Konoe: I didn’t get much sleep, and just like that morning approached. When I realized it, Rai had already finished dressing. He seemed to have returned to the usual Rai. But maybe that’s just how it seemed. That’s why I acted as usual, pretending nothing had happened. Then, in two days we reached Ransen. Konoe: …Somehow, I can’t relax when I come here… Listen, is it okay to stay at Bardo’s inn, right? Rai: Just because there aren’t any others. Konoe: I’m looking forward to Bardo’s cooking. Rai: Mhph. Konoe: Arriving at Ransen, due to the slight anxiety I felt, I was strangely impatient. Rai’s behavior was the same as usual. So it was alright. Telling myself that, I thought of how I wanted to reach Bardo’s inn and its warm atmosphere soon. Konoe: Bardo! Do you have a room? Eh? He isn’t here? Bardo: Yo! You were quick. Are you hungry? Konoe: Ah, yeah. No, we’ll eat later. You’re still preparing, aren’t you? Bardo: If you’re okay with left-overs, I can bring them out right now. I can hear your stomachs growling. Eat! Wait there a second. Konoe: Ah, it’s alright, really! We’re fine. Rai: Do you have a room? Bardo: Yeah, I have. Unless there’s a festival, this place is pretty empty. You understand, right? Rai: Then get a move on. For how long are you going to detain your costumers? Bardo: Yeah yeah. The usual room is fine, right? Konoe: Yeah, of course. Bardo: Here you go. Rai: … Bardo: Ah, right. Wait. I received a letter from Asato. Konoe: Ah, thank you! Bardo: What? Is Rai again in a bad temper? Konoe: …Not exactly. Bardo: Well, when you’re hungry come down. Since upstairs there’s only water! Konoe: Right. Then I’m leaving here the luggage. Rai: … Konoe: Rai, are you tired? Rai: … Konoe: Y-you know… Rai: What? Konoe: I think you’re tired after all. You should sleep. Rai: … Konoe: You didn’t rest properly yesterday, did you? Rai: …What’s with you? Are you in heat? Konoe: ! That’s not it! Rai: Then why are you grooming me all of a sudden? Konoe: Do you groom only when you’re in heat?! Rai: … Konoe: Since yesterday, it’s been as if my feelings weren’t reaching Rai. Rai’s anxiety, and mine too. Although I did understand it, I honestly don’t know if Rai really needs me anymore. But, yesterday, when he talked about those things, I’m sure Rai needed me then. I wonder, if I’m being conceited by thinking that. The fact that I wasn’t even able to relieve Rai from his anxiety, and the fact that my feelings didn’t reach him made my chest hurt. Konoe: …If you don’t want then I’ll stop. Rai: … Konoe: ! Rai: You don’t like it? Konoe: It’s not that I don’t like it, but… Rai: If you’re not against it, then stay still. Konoe: Rai’s grooming wasn’t something ridden by fervor, but something soothing and warm. Konoe: Rai. Konoe: The anxiety I felt was fading away. Rai was suffering, so he was probably lost on what he should have done. And I too, I had no idea on what to do, interrupting while talking, not saying anything, suddenly grooming and now touching each other like this. For now, I just want to believe that I’m with Rai. Only that is an undeniable truth. That’s why, slowly, I entrusted this gentle time to my body and closed my eyes. Translation by Camicarlot
Konoe: I didn’t get much sleep, and just like that morning
approached. When I realized it, Rai had already finished dressing. He
seemed to have returned to the usual Rai. But maybe that’s just how it
seemed. That’s why I acted as usual, pretending nothing had happened.
Then, in two days we reached Ransen.
Konoe: …Somehow, I can’t relax when I come here… Listen, is it okay to stay at Bardo’s inn, right?
Rai: Just because there aren’t any others.
Konoe: I’m looking forward to Bardo’s cooking.
Rai: Mhph.
Konoe:
Arriving at Ransen, due to the slight anxiety I felt, I was strangely
impatient. Rai’s behavior was the same as usual. So it was alright.
Telling myself that, I thought of how I wanted to reach Bardo’s inn and
its warm atmosphere soon.
Konoe: Bardo! Do you have a room? Eh? He isn’t here?
Bardo: Yo! You were quick. Are you hungry?
Konoe: Ah, yeah. No, we’ll eat later. You’re still preparing, aren’t you?
Bardo:
If you’re okay with left-overs, I can bring them out right now. I can
hear your stomachs growling. Eat! Wait there a second.
Konoe: Ah, it’s alright, really! We’re fine.
Rai: Do you have a room?
Bardo: Yeah, I have. Unless there’s a festival, this place is pretty empty. You understand, right?
Rai: Then get a move on. For how long are you going to detain your costumers?
Bardo: Yeah yeah. The usual room is fine, right?
Konoe: Yeah, of course.
Bardo: Here you go.
Rai: …
Bardo: Ah, right. Wait. I received a letter from Asato.
Konoe: Ah, thank you!
Bardo: What? Is Rai again in a bad temper?
Konoe: …Not exactly.
Bardo: Well, when you’re hungry come down. Since upstairs there’s only water!
Konoe: Right. Then I’m leaving here the luggage.
Rai: …
Konoe: Rai, are you tired?
Rai: …
Konoe: Y-you know…
Rai: What?
Konoe: I think you’re tired after all. You should sleep.
Rai: …
Konoe: You didn’t rest properly yesterday, did you?
Rai: …What’s with you? Are you in heat?
Konoe: ! That’s not it!
Rai: Then why are you grooming me all of a sudden?
Konoe: Do you groom only when you’re in heat?!
Rai: …
Konoe:
Since yesterday, it’s been as if my feelings weren’t reaching Rai.
Rai’s anxiety, and mine too. Although I did understand it, I honestly
don’t know if Rai really needs me anymore. But, yesterday, when he
talked about those things, I’m sure Rai needed me then. I wonder, if I’m
being conceited by thinking that. The fact that I wasn’t even able to
relieve Rai from his anxiety, and the fact that my feelings didn’t reach
him made my chest hurt.
Konoe: …If you don’t want then I’ll stop.
Rai: …
Konoe: !
Rai: You don’t like it?
Konoe: It’s not that I don’t like it, but…
Rai: If you’re not against it, then stay still.
Konoe: Rai’s grooming wasn’t something ridden by fervor, but something soothing and warm.
Konoe: Rai.
Konoe:
The anxiety I felt was fading away. Rai was suffering, so he was
probably lost on what he should have done. And I too, I had no idea on
what to do, interrupting while talking, not saying anything, suddenly
grooming and now touching each other like this.
For now,
I just want to believe that I’m with Rai. Only that is an undeniable
truth. That’s why, slowly, I entrusted this gentle time to my body and
closed my eyes.
Translation by Camicarlot
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