life is uninteresting and it’s all my fault
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- Опубликовано: 10 июн 2024
- This video is a major change for this channel and myself. I’m moving on from skits and I’m finally exploring my passion for cinematography and storytelling. Hope you enjoyed.
If you know me from TikTok, you probably won’t see another skit from me ever again. RUclips is something I’ve always wanted to do and now I’m chasing my dream. I’m sorry to anyone who I let down because of this, and I’m grateful for anyone who stuck with me on this journey. I’ll always be thankful for the privilege I have to be able to share my ideas with the world.
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Song 1: 'Jul' by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.au
Song 2: Natural Light by Chris Haugen
#cinematic #storytelling #selfimprovement #life 
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you say that you dont have hobbies, MY GUY YOUR HOBBY IS LiTTERALLY iN FRONT OF YOU
iTS LiTERALLY ViDEO EDiTiNG AND YOU ARE GOOD AT iT
POV: you stumble On this random ass video in your for you page and it is a banger
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us
Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
bro just gonna say "now I believe in god and my life is fixed"? 😂
@@HomelanderBSnah but highkey seeking god does help a lot. At least for me personally I’m in a way better place now than even like 6 months ago because of god.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.porassss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place.
Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
He's constantly talking about killing someone.
He's violent. Anyone reading this
Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
Is he on instagram?
Yes he is dr.porassss.
This is the best video I have seen in a while... and this video is so relatable...
Two years ago I moved to another country, where I started a new school. I felt like a side character for a long time, untill early spring when I started communicating with people as much as I could. But that did not last for long, because a year after that I moved to yet another country, where I started a new school again. School ends next Friday, but I am still a side character. I felt excluded for the whole year.
But at least I realised where I was making a problem - I was not actually trying to escape from that hole I fell into. This year I started drawing and painting (I'm doing really well), I started going to the gym, I started reading and watching more movies, instead of playing video games. I started trying as many new things as possible, I became more open minded, I started talking more with people, and I even got a girlfriend!
In two months I am moving again... which means new school and new people. Not every story has a happy ending. But you know what? This time will be different. I know what I should do, and I am ready. Wish me luck! And good luck to you, who reads this comment.
This is beautiful bro
@@JohnnyMohnnyypu are beautiful, bro ahahhahaa
I usually don't watch this kind of videos because I find them sort of boring. But I can confidently say this was a masterpiece.
"like a side character" hits kinda hard
actual real shit. I feel the same actually as most of my friends get into relationships I feel a sort of loneliness and sad state hell my junior year already ended a month ago and I feel as though ive wasted my highschool years sleeping in the library or playing games but I feel no fulfillment in that it also doesn't help much that i have no noteworthy hobbies or qualities about myself, im always putting my ambitions for the next tomorrow however im hoping that could change maybe in my senior year I just hope im not to late. Thank you for making this video man it really got me thinking about my life again.
It doesnt matter when you get into a relationship. At the end of a day youll have all similar lifes, your love life just began later. Trust me its all teenager bullsh*t, just enjoy life
This video filmed like a coming of age movie. This is beautiful.
I'm a girl roughly the same age, and I feel pretty much exactly the same. You're not alone in this.
Your creativity shown through the video is enough for me to tell that you’re more interesting than you think.
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us
Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
@@haisay8674 no
For real dude. Anyone who feels like they have a missing piece, God is the answer. He wants a relationship with you and has freely offered that. It’s good news, seek it out, live with eternity in mind. Jesus changed my life and he can change yours too
@@loganmontgomery1955 brother get off the internet
I have the same exact thought process.. i wish i had someone like minded to talk to
here's the thing about life, life isn't the big things, life isn't that big move that's coming up or that trip to another country (well sometimes it is), life is really what you are living. Life is tea on sunny mornings and watching movies late at night and crying and laughing and loving and wishing you could die and wishing that you'd never have to worry again. Life is fluid, life is moving, there is no interesting or uninteresting life out there, we are all just living and what life we find interesting is just social constructs made by our lizard brains on who fucks more. So take a breather man, go make yourself a little tea, maybe some food, cry if you need to, or go watch a movie if that's your thing. It's gonna be alright dudes, it's all gonna be alright.
-someone
positive nihilism
I’m having the worst, loneliest summer break, and I got recommended this 😭 The universe is telling me something, that’s for sure. No idea what though
this is gorgeous, thank you for this
You’re not a party pooper. You’re being REAL. And I appreciate that. Thank you for making this video ☺️
im 19 and this hit home...like i relate to all the things which u said in the video and I feel so lonely and just feel like I have ntg better to do..thank u for making this and motivating me jhonny..this is simply a masterpiece...
PS:I cried at 1:57
thank you for adding subtitles. i’m HOH and i have to manually add them to every yt video but not to yours which was nice. thank you.
You just made my day
@@JohnnyMohnny i try. you take care of yourself. :3
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us
Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
You're gonna come to realize that this world is so beautiful
You are a fucking artist and I completely resonate with this video. Keep doing this man, I think you have found your calling.
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us
Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
ngl this kinda sums up everything I’ve gone through from 2020 to now
Bro I deadass relate to everything you said, love this vid
There are no "main characters" in life. There is no "plot armor" to save us from death, and that's what makes our lives so special.
After all, nobody will know whether life gives us second chances, so enjoy this one while it lasts.
Hey kid, let me give you an advice as a 32 year old now. As you grow older you become more lonely in life generally because of the world changing so rapidly. But a key and important thing most human beings have to realize and don't realize is , happiness starts when you enjoy being by yourself when needed and are self sufficient. It doesn't mean you have to isolate yourself , it means that there are times you're going to be alone in life on this planet but that's normal and being okay and finding happiness, doing you and accepting yourself is where happiness actually starts.
Yeah man. These teenagers will have to learn this lesson by themselfes i guess. You chase one relationship after another, and this chasing will ruin every one of them. They dont relize that most relationships will end anyway, especially teenage relationships.Being happy by your own is the biggest gift because thats what noone can take from you
dont you sometimes think that you have a life to live, and you can live it in any way you want? Like, go outside for a walk, sit on a bench, go eat food, feed stray dogs or possibly anything, but instead you let ur mind control you and you obey it and sit on a couch and just.. use your phone.. that makes you just 'exist". Life has too much to give you, u just dont give it the time and priority it needs sometimes. Its a great video man! It makes me have to look inside my own.
beautiful comment
Not the type of man that writes comments, but I felt the same way, I am trying to keep a positive mindset and just go forward, I know magical things will happen for all of us.
agree with everything you said man but I do want to tell you something: I'm 25 years old and I haven't been in a romantic relationship either and I don't think you should be ashamed just because you don't have a girlfriend. I think it's good that you're taking time for yourself and really learning to understand yourself before you enter into a relationship like that. I wish you the best in all things in life. Thank you for making me feel seen
Dude there's nothing to be ashamed of doe being single. Life's not a part of romance, it's the opposite, and it is optional whether you want it or not
Amazing cinematography keep it up
Worst is that I know exactly how to cure your depression but I still get back to bad habits. One week I'm motivated and af but then next week back to laying on bed and thinking what am I doing.
I dont even get invited to parties or anything like that. Dont have many friends either. But im getting the best out of it. Mostly enjoying my own and my familys company, and of course nature and music.
Based
real crud dude. I'm in a place right now where I've discovered that I can just pursue something despite what others think...though I can't seem to wrap my head around the idea of doing despite what others think. I always, some way or another, loop back to square one; before I even notice, I'm falling backward. So I just hit more dead ends. But that's what living through crud is about, y'know.
Realest Shit ive ever saw
the egg thing was funny bruh
Im 34 F 🌺. I have survivor's remorse from time to time. I had a brain injury at 28 and Only 10% of people world wide with this kind of accident gets full recovery.
These things you discussed? Its a forever thing. Believe me but i think you being at peace with yourself is enough.
Learning about meditation through the medito app taught me that.
You'll be fine 👀
Sending you hugs and gumamela(hibiscus) flowers from Manila, Philippines 🌺 have a great next week(since its sunday here now 😅)
hope you're doing well
Wow, the concept, script, editing and filming of this video is INSANE. You're so talented 🔥🔥🔥
Im ngl, I was literally in this exact same spot a few months ago, but the Lord brought me through it. Trusting in Jesus was the best decision i've ever made, not always easy but so worth it. Prayin for all of y'all, God bless 🙏✝
thats so sweet i feel Like i kid of lost my bond to god wich makes me really upset
@@Nina-sf3jq I'ts never too late to rekindle that bond 🥲Revelation 3:20- "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me." It may have not seemed like it, but God was always there 😊He loves you so much ❤
I resonate with this video so much. So many similarities you and I. Also love the way it's filmed man, keep it up!!
The shaved head pipeline is so real. Cool video!!
bro im roughly the same age... i wish i could sit with you and have a good talk, understand your mind a little and help eachother, im passing through something a little different but still a fruit of life. while seeing this, I just had the imense urge to submerse myself in that feeling, going throught life is never easy to face, weather it is due to feelings, to work, to relationships, i like to convince myself it will be alright, because it will, but sometimes it is hard to believe that. lets just never give up
life gets worse before it gets better. that's what's giving me hope rn, you're not alone!
Yet another great video that perfectly describes my current situation, but will not magically fix all my problems like i wish it did
guess it's on me now
Thanks for popping in my homepage. RUclips algorithm did good for this one
An Absolutely beautiful masterpiece, this is so atmospheric.
Honestly this video is something i can relate to and I really hope to see more genuinely human videos in the future, you have inspired me and I hope you see that your personality is a diamond in the rough it just feels like you’re the odd one out since everyone else is still carbon waiting to become diamonds.
I couldn't stop watching, great story telling and just humanity in the whole of your vid, lighthearted but extremely educationally deep, ❤️
i feel you man. im too spastic to even remotely form even a remotely normal acquaintance and have lost almost all hope. trust me though, it will get better for you. eventually.
Your telling me this guy ONLY has 300 subs these shots are INSANE !!!!!!
this is deep. we need to spread this message around because of how teenagers are being isolated from the rest for not doing something crazy nowadays like drinking and losing their V card in a young age.
also, the video on this aspect ratio and the camera style looks amazing. brings me to old times.
bro i LOVED this video, i totally wanna keep watching them, keep up man!!!!!!!!!!
i agree with most of video and the quality of video is top notch you deserve way more
subbed
Thanks for taking time out of your day to watch :)
"when people go through sh*t, it molds them into who they are" is probably the most important thing said in this video. Truly when you stop being afk and actually do something difficult or scary or have an interesting and intense experience, that's when you truly develop as a person
Amazing storytelling
Hey bro, your video was incredible!
Thanks from Brazil :)
This is really good man, thank you for creating this.
It’s like looking in a mirror, only not
you gotta love yourself dawg,aint nobody can make you said, you gotta make your life good, you gotta make yourself look appealing, life may seem uninteresting, but i promise it will get better.
i relate to a lot of what you said here, and you verbalised my thoughts perfectly. that's talent. this is talent. keep pushing brother, you're gonna make it far if you do :)
Very good cinematography from you! Amazing work and great narrative. You have a special talent and I pray that this channel grows. This is a big step from you and I hope many people notice your talent!
That means a lot to me 🥲 thank you
Damn bro this was deep keep it up man.
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similarly with my depression i kind of “gaslight” myself into being happy or telling myself that I’m interesting. Ig after awhile i’ve stopped giving a shit what people or the world think of me or preserve me. I want to live for myself and be happy with the person i make myself into. Idk lol
what a great video man, just like you said, going through these periods of long thought and seemingly boring parts of your life will eventually motivate you to chase your goals, whether or not they've been formed yet.
that buzz cut looks amazing, i loved the video, great advice, it was uncomfortable to understand that i am responsible, but it gave me freedom.
It sounds like your searching for God bro, God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us
Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept
The things you choose not to do man, they're admirable. I resonate with you on that greatly, including the point you made about feeling like a side character, coming from experience.
I promise you that if you stick with the things you do enjoy, things will change. It takes time and suffering to get there.
Go first, go positive, and be consistent in it.
i never really think of myself as interesting, even though I guess you could say my life is. Right now, I am still working on graduating high school, but I have stories that are being translated in Russian and Chinese and shared across the world. I have worked with companies like Disney and Prime as a translator. I was part of a union that helped children who suffered in abusive households. I wrote for local newspapers, acted in theatre shows, travelled my country, worked on a short film that was premiered and viewed by award winning directors. Last year, I only invited half of my close friends to my birthday party and I already had 20 people show up. The longest time I was single these past 6 years was 7 months. Combine that with the fact I have had multiple cancer scares and you have a wild life...
And while this all might sound interesting, you do not know me and the other side of me is that I also go to bed at 9pm most nights. I suffer from a lot of illnesses that made me housebound for a year. Whenever I went out, I had to use a wheelchair and I couldn't be out for more than an hour without feeling exhausted and terrible. My hobbies consist out of things like video gaming and reading. I collect postcards and stamps. I want to study mathematics. I wear thrifted clothes. And I walk to the store with a coat that was a hand-me-down from my sister 8 years ago.
With the rise of the internet, I think we have a desire to be different, to be unique, however, my love, you already are. You do not need fancy cars or clothes or a partner or large groups of friends. What you need is to be content with yourself, enjoy your own company, and write your own story. Enjoy the small things in life. Enjoy your video games. Enjoy going to the gym. Have fun with your friend. Your life isn't as boring as you make it out to be. You just need to actually start actually living it.
hey man ur life seemes interesting to me, you just earned a subscriber.
@@reubengeorge3669yeah I agree, I probably subscribe to them too
@@Marrmad7 u just made my day
dude this is crazy good, the humour the messages the videography, they all reflect you and you seem like such a fun person. summers here and exasm have ended imma try to be productive and actually do what i want without school getting in the way
You earned yourself a new subscriber
Needed to hear this man. You are not the only one, a lot of us in this generation need to hear this message. There's so much to do out there, and I totally agree, it is never to late.
This is some amazing stuff. The style is incredible and the more relaxed tone was very welcoming. The lack of being overly formal was nice, throwing in the word shit every now and then really makes it feel more down to earth and relatable. Also, Thanks. I really needed to hear what you said in this video. Thank you.
The end just made so happy lol when you showed your hair I also buzzed head recently with my friend and I’m trying my hardest to not regret it and just say fuck it I did it so what now
dude this video actually brought a smile to my face towards the end, this was so amazingly filmed and put together. this is something i, and a lot of others really needed to hear. keep doing what ur doing man, ur amazing :D
"not doing too much, not doing too little; but just enough for nobody to actually care."
...this is going to stick with me. thank you for a great video
I can relate to this a lot man. Thank you for the encouragement and o hope you live your life to its fullest.
the haircut is mad cool man, keep doing what ur doing!
This cinematography is incredible! Seriously, it's awesome. You have talent.
Love this a lot, I’m feeling a lot of this right now since summer hit, nobody hitting my line, just rotting in my room, but seeing amazing shit like this makes me want to start doing the film shit that I’ve been putting off for so long, thank you for making this, you deserve this sub ❤
This video is so relatable, your filming is amazing too. Keep up the good work.
Johnny, I honestly didn't think I'd find you on RUclips on my recommended lmao. It's me from English, I'm sure you know who I am. Brother keep this up! Fantastic work on the video! 👏
Honestly, the take away I got from the video was just live life! Do what you want to do when you want to. Don't stop just because you're afraid of what people think. Love the message.
this is exactly the video i was looking for. this is DOWN TO THE WORD exactly what ive been feeling. what a relief to know its not only me.
life is absurd and so are we, this caught me. youve made something incredible.
It is 4 am. I cannot fall asleep. Recently been through some bad things. This video just got recommended and I like the peacefulness. All I want right now is to get my shit tovether and live at peace.
i get the privacy, or if you dont wanna talk about it, but can you? talk about it man.
Hey man, I completely agree with you on this, I took accountability for the way things are in my life and I’m glad becuz it opens us up to great changes. It’s not something done overnight. Loneliness is one of the hardest battles but I know learning to be comfortable alone and loving yourself is a key to living a good life. Keep up the good work man!!!
i got chills while watching this video! the aesthetics are really cool too
honestly very relatable. not sure how old you are, but i'd guess around 20. glad to know i'm not the only one feeling this way and experiencing this type of stuff.
Istg RUclips recommends me the best things when I'm low. This video shows exactly what I've been going through currently. Thanks...
This was filmed beautifully. The message, lighting, everything.
No kidding dude, this is exactly what I needed right now.
most relatable video ever man, love your content
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good video bro. Just remember to be thankful for the things you take for granted. Although you might not feel interesting rn you got time to change that bro, and your problems have time to find solutions. Good luck man
The end was hilarious 😭😭😭😭 hope you keep posting dude, you seem like an awesome guy, super underrated!!
you are an artist, sir. thank you.
Extremely well put together video, looks and sounds very professional, also loved the message behind it. Wishing you luck in accomplishing your dream!
you killed this man, so relatable and a great message
Awesome video man! This is the first time I feel like I real related to someone so heavily. It felt nice not being the only person feeling this away about life. Thank you for making this video!
Bro made a banger with the first video, man your video was awesome, keep it up dud, have a nice rest of your day !
all those shots were great !! and couldn't relate more of being a "side character" thankyou 🖤
Thanks for advice bro and the ending was funny as hell man
beautiful video
This is amazing! I have never felt so close to anything before, I also feel the same.
RIP the spider...
Jokes aside, this was beautiful. Thank you for putting this out there.
Severely underrated video quality, well done.
I can’t let gang know i genuinely fuck with this
This was amazing, keep pushing brother!