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I know one young russian guy living in Prague. And he suffer from the same thing as you. Also (very early) divorced. He is good and kind guy. But trying to find in Prague "soulmate" is really naive and futile. There only money matters.
We are ready in the USA, we have guns honey...we also have good people that are willing to fight, this is a global war I think however it is more spiritual as in good vs evil war....and I think we will be okay. The global elites want to throw out our constitution, however they forget that we have many many vets here and many that are willing to fight for the good of it all.
You are a good person with a good heart! I am American and I don't hate Russians. I hate the conflicts caused by senseless politics! I believe there are good people everywhere. Thanks for the video. With love from Minnesota, USA.
Senseless politics 🤷...an authoritarian with imperialist fantasies has invaded a peaceful nation, causing injury and death to over 700,000 human beings.
@@blossompure US is like so and this never will change. But when I watch at their president that is completely out of order, I have to laugh a lot all the time. It's simply unbelievable how this man is out of all.
You sound like such a good person. It's difficult enough going through life with anxiety and having to worry about two children. I pray you find peace in your life and someone to share your life experiences and problems with. You have many friends watching your videos, so you will never be alone. Stay strong.❤
My cousin married a Russian 25 years ago. She's from St. Petersburg. He passed away a few years ago. She's still here in the States, has a job as an ultrasound tech, and still part of our family. We love her. I'm glad she didn't leave after my cousin passed. Thanks for sharing your story.
@@isabelmarias.s.quelhasribe3121 im guessing you have a good intention but maybe you shouldn't reply to this comment like that. This could be a real story and bringing politics into something that could've caused despair and sadness might not be great
Thank you for sharing your experiences. I think it’s so important for people to learn about people from other countries and how we basically are the same. I wish we could all find peace and unity for the future of our children. I am so happy that you were able to get home and start healing.
Hello Nastya, I wish you the very best in your new life in Siberia. You are a courageous person and I'm sure you will adapt soon and your sons too. Just take one day at a time, no need to rush into things. The most important factor now is that you are with your family. My grandparents were Russian. Love from Brazil.
@@nastya_in_siberia Dear Nastia, wish you all the best in your new beginning. If you are Orthodox Christian, go back to church, participate in the Sacrament, find a good spiritual father, and study the Holy Books. This will help if not solve completely your problems with panic attacks and depression.
Being back home with your Mom and family is the best medicine. You are a strong person and everything will work out for you. Things take time. I know I’ve had panic attacks myself and it’s hard to describe how terrifying they are. Take it one step at a time.
The best decision there is is to go to your own country. The homeland is the safest place if there is peace there. Novosibirsk is peaceful now, and probably will remain so. It's up to you with what kind of work and how much you find happiness. Man stands on two legs: family, and a meaningful job. You have two children, they are your family. Have a good life.
I feel like russians have a third leg, which is their land.. Once you are away, you lose something core that makes you a russian (or you become a miserable one). Nastya is a prime example.
Thank you so much for sharing your story 💓 As someone who suffers from depression and panic attacks, I really emphasise with you. You are incredibly strong and brave 💗 I'm so happy the father's of your children found the compassion to let you take them with you. Wishing you love, happiness and healing 💓✨ xxxx
As for the fathers...they left the children with her after their separation, so they did not appear to have a strong bond with their own off spring. Perhaps I am wrong, but I would venture they would not have cared for the responsibility of raising young children either..
We live in a crazy world but I can tell you as an American woman you are a strong lady and I’m sure with time you will get through everything! You have a lovely life so just take one day at a time and enjoy your family. With my work I speak with people all over the world with translation of course and I so respect the Russian people along with many other countries…we are all in the together ♥️
NASTYA, THAT WAS EXTREMELY BRAVE OF YOU TO SHARE YOUR STORY WITH US. THANK YOU. I WAS VERY MOVED BY IT AND CAN RELATE IN SOME WAYS TO IT, AS I'M SURE MANY VIEWERS WILL TOO. BE PROUD OF YOURSELF TO RECOGNIZE YOU NEEDED HELP AND TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. HAVING THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO MAKE THOSE DIFFICULT DECISIONS IN LIFE ARE NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. YOUR MENTAL HEALTH AND THAT OF YOUR SONS FUTURE IS VERY IMPORTANT. I COMMENDED YOU FOR TAKING ACTION. NOW YOU CAN ENJOY LIFE AND HAVE PEACE OF MIND. GOD BLESS 🙏 YOU.
Anxiety sucks...especially as a single father. Raised my son completly on my own with my son being autistic. I've always had depression and anxiety but got diagnosed while in the Army. Loneliness got the better and ended up rushing into a loveless marriage with the first woman to tell me she liked me. Best thing from that was my kids. Getting back into the Bible and closer to Jesus has helped me a Lot...I don't go anywhere, for one can't get my son to want to leave the house off his electronics. I gave up on trying to find love
Your story is so sad. What a courageous woman and mother you are. RESPECT! As a single mother of 2, better happy in Russia than depressed in Europe. Wishing you strength and happiness ❤❤
You made the right call, and it’s so brave of you to share your story. Thank you. This can definitely help others going through the same thing. I’m really happy you could take your kids. God bless you and your family.
Твои ноги на русской земле- the best thing for your your spirit and your health, Nastya. Make sure that you spend a lot of time outside in your bare feet, 'grounding' your body on the earth and taking in the sunshine. This will do wonders for your body and soul... You are not alone- so many of us have similar stories in these troubled times, especially in the West. Thank you for sharing and I wish you and your family all the best! You are on the right track.
Yes...this is true. Mostly she will feel better with The Lord who made the earth as He wants to heal her and she needs to forgive herself and others to gain peace. Self reflection is always a start to healing and peace. Let the awesome God of all creation guide you. His name is Yahweh. His son is Jesus.❤🙏
I just found your channel and fell in love in it. I’m polish but living in the USA. My eyes are wide open- just like yours are. I pray everyday that people see what you and I see and hopefully more and more will. You’re an amazing person and your family is lucky! Good luck with everything!
I have extreme compassion for you. My daughter also has panic attacks and anxiety. Thank goodness you have a welcoming family and a home where you can heal. I wish you the best- From an American viewer.
Good job on taking charge of your life, through the many challenges 😊 you are brave and courageous and I appreciate your willingness to be vulnerable with your viewers! I'm from Canada and son's wife is from Russia. She and her are a wonderful addition to our family. You remind me a bit of her. All my best to you and your sweet children, on your life's journey...you are off to a great start! ❤
I am so sorry to hear that you didn't have any support in Czech Republic. I am from that country but became a single mother living in Canada now. So I really understand and feel with you ! You are an amazing human being. This was just one chapter of your life and I believe that now it's time for great and happy life for you! Wishing you many blessings and strong protection from God !
A few days before her belowed motherland started full scale murdering of the people they call “brothers”, she released a video on how perverted “the West” is, how only russsia has the real values, how we all are homosexuals etc. and russia “will save us”. Good she is back where she is. Too bad there are still people like here around here in CZ and EU in general… You know what they say: “You can get a girl out of russia, but you’ll never get russia out of a girl”…
Being Russian isn't an issue, being aggressive towards peaceful countries is. It wasn't your decision. Your decision to return to a place where you had support was vitally important. It took a lot of self introspection to work out how to handle your anxiety. I'm happy for you that you found a way back home and that your children fathers were willing to trust you to do the right thing knowing you needed help for yourself. 👏👏👏
I'm exactly where you were. Alone in the US with the kid desperately wanting to go back home to Russia. My kid is 11, and I'm planning to go as soon as she graduates high school. Happy for you that you made it home.
Привет, Настя! Случайно наткнулся на твой канал. Большое совпадение что я тоже живу в Нск и тоже недалеко от Монумента Славы (классный у нас там парк) Хотел написать пару слов поддержки. Желаю тебе поскорее найти новых близких людей, занятие по душе и жить максимально счастливую жизнь. Выше нос, уверен, у тебя все будет хорошо! :)
I repeat: good luck and good health. Not everyone is capable of making choices, managing change, to balance their lives gone askew. Keep seeking the balance between uncertainty and choices. The source of strength starts from within.
Hello from California. I found your channel today and enjoyed hearing your story. I wish you and your children a happy life. I look forward to future videos.
Hello Nastya...I myself is a single mother of 4 kids I understand your challenges. You are a wonderful & simple hearted person. I am sure your children appreciate you & your hard work! Keep going and never give up. every moment of life has purpose. The more positive you are the more it takes you towards being a stronger person. Love from Snaz
What a brave person you are to tell your story this way.I am happy for you that you are in your old home with the people you love and who love you.I too suffer from panic attacks.As you know they are overwhelming so it makes your story especially important to me.May you be blessed with good health and happiness.
What an amazing story. This must be the right decision for you at this time. The turn around of the fathers of both your children to let them go with you, after preventing you from taking them with you for so long, shows that too. When you are clear, the universe supports you. Much happiness with your family! Love from New Zealand.
As I watched this video, I became overwhelmed with compassion for you and your family. It must have been so hard for you to see the media demonize the people of Russia. What a miracle from God it was for the fathers of your children to allow you to take your children back to where your family is! I'll be praying for you! Much love from the USA
You are an Inspiration and a Strong Woman. And I feel your Destiny now lies in Russia. What lies ahead are new opportunities for you and your children. All of you have a Happy life🙏🙏
I thank God you are healing. I hope you will have a full recovery and you will be a great influence on your children and community. Things are looking up.
I'm from the UK and I've not heard one person say they dislike Russians ❤ it's the media both sides making us paranoid. You have returned to your home in time you will heal and learn to trust people again. Xx I understand the giving up on people part, I close myself off alot. What a great open and honest video. I look forward to learning more about your life and the wonderful country of Russia. Lots of love from the UK
I live in the UK and I haven't heard anyone say things that are negative about the Russian people. The Russian Government however now that is a different story but people do differentiate between the two.
@user-xd7jl1ef2j I will turn that round on you. It is your Government and state press spreading propaganda. Enjoy the privilege of watching u tube as the Government is going to take that down next
I live in America and I've never heard anything bad about the Russian people. And I'm in my late 60's, so I've been around for a while. A lot of people don't care for the Russian government, just as a lot don't care for the American government. That doesn't relate to the citizens of each country, however. Most of the citizens in each country are good people just trying to go to work everyday and pay the bills.
Thank you for sharing your story! You are such a strong woman and wonderful Mom. I suffer with panic attacks and anxiety as well and I can’t imagine being away from my family in that state. You are very strong. Glad you found your way back home. Sending love from Canada. ❤❤❤
Канада отличное место.... для нацистов. Больше всех после 2 мировой войны приняли. И даже аплодировали нацисты в парламенте в прошлом году. Мои поздравления из Сибири. 😅
Thank you Nastya for sharing these videos. I first watched the tour of your grandms's lovely apartment, got subscribed and watched this one. It is obvious to me that you are kind hearted and brave (very seldom characteristics these days or may be all along the humanity).. Looking forward to the next videos, best wishes from Istanbul.
Often times, family is one of the best things to be surrounded by when life has you pressed down. My parents are both gone, but I appreciate the support of my brothers and sister. Praying the very best for you and your family as you begin a new journey.
You should know that you are an inspiration. I really admire your determination and courage to do what you did, even through all the difficulties! You truly seem like a mature and compassionate young woman, who cares about her children and family the most, as it should be. I'm sure the videos are also a sort of therapy...? Keep going! Love from South-Africa ❤
Thank you for your honesty and I do understand. You are a wonderful person, a good mother. May you find peace, joy and happiness in your homeland. God Bless.
Thanks for sharing your story. I also know very well anxiety. Fortunately, I made several changes in my life and I feel better now. In my opinion, you made the right decision 👍 Greetings from Barcelona
Around the three-minute mark, your thoughts about deep connections/friendships struck me because in my (albeit, limited) interactions with Russians, this is the impression I have gotten. It certainly isn't right away that a deep connection happens, but it seems that this is the desired outcome for many Russian people, to deeply connect and form authentic friendships with others. We are more into superficiality here in the west, unfortunately.
I just found your channel last night and I have loved seeing your life and Russia. Thank you for sharing that and also sharing your story about why you loved back home. I hope you continue doing well and you will get back to feeling more like your yourself. ❤❤❤❤
I’m glad you were able to make it back home to your family. Most people do NOT hate Russians - they hate war & conflict & know they cannot blame you. It’s very important for you to get the healing you need.
Maybe I am mistaken, however, I believe many people are able to separate the people of a country from the government of a country. I hope you can continue to heal for both you and your children
Beautiful video... You've made a decision that has continuity! You've gone against and risen above your nature! This is so meaningful. Your journey of Strength is an inspiration to all of us. Have No fear or doubt ❤ You're on your right, amazing, Unique path❤
I appreciate your honest video. As an expat living abroad for several years, combined with my introverted personality, I can definitely relate to this. It is not easy to get used to a different environment, language, and way of life. I also used to live in Prague-I love this city and regularly visit my friends who live there. I'm happy that you listened to your inner voice and found the strength to take this step toward a better direction. Home is home, and the farther you live from it, the more you appreciate it-especially nowadays, when the differences are becoming more obvious and clear. I wish you the best!
It’s good that you did what was best for you and your kids. Having suffered depression and anxiety for years myself I understand your need to return to Russia and your family. Don’t let anyone tell you that you should have stayed in Europe. I don’t know you, but I’m proud of how you did what was best for you ❤
With the support and love of all the strong women in your family who have all had to go through their own thing in their own ways you and your kids will get through this and be better than before! 😊 I promise. Hang in there, keep living simply and just be patient.
You are with your family and they love you, that is why you will heal. It was a brave decision to go back home but it is better to be surrounded by love for you and for your children than to live a life which is draining you and making you ill. You made the right choice and your honesty and emotion is touching. 🌷
You seem such a sweet and caring person. There's no way anyone could be harsh on the comments, since you totally poured your heart out and it shows. You're honest, open hearted, and a loving person. Of course I can't know what you're going through, but I've been caught in anxiety and melancholy loops, and it's really sad. I've had panic attacks in my teens, and I pray I'll never have to experience them again. Nobody should go through that. Stay strong, stay yourself. I really enjoy the authenticity of your videos. You have a friend and follower from Uruguay...have a great day!
I've lived in the US for the last 25 years and I totally see your point about not being able to make close friends. Everyone is friendly of course, but the meaning of true friendship is somehow lost here. I am afraid that if something happens to my husband I won't be able to handle the isolation.
I’m so happy you are now with your loving family, you now have the support you need for yourself and your children. Your story is so interesting. and can help so many others. What a strong lady you are. Wishing you every happiness and continued healing. Thank you for sharing. God Bless ❤
Hi Nastya, I have just started following your RUclips channel enjoying your day-to-day life in your apartment and seeing your beautiful family + dacha. Thank you for sharing your reason for moving back to Russia, I hope little by little you can overcome the anxiety and feel happy. I am pleased you are back with your family's love and the healing of nature. Please continue with your youtube videos, I am sure they are good for you and good for us.
I too have had to battle anxiety and depression. It is so important to be with your family. Support is the most important thing. You are a very brave woman to find your way back to your family and your home. I will say a prayer for you and you babies. Please do make a video about how you regained your health if you haven't already. Much love and best wishes from my home in Canada 🇨🇦 your home in Siberia 🇷🇺 ❤️
Hello from New Zealand! Your story touched me as we have things in common even though I'm on the other side of the world and I'm now 49yrs old with adult children. My marriage also didn't work out, and subsequent relationships were disastrous. I really focused too much on keeping other people happy and didn't focus on myself or creating friendships. So each time my relationship failed I was alone with my two children. And I was stuck in a town away from my family for the same reason that you were stuck. It was such a hard, hard time. I worried so much for my children that they didn't have the perfect childhood that I wanted to give them. But there is a silver lining....my children and I are very close and I'm so proud of the adults they have become. Now I'm finally in a loving, stable relationship that I thought was only for other people. I'm telling you my story which I don't often share, to try to give you some encouragement. It's going to be okay. Really. And you will find your joy again. I'm sure of it.
You are a beautiful person! Think of it this way: at least you have a loved and safe place to which you have been able to return and where I hope you find peace and serenity. There are people living in depression and anxiety without even having a place to return to. I wish you and your country the best! 🇮🇹❤️🇷🇺
Thanks for your heartfelt story, trials & tribulations abroad as well as the reasons why you came home. It looks like a lovely peaceful area, nice house and gardens which will help with your kids too as well as being with family! Take care, stay safe & get well Nastya. 🙂🤗🌻
At least you are self reflecting and being very mature about those life decisions. 65 year old here and I hope your generation can be the one to stop all these murderous wars. And I feel my country (US) is also to blame.
You're a very sweet and gentle person. I'm glad that you are doing better and I think you made the right decision. So sorry you had to go through all that
Hi Nastya, what a gental soul you have. we all need our mums if we are fortunate to have one. We want to run to them when no one else can understand. Yes, you can help others by talking about your healing as you're surviving and it will help giving advice to people to feel their not alone helping will make you stronger ❤❤your journey to get home has to be admired and grateful to the boys father's realised how important it was to get home back to your mum family and country I wish you a wonderful life just keep doing what you're doing and sharing your memories and parts of life and the rest of your journey be safe and successful for you and the boys mum and grandma 🎉❤from Scotland xxx
❤❤❤❤you are strong. Wishing you a Good and stable recovery. I Watch a few content creators Who left Russia at the start of the conflict, leaving was hard for them. But for their own reasons, necessary. Just like for you, It was necessary to return. Mentale health Is no joke. I also am grateful that the dads let you take the kids❤.
Hello from Italy!! Thank you for sharing all this, it was very courageous and I’m sure it will also help a lot of people who are struggling. You have been and are very courageous and strong, you’ve been through a lot but you’ve been able to crawl out of it with your own resources and you should each and every day give yourself a “well done!” and an applause. Also, your kids have always been a priority despite your hard times and that’s so great too! Lastly, your family, I’m sure they are happy to have you back and thank god they opened their houses to the 3 of you. I know it’s hard but… Keep going! 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 you’re going great! ❤
❤😊well that was I shocked video thank you for taking the time to to tell tell your story I will be watching you glad you have a lovely family to help you😊
You are a beautiful loving soul..Your decision was a good one. Best wishes to you and your children. This world belongs to all of us and there is abundant love and beauty for everyone to have a good life. Thank you for sharing so honestly. Bless you as you heal. Looking forward to your next video. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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I know one young russian guy living in Prague. And he suffer from the same thing as you.
Also (very early) divorced. He is good and kind guy. But trying to find in Prague "soulmate" is really naive and futile.
There only money matters.
We are ready in the USA, we have guns honey...we also have good people that are willing to fight, this is a global war I think however it is more spiritual as in good vs evil war....and I think we will be okay. The global elites want to throw out our constitution, however they forget that we have many many vets here and many that are willing to fight for the good of it all.
You are a good person with a good heart! I am American and I don't hate Russians. I hate the conflicts caused by senseless politics! I believe there are good people everywhere. Thanks for the video. With love from Minnesota, USA.
Lascia fare.
Senseless politics 🤷...an authoritarian with imperialist fantasies has invaded a peaceful nation, causing injury and death to over 700,000 human beings.
Oh remind me how many wars America raged? And still do !
Infact for me USA doesn't count something and doesn't exist.
@@blossompure US is like so and this never will change. But when I watch at their president that is completely out of order, I have to laugh a lot all the time. It's simply unbelievable how this man is out of all.
You sound like such a good person. It's difficult enough going through life with anxiety and having to worry about two children. I pray you find peace in your life and someone to share your life experiences and problems with. You have many friends watching your videos, so you will never be alone. Stay strong.❤
Thank you for your kind words 🌸🤍
My cousin married a Russian 25 years ago. She's from St. Petersburg. He passed away a few years ago. She's still here in the States, has a job as an ultrasound tech, and still part of our family. We love her. I'm glad she didn't leave after my cousin passed. Thanks for sharing your story.
SLAVA UKRAINE 💛💙
In what ‘states’? Is there only one set of ‘states’ in the world? The rest of the planet lives in jungle tribes?
@@isabelmarias.s.quelhasribe3121 im guessing you have a good intention but maybe you shouldn't reply to this comment like that. This could be a real story and bringing politics into something that could've caused despair and sadness might not be great
You absolutely did the right thing!
Speaking about it is away to heal.
God bless your journey!
there's no place like home. thank you for sharing it takes a lot of courage to share such very personal experiences 😊
You have struggled a lot, You came back to Russia, it was your best decision. I pray to God that the coming time will be very happy.👍👍
Thank you for sharing your experiences. I think it’s so important for people to learn about people from other countries and how we basically are the same. I wish we could all find peace and unity for the future of our children. I am so happy that you were able to get home and start healing.
Hello Nastya, I wish you the very best in your new life in Siberia. You are a courageous person and I'm sure you will adapt soon and your sons too. Just take one day at a time, no need to rush into things. The most important factor now is that you are with your family. My grandparents were Russian. Love from Brazil.
Thank you 🤍🧡
@@nastya_in_siberia Dear Nastia, wish you all the best in your new beginning. If you are Orthodox Christian, go back to church, participate in the Sacrament, find a good spiritual father, and study the Holy Books. This will help if not solve completely your problems with panic attacks and depression.
Being back home with your Mom and family is the best medicine. You are a strong person and everything will work out for you. Things take time. I know I’ve had panic attacks myself and it’s hard to describe how terrifying they are. Take it one step at a time.
Nastya, there is absolutely nothing better than family. God bless you and your children.
Nothing but kindness for you.
I absolutely love your calmness and gentle way of being.
You are a brave lady. You were smart to go with your gut. It never lies to you. I wish you happiness and calm. Take care of you and yours.
The best decision there is is to go to your own country. The homeland is the safest place if there is peace there. Novosibirsk is peaceful now, and probably will remain so. It's up to you with what kind of work and how much you find happiness. Man stands on two legs: family, and a meaningful job. You have two children, they are your family. Have a good life.
Thank you 🌸
I feel like russians have a third leg, which is their land.. Once you are away, you lose something core that makes you a russian (or you become a miserable one). Nastya is a prime example.
Thank you so much for sharing your story 💓 As someone who suffers from depression and panic attacks, I really emphasise with you. You are incredibly strong and brave 💗 I'm so happy the father's of your children found the compassion to let you take them with you. Wishing you love, happiness and healing 💓✨ xxxx
Thank you and sending you love 🌸🤍
As for the fathers...they left the children with her after their separation, so they did not appear to have a strong bond with their own off spring. Perhaps I am wrong, but I would venture they would not have cared for the responsibility of raising young children either..
@@jessebrettjames How do you know ? You do not.
@@lauren6889she literally said it in the video
You are a very lovely lady and you are already healing. You are very brave and authentic.
Thank you 🧡
We live in a crazy world but I can tell you as an American woman you are a strong lady and I’m sure with time you will get through everything! You have a lovely life so just take one day at a time and enjoy your family. With my work I speak with people all over the world with translation of course and I so respect the Russian people along with many other countries…we are all in the together ♥️
NASTYA, THAT WAS EXTREMELY BRAVE OF YOU TO SHARE YOUR STORY WITH US. THANK YOU. I WAS VERY MOVED BY IT AND CAN RELATE IN SOME WAYS TO IT, AS I'M SURE MANY VIEWERS WILL TOO. BE PROUD OF YOURSELF TO RECOGNIZE YOU NEEDED HELP AND TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. HAVING THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO MAKE THOSE DIFFICULT DECISIONS IN LIFE ARE NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. YOUR MENTAL HEALTH AND THAT OF YOUR SONS FUTURE IS VERY IMPORTANT. I COMMENDED YOU FOR TAKING ACTION. NOW YOU CAN ENJOY LIFE AND HAVE PEACE OF MIND. GOD BLESS 🙏 YOU.
Anxiety sucks...especially as a single father. Raised my son completly on my own with my son being autistic. I've always had depression and anxiety but got diagnosed while in the Army. Loneliness got the better and ended up rushing into a loveless marriage with the first woman to tell me she liked me. Best thing from that was my kids. Getting back into the Bible and closer to Jesus has helped me a Lot...I don't go anywhere, for one can't get my son to want to leave the house off his electronics. I gave up on trying to find love
Your story is so sad. What a courageous woman and mother you are. RESPECT! As a single mother of 2, better happy in Russia than depressed in Europe. Wishing you strength and happiness ❤❤
@@catherinerosman2110 💓
You made the right call, and it’s so brave of you to share your story. Thank you. This can definitely help others going through the same thing. I’m really happy you could take your kids. God bless you and your family.
Thank you 🌸💛
Твои ноги на русской земле- the best thing for your your spirit and your health, Nastya. Make sure that you spend a lot of time outside in your bare feet, 'grounding' your body on the earth and taking in the sunshine. This will do wonders for your body and soul... You are not alone- so many of us have similar stories in these troubled times, especially in the West. Thank you for sharing and I wish you and your family all the best! You are on the right track.
Thank you for your kind words 🤍
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Yes...this is true. Mostly she will feel better with The Lord who made the earth as He wants to heal her and she needs to forgive herself and others to gain peace. Self reflection is always a start to healing and peace. Let the awesome God of all creation guide you. His name is Yahweh. His son is Jesus.❤🙏
I just found your channel and fell in love in it. I’m polish but living in the USA. My eyes are wide open- just like yours are. I pray everyday that people see what you and I see and hopefully more and more will. You’re an amazing person and your family is lucky! Good luck with everything!
I have extreme compassion for you. My daughter also has panic attacks and anxiety. Thank goodness you have a welcoming family and a home where you can heal. I wish you the best- From an American viewer.
Good job on taking charge of your life, through the many challenges 😊 you are brave and courageous and I appreciate your willingness to be vulnerable with your viewers! I'm from Canada and son's wife is from Russia. She and her are a wonderful addition to our family. You remind me a bit of her. All my best to you and your sweet children, on your life's journey...you are off to a great start! ❤
I am so sorry to hear that you didn't have any support in Czech Republic. I am from that country but became a single mother living in Canada now. So I really understand and feel with you ! You are an amazing human being. This was just one chapter of your life and I believe that now it's time for great and happy life for you! Wishing you many blessings and strong protection from God !
A few days before her belowed motherland started full scale murdering of the people they call “brothers”, she released a video on how perverted “the West” is, how only russsia has the real values, how we all are homosexuals etc. and russia “will save us”. Good she is back where she is. Too bad there are still people like here around here in CZ and EU in general… You know what they say: “You can get a girl out of russia, but you’ll never get russia out of a girl”…
Hello from Florida. Life is like a roller coaster with its ups and downs. Hang in there. Love your videos. By the way, your English is very good.
Thank you 🤍
Being Russian isn't an issue, being aggressive towards peaceful countries is. It wasn't your decision. Your decision to return to a place where you had support was vitally important. It took a lot of self introspection to work out how to handle your anxiety. I'm happy for you that you found a way back home and that your children fathers were willing to trust you to do the right thing knowing you needed help for yourself. 👏👏👏
Correct, NATO managed to have Orthodox Christians brothers killing each other , pretty ev il
Yeah, you just don't know that Ukraine was aggressive
You made the right decision!
Your health is everything!!
I'm exactly where you were. Alone in the US with the kid desperately wanting to go back home to Russia. My kid is 11, and I'm planning to go as soon as she graduates high school. Happy for you that you made it home.
Привет, Настя! Случайно наткнулся на твой канал. Большое совпадение что я тоже живу в Нск и тоже недалеко от Монумента Славы (классный у нас там парк)
Хотел написать пару слов поддержки. Желаю тебе поскорее найти новых близких людей, занятие по душе и жить максимально счастливую жизнь. Выше нос, уверен, у тебя все будет хорошо! :)
Большое спасибо за теплые слова! Да, парк классный, мне теперь этот район нравится больше, чем центр 😅
I’m so happy for you, you’ll make it, you just did the hardest part❤️❤️🇨🇦
I repeat: good luck and good health. Not everyone is capable of making choices, managing change, to balance their lives gone askew. Keep seeking the balance between uncertainty and choices. The source of strength starts from within.
Hello from California. I found your channel today and enjoyed hearing your story. I wish you and your children a happy life. I look forward to future videos.
Glad you made it back to your home country safely. Sounds like you made the right decision. God Bless you.
Hello Nastya...I myself is a single mother of 4 kids I understand your challenges. You are a wonderful & simple hearted person. I am sure your children appreciate you & your hard work! Keep going and never give up. every moment of life has purpose. The more positive you are the more it takes you towards being a stronger person. Love from Snaz
What a brave person you are to tell your story this way.I am happy for you that you are in your old home with the people you love and who love you.I too suffer from panic attacks.As you know they are overwhelming so it makes your story especially important to me.May you be blessed with good health and happiness.
Thank you and I wish you healing and happiness 🧡
What an amazing story. This must be the right decision for you at this time. The turn around of the fathers of both your children to let them go with you, after preventing you from taking them with you for so long, shows that too. When you are clear, the universe supports you. Much happiness with your family! Love from New Zealand.
As I watched this video, I became overwhelmed with compassion for you and your family. It must have been so hard for you to see the media demonize the people of Russia. What a miracle from God it was for the fathers of your children to allow you to take your children back to where your family is! I'll be praying for you! Much love from the USA
May God continue to Bless you & your family…So glad you were brave explaining your feelings to the Dads, & they AGREED❣️
You are an Inspiration and a Strong Woman. And I feel your Destiny now lies in Russia.
What lies ahead are new opportunities for you and your children.
All of you have a Happy life🙏🙏
I thank God you are healing. I hope you will have a full recovery and you will be a great influence on your children and community. Things are looking up.
Being close to family is always the right decision. I think you will be feeling much better. ❤
Russians are some of the best people I've ever met. Very loving and authentic. Thanks for sharing your young life with us.
You absolutely made the right decision, The fathers of your children are real men.I wish you the best. great videos keep them coming.
You made the right decision! Thank you for sharing your story! It does give all of us hope!
I'm from the UK and I've not heard one person say they dislike Russians ❤ it's the media both sides making us paranoid. You have returned to your home in time you will heal and learn to trust people again. Xx I understand the giving up on people part, I close myself off alot. What a great open and honest video. I look forward to learning more about your life and the wonderful country of Russia. Lots of love from the UK
I live in the UK and I haven't heard anyone say things that are negative about the Russian people. The Russian Government however now that is a different story but people do differentiate between the two.
@@sharonbartoszak9159 american propaganda😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@user-xd7jl1ef2j I will turn that round on you. It is your Government and state press spreading propaganda. Enjoy the privilege of watching u tube as the Government is going to take that down next
I live in America and I've never heard anything bad about the Russian people. And I'm in my late 60's, so I've been around for a while. A lot of people don't care for the Russian government, just as a lot don't care for the American government. That doesn't relate to the citizens of each country, however. Most of the citizens in each country are good people just trying to go to work everyday and pay the bills.
May God bless you! So happy that you finally arrived back home. Take good care of yourself and your kids don't worry about anything else.
Thank you 🤍🌸
Thank you for sharing your story. You are a beautiful young woman and have plenty of good things coming your way. Stay positive.
Thank you so much!
Thank you for sharing your story! You are such a strong woman and wonderful Mom. I suffer with panic attacks and anxiety as well and I can’t imagine being away from my family in that state. You are very strong. Glad you found your way back home. Sending love from Canada. ❤❤❤
Канада отличное место.... для нацистов.
Больше всех после 2 мировой войны приняли.
И даже аплодировали нацисты в парламенте в прошлом году.
Мои поздравления из Сибири.
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Thank you Nastya for sharing these videos. I first watched the tour of your grandms's lovely apartment, got subscribed and watched this one. It is obvious to me that you are kind hearted and brave (very seldom characteristics these days or may be all along the humanity).. Looking forward to the next videos, best wishes from Istanbul.
Thanks for sharing your story❤ Good luck! I wish you best❤
Often times, family is one of the best things to be surrounded by when life has you pressed down. My parents are both gone, but I appreciate the support of my brothers and sister. Praying the very best for you and your family as you begin a new journey.
You should know that you are an inspiration. I really admire your determination and courage to do what you did, even through all the difficulties! You truly seem like a mature and compassionate young woman, who cares about her children and family the most, as it should be. I'm sure the videos are also a sort of therapy...? Keep going! Love from South-Africa ❤
Thank you for your honesty and I do understand. You are a wonderful person, a good mother. May you find peace, joy and happiness in your homeland. God Bless.
Thank you for sharing your journey and healing process. No one has a right to judge you. We are all in this world trying to survive each day.
I think you made the right decision. God bless you 🙏❤️
Thankyou for your honesty and sharing your mental health issues. I'm from the UK and I wish you well. I enjoy watching your videos.
Thanks for sharing your story. I also know very well anxiety. Fortunately, I made several changes in my life and I feel better now. In my opinion, you made the right decision 👍
Greetings from Barcelona
I'm glad you are home and feeling better, and i hope you keep on healing.
Я плохо знаю английский. Друзья, спасибо за комментарии по ним я поняла смысл видео.
Around the three-minute mark, your thoughts about deep connections/friendships struck me because in my (albeit, limited) interactions with Russians, this is the impression I have gotten. It certainly isn't right away that a deep connection happens, but it seems that this is the desired outcome for many Russian people, to deeply connect and form authentic friendships with others. We are more into superficiality here in the west, unfortunately.
I just found your channel last night and I have loved seeing your life and Russia. Thank you for sharing that and also sharing your story about why you loved back home. I hope you continue doing well and you will get back to feeling more like your yourself. ❤❤❤❤
First, that was very brave of you to open up to all of us and share your story. Second, stay true to yourself.
Спасибо Настя
I’m glad you were able to make it back home to your family. Most people do NOT hate Russians - they hate war & conflict & know they cannot blame you. It’s very important for you to get the healing you need.
You and your children are loved. I wish you all much peace and happiness! ❤❤❤
I have empathy with you and all you've been through, and am so happy for you and your children.
Maybe I am mistaken, however, I believe many people are able to separate the people of a country from the government of a country. I hope you can continue to heal for both you and your children
Beautiful video... You've made a decision that has continuity! You've gone against and risen above your nature! This is so meaningful. Your journey of Strength is an inspiration to all of us. Have No fear or doubt ❤ You're on your right, amazing, Unique path❤
Thanks for sharing your story & good fathers of your children by giving their permission. Looking forward to more videos from your home town!
I appreciate your honest video. As an expat living abroad for several years, combined with my introverted personality, I can definitely relate to this. It is not easy to get used to a different environment, language, and way of life. I also used to live in Prague-I love this city and regularly visit my friends who live there. I'm happy that you listened to your inner voice and found the strength to take this step toward a better direction. Home is home, and the farther you live from it, the more you appreciate it-especially nowadays, when the differences are becoming more obvious and clear. I wish you the best!
It’s good that you did what was best for you and your kids. Having suffered depression and anxiety for years myself I understand your need to return to Russia and your family. Don’t let anyone tell you that you should have stayed in Europe. I don’t know you, but I’m proud of how you did what was best for you ❤
Thank you for opening up and explaining your situation, after this video I subscribed and hopefully many others will also.
Thanks for sharing your story 😊.....found your channel today and looking forward to hearing more from you. New subscriber from Trinidad and Tobago 🇹🇹
With the support and love of all the strong women in your family who have all had to go through their own thing in their own ways you and your kids will get through this and be better than before! 😊 I promise. Hang in there, keep living simply and just be patient.
You are with your family and they love you, that is why you will heal. It was a brave decision to go back home but it is better to be surrounded by love for you and for your children than to live a life which is draining you and making you ill. You made the right choice and your honesty and emotion is touching. 🌷
Thank you for your support 🌸🤍
Sensitive girl, good luck to you and your beautiful country 🙏♥️
Your a beautiful speaker with a lovely calming voice.
You seem such a sweet and caring person. There's no way anyone could be harsh on the comments, since you totally poured your heart out and it shows. You're honest, open hearted, and a loving person. Of course I can't know what you're going through, but I've been caught in anxiety and melancholy loops, and it's really sad. I've had panic attacks in my teens, and I pray I'll never have to experience them again. Nobody should go through that. Stay strong, stay yourself. I really enjoy the authenticity of your videos. You have a friend and follower from Uruguay...have a great day!
Respect to you for making this video. Stay strong and positive and great things will happen ❤
I've lived in the US for the last 25 years and I totally see your point about not being able to make close friends. Everyone is friendly of course, but the meaning of true friendship is somehow lost here. I am afraid that if something happens to my husband I won't be able to handle the isolation.
I’m so happy you are now with your loving family, you now have the support you need for yourself and your children. Your story is so interesting. and can help so many others. What a strong lady you are. Wishing you every happiness and continued healing. Thank you for sharing. God Bless ❤
Thank you for sharing your story. I wish the best for you and your family. ❤
Hi Nastya, I have just started following your RUclips channel enjoying your day-to-day life in your apartment and seeing your beautiful family + dacha. Thank you for sharing your reason for moving back to Russia, I hope little by little you can overcome the anxiety and feel happy.
I am pleased you are back with your family's love and the healing of nature.
Please continue with your youtube videos, I am sure they are good for you and good for us.
I too have had to battle anxiety and depression. It is so important to be with your family. Support is the most important thing. You are a very brave woman to find your way back to your family and your home. I will say a prayer for you and you babies. Please do make a video about how you regained your health if you haven't already. Much love and best wishes from my home in Canada 🇨🇦 your home in Siberia 🇷🇺 ❤️
Thank you and sending you love 🤍
I love your videos 🥰 and the way you talk. I love your calmness 🥰
I’m so glad you are feeling better and are able to find comfort and healing with your family.❤
Hello from New Zealand! Your story touched me as we have things in common even though I'm on the other side of the world and I'm now 49yrs old with adult children. My marriage also didn't work out, and subsequent relationships were disastrous. I really focused too much on keeping other people happy and didn't focus on myself or creating friendships. So each time my relationship failed I was alone with my two children. And I was stuck in a town away from my family for the same reason that you were stuck. It was such a hard, hard time. I worried so much for my children that they didn't have the perfect childhood that I wanted to give them. But there is a silver lining....my children and I are very close and I'm so proud of the adults they have become. Now I'm finally in a loving, stable relationship that I thought was only for other people. I'm telling you my story which I don't often share, to try to give you some encouragement. It's going to be okay. Really. And you will find your joy again. I'm sure of it.
Thank you for sharing 🧡 I’m glad things worked out for you 🌸
You are a beautiful person! Think of it this way: at least you have a loved and safe place to which you have been able to return and where I hope you find peace and serenity. There are people living in depression and anxiety without even having a place to return to. I wish you and your country the best! 🇮🇹❤️🇷🇺
I know, of course there are people who have it much worse 😔 Thank you 🤍
You are very brave. I wish that everything will turn out well for you in your home town.
Best wishes to you from Ireland. I just found your Chanel and I look forward to following your journey settling back home. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️☘️☘️☘️
Thanks for your heartfelt story, trials & tribulations abroad as well as the reasons why you came home.
It looks like a lovely peaceful area, nice house and gardens which will help with your kids too as well as being with family!
Take care, stay safe & get well Nastya. 🙂🤗🌻
Thank you for your support 🧡🌸
At least you are self reflecting and being very mature about those life decisions. 65 year old here and I hope your generation can be the one to stop all these murderous wars. And I feel my country (US) is also to blame.
You're a very sweet and gentle person. I'm glad that you are doing better and I think you made the right decision. So sorry you had to go through all that
Hi Nastya, what a gental soul you have. we all need our mums if we are fortunate to have one. We want to run to them when no one else can understand. Yes, you can help others by talking about your healing as you're surviving and it will help giving advice to people to feel their not alone helping will make you stronger ❤❤your journey to get home has to be admired and grateful to the boys father's realised how important it was to get home back to your mum family and country I wish you a wonderful life just keep doing what you're doing and sharing your memories and parts of life and the rest of your journey be safe and successful for you and the boys mum and grandma 🎉❤from Scotland xxx
❤❤❤❤you are strong. Wishing you a Good and stable recovery. I Watch a few content creators Who left Russia at the start of the conflict, leaving was hard for them. But for their own reasons, necessary. Just like for you, It was necessary to return. Mentale health Is no joke. I also am grateful that the dads let you take the kids❤.
Hello from Italy!! Thank you for sharing all this, it was very courageous and I’m sure it will also help a lot of people who are struggling. You have been and are very courageous and strong, you’ve been through a lot but you’ve been able to crawl out of it with your own resources and you should each and every day give yourself a “well done!” and an applause. Also, your kids have always been a priority despite your hard times and that’s so great too! Lastly, your family, I’m sure they are happy to have you back and thank god they opened their houses to the 3 of you. I know it’s hard but… Keep going! 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 you’re going great! ❤
Thank you for your story. You are such a strong person ❤
❤😊well that was I shocked video thank you for taking the time to to tell tell your story I will be watching you glad you have a lovely family to help you😊
You are a beautiful loving soul..Your decision was a good one. Best wishes to you and your children. This world belongs to all of us and there is abundant love and beauty for everyone to have a good life. Thank you for sharing so honestly. Bless you as you heal. Looking forward to your next video.
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