in my video, I only wanted to share something which was true to my heart. I can see that people are giving sympathy on the comment section which I don't need. I am not a victim. I am a survivor. I am a warrior through that poem. I don't mean to show how toxic that place was it all meant that how I overcame everything and came out as a winner. I am a doctor. I will be a doctor even if I don't want to it. I am still a doctor. Maybe life will give me another chance to come back to this field, but there are so many opportunities which the child and Me who was 12 year old wanted to do, and I want to give her that chance now, so that's what I'm doing now. I am not a victim please I don't need your sympathy. I want you to learn something from what I did not feel guilty about me.
Absolutely! Walking away from situations that no longer serve your growth or happiness isn't giving up!it's recognizing your worth and prioritizing a better path. Knowing when to let go is a true strength, a way of choosing what’s right for your life over what may be comfortable or familiar.
अपने मन आत्मा की सुननी चाहिए ना कि लोग क्या कहते हैं। जिंदगी एक ही तो है जीना चाहिए इसको। संतुलित जीवन। थोड़ा कमाना थोड़ा मौज मस्ती थोड़ा परिवार थोड़े दोस्त अच्छा मन का खाना पीना घूमना और बहुत सा आराम करना।।। खुद के लिए जीना ना कि बच्चों और उनके बच्चो के लिए संपत्ति छोड़ना।। सीखना होगा यह सभी को।
It takes a brave heart to talk about setbacks in a world obsessed with success. While most only see the end result, you’ve shown the courage to share the unseen battles. Your story is a reminder that true strength lies in the journey, not just the destination. Keep shining and inspiring!❤️
Sister, Your parents will not give you money as this happened with me when i left mbbs after and i am again going into rat race so you should plan fanancially and gather atleast 5 lakhs and then you are good go or don't leave mbbs.I will leave my parentss when i will become doctor as they ditch me and i want to show them how it feels when own loved ones ditch 😢😢😢😢😢
Honestly, this is my favourite video on your channel. I really appreciate the transparency here, you are sooooooooooooooooo much more than just your ability to pass an exam. I hope you continue to take care of yourself despite what any random stranger on the Internet says. ❤
Di. I am no therapist but your poem reflects that you are devaluing yourself. I am a dropper and everyday i do nothing but my aspirations are high and because of that everyday i find another reason to hate myself. I think you should take a break from everything, or maybe do any hobby you like and i would say dont stop reading in the meantime be it any fictious book. This reading would keep you in touch with books so in case you would like to comeback you would have a link. And even if you dont want to come back it's ok. In the grand scheme it wont matter that which college you got, what matter would be how many regrets you have in the heart. And i would say do whatever you want but dont have a regret. Yes you are an mbbs doctor. You have the tag. But you are ,first and foremost RASHMI. A girl who is admired by so many youngsters not for her college but for her sheer hardwork. You are Rashmi who was able to outdo herself. You are Rashmi who can change her condition if she desires to. You are Rashmi who stray cats look for their food. You are the RASHMI. That's it. Period. A little change in your poem. *SHE IS A LITTLE WEIRD* 100s of outfit, yet she couldnt find one that pertains her glow She feeds the stray, because they can sense her magical flow. Oh yeah , she like all the cats. Their scratches a souvenir of her diamond heart A brains which thinks up different ways to help the dirty stray She pets them. She feeds them How inteliigent, I say A miracle in our place. Be it 97 or 100, does it matter. The government know the worth and let the hateful people clatter. She doesnt talk with words, her aura speaks She decides which place she deserves And works hard till the walls limiting her creaks. Human from a slum or mansion Their worth, no one can sanction She is a little weird, i agree. She listens to the hate and doesn't let herself free. I couldnt ask her to look in the mirror, cause she be blinded by her glow. I hope you read this, di You know cats are hardest to befriend.
This is one of the most authentic videos on RUclips. It will guide thousands of young lives who may be choosing the wrong path under peer pressure. I’m so happy that you followed what your innermost self told you-something only one in a million people can do. So proud of you! ❤ Take your time, and always listen to your inner soothing voice. Trust it! It is always there to guide and protect you. Wishing you all the very best for the beautiful moments ahead-live them with no regrets! ❤
In the era of posting about success, achievements and hard work someone has courage to talk about failure as well. Kudos to you to come this far and believing in yourself. God has planned something else for you. Keep going. More power to youuuuu didi!!!! ❤️🫂
@@Its_arya_8431 damn it 💔 but is it conformed that he committed sui ci de? Maybe mu rd er ho...ya fir tabiyat kharab? Young logon mei heart attack ke cases bhi kafi common ho rahe hain aajkal....
I have studied from same institute like he topped exam in 2017 and i was in 11th in that institute in 2018 he was inspiration for all of us i have seen his picture on flex of my institute for my whole 2year prep journey He was a great guy sooo sincere our teachers used to motivate us by giving examples of him its soo heartbreaking when im listening to his suicide news 💔even my soul is crying that what just happened to him This tells us the toxicity of medical Colleges even the most prestigious colleges
Kuch mental health problem ni h .. baat ye h ki hum bhut jyada material life oriented ho gye .. hume nokari paise ke liye kerni na ki khushi ke liye... jitna mile usme khush rhna... rishto m itna ghus jana ki life khtm hone ki sochna....insbko ager ek side rkh ke aver hum gaon m jake dekhe jaha ek ek roti ke liye log tarste h .. unki zindagi ko jab mahsoos kerna sikh jaoge toh ye anxity sb bhag jayegi
Ye comparison valid nhi h bhaai .. padhai ka mental stress bahut alag hota hai .. AIIMS Delhi jaise jagah par jaana koi easy nhi h Abhi kuch din pehle hi Air1 of 2k17 batch me suicide commit kar lia ... @@heritagewalk90
An OG once told me "If you get on the wrong train, get off at the nearest station, the longer it takes you to get off, the more expensive the return trip will be."
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722 hey take your time out and give CAT for IIMs , you will grow in all aspect. do some research about CAT if you are not aware about it.
this is the most underrated and best video of this channel, it truly shows you as well as the reality of this rat race that sadly I am also a part of, this is a very raw and heartfelt video and this will always make anyone and everyone feel a certain way about themselves. and that's beautiful. I am always here with you no matter what decision you take man. you truly deserve it and you always will and may you achieve all that you yearn for!!! lots of love doctor.
My respect for you just reached the skies ......... You are really so brave and best just the way you are . Never let anything or anyone lower your value , no matter what .
Thank you so much for this ! I’m a first year mbbs student and I’m going through a phase like I cannot adjust myself in this pressured life . I cannot enjoy myself in this field but I see my classmates no matter how difficult it is they’re actually enjoying . I think it’s very important to discuss about what’s reality and it’s normal to happen this to anybody . You’re a very brave person and thank you !
Writing this with teary eyes... Di u are a rockstar, we love you so much, agar ap aiims chodh bhi doge to hm aapko nhi bhulenge.. RASHMI SHARMA(AIIMS DELHI) till infinity♾️ ye aapse koi nhi chin skta hai... You have lived that lifestyle 25lakhs kids are manifesting for..... U are genius U are a worthy capable DOCTOR❤
@@dryeager7 pics bhejne se phle thodi tameez shik lena Nhi to tum jaise batmiz to cadaver ki bhi respect nhi krte And agar fir bhi bhejni h to pls oocipitofrontalis and orbiculus oculi ki bhejna I love to see that You fill find description about this in bd chourasiya vol3 part 18
Even title of MBBS doctor has alot of respect , and moreover u have completed it from AIIMS delhi(dream of millions)....and your self satisfaction and happiness are the only things that matter, it's your life Rashmi , live it as you want to..best wishes!!! Edit- honestly speaking if you are worried about yt community, lemme tell you we never clicked on your videos looking at your achievement , it's purely your content creation and skill of making videos and this is gonna be permanent wherever you are and whatever you do!
@@navyaneilsharma8 Zara batau aap kya karte ho🤣🤣🤣 baat karte hai....aap wahi ho na , har kisi ke comment section mein 1st comment daal ke achievement feel karne wale🤣
Diii the mental stress that you have is clearly visible in your eyes..plzz don't be in so much stress ..there is a long way to goo ,its your life and your choice,live the way you want but stay happy and healthy........we all love youuu
Dii you are so brave genuinely you are the real motivation..back then I was too obsessed with AIIMS Delhi but now I am changed...you are the real motivation atleast you have the courage to tell the truth
Rashmi through this video, you helped by removing the burden on my shouldeds which I was since 3 years as a NEET failure. Thank You for showing us the reality
You are the Best didu aapka channel kbhi dead ni ho skta we all with uhh mera bhi neet ni hua and I want to enjoy my life that 's why I clear ruhs and enjoy my life bcz mental health always our first priority
I can feel you. I got 92% in 10th boards. Since 11th, I started having stomach issues which left me with anxiety, I was su*cidal, in 12th, I missed all my tuitions. I feel disgusted. My boards are coming in 4 months and still I don't feel like studying
Please please don't give up this same thing happened to me .... See I'll tell you my case I got 95.6% in 10th but in 11th I was suddenly so shocked when I failed in chemistry mid term papers (thankfully they were just mid term papers and sir gave me 3 grace marks since I was always good in studies) somehow passed finals with 73%but in 12th with the same feeling that I might fail I decided to go for dummy school it was very risky again in preboards scored 82% but then after 2 months gave board and scored 93.6%(2023) took 1 drop and cleared neet 2024 with 656 .... See it might not be a big deal for others but for me now I feel good that I've passed and survived the phase !
Thank you for saying truth....abhi tak hame lagta tha ki agar AIIMS nhi mila to sab khatam but after air 1 suicide new and now from your video it's like ki you should have happy what you have....it's important
don't worry didi....we totally understand your emotions! it's better to speak what you really feel than faking it!..... it takes a lot to express....u inspired us
Your poem spoke a lot of what you didn't say. I am no one to guide you or tell you what to do and nobody actually can, but its ok to feel what you might be feeling right now. Focus on everything that makes you happy, its absolutely fine if you don't want to be a part of this crowd. May god bless you and stay strong. ( and its also ok to not feel that strength sometimes )
*You are already a Doctor dude ! you will take NEET PG just for Financial support, you already made a face on RUclips,you are already one step forward to most of the PGT doctors creating your own brand will boost your motivation,don't listen to the 99% of negative comments,only one positive CMT can change the way you are thinking,be the producer, not the consumer,universe will give you everything ❤*
You are noooooo lesss!! You are amazingggggg! dont call yourself by those harsh words!!!!!! you are a rockstar!!! you are a warrior!! keep shiningggggggggg
In my 👀 eyes ...you are a brave and genius girl ....❤ Not everyone has the courage to speak the truth. Those people who want fake fame live in a fake world. We all should do what makes us happy
You are a warrior, Stay happy and healthy. There are so many ways to lead a respectable life other than NEET PG and INICET. You are an inspiration for so many people out there. Don't get demotivated Follow your instincts and your passion.
Your channel is not only about AIIMS Delhi, trust me...don't know how many viewers are gonna agree with this....but in this life, the brand or college or anything is not more important than a good and strong-hearted person...I want to see you as a doctor but it's your choice...I want that as I know you are good at heart and to get a doctor who is good at heart is an important thing.
It takes a lot of courage to speak truth on this platform as a content creator but I'm glad that you did. You're valuing yourself as a human we are far more than a identity.
You are strong, very strong and say to truth its very powerful thing, do you go whenever you find to peace in your life, always think pisitive and live your life with positivity. You are a champion, all the best for your future, god will help you always 🌸
It's completely ok to chose what you want to do in your life You live for yourself not for others. Over these year you have created a community of people those who love you for the way you are not for AIIMS D tag. We people who support you will stay here. Doesn't matter if you do pg for AIIMS D or not Rather pg or not Listen to your heart and pray to universe to guide you a way. Know that we support you and love you for the way you are. It's takes a lot of courage to be transparent. I want to congratulate you for being courageous enough.❤❤
Oh girl... I falling for your honesty.. people think if you leave or quit anything, you are a looser. But that's not true. You are very strong that you have courage to leave the toxicity...❤️❤️❤️❤️
Someone here speaking the words tht every students must watch..thank you di to come out and saying the things tht most people cant dare to speak..hats off di❤🎉..now you will see new happy life again😍💝..best wishes di
Sister you're something that someone ALWAYS aspires to achieve , no certified tags can define your life , being a 3rd yr MBBS myself ,I'm so happy to have you because I've been with you since my ug preparation... This is the first time I've commented on RUclips.... because I can relate completely with you ♥️
You are beyond and more than a doctor. The world is so big and full of opportunities waiting for you. Really salute you to bring the truth and what you were feeling. Proud of you di 🤗
Tu sach bolne ki, Himmat kar rahi hai, Tu apni galtiyo se seekhkar, Hausla rakh rahi hai, Tu sabr kar rahi hai, Tu shukar kar rahi hai, Thodi si uljhi hai tu, Dheere Dheere sulajh rahi hai... Duniya ki nazro me, bikhar rahi hai tu, Par apne aap me, Nikhar rahi hai tu...." -Chaitanya To : Dr.Rashmi di❤
Di !! You are a real fighter. Please focus on yourself 😢 Log to kuchh na kuchh kehte hi hai. But aap khud ke liye important ho apne parents ke liye ho aur esse jyada kuch hota hi nahi 😊 Aur meri favourite 🤗
Be strong senior. Do what you want to do. Don't think anything bakwas. I know how it's feels but everything gonaa fine just do what you feel to do. You are brave enough to more incredible things, try new things, explore and just move on and settle down. You are always my favorite❤. Love only
One thing is really true she got some real courage to go and talk straight but reality this line of work is somewhere for those people who are smart ass and the one who knows how to crack code and one who are really into it and obviously luck too ,me as a average Student I can totally relate it with ,most of time I myself fail to understand why the fuck am doing the same stuff ....Maybe system of ratrace lots of love to u stay strong ❤️
First time commenting in someone's video and I just want to say: Its definitely ok to lose all other people expectations and to see your own self because at the end you are gonna live with yourself and god so be true to yourself. The right people will stay in each and every decision you made.
You are not quitting mam...you are going to make your destiny and future according to your inner call, what you actually want to do is what really matters...so pls don't listen anybody, just do whatever you want to do with all your Heart bcoz most important thing is YOU!!
When we begin to compare ourselves, we may be better than a thousand or worse than thousands, but in our true self we are just incomparable and unique. It's just a phase of life, and each phase will one day subside, it is not the end of life as we might think... Be victorious over your failures and be strong... Do what u are made to do and enjoy life...
I feel like I also have courage to say all the truth like you when nobody is ready to understand. Hats off to you. You are really great you did something for last many years where you doesn’t belong. You have great courage. I think you should seek and discover your passion.
You are a warrior for completing the course with some toxic people around......proud of u dii......Do something that makes you happy no matter what others think.....you are living this life you know what's best for you and what makes you happy......just put all the burden away and fly high.....best wishes❤
Didi mai apko 2020 se dekh rhi hu literally apse bahut kuchh sikha h... God bless you dii hamesha khush raho... ❤❤exames n nikle koi bat n apke liye osse badhi chij hogi jo apko milegi...
Sometimes faliure and struggles are turning points where you realise you are made for something much bigger and make you come out of yourself to think and do you never did before. I feel u are so luky that u are out of the rat race and ready for other great things because not everyone have faliures, not everyone gets a call for doing something diffrent and do it, and it might look diffcult initially but good diffrences in you make you great in the end. Lots of prayers and blessings ❤❤
Its okay di you are more important than your exam. I feel that you really want to become singer never met you personally. Don't listen to the noise around. Become what you want to become. I will always always support u.
Dont leave what are you doing. I get this type of "Quitting" feeling daily during me preperation journey in 11th & 12th. But i didnt quit , at the end when i was joinning the college i was thinking about that old days and i was like "Overcoming looser feeling makes you stronger day by day.
Bro if being a doctor is your dream then go ahead, it's not her dream so she left it, not because she can't do it.Her heart loves other jobs more so dont comment like she is a loser
She decided to follow her heart then what’s wrong in this? Doing wht u don’t like and welcoming stress and depression along with it that also not gonna make u less or more successful in ur life ….mental health is more important over anything..
Don't lose hope... You can still do it.. After all what matters is how good one's understanding is in their subjects, and ask what you can improve in that! I believe in you! Love, always ❤
AIIMS Delhi is the most prestigious medical colleges in India. You got in there only because of your caliber. And even if people give you hate for anything regarding that, it doesn't make that true. Not everyone can make it into MBBS. Not only did you secure yourself a seat in AIIMS, you also completed your course. There are so many people who give up midway. Maybe you didn't always have a true calling in this field. And the pressure of the pg exams, and the sad state of affairs in the healthcare sector, just strengthened your lack of interest in this field. You are not responsible to answer to all the people on the internet or otherwise. And your channel will still be relevant. With the kind of character and personality that you have, you will shine in whatever it is that you choose for your future. So all the best and remember that you have so many people who also love you and look upto, and maybe don't have the courage to tell themselves that they need to get out of the situation they are in.
Actually she is not talking about people letting her feel. She is saying that she was never happy or interested in what she is doing. But since it's the society who glorify Doctors as Huge thing, she got confused whether to listen to her heart of external.
STAY PUT STAY STRONG GIRL..... in the end it is your life and you should get to decide. stay brave and stand by your convictions!!! there are 1000 career paths. you are waiting for a purpose. the day u find it there will be no looking back
I cannot tell you how many emotions the poem held. If the poem holds so many emotions no wonder why you are feeling all that. The disgusting medical culture made you weak and strong at the same time. I cannot imagine what u went through. Yet you still are managing to show your face and slam it in haters’ faces. Extremely proud of you. And we support your decision .It is your life you are the sole owner of it. If you want a break from socials take one if you want to delete your channel delete it, but only if your heart wants it we love yoy no matter what just because some nasty people think your channel is over after aiimsd doesn’t mean its the truth we admire YOU as a person!!!!!! Don’t do anything due to peer pressure or hateful comments on social.. at the end We love youu loadsss you are amazing!! I hope u know that❤️❤️
much n much dare want to say that words , you are so brave sister that uh handle it so softly and calmly don't worry destiny is beautiful, am 1st time viewer but u are great keep going
Ap bilkul distressed mat ho di koi nhi medical hi sabkuch nhi hai ap ka talent hi sabkuch hai ab apko jis bhi cheez mai santi mile khusi mile ap wohi kariye di we are with u stay strong❤
My dear ,i feel you what you are going through.... its very rare i comment to some video i couldnt stop Commenting after listening to that last poem . No matter what others or seniors say Ur identity is beyond AIIMS or anything else . I truly believe ur channel will continuously grow and grow .even if not U will grow in life with out a doubt. I have not subscribed you initially just becoz of aiims Tag but becoz of the beautiful soul u have which can be seen through ur videos Dont hurt urself.
and this is called self love which is key for life, this would inspire many ppls stds to change path rather than giving up on life , it's not a failure but success ❤
Don't be so depressed .....take ur time...we already know how toxic the society is and how toxic is the medical field....this is the story of every neet ug aspirants .....i know how hardworking are those students who score 10 20 30... marks less than the cutoff.....at least u have completed ur MBBS.....so be grateful and proud of urself.....u are beyond the judgements of people....be proud and happy please at least u have never done anything wrong to anyone......so why to worry about what people think...❤❤❤
Life is no more life, it's marks, money , exam ,work, stress, comparisons , compromise , fake digital persona creation , peer pressure, work pressure, this pressure that pressure and we call it life now . People do not understand that everything is subjective, we all see and comprehend things differently, we all are different human beings so why can't we have different opinions and choices,which are unique to us, that's the least we can do for ourselves but that's impossible in this life
in my video, I only wanted to share something which was true to my heart. I can see that people are giving sympathy on the comment section which I don't need. I am not a victim. I am a survivor. I am a warrior through that poem. I don't mean to show how toxic that place was it all meant that how I overcame everything and came out as a winner. I am a doctor. I will be a doctor even if I don't want to it. I am still a doctor. Maybe life will give me another chance to come back to this field, but there are so many opportunities which the child and Me who was 12 year old wanted to do, and I want to give her that chance now, so that's what I'm doing now. I am not a victim please I don't need your sympathy. I want you to learn something from what I did not feel guilty about me.
Absolutely! Walking away from situations that no longer serve your growth or happiness isn't giving up!it's recognizing your worth and prioritizing a better path. Knowing when to let go is a true strength, a way of choosing what’s right for your life over what may be comfortable or familiar.
अपने मन आत्मा की सुननी चाहिए ना कि लोग क्या कहते हैं। जिंदगी एक ही तो है जीना चाहिए इसको। संतुलित जीवन। थोड़ा कमाना थोड़ा मौज मस्ती थोड़ा परिवार थोड़े दोस्त अच्छा मन का खाना पीना घूमना और बहुत सा आराम करना।।। खुद के लिए जीना ना कि बच्चों और उनके बच्चो के लिए संपत्ति छोड़ना।। सीखना होगा यह सभी को।
PRETTY SURE U CRIED AFTER READING TH ELAST POEM, BEEN THERE IN SCHOOL LIFE ITSELF DI....HURTS THE MOST😭
It takes a brave heart to talk about setbacks in a world obsessed with success. While most only see the end result, you’ve shown the courage to share the unseen battles.
Your story is a reminder that true strength lies in the journey, not just the destination. Keep shining and inspiring!❤️
Pls reply
Sister, Your parents will not give you money as this happened with me when i left mbbs after and i am again going into rat race so you should plan fanancially and gather atleast 5 lakhs and then you are good go or don't leave mbbs.I will leave my parentss when i will become doctor as they ditch me and i want to show them how it feels when own loved ones ditch 😢😢😢😢😢
Damm in what year left?@@Rgfanclub637
Nahy
@@Rgfanclub637 nhi chordoo mt but unke tukdo pe palna chord do aur phir unke liye kro unhe realise hoga
Honestly, this is my favourite video on your channel. I really appreciate the transparency here, you are sooooooooooooooooo much more than just your ability to pass an exam. I hope you continue to take care of yourself despite what any random stranger on the Internet says. ❤
Di. I am no therapist but your poem reflects that you are devaluing yourself. I am a dropper and everyday i do nothing but my aspirations are high and because of that everyday i find another reason to hate myself. I think you should take a break from everything, or maybe do any hobby you like and i would say dont stop reading in the meantime be it any fictious book. This reading would keep you in touch with books so in case you would like to comeback you would have a link. And even if you dont want to come back it's ok. In the grand scheme it wont matter that which college you got, what matter would be how many regrets you have in the heart.
And i would say do whatever you want but dont have a regret.
Yes you are an mbbs doctor. You have the tag. But you are ,first and foremost RASHMI. A girl who is admired by so many youngsters not for her college but for her sheer hardwork. You are Rashmi who was able to outdo herself. You are Rashmi who can change her condition if she desires to. You are Rashmi who stray cats look for their food. You are the RASHMI. That's it. Period.
A little change in your poem.
*SHE IS A LITTLE WEIRD*
100s of outfit, yet she couldnt find one that pertains her glow
She feeds the stray, because they can sense her magical flow.
Oh yeah , she like all the cats.
Their scratches a souvenir of her diamond heart
A brains which thinks up different ways to help the dirty stray
She pets them. She feeds them
How inteliigent, I say
A miracle in our place.
Be it 97 or 100, does it matter.
The government know the worth and let the hateful people clatter.
She doesnt talk with words, her aura speaks
She decides which place she deserves
And works hard till the walls limiting her creaks.
Human from a slum or mansion
Their worth, no one can sanction
She is a little weird, i agree.
She listens to the hate and doesn't let herself free.
I couldnt ask her to look in the mirror, cause she be blinded by her glow.
I hope you read this, di
You know cats are hardest to befriend.
Best comment ❤
Thank you for pinning me. I hope you do good.
Hats off...🔥👏👏
Sympathy ke liye video h , relax nxt video fr aayegi.. views ka chkkr babu bhaiya
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This is one of the most authentic videos on RUclips. It will guide thousands of young lives who may be choosing the wrong path under peer pressure. I’m so happy that you followed what your innermost self told you-something only one in a million people can do. So proud of you! ❤
Take your time, and always listen to your inner soothing voice. Trust it! It is always there to guide and protect you.
Wishing you all the very best for the beautiful moments ahead-live them with no regrets! ❤
In the era of posting about success, achievements and hard work someone has courage to talk about failure as well. Kudos to you to come this far and believing in yourself. God has planned something else for you. Keep going. More power to youuuuu didi!!!! ❤️🫂
Hey
Air 1 2017 Dr Navdeep singh looses the life , so it is always necessary to hear the inner calling
What??? When and how???
@@sana_the_bookaholic3-4days ago
@@Its_arya_8431 damn it 💔 but is it conformed that he committed sui ci de? Maybe mu rd er ho...ya fir tabiyat kharab? Young logon mei heart attack ke cases bhi kafi common ho rahe hain aajkal....
@@sana_the_bookaholic he was found hanged with no suicide note cant really say its a suicide or a murder
I have studied from same institute like he topped exam in 2017 and i was in 11th in that institute in 2018 he was inspiration for all of us i have seen his picture on flex of my institute for my whole 2year prep journey
He was a great guy sooo sincere our teachers used to motivate us by giving examples of him its soo heartbreaking when im listening to his suicide news 💔even my soul is crying that what just happened to him
This tells us the toxicity of medical Colleges even the most prestigious colleges
You are not looser at all
You are fighter
And bhad me jaye log ..
Logo ko kya pta kis pressure se gujar rhe ham
Absolutely!
True
Bhad mein jayen
Main toh ignore krta hun un logo ko 😅😅
Mai v mnn m gali de deti hu😂
Mental health is more important than anything.
Right 😂
Weak 🤡
Kuch mental health problem ni h .. baat ye h ki hum bhut jyada material life oriented ho gye .. hume nokari paise ke liye kerni na ki khushi ke liye... jitna mile usme khush rhna... rishto m itna ghus jana ki life khtm hone ki sochna....insbko ager ek side rkh ke aver hum gaon m jake dekhe jaha ek ek roti ke liye log tarste h .. unki zindagi ko jab mahsoos kerna sikh jaoge toh ye anxity sb bhag jayegi
@@heritagewalk90 unka struggle alag h humara alag
Gaon Wale seher wale comparison irrelevant h yaha
Ye comparison valid nhi h bhaai .. padhai ka mental stress bahut alag hota hai .. AIIMS Delhi jaise jagah par jaana koi easy nhi h
Abhi kuch din pehle hi Air1 of 2k17 batch me suicide commit kar lia ... @@heritagewalk90
You are not dumb. Your strong. I have so much respect for you that you shared this with everyone. Thank you🌟💗
An OG once told me "If you get on the wrong train, get off at the nearest station, the longer it takes you to get off, the more expensive the return trip will be."
Nicely put
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722 hey take your time out and give CAT for IIMs , you will grow in all aspect. do some research about CAT if you are not aware about it.
Hey, don't feel sad. You survived those 5 years, you are strong. All love to you from my side❤. Take care.
this is the most underrated and best video of this channel, it truly shows you as well as the reality of this rat race that sadly I am also a part of, this is a very raw and heartfelt video and this will always make anyone and everyone feel a certain way about themselves. and that's beautiful. I am always here with you no matter what decision you take man. you truly deserve it and you always will and may you achieve all that you yearn for!!! lots of love doctor.
My respect for you just reached the skies ......... You are really so brave and best just the way you are .
Never let anything or anyone lower your value , no matter what .
Thank you so much for this ! I’m a first year mbbs student and I’m going through a phase like I cannot adjust myself in this pressured life . I cannot enjoy myself in this field but I see my classmates no matter how difficult it is they’re actually enjoying . I think it’s very important to discuss about what’s reality and it’s normal to happen this to anybody . You’re a very brave person and thank you !
A very true & heartfelt video
Much needed
Keep growing and glowing
Not always a tag is required
Inner calling is much bigger and better
Writing this with teary eyes... Di u are a rockstar, we love you so much, agar ap aiims chodh bhi doge to hm aapko nhi bhulenge.. RASHMI SHARMA(AIIMS DELHI) till infinity♾️ ye aapse koi nhi chin skta hai... You have lived that lifestyle 25lakhs kids are manifesting for..... U are genius U are a worthy capable DOCTOR❤
Pls yar ab to samjho jo tum manifest krte ho vo life kabhi nhi milegi vha
Mat ro choti
Are uska 3 baar se inicet nahi nikal raha isliye chhod rahi hai kya tarif
What is inicet?
@@pn81 neet ug ke baad exam hota hai tab jake doctor bante hai aap
No need to worry di ❤ ur pure soul . Do whatever u feel like . Forget what people will say. Just live for ur happiness ❤❤❤
she often stays quiet doesnt mean she got no right,
but sitting alone she thanks the deity that she is a warrior who can fight.❤
@@apurvaaadya6865 ha bhai, dekh lia fight😂
@@dryeager7bhot taras aata h tujh jaise logo pe
@@studies8347 achha bhai, thamks, MBBS me dissection hall ka pic bhejunga
@@dryeager7 pics bhejne se phle thodi tameez shik lena
Nhi to tum jaise batmiz to cadaver ki bhi respect nhi krte
And agar fir bhi bhejni h to pls oocipitofrontalis and orbiculus oculi ki bhejna I love to see that
You fill find description about this in bd chourasiya vol3 part 18
@@studies8347 tere clg me nhi hay kya💀
I really follow you from a long time, i really like how mature you have become, you have been an aid to cope up this stress for me and many of us
It's totally ok girl,god is preparing u for something very great!!❤
Even title of MBBS doctor has alot of respect , and moreover u have completed it from AIIMS delhi(dream of millions)....and your self satisfaction and happiness are the only things that matter, it's your life Rashmi , live it as you want to..best wishes!!!
Edit- honestly speaking if you are worried about yt community, lemme tell you we never clicked on your videos looking at your achievement , it's purely your content creation and skill of making videos and this is gonna be permanent wherever you are and whatever you do!
Insan bina kisi title ke v important hota h.
No only MBBS has no value 😂
@@navyaneilsharma8 😂
@@navyaneilsharma8 Zara batau aap kya karte ho🤣🤣🤣 baat karte hai....aap wahi ho na , har kisi ke comment section mein 1st comment daal ke achievement feel karne wale🤣
@@navyaneilsharma8bhai mere vaha bas mbbs doctor he usne pg nahi kiya lekin pata nahi patient se bara rehtha hai uska hospital
Your dream, your mental health is more important than anything. ❤ stay safe, be happy, keep shining ✨
Diii the mental stress that you have is clearly visible in your eyes..plzz don't be in so much stress ..there is a long way to goo ,its your life and your choice,live the way you want but stay happy and healthy........we all love youuu
U r very honest ,and very hard working, love and blessings from kedarnath
Dii you are so brave genuinely you are the real motivation..back then I was too obsessed with AIIMS Delhi but now I am changed...you are the real motivation atleast you have the courage to tell the truth
You gained a subscriber.. because this is the first time you are being completely honest with us as we expect you to be.. lots of love ❤
Gazb bezati h 😂
Rashmi through this video, you helped by removing the burden on my shouldeds which I was since 3 years as a NEET failure. Thank You for showing us the reality
Mine too..I'm also a failure...
I gave neet for the first time in 2021 with my boards.... Now it's 2024 I am still preparing.... Now I want to qui.... I don't know what to do
Quit and move ahead...life has so many opportunities...@@sunanda3764
Your channel will not become dead. After Listening your story you got New subscriber, yes me. All the best girl🎉
You are the Best didu aapka channel kbhi dead ni ho skta we all with uhh mera bhi neet ni hua and I want to enjoy my life that 's why I clear ruhs and enjoy my life bcz mental health always our first priority
I can feel you. I got 92% in 10th boards. Since 11th, I started having stomach issues which left me with anxiety, I was su*cidal, in 12th, I missed all my tuitions. I feel disgusted. My boards are coming in 4 months and still I don't feel like studying
Please please don't give up this same thing happened to me .... See I'll tell you my case I got 95.6% in 10th but in 11th I was suddenly so shocked when I failed in chemistry mid term papers (thankfully they were just mid term papers and sir gave me 3 grace marks since I was always good in studies) somehow passed finals with 73%but in 12th with the same feeling that I might fail I decided to go for dummy school it was very risky again in preboards scored 82% but then after 2 months gave board and scored 93.6%(2023) took 1 drop and cleared neet 2024 with 656 .... See it might not be a big deal for others but for me now I feel good that I've passed and survived the phase !
@@eknanhisikoshish1337 I hope I'll find a way to survive too
Me too 😢😢😢
Don't pressurize from your past achievements and focus on present okay everything will be 👍
Don't worry about anything just focus on yourself okay ❤ your first priority should be Your health only.
So proud of you..and I love your videos because YOU make it..not because you make IT... I hope you will be happy and live a peaceful life..
Please Di don't be depressed you motivated me a lot...I also 3rd time dropper but now I'm going to quit because this isn't for me
Amar o 3rd chilo ...amio r drop dichhi na
I am also 3rd dropper but I don't study
@@shreyaghoshal2902Tahole kon course korbe ?
@@KuhaliNaskar ami to akhon bsc nursing tai hobo bhabchi .. tumi o ki dropper ?
@@shreyaghoshal2902 r sotti tante parchina...
Kolkata case has just shattered the mental peace of each n every female med
I subscribred your channel after hearing you.. It is so fucking hard to be confident in your fear.. But you just walked that road like a queen❤
Thank you for saying truth....abhi tak hame lagta tha ki agar AIIMS nhi mila to sab khatam but after air 1 suicide new and now from your video it's like ki you should have happy what you have....it's important
😢sahi bole aap
don't worry didi....we totally understand your emotions! it's better to speak what you really feel than faking it!..... it takes a lot to express....u inspired us
Hatts off u di....you are not a looser....uuu r a real winner.....we always appreciate you as our mentor....♥️🎉
I have seen a lot of videos of yours just scrolling down yt but after watching this video I subscribed you today for your genuineness ❤
Your poem spoke a lot of what you didn't say. I am no one to guide you or tell you what to do and nobody actually can, but its ok to feel what you might be feeling right now. Focus on everything that makes you happy, its absolutely fine if you don't want to be a part of this crowd. May god bless you and stay strong. ( and its also ok to not feel that strength sometimes )
*You are already a Doctor dude ! you will take NEET PG just for Financial support, you already made a face on RUclips,you are already one step forward to most of the PGT doctors creating your own brand will boost your motivation,don't listen to the 99% of negative comments,only one positive CMT can change the way you are thinking,be the producer, not the consumer,universe will give you everything ❤*
🎉Yes
@@raunik7651 ❤❤
😗❤
@@raunik7651 ❤❤
@@unseizedsoul6755 ❤❤ Are madam saheba ❤❤
You are noooooo lesss!! You are amazingggggg!
dont call yourself by those harsh words!!!!!!
you are a rockstar!!!
you are a warrior!!
keep shiningggggggggg
I appreciate how you accepted it ❤
Its okay post graduation isn't everything you can earn by other means as well.
Hope you heal soon 🤍🤍
Rashmi aiims Delhi ❌ Rashmi Sharma ✅
In my 👀 eyes ...you are a brave and genius girl ....❤ Not everyone has the courage to speak the truth. Those people who want fake fame live in a fake world. We all should do what makes us happy
Kuch to log kahenge logo ka kaam hai kehna 👍🏻
tum itna naa socho tumhari life hai you know what to do
best of luck ❤
You are a warrior, Stay happy and healthy.
There are so many ways to lead a respectable life other than NEET PG and INICET.
You are an inspiration for so many people out there.
Don't get demotivated
Follow your instincts and your passion.
Your channel is not only about AIIMS Delhi, trust me...don't know how many viewers are gonna agree with this....but in this life, the brand or college or anything is not more important than a good and strong-hearted person...I want to see you as a doctor but it's your choice...I want that as I know you are good at heart and to get a doctor who is good at heart is an important thing.
🔴 *I have been waiting to hear this for five years.*
How rude
It takes a lot of courage to speak truth on this platform as a content creator but I'm glad that you did.
You're valuing yourself as a human we are far more than a identity.
You are strong, very strong and say to truth its very powerful thing, do you go whenever you find to peace in your life, always think pisitive and live your life with positivity. You are a champion, all the best for your future, god will help you always 🌸
It's completely ok to chose what you want to do in your life
You live for yourself not for others.
Over these year you have created a community of people those who love you for the way you are not for AIIMS D tag.
We people who support you will stay here.
Doesn't matter if you do pg for AIIMS D or not
Rather pg or not
Listen to your heart and pray to universe to guide you a way.
Know that we support you and love you for the way you are.
It's takes a lot of courage to be transparent.
I want to congratulate you for being courageous enough.❤❤
Live your life happily sis.❤ prioritize your mental health. Its really brave of you to take this step. Remember you're a fighter. 😊
Oh girl... I falling for your honesty.. people think if you leave or quit anything, you are a looser. But that's not true. You are very strong that you have courage to leave the toxicity...❤️❤️❤️❤️
Someone here speaking the words tht every students must watch..thank you di to come out and saying the things tht most people cant dare to speak..hats off di❤🎉..now you will see new happy life again😍💝..best wishes di
Don't worry didi !
U can still live and enjoy ur life as a mbbs Dr !
U re an inspiration for us !!!!
Luv u soo much didi
❤❤❤❤
Sister you're something that someone ALWAYS aspires to achieve , no certified tags can define your life , being a 3rd yr MBBS myself ,I'm so happy to have you because I've been with you since my ug preparation...
This is the first time I've commented on RUclips.... because I can relate completely with you ♥️
You are beyond and more than a doctor. The world is so big and full of opportunities waiting for you. Really salute you to bring the truth and what you were feeling. Proud of you di 🤗
It's never too late di .....Do what you want .The most beautiful thing about life is you will get it once 😊
Tu sach bolne ki,
Himmat kar rahi hai,
Tu apni galtiyo se seekhkar,
Hausla rakh rahi hai,
Tu sabr kar rahi hai,
Tu shukar kar rahi hai,
Thodi si uljhi hai tu,
Dheere Dheere sulajh rahi hai...
Duniya ki nazro me,
bikhar rahi hai tu,
Par apne aap me,
Nikhar rahi hai tu...."
-Chaitanya
To : Dr.Rashmi di❤
Wow❤
Di !!
You are a real fighter.
Please focus on yourself 😢
Log to kuchh na kuchh kehte hi hai.
But aap khud ke liye important ho apne parents ke liye ho aur esse jyada kuch hota hi nahi 😊
Aur meri favourite 🤗
Be strong senior. Do what you want to do. Don't think anything bakwas. I know how it's feels but everything gonaa fine just do what you feel to do. You are brave enough to more incredible things, try new things, explore and just move on and settle down. You are always my favorite❤. Love only
It's okay to feel like that
I am so proud of you that you know what is made for you
You are a shining star
GO GIRL
Means u were bullied there like how these intelligent brain can talk like these. U just stay strong dii and do whatever u feel good for u❤
One thing is really true she got some real courage to go and talk straight but reality this line of work is somewhere for those people who are smart ass and the one who knows how to crack code and one who are really into it and obviously luck too ,me as a average Student I can totally relate it with ,most of time I myself fail to understand why the fuck am doing the same stuff ....Maybe system of ratrace lots of love to u stay strong ❤️
First time commenting in someone's video and I just want to say:
Its definitely ok to lose all other people expectations and to see your own self because at the end you are gonna live with yourself and god so be true to yourself. The right people will stay in each and every decision you made.
You are not quitting mam...you are going to make your destiny and future according to your inner call, what you actually want to do is what really matters...so pls don't listen anybody, just do whatever you want to do with all your Heart bcoz most important thing is YOU!!
When we begin to compare ourselves, we may be better than a thousand or worse than thousands, but in our true self we are just incomparable and unique. It's just a phase of life, and each phase will one day subside, it is not the end of life as we might think... Be victorious over your failures and be strong... Do what u are made to do and enjoy life...
I feel like I also have courage to say all the truth like you when nobody is ready to understand. Hats off to you. You are really great you did something for last many years where you doesn’t belong. You have great courage. I think you should seek and discover your passion.
You are a warrior for completing the course with some toxic people around......proud of u dii......Do something that makes you happy no matter what others think.....you are living this life you know what's best for you and what makes you happy......just put all the burden away and fly high.....best wishes❤
Didi mai apko 2020 se dekh rhi hu literally apse bahut kuchh sikha h... God bless you dii hamesha khush raho... ❤❤exames n nikle koi bat n apke liye osse badhi chij hogi jo apko milegi...
What you just did to do that took real guts ❤, most people don’t have it! 👍
Its absolutely ok... U r more than numbers,rank and institution.Just be happy and focus on your health.Future is waiting 4 u with more opportunities
Sometimes faliure and struggles are turning points where you realise you are made for something much bigger and make you come out of yourself to think and do you never did before.
I feel u are so luky that u are out of the rat race and ready for other great things because not everyone have faliures, not everyone gets a call for doing something diffrent and do it, and it might look diffcult initially but good diffrences in you make you great in the end.
Lots of prayers and blessings ❤❤
Ok lets cheer her fir sharing all this! You're brave, stay same, stay strong ✨🤌
Its okay di you are more important than your exam. I feel that you really want to become singer never met you personally. Don't listen to the noise around. Become what you want to become. I will always always support u.
Dont leave what are you doing. I get this type of "Quitting" feeling daily during me preperation journey in 11th & 12th. But i didnt quit , at the end when i was joinning the college i was thinking about that old days and i was like "Overcoming looser feeling makes you stronger day by day.
❤❤
Bro if being a doctor is your dream then go ahead, it's not her dream so she left it, not because she can't do it.Her heart loves other jobs more so dont comment like she is a loser
@@Rudeboy213yess exactly 💯
@@Rudeboy213definitely.....who fakes as a winner is already an interim losser 💯
She decided to follow her heart then what’s wrong in this? Doing wht u don’t like and welcoming stress and depression along with it that also not gonna make u less or more successful in ur life ….mental health is more important over anything..
Honestly di focusing on yourself is far most better than focusing on people's comments❤
Don't lose hope... You can still do it.. After all what matters is how good one's understanding is in their subjects, and ask what you can improve in that! I believe in you! Love, always ❤
Please take care of yourself dear, Do what you love to do because you as an individual matter alot... You are very strong..❤
I respect you decision..
AIIMS Delhi is the most prestigious medical colleges in India. You got in there only because of your caliber. And even if people give you hate for anything regarding that, it doesn't make that true. Not everyone can make it into MBBS. Not only did you secure yourself a seat in AIIMS, you also completed your course. There are so many people who give up midway. Maybe you didn't always have a true calling in this field. And the pressure of the pg exams, and the sad state of affairs in the healthcare sector, just strengthened your lack of interest in this field. You are not responsible to answer to all the people on the internet or otherwise. And your channel will still be relevant. With the kind of character and personality that you have, you will shine in whatever it is that you choose for your future. So all the best and remember that you have so many people who also love you and look upto, and maybe don't have the courage to tell themselves that they need to get out of the situation they are in.
Actually she is not talking about people letting her feel. She is saying that she was never happy or interested in what she is doing. But since it's the society who glorify Doctors as Huge thing, she got confused whether to listen to her heart of external.
You can settle down anywhere you wish to.
Never settle for anything less than you deserve.
STAY PUT STAY STRONG GIRL..... in the end it is your life and you should get to decide. stay brave and stand by your convictions!!! there are 1000 career paths. you are waiting for a purpose. the day u find it there will be no looking back
I can relate this🙂
All the best for your future di...
I know whatever you'll do
It will be best..
❤❤
Hey dear sister,
Your honesty is your strength.
You're beautiful from inside ( outside as well) dear .
Don't Stop making videos.
Love you.
I cannot tell you how many emotions the poem held. If the poem holds so many emotions no wonder why you are feeling all that. The disgusting medical culture made you weak and strong at the same time. I cannot imagine what u went through. Yet you still are managing to show your face and slam it in haters’ faces. Extremely proud of you. And we support your decision .It is your life you are the sole owner of it. If you want a break from socials take one if you want to delete your channel delete it, but only if your heart wants it we love yoy no matter what just because some nasty people think your channel is over after aiimsd doesn’t mean its the truth we admire YOU as a person!!!!!! Don’t do anything due to peer pressure or hateful comments on social.. at the end
We love youu loadsss you are amazing!! I hope u know that❤️❤️
❤By accepting yourself as you are ....u proved you are Super Strong ❤Rise & Shine always 🌸
trust almighty.... better
Girl you are a 💎 gem.....
You are a warrior 🔥❤
Biggest thing is to be loyal to oneself and you did that great learned so much from you
much n much dare want to say that words , you are so brave sister that uh handle it so softly and calmly don't worry destiny is beautiful, am 1st time viewer but u are great keep going
maam dont loose hope... you are a motivation to hundreds and thousands of aspirants... I can bet that you will do better than best in your life
Ap bilkul distressed mat ho di koi nhi medical hi sabkuch nhi hai ap ka talent hi sabkuch hai ab apko jis bhi cheez mai santi mile khusi mile ap wohi kariye di we are with u stay strong❤
My dear ,i feel you what you are going through....
its very rare i comment to some video i couldnt stop
Commenting after listening to that last poem .
No matter what others or seniors say
Ur identity is beyond AIIMS or anything else .
I truly believe ur channel will continuously grow and grow .even if not
U will grow in life with out a doubt.
I have not subscribed you initially just becoz of aiims
Tag but becoz of the beautiful soul u have which can be seen through ur videos
Dont hurt urself.
More power to you girl, love you!! ❤️
Didi please medical field mat choro
Aap hamare liye motivate karte ho
and this is called self love which is key for life, this would inspire many ppls stds to change path rather than giving up on life , it's not a failure but success ❤
Don't be so depressed .....take ur time...we already know how toxic the society is and how toxic is the medical field....this is the story of every neet ug aspirants .....i know how hardworking are those students who score 10 20 30... marks less than the cutoff.....at least u have completed ur MBBS.....so be grateful and proud of urself.....u are beyond the judgements of people....be proud and happy please at least u have never done anything wrong to anyone......so why to worry about what people think...❤❤❤
Life is no more life, it's marks, money , exam ,work, stress, comparisons , compromise , fake digital persona creation , peer pressure, work pressure, this pressure that pressure and we call it life now . People do not understand that everything is subjective, we all see and comprehend things differently, we all are different human beings so why can't we have different opinions and choices,which are unique to us, that's the least we can do for ourselves but that's impossible in this life
Koi wrong step mt Lena please❤❤❤❤❤
So glad you are strong enough to face your struggle head on. You are amazing ♥️ and life has so much more for you than a single exam. Kudos to you!
You are the best ❤️✨