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Lost my mother and 2 of my 3 brothers to paranoid schizophrenia. I was the oldest child. My mother was 14 when I was born and she was a raging paranoid schizophrenic by the time she was 19. I’m 72 now. My remaining brother is finally maturing into an adult at 65 years old. My sister is chronically ill and severely depressed. I had a breakdown at 45 and was on disability for 20 years. I was on meds and in therapy every month, all that time. I weaned myself off all the meds about 4 years ago. I was the only one who was able to survive our childhood.

I think you should try to find your dad

It’s probably the stigma, they don’t want to be called crazy, they don’t want to be tagged it, but depression is very dangerous, the person can commit suicide if is not treated

Gone boy gone get some of that freedom, , children are so free, get all that scrapes on your skin, haha

Where’s your dad?

It seems you’re giving one pace back to the past, to be able to go forward

Why did you want to go back to where was a child, maybe we’re some trauma in your infancy or adolescence

Just eat those delicious muppins and you’ll be alright, those moments with your mum are precious, don’t be too hard on yourself

She’s very happy to see, ever one can see that even though there’s so much hardship when you’re growing up, there’s a lots of love between your family member’s

Why putting leap stick in a man, so stupid, that’s why a lots of man are becoming gay

But I can see you’re taking too much drugs, stop if you can, things can catch up with also, take less

Having a lots of fun, that’s the way to bring on creativity, and creating smashing songs

Smashed it

What is going on now 2024? I care!

My mom is developing schizophrenia and this really helped me, thanks

Really cool bro , must have been so hard to do this . ❤

Thank you for sharing. My Mom suffered from mental illness as well.

Just a boy who loves his mum 🥺❤️ Much love from California this had me in tears such a amazing heart felt story.

Where are you now Jonny? You keep popping up on my front page.

The music makes this unwatchable, plus looking away from the camera, plus does social health care exist in NZ ? That way the mother would have been able to stabilise. The brother too, not many stay in long term anymore. Cannabis can be lethal in connection to psychosis, I’ve seen it happen. Yet he used it even though he has a genetic predisposition to it. FN stupid or something.

My brother had schizophrenia brought on my drug use ... sadly, he died last year. He's finally at peace now.

You are so talented!! Go see the wonderful of this world, take care and document (please) that journey, look for the beautiful in this life, know some people and above all keep in touch with your mom, she loves you so much 😊

So very sorry to hear... I was also raised with a schitzophrenic mother and so was she with no help... Not when you are poor😭😭😭

Mental, emotional and physical well being is at the core of the human experience which is also personally spiritual, and while each one of all has our own struggles and triumphs, it’s very helpful to hear about other people’s efforts at overcoming and healing. Good luck and god luck to each of us on our journeys. May the journeys be filled with peace and hope and resilience. Thank you for sharing your story.

Thank you for sharing your story❤️Ended up here, was again looking for relatable stories since my dad and two of my siblings have been diagnosed. I have lived my life with them..throughout our childhood years dad was very sick and not getting help. It left me feeling akward around everybody outside my family,since early on I realized my family is different from others and we are outsiders trying to hide a secret.. Does anyone else experience this? I feel like an 👽

Weird I found this today. My mum and both of my brothers had schizophrenia. I just found out this week my younger brother died from heart failure in his flat in January but he wasn't found until March and the council only found his son through Facebook to let him know on Monday. I hadn't seen my brother for 35 years, his choice not mine. We didn't have a fall out, always got on when we were together, I took care of him while he was growing up because mum wasn't able to. Mum had paranoid schizophrenia which made her look for all sorts of strange things she believed would cure her. Including having all her teeth taken out. My elder brother had delusions of grandeur and was fine with anyone who went along with his theories but was vile to anyone who didn't. He died from bowel cancer 4 years ago. I hadn't seen him for 25 years. So I am the only one left, which I am finding strange to get my head around at the moment. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story.

I'm happy you made money off those clothes. Goodwill don't deserve them.

Heartbreaking, please know you are not alone in dealing with mentally ill family members.😢

Where are you Jonny?? Seriously you good?

I lost my oldest son 2016 he was 21 he struggled with mental health for yrs. I had to tell his lil brother n I was there watching my son tell his brother good bye. That is a pain you never forget. I see my son struggle with same stuff.

You haven't put out any more videos from 3 years ago? I think you're brilliant! I believe your voice needs to be heard! In more than one way! Have you changed channels? I hope things are going well as well as your Mum! ✌🏼🤟

What’s happened to this guy, it’s like he’s disappeared..

You have mad editing and storytelling skills..

I’m just curious as to why your family members didn’t seek treatment, meds to manage their issues?

Hello are you okay this was three years ago

Avoid stress and weed for those predisposed. I’ve seen it first hand check your family history.

Where are you now ? Do you need help ??

I wish you the best. I will pray for you

As I was saying… this extremely hard to Digest… My oldest son was Robbed to Schizophrenia… we’ve lived through this for years, I realized his father was also, my younger son and I live through the disorganized nightmare that has plagued my older Son….Very disturbing

This is extremely tough to digest… my Son is Lost

I am grateful for this. Thank you.

At least your mom still loved you….hugged you. My mothers been mentally gone for about 15 years. Hasn’t ever called me to wish happy birthday, doesn’t even know her grandchildren. I think what makes it worse overall is the fact that she did love me once a lot, we had good laugh, I had a good childhood. God knows I wish I could just go back to when she was sane and herself. I’m reminded everyday seeing mothers all over giving their children affection, something I will never get again. I’ve always felt lost since, and hurt. But I also love my mother so much.

i have it to, it feels like their are demons that you cant see, feels like their everywhere even possesing me at times in fact theres no demons, they dont exist, we're just insane. theres no such thing as god or demons we're just crazy & delusional sadly, it is a disease in the brain

i need help. My brother has schizophrenia and is rejecting everyone. I know he will end up killing himself and his torment is driving me crazy. I love him and hate seeing him like this but his pride and ego is destroying him he does not want to seek help nor see anyone nor talk to anyone. How do i go about this

I’m finding this three years later because my brother just recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and this just hits so deeply. Thank you for sharing.

Me too, Thank you, you helped me all this time in many ways, for me feels like for ever✌

Wheres Johnny come back

I can definitely sympathize with you, regarding this crippling mental disorder. I tragically lost my older brother Nelson three months ago with his on going battle with Schizophrenia for the last twenty plus years. Thank you for sharing your story with individuals that have endured family members suffering from this illness.There definitely needs to be more awareness centered around this mental illness, that way individuals that are diagnosed with Schizophrenia can feel more comfortable to talk about it publicly.

I love all that you have posted! It's real, from the heart - things I value in life. Having family members who have and do suffer with depression, at varying levels, the more I learn, TRY to understand, it all helps. I can't fix it, wish that I could! but it's a long journey, hour at a time, week at a time. Find your passion in life, take the time to find the real you. The more people that are open and honest about Depression/Mental illlness the more lives are helped.