if you hate your life, watch this before all hope dies ⌛️

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  • Опубликовано: 22 дек 2023
  • It’s a privilege to love or hate one's life.
    I am grateful, truly, to be spared from death matches with beasts in the wild. But the voice of discontent started to take root in my head, weighing me down on the scale of happiness farther away from ten.
    I knew I wasn’t alone, and my pseudo-ex-pre-med knowledge was telling me- that the only way to get rid of this tumor of unhappiness was to sever its source.
    So I found it, and now the truth is yours.
    -
    If you'd like to hear more about the thoughts in my chaotic brain in mp3 format, I have a podcast! (updated semi-week-monthly*)
    🎙️ open.spotify.com/show/7DYcVmp...
    🍎 podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...
    -
    #youtubenewwave #vlogs #cinematic
    #videodiary #videography
    #personalgrowth #filmmaking #livingabroad

Комментарии • 75

  • @vapedragon983
    @vapedragon983 5 месяцев назад +28

    dude, this is awesome. Please continue and make more. You're videos WILL do well if you keep posting

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад +4

      I really appreciate your words and your time 🙏 to create more is definitely in my resolution list this year…I hope to bring my visions to life and enjoy the ride again- hope to see you there~ 🧡✨ :)

  • @sudarshankar9094
    @sudarshankar9094 Месяц назад +9

    This is beyond art, holy shit! And the WRITING. THE WRITING!! Why is nobody talking about it??

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  Месяц назад +2

      You are going to make me tear up- 🥹 well, someone is talking about it...YOU 🫶 and the fact you speak so highly of my work brings me immense pride. Thank you for taking the time to sit down and watch a piece of my mind & read between the lines to see all the delicacy beneath. I appreciate you, truly. Thank you for making my day~ :) 🧡✨

    • @sudarshankar9094
      @sudarshankar9094 Месяц назад +2

      @@julie_szn You're far too kind, Julie. Thank you for the inspiration! Maybe I'll make something too.

  • @fumei8487
    @fumei8487 6 месяцев назад +16

    Everything about this is really beautiful and calming

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад +2

      Thank you for being a part of my journey~ 🥹✨🫶

  • @lostinadmiration
    @lostinadmiration 18 дней назад +4

    Beautiful, thanks for moving me to tears. Had to watch twice, once for visuals, once for the written word. You should write a book. Or a book of poems. If you haven't already that is. Well done!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  16 дней назад

      Thank you so much for taking my story to your heart 🥹🫂 I’m really…really grateful to know that you felt my messages so deeply. Thank you, thank you, and thank you 🧡🙏

  • @dianaren1987
    @dianaren1987 Месяц назад +4

    Love this! The writing! The tone! And transitions! Everthing is just in the right place! My tears were out when the monologue began... Thank your for creating this! LOVE!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  27 дней назад +1

      Oh my 🥹 you’re going to make me teary eyed on public transport…I appreciate you seeing the details buried in my video~ thank YOU for watching my story!!! 🫶🧡✨

  • @S.A.N.I.
    @S.A.N.I. 17 дней назад +2

    Oh Julie... Found this vid today... This is wonderful... And you are absolutely awesome...
    Thanks a lot for your words and inspiration... So many years I live in a deep Depression...
    But... You're right. There is Hope.
    For me, I find hope in the nature, in music... My little dog gives me peace...
    And very Special humans... And you are very special...
    Love from Germany, young lady. You are amazing...

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  16 дней назад +1

      It warms my heart to hear that this silly video could give you a bit of comfort, and thank you for leaving such kind words…I appreciate you taking the time to leave these behind 🥹🧡 keep holding on, the best is yet to come my friend~ 🫂✨

    • @S.A.N.I.
      @S.A.N.I. 16 дней назад

      Julie... This Video is not silly... This vid is absolutely awesome. And your voice touches my Heart... Your message is wounderful. Thanks a lot...
      Love from Germany... :-)

  • @WithintheBeyond
    @WithintheBeyond 8 дней назад +1

    Algorithm of fate! i love your beautiful brain!! cannot wait to see her bring us many more of this!! feeling inspired!!!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  2 дня назад

      Thank you for your kind words~ 🥹🫶 I hope you’ll find something that resonates with you in the future too!! ✨

  • @Kevnslife
    @Kevnslife 4 месяца назад +1

    The overall energy and vibe in your videos is so calming for me. This is my very first video I´ve watched on your channel and I instantly subscribed!
    Much love from Germany and I can´t wait for the next video. And now I will watch your recent ones XD

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  4 месяца назад

      Danke Kevin!! Thank you so much for the love~ 🥹 I’m flattered to have you onboard, can’t wait to show you all the new direction and my chaotic thoughts as well~ I hope you’ll find home in my previous contents too 🧡✨ More to come!! :)

  • @nil091090
    @nil091090 6 месяцев назад

    Beautiful is an understatement! Thanks for sharing!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад

      I’m honored- 🙏 thank YOU for sparing the time to watch it 🥹✨🫶

  • @Mia-ge7xf
    @Mia-ge7xf 16 дней назад +1

    This is so poetic and beautiful . Every clip is so dreamy. Needed to hear this ❤ rooting for you

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  16 дней назад +1

      Thank you for crossing your path with mine 🫶 I’m rooting for you too & the best is yet to come!! 🧡🧡🧡

  • @user-qv3qp9ii6s
    @user-qv3qp9ii6s 20 дней назад

    Hey please keep posting these amazing cinematic short films. Loved this

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  20 дней назад

      Thank you for the encouragement and taking the time to watch this!! 🥹🫶✨

  • @TissueSkittles
    @TissueSkittles 5 месяцев назад +2

    I love this!!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹✨🫶

  • @jime.h
    @jime.h 18 дней назад

    awesome vid! writing was superb and shots were nice :)

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  16 дней назад

      Appreciate your time and warm words!! 🥹🙏✨

  • @Joshis
    @Joshis 5 месяцев назад +1

    Omg your videos are SOO good!!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹🫶✨

  • @dtsyi1004
    @dtsyi1004 6 месяцев назад +1

    Loved this!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад

      Appreciate you for watching my work~ ☺️🫶

  • @_joefilms_
    @_joefilms_ 5 месяцев назад

    Julie, your work is insane. Amazing compositions, lighting, and pace. You got a new Subscriber

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you so much for deciding to spent a few minutes of your life to watch mine 🧡🙏 the pleasure is all mine!! & welcome aboard~ ✨

    • @_joefilms_
      @_joefilms_ 5 месяцев назад

      @@julie_szn glad to be w the ride !

  • @annapoorna1467
    @annapoorna1467 12 дней назад

    this is so so beautiful & calming oh god 🥺🤍

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  11 дней назад +1

      Thank you for watching & im glad this gave you some peace of mind~ ☁️🧡🫶

  • @agatagalas767
    @agatagalas767 26 дней назад

    Easily one of the best videos I’ve seen on RUclips ❤

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  23 дня назад

      You are far too kind 🥺 thank you for taking the time to watch a snippet of my life~ ✨🧡

  • @SigneJenson
    @SigneJenson 7 дней назад

    Wow this is such a masterpiece 🙏🏼

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  2 дня назад

      Thank you for joining my journey~ 🧡🙏

  • @rixon2621
    @rixon2621 4 месяца назад

    I never shared this and trigger warning before you continue I’ve tried to off myself twice, I’ve had mental issues for years and never had direction, I didn’t have friends until I found hobbies and friends. Amazing content as always Julie ❤❤❤

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  4 месяца назад

      As cliche as it sounds, although we’ve never met in real life, I’m still very happy to have you here with us- to breathe the same air underneath the same sky and to enjoy the sunrises. If I haven’t said it before I’ll say it louder: you are a warrior, and I’m so proud of you for coming this far 🧡🧡🧡

    • @rixon2621
      @rixon2621 4 месяца назад

      Thank you, I know that it’s cliche but it is helpful all the time, to be honest a lot of “cliche” things aren’t actually cliche and are really just helpful and nice

  • @thabangramodipa
    @thabangramodipa 6 месяцев назад +1

    I'll continue to support your videos until you get the recognition you deserve

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад

      Thank you for having such faith in me 🥹 and I’ll remember this and say- Thabang told yall so 🧡🙏

  • @forrainfilms
    @forrainfilms 6 месяцев назад +1

    Great compositions 👌👌

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад

      Means a lot coming from you!! Thank you for stopping by Forrain~ ☺️✨🫶

  • @karylcg
    @karylcg 23 дня назад

    So dope! Make more pls

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  23 дня назад

      Thank you for watching~ I’m trying to!! 🤓🫶

  • @AAvfx
    @AAvfx 5 месяцев назад

    Best of luck, good day!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you kindly!! 🥹✨🫶

  • @Batman_Wayneoops
    @Batman_Wayneoops 5 месяцев назад

    Hell yea! 👍

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you for watching! ✨🙏🧡

  • @estherandhermusic
    @estherandhermusic 5 месяцев назад

    incredible ✨💐💗

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹✨🫶

  • @patpattamon
    @patpattamon 6 месяцев назад

    Cool! I like your video!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you for watching!! :) 🫶✨

  • @DuyentheNomad
    @DuyentheNomad 5 месяцев назад

    I feel like im watching a Netflix series ❤ the video is so niceeee

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you for giving me such a high praise 🫣 I’m glad you found my video enjoyable~ ✨🧡🫶

  • @comfortzone_lab
    @comfortzone_lab 6 месяцев назад

    art

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад

      A work in progress~ ✨

  • @MychaelCalkinsVIDEO
    @MychaelCalkinsVIDEO 20 дней назад

    What camera and lens was this shot on? Looks great!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  20 дней назад

      Thank you kindly!! It’s shot on Sony a7c (1gen) and I believe the 25mm batis(? lens by zeiss~ 🤓🫶

  • @giuseppeLizzi-rj3er
    @giuseppeLizzi-rj3er 13 дней назад

    I feel completely dead 💀

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  13 дней назад

      Would you like to tell me about it? 🥹

  • @SavedByGrace153
    @SavedByGrace153 18 дней назад

    Jesus said unto her, "I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die." - John 11:25-26

  • @Iam_roy_555
    @Iam_roy_555 5 месяцев назад

    Hi 👋 what are you doing 😒 I like it

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you & hi there! 👋 I’d like to call this art of life and I hope I get to do this until the end of my days ✨

  • @DAClub-uf3br
    @DAClub-uf3br 4 месяца назад

    I guess your assuming people like me know what they want. I don't have a Resolution list or bucket list. I have no direction. Hope dies knowing I don't even have that.

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  4 месяца назад

      you’re absolutely right- life feels more forgiving when there is something to grasp. But I hope you won’t stop reaching even though the next may be an empty catch. There was a period of time for me that was filled with of uncertainties and guilt from wanting to find out who I am apart from the expectations assigned to me. I was desperately trying everything I thought would help but none worked out because I didn’t know who I was without my pre-assigned labels. Then I could only rely on my constants and boil comfort from the mundane. I’d be sugarcoating with promises of sunshine and rainbows, but I truly wish the day you find comfort and a direction that attracts you comes sooner than you anticipate. Wishing you resilience and blessings in serendipity, and never forget there are many of us whom you can talk to through out your journey of self discovery~ 🧡🫂

  • @user-wi6kq4hq8t
    @user-wi6kq4hq8t 5 месяцев назад

    Wow! That's an awesome storytelling and video! It poped up in my recommendations at a time when I’m in search of myself... so I find this video so comforting and calming, thank you! 🤍
    p.s if you don't mind could you please tell on which camera did you shoot this video? looks really great!

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  5 месяцев назад +1

      The pleasure is all mine~ 🥹 I’m always honored to know this snippet of my life flew to where you are and gave you some semblance of comfort. I know it feels difficult and frustrating to be stuck in limbo, but don’t forget there is beauty in the uncertainties waiting to be cultivated. The answer you’re looking for is closer than you think 🧡 all the love and best of luck to you & enjoy the ride! :)
      (p.s. this video was shot with Sony A7C~✨)

  • @mylenesmind
    @mylenesmind 6 месяцев назад +2

    it feels like I watched a whole year pass by in that mere 7.5 minutes… this was beautiful, thank you for creating another work of art 🫶✨

    • @julie_szn
      @julie_szn  6 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you for experiencing another piece of my life & encouraging me during its infancy 🧡🥹 I’m always grateful to receive love and support from you and others whom I’ve met this year- we are going to change RUclips, I can feel it on the horizon!! ✨🌊