RUE - Person that I hated

a song to remind myself.
graphic by 木子
made by me anyway.
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lyrics:
I'm sorry that I just said it
I never intended to say it out loud
I don't wanna hurt nobody
and push everyone who tries to love me anyway
they said it is coming of age
you never realize when everything changed
afraid of the demon in my blood
gonna cleanse my soul just to keep everyone safe
I wonder how you spend your holiday
will you come and visit my grave
if I'm turning into the person that I hated
will there be any flowers on my stone
will I be missed
oh I keep digging, keep digging
deep in my heart
it's just hollow
thought I'll grow up when I'm ready to
but the bandage on my wounds keep stopping me
pretend to be tough like I should
to be in the crowd that I can't never fit into
forget about all of my nonsense
it's awkward to show you that I'm a mess
if I'm turning into the person that I hated
#rue #personihated #original
will there be any flowers on my stone
will I be missed
oh I keep digging, keep digging
deep in my heart
it's just hollow
to love or to be loved
a lesson to be learnt
better save our time and make a different
before we burn
if I'm turning into the person that I hated
will there be any flowers on my stone
will I be missed
oh I keep digging, keep digging
deep in my heart
it's just hollow