If you ever feel you want to die , just remember one thing , nothing is gonna change after your death , your loved once will cry but only for 3 days , after death they will say that " weak minded thi marr gayi " ... This is the reality.... Just stay alive
listen , we don't end our lives to have an impact on our loved ones or to see them suffer in our memories for the rest of their lives , we end lives to put a full stop on our daily sufferings when universe doesn't want to save uh by giving a ray of hope ..and the situation becomes worse ...then we end our lives ....also ,ending our own lives has nothing to do with the world ...
The way you are exposing the honey coated toxicity of Hyped AIIMS or Mbbs life is commendable.For the one who don't really want to be Doctor ,you gonna help them alot by this video.
@@IshitaSharma-j7t😅 yha bhi hoti h. The thing is nobody talks abt these. Med m to ug,pg etc sbhi level mein toxicity h . Kaha thoda km to kahi or jyada
Today i understand it's not important where you are whether in AIIMS Delhi or normal college, mental health is above all this . Personally i think ki AIIMS me mental peace h rutaba h and all that but now i know the reality
The fact is that, why u misleaded people here since 5 years, listing about t pros of being a med student at aiims ...then u never told t dark side......still i remember their were some med influencers who just hyped about aiims, duting my 11th std evryone wanted to go there , just cause of advertisements done not because they wanted to go.........not simply criticising u, t thoughts here in med college we have on ug level, are an outcome of t accompany u have , t people.....its sole cause is not academics n clinical....this is what we faced n r juniors are facing.......to combat this one must be dedicated to medicine to complete ug then nothing can affect u...........hmm situation if diff in residency n till time of internship...........but what i felt u should make aspirants aware about circumstances n hw to combat it.....rather than exaggersting t matters of negativity here......most of ur viewsrs r aspirants rather than med students, we as a med student like to address t cause rather than teling ur personal opinions on this issue.....it might break t morale of upcoming aspirsnts from pursuing medicine
Hm , That's correct....here r neet aspirants basically , n this phase itself is tiring n depressing because of career settlement.....but being a medical student scenario changes absolutely t way u handle situations.....toxicity is just cause of t seniors n hod's they just pressure se to perform well....accompany fact Is much relatable....don know why she is spreading misleading info regarding mbbs.....or yha log ni kaise hai , jinki mental health shi Jo jati hai dusre ko bi ae negativity me Dekh ke...means literally
@@priyanka6306 thats not critisim , but t fact is students ko neet krna hai ya nhi, neet ki hardships....whether they want to change their path....usme kisi ka personal situation strengthen krega......yr its ur carrer, tumhe apne decision ko khud satisfy krna hai.....mai keh du mbbs gives you a meaning of life, it worths evrything,its best ....to jo students kuch or choose kr rhe hai aise to unhe depression ho jaega.....or agr koi keh de mbbs leave krke sucess hai, mbbs is toxic then all of u would feel better......grow up you all,
I saw some mean comments here....please think before assuming and commenting anything mean...when one commits suicide, we try to prevent it by spreading awareness that we should ask for help and when FINALLY someone speaks up about their own story, they end up getting mean comments? Just because she got the courage and the platform to speak up doesn't mean she's trying to gain sympathy ....she might be helping someone out right now going through the same thing who is fed up of their life...social media is powerful.
Hnn vhi yrr koi kar leta hai to aake sympathy dikhaate hai....koi lad rha usasw to uska sath nhi dete hain....sath denw k liye mrne ka wait krta hai sb...hell k demons hain idhar aa gye hain😢
@@AADHIKRISHNAANILand if this continues how India is gonna be a developed country…Also there are doctors who are working hard and saving people while being coping with all this they are the real heroes ❤️
didi honestly after scoring 603 in neet i did not get any college i unsubscribed every neet related yt channels just for the peace of mind... now suddenly this video this video cmae in tl...... just here to say didi take care. to every neet aspirant ..> remember comparison is thief of joy so dont compare just live your life..
I am also a neet aspirant. I also feed stray animals and it's my dream to earn a lot so that I can open a shelter for them❤❤❤ loved that you also love animals. Following you since 4 years 😊😊😊
See , she’s back again with new video after uploading the last video “i quit” 😂😂 views ka chakkr babu bhaiya , baby ko bass psnd h or didi ko views psnd h.. if you hav seriously any problem so better to consult a consultant psychiatrist rather than uploading videos
@@Dr.Monty_ syd aap galat ho! Aur waise bhi di ne video banayi hai to acha hai na yaar unki pichhli video dekh ke lg rha tha vo kitni depressed hai at least vo hum logo ke samne apni feelings share kar rahi aur unko esse happiness mil rhi to achha hi hai na 😊 Warna aaj to hr 6 person me ek do depression me hi hai Kaun kb kaha kaise... 😔 By the way God bless you!!
Let me explain how it feels to be in depression, sleeping just to counter racing thoughts , sometimes overdoing on sleeping pills in order to just sleep, lost appetite, no energy even to wake up, constantly asking why should I live, want to talk to someone but left with no energy to even talk, constant battle with your own mind, questioning every decision of past, self blaming.
hie rashmi thanks for being so strong i have always loved watching ur vids but idk why sometimes i used to feel kya sadiyal ladki hai kitni low on energy hai those vibe that aura maybe it was even reflected through that screen that now the dots connect and im able to understand that u never really felt okay that time, now u have a different spark loving it im so happy u didnt give and ur finally ur choosing what u love more power to u x
people change with time and you have certainly changed now. Its good that you are honest now but for the past 4-5 years you were also one of those youtubers who thrived on the AIIMS-D tag . you could have said all these way before.If i can guess right the only reason of the chaos is not being able to cope up with the superior students who are present there and no one can deny the fact that there will always be difference between a person having rank 1-200 in AIIMS and a person having rank beyond 2000 in AIIMS .They can’t be same. This trend is also observed in IITs also only top rankers(general and OBCs) get well placed.
dii you are really a great example of those who are in the rat race of this world blindly as in some pressure people choose the field in which they are not interested and were conditioned to continue it
Ma'am your resilience has made you the person that you are today.Every single thing that you are today is because of the adversities which you have faced yesterday.
I'm suffering same thing 😢 Constantly past memories repeat hona or itna repeat hona ki dimag thk jata h or bs rona aata h aisa lgta h dimag fatt jayega .
Take psychological or better psychiatrical help soon and make your parents know .I can understand that they might not at first because of social stigmas but take time and let them know...I hope you will recover soon.All the best.God bless you
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722 dear rashmi..when i saw ur poem video ,i got a hint that u had such thought ..n i prayed for u .dont worry just pour out ur heart to lord Jesus ,he understands us n I have myself got instant healings from him..read bible ,God will talk to u through his word it doesnot matter what religion ur from n pray ..trust me..u will be fine.try It rashmi..dont take any wrong step Good luck 🎉 Take care
Exceptional .... Thank you didi ..... You have no idea how many lives you have saved by sharing your story .... Kudos to you ...... A lot of people go through this and specially those students who once have been good students but somehow go through this phase ..... Your way of explaining is just as an elder explaining their younger siblings. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dii can you help , i really need a help because my health is getting worsen from past 6 months please don't just ignore my comment ... It's a huge request 🙏🏻
Just so you know I do care about you and I watched your first video years ago and I immediately told my parents about you.. I know you my mum knows you …about the last video you posted I told my mum about that too … my mum was worried for you as well…me and my mum do care about you …just letting you know that there are people for you
No matter u r in a aiims aur any gmc aur any private or a FMG you have to have the courage+ optimism+ motivation to study medicine specifically.. Plzz don't give a fuck to the ppl who argues with you on ur marks, collg and many more , u just have to let ur self feel good first and feel proud in ur self that u chose this course and u will prevail so just beleive on urself!
I came across your channel today.. i felt so understood hearing you... Since second year of mbbs..mera yahi thoufht tha.. i have to end my life.. i was diagnosed with bpd, depression ,anxiety.. suicidal ideation had become so common.. i stopped studying tjinking that death is always an option.. even now im like this.. its very tough to manage such emotions..professional help is also a myth..i never benefitted . Medicimes drain you. Therapy is very costly.. ultimately the only way out js to take time out.. 4 saal depression me rehne ke baad i have started feeling that this is what life is..iskiye time out lena chahiye from rat race
May be she is speaking truth or may be this is a way to start something big like any online platform but whatever may everyone live a happy and healthy life 🙏❤
I want to write it sooooooo badly that I'm always told what to do but what actualllyyy I want to do is I DON'T KNOW. I gave my 2nd attempt this year uninterestingly this year too I couldn't clear it ghar pe aisa padhne wala environmentmilta hi nai aur this was my late grandfather's dream, he wanted either me or my elder brother to pursue mbbs. And my father who is also a doc himself, has always tried his level best to impose the same proff on us. But my brother too tried his best to not let him do that, now came my turn and now Im in delimma , I feel soooooo lost soooo stucked soooo uncertain on what's been happening , there's no inner voice neither in my favor nor against. Bas jo bol re hain karte raho krte raho Unka aur sbka pride bacahte rho ,,,,,,,,,,,, pta ni kyaaaaaaaaaaaa hi chlta h
Because i don't get what these medico tubers are doing now a days !!you should have switched your content in the beginning ..but you kept doing this to gain neet aspirants subscriber ...i mean i don't know how many pf these kids have taken drops just cz you showed them sun shines amd Rosey beds !! I legit hate hate hate these medic tubers these days the are Hippocratic 😬😬
@@AADHIKRISHNAANILabe kisiko loser batane pehle khud ke dekh...tu jaise log bakwas karne aata hain...usne Jo hasil kiya na tu uske 10% bhi karke dikha phir bataiyo kisiko loser...sach hamesha karwa hota hain dost...
It is very important to have friends. I don't have friends to whom I can tell what's going on in my mind, nor is there anyone who can listen to me...ab lgta ha kuch to ha jo bhot picche chhut gya ha or life aage bdh gyi h bas..🙂
Nice video didi more power to you......i know in medical college a lot of girls like you who feels the same but due to society fear they don't have courage to quit but u took stand for yourself and speak up publicly which is a great thing...Best of luck for your future!
I am sorry if I say anything wrong but yes you did always seem me sad and depressed in your photos and videos even in convocation photos you didn't seem happy and today you yourself revealed that you weren't happy. Idk what to say I am a beginner so I just hope you heal soon 🤍
Dii you are such an inspiration Really the one who is talking about reality ... Not showing off as others Hope u will gather all ur strength and rock again
Didi, i am also from bihar. I would request you to do "Inner Engineering" program. It would transform yourself completely. I'm talking from personal experience. I really can feel you what you're going through, and only solution is inner engineering, at least for me. Please try it, with an unprejudiced mind. I've been a witness to your life from last 5-6 years through youtube and i appreciate your honesty. Considered you my elder sister, thus requested you to do IE. Best wishes di🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Hi I just wanna say that I'm happy that someone is actually talking about this in Hindi no less . I do not see a lot of content creators especially in India talking about it . Lots of love and appreciation. And Yes A lot of respect to you ❤
Then why were you glorifying everything till now ... And literally when now you started to fall ..like not as that -ve ..i mean in studies you didn't get selected ..now you started backbiting. or backattcking. i don't know why you are doing this !! Im sure and i pray right now what ever you are doing is not just a content or your way of switching
Exactly i have same story like u While i was preparing for neet UG i have no depression anxiety issues,but when i enter in medical colleges,i was diagnosed with adjustable disorders in 2nd proff exams. Later this problem get worse with year and worst when i completed and start preparing for neet pg
Didi I am watching your videos for almost 4 yrs, from the starting I feel very much connected with you, I also love singing and during my drop year when I was lost, I got a stray cat and took care of it eventually I stopped overthinking and started studying again, one day(sept 2023)my cat disappeared. I cried a lot but then I understood God sent him to guide me..and my cat is always watching me..I studied hard and got a govt medical College.❤ love you phuchu😚
Jo poem apne sunai uses koi bi sun kar smajh sakta h what was happening with you .girl u are strong enough to face it . U aren't different from them u are unique. You are the main character in your life they'll be the side one.❤
This is the ground reality of every person in medicine. World is shallow these days. It's your life. You can choose to switch careers. It's okay . Why isn't it normalised in medicine ? Anybody in other profession can do it similarly she can also. Everybody has a right to choose their lives on their terms. Sometimes we don't know what the other person is dealing with. It's not about channel growing or whatever. Sharing the reality hits different and I'm glad few people like her are courageous to speak the truth behind the scenes. Everybody shows instant success in life. Where's all the failures of each and every person ? Where's all the mistakes we make ??? Where's it.? Everybody keeps those things hiding. In the world where social media is consuming us it's good to see people coming their raw selves. Sooner or later. She wanted to become a doctor. She did. Mbbs is also not a joke. It takes a gut a courage to continue to perform each daily activity despite the toxicity which a medical college has. Similarly every work culture is somehow toxic. Let's be kind to each other. Respect each others . Pushing each other down doesn't bring the good out of you. Let's encourage each other . Place a smile in each others face rather than pulling her down saying she is doing all this for views and what not. World is tough everybody has their own share of problems. . Instead of dragging each other feets let's be kind. She studied so much and has a doctor title in front of name. Let's respect each other lives. Failures arent shared. It's hidden. Success are shared like anything. Let's be honest with ourselves. Let's slowly figure out life. What's the rush and hustle culture.
People calling her quitter and shitty things are the same people who would have shown sympathy and sadness on her suicide...which thankfully she didn't commit ....Hypocrisy at its peak
Kudos to u!! In this world where everyone is running in rat race..u r one who is standing for mental health...thanks a lot for raising awareness...we r with u ❤️❤️
Being a psychology student I can understand what you've gone through and I think I was brave enough to switch my carrier from Neet dropper (2years) to Clinical Psychology. And now I feel that this is the thing I wanted. Destiny calls you so don't worry.
I had been through the same problem I also quit my engg after scoring 1st division in 1st sem . But after that I faced problem in understanding subjects I asked for all help from teachers but doesn't satisfied with the education and I overthink a lot about my career which led me to depression system like fever , body ache , nervous and anxiety. So I quit my engg and it took 4-5 years to be fine with medicine from Nimhans Bengaluru
I've been suffering from headache daily since 1 year.... I'm also suffering from depression... treatment and everything didn't work out....neet preparation has never been this hard... studying is so hard due to my headache...I'm in my drop year now..only 7 months left.. don't know what to do..!
i was suffering from this headache too during my preparation time so i met with neurologist,he wrote CT and MRI and found nothing. later in kota i met with a mbbs doctor and he said you have nothing ,it is due to your overthinking and over academic pressure...just relax and u will be fine and wrote some medicine...and after i came home after completing 11th my headche problem gone as i was quite relaxed at my home..
@@kirankumarpolavaram2331 i used to read even in headache but believe me that was good for nothing ,dont be stressed this much ,take a break or go home and just relax..if u overthink u will not get rid of this..
I gave 2 attempts for neet for me i worked really hard I studied but due to not having good study skills and being a slow learner i couldn't make ot to mbbs seat i took admission in bhms and i don't regret for anything i am just gonna give my 100 percent to this leave rest on god now i just understand you have to let go of things there us difference between reality and delusion now i feel like i got freedom i am happy and thats all
The vibe that I feel by watching your video is so dark. Don't take it in a negative way but I feel it's because you are sad and struggling. I just want to let you know that it's so intense. I hope the best for you.
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722Actually the one which you posted recently about your decision to not do pg maybe 2 wk before in which you recited a poem had intense vibe not this one. Dude, if you replied with sarcasm, sorry if it hurted you. Actually, I was really moved by that video and I took quite some time to stop thinking about you and get back to normal mood. Girl, I wanted to say that you are so strong and you will find your way some day. I feel it's ok to not know what you want to do further. It's ok to be confused. Just keep doing what you love and what brings peace to you. Yes, life is more about living and less about achieving. You are talented and you are gonna shine one day, I believe. May god bless you and help you heal through your journey. I hope you stay joyful and live the best of your life. May positivity shower in your life. ❤️❤️
And You told dark side only after Failing in PG Entrance exams. Angoor khatte hain wali story yaad aa rhi hai mujhe. AIIMS delhi has produced finest toppers. Number 1 medical college hai India me. 23rd ranked College in Entire World. Tum usko blame kar rhi ho apne Weak Mindset ke liye.
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏stayyyBlessed U go gal!!!lots&lots of love❤❤ kitni pyàri ho aaap takes a lott &lottts of gutts & couràge to talk about trauma wid sooo màny pràctical tips to tàckle it
I donot want to comment on this topic, but most of the experts/doctors say that its just like a trigger button people end it by just clicking on that button. I have seen many AIIMS DM/PG/UG students have committed suicides during the last 10/15 years. The most shocking event I heard about was a GB pant Professor level doctor cardiologist, whom I met several years ago, too committed suicide by jumping from the building
The main Reason of depression in mbbs is- people stuck in wrong group. And they can't come out of it even if they want to. This is what I say from 5.5 years of experience, show some courage, come out of the group, add some new hobbies to your life like dance classes or music classes, means join a new group, that way you will make new friends like you, You will get a better life and don't spoil your life by comparison. 5 साल 1 महीने बाद मै finally उस group से बाहर आ गया, intenship complete hone को अभी 4 month है but कोई ना देर आए दुरुस्त आए, आप इतना late mt करना धन्यवाद 🙏🙏
Im a jnu student not a neet aspirants ever , but i was also going through same thoughts even today sometime i get same thought, upsc prepration made the situation worst i did everything but after 4 attempt failed in mains twice and when u don't find what to correct u want to end your life this is fact.
I never liked aditya gupta,aman tilak,aryan raj, and your channel Then when saw other (not you) low rankers suggesting how to read to get rank.... Then aditya sanjay gupta seemed genuine and deserving to guide people on how to study... But seeing your last 2 video( never saw any of your video) but these 2 videos are best, Now you're above aditya sanjay gupta ..... Keep going.... Don't take any wrong step
Hi di I am following u from starting of your channel but I never felt that connection with u but from past 2 videos there is something that is connecting me with you maybe it's your pain I love writing poem and and I want to share it with u maybe it will resonate with some Was sleeping during the night in my dream Just wanting not to awake in the night To escape the past with cursed memories Until it was morning The tingling of light started hurting Started loving the darkness hunting The habit of pain was getting deeper Engraving my core with its sharp sheer And gradually become habitual
If you ever feel you want to die , just remember one thing , nothing is gonna change after your death , your loved once will cry but only for 3 days , after death they will say that " weak minded thi marr gayi " ... This is the reality.... Just stay alive
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Yes sir
Respect ❤
listen , we don't end our lives to have an impact on our loved ones or to see them suffer in our memories for the rest of their lives , we end lives to put a full stop on our daily sufferings when universe doesn't want to save uh by giving a ray of hope ..and the situation becomes worse ...then we end our lives ....also ,ending our own lives has nothing to do with the world ...
Bilkul sahi kaha apne ❤
The way you are exposing the honey coated toxicity of Hyped AIIMS or Mbbs life is commendable.For the one who don't really want to be Doctor ,you gonna help them alot by this video.
Dude every sector is like this we are living in capitalist society
@@Arnav-p9i why defaming mbbs, particularly at ug level what sort of toxicity
@@IshitaSharma-j7t😅 yha bhi hoti h. The thing is nobody talks abt these. Med m to ug,pg etc sbhi level mein toxicity h . Kaha thoda km to kahi or jyada
@@madhusmitasethi3239 vo to puri life me hai toxicity.....particulary in begining more efforts are required.....konse proff me ho ?
They are the one who hyped AIIMS life.....Post neet life !!!
Today i understand it's not important where you are whether in AIIMS Delhi or normal college, mental health is above all this . Personally i think ki AIIMS me mental peace h rutaba h and all that but now i know the reality
@@AADHIKRISHNAANIL😂
The fact is that, why u misleaded people here since 5 years, listing about t pros of being a med student at aiims ...then u never told t dark side......still i remember their were some med influencers who just hyped about aiims, duting my 11th std evryone wanted to go there , just cause of advertisements done not because they wanted to go.........not simply criticising u, t thoughts here in med college we have on ug level, are an outcome of t accompany u have , t people.....its sole cause is not academics n clinical....this is what we faced n r juniors are facing.......to combat this one must be dedicated to medicine to complete ug then nothing can affect u...........hmm situation if diff in residency n till time of internship...........but what i felt u should make aspirants aware about circumstances n hw to combat it.....rather than exaggersting t matters of negativity here......most of ur viewsrs r aspirants rather than med students, we as a med student like to address t cause rather than teling ur personal opinions on this issue.....it might break t morale of upcoming aspirsnts from pursuing medicine
Hm , That's correct....here r neet aspirants basically , n this phase itself is tiring n depressing because of career settlement.....but being a medical student scenario changes absolutely t way u handle situations.....toxicity is just cause of t seniors n hod's they just pressure se to perform well....accompany fact Is much relatable....don know why she is spreading misleading info regarding mbbs.....or yha log ni kaise hai , jinki mental health shi Jo jati hai dusre ko bi ae negativity me Dekh ke...means literally
Not only she but many other creaters also just for their views afterall there are a huge population of neet aspirants
Bhn yr ....woh apni story btari h....sunlo na.... criticize krna hr bt p jruri ni h.....
@@priyanka6306 thats not critisim , but t fact is students ko neet krna hai ya nhi, neet ki hardships....whether they want to change their path....usme kisi ka personal situation strengthen krega......yr its ur carrer, tumhe apne decision ko khud satisfy krna hai.....mai keh du mbbs gives you a meaning of life, it worths evrything,its best ....to jo students kuch or choose kr rhe hai aise to unhe depression ho jaega.....or agr koi keh de mbbs leave krke sucess hai, mbbs is toxic then all of u would feel better......grow up you all,
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Dr Rashmi you gave me new hope and another perspective to live peacefully 😢
Thats the goal
I saw some mean comments here....please think before assuming and commenting anything mean...when one commits suicide, we try to prevent it by spreading awareness that we should ask for help and when FINALLY someone speaks up about their own story, they end up getting mean comments? Just because she got the courage and the platform to speak up doesn't mean she's trying to gain sympathy ....she might be helping someone out right now going through the same thing who is fed up of their life...social media is powerful.
Absolutely right
Hnn vhi yrr koi kar leta hai to aake sympathy dikhaate hai....koi lad rha usasw to uska sath nhi dete hain....sath denw k liye mrne ka wait krta hai sb...hell k demons hain idhar aa gye hain😢
@@AADHIKRISHNAANIL apka time gya uncle ji😛😛😍🥰
@@AADHIKRISHNAANILand if this continues how India is gonna be a developed country…Also there are doctors who are working hard and saving people while being coping with all this they are the real heroes ❤️
didi honestly after scoring 603 in neet i did not get any college i unsubscribed every neet related yt channels just for the peace of mind... now suddenly this video this video cmae in tl...... just here to say didi take care.
to every neet aspirant ..> remember comparison is thief of joy so dont compare just live your life..
It's okay.i scored 626 and still didn't got a college 😂
I scored 629 still not get any government college 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
I have also experience that so keep calm
@@deepalipurohit6147 I left this rat race , now pursuing bca from muj.
So true
I also feel lonely when I study for long hours.
As time passes my mind get more confused.
I respect your honesty and sharing your story. It will help others to cope up who is suffering similar mental health issues.
I am also a neet aspirant. I also feed stray animals and it's my dream to earn a lot so that I can open a shelter for them❤❤❤ loved that you also love animals. Following you since 4 years 😊😊😊
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Same here❤
Same here i also love stray animals ❤❤
Same here and I am a MBBS student
It really takes a lot of courage to admit that you are depressed and need help. Hats off to you mam.
Girl you're so strong❤
We support you whatever be your decision!
Highly appreciate you for covering this topic ❤ 👍
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See , she’s back again with new video after uploading the last video “i quit” 😂😂 views ka chakkr babu bhaiya , baby ko bass psnd h or didi ko views psnd h.. if you hav seriously any problem so better to consult a consultant psychiatrist rather than uploading videos
@@Dr.Monty_ syd aap galat ho!
Aur waise bhi di ne video banayi hai to acha hai na yaar unki pichhli video dekh ke lg rha tha vo kitni depressed hai at least vo hum logo ke samne apni feelings share kar rahi aur unko esse happiness mil rhi to achha hi hai na 😊
Warna aaj to hr 6 person me ek do depression me hi hai
Kaun kb kaha kaise... 😔
By the way God bless you!!
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722do u believe in success means happiness in life 😅
Dr Mam❤❤❤❤
Let me explain how it feels to be in depression, sleeping just to counter racing thoughts , sometimes overdoing on sleeping pills in order to just sleep, lost appetite, no energy even to wake up, constantly asking why should I live, want to talk to someone but left with no energy to even talk, constant battle with your own mind, questioning every decision of past, self blaming.
WE ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU
hie rashmi thanks for being so strong i have always loved watching ur vids but idk why sometimes i used to feel kya sadiyal ladki hai kitni low on energy hai those vibe that aura maybe it was even reflected through that screen that now the dots connect and im able to understand that u never really felt okay that time, now u have a different spark loving it im so happy u didnt give and ur finally ur choosing what u love more power to u x
Nobody tells this side of life...thank u di for covering this...appreciate your courage.Lots of love ❤
people change with time and you have certainly changed now. Its good that you are honest now but for the past 4-5 years you were also one of those youtubers who thrived on the AIIMS-D tag . you could have said all these way before.If i can guess right the only reason of the chaos is not being able to cope up with the superior students who are present there and no one can deny the fact that there will always be difference between a person having rank 1-200 in AIIMS and a person having rank beyond 2000 in AIIMS .They can’t be same. This trend is also observed in IITs also only top rankers(general and OBCs) get well placed.
She's constantly saying I recovered from this that but I don't understand what exactly the problem is she never mention the problem only
Views ka chakkar
Exactly same like what was the reason what was the problem?? Kis cheez ka solution sun rhe h hum log? And what was the suffering in medical college😢
He can u tell whatever said in this video is it actually right ??@@dr.ankita4336
dii you are really a great example of those who are in the rat race of this world blindly as in some pressure people choose the field in which they are not interested and were conditioned to continue it
just proud to you.... i have no words....u r so strong from inside...even from now the respect for u increased at another level.....
❤ friend ache ho toh 90% problem sort out ho jaati h❤
@@Kuldeep_bisht10 toh family h naaa
@@Kuldeep_bisht10 yahh I releat this thing but ab m aisa bhi nhi bol sakti naa ja friends bnaoo kya pta kese ho , but yrrr self company enjoy
Guddu bhaiya once a time said.. DO NAO PE SAWAR HONA.. 😅 ( study & youtube ) Medical is very tough not time for any things except study...👐
Haa to log ky kre
I am blessed that I watched your video. Now the heaviness which I was feeling inside my heart now all vanished😌😌all the love and wishes to you didi❤❤
Ma'am your resilience has made you the person that you are today.Every single thing that you are today is because of the adversities which you have faced yesterday.
Nicely put
I'm suffering same thing 😢
Constantly past memories repeat hona or itna repeat hona ki dimag thk jata h or bs rona aata h aisa lgta h dimag fatt jayega .
Take psychological or better psychiatrical help soon and make your parents know .I can understand that they might not at first because of social stigmas but take time and let them know...I hope you will recover soon.All the best.God bless you
Same 😢
"Baat niklegi to fir door talak jaegi.. log bevajah udaasi ka sabab puchenge..ye bhi puchenge ke tum itni pareshan kyu ho? .."
❤️🩹
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722 dear rashmi..when i saw ur poem video ,i got a hint that u had such thought ..n i prayed for u .dont worry just pour out ur heart to lord Jesus ,he understands us n I have myself got instant healings from him..read bible ,God will talk to u through his word it doesnot matter what religion ur from n pray ..trust me..u will be fine.try It rashmi..dont take any wrong step
Good luck 🎉
Take care
Exceptional .... Thank you didi ..... You have no idea how many lives you have saved by sharing your story .... Kudos to you ...... A lot of people go through this and specially those students who once have been good students but somehow go through this phase ..... Your way of explaining is just as an elder explaining their younger siblings. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dii can you help , i really need a help because my health is getting worsen from past 6 months please don't just ignore my comment ... It's a huge request 🙏🏻
Tell me more
Can't tell how much you helped me by this video you just pushed me from out of these things..lots of love from odisha ❤
Stay strong....you are my role model ❤❤
Just so you know I do care about you and I watched your first video years ago and I immediately told my parents about you.. I know you my mum knows you …about the last video you posted I told my mum about that too … my mum was worried for you as well…me and my mum do care about you …just letting you know that there are people for you
But I don't understand why was she bullied?
"Zindagi boht badi hoti h, zindagi me padi chizon se! Aur yaad rakhna khudko khoo kr duniya me paane jaisa kuch nhi. "
I don't want to say anything.....I trust you ma'am.....and yes... you are my inspiration ❤️❤️❤️
Nothing but just have to say THANKYOU ❤
No matter u r in a aiims aur any gmc aur any private or a FMG you have to have the courage+ optimism+ motivation to study medicine specifically..
Plzz don't give a fuck to the ppl who argues with you on ur marks, collg and many more , u just have to let ur self feel good first and feel proud in ur self that u chose this course and u will prevail so just beleive on urself!
I came across your channel today.. i felt so understood hearing you... Since second year of mbbs..mera yahi thoufht tha.. i have to end my life.. i was diagnosed with bpd, depression ,anxiety.. suicidal ideation had become so common.. i stopped studying tjinking that death is always an option.. even now im like this.. its very tough to manage such emotions..professional help is also a myth..i never benefitted
. Medicimes drain you. Therapy is very costly.. ultimately the only way out js to take time out.. 4 saal depression me rehne ke baad i have started feeling that this is what life is..iskiye time out lena chahiye from rat race
May be she is speaking truth or may be this is a way to start something big like any online platform but whatever may everyone live a happy and healthy life 🙏❤
Heyy Queen u drop this.👑
I want to write it sooooooo badly that I'm always told what to do but what actualllyyy I want to do is I DON'T KNOW. I gave my 2nd attempt this year uninterestingly this year too I couldn't clear it ghar pe aisa padhne wala environmentmilta hi nai aur this was my late grandfather's dream, he wanted either me or my elder brother to pursue mbbs. And my father who is also a doc himself, has always tried his level best to impose the same proff on us. But my brother too tried his best to not let him do that, now came my turn and now Im in delimma , I feel soooooo lost soooo stucked soooo uncertain on what's been happening , there's no inner voice neither in my favor nor against. Bas jo bol re hain karte raho krte raho Unka aur sbka pride bacahte rho ,,,,,,,,,,,, pta ni kyaaaaaaaaaaaa hi chlta h
Because i don't get what these medico tubers are doing now a days !!you should have switched your content in the beginning ..but you kept doing this to gain neet aspirants subscriber ...i mean i don't know how many pf these kids have taken drops just cz you showed them sun shines amd Rosey beds !! I legit hate hate hate these medic tubers these days the are Hippocratic 😬😬
Dr. Didi... you are best ❤
More power to you our gem 💎 ❤
Thanks a lot 😊
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722 always welcome 🤗 ❤️🧿
@@AADHIKRISHNAANIL losser?? Ek bar dekho ki didi ne apni Life me kitna sb achieve Kiya h..she is not like you jo aise faltu ki bs bate kare!
@@AADHIKRISHNAANILabe kisiko loser batane pehle khud ke dekh...tu jaise log bakwas karne aata hain...usne Jo hasil kiya na tu uske 10% bhi karke dikha phir bataiyo kisiko loser...sach hamesha karwa hota hain dost...
Really helped me alot,
At 1:00 AM i am watching,
Now I am not alone in this Shit
Di aap kuchh jyada mat socho jo apkaa dil karata h aap wo karo kisi ka bhi mt suno ap apne dil ki suno hm log sb apke sath h
It is very important to have friends. I don't have friends to whom I can tell what's going on in my mind, nor is there anyone who can listen to me...ab lgta ha kuch to ha jo bhot picche chhut gya ha or life aage bdh gyi h bas..🙂
Nice video didi more power to you......i know in medical college a lot of girls like you who feels the same but due to society fear they don't have courage to quit but u took stand for yourself and speak up publicly which is a great thing...Best of luck for your future!
I am sorry if I say anything wrong but yes you did always seem me sad and depressed in your photos and videos even in convocation photos you didn't seem happy and today you yourself revealed that you weren't happy. Idk what to say I am a beginner so I just hope you heal soon 🤍
You should make videos on mental health and how to copeup with mbbs
Wooooowwww I was almost giving up because i got a year lag in mbbs 1st year due to adjustment issues. Thank you for new hopes 🙏🏻
Di its a huge request aap youtube kbhi mat chorna.....you are my inspiration❤
There is nothing without struggle. So many tension and stresses in our life.
Mental issues gets worse when it starts causing physical issues, and I got stuck in the loop
Dii you are such an inspiration
Really the one who is talking about reality ...
Not showing off as others
Hope u will gather all ur strength and rock again
Didi, i am also from bihar. I would request you to do "Inner Engineering" program. It would transform yourself completely. I'm talking from personal experience. I really can feel you what you're going through, and only solution is inner engineering, at least for me. Please try it, with an unprejudiced mind. I've been a witness to your life from last 5-6 years through youtube and i appreciate your honesty. Considered you my elder sister, thus requested you to do IE. Best wishes di🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Hi I just wanna say that I'm happy that someone is actually talking about this in Hindi no less . I do not see a lot of content creators especially in India talking about it .
Lots of love and appreciation. And Yes A lot of respect to you ❤
Then why were you glorifying everything till now ...
And literally when now you started to fall ..like not as that -ve ..i mean in studies you didn't get selected ..now you started backbiting. or backattcking. i don't know why you are doing this !!
Im sure and i pray right now what ever you are doing is not just a content or your way of switching
Sahi bola bhai log emotions me beh jate h
Exactly i have same story like u
While i was preparing for neet UG i have no depression anxiety issues,but when i enter in medical colleges,i was diagnosed with adjustable disorders in 2nd proff exams.
Later this problem get worse with year and worst when i completed and start preparing for neet pg
All the best
This is so overwhelming..... you're such an inspiration for us❤️
More power to you diii ❤
Dii you are strong and i always with you whatever you do. You are champ❤
It's good that you are sharing this topic
Many people even Don't talk 😢
Didi I am watching your videos for almost 4 yrs, from the starting I feel very much connected with you, I also love singing and during my drop year when I was lost, I got a stray cat and took care of it eventually I stopped overthinking and started studying again, one day(sept 2023)my cat disappeared. I cried a lot but then I understood God sent him to guide me..and my cat is always watching me..I studied hard and got a govt medical College.❤ love you phuchu😚
You are like a ray of hope..❤🥺💫
U r brave enough to make videos on this topic...❤️
Somebody has to
You are the most charismatic personality I have ever seen ❤
Keep shining 🌟
Jo poem apne sunai uses koi bi sun kar smajh sakta h what was happening with you .girl u are strong enough to face it . U aren't different from them u are unique. You are the main character in your life they'll be the side one.❤
A Girl 19 year old
diagnosed by HIV
she joined acharya Prashant RUclips sessions
and she is living her life fully
until inevitable comes.
Which girl?
This is the ground reality of every person in medicine. World is shallow these days. It's your life. You can choose to switch careers. It's okay . Why isn't it normalised in medicine ? Anybody in other profession can do it similarly she can also. Everybody has a right to choose their lives on their terms. Sometimes we don't know what the other person is dealing with. It's not about channel growing or whatever. Sharing the reality hits different and I'm glad few people like her are courageous to speak the truth behind the scenes. Everybody shows instant success in life. Where's all the failures of each and every person ? Where's all the mistakes we make ??? Where's it.? Everybody keeps those things hiding. In the world where social media is consuming us it's good to see people coming their raw selves. Sooner or later. She wanted to become a doctor. She did. Mbbs is also not a joke. It takes a gut a courage to continue to perform each daily activity despite the toxicity which a medical college has. Similarly every work culture is somehow toxic. Let's be kind to each other. Respect each others . Pushing each other down doesn't bring the good out of you. Let's encourage each other . Place a smile in each others face rather than pulling her down saying she is doing all this for views and what not. World is tough everybody has their own share of problems. . Instead of dragging each other feets let's be kind. She studied so much and has a doctor title in front of name. Let's respect each other lives. Failures arent shared. It's hidden. Success are shared like anything. Let's be honest with ourselves. Let's slowly figure out life. What's the rush and hustle culture.
She feels loneliness throughout 5yr of mbbbs .....😢😢😢😢😢
This is my first time in your channel and I relate many things ❤❤
Di , apka vdo mai class 11 th se dekh rahi hun ,, or mai jada kuchh nahi bolungi basss di , i truly love you 😊😊❤❤ ,,,
People calling her quitter and shitty things are the same people who would have shown sympathy and sadness on her suicide...which thankfully she didn't commit ....Hypocrisy at its peak
Kudos to u!! In this world where everyone is running in rat race..u r one who is standing for mental health...thanks a lot for raising awareness...we r with u ❤️❤️
Being a psychology student I can understand what you've gone through and I think I was brave enough to switch my carrier from Neet dropper (2years) to Clinical Psychology. And now I feel that this is the thing I wanted.
Destiny calls you so don't worry.
Bravo❤❤❤❤❤❤❤.typed even just after jumping into your videooo ❤ I know you are didiii
Don't worry we are with you ❤
Very proud of you sister❤.. may God give you everything u want.. ❤❤
We all are with you diiii❤
I had been through the same problem I also quit my engg after scoring 1st division in 1st sem . But after that I faced problem in understanding subjects I asked for all help from teachers but doesn't satisfied with the education and I overthink a lot about my career which led me to depression system like fever , body ache , nervous and anxiety. So I quit my engg and it took 4-5 years to be fine with medicine from Nimhans Bengaluru
I've been suffering from headache daily since 1 year.... I'm also suffering from depression... treatment and everything didn't work out....neet preparation has never been this hard... studying is so hard due to my headache...I'm in my drop year now..only 7 months left.. don't know what to do..!
i was suffering from this headache too during my preparation time so i met with neurologist,he wrote CT and MRI and found nothing.
later in kota i met with a mbbs doctor and he said you have nothing ,it is due to your overthinking and over academic pressure...just relax and u will be fine and wrote some medicine...and after i came home after completing 11th my headche problem gone as i was quite relaxed at my home..
Can u tell me how did headache decrease?
Any tips !!
And how do you manage to study with headache?
@@kirankumarpolavaram2331 i used to read even in headache but believe me that was good for nothing ,dont be stressed this much ,take a break or go home and just relax..if u overthink u will not get rid of this..
Thanks for sharing all this. You are such a brave heart❤❤❤❤
I gave 2 attempts for neet for me i worked really hard I studied but due to not having good study skills and being a slow learner i couldn't make ot to mbbs seat i took admission in bhms and i don't regret for anything i am just gonna give my 100 percent to this leave rest on god now i just understand you have to let go of things there us difference between reality and delusion now i feel like i got freedom i am happy and thats all
All the best
Oh my god Rashmi dii you replied thank you so muchh ❤
I wish that almighty guide you to right path
The vibe that I feel by watching your video is so dark. Don't take it in a negative way but I feel it's because you are sad and struggling. I just want to let you know that it's so intense. I hope the best for you.
Wow, really glad to read your comment, it’s filled with positivity
@@RASHMIAIIMSDELHI1722Actually the one which you posted recently about your decision to not do pg maybe 2 wk before in which you recited a poem had intense vibe not this one. Dude, if you replied with sarcasm, sorry if it hurted you. Actually, I was really moved by that video and I took quite some time to stop thinking about you and get back to normal mood. Girl, I wanted to say that you are so strong and you will find your way some day. I feel it's ok to not know what you want to do further. It's ok to be confused. Just keep doing what you love and what brings peace to you. Yes, life is more about living and less about achieving. You are talented and you are gonna shine one day, I believe. May god bless you and help you heal through your journey. I hope you stay joyful and live the best of your life. May positivity shower in your life. ❤️❤️
How beautifully you describe the real meaning of life ❤ Thanku sis 💕 khush raho
And You told dark side only after Failing in PG Entrance exams.
Angoor khatte hain wali story yaad aa rhi hai mujhe.
AIIMS delhi has produced finest toppers. Number 1 medical college hai India me.
23rd ranked College in Entire World.
Tum usko blame kar rhi ho apne Weak Mindset ke liye.
I will share this video , who knows this can save a life and advise them that if they feel suicidal then keep watching this video .
Yes
You are so strong di 😭
I hope you and me get well soon 😭💗
it takes a lot of courage to share all this with us .... hats off to you DR RASHMI SHARMA
Great mam you are simply saying live a life jeevan banane ke chakkar me jivan jeena mat chhodo
This is my 1st ever comment on youtube .I just want to tell u that ur such a positive soul.
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏stayyyBlessed U go gal!!!lots&lots of love❤❤ kitni pyàri ho aaap takes a lott &lottts of gutts & couràge to talk about trauma wid sooo màny pràctical tips to tàckle it
I donot want to comment on this topic, but most of the experts/doctors say that its just like a trigger button people end it by just clicking on that button. I have seen many AIIMS DM/PG/UG students have committed suicides during the last 10/15 years. The most shocking event I heard about was a GB pant Professor level doctor cardiologist, whom I met several years ago, too committed suicide by jumping from the building
The main Reason of depression in mbbs is- people stuck in wrong group. And they can't come out of it even if they want to.
This is what I say from 5.5 years of experience, show some courage, come out of the group, add some new hobbies to your life like dance classes or music classes, means join a new group, that way you will make new friends like you, You will get a better life and don't spoil your life by comparison.
5 साल 1 महीने बाद मै finally उस group से बाहर आ गया, intenship complete hone को अभी 4 month है but कोई ना देर आए दुरुस्त आए, आप इतना late mt करना
धन्यवाद 🙏🙏
Apko ase khush dekh kar achha laga ek new Hop ke sath so very proud of you❤ or next video 🎥 jaldi upload karna I am wetting. ❤sending lots of love❤
Im a jnu student not a neet aspirants ever , but i was also going through same thoughts even today sometime i get same thought, upsc prepration made the situation worst i did everything but after 4 attempt failed in mains twice and when u don't find what to correct u want to end your life this is fact.
So beautifully nd courageously u hv discussed this topic. May God bless u. Just do what suits u. Dont rush urself. Be happy.
I never liked aditya gupta,aman tilak,aryan raj, and your channel
Then when saw other (not you) low rankers suggesting how to read to get rank....
Then aditya sanjay gupta seemed genuine and deserving to guide people on how to study...
But seeing your last 2 video( never saw any of your video) but these 2 videos are best,
Now you're above aditya sanjay gupta .....
Keep going....
Don't take any wrong step
Hi di I am following u from starting of your channel but I never felt that connection with u but from past 2 videos there is something that is connecting me with you maybe it's your pain
I love writing poem and and I want to share it with u maybe it will resonate with some
Was sleeping during the night in my dream
Just wanting not to awake in the night
To escape the past with cursed memories
Until it was morning
The tingling of light started hurting
Started loving the darkness hunting
The habit of pain was getting deeper
Engraving my core with its sharp sheer
And gradually become habitual
Thankyou so much appi❤❤❤
Hats off to you for speaking very bravely and confidently over this topic 🎉 congratulations
Lots of love ❤❤❤❤ ......
Take a break please.. live your own.❤❤