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hurt so bad - original song | again
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- Опубликовано: 27 июн 2024
- I've already uploaded this song once - like... what feels like ages ago. But I'm feeling really bad right now (physically and emotionally), so I visited it again and I wanted to have the memory of just how I feel for later.
I didn't actually flim this for the channel. I just... wanted to. So I did. I wanted to sing the way I would with nobody around, with just my emotions leading me. I don't really sing like that in front of people - it's too embarrassing. It's not THAT different, but I can see and hear the difference, so... yeah.
God, this song was the first one that actually made me hesitate. Like, it was the first one I wrote that had a deep meaning AND was kind of like... me crossing a barrier. I wasn't sure writing the last line of the chorus would be okay, but I was so depressed and desperate at the time - I HAD to be truthful to myself.
It hurts that I can still relate to this. Hope you guys don't - but if you do, then it's okay! :)
alone at last
only pictures on the wall
and what I speak, and what I say
is just my way to hide away
I'm selling time
'cause I've got plenty to spare
I'm spacing out - just for a while
and when I'm back I'll fill my files
and who I am, and why so long
are only questions that cannot begone
I'm looking for the answers but don't know when they'll be found
and what I'm meant? what am I for?
should I hang on, or am I allowed to soar?
it hurts so bad to wander here and not know why I'm still around
ahh
so, what now?
I'm staring at flowers grow
and underneath I see a mirror
which just reflects a faceless blur
and who I am, and why so long
are only questions that cannot begone
I'm looking for the answers, but don't know when they'll be found
and what I'm meant? what am I for?
should I hang on, or am I allowed to soar?
it hurts so bad to wander here and not know why I'm still around!
frustrated ooh!
and who I am, and why so long
are only questions that cannot begone
I'm looking for the answers, but don't know when they'll be found
and what I'm meant? what am I for?
should I hang on or am I allowed to soar?
it hurts so bad to wander here and not know why I'm still around...
accepting ahh...
Should I explain the song? I feel like there's no need for me to do that. I kind of want to hear what others think everything means. Though I will just say that the last verse was me describing what I was literally looking at whenever I stopped writing and looked up to think about the next part of the song. There was this... reflective vase in the living room and I could see myself in it, but the image was distorted. It fit my emotions rather well, I'd say :)
Cya!
so beautiful! im glad I could listen to another one of your songs, this one feels very moving. It reminds me of a feeling similar to dancing alone in your room for no reason, just trying to find some way to cheer yourself up. you’ve done a wonderful job, you sing it so magnificently ❤❤
thank you! i always like reading what you imagine about my songs. it's so... idk, it's really nice 😊
Super! Original! Sounds great! 🙂 Music heals. Excellent writing! 🙂
@@Lotsasongs thank you!🤗
The voice and the lyrics is just amazing you're talented 💗
thank you!!🥰
Beautiful❤❤❤
thanks!
These lyrics......just amazing thank you for doing this.
I can hear the emotions here and i see the reflection of life and death.
Know that we create most of our poison and some special people can take that poison and create life with it.
You are that special person.
thank you!! this is really nice🤭🥰 i DO create my own poison lol. then i use it to write - either songs or stories, doesn't really matter as long as something comes out. it's fun🤭 utilizing pain!🤗
Wonderful song created by a wonderful voice ❤
lol thank you!😊
Wow this song is really good. Had me singing it on the first listen!
thanks! also, great to know that it's catchy lol. it is fun to play. the lyrics kinda make it a little... um... depressing for me, but otherwise - it's fun to sing😋
Oh theyre super sad, but in a real way and the whole song is more uplifting for me personally, than what the lyrics say on paper. I very much relate to them and its a tasty jam! Haha i really like it. It sort of makes my whole depressingness ok to feel and to have those kind of thoughts you sing about. Theres beauty in them and i see that when i hear this song
@@melloman1564505 haha i think i get it. i get the same feeling soemtimes when i listen to songs of other peoole. it used to make me feel like i wasn't alone, so it wasn't the end of the world like it felt. i hope you feel better!✨🤗
You have a very beautiful voice and you should definitely keep sharing ur beautiful gift. Thanks for sharing your heart And I hope you get the joy and healing you want as well ❤ i hope your music continues to reach the right audience🙏🏾I create too so I enjoy showing love & encouragement. You got a like and follow from me 🙏🏾
aw thanks! i hope so, too!! this is really nice🥰 you just made me smile😊 creating things really is great, isn't it? it's fun😋
@@pandaluna0 it really is fun😊❤️