YES I CAN CONFIRM THAT ❤️. I FEEL BETTER NOW. This is so amazing how you can explain all these things. Your voice is amazing!!! I'm very thankful for you. Last minute was very powerful! I feel that my energy is recovering right now 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Thank you
Ego will say your awakened and their not. We are starseeds etc, etc. I have been humbled from my experience. Brought to my knees in despair. As l was very egotestic. Full of programming by society. Deep depression followed. I would never call myself awakened. Yes lighter of defences. I just feel humbled and aware ...l know nothing. Nothing.
A spouse’s betrayal, a business partner’s corruption, the death of a child, I’ve gone through all these dark nights of the soul. These dark nights can be extremely painful and difficult. They are different for all of us.
Ironic. Earlier today I almost quit my job over a panic attack that I beleive was caused by this dark night of the soul. Looks like this is fairly common?
@@crazycatladykittylover8608 I quit my job about a month and a half ago. It was a new job that I had just started. Everything about it seemed like the perfect job. But after I started I began noticing a lot of red flags and I began to see the layers upon layers of deception and manipulation within that company. I tried to work around them at first, but ultimately I had to walk away. I have been through several dark nights of the soul recently. I have been stripped almost bare and much of who I was before, and what I believed in, has been burned away. I'm finding this to be a very worthwhile process. The inner work that I've been able to do really couldn't be done any other way. Don't be afraid to jump into the deep end of the pool.
I’m at what I’m perceiving to be the end of my dark night of the soul. My faith system obliterated, reconstructed. My physical body literally expanding causing breaks in my skin in order to accommodate, my scalp opened and all the hair that I thought I had lost with stress and poor health regrew within days
i have been having unusual skin thing too! I also started a thing out of the blue that I've never done before and it has been so helpful- I got a high quality skin OIL blend and I stopped really using a bunch of soap and I put the oil on. For example ,On my face I massage the oil in and I realized I'm releasing blockages and swallowing a lot of... uggg phlemg maybe ew... and i end up massaging my ears and pinching them in spots. and I do this on all diff parts of my body that I just be quiet and listen I sorda just get the idea of where to go and what to do. the oil helps me anyway. hope it can maybe help you too!
Me too. Seems to me like I am on the tail end of my DNOTS. And I gained sooooo much weight in one year it is not even funny. Wonder if anyone can tell me if the weight actually drops back once we are totally out of the DNOTS.
A dark night of the soul is essential to break free from the false self, childhood conditioning and limiting beliefs so we can be free, wiser, happier, healthier and wealthier. The ego is a tricker. The unknown is where magic lies where true foundation is anchored. It sucks to go t through creative process. The expansion from our Higher Consciousness instead of resisting. Thank you.
I had a conversation with my family last night about finding the purpose in life and I asked many existential questions about our lives. They just want me to follow the typical norm of getting a degree, find a job, make a living for life. Recently, I had a spiritual awakening and everything I believed is crumbling down. I just feel like nothing even matters to me anymore. I just want to disassociate from the society to live in peace and be aligned with my true authentic self. Everybody calls me crazy. Eventually, the conversation turned into a heated argument, It was literally so depressing that I ended up leaving the room in tears. Later, I ended up spending the rest of the night alone in my room and spent a long time doing meditation to release the negativity. Deep down, I do trust the process. It is all a part of the transformation for the greater good, if somebody can relate to this, I just want to say keep moving forward, the universe will reward those that dares to follow their hearts! Peace! 🙏
Thank you I hear you loud and clear. No, you are not crazy you mob simply don’t understand or otherwise are deflecting. It’s also their way of remaining possibly oblivious and avoidant
Brendon, I hope you are doing better now. I’m in the same boat you are. I think what’s keeping me here is my family; I’m hoping they all wake up too so we can all go off the grid together, but I realize now that not everyone will wake up in time, if at all. So I stay here at my manual labor wage slave job (as it slowly destroys my body), with one foot in the matrix and one foot outside. I believe we are in the end times, so our job is to keep our light shining so the rest of the world will follow. Keep your head up; we’ll get there someday, man!
Mine happened 18 years ago. I was in college and started to realize I had narcissistic personality disorder. I realized that my drug was the reflection I saw through the eyes of others but that was not who I was. I manipulated to make myself seem perfect. So the natural thing to do was cut off that supply of ego masturbation material and see who I really was. And after much isolation, grief and crying out to God, God spoke back. My ego dissolved and it was the most beautiful disaster of my life. It's like the world was in color for the first time and I was an idiot.
@@Th3BigBoy At the risk of repeating myself I realised that I put your reply in the comments section. It just a ying,yang thing, light/dark,good/evil. Theory of opposites etc.
@@danielmaynard2946 Darkness is not the opposite of light, it is the absence of light. Light overcomes darkness but all the darkness in the world can't extinguish even the smallest candle light
@@SpiritualBeingSpiritualJ-ow6pt Hello, thanks for your reply, I agree 100% I was speaking metaphorically, say if we lived in a totally utopian existence full of light we would become blind to it eventually, we meed the contrast.🙂
No that isn’t necessarily true because we live in duality, light/ dark, good/evil when we release our physical body we enter into another dimension and the truth is we really don’t know what that is until we get there.
The Dark night of the soul was a life changing experience. I went through several dark nights of the soul. I went through ego death, identity lose, and a full blown crisis that created a phoenix.
What you said about there being several dark nights of the soul is so true! In the beginning of my awakening I had a very intense and excruciating dark night of the soul. And after that was over, I thought my suffering was done. However as I have progressed on my journey I have experienced several more dark nights, but of lesser and lesser intensity and duration. Even now as I type this comment I am exiting another mini dark night of the soul where my physical body was sick and I was purging even more negative beliefs and imprints in my subconscious mind. I think it's a great point and can be very helpful to be aware that the dark night is cyclical and can come back several times within a lifetime as we learn to master our energy, work out negative karma, and live more deeply in a surrendered state. Great content as always! Thank you
Sarah Sensei, Fellow Devotees, Thought I’d pop in early here with my egomaniacal motor mouth, though a little tardy from cleaning the tears off my glasses! I’m going to tear up my prepared speech and just blurt out how much I love you all, you varied children of infinite glad fineness! Genuine souls are so full of holes, but ain’t you all smack dab full of why we came here? And why we’re leaving! Call me crazy (call me anything but late for dinner!), but certainly we must cleanse and bless these sad spaces before we make a departure… I think I’m speaking for many when I say that each new post seems to exponentially factor upon those preceding! Not “smoke and mirrors,” but “smoke and ash!” Powerful stuff, and we’ll no longer ever settle for less (or, I expect, need to!)… Solid love and joy to you all! - Namaste, Glenn
This exactly what Goddess Kali does when you call out to her. She literally translates to the dark mother. People fear her because they see changes around them that may not align with their desires when they pray to her and chant her mantras, but she literally brings forth the dark night of the soul, so you come out being more aligned with your spiritual self. Have courage and carry on!
I feel that I am in the middle of another dark night but it's nowhere near the first one I had in 2020. I get scared and forget this process sometimes and these videos remind me that I'm ok where I'm at.
Right on, I'm going through a mini dark night but not in the same arena as the first one, also you know what's happening on the subsequent smaller ones because of the darkness and pain you've been through. Trusting in the process yoga and meditation in the morning is the way forward.
Yes, I'm stuck. But also stuck and failing because the depression has destroyed my finances and opportunities to do what I want in life. I'm hardly holding on.
I’ve been crying nonstop for months. This would be my second round I’m in financial debt I love my partner but no longer feel he’s the right person for me I feel like I’m settling for less I’m so confused I’m lost after 4 years of deep spiritual inner work
I’m right here, had one massive actual painful death like something got ripped out through my chest, now I’m in a place where old patters are trying to play out but my new mindset and vibration keeps fighting against it. I’m pretty back n forth, the new vibration feels amazing and when I slip back into the ego I feel sick and foggy, tired and irritated. It’s getting less n less frequent but it still fighting
It feels like my entire life has been a dark night of the soul with from time to time a little break here and there just get enough energy before throwing me in the turmoil of this human experience again. At this time, I am surrendering to the surrendering state, my brain fried by obsoletes useless thoughts and leftover pieces of believe systems , experimenting the void and a glimpse of how boring eternity might feels.
Smiling and nodding the entire time. That expansive shredding and illusion vacuuming process was sooo brutal. On my darkest existential crisis days where everything felt unreal, I'd repeat to myself, " There's no good or bad, just love, just true." Thank you for working on your Birthday- this is my favorite video to date!
Very well said, as we all know everyone's journey is different and some are just beginning and some have been on the path a very long time. We learn from each other by sharing our experiences which sometimes makes us feel as if we have taken off all our cloths. We use different concepts to mean the same thing and a lot is in the wording. On my continuous journey BALANCE has been the key in the integration process and has been presented in a non threatening yet convincing state of awareness. I believe this is why the Ego chose to work in tandem with the (HS) Higher-self realizing a fact that benefits all, it's always been ONE. It's like playing a video game and starting off with the core attributes of a Mage and yet through the perspective of nature/nurture putting experience points in a Fighter. This has gotten you all through life and has served it's purpose. This integration causes your true core attributes to begin exhibiting themselves and all the work that was being done on the other side comes forth as if pieces on a chessboard are being moved for your benefit without knowing. We're not taught that we have all the help and everything we need for this journey within us from the beginning and most never ever realize that. When you begin standing as your truest self you realize that that's your natural state and others see it also as you begin the make the outside reflect the inside. It's as if you begin manipulating the world and others around you to align with your purpose as the flow which connects us all brings that to fruition. We should never let the outside dictate the inside but in this 3D that's the trap that most of us get caught up in. Eventually in that letting go process we realize the pieces of the puzzle have always been there right in front of us but the nature of this realm is to keep us in a state of distraction and most of our distractions we have created and also enjoy. Working with the HS allows us perceive things through a different childlike lens and creates a newness through curiosity as it begins the process of healing. It reminds me of the poem "Footprints in the Sand" and I came to realize that I don't have to move mountains because the mountains already know to move and that we have never been alone. The game is meant to be played yet most are sitting on the sideline letting the game play them day in and day out blindly caught up in others intentions and having none of their own wondering how they've gotten to that place. Our true intentions become known through the HS and once that connection is made it begins to resonate throughout our entire being. The journey sometimes can be overwhelming and has it's ups and down like a wave or vibration but begins to become more narrow over time as the waves begin to overlap. It's like that feeling that Neo has in the Matrix of feeling overwhelmed by the machines and Trinity says "I got you" and when you hear your HS say that you know you can accomplish anything. Just wanted to share an experience that no one will probably read and sometimes it's more so for us then anything. It was said in a movie "Life is tough, that's the default setting" and that resonated so much and I say if we're not here leveling up then what are we doing? As hard as it might seem it's a blessing to even begin the process and as the past has shown us not many choose the path or are even given the option in their lives. It makes one grateful and thankful for existing and you realize you wouldn't change one second of this ride because it's gotten you to exactly where you are today! Good luck everybody, this is the best time to be alive and let's remember to live in it and not just through it. 🙏💖🙏
Whoever you are writing this lovely excerpt, I am high as fuck right now and reading that really resonated with me and put me at ease with this tiny fraction of my existence so, thanks
I’ve been going through this since 2012. I’m finally understanding these past two years what I’ve been going through. It’s been a very rough ride and I’m thankful to have been able to experience and understand this beautiful transformation. Thank you for this wonderful explanation.
Religion started my dark knight of the soul. Exiting out of it, caused years of seeking truth and no longer believing like she said , things that no longer serve us. I also love the way you explained Ego.
Mine has been dragging on since my Saturn Return happened in January 2020. I went from being at my highest ever ( in a material sense) to losing almost everything. I got out with some sanity and calm and spent some time to rethink my life, But am back in it and wondering when I'll find direction again. I've never been this lost/confused about my place and purpose in life. I'm at the surrender point and can't say much else beyond that. Something higher is at play, but i don't know how far it's going to continue to push me down...Ive sat in silence, asked for signs, and i'm still waiting. I need a breakthrough.
I'm in a similar situation myself. Mine has been going since January 2021, never felt so lost and confused with my direction and purpose in life. So many things have collapsed and i'm not really sure how to put everything back together. I've been trying to surrender, but at the same time so much action is needed. It's a difficult time
@@KropzUncensored I finally got a breakthrough about a month after writing this and am slowly but surely rebuilding. Definitely wishing you the best. I think what’s key is doing everything you can to improve your situation and wait until your destiny brings you your first stepping stone. Sometimes it’s bigger than you and there’s nothing you can do to speed it up.
@@Trax_travels That's great man congratulations on your breakthrough and thanks for wishing me the best. I do believe that this is a transformation period for myself and making continuous steps towards improvement in all areas that need addressing is definitely key. Just have to persist.
Yo same, about December 2020 after my daughter was born. I was self sufficient, had a good job my own place paid off car and 20k in my 401k and now I have literally nothing and am basically homeless 🙃🙃🙃🙃 I just want it to end I want to feel like I'm in control of/living my life again ;( I hope you make it out of this sooner rather than later ♥️
@@sierra6haskay sending you the best intentions. Do take each day one at a time and focus on doing what you can to try and improve your situation, a breakthrough will happen when it’s supposed to but it will only happen if you’re trying to breakthrough. I got a good job a few months ago which was the first breakthrough for me in 2 years. I sent out almost 200 applications to get it. But my trials aren’t over. I’m doing my best to continue moving toward where I’m destined to be. Not really sure where that is, but I know that it’s not where I am now, although my current state is a part of the journey.
It is so well explained, thank you! It is so helpful for the people to understand more about. My dark night of the soul happened exactly when I realized I was trapped in a toxic marriage, it was devastating, because I thought that I've built the family that I've dreamed of and it was extremely hard to realize that everything will fall apart, more than that, getting out of the toxicity seemed impossible, especially when kids are involved. I remember it happened during the night, intense shakings in the bed and I even called an ambulance in the morning, it was too much for the brain to handle, intense headaches...couple of days later, like never before...I just surrendered. Right after that, somehow, I felt like guidance on each step I was doing in my life, every single day... couldn't find the logic of my actions, but was for my best. Today I feel so happy, I took my power and freedom back and the divorce process went better than I thought. I know for sure that I'm not alone. There is something greater behind!❤
I experienced the Dark night Of The Soul over 20 yrs ago. I have heard many try to describe the "dark knight of the soul". You win the award for doing the best job. The EGO is the enabler of the game of 3D. It isn't BAD. We couldn't pretend to be separate from all that is without an EGO.
Oh man, to have had this advice during my first dark night of the soul would have been invaluable. It was, however, most likely best for me to have been thrown into such unknowing that I had no choice but to figure it out. I hope there are teens and young adults who find your videos and resonate with them enough to listen and understand. I was so resistant to surrender, my ego was my identity as a youth and this first dark night had me convinced that I was actually dying. Lots of panic attacks and deep sadness, depression and confusion. I can’t say that I would change it but I do wish others divine guidance on their journeys and to know that surrender really is key to less friction within this process.
As always, your videos are not only perfectly comprehensive and descriptive, but the synchronicity and divine timing is profound. Just minutes before you posted this my friend was telling me about letting go of her past self. What’s unbelievable is she also happens to be named Sarah and is gay.
Well , finaly someone has the courage to say " nothing will help you " , ... Thank's ! " Lost " my father ar 16 , two " failed " marriage's , 3 boy''s in another continent ... We are portal's , wonderful people !
Everything you post is so on point with my spiritual evolution and resonates with me completely. The lessons we learn from our personal experiences should be shared and honored, not hidden in guilt or shame due to other people's lack of awareness and understanding. It's so sad that our experiences are condemned by others when each individual's journey is unique and meant to learn from. If everyone felt comfortable sharing their truth we would all be so much wiser and grow through each other's experiences instead of living in fear of judgment from others because everyone thinks their view of life is accurate, when in reality we each hold a piece of the truth.
I've lost count of how many Dark Nights my soul has been through however The final one March/April 2021 just about did me in, it was brutal mentally, spiritually and physically. However what came out of this last event has had a profound effect on my life, how I view life, love and who I am as a being. The soul will only take you down as far as you need to be taken, some of us need to be literally broken to tranform into who we truly need to be!! God Bless you all who have to walk this path 😊🙏❤️
Oh wow, I just thought that was the awakening. It was scary because I was scared I was doing the wrong thing, and that I would be punished. However, I kept getting messages to go down the path I'm on. I then surrendered. It was the best thing I could have ever did. No regrets. The All knows best, always.
I know I must let go, my spiritual awakening started with anxiety and now I’m at the point where my existential crisis cannot be denied anymore, I must let it happen.
In 2013 The Dark Night of the Soul for the self was two years of daily crying while following the chosen path of the heart. I use to say, for every tear I shed, may it help another. Then in 2016 went into a NDE and when I returned, to the body, it was like being reborn because of the brain damage, it was like a reset. Not once did I feel sorry for myself but did learn in those early days of return, was fear which is something I never faced before. All this has lead to deep compassion and learning about myself, knowing the deep love that lies in all life. After 6 years now, still am going through minor Dark Nights but only lasts a couple of days. The gifts are abundant in ways I could have never imagined, and I am eternally grateful for this opportunely to reach this life's potential.
My entire life has been one long "dark night of the soul"! The last several years has emphasized it. Bring it on! 😉😉✌🙏🖖🤙🌈🃏⭐🐒G.A.P. Kin 88, yellow planetary star
I am about to walk out of the cave, and it's been a journey that has taken years. Fragility, anxiety, loss of personal definition and an inability to vision my future. Loss of significant relationships by death or simply choosing to leave because it became toxic. I found solace in isolation, lots of hot yoga and made constant choices to protect my fragility The sun is shining, I see it, but I still have a few more steps to go. Great video! Thank you🖖❤
I can't believe I found this. It explains everything! It all makes sense. My mind is blown! I thought I was losing my damn mind. No one has ever told me about this. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!!
I’ve literally had the experience at night . For me the awakening was a simultaneous experience of my psychic condition paralleling a psychedelic trip (hero dose) . It’s was a metamorphosis of a new being . It’s taken over a year to work on this initialising event and galvanise it . I’m still working on these ego moles that pop up like wack a mole lol . I’m so much more aware now . My current journey has been unlocking this subconscious and I’ve begun to see the locked doors and what’s behind them . Some mornings when I wake up I feel a trendies sense of empowerment and goodness flowing through me . I really liked your video . I’m going to subscribe to it .
These words not only resonate, they've given an exclamation point to my thoughts. Well, I suppose they opened a malleable exclamation point with your closing reflections.
Have a few friends who are going through change as we speak. One has her world up side down. Trying to guide them both and forward your video to them. Infinite love and gratitude Sarah 🙏🏻☸️🕉. En Lak’ech
Ah yes, this for sure makes sense. I love killing my ego and rebuilding myself 😃 its complete and utter suffering, but some of my best work comes out. ❤
Once again my friend, you explain it perfectly ! You asked yesterday to share your videos; this one will especially help a couple I know that's been going thru... The Fire. You are a master Alchemist & a beautiful soul Sarah 🌹
Dark night of the soul happened today. Feels hollow yet finnally comfortable. Like the final stage because now you know you’ll have that dream life very soon.
That helps me make sense of what I realise now was my second dark night of the soul. A whole other layer of belief structures and paradigms falling away, particularly in relation to the external world. In contrast to the childhood traumas and self identity activated in my initial dark night. I feel like I’m exiting that one and have gone through a massive growth spurt. First one lasted about a year, second one about 6 months. I’m going to watch it again with this new perspective. Thank you Sarah
True information ✅🪬 I lost all my family members .. mother father husband.. I lost my ,, home job , money fame , almost everything… ..It was extremely tough time not having some thing to cling to… al the old information I ever had was gone my ego died ….( movie life of pie ) born again as a enlightened one Now I’m a new person,,,, teaching people about Spiritual journey. 🧡💜🌼🌸🙏🏻🙏🏻
I really hope you grasp how powerful and important your content is in today’s community is. I really needed this. I have a few ppl I watch on RUclips when I just need a little sense added to my brain, and you by far are my top 3, I have huge resonance with you and often times find myself shook when I hear you say shit I’ve been getting “downloads” on. It’s nice to have humans here that make this journey feel less like a psychological break down 😅
This is so beautiful, you are so beautiful. I cried nearly the whole video and I am so grateful for this content, the confirmation of my journey and I am as well so grateful that I am able to experience the dark night and to now prepare for each dark night to come. 💜
This is the first time I don’t feel shame about my dark night of the soul. It’s still hard to talk about but thank you for this. Nobody I know understands so these videos are a huge help.
I had a powerfull and long dark night of the soul, if i only knew then what you shared with us know😂. It teached me so much and you are correct in every detail! Thank you Sarah your an angel and the absolute best of the best on the highest level, so much appreciated ❤️as always greetings from the Netherlands 🙏❤️
Excellent! I’ve journey through a deep dark night of the soul…it was really difficult, but I’m so grateful for the journey. Your words resonate deeply and something I wish I knew while journeying through!
Thank you for this video. You're incredible at articulating the message. My dark night of the soul was the most insane, intense and terrifying experience... literally felt like psychosis (or what I often saw it described as was derealisation) and like there was never going to be a light at the end of the tunnel. Although, I did read Prometheus Rising a few months ago and there was a chapter in that book which pretty much described my experience to a tee... Over two years later to present day now, best mental state I have been in probably ever. Like you say, I am sure there will be challenges ahead and it will never be a steady incline, but I will be so much more equipped for the bumps ahead. If you are reading this and are in the midst of your experience, you will be ok I promise.
Wow, my dark night was a twenty year beat down hahahahaha just about killed me.. but now, I’ve lost my religious dogma, the false identity my delusional parents gave me and my rigid ego is no longer keeping me in bondage with cognitive dissonance and the desperate need to control my beliefs. I’ve found reality is far stranger and much more interesting than when I was under the spell. I’ve become like a little kid relearning everything and holding ideas much more loosely given most written information and holy books have been corrupted. But it’s ok because the truth of the light still resonates and I still have the creator of all, my Source of Life & that’s all I really need. Your shows are great thank you!
Such a great perspective on the dark night of the soul! I’ve been through more than my fair share of initiations. You are so right about the need to surrender. The mantra I’ve used and found helpful, “I surrender to the flow.” When you mention the higher-self having a hard time breaking through the calcification we’ve built up over time, it reminded me of a dream I had. I experienced my higher-self. I’d love your thoughts on dreams as a video. I have a wild dreamscape and feel I’ve experienced profound initiations and received esoteric knowledge through dreams. In this dream, I was taken to a river to look at my reflection. The goddess Athena came to me and gave me a golden mirror. She told me to look for the highest version of myself; as I looked into the mirror, I saw an angelic being, not like with wings or anything. It’s just the best way I can describe what I saw as my higher self. I radiated light and was surrounded by other light beings. It felt so real; now I try often to connect with that version of myself.
Sarah, this video came at the right time for me. I was having a hard time letting go of my twin flame. She is not ready to forgive me so she is giving me bad energy, and I let my stupid ego and fears get in the way again. I need to embrace she has the right to be mean to me. The sad thing is she used to be the sweetest person and kindest. I know it is my ego self that let's me feel sad from her actions. I know now that I don't need her to be happy, I have myself. When I surrender in the void, my soul is free to flow limitless. She ghosts so bad, and then blocks. Then makes me make a new number. OK, OK She doesn't make me, I make it because scared of ego death. She still thinks I have bad energy so I have been on a spiritual journey ever since we broke up less than a year from now. She triggered my spiritual journey and I am grateful for her. It's a great gift. Thanks Sarah for this very informative video. I listen on repeat, it helps my ego think more openly.
The other side is amazing!! Hold on brother!! I thought I was dying and I felt like I was fighting for my own soul!! Yaaaaa intense and then I yelled into the air “what do you want from me!!!” And I promise the other side came and I got a ton of information about my purpose!! Now I get to live out my life purpose!!
I'm glad you said that they happen more than once, it's certainly been my experience, and understanding each time, has to start with acceptance of the altered situation we find ourselves in. A very tough journey, but I'm utterly grateful for the whole experience'. God Bless🙋♀️🕊️🌿🙏🏻💖
Thank you, I learned a a lot from this video.. I went through several of them and the 1st one was really rough and the rest not as bad . I really enjoy them especially when you go through the darkness and come out of them. Amazing things happen especially to your brain abd how much knowledge you gain.
I am going through The dark night of the Soul now, and I feel so scared (hello, Panic Attacks and anxiety)! But I know/feel it is for my highest good. Thank you for the video and many blessings 🙏🏻💜
I have no idea how long this is going to end but I just know its got to unfold and there's nothing I can do about it other than stop people pleasing and start defending myself against manipulators
This was one of my favorite videos. Bravo. Beautifully said. You explained this process well. Simple language that was easy to understand. It is difficult, I am sure, to take these complex subjects and break them down in a way the rest of the collective who is less evolved can understand so that we might become more enlightened on our own journeys 🙌🏽
Thank you Sarah for this wonderful video. I had my first dark night of the soul at 6 so I grew up with very few beliefs. Then I had about 3 throughout my life that were not so strong but so useful 🙂
Seems more like a dark 2 years. Everything we were taught was wrong inverted backwards and inside out. It's a tough ride to let it all go. These videos are so good to fill in a more concise and complete thought form. Thank you❤❤❤
Thank you Sarah, it is always a pleasure to learn from you. I am currently in the dark night of the soul, I feel I completely loose myself. It is a year now and I really don't know how to come out. I am not aware of the part of me that is not surrendered yet.
The way you explain and teach things is amazing!!! Thank you for your amazing guidance:)
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YES I CAN CONFIRM THAT ❤️. I FEEL BETTER NOW. This is so amazing how you can explain all these things. Your voice is amazing!!! I'm very thankful for you. Last minute was very powerful! I feel that my energy is recovering right now 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
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@@officialthealchemist all those with a capricorn moon just come out of a extended decade dark night of the Soul
Ego will say your awakened and their not. We are starseeds etc, etc. I have been humbled from my experience. Brought to my knees in despair. As l was very egotestic. Full of programming by society. Deep depression followed. I would never call myself awakened. Yes lighter of defences. I just feel humbled and aware ...l know nothing. Nothing.
A spouse’s betrayal, a business partner’s corruption, the death of a child, I’ve gone through all these dark nights of the soul. These dark nights can be extremely painful and difficult. They are different for all of us.
those events, I might say, aren't the dark night of the soul perse, but are what might tip us into the dark night of the soul...
@@makenamakena316I think she is well aware of this, l related and that is exactly how a dark night of the soul may begin. Whats your take?
It sucks going through this shit when you're trying to work and earn a living.
Yup 👍🏼🫤
I used to think m the only one going through this..i had my first awakening in 2014-15...and now again in 2024
Ironic. Earlier today I almost quit my job over a panic attack that I beleive was caused by this dark night of the soul. Looks like this is fairly common?
@@crazycatladykittylover8608 I quit my job about a month and a half ago. It was a new job that I had just started. Everything about it seemed like the perfect job. But after I started I began noticing a lot of red flags and I began to see the layers upon layers of deception and manipulation within that company. I tried to work around them at first, but ultimately I had to walk away. I have been through several dark nights of the soul recently. I have been stripped almost bare and much of who I was before, and what I believed in, has been burned away. I'm finding this to be a very worthwhile process. The inner work that I've been able to do really couldn't be done any other way. Don't be afraid to jump into the deep end of the pool.
@@crazycatladykittylover8608 I quit mine yesterday
I’m at what I’m perceiving to be the end of my dark night of the soul. My faith system obliterated, reconstructed. My physical body literally expanding causing breaks in my skin in order to accommodate, my scalp opened and all the hair that I thought I had lost with stress and poor health regrew within days
Awesome 🔮💚
Yup
Thank you for mentioning skin issues ✨️
i have been having unusual skin thing too! I also started a thing out of the blue that I've never done before and it has been so helpful- I got a high quality skin OIL blend and I stopped really using a bunch of soap and I put the oil on. For example ,On my face I massage the oil in and I realized I'm releasing blockages and swallowing a lot of... uggg phlemg maybe ew... and i end up massaging my ears and pinching them in spots. and I do this on all diff parts of my body that I just be quiet and listen I sorda just get the idea of where to go and what to do. the oil helps me anyway. hope it can maybe help you too!
Me too. Seems to me like I am on the tail end of my DNOTS. And I gained sooooo much weight in one year it is not even funny. Wonder if anyone can tell me if the weight actually drops back once we are totally out of the DNOTS.
A dark night of the soul is essential to break free from the false self, childhood conditioning and limiting beliefs so we can be free, wiser, happier, healthier and wealthier.
The ego is a tricker.
The unknown is where magic lies where true foundation is anchored.
It sucks to go t through creative process.
The expansion from our Higher Consciousness instead of resisting.
Thank you.
I had a conversation with my family last night about finding the purpose in life and I asked many existential questions about our lives. They just want me to follow the typical norm of getting a degree, find a job, make a living for life.
Recently, I had a spiritual awakening and everything I believed is crumbling down. I just feel like nothing even matters to me anymore. I just want to disassociate from the society to live in peace and be aligned with my true authentic self. Everybody calls me crazy. Eventually, the conversation turned into a heated argument, It was literally so depressing that I ended up leaving the room in tears. Later, I ended up spending the rest of the night alone in my room and spent a long time doing meditation to release the negativity.
Deep down, I do trust the process. It is all a part of the transformation for the greater good, if somebody can relate to this, I just want to say keep moving forward, the universe will reward those that dares to follow their hearts! Peace! 🙏
Thank you for your kind words. It’s very difficult to try to explain to the common man about our knowledge… they are just not there. ❤
Thank you I hear you loud and clear. No, you are not crazy you mob simply don’t understand or otherwise are deflecting. It’s also their way of remaining possibly oblivious and avoidant
Unfortunately this healing journey is a long lonely road that many people are unable to travel
Brendon, I hope you are doing better now. I’m in the same boat you are. I think what’s keeping me here is my family; I’m hoping they all wake up too so we can all go off the grid together, but I realize now that not everyone will wake up in time, if at all. So I stay here at my manual labor wage slave job (as it slowly destroys my body), with one foot in the matrix and one foot outside. I believe we are in the end times, so our job is to keep our light shining so the rest of the world will follow. Keep your head up; we’ll get there someday, man!
It was like I was watching Pieces of myself falling away
Mine happened 18 years ago. I was in college and started to realize I had narcissistic personality disorder. I realized that my drug was the reflection I saw through the eyes of others but that was not who I was. I manipulated to make myself seem perfect.
So the natural thing to do was cut off that supply of ego masturbation material and see who I really was. And after much isolation, grief and crying out to God, God spoke back. My ego dissolved and it was the most beautiful disaster of my life. It's like the world was in color for the first time and I was an idiot.
Don't fear the dark, because without it ,light simply doesn't exist .
Where are you getting that from?
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At the risk of repeating myself I realised that I put your reply in the comments section.
It just a ying,yang thing, light/dark,good/evil. Theory of opposites etc.
@@danielmaynard2946 Darkness is not the opposite of light, it is the absence of light. Light overcomes darkness but all the darkness in the world can't extinguish even the smallest candle light
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Hello, thanks for your reply, I agree 100%
I was speaking metaphorically, say if we lived in a totally utopian existence full of light we would become blind to it eventually, we meed the contrast.🙂
No that isn’t necessarily true because we live in duality, light/ dark, good/evil when we release our physical body we enter into another dimension and the truth is we really don’t know what that is until we get there.
The Dark night of the soul was a life changing experience. I went through several dark nights of the soul. I went through ego death, identity lose, and a full blown crisis that created a phoenix.
DID YOU have a kundalini energetic awakening ?
"A very fragile mind cannot stand to be challenged." Excellent quote.
What you said about there being several dark nights of the soul is so true! In the beginning of my awakening I had a very intense and excruciating dark night of the soul. And after that was over, I thought my suffering was done. However as I have progressed on my journey I have experienced several more dark nights, but of lesser and lesser intensity and duration. Even now as I type this comment I am exiting another mini dark night of the soul where my physical body was sick and I was purging even more negative beliefs and imprints in my subconscious mind. I think it's a great point and can be very helpful to be aware that the dark night is cyclical and can come back several times within a lifetime as we learn to master our energy, work out negative karma, and live more deeply in a surrendered state. Great content as always! Thank you
Thankyou for this comment :)
Sarah Sensei,
Fellow Devotees,
Thought I’d pop in early here with my egomaniacal motor mouth, though a little tardy from cleaning the tears off my glasses!
I’m going to tear up my prepared speech and just blurt out how much I love you all, you varied children of infinite glad fineness! Genuine souls are so full of holes, but ain’t you all smack dab full of why we came here? And why we’re leaving!
Call me crazy (call me anything but late for dinner!), but certainly we must cleanse and bless these sad spaces before we make a departure…
I think I’m speaking for many when I say that each new post seems to exponentially factor upon those preceding! Not “smoke and mirrors,” but “smoke and ash!” Powerful stuff, and we’ll no longer ever settle for less (or, I expect, need to!)… Solid love and joy to you all!
- Namaste,
Glenn
Thank you Glenn. Love and peace
@@annamolina2627 Blessings and love to you Anna!
- Namaste, Glenn
This exactly what Goddess Kali does when you call out to her. She literally translates to the dark mother. People fear her because they see changes around them that may not align with their desires when they pray to her and chant her mantras, but she literally brings forth the dark night of the soul, so you come out being more aligned with your spiritual self. Have courage and carry on!
I feel that I am in the middle of another dark night but it's nowhere near the first one I had in 2020. I get scared and forget this process sometimes and these videos remind me that I'm ok where I'm at.
Same
Right on, I'm going through a mini dark night but not in the same arena as the first one, also you know what's happening on the subsequent smaller ones because of the darkness and pain you've been through. Trusting in the process yoga and meditation in the morning is the way forward.
Ditto
I went through my dark night of the soul back in 2016. Changed me forever and I am still astonished to this day.
That's a facepalm comment tbh
Yes, I'm stuck. But also stuck and failing because the depression has destroyed my finances and opportunities to do what I want in life. I'm hardly holding on.
“Stagnant energies become calcified into egoic structures, where the light of our higher self can’t penetrate our beings”. Excellent words Sarah
I’ve been crying nonstop for months.
This would be my second round
I’m in financial debt
I love my partner but no longer feel he’s the right person for me
I feel like I’m settling for less
I’m so confused
I’m lost after 4 years of deep spiritual inner work
I feel the same :(
You are not alone. ♥️
It’s been 2 years for me, feeling very lost too, you’re not alone x
God, mine just started. I can’t imagine going through this for years.
Your Spirit guides and Angels are always around you. You can always call upon them for help! Much love 💜
I’m right here, had one massive actual painful death like something got ripped out through my chest, now I’m in a place where old patters are trying to play out but my new mindset and vibration keeps fighting against it. I’m pretty back n forth, the new vibration feels amazing and when I slip back into the ego I feel sick and foggy, tired and irritated. It’s getting less n less frequent but it still fighting
Right it's like heartache, you haven't taken any damage physically, but mental pain is so strong, that you can feel it with your entire body.
This is all EXACTLY I have gone through and am going through now. And it’s brutal
How are you doing?
It feels like my entire life has been a dark night of the soul with from time to time a little break here and there just get enough energy before throwing me in the turmoil of this human experience again.
At this time, I am surrendering to the surrendering state, my brain fried by obsoletes useless thoughts and leftover pieces of believe systems , experimenting the void and a glimpse of how boring eternity might feels.
Smiling and nodding the entire time. That expansive shredding and illusion vacuuming process was sooo brutal. On my darkest existential crisis days where everything felt unreal, I'd repeat to myself, " There's no good or bad, just love, just true." Thank you for working on your Birthday- this is my favorite video to date!
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I hv been going through dark night for 6 years, I remember the last time I felt happy and secure was during the bliss phase.
Very well said, as we all know everyone's journey is different and some are just beginning and some have been on the path a very long time. We learn from each other by sharing our experiences which sometimes makes us feel as if we have taken off all our cloths. We use different concepts to mean the same thing and a lot is in the wording.
On my continuous journey BALANCE has been the key in the integration process and has been presented in a non threatening yet convincing state of awareness. I believe this is why the Ego chose to work in tandem with the (HS) Higher-self realizing a fact that benefits all, it's always been ONE. It's like playing a video game and starting off with the core attributes of a Mage and yet through the perspective of nature/nurture putting experience points in a Fighter. This has gotten you all through life and has served it's purpose. This integration causes your true core attributes to begin exhibiting themselves and all the work that was being done on the other side comes forth as if pieces on a chessboard are being moved for your benefit without knowing.
We're not taught that we have all the help and everything we need for this journey within us from the beginning and most never ever realize that. When you begin standing as your truest self you realize that that's your natural state and others see it also as you begin the make the outside reflect the inside. It's as if you begin manipulating the world and others around you to align with your purpose as the flow which connects us all brings that to fruition. We should never let the outside dictate the inside but in this 3D that's the trap that most of us get caught up in. Eventually in that letting go process we realize the pieces of the puzzle have always been there right in front of us but the nature of this realm is to keep us in a state of distraction and most of our distractions we have created and also enjoy. Working with the HS allows us perceive things through a different childlike lens and creates a newness through curiosity as it begins the process of healing. It reminds me of the poem "Footprints in the Sand" and I came to realize that I don't have to move mountains because the mountains already know to move and that we have never been alone.
The game is meant to be played yet most are sitting on the sideline letting the game play them day in and day out blindly caught up in others intentions and having none of their own wondering how they've gotten to that place. Our true intentions become known through the HS and once that connection is made it begins to resonate throughout our entire being. The journey sometimes can be overwhelming and has it's ups and down like a wave or vibration but begins to become more narrow over time as the waves begin to overlap. It's like that feeling that Neo has in the Matrix of feeling overwhelmed by the machines and Trinity says "I got you" and when you hear your HS say that you know you can accomplish anything.
Just wanted to share an experience that no one will probably read and sometimes it's more so for us then anything. It was said in a movie "Life is tough, that's the default setting" and that resonated so much and I say if we're not here leveling up then what are we doing? As hard as it might seem it's a blessing to even begin the process and as the past has shown us not many choose the path or are even given the option in their lives. It makes one grateful and thankful for existing and you realize you wouldn't change one second of this ride because it's gotten you to exactly where you are today! Good luck everybody, this is the best time to be alive and let's remember to live in it and not just through it. 🙏💖🙏
Appreciate all that. All well said. Thanks.
👏🏾 well said
Superior perception! Thank you.
Very much like how you articulated what you wrote here, spot on indeed 💯
Whoever you are writing this lovely excerpt, I am high as fuck right now and reading that really resonated with me and put me at ease with this tiny fraction of my existence so, thanks
I’ve been going through this since 2012. I’m finally understanding these past two years what I’ve been going through. It’s been a very rough ride and I’m thankful to have been able to experience and understand this beautiful transformation. Thank you for this wonderful explanation.
Religion started my dark knight of the soul. Exiting out of it, caused years of seeking truth and no longer believing like she said , things that no longer serve us. I also love the way you explained Ego.
I have experienced this also
Lmao mines was the opposite. Came back to it.
@@lorenzocardenas5071 same
@@lorenzocardenas5071 same I was an atheist for 14 years had dark night same back to it but with a more open mind towards other beliefs.
Mine has been dragging on since my Saturn Return happened in January 2020. I went from being at my highest ever ( in a material sense) to losing almost everything. I got out with some sanity and calm and spent some time to rethink my life, But am back in it and wondering when I'll find direction again. I've never been this lost/confused about my place and purpose in life. I'm at the surrender point and can't say much else beyond that. Something higher is at play, but i don't know how far it's going to continue to push me down...Ive sat in silence, asked for signs, and i'm still waiting. I need a breakthrough.
I'm in a similar situation myself. Mine has been going since January 2021, never felt so lost and confused with my direction and purpose in life. So many things have collapsed and i'm not really sure how to put everything back together. I've been trying to surrender, but at the same time so much action is needed. It's a difficult time
@@KropzUncensored I finally got a breakthrough about a month after writing this and am slowly but surely rebuilding. Definitely wishing you the best. I think what’s key is doing everything you can to improve your situation and wait until your destiny brings you your first stepping stone. Sometimes it’s bigger than you and there’s nothing you can do to speed it up.
@@Trax_travels That's great man congratulations on your breakthrough and thanks for wishing me the best. I do believe that this is a transformation period for myself and making continuous steps towards improvement in all areas that need addressing is definitely key. Just have to persist.
Yo same, about December 2020 after my daughter was born. I was self sufficient, had a good job my own place paid off car and 20k in my 401k and now I have literally nothing and am basically homeless 🙃🙃🙃🙃 I just want it to end I want to feel like I'm in control of/living my life again ;( I hope you make it out of this sooner rather than later ♥️
@@sierra6haskay sending you the best intentions. Do take each day one at a time and focus on doing what you can to try and improve your situation, a breakthrough will happen when it’s supposed to but it will only happen if you’re trying to breakthrough. I got a good job a few months ago which was the first breakthrough for me in 2 years. I sent out almost 200 applications to get it. But my trials aren’t over. I’m doing my best to continue moving toward where I’m destined to be. Not really sure where that is, but I know that it’s not where I am now, although my current state is a part of the journey.
It is so well explained, thank you! It is so helpful for the people to understand more about. My dark night of the soul happened exactly when I realized I was trapped in a toxic marriage, it was devastating, because I thought that I've built the family that I've dreamed of and it was extremely hard to realize that everything will fall apart, more than that, getting out of the toxicity seemed impossible, especially when kids are involved. I remember it happened during the night, intense shakings in the bed and I even called an ambulance in the morning, it was too much for the brain to handle, intense headaches...couple of days later, like never before...I just surrendered. Right after that, somehow, I felt like guidance on each step I was doing in my life, every single day... couldn't find the logic of my actions, but was for my best. Today I feel so happy, I took my power and freedom back and the divorce process went better than I thought. I know for sure that I'm not alone. There is something greater behind!❤
I experienced the Dark night Of The Soul over 20 yrs ago. I have heard many try to describe the "dark knight of the soul". You win the award for doing the best job. The EGO is the enabler of the game of 3D. It isn't BAD. We couldn't pretend to be separate from all that is without an EGO.
Went through several dark nights of the soul since my awakening in 2017, like waves, sooo hard
Oh man, to have had this advice during my first dark night of the soul would have been invaluable. It was, however, most likely best for me to have been thrown into such unknowing that I had no choice but to figure it out. I hope there are teens and young adults who find your videos and resonate with them enough to listen and understand. I was so resistant to surrender, my ego was my identity as a youth and this first dark night had me convinced that I was actually dying. Lots of panic attacks and deep sadness, depression and confusion. I can’t say that I would change it but I do wish others divine guidance on their journeys and to know that surrender really is key to less friction within this process.
Much love!🔥💖🔥
As always, your videos are not only perfectly comprehensive and descriptive, but the synchronicity and divine timing is profound. Just minutes before you posted this my friend was telling me about letting go of her past self. What’s unbelievable is she also happens to be named Sarah and is gay.
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@@officialthealchemist For me it felt like i had an identity crisis happened a 2 week ago.
Well , finaly someone has the courage to say " nothing will help you " ,
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Thank's !
" Lost " my father ar 16 , two " failed " marriage's , 3 boy''s in another continent ...
We are portal's , wonderful people !
10:19 go deep into surrender, just let it fall away knowing you will be totally fine
Everything you post is so on point with my spiritual evolution and resonates with me completely. The lessons we learn from our personal experiences should be shared and honored, not hidden in guilt or shame due to other people's lack of awareness and understanding. It's so sad that our experiences are condemned by others when each individual's journey is unique and meant to learn from. If everyone felt comfortable sharing their truth we would all be so much wiser and grow through each other's experiences instead of living in fear of judgment from others because everyone thinks their view of life is accurate, when in reality we each hold a piece of the truth.
I've never had a prob sharing. Have always been an extrovert but lately I've been more introverted.
Wonderful Comment @David Conway!💗
@@tina74166 Thank U! 💙
@@Davesgotitmade 💙
I've lost count of how many Dark Nights my soul has been through however The final one March/April 2021 just about did me in, it was brutal mentally, spiritually and physically.
However what came out of this last event has had a profound effect on my life, how I view life, love and who I am as a being. The soul will only take you down as far as you need to be taken, some of us need to be literally broken to tranform into who we truly need to be!!
God Bless you all who have to walk this path 😊🙏❤️
The part about having to be literally broken is so true .. so so true .
Wow, that was really good! The comments are keeping me going. Deep down, I know these places are needed for the soul, but it’s painful.😇
You are AMAZING! Thank you for coming to Earth sister.ALL my LOVE from Greece💖💖💖💖💖💖😍😍😍🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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Oh wow, I just thought that was the awakening. It was scary because I was scared I was doing the wrong thing, and that I would be punished. However, I kept getting messages to go down the path I'm on. I then surrendered. It was the best thing I could have ever did. No regrets. The All knows best, always.
Yes i feel like giving up... Can't fight. Can't
Thanks!
oh Lord, thank you for helping me die peacefully!
One of the most devastating thing that I ever experienced and the best thing resulting from it.
Excellent video, I'm still in the dark night of the of the soul but I have feeling I'm near the end and a transformation of my spirit will be done
Yep many many dark nights. I so appreciate this wisdom 🙏💕💫
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I’m constantly going through the dark night of the soul!!! Makes me think how thirsty my higher self is trying to integrate
I know I must let go, my spiritual awakening started with anxiety and now I’m at the point where my existential crisis cannot be denied anymore, I must let it happen.
In 2013 The Dark Night of the Soul for the self was two years of daily crying while following the chosen path of the heart. I use to say, for every tear I shed, may it help another. Then in 2016 went into a NDE and when I returned, to the body, it was like being reborn because of the brain damage, it was like a reset. Not once did I feel sorry for myself but did learn in those early days of return, was fear which is something I never faced before. All this has lead to deep compassion and learning about myself, knowing the deep love that lies in all life. After 6 years now, still am going through minor Dark Nights but only lasts a couple of days. The gifts are abundant in ways I could have never imagined, and I am eternally grateful for this opportunely to reach this life's potential.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us. 🙏😍♥️
My entire life has been one long "dark night of the soul"! The last several years has emphasized it. Bring it on! 😉😉✌🙏🖖🤙🌈🃏⭐🐒G.A.P. Kin 88, yellow planetary star
😁 , yes indeed. -blue self-existing night
@@nicholasbailey4524 😃. Exciting times! Portal up!
I am about to walk out of the cave, and it's been a journey that has taken years. Fragility, anxiety, loss of personal definition and an inability to vision my future. Loss of significant relationships by death or simply choosing to leave because it became toxic. I found solace in isolation, lots of hot yoga and made constant choices to protect my fragility
The sun is shining, I see it, but I still have a few more steps to go.
Great video! Thank you🖖❤
I can't believe I found this. It explains everything! It all makes sense. My mind is blown! I thought I was losing my damn mind. No one has ever told me about this. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!!
I’ve literally had the experience at night . For me the awakening was a simultaneous experience of my psychic condition paralleling a psychedelic trip (hero dose) . It’s was a metamorphosis of a new being . It’s taken over a year to work on this initialising event and galvanise it . I’m still working on these ego moles that pop up like wack a mole lol . I’m so much more aware now . My current journey has been unlocking this subconscious and I’ve begun to see the locked doors and what’s behind them . Some mornings when I wake up I feel a trendies sense of empowerment and goodness flowing through me . I really liked your video . I’m going to subscribe to it .
This resonates with what has been manifesting in me. I realize, now, that I've been through this before, and that is comforting.
This was very helpful 🙏🏽I am literally going through this. Constant anxiety. I am trying to surrender!
How are you now bro?
6:20 I’m so ready!! I’m in total surrender…. I give it all up! Knowing I’m going to be just fine.
These words not only resonate, they've given an exclamation point to my thoughts. Well, I suppose they opened a malleable exclamation point with your closing reflections.
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Have a few friends who are going through change as we speak. One has her world up side down. Trying to guide them both and forward your video to them.
Infinite love and gratitude Sarah 🙏🏻☸️🕉. En Lak’ech
Infinite love and gratitude!🔥💖🔥
Couldn't have explained it any better. Painful as hell, but worth the journey.
I just love the length of this video
Obrigado!
Ah yes, this for sure makes sense. I love killing my ego and rebuilding myself 😃 its complete and utter suffering, but some of my best work comes out. ❤
Once again my friend, you explain it perfectly ! You asked yesterday to share your videos; this one will especially help a couple I know that's been going thru... The Fire. You are a master Alchemist & a beautiful soul Sarah 🌹
Much love!🔥🙏🏼🔥
Dark night of the soul happened today. Feels hollow yet finnally comfortable. Like the final stage because now you know you’ll have that dream life very soon.
That helps me make sense of what I realise now was my second dark night of the soul. A whole other layer of belief structures and paradigms falling away, particularly in relation to the external world. In contrast to the childhood traumas and self identity activated in my initial dark night. I feel like I’m exiting that one and have gone through a massive growth spurt. First one lasted about a year, second one about 6 months. I’m going to watch it again with this new perspective. Thank you Sarah
True information ✅🪬 I lost all my family members .. mother father husband.. I lost my ,, home job , money fame , almost everything… ..It was extremely tough time not having some thing to cling to…
al the old information I ever had was gone
my ego died ….( movie life of pie )
born again as a enlightened one
Now I’m a new person,,,, teaching people about Spiritual journey. 🧡💜🌼🌸🙏🏻🙏🏻
I really hope you grasp how powerful and important your content is in today’s community is. I really needed this. I have a few ppl I watch on RUclips when I just need a little sense added to my brain, and you by far are my top 3, I have huge resonance with you and often times find myself shook when I hear you say shit I’ve been getting “downloads” on. It’s nice to have humans here that make this journey feel less like a psychological break down 😅
This is so beautiful, you are so beautiful. I cried nearly the whole video and I am so grateful for this content, the confirmation of my journey and I am as well so grateful that I am able to experience the dark night and to now prepare for each dark night to come. 💜
woW ! You broke this down so well . Please make new videos this taught me so much about my dark night last evening.
This is the first time I don’t feel shame about my dark night of the soul. It’s still hard to talk about but thank you for this. Nobody I know understands so these videos are a huge help.
I had a powerfull and long dark night of the soul, if i only knew then what you shared with us know😂. It teached me so much and you are correct in every detail! Thank you Sarah your an angel and the absolute best of the best on the highest level, so much appreciated ❤️as always greetings from the Netherlands 🙏❤️
Much love!🔥💖🔥
Wundervoll auf den Punkt gebracht. ☺️🙏🏻🪷
Excellent! I’ve journey through a deep dark night of the soul…it was really difficult, but I’m so grateful for the journey. Your words resonate deeply and something I wish I knew while journeying through!
Going through it is difficult and emotionally painful but the revelations that I wake up with are enlightening.
"The More Sincere We become along Our Journey, Nothing can Stop Us... The Less Sincere We are, Nothing can Help Us".
Damn. That hit hard. 😳💯👏😎
Birthdays are hard for me. Thank you! Totally asked for this
@@kelstar777 thank you!
Your teachings are just on another level altogether.
Thank you for this video. You're incredible at articulating the message. My dark night of the soul was the most insane, intense and terrifying experience... literally felt like psychosis (or what I often saw it described as was derealisation) and like there was never going to be a light at the end of the tunnel. Although, I did read Prometheus Rising a few months ago and there was a chapter in that book which pretty much described my experience to a tee... Over two years later to present day now, best mental state I have been in probably ever.
Like you say, I am sure there will be challenges ahead and it will never be a steady incline, but I will be so much more equipped for the bumps ahead.
If you are reading this and are in the midst of your experience, you will be ok I promise.
Thank you Beautiful Soul Sister 🙏💙✌️🤍🙌🌟
Wow, my dark night was a twenty year beat down hahahahaha just about killed me.. but now, I’ve lost my religious dogma, the false identity my delusional parents gave me and my rigid ego is no longer keeping me in bondage with cognitive dissonance and the desperate need to control my beliefs. I’ve found reality is far stranger and much more interesting than when I was under the spell. I’ve become like a little kid relearning everything and holding ideas much more loosely given most written information and holy books have been corrupted. But it’s ok because the truth of the light still resonates and I still have the creator of all, my Source of Life & that’s all I really need. Your shows are great thank you!
ive spent most of my life in despair
Such a great perspective on the dark night of the soul! I’ve been through more than my fair share of initiations. You are so right about the need to surrender. The mantra I’ve used and found helpful, “I surrender to the flow.” When you mention the higher-self having a hard time breaking through the calcification we’ve built up over time, it reminded me of a dream I had. I experienced my higher-self. I’d love your thoughts on dreams as a video. I have a wild dreamscape and feel I’ve experienced profound initiations and received esoteric knowledge through dreams. In this dream, I was taken to a river to look at my reflection. The goddess Athena came to me and gave me a golden mirror. She told me to look for the highest version of myself; as I looked into the mirror, I saw an angelic being, not like with wings or anything. It’s just the best way I can describe what I saw as my higher self. I radiated light and was surrounded by other light beings. It felt so real; now I try often to connect with that version of myself.
Dude makes so much sense when I was 20 I said I was undergoing depersonalization! I literally watched myself unravel.
Sarah, this video came at the right time for me.
I was having a hard time letting go of my twin flame. She is not ready to forgive me so she is giving me bad energy, and I let my stupid ego and fears get in the way again. I need to embrace she has the right to be mean to me. The sad thing is she used to be the sweetest person and kindest. I know it is my ego self that let's me feel sad from her actions. I know now that I don't need her to be happy, I have myself. When I surrender in the void, my soul is free to flow limitless.
She ghosts so bad, and then blocks. Then makes me make a new number. OK, OK She doesn't make me, I make it because scared of ego death.
She still thinks I have bad energy so I have been on a spiritual journey ever since we broke up less than a year from now.
She triggered my spiritual journey and I am grateful for her. It's a great gift. Thanks Sarah for this very informative video. I listen on repeat, it helps my ego think more openly.
thankyou, im going through this now for months and the anxiety has been overwhelming but watching your informative video helps a lot, namaste
The other side is amazing!! Hold on brother!! I thought I was dying and I felt like I was fighting for my own soul!! Yaaaaa intense and then I yelled into the air “what do you want from me!!!” And I promise the other side came and I got a ton of information about my purpose!! Now I get to live out my life purpose!!
I'm glad you said that they happen more than once, it's certainly been my experience, and understanding each time, has to start with acceptance of the altered situation we find ourselves in. A very tough journey, but I'm utterly grateful for the whole experience'. God Bless🙋♀️🕊️🌿🙏🏻💖
Thank u’ Sarah….. much luv’ and to all…💫🌎❤️
Thank you, I learned a a lot from this video.. I went through several of them and the 1st one was really rough and the rest not as bad . I really enjoy them especially when you go through the darkness and come out of them. Amazing things happen especially to your brain abd how much knowledge you gain.
Thank you 💚🙏✨! You've come from a higher dimension to teach and help us reach a higher frequency. Grateful that I found your channel 💚🙏✨
I am going through The dark night of the Soul now, and I feel so scared (hello, Panic Attacks and anxiety)!
But I know/feel it is for my highest good.
Thank you for the video and many blessings 🙏🏻💜
I have no idea how long this is going to end but I just know its got to unfold and there's nothing I can do about it other than stop people pleasing and start defending myself against manipulators
You are so powerfull soul that all you said vibrates on me with no filters...there is not mine anymore it's Us. Thank you!
This was one of my favorite videos. Bravo. Beautifully said. You explained this process well. Simple language that was easy to understand. It is difficult, I am sure, to take these complex subjects and break them down in a way the rest of the collective who is less evolved can understand so that we might become more enlightened on our own journeys 🙌🏽
Much love!🔥💖🔥
The quarantine forced me to have mine. I sold my condo, quit my job and needed a break from my husband lol
Sending love praising gratitude and Beyond your way
What an awesome version of ego destruction. I agree in the possible multiple times anyone can go through fire. 5 times maybe in my l8fe to now.
Thank you Sarah for this wonderful video. I had my first dark night of the soul at 6 so I grew up with very few beliefs. Then I had about 3 throughout my life that were not so strong but so useful 🙂
Masters of surrender! Loved this Sarah. Thank you for the guidance.
Seems more like a dark 2 years.
Everything we were taught was wrong inverted backwards and inside out.
It's a tough ride to let it all go.
These videos are so good to fill in a more concise and complete thought form.
Thank you❤❤❤
Thank you Sarah, it is always a pleasure to learn from you.
I am currently in the dark night of the soul, I feel I completely loose myself. It is a year now and I really don't know how to come out. I am not aware of the part of me that is not surrendered yet.