Wheres Jonny
Wheres Jonny
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The song I never wanted to write - No Filter (part 2) ep11
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Not for me - but because someone you know, love or care for may need you, but be too afraid to ask for your help. Depression can make you feel (or feel like you want to be) invisible. We’re hiding, we’re trying, and we’re barely surviving - and we need to know we’re not alone.
By sharing my videos, you are helping me connect with those who desperately need a connection. The author Johann Hari named his best-selling book about depression ‘Lost Connections,’ because that’s what depression does - it isolates you. Every new connection brings new hope, and who knows? Sharing my story might be the thi...
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The best band in the world you've never heard of - No Filter (part 1) ep9
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Follow me Instagram on insta @wheresjonnny wheresjonnny No Filter is the best band in the world. I agree to disagree. Please show your support here: wheresjonny.com.au/your-support Share My Videos With Your Friends Not for me - but because someone you know, love or care for may need you, but be too afraid to ask for your help. Depression can make you feel (or feel like you want t...
High school and schizophrenia don't mix well. ep8
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Where's Jonny now? Find out here: Instagram wheresjonnny Facebook Wheresjonnny/ I enjoyed high school, but there were certain circumstances that were messed up. Things got hectic with mum and my brother who both have schizophrenia. It was near impossible to study. All I wanted to do was finish school but getting good grades was out of the question. Please show your s...
I stole clothes & collected trash to survive - Should I be ashamed? Schizophrenia (part 2) ep7
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How has mental illness affected you? My brother had early onset schizophrenia which developed at age 17. My mothers schizophrenia developed in her 30s. We didn't notify authorities so this is what we did to get by. We stole clothes from clothing bins and collected trash from the streets. Please show your support here: wheresjonny.com.au/your-support Share My Videos With Your Friends Not for me ...
How schizophrenia took my mother & brother (Part 1) ep6
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Has this happened to you or someone you know? How has mental illness affected you? Is it related to my depression? My brother had early onset schizophrenia which developed at age 17. My mothers schizophrenia developed in her 30s. This story is told in 2 parts. Part 1 (this episode) is about what happened then part 2 (next episode) is about what we did about it so stay tuned! Please show your su...
Depression (depression mental disorder) - What it's like, Defying your instincts
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I'm a bit run down at the moment (depression mental disorder) - I have the horrible flu right now so I made this today. Hopefully, I recover this week so I can continue my work breaking down those stigma walls. Anyway, this is the very first time I've done something like this- so some feedback would be appreciated! - What depression feels like, how heavy this burden is & what it's like to defy ...
Would you face your past? Depression can make you feel ep5
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Share My Videos With Your Friends Not for me - but because someone you know, love or care for may need you, but be too afraid to ask for your help. Depression can make you feel (or feel like you want to be) invisible. We’re hiding, we’re trying, and we’re barely surviving - and we need to know we’re not alone. By sharing my videos, you are helping me connect with those who desperately need a co...
Would You Tell Your Mother? ep4
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Please show your support here: wheresjonny.com.au/your-support Share My Videos With Your Friends Not for me - but because someone you know, love or care for may need you, but be too afraid to ask for your help. Depression can make you feel (or feel like you want to be) invisible. We’re hiding, we’re trying, and we’re barely surviving - and we need to know we’re not alone. By sharing my videos, ...
What I Must Choose? ep3
Просмотров 2,5 тыс.5 лет назад
Please show your support here: wheresjonny.com.au/your-support Share My Videos With Your Friends Not for me - but because someone you know, love or care for may need you, but be too afraid to ask for your help. Depression can make you feel (or feel like you want to be) invisible. We’re hiding, we’re trying, and we’re barely surviving - and we need to know we’re not alone. By sharing my videos, ...
Could you reinvent yourself? A possible answer to depression ep2
Просмотров 6 тыс.5 лет назад
Please show your support here: wheresjonny.com.au/your-support Share My Videos With Your Friends Not for me - but because someone you know, love or care for may need you, but be too afraid to ask for your help. Depression can make you feel (or feel like you want to be) invisible. We’re hiding, we’re trying, and we’re barely surviving - and we need to know we’re not alone. By sharing my videos, ...
Depression. No more hiding ep1
Просмотров 22 тыс.5 лет назад
I created this docuseries about my struggles with depression and the challenges of caring for my mother, who has paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. I wanted to create something beautiful, positive and useful from something so negative and debilitating. You could say I created this series as an act of revenge - depression isolated me, making me want to hide in shame and suffer alone. I...
Wheres Jonny - Trailer (Full)
Просмотров 10 тыс.5 лет назад
If I took you on a journey, would you follow me? A Brisbane-based filmmaker reveals his struggles with depression and the challenges of caring for his mother, who has paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. A self-funded about series about his life, also serving as writer, director, producer and editor. The result is an intimate, revealing portrait of a man struggling to face his past, dea...

Комментарии

  • @CharityMachain-m3n
    @CharityMachain-m3n Месяц назад

    Take vitamins stay healthy

  • @CharityMachain-m3n
    @CharityMachain-m3n Месяц назад

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @CharityMachain-m3n
    @CharityMachain-m3n Месяц назад

    No shame

  • @CharityMachain-m3n
    @CharityMachain-m3n Месяц назад

    You are not sick you are native American you have a third eye many see more than what's there

  • @joannenascimento9213
    @joannenascimento9213 3 месяца назад

    Only help in UK u mean. Its still stigmatized in many countries.

  • @fergaoneill5323
    @fergaoneill5323 5 месяцев назад

    God love them people

  • @NANASplash
    @NANASplash 5 месяцев назад

    Lost my mother and 2 of my 3 brothers to paranoid schizophrenia. I was the oldest child. My mother was 14 when I was born and she was a raging paranoid schizophrenic by the time she was 19. I’m 72 now. My remaining brother is finally maturing into an adult at 65 years old. My sister is chronically ill and severely depressed. I had a breakdown at 45 and was on disability for 20 years. I was on meds and in therapy every month, all that time. I weaned myself off all the meds about 4 years ago. I was the only one who was able to survive our childhood.

    • @lilac6411
      @lilac6411 5 месяцев назад

      I'm so sorry you had to go through this trauma..life isn't fair sometimes..I'm glad you are doing ok now. You are a survivor. GOD BLESS.

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    I think you should try to find your dad

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    It’s probably the stigma, they don’t want to be called crazy, they don’t want to be tagged it, but depression is very dangerous, the person can commit suicide if is not treated

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    Gone boy gone get some of that freedom, , children are so free, get all that scrapes on your skin, haha

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    Where’s your dad?

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    It seems you’re giving one pace back to the past, to be able to go forward

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    Why did you want to go back to where was a child, maybe we’re some trauma in your infancy or adolescence

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    Just eat those delicious muppins and you’ll be alright, those moments with your mum are precious, don’t be too hard on yourself

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    She’s very happy to see, ever one can see that even though there’s so much hardship when you’re growing up, there’s a lots of love between your family member’s

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    Why putting leap stick in a man, so stupid, that’s why a lots of man are becoming gay

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    But I can see you’re taking too much drugs, stop if you can, things can catch up with also, take less

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    Having a lots of fun, that’s the way to bring on creativity, and creating smashing songs

  • @anjodosol46
    @anjodosol46 6 месяцев назад

    Smashed it

  • @winros
    @winros 10 месяцев назад

    What is going on now 2024? I care!

  • @ModernMovers
    @ModernMovers Год назад

    My mom is developing schizophrenia and this really helped me, thanks

  • @javkthong7113
    @javkthong7113 Год назад

    Really cool bro , must have been so hard to do this . ❤

  • @social.b
    @social.b Год назад

    Thank you for sharing. My Mom suffered from mental illness as well.

  • @MelodyMonroe1024
    @MelodyMonroe1024 Год назад

    Just a boy who loves his mum 🥺❤️ Much love from California this had me in tears such a amazing heart felt story.

  • @Lynne...
    @Lynne... Год назад

    Where are you now Jonny? You keep popping up on my front page.

  • @chickedee1085
    @chickedee1085 Год назад

    The music makes this unwatchable, plus looking away from the camera, plus does social health care exist in NZ ? That way the mother would have been able to stabilise. The brother too, not many stay in long term anymore. Cannabis can be lethal in connection to psychosis, I’ve seen it happen. Yet he used it even though he has a genetic predisposition to it. FN stupid or something.

  • @druchampion-payne1489
    @druchampion-payne1489 Год назад

    My brother had schizophrenia brought on my drug use ... sadly, he died last year. He's finally at peace now.

  • @lpa7275
    @lpa7275 Год назад

    You are so talented!! Go see the wonderful of this world, take care and document (please) that journey, look for the beautiful in this life, know some people and above all keep in touch with your mom, she loves you so much 😊

  • @gloriashaw
    @gloriashaw Год назад

    So very sorry to hear... I was also raised with a schitzophrenic mother and so was she with no help... Not when you are poor😭😭😭

  • @jyogo
    @jyogo Год назад

    Mental, emotional and physical well being is at the core of the human experience which is also personally spiritual, and while each one of all has our own struggles and triumphs, it’s very helpful to hear about other people’s efforts at overcoming and healing. Good luck and god luck to each of us on our journeys. May the journeys be filled with peace and hope and resilience. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @ruth6983
    @ruth6983 Год назад

    Thank you for sharing your story❤️Ended up here, was again looking for relatable stories since my dad and two of my siblings have been diagnosed. I have lived my life with them..throughout our childhood years dad was very sick and not getting help. It left me feeling akward around everybody outside my family,since early on I realized my family is different from others and we are outsiders trying to hide a secret.. Does anyone else experience this? I feel like an 👽

  • @clare9637
    @clare9637 Год назад

    Weird I found this today. My mum and both of my brothers had schizophrenia. I just found out this week my younger brother died from heart failure in his flat in January but he wasn't found until March and the council only found his son through Facebook to let him know on Monday. I hadn't seen my brother for 35 years, his choice not mine. We didn't have a fall out, always got on when we were together, I took care of him while he was growing up because mum wasn't able to. Mum had paranoid schizophrenia which made her look for all sorts of strange things she believed would cure her. Including having all her teeth taken out. My elder brother had delusions of grandeur and was fine with anyone who went along with his theories but was vile to anyone who didn't. He died from bowel cancer 4 years ago. I hadn't seen him for 25 years. So I am the only one left, which I am finding strange to get my head around at the moment. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story.

  • @kimberlyevans1274
    @kimberlyevans1274 Год назад

    I'm happy you made money off those clothes. Goodwill don't deserve them.

  • @teresapridham8077
    @teresapridham8077 Год назад

    Heartbreaking, please know you are not alone in dealing with mentally ill family members.😢

  • @nopenever3
    @nopenever3 Год назад

    Where are you Jonny?? Seriously you good?

  • @karenleister7566
    @karenleister7566 Год назад

    I lost my oldest son 2016 he was 21 he struggled with mental health for yrs. I had to tell his lil brother n I was there watching my son tell his brother good bye. That is a pain you never forget. I see my son struggle with same stuff.

  • @winros
    @winros Год назад

    You haven't put out any more videos from 3 years ago? I think you're brilliant! I believe your voice needs to be heard! In more than one way! Have you changed channels? I hope things are going well as well as your Mum! ✌🏼🤟

  • @lifeonwheels5756
    @lifeonwheels5756 Год назад

    What’s happened to this guy, it’s like he’s disappeared..

  • @lifeonwheels5756
    @lifeonwheels5756 Год назад

    You have mad editing and storytelling skills..

  • @lifeonwheels5756
    @lifeonwheels5756 Год назад

    I’m just curious as to why your family members didn’t seek treatment, meds to manage their issues?

  • @susanvelez6534
    @susanvelez6534 Год назад

    Hello are you okay this was three years ago

  • @chickedee1085
    @chickedee1085 Год назад

    Avoid stress and weed for those predisposed. I’ve seen it first hand check your family history.

  • @anniewhereyougoo369
    @anniewhereyougoo369 Год назад

    Where are you now ? Do you need help ??

  • @lisavickery7571
    @lisavickery7571 Год назад

    I wish you the best. I will pray for you

  • @Lisalee5469
    @Lisalee5469 Год назад

    As I was saying… this extremely hard to Digest… My oldest son was Robbed to Schizophrenia… we’ve lived through this for years, I realized his father was also, my younger son and I live through the disorganized nightmare that has plagued my older Son….Very disturbing

  • @Lisalee5469
    @Lisalee5469 Год назад

    This is extremely tough to digest… my Son is Lost

  • @zerdda
    @zerdda Год назад

    I am grateful for this. Thank you.

  • @M4T402
    @M4T402 Год назад

    At least your mom still loved you….hugged you. My mothers been mentally gone for about 15 years. Hasn’t ever called me to wish happy birthday, doesn’t even know her grandchildren. I think what makes it worse overall is the fact that she did love me once a lot, we had good laugh, I had a good childhood. God knows I wish I could just go back to when she was sane and herself. I’m reminded everyday seeing mothers all over giving their children affection, something I will never get again. I’ve always felt lost since, and hurt. But I also love my mother so much.

  • @AbletonLiveTechs
    @AbletonLiveTechs 2 года назад

    i need help. My brother has schizophrenia and is rejecting everyone. I know he will end up killing himself and his torment is driving me crazy. I love him and hate seeing him like this but his pride and ego is destroying him he does not want to seek help nor see anyone nor talk to anyone. How do i go about this

    • @WheresJonny
      @WheresJonny 2 года назад

      My brother was exactly the same bro. He passed away before I was able to learn the things you're asking. But the one thing I know about my brother now, is that he wasn't depressed or suicidal. He was stubborn. He just wanted to live his life the way he wanted. His passing was due to an asthma attacked which triggered a heart attack. My mother also has Schizophrenia. She's been in and out of the institution a number of times. She takes her medication and thats the only thing that gives her momentary peace. I'm sorry I cant help. I understand how hard it is to deal with. One thing I do to make life better, is try to enjoy the small moments when ever possible.

    • @AbletonLiveTechs
      @AbletonLiveTechs 2 года назад

      @@WheresJonny your like me. my whole life has been a disaster since birth. I suffer also bad with negative self thoughts and depression but God is healing me slowly. Yes my brother is very prideful and stubborn. He doesnt talk to any of us just walks by and does not acknowledge anyone. But so weird he is reallly active and very hands on always working on something. I have a gut feeling he will take his life. I know the gun he bought 5 years ago is not for protection but an easy way out

    • @WheresJonny
      @WheresJonny 2 года назад

      @@AbletonLiveTechs Before my brother passed, he was also a very hands on person. He liked to fix cars and anything mechanical. I regret not having more conversations with him about the things he liked to do. I wish I joked around with him more. I was young and forgot to see the person beyond his ailments. I forgot to just be his brother. Eventually he ignored me too. I guess he was tired of the same shitty conversations? Idk. Hang in there my dude. I still have depression but things get better. They really do. I listened to your music its soo good man. Do you have any goals around that?

    • @AbletonLiveTechs
      @AbletonLiveTechs 2 года назад

      @@WheresJonny yea and recently i noticed how important it is to love more. In the end we all wish we loved more since our family is all we have. stick with your mother and love her everyday like its the last. I made a mistake i should have followed thru and pursued my passion. I listened to others telling me to get a real job so i did and put this aside :/ . My suggestion for you and your mom is try to get closer to God. Read the word also search for a christian church that does deliverance :) or even check out testimonys on schizophrenia deliverance! I will pray for her and you. God loves you and will always be there for you

    • @chickedee1085
      @chickedee1085 Год назад

      Would you be able to go to your doctor or hospital with your brother? They will assess him and prescribe anti psychotic medication which has improved so much. If your brother won’t go to a doctor you could contact his doctor and explain the situation. Your brother is extremely unwell and is at risk of suicide. If he is taking drugs or drinking the situation is even worse. My brother would relapse every so often as he stopped his daily medication so the local community nurse would visit him at home every 3 weeks to inject anti psychotic medication. My brother used to complain that the injection was painful as it was given in the buttock muscle for slow release. Many people with this horrible illness can work etc.

  • @Bibo22
    @Bibo22 2 года назад

    I’m finding this three years later because my brother just recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and this just hits so deeply. Thank you for sharing.