Great video Ben, very thought provoking indeed, fascinating issues raised about the Men in Black; my thoughts are that they are intermediary between Governments & Alien authorities. Well said in your opening statement, as a fellow Man with very similar mental health issues I am totally in tune with you. Well done BeN. Great share at the Roman Fortress. Rog. 👍
Dude, stay far away from the Doctors, they will " Diagnose" you with whatever they want, and they will get you on mind numbing sense killing cancer causing B.S... your fine brother, stay strong, stay far far away from the psycho killer big Pharma, the Doctors are the workers and the drugs are the killers
Hi Ben I just wanted you to know with the intrusive thoughts, my son has Asperger’s and he gets them too. Their dark and horrific most of the time . I’m just saying so you know your not alone. Love your videos nice to see you back 🌺
Hi Ben, that’s very brave to open up about your problems, proud of you mate! I’m in my late 50’s and was diagnosed with adult ADHD a few years ago. I was in denial for a long time but I’ve finally come to terms with it. I can (slightly) empathise with the intrusive thoughts but they’re not that bad for me it’s just a small part of the condition. I just want to get across that there’s a lot of us out there and you’re not alone , keep going and you’ll overcome any obstacle that life has put in your way!
Really great to see you -and you're not alone in your struggle believe me! My anxiety gets the best of me at times and I disappear into my thoughts.. it's awful. Just glad to see you back!!
Thank you for sharing your struggles, I understand where you are coming from. Do some "forest bathing" while you're out there and clear your mind. I'm glad you came through the other side and feeling better. Best wishes my friend.
First of all I'm so glad you are doing better. And after that so happy to see you post another video. I had gotten so use to seeing you often I knew something was wrong. I have suffered from a couple different things for 45 yrs. Back then people didn't discuss this so at the time I really thought I was nuts. But I know the difference now. I hope only the very best for you and good vibes coming from my way. Hang in there sweet friend, take good care of yourself. And stay safe in all your endeavors. Big hug!
Thanks for sharing your story with us. Many of us have these things bothering us, to one degree or another. But hang in there, mate. We're here, with you, and for you.
Hello my Friend , so good to see you and Lilly in your natural habbitat ! , I am si glad that you are feeling well enough to be back making videos once more , I have missed you guys ! .🙂👍
Thank you Ben for this upload. You saved my night again. Im home sick so this was really nice to see a video from you. I was at the doctors Office yesterday and they took couple of tubes of my blood 🩸 and they send it away for some results. Hopefully they are good cross my fingers and make a wish they come back ok. Had some pain in my head for the last couple of days (72hours) Cant wait to see this video. I will comment again after this video. Stay safe take care Ben happy to see you again 😊👍🏼💪🏻💪🏻 🇬🇧 🇸🇪✅👍🏼
Hi Ben great to see you again. I'm glad you're feeling better and it's good to have you back. I think there's a lot to this world that we don't see, and i think the Men in Black may be the guardians or gatekeepers to these other levels of reality and i think they discourage others from talking because the majority of the population is oblivious to what goes on in the shadows. I think there is a veil between the seen and the unseen world and there's stuff we're not supposed to see but we do sometimes, possibly due to a breach in that veil or a temporary glimpse of these other realms. They could be extra terrestrial or extra dimensional. They certainly seem to have an air of mystery/other worldliness to them.
Good to see you back, Ben. Thank you for sharing so openly with us, you didn't have to, but your honesty is appreciated. I'm pleased to see everyone else saying more or less the same thing. I think all of us have strange things going on in our heads at times, with life as it is it would be surprising if we didnt. Please look after yourself, and great to see Lily sporting 'best friend ' on her harness 😊. Oh, and the video was great, but scary!😮
So good to see you Ben and Lily. At 38.22 in the middle of the screen up top to the left of the middle tree, I see a face, I can make out eyes, nose and mouth.... Probably Pareidolia.. I am of the thought too that the "predator" thing would be the scariest thing. Who knows what is out there. Great video, stay safe everyone.
Hey Ben! Just dropping by to say hello and to send you best wishes. Thanks for sharing your struggles. Keep pushing brother. Love from USA - Doug @FearFanatics
Hi Ben, good to see you back. I was watching with my partner and all I could hear was what sounded like a very, very distant football crowd (that's the only way I can describe it) I asked my partner if he could hear it and he said he could, but it was aImost inaudible. I had expected him to laugh at me, but he didn't, he actually said that the crowds at Roman games probably sounded similar.
Great to see you back out Ben. Brilliant video and what a great place. Lots of strange noises out there must of been very eerie. I've frightened myself before when im in the forests thinking of cryptids and especially the glimmer man. Like you say the thought of the predator following you through the Forest is absolutely terrifying. Loved it mate and keep your chin up through the darker times in your life and remember you have plenty of support out here. Atvb Andy 🌲🌲🌲🌲🚶♂️🐕🌲🌲🌲👹🌲🌲
Hugely brave to stay there at night that is terrifying and takes real bravery! Really interesting EMF readings and very odd when the animal activity increased 360 degree around you 👀
You mention the predator, if you ask me we are drip fed all these weird and wonderful things to prepare us for the divulgence of them being here on earth. Recently they have shown us supposed Alien bodies they say they are authentic BUT DO YOU NOT THINK THEY LOOK LIKE ET FROM THE FILM “ET” ?. But only smaller.
Excellent post! I suspect that you have strong abilities. Seems like you’re able to sense things very easily. Aside from that excellent video glad you’re feeling better. My cousin’s husband saw one of those predator type things in Oregon USA during his hike. He stopped dead in his tracks and turned back. He got lost but three birds chirping lead him out on the right path. He was never a believer in these types of things but that’s all changed now. The “thing” was a humanoid shape but had a wavy nearly invisible appearance. This planet is strange!
Bro I've been following you I think for about 2 years now, I've always dug how you keep an open mind about things, very non-judgmental, because yes you're doing a a segment for RUclips for your followers but, it also seems like you two are captivated and are willing to seek out what the masses or sheeple are naive about. Keep seeking out for yourself man and put out some good video to like you do I'll keep following you. "UNBIND YOUR MIND"!!!!❤😂
Oh I totally understand those thoughts. When I have thought shit that I would never consider, I discovered after some of dealing with the confusion, that it was actually a spiritual attack! [intrusive thoughts] I started saying "get behind me satan, I rebuke those thoughts as I know it's not me". The disturbing intrusive thoughts subsided and are now non existant. Its weird when the disturbing thoughts were in my voice, but came out of no where. and scary when you know theres no way in hell I would think that kind of crap. I really feel for you, and I hope you find what works for you. Please Consider getting a spiritual cleansing if nothing else works. You have been diving into a lot of spiritual stuff, you may have an attachment. A spiritual attachment can ruin your life, make you act on crap you normally wouldn't, and sap your motivation. MIB; I think Aliens took over a long time ago. The shadow government are the Aliens. That's why they have been seen in the skies forever. The "government" put out public ridicule to any eyewitnesses that spoke of their encounters. The "gov" denied the existence of aliens and sent men in black to threaten for one reason: Humanity can never overthrow alien overlords if we are taught from birth they dont exist. Taught that anyone who talks about the subject are "cookoos". It is a brilliant strategy. They have hidden our real history, they deny cryptids because they DO NOT WANT US AWARE OF THE SPIRITUAL SIDE OF LIFE. We might understand so much more if we all talked openly about our experiences. Think of it this way, the greatest trick the devil ever pulled was making people believe he doesnt exist. We are slaves in every way. If we knew humanity was not in control, we would join together and overthrow our rulers .. that's the last thing they want. When you realise the real ones in control are not human, EVERYTHING STARTS TO MAKE SENSE. They dont care about us..or Earth. We have Poisoned water, poisoned food, toxic medicine, toxic air, literally injected with poison at birth. Teeth soaked in fluoride as soon as we grow teeth, sent to school to obey, worked to death. We are slaves. That's why. And dont think they cant send a direct energy weapon into your head to create thoughts that arent yours because they can. Ever thought something then got adverts for it? Look up energy weapons in patents. It's a huge huge huge amount of information to sort through get to where I am in life with my beliefs. It's the only thing that makes sense in every catagory. I think ronald Reagan and kennedy knew and could not tell the public after the public went stupid when they thought war of the worlds was a true alien invasion. I think the humans at the top who realised what was really going on, tested informing the public of what was going on, but sadly our programmed minds back then couldnt handle it. We can now, and boy us shit going to come out.. Of course I could be dead wrong, my words are an opinion. But it's the opinion that makes most sense out of everything to me. Cheers for listening. Good luck and prayers sending your way. Rebuke shit that dont sit right with you. It may help.
Awesome video Ben! Take care of yourself, I know it’s a rough road just know we are all here for you. Love your videos and can’t wait to see more. Much love to you!
Good question about men in black I totally believe in them and it's hard to tell what there purpose is or why . I've always thought there not human but you never know with the government.i personally don't trust them.
Ben and Lily, so good to see you! Glad you're feeling better! You've both been missed! I envy you going out hiking & camping. I miss it, but after what my dog & I experienced years ago, I went from hunter, fisherman and camper to groceries & Dr visits and that's it. (You know our story) You and Lilly be careful my friend. Remember, beware of what you seek and wish for! Great video as always! 👍 Appreciate you! 🙏
I just found your channel today and happy to say I'm now a subscriber. Your content is right up my alley, but your williingness to be open about your mental health struggles is admirable and relatable. Keep taking good care of you.
Hey Ben! I'm so happy to see you're back you've been missed. I hope all is well my friend. Everybody needs a time out once in a while man it's part of life. Just don't let it take over and always reach out to someone. You have many thousands of friends you can even reach out to me if you need to. God bless! 🙏
So glad to see you back Ben. Thank you for opening up to us. You said some things that really resonated with me. We keep a lot of things wrapped up inside ourselves because we fear ridicule, that's all I am saying. Anyway, funny you should mention Halloween. I was born on 13th July and christened on Halloween! I asked my mum, why Halloween??? She said, because it was a Sunday! It explains a lot. Keep at it and gaining strength and we'll do our best to support you. 🤗🦮😊
🙏🏻 thank you Linda, I really appreciate the support. I’m also pleased that some of what I said resonated with you. I’m always here if you need to talk❤️
I think you might be a bit of an empath. If so, you need to learn to protect yourself from others' thoughts and actions. Look it up. If so, you can be helped by meditation or tai chi, something along that line. Good luck.
So happy to see you back Ben. 😊 And Thank you for your honesty regarding what you've been struggling with, mental health wise. You are a very good example for others. Communication is key. And help is out there! Be kind to you too. ❤
Nice to see you back Ben and very brave to tell your story. Take care and all the very best, keep strong and do what you do, by telling of your adventures.
So glad to see you back! The video was brilliant, atmospheric and haunting. I really hope that you are feeling better, you are brave to open up about it, and by doing so I am sure you will help other people. Really good to see you back, please look after yourself, very best wishes x
Hey Ben,it's good to see you and Lily out and about! Hun just know yur not alone! There is so many people out there going thru the same thing! I am glad you got some help and are doing better! Ben if you don't feel you can go out alone then don't do it! Don't put yur life at risk for us!! Always go with yur gut feelings! I wish you wouldn't go out alone but i can't stop ya! Well there's something out there lighting that up! Ben you take care,be safe and smart out there!!❣❤❣
Happy to see you and Lilly back at it! I've been busy in my life too, so I know what you mean. It's exciting to see new places you exploring, hope to see more. Stay well and fit, getting out in the fresh air helps with these issues. I myself have PTSD and other things. Stay safe out there Ben. God Bless!
🥰🙏🏻 it’s so great to hear from you mehalla. I’m sorry to hear about your PTSD, I hope that you are finding positive ways to cope with this. Please keep in touch ❤️
Great to see you back and its great to be enjoying another of your video's 😊. I find the the Intrusive thoughts and OCD talk at the start very relatable...fair play and thanks for talking about it 👊👍
Welcome back, glad your doing better, and the men in black is interesting, i have heard all sorts too, from government agents, to aliens to clones, and never having any first hand experience myself, i guess i will never know, i can only speculate really, but whatever they are, the experiences certainly seem unpleasant. And its a good point about how we should be cautious, we do our own investigations, and its true, you never know what your going to encounter whilst out investigating, but the excitement of potentially experiencing and documenting something outweighs that fear for me. Take care my friend.
I kind of chuckled when you tried to speak to a Roman ghost in English. It reminds me of the graffiti scene from Monty Python's The Life of Brian when he is trying to vandalize the Roman Coliseum in broken Latin :)
Haha yea I did think about the language barrier once I got home. But in an afterlife where we are no longer bound by Space or time I guessed that language shouldn’t be an obstacle either lol 😂
I had to chuckle a little bit too about Ben thinking the Roman Fort would be many thousands of years old... about two thousand years will do Ben lol. Sorry I couldn't help myself. Great video and good to see you back. ❤
@@401files4 At 30:01 Ben you say: "This was a roman fort many thousands of years ago". You were probably just so in the moment, concentrating on other things and to be honest, it sounded really good and far more awe inspiring, saying: "many thousands of years ago" then "about two thousands years ago" sounds. 🤣 PS: I love your narration, it is very warm, insightful AND thought provoking.
@@401files4 your welcome ben,not to bad,thanks for asking,I know how you feel,I Suffer with mental health too,im all ways here if you. Ever want a chat....
I know EXACTLY what your going through. I've dealt with this since I was diagnosed bipolar/manicdepressive at 17 and now 48 It's hard to explain to people what you go through on a daily basis and nobody really understands unless they deal with this themselves! I'm glad your back my friend cause I love the channel. Keep doing what you do man!!
The history the UK has is amazing. I Would love to check it out someday Edit: Keep your head up brother. You just having the courage to open up about your mental health to your viewers speaks volume about your character
@@401files4 Only advice i can give you is, there is no need for you to obsess over the intrusive thought because you know you’d NEVER act on it anyway. So if you’d never act on it, then why even care or let it bother you that you had the thought in the first place? Hopefully as you get older you’ll have them less like has happened with me.
@@JamesMichael333 hi buddy, unfortunately it’s not a choice. I don’t choose to obsess over the thoughts. I wish it was the complete opposite, I wish I could let them in & straight back out again but it’s not that simple with ocd.
@@401files4 I understand. Hopefully as you age the intrusive thoughts will slow down like they have with me. Medication might help, but sometimes it has unwanted side effects. Either way, I’m sure it will work itself out, however you decide to go at it.
Hey Ben. I only found you today but am already hooked! I just wanted to say that I too suffer with mental health issues..AuDhD and related issues. I understand how difficult it can be. Sometimes those around us cant understand because it is so far from their own reality, but it is very much ours. I find being out in nature and riding my mountain and road bikes really helpful. I'm just getting into Bikepacking and will be doing a solo 550 mile adventure around the highlands of Scotland this summer, wild camping most of it and I'm sure I will be quite scared at times! Feel the fear and do it anyway. Intelligence is a double edged sword when it enables us to be so introspective. Guidance is the key. Keep moving forward if you can, but if you cant, stay still a while, but be kind to yourself. It is what it is. The philosophy of Stoicism has helped me immensely. Maybe it could you. Take care Ben and keep thinking free! ::o) xx
Hi Ben, wow. You hit the nail on the Head. I fully understand where you are coming from. I'm Bi Polar & OCD. I have never had anyone explain me so well. OMG wow. Now to watch the rest of the video. Thank you so much. :)
Much love bro.... I know what those thoughts are like, it’s good that you are sharing , I think you will find a lot of support from your online community...... out of the box, have you listened to Hi Ren, by Ren..... another man struggling with his demons......that song helped me so much ! ? Thanks for your great and entertaining work ❤❤😊
Thank you for sharing your experiences. The 'thoughts' that you think are 'yours' are NOT your thoughts. The brain picks up frequencies, and the governments have Voice to Scull technologies that send negative, fearful 'thoughts' out to thousands. Sometimes it is a negative energy or entity that tries to affect you in this way. If this happens, speak out loud firmly, 'I do NOT CONSENT'! Do it several times if you have to -- it will stop. The same goes for high pitched ringing in the ears. It stops quickly. (I am a healer) Blessings!
Hi Ben, I had you on all notifications yet I just checked there n it was under personalised🙄 well now that's been fixed😉 It's good to see you back on here & hoping you get all the help you need, as each potential diagnosis would be a great way to understand as to why you are having certain thoughts etc due each possible diagnosis & what symptoms occur in different people. Praying for your health, mental well being & safety & looking forward to more videos as & when you are fit & able to do them. Your health comes first & we are all behind you... every step of the way, love hugs & prayers from Scotland 😘🤗🙏🏴
I completely understand mental health is just so debilitating. I myself suffer from intrusive thoughts and passive suicidal ideation. I'm probably on the spectrum, my sister works with children and she says I have loads of autistic traits. The intrusive thoughts are probably the hardest part. My condition is made worse by illness, whenever I'm ill I because suicidally depressed and suffering from chronic IBS means I'm unwell quite often. I keep going because like you my work serves the community as I'm a yoga teacher. Also I know how much my niece and nephew love me and I wouldn't do anything to hurt them in any way. The only thing I can really say is appreciate and enjoy the moments when you are well enough to do your adventures. Then ride out the tough times. We've got this. 💪🙏
Oh man, it’s so nice knowing that people here can relate. It’s really tough sometimes, but like you said we need to keep moving forward and enjoy the better times 🙏🏻☺️
on your channel Ben you will never be judged we love what you do probably your our inspiration to get out there and seek the truth,good to see you a Lilly take care bud.👍🐾
Ben I would love for you to take a tent out there and camp for the night. U can get your friend to come with you or even lily. Leave a camera recording all night to see if we can hear any strange sounds of the past or that night. Also, the men in black are real. If you watch Chad Caleb’s Sir No Face series of 3 documentaries you will hear some of the crazy things that happen. Much love and I’m glad to see you back. 👻💜
I used to have intrusive thoughts. Evil ones. Like when im driving and see someone the thought is - I could probably kill this person if i wanted and nobody would ever know who did it. Or like my dog that I love more than my own life - i could strangle this dog right now and kill it if i wanted. I used to have a lot of these thoughts when I was younger. Im 50 now and still have random crazy thoughts that i would never act on. I think its just normal for some people that are just constant “thinkers”. Definitely dont think you have anything to worry about. Just have an active brain.
Yep! These thoughts are certainly intrusive thoughts. With most people they come in and go out. With me they come in and don’t go out, because of my ocd I replay them over and over in my head on a constant loop. I obsess on them extremely hard, which makes me very depressed and anxious, I then become a recluse which intern then creates more and more intrusive thoughts. It’s a very deep & dark viscous circle. But I have to find a way around it as I’ve got to many people relying on me x
I hike a lot and I get to where I start feeling apprehensive about going sometimes.. mainly because some places I hike give me the strangest feelings sometimes. Like I'm being watched or something else is there. I'm in the USA so some spots I hike like the smoky mountains national park are huge .. I mean people get lost here and never make it back out.. that's no fear for me because I have a lifetime of survival experience in places like this but the feeling that some places give me makes me not want to go but once I'm there I turn into a different person and that is scary later on when I'm back home.. I mean I will put myself off trail in some very crazy places sometimes.. I will get a feeling and then I will search for something.. I feel it but can't find it. I may be just crazy asf but it's fun .. I have found other people in the middle of nowhere of trail just like me.. they take off running for some reason.. no firearms are allowed in state parks or national parks but I never hike without one. I used to have crazy overwhelming repetitive thoughts and I figured out that me trying to suppress them only made them worse so I decided to just get on board with them and open the flood gate,, very scary thing to do because my thoughts were very dark and when I did this they started to change into positive stuff, like my brain will do the opposite of what I want from it ,, anyway they have all but vanished.. good luck 401 and just remember your not alone with how you feel
Ben, I can totally relate to your mental issues. I've got intrusive thoughts, depression & anxiety. I think I'm bipolar as well but it's so easy to be misdiagnosed on that & I've been diagnosed with it then told no I don't have that.. then told I do so I have no clue but I know for sure I've got depression, anxiety & intrusive thoughts. It sucks & don't want to live when it's happening. Noone understands..I look healthy but on the inside I'm having a literal battle in my mind. I hope you get the help you need & get yours under control..I realize these episodes pass but like you said when you're in the thick of it it's hard to remember that you think this time it will last forever & you wonder if it will this time.. I'm in an episode right now & have been for a week or a little over & I just clicked on your video to try to get my mind off of things & then you started talking about your disorders..I was like wow this wasn't an accident & we're more alike than I initially thought.. it's nice to know someone else understands on a deeper level. 😢
Good to see you’re back Ben, you have been missed. Thank you for speaking about your mental health issues, it helps take the stigma away. I wish you the very very best Ben, don’t forget to be kind and patient with yourself.
Thank you Ben for opening your Heart letting us know I'm sure I speak for all your subscribers when I say I'm right with you Ben Your stronger than you can imagine . When your not feeling right it's time to chill out take a break ..
The fact that fall itself is a time where a lot of animals look for food for the winter. I think one night try doing and over nighter on a full moon. Because ive heard thats when weird things really show. The men in black is one of the biggest conspiracies. I genuinely believe alien species are already here on earth. A way of saying they are the international law of galactic travel i like to them of them. All paranormal, cryptid and all that i think has a form of supernatural or alien like. Like the biggest legends of how the U.K is famous for werewolves, russia for vampires, and america for bigfoot. I think there is definitely something that calls out forests home. Dragons, gargoyles, gremlins, and all of that shit. But i think in this instance every world government has collabed with this to keep it a secret. As small as your country is, its famous for a lot of famous legends. RUclips isnt exactly a place to document things because a lot of paranormal channels do fake their content, your one of the very few RUclipsrs who dont fake and exaggerate your content. Keep searching for the truth, even if you get dangerously close to what ever truly is out there.
YES YES YES. After searching for answers for years, that's the exact conclusion that I have come to that makes sense in EVERY CATAGORY of the unanswered "but why" question! 💯 You hit the nail right on the head!!! Thank god I'm not the only one who thinks this! Omg awesome
Thoughts are ok acting on the thought is not good everyone has bad thoughts I certainly do Ben but I don’t carry them out I wish I could sometimes on some people 😂 as long as ur good and healthy mate I suffer with depression and anxiety and no confidence in myself but on the outside people would not believe me cos I can be very confident but It’s fake deep inside I’m struggling like crazy and even end up in tears but life is a battle and I’m a warrior and every day is a battle in the war 🙏🏼I’d love to go out with you some time and try calling in some ufo 🛸 or entities 👽
My sons going through similar he has autism, adhd, spd, anxiety, depression, and he struggles to leave the house, he's having talking therapy and CBT, also on meds for anxiety and depression, it's a struggle so I can totally understand where your coming from, I'm going to show him this vid so he knows he's not the only one going through it x
But you dont act them out so that tells you that you are much stronger than your thoughs -i think everyone has bad thoughts but sorry it worse for you it must be awfull for you .But if you get an answer why -then hopefully you wont beat yourself up so much. Stay strong and absorb the love in your enviroments (woods) other beings will understand your pain,🤩🤩🤩 try and listen and mostly take care of yourself you are a lovely young man.And try to take on Lillys love for you when you feel this way xxxx
I uses to have thoughts all the time like that. While driving would play a scenario in my head on what would happen to me if this just went wrong etc. And would get bad anxiety sometimes not going anywhere cause I thought something bad would happen if I did. Weird but I tried not to focus on it but like you said it just happens. Either way I think alot of us think the same just most keep it to themselves. We are all more alike than we know.
We certainly are ☺️🙏🏻 if it was just my intrusive thoughts I could about manage it, but it’s my stupid OCD that likes to torture me over and over. It’s great to have you here Tiffany 🙏🏻
Good to see you are back. You are not your brain, you can't always trust it. My own theory is your brain needs a certain ammount of impulses a day, when this does not happen naturally the brain creates those impulses by way of negative thoughts since they generate the most impulses. For me long walks helped a lot to clear those thoughts. Best to you Ben.
FALL IS MY FAVORITE SEASON..HALLOWEEN IS MY BIRTHDAY. I ALWAYS GET THIS FEELING INSIDE WHEN SEPTEMBER COMES AROUND I MYSELF CANT EXPLAIN IT. ITS JUST A FEELING INSIDE. BUT IT ALSO BRINGS SO MANY MEMORIES TO MIND WITH THE CHANGE AND ITS GREAT. IDK WHAT IT IS ABOUT FALL BUT ITS LIKE GOING BACK IN TIME FOR ME ALMOST NOSTALGIA LIKE. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. SMELL, COOL AIR...😂
thank you for sharing yourself... i love your videos and i do pray the intrusive thoughts will subside or you can find a way to get a handle on them my hubby has similar things bug huggggs Ben
I get it Ben, sometimes I have obtrusive thoughts too, can't figure out why it pops up in my mind, right then and there I pray Please Please Lord take this thought from my mind and then I psyche myself into thinking of something else and it may try to intrude again at another time and I will do the same thing again to stop it.❤
Ever been sat chatting with your workmates, people you get on with. And out of nowhere, you get an urge to throw a cup of coffee in their face, for no reason? Asking for a friend.. 😂😶
So happy to see you back Ben!! ❤ and so brave to open up!! Neurodiverse people are the best people 🙌🥰 and of course another fantastic video..thank you!! X
So lovely to see you back on Ben. I totally get what you’ve been through as my son has been going through this same situation for years. Bless you, you’re very brave sharing this with us. ❤️
Thank you Ben for your videos and sharing these I believe that the men in black do exist I have always believed in the paranormal aliens and more but not had encounters as yet oh Lily is a cool dog keep safe out there best regards mark
Great to see you back Kid. Stay strong as your not the only one. OCD me too 👍🏻 Hate to tell you this Romans wouldn't understand English as it is today or any of the British tribes as they were back then. You may pick up any other folk that have passed away in the area at a later time. As for the men in Black I don't think they have anything to do with our so called 'Government ' possibly a total different form of entity in opposition to other visiting life forms. Had my first visit to Cannack Chase this summer and we'll worth it. It is possible you have developed a sixth sense Kid and confusing it with your heath issues. Thanks for all the work and time you have invested. Bless 🙏
Great to see ya ! It's nice to adventure through places of times past. I love the scenery, and enjoy the tranquil reset it brings me . Thank you for inviting us along . Blessings and positive vibes your way ! SIDE NOTE : Lilly scared me jumping up behind you in the intro . I didn't see her behind you !
What goes past the camera in distance at 11:07, as the voice is describing how big the thing was, it passes between the trees. Pretty much centre of screen.
So glad you're back in action Ben me old Mate! You're right, it does feel like a lifetime. 😂 Great vid Bud as usual, but could you look into the History of locations to give us a bit of a lesson? That's be cool. 👍 So sorry you have to deal with all those demons Mate. I can't even begin to imagine what that's like. 😔 Anyway...great to have you back Friend! Look after yourself. 🤝👍🤘
Have you considered a hobby like knife making, woodturning, carving, something along those lines to give your nervous energy and depression an outlet? I mean I'm probably preaching to the choir. But its helped me. I understand the struggle amigo.🤝❤🙏 God Bless and keep you brother.
@@401files4 well I'm glad to see you again. It's always a pleasure seeing the places like that Roman fort, something I'll never see on my own. Thank you for that. As well as the in depth thought about these subjects. I think I've shared briefly a couple of my own experiences in your comment sections.
Please be safe out on the moors lad, it's not paranormal or aliens or cryptids you need to worry about as much as it is humans, anyways, your in a hot spot for all 3 of those things mate, keep at it, if anyone is going to catch something, it's going to be you, wish you and the family the best
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Great video Ben, very thought provoking indeed, fascinating issues raised about the Men in Black; my thoughts are that they are intermediary between Governments & Alien authorities.
Well said in your opening statement, as a fellow Man with very similar mental health issues I am totally in tune with you. Well done BeN.
Great share at the Roman Fortress.
Rog. 👍
why dont you try using a ouija board {if you can get hold of one{
@@thedisabledwelshman9266 I wouldn’t
Dude, stay far away from the Doctors, they will " Diagnose" you with whatever they want, and they will get you on mind numbing sense killing cancer causing B.S... your fine brother, stay strong, stay far far away from the psycho killer big Pharma, the Doctors are the workers and the drugs are the killers
Hi Ben I just wanted you to know with the intrusive thoughts, my son has Asperger’s and he gets them too. Their dark and horrific most of the time . I’m just saying so you know your not alone. Love your videos nice to see you back 🌺
Hi Ben, that’s very brave to open up about your problems, proud of you mate! I’m in my late 50’s and was diagnosed with adult ADHD a few years ago. I was in denial for a long time but I’ve finally come to terms with it. I can (slightly) empathise with the intrusive thoughts but they’re not that bad for me it’s just a small part of the condition. I just want to get across that there’s a lot of us out there and you’re not alone , keep going and you’ll overcome any obstacle that life has put in your way!
Thank you so much 🙏🏻 reading about other people’s struggles gives me hope
This evening is made!! Pizza and popcorn time!! Let's immerse ourselves as Ben does what he does best!! 🍕🍿👽
😁thank you so much 🙏🏻👻👽
Had pizza also! Lol. Cheers.
Nice that you are back! kind regards
Thank you so much 🙏🏻🥰 I appreciate you still being here
Really great to see you -and you're not alone in your struggle believe me! My anxiety gets the best of me at times and I disappear into my thoughts.. it's awful. Just glad to see you back!!
Loving this xx❤
Great to see you Ben ✌️ ❤️
Thank you so much Kimberly 🙏🏻 it’s always great seeing you here ❤
Thank you for sharing your struggles, I understand where you are coming from. Do some "forest bathing" while you're out there and clear your mind. I'm glad you came through the other side and feeling better. Best wishes my friend.
Thank you so much Lisa ❤️ forest bathing and meditation in general is something I used to do a lot of. I should have never stopped x
First of all I'm so glad you are doing better. And after that so happy to see you post another video. I had gotten so use to seeing you often I knew something was wrong. I have suffered from a couple different things for 45 yrs. Back then people didn't discuss this so at the time I really thought I was nuts. But I know the difference now. I hope only the very best for you and good vibes coming from my way. Hang in there sweet friend, take good care of yourself. And stay safe in all your endeavors. Big hug!
Thank you so much Sandy, it’s such a beautiful thing to have like minded people like yourself here. 🙏🏻
Thanks for sharing your story with us. Many of us have these things bothering us, to one degree or another. But hang in there, mate. We're here, with you, and for you.
Thank you so much TJ I really appreciate your support
Hello my Friend , so good to see you and Lilly in your natural habbitat ! , I am si glad that you are feeling well enough to be back making videos once more , I have missed you guys ! .🙂👍
We’ve missed you to. Thank you for still being here 🙏🏻
Thank you Ben for this upload. You saved my night again. Im home sick so this was really nice to see a video from you. I was at the doctors Office yesterday and they took couple of tubes of my blood 🩸 and they send it away for some results. Hopefully they are good cross my fingers and make a wish they come back ok. Had some pain in my head for the last couple of days (72hours)
Cant wait to see this video. I will comment again after this video.
Stay safe take care Ben happy to see you again 😊👍🏼💪🏻💪🏻 🇬🇧 🇸🇪✅👍🏼
I’m Keeping my fingers crossed for you 🤞🏻please let me know how you get on 🙏🏻🥰
Great to see you back! Hope you have been keeping well!
Thank you ☺️ I’m getting there
Hi Ben great to see you again. I'm glad you're feeling better and it's good to have you back.
I think there's a lot to this world that we don't see, and i think the Men in Black may be the guardians or gatekeepers to these other levels of reality and i think they discourage others from talking because the majority of the population is oblivious to what goes on in the shadows. I think there is a veil between the seen and the unseen world and there's stuff we're not supposed to see but we do sometimes, possibly due to a breach in that veil or a temporary glimpse of these other realms. They could be extra terrestrial or extra dimensional. They certainly seem to have an air of mystery/other worldliness to them.
Good to see you back, Ben. Thank you for sharing so openly with us, you didn't have to, but your honesty is appreciated. I'm pleased to see everyone else saying more or less the same thing. I think all of us have strange things going on in our heads at times, with life as it is it would be surprising if we didnt. Please look after yourself, and great to see Lily sporting 'best friend ' on her harness 😊. Oh, and the video was great, but scary!😮
🥰 thank you so much I really appreciate you and the support that you have shown 🙏🏻
So good to see you Ben and Lily. At 38.22 in the middle of the screen up top to the left of the middle tree, I see a face, I can make out eyes, nose and mouth.... Probably Pareidolia.. I am of the thought too that the "predator" thing would be the scariest thing. Who knows what is out there. Great video, stay safe everyone.
Hey Janet, thank you so much for pointing this out. I will go back through the video and keep my eyes peeled 🥰🙏🏻
Hey Ben! Just dropping by to say hello and to send you best wishes. Thanks for sharing your struggles. Keep pushing brother. Love from USA - Doug @FearFanatics
Great to see you back Ben and glad to hear you are doing better.
Well done for sharing it’s not an easy thing to do .
Legend
🥰🙏🏻 thank you so much. It’s a pleasure to have you here buddy ❤
Hi Ben, good to see you back. I was watching with my partner and all I could hear was what sounded like a very, very distant football crowd (that's the only way I can describe it) I asked my partner if he could hear it and he said he could, but it was aImost inaudible. I had expected him to laugh at me, but he didn't, he actually said that the crowds at Roman games probably sounded similar.
I never heard this but I want to go back through now and take another listen. Great job 👻
Great to see you back out Ben. Brilliant video and what a great place. Lots of strange noises out there must of been very eerie. I've frightened myself before when im in the forests thinking of cryptids and especially the glimmer man. Like you say the thought of the predator following you through the Forest is absolutely terrifying.
Loved it mate and keep your chin up through the darker times in your life and remember you have plenty of support out here. Atvb Andy
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Thank you Andy. I really appreciate your kind words mate. Yea the glimmer man is definitely a terrifying creature/being whatever that thing is 🫣
Hugely brave to stay there at night that is terrifying and takes real bravery! Really interesting EMF readings and very odd when the animal activity increased 360 degree around you 👀
🥰 thanks for watching Olivia. I’m pleased that you enjoyed it. The first one back is always the hardest x
Hallo just found your channel and I'm looking forward to seeing more videos, many thanks 🌼
Thank you so much 🙏🏻🥰 it’s great to have you here
You mention the predator, if you ask me we are drip fed all these weird and wonderful things to prepare us for the divulgence of them being here on earth. Recently they have shown us supposed Alien bodies they say they are authentic BUT DO YOU NOT THINK THEY LOOK LIKE ET FROM THE FILM “ET” ?. But only smaller.
Excellent post! I suspect that you have strong abilities. Seems like you’re able to sense things very easily. Aside from that excellent video glad you’re feeling better. My cousin’s husband saw one of those predator type things in Oregon USA during his hike. He stopped dead in his tracks and turned back. He got lost but three birds chirping lead him out on the right path. He was never a believer in these types of things but that’s all changed now. The “thing” was a humanoid shape but had a wavy nearly invisible appearance. This planet is strange!
That’s a brilliant encounter 🫣 this must have been terrifying for him
Bro I've been following you I think for about 2 years now, I've always dug how you keep an open mind about things, very non-judgmental, because yes you're doing a a segment for RUclips for your followers but, it also seems like you two are captivated and are willing to seek out what the masses or sheeple are naive about. Keep seeking out for yourself man and put out some good video to like you do I'll keep following you. "UNBIND YOUR MIND"!!!!❤😂
Oh I totally understand those thoughts. When I have thought shit that I would never consider, I discovered after some of dealing with the confusion, that it was actually a spiritual attack! [intrusive thoughts]
I started saying "get behind me satan, I rebuke those thoughts as I know it's not me". The disturbing intrusive thoughts subsided and are now non existant.
Its weird when the disturbing thoughts were in my voice, but came out of no where. and scary when you know theres no way in hell I would think that kind of crap.
I really feel for you, and I hope you find what works for you.
Please Consider getting a spiritual cleansing if nothing else works.
You have been diving into a lot of spiritual stuff, you may have an attachment. A spiritual attachment can ruin your life, make you act on crap you normally wouldn't, and sap your motivation.
MIB; I think Aliens took over a long time ago. The shadow government are the Aliens. That's why they have been seen in the skies forever. The "government" put out public ridicule to any eyewitnesses that spoke of their encounters. The "gov" denied the existence of aliens and sent men in black to threaten for one reason: Humanity can never overthrow alien overlords if we are taught from birth they dont exist.
Taught that anyone who talks about the subject are "cookoos".
It is a brilliant strategy. They have hidden our real history, they deny cryptids because they DO NOT WANT US AWARE OF THE SPIRITUAL SIDE OF LIFE. We might understand so much more if we all talked openly about our experiences.
Think of it this way, the greatest trick the devil ever pulled was making people believe he doesnt exist.
We are slaves in every way. If we knew humanity was not in control, we would join together and overthrow our rulers .. that's the last thing they want.
When you realise the real ones in control are not human, EVERYTHING STARTS TO MAKE SENSE. They dont care about us..or Earth. We have Poisoned water, poisoned food, toxic medicine, toxic air, literally injected with poison at birth. Teeth soaked in fluoride as soon as we grow teeth, sent to school to obey, worked to death. We are slaves. That's why.
And dont think they cant send a direct energy weapon into your head to create thoughts that arent yours because they can. Ever thought something then got adverts for it? Look up energy weapons in patents. It's a huge huge huge amount of information to sort through get to where I am in life with my beliefs. It's the only thing that makes sense in every catagory.
I think ronald Reagan and kennedy knew and could not tell the public after the public went stupid when they thought war of the worlds was a true alien invasion. I think the humans at the top who realised what was really going on, tested informing the public of what was going on, but sadly our programmed minds back then couldnt handle it.
We can now, and boy us shit going to come out..
Of course I could be dead wrong, my words are an opinion. But it's the opinion that makes most sense out of everything to me. Cheers for listening. Good luck and prayers sending your way. Rebuke shit that dont sit right with you. It may help.
Awesome video Ben! Take care of yourself, I know it’s a rough road just know we are all here for you. Love your videos and can’t wait to see more. Much love to you!
Thank you so much Tami ❤️ I really appreciate you 🙏🏻
I’m with you 😊
Thank you 🥰
Good question about men in black I totally believe in them and it's hard to tell what there purpose is or why . I've always thought there not human but you never know with the government.i personally don't trust them.
I’m with you on this, I don’t trust the government at all. 👌🏻
Ben and Lily, so good to see you! Glad you're feeling better! You've both been missed! I envy you going out hiking & camping. I miss it, but after what my dog & I experienced years ago, I went from hunter, fisherman and camper to groceries & Dr visits and that's it. (You know our story) You and Lilly be careful my friend. Remember, beware of what you seek and wish for! Great video as always! 👍 Appreciate you! 🙏
Thank you so much 🙏🏻 I’m pleased that you take comfort in my videos
I just found your channel today and happy to say I'm now a subscriber. Your content is right up my alley, but your williingness to be open about your mental health struggles is admirable and relatable. Keep taking good care of you.
I subscribed 🤘 randy from Arizona ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Hey Ben! I'm so happy to see you're back you've been missed. I hope all is well my friend. Everybody needs a time out once in a while man it's part of life. Just don't let it take over and always reach out to someone. You have many thousands of friends you can even reach out to me if you need to. God bless! 🙏
Thank you so much ❤️🥰 it’s great to see you still here. Your loyalty means everything to me
So glad to see you back Ben. Thank you for opening up to us. You said some things that really resonated with me. We keep a lot of things wrapped up inside ourselves because we fear ridicule, that's all I am saying. Anyway, funny you should mention Halloween. I was born on 13th July and christened on Halloween! I asked my mum, why Halloween??? She said, because it was a Sunday! It explains a lot. Keep at it and gaining strength and we'll do our best to support you. 🤗🦮😊
🙏🏻 thank you Linda, I really appreciate the support. I’m also pleased that some of what I said resonated with you. I’m always here if you need to talk❤️
I think you might be a bit of an empath. If so, you need to learn to protect yourself from others' thoughts and actions. Look it up. If so, you can be helped by meditation or tai chi, something along that line. Good luck.
So happy to see you back Ben. 😊 And Thank you for your honesty regarding what you've been struggling with, mental health wise.
You are a very good example for others. Communication is key. And help is out there!
Be kind to you too. ❤
Nice to see you back Ben and very brave to tell your story. Take care and all the very best, keep strong and do what you do, by telling of your adventures.
So glad to see you back! The video was brilliant, atmospheric and haunting. I really hope that you are feeling better, you are brave to open up about it, and by doing so I am sure you will help other people. Really good to see you back, please look after yourself, very best wishes x
🥰 thank you so much Debra ❤️
Hey Ben,it's good to see you and Lily out and about! Hun just know yur not alone! There is so many people out there going thru the same thing! I am glad you got some help and are doing better! Ben if you don't feel you can go out alone then don't do it! Don't put yur life at risk for us!! Always go with yur gut feelings! I wish you wouldn't go out alone but i can't stop ya! Well there's something out there lighting that up! Ben you take care,be safe and smart out there!!❣❤❣
Thank you Sandy I really appreciate your concern for me, that means a lot. Your a great person and friend 🙏🏻
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Happy to see you and Lilly back at it! I've been busy in my life too, so I know what you mean. It's exciting to see new places you exploring, hope to see more. Stay well and fit, getting out in the fresh air helps with these issues. I myself have PTSD and other things. Stay safe out there Ben. God Bless!
🥰🙏🏻 it’s so great to hear from you mehalla. I’m sorry to hear about your PTSD, I hope that you are finding positive ways to cope with this. Please keep in touch ❤️
Great to have you back Ben! And pleased to hear you're getting back on track with your well-being mate!
Thank you so much 🙏🏻 I really appreciate your support. It’s a pleasure to have you here
@@401files4 Cheers Ben!🙂
Glad you're back man and that you took the time you needed that you felt was right for you.
You be well.
Thank you so much for been patient with me ☺️🙏🏻 that means a lot
Great to see you back and its great to be enjoying another of your video's 😊. I find the the Intrusive thoughts and OCD talk at the start very relatable...fair play and thanks for talking about it 👊👍
🥰 thank you buddy, I hope that by me opening up it has made you feel less alone or crazy
Welcome back, glad your doing better, and the men in black is interesting, i have heard all sorts too, from government agents, to aliens to clones, and never having any first hand experience myself, i guess i will never know, i can only speculate really, but whatever they are, the experiences certainly seem unpleasant. And its a good point about how we should be cautious, we do our own investigations, and its true, you never know what your going to encounter whilst out investigating, but the excitement of potentially experiencing and documenting something outweighs that fear for me. Take care my friend.
Hi buddy 🥰 thank you for your comment. Where are you based?
I kind of chuckled when you tried to speak to a Roman ghost in English. It reminds me of the graffiti scene from Monty Python's The Life of Brian when he is trying to vandalize the Roman Coliseum in broken Latin :)
Haha yea I did think about the language barrier once I got home. But in an afterlife where we are no longer bound by Space or time I guessed that language shouldn’t be an obstacle either lol 😂
I had to chuckle a little bit too about Ben thinking the Roman Fort would be many thousands of years old... about two thousand years will do Ben lol. Sorry I couldn't help myself. Great video and good to see you back. ❤
@@mellygermany9479 I said the fort was two thousand years old lol where did I say the fort was many thousands of years old? 🫣😂
@@401files4 At 30:01 Ben you say: "This was a roman fort many thousands of years ago". You were probably just so in the moment, concentrating on other things and to be honest, it sounded really good and far more awe inspiring, saying: "many thousands of years ago" then "about two thousands years ago" sounds. 🤣 PS: I love your narration, it is very warm, insightful AND thought provoking.
@@mellygermany9479 haha I’m not sure why I said that lol I know the Romans were here 2,000 years ago lol doh! 🤪
Thanks Ben for the Upload video,its good to see you back,once again a good video 📹 🛸👽
Thank you so much Ricky, it’s always a pleasure to see you here. I hope your well buddy
@@401files4 your welcome ben,not to bad,thanks for asking,I know how you feel,I Suffer with mental health too,im all ways here if you. Ever want a chat....
Always will watch your videos and thumbs up man.....take care. Mitch from Pennsylvania, USA
Thank you buddy, your loyalty is everything
I know EXACTLY what your going through. I've dealt with this since I was diagnosed bipolar/manicdepressive at 17 and now 48
It's hard to explain to people what you go through on a daily basis and nobody really understands unless they deal with this themselves! I'm glad your back my friend cause I love the channel. Keep doing what you do man!!
The history the UK has is amazing. I Would love to check it out someday
Edit: Keep your head up brother. You just having the courage to open up about your mental health to your viewers speaks volume about your character
♥️🙏🏻 thank you so much 🙏🏻
The Predator like creature aka The Glimmer Man, is incredibly interesting. I agree.
Terrifying isn’t it 🫣 I mean how would we ever stand a chance against something like that? ……unless! ….that something Is actually us, as in human.
@@401files4 Only advice i can give you is, there is no need for you to obsess over the intrusive thought because you know you’d NEVER act on it anyway. So if you’d never act on it, then why even care or let it bother you that you had the thought in the first place? Hopefully as you get older you’ll have them less like has happened with me.
@@JamesMichael333 hi buddy, unfortunately it’s not a choice. I don’t choose to obsess over the thoughts. I wish it was the complete opposite, I wish I could let them in & straight back out again but it’s not that simple with ocd.
@@401files4 I understand. Hopefully as you age the intrusive thoughts will slow down like they have with me. Medication might help, but sometimes it has unwanted side effects. Either way, I’m sure it will work itself out, however you decide to go at it.
@JamesMichael333 thank you buddy. I’m going to really try to reinvent myself and see what happens
So glad you are back!!
Thank you so much. The first one back is always the hardest 🙏🏻☺️
Upmost respect pal 💪🏼… another great upload.. Love you man,stay strong.. #andysmanclub
Thank you so much 🙏🏻❤️ I really appreciate it
Hey Ben. I only found you today but am already hooked! I just wanted to say that I too suffer with mental health issues..AuDhD and related issues. I understand how difficult it can be. Sometimes those around us cant understand because it is so far from their own reality, but it is very much ours. I find being out in nature and riding my mountain and road bikes really helpful. I'm just getting into Bikepacking and will be doing a solo 550 mile adventure around the highlands of Scotland this summer, wild camping most of it and I'm sure I will be quite scared at times! Feel the fear and do it anyway. Intelligence is a double edged sword when it enables us to be so introspective. Guidance is the key. Keep moving forward if you can, but if you cant, stay still a while, but be kind to yourself. It is what it is. The philosophy of Stoicism has helped me immensely. Maybe it could you. Take care Ben and keep thinking free! ::o) xx
🥰♥️ thank you so much for your understanding 🙏🏻 I would love to get into mountain biking. This is definitely on my to do list 👌🏻
Hi Ben, wow. You hit the nail on the Head. I fully understand where you are coming from. I'm Bi Polar & OCD. I have never had anyone explain me so well. OMG wow. Now to watch the rest of the video. Thank you so much. :)
🥰 thank you. I’m always here if you need to talk 🙏🏻
ya looking good Ben. We've missed not having you around, and we're all here for you. Can't wait for some new podcasts. 😊
Thank you 🙏🏻 I really appreciate the support. It’s always a pleasure having you here Robert
Much love bro.... I know what those thoughts are like, it’s good that you are sharing , I think you will find a lot of support from your online community...... out of the box, have you listened to Hi Ren, by Ren..... another man struggling with his demons......that song helped me so much ! ? Thanks for your great and entertaining work ❤❤😊
I love ren 🥰 he’s so talented
Ben can I feature you on my next video?
Absolutely 🥰🙌🏻 I’d love you to
Thank you for sharing your experiences. The 'thoughts' that you think are 'yours' are NOT your thoughts. The brain picks up frequencies, and the governments have Voice to Scull technologies that send negative, fearful 'thoughts' out to thousands. Sometimes it is a negative energy or entity that tries to affect you in this way. If this happens, speak out loud firmly, 'I do NOT CONSENT'! Do it several times if you have to -- it will stop. The same goes for high pitched ringing in the ears. It stops quickly. (I am a healer) Blessings!
Thank you so much for your support and kind words, I will take your advice and give it a try 🙏🏻❤️
Hi Ben, I had you on all notifications yet I just checked there n it was under personalised🙄 well now that's been fixed😉 It's good to see you back on here & hoping you get all the help you need, as each potential diagnosis would be a great way to understand as to why you are having certain thoughts etc due each possible diagnosis & what symptoms occur in different people. Praying for your health, mental well being & safety & looking forward to more videos as & when you are fit & able to do them. Your health comes first & we are all behind you... every step of the way, love hugs & prayers from Scotland 😘🤗🙏🏴
Aww thank you so much Lainy ❤️ I really appreciate your kind words. It’s such a pleasure to have you here
Welcome back! I definitely missed you and your videos. My mom suffers from OCD I totally get it. Thank you for sharing your story.
🥰🙏🏻 thank you so much
Glad you're back. Great Video ,thanks as always ❤💪👍✌PS....MIB stays away from me😎👽
Thank you reiko 🙏🏻 it’s great to see you still here buddy
I completely understand mental health is just so debilitating. I myself suffer from intrusive thoughts and passive suicidal ideation. I'm probably on the spectrum, my sister works with children and she says I have loads of autistic traits. The intrusive thoughts are probably the hardest part. My condition is made worse by illness, whenever I'm ill I because suicidally depressed and suffering from chronic IBS means I'm unwell quite often. I keep going because like you my work serves the community as I'm a yoga teacher. Also I know how much my niece and nephew love me and I wouldn't do anything to hurt them in any way. The only thing I can really say is appreciate and enjoy the moments when you are well enough to do your adventures. Then ride out the tough times. We've got this. 💪🙏
Oh man, it’s so nice knowing that people here can relate. It’s really tough sometimes, but like you said we need to keep moving forward and enjoy the better times 🙏🏻☺️
on your channel Ben you will never be judged we love what you do probably your our inspiration to get out there and seek the truth,good to see you a Lilly take care bud.👍🐾
Thank you so much ❤️🙏🏻
Ben I would love for you to take a tent out there and camp for the night. U can get your friend to come with you or even lily. Leave a camera recording all night to see if we can hear any strange sounds of the past or that night. Also, the men in black are real. If you watch Chad Caleb’s Sir No Face series of 3 documentaries you will hear some of the crazy things that happen. Much love and I’m glad to see you back. 👻💜
Aww thank you so much Sharon 🥰🙏🏻 it’s great to be back. I really appreciate you
I used to have intrusive thoughts. Evil ones. Like when im driving and see someone the thought is - I could probably kill this person if i wanted and nobody would ever know who did it. Or like my dog that I love more than my own life - i could strangle this dog right now and kill it if i wanted. I used to have a lot of these thoughts when I was younger. Im 50 now and still have random crazy thoughts that i would never act on. I think its just normal for some people that are just constant “thinkers”. Definitely dont think you have anything to worry about. Just have an active brain.
Yep! These thoughts are certainly intrusive thoughts.
With most people they come in and go out.
With me they come in and don’t go out, because of my ocd I replay them over and over in my head on a constant loop.
I obsess on them extremely hard, which makes me very depressed and anxious, I then become a recluse which intern then creates more and more intrusive thoughts.
It’s a very deep & dark viscous circle.
But I have to find a way around it as I’ve got to many people relying on me x
I hike a lot and I get to where I start feeling apprehensive about going sometimes.. mainly because some places I hike give me the strangest feelings sometimes. Like I'm being watched or something else is there. I'm in the USA so some spots I hike like the smoky mountains national park are huge .. I mean people get lost here and never make it back out.. that's no fear for me because I have a lifetime of survival experience in places like this but the feeling that some places give me makes me not want to go but once I'm there I turn into a different person and that is scary later on when I'm back home.. I mean I will put myself off trail in some very crazy places sometimes.. I will get a feeling and then I will search for something.. I feel it but can't find it. I may be just crazy asf but it's fun .. I have found other people in the middle of nowhere of trail just like me.. they take off running for some reason.. no firearms are allowed in state parks or national parks but I never hike without one. I used to have crazy overwhelming repetitive thoughts and I figured out that me trying to suppress them only made them worse so I decided to just get on board with them and open the flood gate,, very scary thing to do because my thoughts were very dark and when I did this they started to change into positive stuff, like my brain will do the opposite of what I want from it ,, anyway they have all but vanished.. good luck 401 and just remember your not alone with how you feel
Thank you buddy, it’s always good to know that there are people out there who can relate 🙏🏻
Ben, I can totally relate to your mental issues. I've got intrusive thoughts, depression & anxiety. I think I'm bipolar as well but it's so easy to be misdiagnosed on that & I've been diagnosed with it then told no I don't have that.. then told I do so I have no clue but I know for sure I've got depression, anxiety & intrusive thoughts. It sucks & don't want to live when it's happening. Noone understands..I look healthy but on the inside I'm having a literal battle in my mind. I hope you get the help you need & get yours under control..I realize these episodes pass but like you said when you're in the thick of it it's hard to remember that you think this time it will last forever & you wonder if it will this time.. I'm in an episode right now & have been for a week or a little over & I just clicked on your video to try to get my mind off of things & then you started talking about your disorders..I was like wow this wasn't an accident & we're more alike than I initially thought.. it's nice to know someone else understands on a deeper level. 😢
I’m here for you. If your ever struggling please always reach out 🙏🏻 these dark days do blow over but we have to switch over to autopilot sometimes xx
Good to see you’re back Ben, you have been missed. Thank you for speaking about your mental health issues, it helps take the stigma away. I wish you the very very best Ben, don’t forget to be kind and patient with yourself.
Thank you Ben for opening your Heart letting us know I'm sure I speak for all your subscribers when I say I'm right with you Ben Your stronger than you can imagine .
When your not feeling right it's time to chill out take a break ..
Thank you so much ❤️🙏🏻 I really appreciate you x
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Hey Karen I’d love to hear about it 🙏🏻
The fact that fall itself is a time where a lot of animals look for food for the winter. I think one night try doing and over nighter on a full moon. Because ive heard thats when weird things really show. The men in black is one of the biggest conspiracies. I genuinely believe alien species are already here on earth. A way of saying they are the international law of galactic travel i like to them of them. All paranormal, cryptid and all that i think has a form of supernatural or alien like. Like the biggest legends of how the U.K is famous for werewolves, russia for vampires, and america for bigfoot. I think there is definitely something that calls out forests home. Dragons, gargoyles, gremlins, and all of that shit. But i think in this instance every world government has collabed with this to keep it a secret. As small as your country is, its famous for a lot of famous legends. RUclips isnt exactly a place to document things because a lot of paranormal channels do fake their content, your one of the very few RUclipsrs who dont fake and exaggerate your content. Keep searching for the truth, even if you get dangerously close to what ever truly is out there.
YES YES YES. After searching for answers for years, that's the exact conclusion that I have come to that makes sense in EVERY CATAGORY of the unanswered "but why" question!
💯 You hit the nail right on the head!!!
Thank god I'm not the only one who thinks this! Omg awesome
Thoughts are ok acting on the thought is not good everyone has bad thoughts I certainly do Ben but I don’t carry them out I wish I could sometimes on some people 😂 as long as ur good and healthy mate I suffer with depression and anxiety and no confidence in myself but on the outside people would not believe me cos I can be very confident but It’s fake deep inside I’m struggling like crazy and even end up in tears but life is a battle and I’m a warrior and every day is a battle in the war 🙏🏼I’d love to go out with you some time and try calling in some ufo 🛸 or entities 👽
I can relate to this about the confidence. I used to be such a confident guy and now I’m not 😫 I’d love you to come out on a sky watch with me
My sons going through similar he has autism, adhd, spd, anxiety, depression, and he struggles to leave the house, he's having talking therapy and CBT, also on meds for anxiety and depression, it's a struggle so I can totally understand where your coming from, I'm going to show him this vid so he knows he's not the only one going through it x
Please do 🙏🏻 I hope in some way that it can bring him a little relief ❤️
But you dont act them out so that tells you that you are much stronger than your thoughs -i think everyone has bad thoughts but sorry it worse for you it must be awfull for you .But if you get an answer why -then hopefully you wont beat yourself up so much. Stay strong and absorb the love in your enviroments (woods) other beings will understand your pain,🤩🤩🤩 try and listen and mostly take care of yourself you are a lovely young man.And try to take on Lillys love for you when you feel this way xxxx
Thank you so much I really appreciate your kind words ☺️🙏🏻
I just want to say my son has the same ocd. Hang in there! I know how difficult it is and I hope you have good support. I'll be thinking of you!
Thank you so much I’m sending my love to your son 🙏🏻☺️
I uses to have thoughts all the time like that. While driving would play a scenario in my head on what would happen to me if this just went wrong etc. And would get bad anxiety sometimes not going anywhere cause I thought something bad would happen if I did. Weird but I tried not to focus on it but like you said it just happens. Either way I think alot of us think the same just most keep it to themselves.
We are all more alike than we know.
We certainly are ☺️🙏🏻 if it was just my intrusive thoughts I could about manage it, but it’s my stupid OCD that likes to torture me over and over. It’s great to have you here Tiffany 🙏🏻
Good to see you are back. You are not your brain, you can't always trust it. My own theory is your brain needs a certain ammount of impulses a day, when this does not happen naturally the brain creates those impulses by way of negative thoughts since they generate the most impulses. For me long walks helped a lot to clear those thoughts. Best to you Ben.
Thank you so much 🙏🏻 this is very calming for me to hear. I appreciate the support
FALL IS MY FAVORITE SEASON..HALLOWEEN IS MY BIRTHDAY. I ALWAYS GET THIS FEELING INSIDE WHEN SEPTEMBER COMES AROUND I MYSELF CANT EXPLAIN IT. ITS JUST A FEELING INSIDE. BUT IT ALSO BRINGS SO MANY MEMORIES TO MIND WITH THE CHANGE AND ITS GREAT. IDK WHAT IT IS ABOUT FALL BUT ITS LIKE GOING BACK IN TIME FOR ME ALMOST NOSTALGIA LIKE. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. SMELL, COOL AIR...😂
I couldn’t agree more. It’s really a unique feeling that’s for sure
thank you for sharing yourself... i love your videos and i do pray the intrusive thoughts will subside or you can find a way to get a handle on them my hubby has similar things bug huggggs Ben
Thank you so much ☺️🙏🏻 I’m sending my thoughts & prayers to your husband ♥️
I get it Ben, sometimes I have obtrusive thoughts too, can't figure out why it pops up in my mind, right then and there I pray Please Please Lord take this thought from my mind and then I psyche myself into thinking of something else and it may try to intrude again at another time and I will do the same thing again to stop it.❤
Thank you gypsy rose, I will try anything so thank you for sharing this advice with me 🙏🏻
Ever been sat chatting with your workmates, people you get on with. And out of nowhere, you get an urge to throw a cup of coffee in their face, for no reason? Asking for a friend.. 😂😶
Haha I wish mine were like this 😂 but i know you get it lol
So happy to see you back Ben!! ❤ and so brave to open up!! Neurodiverse people are the best people 🙌🥰 and of course another fantastic video..thank you!! X
As someone who suffers from serious mental health issues myself and is on a streak of horrible bad luck I sympathise. Stay strong 💪
I hope your luck changes really soon and spins your life around for you
So lovely to see you back on Ben. I totally get what you’ve been through as my son has been going through this same situation for years. Bless you, you’re very brave sharing this with us. ❤️
Thank you so much 🙏🏻 I’m sending my love and prayers for your son
it's brave of you Ben and i hope someone can help you. Sending you a big hug.x
Thank you 🙏🏻 ☺️
Thank you for revealing your woes. Know that you are not alone. May God bless you.
Thank you 🙏🏻 ☺️
Thank you for being brave and speaking out on mental health.
🙏🏻 thank you. Your loyalty means a lot to me
Thank you Ben for your videos and sharing these I believe that the men in black do exist I have always believed in the paranormal aliens and more but not had encounters as yet oh Lily is a cool dog keep safe out there best regards mark
Aww thank you so much. She’s amazing isn’t she, ☺️she says hi 🐕
Great to see you back Kid. Stay strong as your not the only one. OCD me too 👍🏻 Hate to tell you this Romans wouldn't understand English as it is today or any of the British tribes as they were back then. You may pick up any other folk that have passed away in the area at a later time. As for the men in Black I don't think they have anything to do with our so called 'Government ' possibly a total different form of entity in opposition to other visiting life forms. Had my first visit to Cannack Chase this summer and we'll worth it.
It is possible you have developed a sixth sense Kid and confusing it with your heath issues. Thanks for all the work and time you have invested. Bless 🙏
Thank you so much 🥰 I did think about the language barrier once I got home lol 😂 I’ll know for next time
Great to see ya ! It's nice to adventure through places of times past. I love the scenery, and enjoy the tranquil reset it brings me . Thank you for inviting us along . Blessings and positive vibes your way !
SIDE NOTE : Lilly scared me jumping up behind you in the intro . I didn't see her behind you !
Haha she does that to me in real life. She makes me jump out of my skin lol
What goes past the camera in distance at 11:07, as the voice is describing how big the thing was, it passes between the trees. Pretty much centre of screen.
Looked like Bigfoot cloaked.
is this near Pickering i won't mention the place . Good to see you back again
It is indeed 🥰
Try reading the "Four Agreements"
I have many times over 🥰 I’ve actually bought it again on audio book just recently 🙏🏻
So glad you're back in action Ben me old Mate! You're right, it does feel like a lifetime. 😂 Great vid Bud as usual, but could you look into the History of locations to give us a bit of a lesson? That's be cool. 👍 So sorry you have to deal with all those demons Mate. I can't even begin to imagine what that's like. 😔 Anyway...great to have you back Friend! Look after yourself. 🤝👍🤘
Thanks James 🥰🙏🏻 I can certainly try for you in the future buddy
@@401files4 Cheers Me old Mate! Much appreciated. 😂🤝👍
Have you considered a hobby like knife making, woodturning, carving, something along those lines to give your nervous energy and depression an outlet? I mean I'm probably preaching to the choir. But its helped me. I understand the struggle amigo.🤝❤🙏 God Bless and keep you brother.
I have too many hobbies lol I do the content creation, art, camping, photography, I’m just getting back into health & fitness 😮💨😂
@@401files4 well I'm glad to see you again. It's always a pleasure seeing the places like that Roman fort, something I'll never see on my own. Thank you for that. As well as the in depth thought about these subjects. I think I've shared briefly a couple of my own experiences in your comment sections.
You sound just like me, I am my worst enemy. Hang in there. You’re perfectly normal 🤷🏼♀️
🙏🏻🥰 thank you ☺️
@@401files4 you’re welcome! Keep up the good work 😊
@@leahbrown5782 🥰aww thank you Leah I really appreciate it xx
Please be safe out on the moors lad, it's not paranormal or aliens or cryptids you need to worry about as much as it is humans, anyways, your in a hot spot for all 3 of those things mate, keep at it, if anyone is going to catch something, it's going to be you, wish you and the family the best
Thank you so much 🙏🏻 I really appreciate your concerns, it means a lot. I hope your well 🥰
Your courage to be honest is an inspiration and a gift to others. Thank you
Thank you so much 🥰🙏🏻 i really appreciate your kind words
Missed you so much Ben so glad you and lily are back ❤
❤️🙏🏻 thank you so much, your loyalty means everything to me
I love the way your mind is so open Thanks for the video take care
Thank you ☺️ 🙏🏻 it’s a pleasure to have you here