuquerque5443
    @jisellialbuquerque5443 6 месяцев назад +875

    also, in the episode where Alex dies and respawns in a void with Matthew, Matthew says "and I just cant wake up". but in Donny's perspective, ALEX is the one who says that, that also explains why in one of the the first episodes matthew answered himself.

    • @avangardismm
      @avangardismm 6 месяцев назад +16

      God loves u all

    • @Terrorless
      @Terrorless 6 месяцев назад +8

      @@avangardismm bro?

    • @Kaktus6492_VR
      @Kaktus6492_VR 6 месяцев назад +12

      @@avangardismm amen

    • @UriahVerikas
      @UriahVerikas 6 месяцев назад +5

      ​@@avangardismm I bet you haven't done much research on the origin of the bible.

    • @Imonlyhumanafterall1
      @Imonlyhumanafterall1 6 месяцев назад +8

      Its strange that whenever he joins the game doesny say blokwinz_ has joined the game oh btw idk if this is coming further in the video im at like 7 mins in

  • @HWaW
    @HWaW 3 месяца назад +2

    18:43 i'm ready to sell my soul for just knowing the name of this music I NEED IT SO MUCH

  • @farafeilia
    @farafeilia 5 месяцев назад +187

    this storyline is so good, the way they focused on the details and such. Matthew symbolise as a "imaginary friend" towards Alex. when Donny joined the server, Matthew slowly disappear due to Donny's excisting in the server. Matthew slowly disappear in Alex sight, because Alex find a new friend, perhaps a companion. Matthew is just Alex's imagination, Matthew was "created" to accompany Alex, and when Donny joined, Donny are the one who continues to accompany Alex, so Matthew doesn't have a reason to stay, because someone's already accompanying Alex. such a good scripting, I love this.

    • @MKornetATGMunit
      @MKornetATGMunit 5 месяцев назад +3

      I know right? This feels almost as if it was some project made by a high schooler (a very clever one at that )moving away from his childhood friends. The videos were very thoroughly though out.

  • @PhantomLacewing
    @PhantomLacewing 6 месяцев назад +667

    As a writer I can try to explain what I think is going on here.
    Essentially the player is upset that he lost his friends and is stuck with his thoughts. Nulla represents those thoughts, a part of the player's mind that is trying to comfort him. Then Donnie comes along and is very friendly towards the player. The player is sceptical at first so Nulla tells him to be nicer and the player starts to adjust to having a friend again. I'm assuming the player has some trust issues due to whatever happened with his friends in the past but in the end he realizes that he's pushing away an opportunity and changes his mind, making friends with Donnie.
    Genuinely great story writing if you ask me.

    • @neko-nii1523
      @neko-nii1523 6 месяцев назад +4

      Realll

    • @andro_pheonix5593
      @andro_pheonix5593 6 месяцев назад +37

      Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is a mental health condition. If you're living with DID, it means you have two or more separate identities. These personalities control your behavior at different times. Each identity has its own personal history, traits, likes and dislikes. DID can lead to gaps in memory and hallucinations (believing something is real when it isn’t). so if you start to connect the dots, the player was a person sad that they moved out and lost all of their friends, thats why mathew was there, they're just a seperate personality our player has from the trauma of whatever happened to their friend, and thats why mathew said thanks to their own compliment, our player was saying that, but its just a mistake in their personality, its just having did, thinking of a friend, and thats why mathew starts to disappear as our player finds a new friend, our player begins to finally cope, and let their old past go, these video footages are the perfect explanations to how systems(people with did) really are like, and i found it geniuenely a beatiful way to raise awareness of it.

    • @brobrothebro
      @brobrothebro 6 месяцев назад +11

      this is literally exactly how i saw it lol thank you

    • @bananibbal
      @bananibbal 6 месяцев назад +2

      Yeah, I thought it was a manifestation of the player's inner thoughts, the ones he tries to suppress, and it may have been a coping mechanism for the player to create a character to talk to.

    • @ijusttimetravel351yago2
      @ijusttimetravel351yago2 6 месяцев назад

      13:15 mathew is there on the corner when the thunder striked but he's inside

  • @FisDraws
    @FisDraws 5 месяцев назад +463

    Nulla means “nothing” as well, so makes sense that whatever he makes is just an illusion

    • @ILUVAZK
      @ILUVAZK 5 месяцев назад +10

      and that there is Nothing Left, Its over there is Nothing to find (Find Nulla)

    • @Feltzy-
      @Feltzy- 5 месяцев назад +14

      He does say that in the video😕

    • @FisDraws
      @FisDraws 5 месяцев назад +4

      @@Feltzy-Oops lol

    • @spymanlol3569
      @spymanlol3569 5 месяцев назад +15

      my dumb ass thought it was nutella 💀

    • @Golden_Ki
      @Golden_Ki 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@spymanlol3569 🤣🤣

  • @Cute_.cats._Rule_.-lf9yq
    @Cute_.cats._Rule_.-lf9yq Месяц назад +12

    00:18 thats just my reality chat (jkjk)

  • @thecoconutcoder
    @thecoconutcoder 4 месяца назад +166

    This honestly really sits with me, i remember my friend of 5~6 years progressively become a terrible person and eventually tried to take their life, they were originally very kind and i honestly still sometimes pretend he is still here playing with me

  • @thenatespecial
    @thenatespecial 6 месяцев назад +167

    Matthew is the ghost of his friends and who he was. Not the literal ghost, but the ghost of their friendship. He's the ghost of what our player perspective wanted from his friends at home speaking of both how the player feels as well as how his old friends felt. It's the amalgamation of abandonment and lost hope that brought him to where he is. It's not just a story of separation, but the story of betrayal and abandonment. He could be what he wanted, when they initially met, but turned into something just way more saddening. I can't even explain the feeling, but I can feel it, and that's what hurts the most about this story.

  • @sharpstealz858
    @sharpstealz858 6 месяцев назад +633

    I love these allegories and symbolism they're hinting towards here:
    There's a very clear "Plato's Cave" allegory shown throughout, where the main player would be constantly inside of a tunnel beneath the surface, hinting towards their fear of going out and making friends / new experiences in a new environment. Matthew could symbolize player's inner thoughts slowly drowning them out, especially when the player is stuck within the dark cube or when Matthew starts personally attacking them through in-game chat. I'd say Matthew disappearing could symbolize the player's overcoming of the mentioned fear. Player leaves his tunnel out into the surface afterwards almost like stepping out of a dark cave into the light.
    This one might be a reach, but staring at growing crops and constantly trying to make a farm hints towards the player wanting to fit in and adapt. In the first attempt of him making a farm, they plant down 2 seeds, as opposed to 6 seeds in his last episode, symbolizing that the player is getting used to the newer environment or / and growing as a person.
    Building a fence around their home might hint towards the player feeling isolated due to them pushing back their friends and moving to a new place. When you think about it, the main player hasn't really left the fenced home, rather travelling trough tunnels from that place, spying on his friend almost like peaking into the new surroundings. In the last episode he is visibly out of the fence, almost like leaving his isolation and experiencing new things, symbolized by making a treehouse for instance.
    Also, pretty sure the Minecraft world symbolizes the new environment itself. It would fit in perfectly, as Michael appears in the world cause it is the only thing the player is left with - his inner thoughts. Every other symbolism I've listed would also match perfectly. The weather to emotion correlation, as listed in the video, would make a lot of sense as well, as the raining weather in this new environment could hint towards the player feeling depressed.
    These small details add so much when you take into consideration that this ARG is based on a lot of symbolism right off the bat, spicing things up, almost like it's like a puzzle piece, I love it.
    [EDIT] I meant "Cave allegory" instead of "Plato's cave allegory" there, my bad. Thanks for pointing it out!

    • @LoisoPondohva
      @LoisoPondohva 6 месяцев назад +11

      That's a cave allegory, sure, but definitely not a Plato's Cave one. Plato's Cave is about building a distorted ontology by only having access to secondary sources of knowledge about the world, not about hiding from social interaction.

    • @Dawid5g
      @Dawid5g 6 месяцев назад +5

      I'm not reading all that

    • @SrJrXVIII
      @SrJrXVIII 6 месяцев назад

      ​To summarize, It's basically "man scared make friends so schizophrenia help make not scared make friend". ​@@Dawid5g

    • @jadadoxtader777
      @jadadoxtader777 6 месяцев назад +4

      Wow,that's alot of words,to bad I ai t reading em

    • @mrenon
      @mrenon 6 месяцев назад +1

      I aint readin all that

  • @catincake3467
    @catincake3467 20 дней назад +1

    2:08 I think that this is a symbol of their life. They work up, create friends just to have it all taken away, years of work, stolen.

  • @mahathinandanankam9970
    @mahathinandanankam9970 6 месяцев назад +177

    At 23:07 you can see a crit recharge bar appear when the crosshair is pointed towards where Matthew is. This bar only appears when pointed towards entities. Matthew is actually present there but is actually fully invisible when compared to Alex speaks's POV.

    • @chudavieets
      @chudavieets 5 месяцев назад +22

      That's more of technicality. The way those videos were done was putting matthew and alex in the same team, giving matthew invisibility potion effect and enabling "see invisible allies" for their team. That way matthew was there but only alex could see him.

  • @YepImJustAGuy
    @YepImJustAGuy 6 месяцев назад +574

    It hits hard when Blokwinz_ said “dear friend, I can be better this time, Goodbye” then Matthew disappears because he comforted Blokwinz_ because Matthew could possibly be dead.

    • @Wip_Osp
      @Wip_Osp 6 месяцев назад +44

      That would makes sense because of all the references to death in episode one, maybe Matthew isn't just an imaginary friend, but a dead one

    • @KarmaVein
      @KarmaVein 6 месяцев назад +12

      Dude, i started crying when that happened

    • @thatbunnyshow
      @thatbunnyshow 6 месяцев назад +14

      @@Wip_Osp hang on... you're onto something

    • @-ZM_Gaming-
      @-ZM_Gaming- 6 месяцев назад +10

      ​@@Wip_Ospthis all went from confusing to depressing real fast

    • @qackyduck
      @qackyduck 6 месяцев назад +6

      You are my sunshine

  • @comatoast7030
    @comatoast7030 6 месяцев назад +64

    I love this. It's a great representation of the anxiety of moving away and making new friends, feeling like you have no one so you make up someone, or maybe reimagining a friend you lost, either from just not being friends anymore or from death

  • @FarieLH
    @FarieLH Месяц назад +8

    25:42 bro forgot what video he was making

  • @stariskat44
    @stariskat44 5 месяцев назад +74

    matthew's leave made me cry because i just hate having to lose someone youre close to even if it seems like he isnt even real 💔 matthew seemed like the perfect friend, the type of person who just understands you without having to say anything, but seeing him dissappear just like that
    dang bro.

  • @Rose_Capital
    @Rose_Capital 6 месяцев назад +104

    This entire video is showing the player recovering from his depression. The sign he set down was him saying he's gonna start himself again. That's amazing. And makes my heart swell.

  • @startaru
    @startaru 6 месяцев назад +278

    17:13 i think nulla was responding to the message "they stand there and do nothing like a statue", since his friends weren't doing "nothing", they were just confused by him pushing them away and were genuinely concerned.

  • @dexterity494
    @dexterity494 7 дней назад

    The really cool thing is all of this can be done in vanilla Minecraft. Yes, the disappearing house and fences would be more easily done with world edit, but you can still do it with the fill command. And you can use the /team seeFriendlyInvisibles to get the effect for Matthew. This is a good showcase of what you can do in complete vanilla with very few commands!

  • @holyassasin5202
    @holyassasin5202 6 месяцев назад +252

    i would like to mention the farm was made for mathew. so he probably wasn't thanking his own comment, he was thanking him for the farm. like complimenting someone on the work they made to make you a nice hat then thanking them for it.

    • @shisuiofthebodyflic
      @shisuiofthebodyflic 6 месяцев назад +7

      Was about to comment that

    • @WolfHowls-xe1jv
      @WolfHowls-xe1jv 6 месяцев назад +11

      was abt to say the same thing bro like "the farm is nice! Thanks" as in "thanks for building it for me"

    • @JustDEV1
      @JustDEV1 6 месяцев назад +1

      Guys I think he’s just schizophrenic

  • @LandonS-os8uz
    @LandonS-os8uz 5 месяцев назад +456

    I swear random Minecraft stories are so sad or disturbing 💀💀💀

    • @sushamamohapatra2485
      @sushamamohapatra2485 5 месяцев назад

      Yeah man really

    • @tanfilly
      @tanfilly 5 месяцев назад +3

      Notch unintentionally created a horror game. Mojang completely removed the horror feel in recent years.

    • @chris_me_llaman
      @chris_me_llaman 5 месяцев назад

      ​@@tanfillythe warden and the deep dark?

    • @mridiot57
      @mridiot57 5 месяцев назад +6

      @@chris_me_llaman i think they mean the feeling of being alone in a vast world, but feeling like something's watching you

    • @toucan6109
      @toucan6109 5 месяцев назад

      These are cringe. They've stopped being even remotely interesting after the first one and it became some edgy larping fad

  • @SanicAdventure
    @SanicAdventure 6 месяцев назад +208

    Matthew was there as an imaginary friend and wanted to comfort the player we watch and help him make friends so when the player actually makes a friend sith Donny, Matthew isn't needed anymore and he fades away.
    This is such a wholesome arg❤

    • @raxebee
      @raxebee 6 месяцев назад

      But it's minecraft not a realife or its just a play

    • @Jinhsiwu
      @Jinhsiwu 6 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@raxebeebut did you learn something?

    • @raxebee
      @raxebee 6 месяцев назад

      @@Jinhsiwu there was nothing to learn because everything happened to him happen to me at the past years

    • @raxebee
      @raxebee 6 месяцев назад

      @@Jinhsiwu I do relate that but I don't find anything to learn from it as it always happens to me

    • @okiniiri2600
      @okiniiri2600 6 месяцев назад +1

      Yeah

  • @50f1zzyYT
    @50f1zzyYT 26 дней назад +1

    “But then right after we see this…” . . . in that 5 seconds of silence, a kitkat ad pops up and scares me😂

  • @Nyzukiel
    @Nyzukiel 5 месяцев назад +75

    Matthew and Alex are definitely the same person. Matthews just a comfort personality encouraging him to make friends and get out more.

  • @Wunba
    @Wunba 6 месяцев назад +271

    What a complex and fascinating Minecraft video! Whoever set this up would have had to spend hours planning it with faith that it would eventually be seen that’s crazy! Also, nice use of the Severance song that was a nice touch! 👍

    • @hockeymason
      @hockeymason 6 месяцев назад +6

      First🎉

    • @Tann817
      @Tann817 6 месяцев назад +26

      Make me more popular than the reply above.

    • @mr.rainbowminecraft75
      @mr.rainbowminecraft75 6 месяцев назад +2

      Ayee Wunba, glad to see you here :o

    • @altamashali196
      @altamashali196 6 месяцев назад +2

      here before it blows up

    • @zoned8673
      @zoned8673 6 месяцев назад +5

      whoever set this up 100% knew that this video would be made, either this channel made the videos theselfes or simply the guy that wrote the email was the one that made it

  • @FeathxrStorm
    @FeathxrStorm 6 месяцев назад +423

    Could be a good sad movie reference haha. You have a friend who has gone, he returns in the form of a spirit. You feel lonely but your spirit friend cheers you up and accompanies you. You make new friends and you are happy. Your spirit friend is happy for you and he just walks away. Like your spirit friend finally got something done from that bond of friendship.

    • @avangardismm
      @avangardismm 6 месяцев назад +7

      God loves u all

    • @PanMat2000
      @PanMat2000 6 месяцев назад +2

      I'm nearly certain I've read or watched something with the exact same premise

    • @EmmzMC
      @EmmzMC 6 месяцев назад +4

      The movie “Fall” is literally this

    • @mikeascor5296
      @mikeascor5296 6 месяцев назад

      There was a movie about a German kid and his imaginary friend is hitler

    • @guillermojoachinreyna3215
      @guillermojoachinreyna3215 5 месяцев назад +1

      from someone else in this comment section that really sums up what it truly might be:
      "Matthew is a friend that passed away, and blokwinz feels remorse because the last thing they did was argue over that house. That's their last memory, and they beat themselves up over it. That's how I see it. After all, the tribute to his friend that he wrote at the end really carries the feeling of saying goodbye to somebody you lost rather than some imaginary friend or somebody he just moved away from on bad terms. Matthew also telling him to "be nicer" and such, he's likely blaming himself for the last interaction of his friend alive going that way."
      as well as this
      "Just a few things I noticed:
      7:25 you mentioned that Matthew was responding for Alex, but that's not how I interpreted it. Seconds earlier, you showed that Alex said he was making the farm FOR Matthew, so I think Matthew was just thanking him for it. That would explain why Alex didn't see it as weird.
      18:03 I think Matthew is intended to be portrayed as a friend from school, considering that he said earlier "this school sucks", implying that he goes to the same school as Alex.
      28:36 oh. OH. this callback to the beginning, where Alex says "they might as well be dead or something" is what really solidifies my own theory.
      Matthew is dead.
      I think that Matthew was one of Alex's old friends, from before he moved. It would explain why Matthew seems to know everything about Alex, as well as his relationships with his old friends. Matthew passed away, and that's why Alex began to distance himself from everyone else. Matthew and Alex were best friends, but Alex can't move on. I'm not sure if Matthew is completely imagined, or if it's meant to be interpreted that Matthew is a ghost trying to guide Alex through his grief, but either way, Matthew was never truly there.
      It isn't until Alex starts playing with Donny that we see a change in Matthew's character. He becomes transparent. He starts to disappear.
      At 22:43, I think it's incredibly significant to note that in game, Alex died. And in the black space that came after, Matthew is there, further pointing to the possibility that Matthew has been dead all along.
      And finally, starting at 24:15, Alex claims that he woke up. I think this means that he finally sees and accepts the fact that Matthew is gone, especially because, right after that, we have the video where he says goodbye to Matthew, who disappears altogether. I think this truly symbolizes that Alex is finally accepting the truth, and moving on.
      I think the whole channel in general may be an allusion to grief, and how one kid in particular deals with it. Maybe the concept of "moving" that we saw in the beginning isn't even in the literal sense, but more in a sense of "moving on", which means that every time Alex remarks on how difficult moving is, or how much it sucks, he may very well be talking about how hard it is to move on from the death of a friend.
      But that's just a theory. ;]
      There's more I'd love to unpack, like the conversation at 15:53, or any of the other conversations after that between Matthew and Alex, but for now I'll leave it here. Hope someone could gain some enjoyment from hearing my theory. Overall, I find the channel incredibly intriguing :D"
      This is all very good evidence to support this isn't just some entity but its actually the grief of Alex instead and the whole story is just his own journey of dealing and coping with it while adjusting to the new environment of moving, as stated here in another message
      "I love these allegories and symbolism they're hinting towards here:
      There's a very clear "Plato's Cave" allegory shown throughout, where the main player would be constantly inside of a tunnel beneath the surface, hinting towards their fear of going out and making friends / new experiences in a new environment. Matthew could symbolize player's inner thoughts slowly drowning them out, especially when the player is stuck within the dark cube or when Matthew starts personally attacking them through in-game chat. I'd say Matthew disappearing could symbolize the player's overcoming of the mentioned fear. Player leaves his tunnel out into the surface afterwards almost like stepping out of a dark cave into the light.
      This one might be a reach, but staring at growing crops and constantly trying to make a farm hints towards the player wanting to fit in and adapt. In the first attempt of him making a farm, they plant down 2 seeds, as opposed to 6 seeds in his last episode, symbolizing that the player is getting used to the newer environment or / and growing as a person.
      Building a fence around their home might hint towards the player feeling isolated due to them pushing back their friends and moving to a new place. When you think about it, the main player hasn't really left the fenced home, rather travelling trough tunnels from that place, spying on his friend almost like peaking into the new surroundings. In the last episode he is visibly out of the fence, almost like leaving his isolation and experiencing new things, symbolized by making a treehouse for instance.
      Also, pretty sure the Minecraft world symbolizes the new environment itself. It would fit in perfectly, as Michael appears in the world cause it is the only thing the player is left with - his inner thoughts. Every other symbolism I've listed would also match perfectly. The weather to emotion correlation, as listed in the video, would make a lot of sense as well, as the raining weather in this new environment could hint towards the player feeling depressed."

  • @Kind_EXE
    @Kind_EXE Месяц назад

    I really like this guy, He fits for someone who's doing a documentary but in a Minecraft way lol keep it up bro you earned a subscriber

  • @Max_Rocket
    @Max_Rocket 6 месяцев назад +204

    i think an interesting detail that didn't get mentioned was the fact that blokwins mentions a disagreement over the dark oak roof of the house which is suggested to be the reason that he doesn't talk to his old friends anymore. in the final video donny asks for dark oak, which might have triggered blokwins to finally part with matthew. blokwins realized that donny isn't the same as the people he knew before, and he doesnt have to be afraid anymore. matthew disappearing is probably blokwins finally leaving that 'half-way between state; he mentioned before, and properly coping with moving

    • @Firework_Rocket
      @Firework_Rocket 6 месяцев назад +8

      In episode 2 Matthew says that he couldn’t get dark oak, so that makes since

    • @Astrom_Edits
      @Astrom_Edits 6 месяцев назад +8

      Maybe Matthew is actually blockwinz real name, and he gets bullied for it, that's why he said "do you get bullied for your name?"

    • @peciiii
      @peciiii 6 месяцев назад +7

      @@Astrom_Edits well he is talking to himself, just like how donny said that he write his dream and thoughts in a journal.

  • @Moemoepoi
    @Moemoepoi 6 месяцев назад +65

    This was a disturbing watch for me since I can't stand the loneliness and emptiness even in games, yet this was brought tears to my eyes because I relate so much to the player. I'm so glad Player finally got to make a real friend, and it makes me sad that Matthew isn't an actual friend and just disappears in the end. :(

  • @rubygamer21
    @rubygamer21 6 месяцев назад +149

    As someone who recently moved for the first time, this one honestly hits different. The move didn’t go well, literally the day we moved to the house we had to immediately rush one of our two cats to the hospital and sadly had to put him down, it truly felt like I had lost a family member. It’s been almost a year now but I still find myself looking for him or thinking I see him out of the corner of my eye. Matthew in a way reminds me of how Biscuit appears in my dreams and comforts me. Biscuit was one of the sweetest cats I’ve ever had, and I’m thankful he chose us to adopt him. Best 5 years of my life, I miss him every day. It will take a while but I hope I can eventually move on

    • @starfish8177
      @starfish8177 6 месяцев назад +3

      Yea man I had a cat too and trust me you'll get over it

    • @pekoeboo
      @pekoeboo 6 месяцев назад

      I can relate to this a lot. been through several moves in my lifetime, but a similar thing happened after one of the moves where our family cat started getting sick and we had to put him down not long after. losing a pet is.... insanely difficult to process, so I fully understand how you feel. but speaking from experience, it does eventually get easier as time goes on. it still sometimes hurts to think about of course (even years later), but the pain doesn't linger on the daily anymore.
      I'm sure you'll get there eventually, but as of right now it's okay to allow yourself to grieve. healing takes time - even if it's hard. wishing the best for you. take care

    • @Toumsters
      @Toumsters 6 месяцев назад

      Move on, but dont leave it behind. It's okay to miss, to mourn, to still see him from time to time. It'll take a long, long time, trust me, but you'll heal. Just, keep him in memory. I'm sure he'll be waiting for you on the other side. Allow yourself room to grieve, and to patch yourself up, and to not forget about him.
      Wishing you the best.

    • @AnyoneMining
      @AnyoneMining 6 месяцев назад

      Not directly related, but I used to have Guinea pigs and sometimes I dream of finding them somewhere or just seeing them in their cage again even though I know they're gone.
      I also once dreamt of my grandma who died Coming back as a gohst only visible to me and when I pointed it out others could see her being there as well. She died about 11 years ago and I really miss her.

  • @julisbee22
    @julisbee22 Месяц назад

    This is actually so beautiful. It's shows development and forgiveness. The boy just tries to move on from the past and be a better friend in the future. Really great and wondeful story.

  • @JJKReview
    @JJKReview 6 месяцев назад +54

    This is a really cool story of remembering and making sense of your past. Its interesting to see the player coping with his past then making good of his problems in a healthy way. People could definitely learn from these videos. They teach a lot about trauma and difficulty coping. Especially the one moment where the player directly says "no" to being kind

  • @GumbaIIism
    @GumbaIIism 6 месяцев назад +440

    Nice to know it wasn't some disturbing, evil entity terrorising kids, just the player's way of coping with his sadness of losing his friends.
    UNTIL THE POV THEORY AT THE END DAMMIT, ALONG WITH THE WEIRD NOISES ON THE SOUNDTRACK

    • @Clinically_Insanee
      @Clinically_Insanee 6 месяцев назад +27

      REAL DUDE THIS DISTORDED CHILRENS LAUGHTER WTF

  • @zenzeki2662
    @zenzeki2662 6 месяцев назад +110

    I feel like this is almost certainly some kind of film project that alex made, because almost everything in the videos can be explained (how matthew is only visible to alex, it's nothing new and can be done with server plugins) but I'm honestly just impressed. The reference to donnie darko (a movie with as many mysteries as this series, where donnie is friends with a person that isn't real) support my theory even more. I wouldn't be surprised if alex became a writer or director or something in the future.

    • @flitz930
      @flitz930 6 месяцев назад +2

      Well, what if i told you render himself set all this up to make a video.
      The video from "alexspeaks" isnt even published that long ago its only been 2 weeks to get the recognition it got to be sent as interesting to render,
      that too with less than 100 views. gotta give props to my guy render lmao. There's just too many kids on the internet to eat this sht up.

    • @zenzeki2662
      @zenzeki2662 6 месяцев назад

      @@flitz930 that's a stretch, it definitely wouldn't be worth the effort. I think considering the type of content render makes, hes just actively searching for stuff like this

    • @ijusttimetravel351yago2
      @ijusttimetravel351yago2 6 месяцев назад

      13:15 mathew is there on the corner when the thunder striked but he's inside

    • @zenzeki2662
      @zenzeki2662 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@ijusttimetravel351yago2 whats your point?

    • @milkxv
      @milkxv 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@zenzeki2662it's not a stretch at all? a video of this effort takes an crazy time to edit render polish and upload even. based on the screenshots of video thumbnails etc and comparing the dates of both channels uploads its obvious Noone could've covered this entire documentary this fast. it's a copy of petscop lore if u know of that

  • @artsymell
    @artsymell 14 дней назад +1

    In donnys pov when blokwinz died, we can see on bloks pov that matthews is chatting to him, but on donnys pov blokwinz is talking to himself? It also goes back to matthews being his imagination. Because, matthews chats are actually blok’s chats.

  • @btnagasaki3029
    @btnagasaki3029 5 месяцев назад +51

    As someone who grew up laying minecraft with friends in elementary school. This was kind of a sweet story to watch. The glimpses of a friend become faded and faded over time.

  • @duskmoon181
    @duskmoon181 6 месяцев назад +93

    As someone who struggles with severe depression and anxiety this is very reminiscent of something that happened to me. For a few years in my early 20s i was in a very dark place. I was going through court stuff on top of becoming homeless and living in a camper. I never had thoughts of hurting others, but i did frequently have thoughts of hurting myself (thankfully i never did). At times it would get to the point id close my eyes and see my body laying in a morgue. I guess to combat this, my mind created an alternate personality who was aptly named after an original character of mine called Void. To deal with the stress and trauma, i would turn to void who would take over my actions and stop me from doing anything bad. One day he eventually disappeared as my life situation improved. And i feel this needs to be said, if anyone is having thoughts of harming themselves. They need to speak out to someone they trust or call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. The dark may be comforting at first, but it wont always do whats right for you ❤

  • @Buffpork
    @Buffpork 5 месяцев назад +81

    This honestly made me cry... It's so sad, i relate so much to it cause i used to have online game friends that i rlly cared for. One day they disappeared and it has ben 3 years since they've been online... My coping mechanism sometimes is that i still think they're in the game and i just can't be online cause of our diff timezones. But lately i gained new irl friends and started to move on...
    Wherever they are now, i hope they are well.

    • @notimportant1000
      @notimportant1000 5 месяцев назад

      Reach out bud. Simple solution

    • @Theendofarobloxobby
      @Theendofarobloxobby 5 месяцев назад

      What game?

    • @benedictmiranda7072
      @benedictmiranda7072 5 месяцев назад

      Fr one of my bestfriends said hes leaving school the person i used to meet almost everyday and now hes leaving he was like a brother to me😔

    • @ishkamael9645
      @ishkamael9645 5 месяцев назад

      I feel like tis fake

    • @haikaltriadhiasta441
      @haikaltriadhiasta441 5 месяцев назад

      i've experienced the same

  • @casualcrybaby
    @casualcrybaby 2 месяца назад +1

    “Dear friend, I can be better this time. Goodbye” I’m crying

  • @dunsan7132
    @dunsan7132 5 месяцев назад +80

    As someone who has gone through something very similar to MC, this story hits very close to home. I remember attempting to recreate old buildings my friends made but something just not being the same, the memories slowly fading away just as Nulla does. The darkness that I felt during that time disappeared as I made new friends and we played together. After a while, the old memories and worlds stopped seeming as necessary to reimplement, since I had new memories and people to look into the future with instead of attempting to hold onto or recreate the past. That last goodbye to Nulla feels so heartwarming, like the MC took that final step to accept their new life and begin rebuilding

    • @sushamamohapatra2485
      @sushamamohapatra2485 5 месяцев назад

      Man this comment made me cry, especially because I had all experiences before 1/1/2024 hit me like that 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😭😭😭😢😢😨😰😭😰😭😥😢😰😓😫😩😞😫😿😿😿

  • @pool_deck5241
    @pool_deck5241 6 месяцев назад +81

    One thing i noticed was that blokwinz was building a house from the sever with his friends which could mean that he was trying to recreate and anchor to the past, but at the end he is helping to build donny's new house, which shows that he is building new memories.

  • @Lasourriedisgoustie
    @Lasourriedisgoustie 6 месяцев назад +386

    the burnt flowers symbolize him burning bridges with his old friends

    • @Radblod
      @Radblod 6 месяцев назад +15

      Start writing poems boi

    • @rxleurn
      @rxleurn 6 месяцев назад +2

      @@Radblod its not hard to put the pieces together u bozo

    • @Radblod
      @Radblod 6 месяцев назад +9

      @@rxleurn ok brother

    • @jaypolas4136
      @jaypolas4136 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@rxleurnfr

    • @maximumswag
      @maximumswag 6 месяцев назад +6

      ​@@rxleurnwhy so angry, friend?

  • @FFOT_Deandre
    @FFOT_Deandre 4 месяца назад +1

    Render IS A GOAT! Ineed vids like this bro