RUE - fades away (LIVE @ roof top)

A song that soon to be released but I just can’t wait to share it with everyone :)
My favourite part is the last few lines which sounds like a conversation with someone who’s bad at reading the room.
Lyrics:
It’s 5 in the morning
Even the pill it doesn’t work
Shut my eyes but not my mind
Thinking if it’s too much
To bring all those old things up
It’s been years of cover up
Is it because how they sent you away when you were 3
Does it justify the person you are right now right here
Is it why you’re crying
Is it the coming of age
Fears of getting old
It never fades away
Does it suffocate you
With all the shit you’ve been through
You don’t feel anything
But you said fine it’s cool
Said wish you could die by 25
And you said things like this just to feel more alive
You’re a little emo
Too busy to blame the past
Said wish you could die by 25
Cos you can’t stay sober till the end of the night
And you don’t see the future
That’s not gonna fall apart
Is it because how they sent you away when you were 3
Does it justify the person you are right now right here
Is it why you’re crying
Is it the coming of age
Fears of getting old
It never fades away
Does it suffocate you
With all the shit you’ve been through
You don’t feel anything
But you said fine it’s cool
Should I come through
fine it’s cool
Can I come through
fine it’s cool
Should I come through
fine it’s cool
I can come through
fine it’s cool