What Do You Really Want?
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About my videos: These videos are a resource for anyone wishing to wake up from the dream of separation. Awakening, enlightenment, and liberation are becoming far more mainstream possibilities than they once were. There are many good teachers out there, and if you resonate with the teachings of Eckhart Tolle, Rupert Spira, or Sadhguru, you might find resources here that address these deeper promptings to investigate your true nature.
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It's weird that as I get older I am more and more alone in my path, atleast physically.
I connect more with people that listen to and watch videos like these around the world, than the people in my life - so called friends, colleagues, acquaintances, that are interested only in bread and circuses, hustling and grinding, and echo chambers of politics/religion.
I wish I could physically be present to people that are on the same energy, frequency, and vibration.
To know Truth is all I want. Whether it kills me or not.
That’s a powerful prayer
Definitely second this one
Why do you want to know truth?
I don't want to live in illusion@@injoyinmyself2018
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I didn’t want this, but I had no choice… life basically held a gun to my head. Unfortunately I can’t rely on life going “my way.” Anything we have can be taken away tomorrow: jobs, relationships, purpose, beliefs. You typically don’t understand this until it happens to you - it can happen to anyone. This is the only place where there’s real security. Everything else is unsatisfactory or impermanent.
"Everything else is unsatisfactory or impermanent." !!!
Absolutely he pretty much says it all!
I want it all, hey, I want it all, hey, I want it all....and I want it NOW! **Guitar solo** 🎸🥁🎉
**crazy unhinged drum solo** 🫠🥁🙃
I wanted truth. Now I just don't want to be afraid anymore.
It’s ok to be afraid, someone must have told you it wasn’t at some point. Can you imagine being a human being that isn’t afraid? Now that is one repressed human being!
What is the truth of being afraid?
Foodie analogy: seeking in the relative is like starving and getting only cotton candy, while dropping identity feels like the deep nourishment of a home-cooked meal made w ❤ and the best ingredients 😋
I just can't imagine any situation at all where I would feel completely OK. My very existence seems to be the problem, but the thought of not existing at all seems a bit sad or something.
I've been 'on this journey' for several months, and as much as I did enjoy realisations and exploring immersion into sound and the body, blissful states etc, I have recently been getting anxiety and chest pains when connecting with stillness. I assume this is likely part of what you mentioned, a defence mechanism and a way the identity is staying relevant.
Thanks for the great content, and also your book has been a great series of pointers.
"...the depth of feeling, the intensity, the rawness of being alive right now with no coping mechanisms, no defense mechanisms..." ❤
i want the primordial psychedelic state back
Truth, just truth
Angelo, something shifted in the past few days. Suddenly there is no search and there's no charge around my parents. I could say it feels very empty. However, there's no flavor to it. There's no emotion really. There's no emotion work to be done either, it seems. But I am waiting for an emotional catharsis at some point. It feels like the emotion body is catching up to the emptiness in a sense. I had a talk with tony parsons this morning and it was very clear that the insight has clarified. It's as though my mind has let go but my physical body and emotions are waiting to release. I attended a "men's circle" this evening and noticed that my ability to listen to the others was enhanced and there really weren't many self referential thoughts forming. Even during my share I was more oriented to sharing something that would somehow be of benefit to the group because there was no need to share anything about "me" because that inner landscape just isn't really there. Strange but also very familiar feeling. There's an innocence to it. I guess what I'm waiting for now is for the love aspect to kick in.
Waiting is only a thought 🎉
Awesome !
Exactly. I couldn't relate actually to a lot of the sharing at the men's circle when people talked about goals for the future and challenges etc. I understood what they meant but I couldn't relate.
It's funny because my face is scrunching up like I'm confused about something or like I'm trying to remember something. It's like a habit of thinking there's something to figure out. I'm so used to having a problem to figure out. The body doesn't know how to react to there no longer being a problem lol. I think I'll have a good laugh at some point in the next day or so :)
I could never figure out what I wanted to do for a career or a purpose in this life. I am moved to find out who/what I am, but I have always been a consummate procrastinator and distracted with other things. I figure, I'm afraid, avoiding, and a bit lazy. This is what my brain says. I say, I will keep trying.
Love the sincerity. Look closely and see if you can find the one procrastinating. Or see if you can even find the mechanism in real time
What I find the most fascinating and this happened to me as well is often what we truly want out of this is different from what we are willing to admit that we want out of this. Ex) Yes to the peace and bliss but no to the shadow and emotion work because the latter can be so uncomfortable.
You’re right. It’s such a mother fucker. I long for connection so intensely, but It’s for sure already here! But then my mind is like “You don’t deserve this. Everyone will find out who you truly are soon enough.” And then I break from it all, and find myself seeking for what is here again.
ANGELO!!!! You Are Awesome 💯 thank you so much for everything ❤❤❤
You are so welcome
Knowledge of ones true identity must be a living reality and not a mere belief.
Oooof that fear gets me every time. Thank you 🙏
Beneath identity is thought, or, identity is made of thought, imagination. What is here now is hidden beneath imagination.
I just want the truth for its own sake nothing else. I know that every desire or aversion once integrated nolonger blocks anything it just becomes you so why not the ultimate final understanding? It feels like a mountain of i dont even know waiting for something i cant even predict or understand. Its like i dont know anything for sure anymore and im always exhausted but cant stop searching day and night for something.
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One can also, of course, live badly in a certain external condition and recognize it. It is not about seeking happiness or peace, but a more nourishing condition for our body-mind system that is not the same for everyone. This video has an authentic message, but it does not include the possibility that not all desires emerge from lack, seeking, and suffering.
I am thinking, for example, of the lack of expression of talents, one's own energy, one's own inclinations. They are not necessarily thoughts.
What do you think? Thanks
This message finally clicked clearly this morning but now I find myself under its spell again. 😢 need time and patience to unravel it but it seems coming back
Reality hasn’t gone anywhere. It’s just the the mind has a bit of momentum. It will slow enough for the shift to occur. Be patient and keep at it :)
For sure I will keep at it :)
YES.
Popping through new portals and reality unbinding cirque du soleil style since retreat. Barriers dissolving. Attachments disintegrating. No more coffee ice cream! LOL. No more, “Oh no, she thinks she’s Laura again!” Thanks Angelo for what do you really want? 😁
This is a good one, very practical.
My life is resembling more and more like I was a 6 years old boy. No more concerns about past or future. Ever curious, playful. Loss of resistance, identity and to verbalize everything.
This is peace.
We want a piece of all. Not just one thing. EVERYTHING matters
Amazing!❤
Thank you so much Angelo 🙏❤️
Nice 🙏
We want lots of things. Because peace n joy are already here, those desires need not be given up. They only need to proper management. Living in peace by denying the outer needs is for the sick or old who are incapable of anything else but peace. Seek within yes. And u can still have success and love.
Very pertinent for me tyvm❤❤❤
7 days off of seeking thru videos till today. Grateful for this guiding back to Self. Thanks for sharing this, 🎯♥😶 🙏☮ wishing love, grace, courage and understanding for all
Want to be always here as heart I AM, I AM free Thanks for asking the question and pointing all to truth.
I Want to watch this video.
I Want to comment on this video.
Why?
What am I getting / hoping to get out of this?
Who/ what is watching this video?
Who / what is commenting this?
Is there a need being met here?
How does this fit into my identity, sense of self?
How does this fit into the story of this character?
THANK YOU ANGELO!!!
Welcome
I want to let go.
I like turtles!
Is there a way to make sure your body doesn’t do stupid things in day to day life when you start to see that you’re everything? Like yesterday I burnt a significant hole in my tongue because I became everything (or more like I wasn’t my body more than anything else) and I wasn’t sure it was my body eating 😹 Right now i I have my 18 year old son looking after me and I’ve been home when the shifts in perception have happened but tomorrow I have to teach piano lessons and he’s going back to school next week. 😮
Im not seeking but i still feel a seperation, the mind/ego I and I the awareness, in fact my ego/mind I askd the awareness I "who are you" (instead of the classic " who am i"😂) if im just the awareness, i am incapable of thought, the ego/mind I is inside the awareness I, hmmm, this video really resonated with me, but im not able to be just awareness for long, it gets overwhelming
Existential fear is the familiar space I find myself after a deeper shift in this…this has been a recurrent fear since a very young age of 7 or 8…recently I have been able to embrace it, Emptiness is Form and Form is Emptiness. Even though I cannot yet be this, I trust this…
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I think this is the only video I’ll need to watch for the next few months❤
Which is seeking too😂😂😂❤
Actually hearing about diving into now and letting go of seeking and that transition would be awesome to hear more about, that’s so new to me after years of retreats/seeking/ect. It’s amazing how “never” in the moment I’ve been, this is fascinating to see
Hey I really love that shirt where’d ya get it?!?
As a response to the video… my reason for existing is to simply exist, learn the lessons I’m supposed to learn, and relieve the suffering of others. I think that thinking about what it is we’re supposed to do is futile because we’re already doing it. There’s nothing to do. Nowhere to stand. We came here to do exactly what it is that we’re already doing. To add anything more to that is an expression of the ego or false self. The true Self only exists to experience and nothing more! Hari Om Tat Sat 🙏
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What I miss from most spiritual or sinilar teachers. If this future / wanting is illusion and all is available now. Why to do anything from then on? Why do you create this channel and teach people? Why teach anyone when you should have all the satisfaction that you can get from being?
Why to earn money and eat, when everything is already there? This always leads me to another mindfuck.
I hope I'm making sense.
You're making sense, but your attention is fully in thought. What I'm pointing to is waking up from that hypnotic spell.
@@SimplyAlwaysAwake so you're saying that from the awaken perspective, it will still make sense to eat and have fun and create and struggle all of that human experience, the outlook on it will be completely different?
@@djVania08 well it won’t be about what makes sense it doesn’t bc that is all thought. You will wake up from that to simply seeing clearly. From there things simply are the way they are, There’s no need to try to stuff reality into a paradigm
@@SimplyAlwaysAwake it's funny that words don't explain it. And it still feels like one of us must be delusional, I just don't know who. Haha.
Thank you for the comment though.
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Sure - but does all that discount the possibility that on a practical level I might want to, say, change a job which seems suboptimal, or finally clean my messy apartment, or start living in a more healthy way, etc.? Or is the problem simply the attachment of the idea of happiness to these external goals, or the projection of the imagined 'I' that has achieved these into the future? The awakened still engage in projects which include (functionally) creating plans or todo lists and even anticipating possible outcomes when necessary - right?
Clearly, between you and many other teachers, ultimately a letting-go needs to happen - "let it happen, don't think about it... just let go". How can one cultivate this "ability" or "skill"? It is not so simple, to me, because even this is or can be a doing.
I had a dream recently, and in it I sunk deeply into this "profound stillness" I've felt while awake (meditating, in "routine life" and on psychs) - but then I had the thought and intent to let go, to just let this happen and sink in. And I noticed this, fixated on that noticing itself, "lost the state" and woke up. It was just a dream, yeah, but I think it taught me this seemingly obviously logically true thing that letting go is still a doing.
Perhaps the antidote to this is to consistently do a "do nothing" practice. I think the specifics of this practice would be very important and might involve progression over time (i.e. "do nothing" -> "let go of even that - don't necessarily do anything at all"). It seems like "true letting go" is helped greatly by other factors, like general monkey mind activity, or concentration ability, etc. Perhaps a strategy is to notice fixation on the noticing of the doing of non-doing, and let that go promptly. I have no clue!!!!
Me acting like I learned a lesson from this dream, and that I need to do some sort of practice to improve my ability to let go (so I can make waking up faster or smoother) => might reveal that I have some sort of arbitrary fixation that's emerged from this. idk. the balance between intention and effortlessness...
Search: “is presence something you do Simply Always Awake” and do that practice in the video
thank you
Angelo, love this…nonviolent communication speaks of needs and strategies. Have you come across Dr Marshall Rosenberg- it’s pretty non dual too emphasising our common humanity and away from judgements.
Yes
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My ego feels like then if I give up, I'll just end up lying in bed all day doing nothing. Or there's a way to let go whilst still letting actions still happen? Feels hard like trying to ride a bike 😅
I had the very same doubt holding me back for years, and it still recurs sometines. Thing is, your energy rises and falls in certain rythms. You will be just compelled to do something after a while. Infact most people experience this in mundane life, and a lot of the high energy periods get wasted in surface “bad” habits and then they try to push themselves to work in low energy periods.
As you reach a balance in yourself, you just know that you need to relax when energy is low, and work/play when it is high.
Just lying on your bed for most of the time, is more difficult than you may think, unless you have accumulated a lot of tiredness, in which case, it is okay anyway, or, you are somewhat accomplished at meditation.
2 more points here:
1. Ppl often do not feel like getting up because they are aversive to what they would have to do if they get up. In that case, you need to enquire into that feeling of aversion.
2. Eating habits: eating pattern is one of the many things that this process will make you conscious of. Eg fast foods maybe tasty, but as you grow conscious, you cannot ignore the heaviness/dullness they induce in your being, while fruits may seem to freshen you up, as they are full of life.
All this impacts your energy, mindset, motivation etc. and more deeply, the direction of that motivation.
@@arpanagarwal2524 thank you.
Search for Angelo’s “is presence something you do?” And do that practice in the video
Maybe illl answer in a video
Love/sex, but that is merely a step towards Truth. As you are saying though, it exists right now.
What is the ringing in the ears? 🤔
I am resisting a bit to the message of the video. I get that we use thoughts to cope with uncertainty and we should physically feel uncertainty but in this way I can start avoiding some actions, that I am labeling, not fully aware of it, as seeking. I mean like seeking info online to change job or city, since I do not see myswlf only sitting quiet, also this action can be valuable without getting lost all day long in planning to cope with uncertainty. Some thoughts on it?
Is this an indictment of the “Dispenza” type messaging?
It’s not an indictment of anything, just a pointing to investigate the mechanisms at play in your own experience of it feels relevant to do so.
Mutha fk’er is right 😂😂😂