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en tunne sinua etkä sinä minua silti me olemme täällä siksi että ajanmittaan emme voi parta itseämme täällä olemme luottavaisia siksi että näytämme itsemme kanssaihmisten edessä ja jaamme toinen toistemme salaisuudet niin kauan kuin kukaan ei tunne minua olen yksin en voi tuntea itseäni enkä ketään toista täällä yhdessä toisten ihmisten kanssa voimme löytää itsemme ja vihdoinkin näyttäytyä selvästi oman itsemme edessä ei niinkuin jättiläinen unelmissamme tai kääpiö tuskassamme vaan kuin ihminen osana kokonaisuuttamme osanna vastuussa yhteenkuuluvaisuudestamme ja niin rdelleen

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I only eat to keep my hands busy during a meeting. I am wrong. I now have had 4 strokes and I am still young. Take care of yourself. LIve your passion!!😍

I know you’ve inspired me quite a lot this year and I know you’ve probably helped many others. You truly do make a difference in everyone’s lives

Leon! This is a real problem and not easily solved. But you first need to stop worrying about other peoples reactions, whoever they may be. This needs fixing, psychological attention. This sounds like an austism spectrum issue. I have no idea if it is related or a stand alone issue. So, you are the UNBREAKABLE STUD. He finds healthy answers and life affirming choices. But as humans, the nutrients we need for life come from what we eat. There is another link that eating has to life and becoming an adult. At 9 years old your body prepares for puberty. Boys at this age often overeat, have eating contests and develop protruding stomachs. All natural. As we get older and puberty hormones equalize, comfort and anxiety eating can take over. Psychologically being overweight can be a way to deflect attention we are not ready or willing to cope with. But then eventually we DO want attention, we do want love outside our family circle. In our culture, being fit and being thin is promoted as desireable. People are fat shamed. People want to be loved but on the other hand people are cruel and bullying. And we internalize this and we become supercritical of ourselves. We look in the mirror and we do not love ourselves, so how can others love us. I watch porn and l think my genitals are inadequate. Rejection is insidiously prevalent in our culture. But. LEON, you are smart. You are creative. Young love is difficult ---- so much expectation. First of all look in your mirror morning and at night and say I love myself. I love Leon and Leon is worthy of love. I was 19 when l first fell in love and it was both good and dysfunctional. Then again at 26. Really met the love of my life at 34 but he was an insulin dependent diabetic. He died from the disease which l knew at two months was possible. We had 12 years but l needed grief therapy. You have an eating disorder. Make an appointment with the school nurse. Make a special appointment with your Mother or Father or both and your family physician. You health and well being matter. You matter. The hardest thing to do is ask for help. From THE BOY, THE MOLE, THE FOX AND THE HORSE. ❤❤😢😢

If that was me bro im so sorry. Never meant to do that to you

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Please get some help from a counselor. You are intelligent and sensitive and could offer so much over the course of your life. But you can’t do it without proper nourishment.

i really hope everything gets better

Well done on admitting your problem. It sounds like an eating disorder called ARFID. See you doctor and get a diagnosis. Only then can you develop the strategies to a healthy relationship with food.

Hey Stud, thank you for sharing your feelings on this important topic. I can't think of "words of wisdom" to share right now, but I hope you realize you have a lot of supporters out here. Though my food issues are not similar to yours, my eating habits are not as healthy as I would like.

This doesn’t sound like a healthy pattern, something that should be headed off soon to avoid negative complications. It’s something that could become more worrying with neglect, so were I you, I would bring it up to your parents and see if you can get a consult with a doctor.

My problem is, I like eating too much! But, fortunately, I enjoy exercising as well. Dear Leon, it sounds like you might be experiencing symptoms of anorexia, which teenagers often suffer from - although more often females than males. If the sight of food turns your stomach, perhaps you should try some hypnotherapy ... it might work

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RUclips put an eating disorder caption below your video. I can sympathize with you. I don't know if you've seen a doctor, but maybe you should. I've struggled with my weight because I drink too much soda, and the sugar is very fattening.

Bro you are overthinking a way too much

Buddy you need to talk to a professional about this. You have to eat to live. It is good you are telling us because we are here to support you and you can get it off your chest.

Don't worry about comments ,ignore it and stop self destruction mode ,,, food is great

Dear Leon, don’t feel guilty. Not wanting to eat was my way of reaction when losing in 8-ball billiiards. I was in such a bad mood that I wasn’t eating nothing for the next hours or day. It was unfair for me not to make any progress and lose the most times I was playing. There is no doubt that anyone playing for the first time had more accuracy than me. It was nothing more than self-punishment. This never got better even after many prayers and training. A friend told me I just don’t have the skill and God has more serious problems than mine to deal with. This bothered me a lot. It was a depreciation of my time and efforts. Ι wanted to protest somewhere. Now I see he was right. Theoretically I never quit but in fact I don´t play that much anymore. The same way I hated losing one third of our lives sleeping. This led me to sleep disorders. Now that I have overcome all these issues I see that my body and mind health is more important that distinction. 5-HTP, a food supplement to fight depression, was the culprit that my appetite was cut down when I wanted to gain weight, not to lose. When I stopped taking it, my appetite came back to normal. I remain slim and fit by constitution, eating fast food. Don’t know if all theese can relate to you but I assure you that are true. Moderation is the key word to all we are trying to do (pizza eating for me).Except we aim for some world record. I will be glad to know after some weeks you problems have become nothing but a bad memory.

You are a good person and you deserve help. You are aware that you need to reach out, so you should when you are ready and to someone you trust. I had a friend with an ED, he did get help. All the best Leon!

Hey! Just watched your video and had to tell you how much I admire you coming forward with such a personal issue. As a father of 4 kids, I have to tell you it's imperative you talk to your family! My 14-year-old daughter has an eating disorder because of bullying. The underlying issue will never go away, and you will feel like this all your adult life if you don't get it addressed. As a father, I want my kids to come to me because I can get them help if they need it. It would kill me to know my children suffered because they didn't want me to worry. It's our job as parents to share our children's pain. Don't give up on yourself or your parents. Get the help you need so that you can live a happy and fulling life. You are amazing, and what you are sharing with others is amazing! I really admire you!

Aw ur so nice 🥰 and thx for telling me this I'll do my best to reach my goals 💙

Hope you get better unbreakable

I feel you

Hey man, definitely go get help, don't suffer in silence, my cousin was so self conscious about her weight, she started only eating noodles from the age of 13-15, she ended up anorexic, which as she was older further issues arose (not necessarily linked) which she went for professional help for, it's great you are talking about it, acceptance is the first step, be kind to yourself for one and second, find some support. I've gone the other way, I used to exercise and not eat but now I am pretty robust...:S definitely a stress eater.

That's it, where's the rest of it? I was expecting a full 6 minute symphonic ballad filled with emotions and have people rushing out to buy more Kleenex. Oh well, plenty of time for that to come and I'm ok with anonymous is anonymous and anonymous lives in anonymous country and no one should be asking you personal questions. Well, unless it is me and even Anonymous themselves isn't anonymous world wide when someone drops my true name and their Legion gets a knock on the door from the oh lets say empowered people and they need a sudden change of underwear. 🤣 Onwards and upwards Leon, keep things moving and just have fun. 😎

Seriously, I leave the internet for 24 hours and you're falling apart, channel striked again, warning banners and now an "Eating Disorder" banner slapped on this channel. First things first, baby-fat is what you had, some even keep it till they are in their mid 20's and secondly you are small for your age and that isn't a bad thing as you just haven't hit your final growth spurt along with the other changes that you are a little bit late on, yes I mean Peach fuzz all over. All good things, and the names of those people, well you just slide those names over in this direction and that problem can be sorted, Yes! Even a year and a half on from it and I don't want to hear poor me, look how skinny I am, over weight I am. It is more you let people get to you, sitting watching all this rubbish online, all these fake filters and body image because people live in fantasy land. Fine, eating a bit less, still eating, rearranging the way you eat foods is all fine as switching up food and as you are growing your taste for certain foods changes and a packed lunch is boring for everyone. But! skip entire meals then we're starting a problem your ideal weight should be anything between 104-186 lbs, that's roughly 7st 6lb to 13st 4lb and I know people in the lets just say real world and different entertainment worlds and even one who is 24yrs old now is only 5ft 2in and is 99lbs, roughly 7.07 stone, others I've seen 5ft 7in boys, men that weight 9.4 stone, guys being 6ft and 9 stone and been told he's overweight (I won't say what happened to the last persons who told them that so we can keep this PG rated). Point is your body and mind is during this current set of years in a constant flux, and as I said the best thing is *cut off the Ex once and for all* and once again here we are and look how it affects you, other people affecting you, making you doubt yourself, giving you a false image to attach yourself to and conform to the stereotype. Exercise is all good, somethings you might not like to eat anymore, some things you will of hated and all of a sudden you'll love eating them, reference the 12 Chicken sausages and the energy drink. At the end of the day it is simple, and anyone who is pulling the scared stunt and pushing the added manipulation of you just because you told them this need to be in therapy, not you! Leon, would I be scared if you came to me and told me this, not even in the slightest because I know the world, I know what is in it, I know what people can be and are like and you know how I deal with it, *I ignore it and them* so in closing this comment I will say this plain and simple, even if you have the slightest doubt about anything *Open Your Mouth and talk to Mum and Dad* about it, go shopping and look around, make a list of things you'd like to try, try different things and if needs be a simple GP check up, bone age X-ray of the left wrist, hand, and fingers, and comparing it to a standard atlas of bone development can show you and put your mind at rest and there is plenty of food in the world so just adapt. You can't tell me if I took you somewhere, doesn't need to be a fancy restaurant, even a Nando's for instance you won't devour what we ordered. State of mind, self control and just understand what is and what is not.

She was part of a brother and sister singing act in America and the same thing happened to her and she wound up dying because she wouldn't eat.

Please Google the name Karen Carpenter.

There is an aspect of behavior about which I'm curious. It is mental self-control. The reason I'm asking is an attempt to compare your mental self-control with mine. Where do you think you are in that respect?

If you're not eating then that's serious you should tell your parents/a doctor.

Have you researched Avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder (ARFID)? Might be worth googling.

I’ve noticed that all of the major issues you talk about involve control or probably your feelings of a lack of control and the need to attain it. That’s something for you to consider and perhaps talk to someone who’s qualified about it. Good luck.

Do you think the bullying, and body shaming lead to a form of OCD, or anorexia nervosa with OCD and depression? And adding your sexuality on top of that as well could be very daunting, and overwhelming. At just 16 you can feel you have to deal with things like this all alone...you DON'T...you are not alone, and there are people out there who can help... I hope that it didn't cause any of these issues, but if it did, please seek professional help. Leon you are lovely person...please take care of yourself. The world is so much more interesting with you in it, and sharing who you are with us. Take care Leon.....Brian

I wish I was like that tbh. Always hated for being too fat. It was nothin major but always wanted to be skinny 😂😂😂 I hate how fat I always am

I am not sure what I expected, but this was totally unexpected! Very nice!

You need to get some help. Starving is a horrible way to die.

You have to eat though...dont starve. Get some help..please.

Thanks for sharing such a powerful video! You are awesome! I can certainly relate to parts of what you shared. Your Mum and Dad have clearly done a great job so far, I would recommend you share with them. I am almost certain that they would worry less if you shared, not more.

It seems like you may have an eating disorder. Discuss this with your doctor and let your parents know

I agree get help retrain your brain ❤😊

Good news. Step one. Identify an issue. Ask for info. Ask for support. Step Two: evaluate what you find out. You appear to already know the origin of the issue. Important note: This is an issue not a problem. Doing nothing would be a problem.