Rebuilding my life from rock bottom ep 1

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  • Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024

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  • @anastasiasvetlova5003
    @anastasiasvetlova5003 3 месяца назад +19

    Hey! I just randomly stumble on your page. I pray for your safety and I really hope this temporary is VERY TEMPORARY!! I really pray that things turn around for you love. With your books, RUclips channel, your home situation. Good luck babes ❤

  • @therealrobschroeder
    @therealrobschroeder Месяц назад +2

    I also randomly got drawn to your channel, and subbed. You hang in there, and be good, kind, and patient with yourself. Things will get better.

  • @jerrithegirl2659
    @jerrithegirl2659 3 месяца назад +17

    i just stumbled across this video & have no idea who you are but you seem so genuinely sweet. i subscribed bc i’m hoping to see these vlogs turn into “new house tour” & “book release party” vlogs 💗

  • @melanieeggers9667
    @melanieeggers9667 14 дней назад

    Same here .I stumbled on your channel. I wish you the best .

  • @angelaame6148
    @angelaame6148 3 месяца назад +7

    Hey there, hope all is well... Not sure where your located but, check your public libraries to see if they have portable hot spots to borrow.... I believe you can keep them a month at a time, they are powered by t Mobile.. So as long as t mobile has towers in your area, the WiFi will work well for you... Good luck.

  • @nels7816
    @nels7816 3 месяца назад +10

    You got this!!! Keep on praying! We’re praying with you 🙏🏽🤍

  • @EllieMandyArt
    @EllieMandyArt 3 месяца назад +9

    Decomposing in the back seat of your car is mood though. 😢

  • @hazel1766
    @hazel1766 3 месяца назад +4

    Hi Your channel was suggested to me ❤. I look forward to being a part of your on going journey.

  • @roxytyler5470
    @roxytyler5470 3 месяца назад +3

    Just got recommended your channel, I love watching & supporting new, real , honest creators. I absolutely subbed, wishing you all the best , good luck girl & stay safe out there .

  • @younica1996
    @younica1996 3 месяца назад +6

    Keep posting ! It’ll be nice to see when u make it ❤

  • @rileypierce5803
    @rileypierce5803 2 месяца назад +1

    What jobs have you done in the past? Could you go into fast food or retail? Is there anything by your gym / parking lot that you could apply for a job?
    You’re well spoken and kind. You should be able to get a good service job quickly. Retail would be even better, you could work at target walmart or something get experience and move on to old navy and strip mall stores and then end up at a mall, you can make 60k a year at nice department stores and 45 at some of the smaller stores

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  2 месяца назад

      All of my past jobs have been food and retail. However I have ibs which wasn’t a problem before but has started acting up more as I have gotten older. It’s basically I am honest about having it on my app and they choice another candidate or I lie and then they realize I am in the bathroom more then normal start putting it all together and find a way to fire me. Self employment/freelance and gig work are kinda my only option.

  • @tammymcilnay4034
    @tammymcilnay4034 3 месяца назад +4

    Go work at Walmart, live in the parking lot until you get everything together.

  • @christianlewinn
    @christianlewinn 3 месяца назад +2

    Loved this video 🎉 keep up the good work!!!!!

  • @NMaxne
    @NMaxne 18 дней назад

    You could get into Agriculture, jobs often come with accommodation. If you don’t know how to do it you can offer to do it for super cheap at first while you learn

  • @DollyMcEntire
    @DollyMcEntire 3 месяца назад +7

    Hey! Just stumbled upon your videos. I like your vibe. Can I ask why your parents won't let you stay with them until you get back on your feet? ❤

  • @vix6276
    @vix6276 3 месяца назад +4

    you got this, rose!

  • @abigailwatson5887
    @abigailwatson5887 3 месяца назад +4

    I’m sorry baby girl. You are so strong and I know you’ll be okay. Take it one day at a time and know even the littlest steps are taking you somewhere. Your mind will feel a little better if you move your body! Every time I have been through something hard, simply walking and wandering has helped me. Your mind will wander and you’ll process things and find solutions. ❤ One time my ex best friend kicked me out of her home 3 months after convincing me to move across the state. It was right after a hurricane and there was no where to go, and I have two cats who are my world. I moved out in a week, and it was the most lonely and betrayed and miserable I’d ever felt. I was working at a coffee shop where I had been making friends and finding community. I had to sleep in a tent my first night and trust someone I barely knew to watch my cats. But I depended on people, worked my butt off, tried to adjust my mindset to one of misery to one of growing in face of all odds. I got back on my feet, got a low income apartment right next to my job and built my way up. I thought I had escaped my rock bottom but last year I faced turbulent employment issues due to burnout as I was coming out of survival mode. I completely flatlined but was still working myself like a dog everyday. I ended up freelancing and getting into publishing and children’s books. I published my first book, landed a big branding project, and was suddenly working on all these projects and making good income doing literally my dream job. Thought that was my rock bottom, but then I hydroplaned and totaled my bfs truck. No one else was involved but I was very injured and it’s caused us so much pain, stress, and money. My gran had a heart attack, my childhood cat got sick, and I don’t know what comes next. Now I’m sitting in my third or so rock bottom (I’m not counting high school or college, tbf. I am 27.) thinking to myself, DAMN can a girl catch a break? Health issues are flaring up because of the trauma of the accident and it just bites.
    I know I’m venting on the internet rn but girl I feel you. I don’t know why it’s so hard to just get a leg up in this life. I try really hard to keep moving and growing and having a good mindset about things but it does get dark sometimes. I think everyone feels that way right now. I have to finish watching the video but I just want to say, keep making videos, recording your progress, and people will watch. Be genuine about it and you’d be surprised how fast you could grow this! I believe in you, keep going. I don’t usually comment on RUclips bc I’m a lurker but I just want you to know you aren’t alone girl

  • @ClairenParkerontheRoad
    @ClairenParkerontheRoad 3 месяца назад

    Beet harvest? You can get a hotel if you get on the waiting list. Lots of cash if you can get your car fixed. Keep working in social media. You're doing well!

  • @MeshellTin
    @MeshellTin 3 месяца назад

    I don't know how I stumbled on your channel? I hope things look up for you. I am a grandmother, so please forgive me for asking, but do you have family?❤❤

  • @pleasesendyourmind
    @pleasesendyourmind 3 месяца назад +4

    How about a traditional job for awhile til you get back your feet?

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад +1

      Ive tried applying for office jobs and get no where
      I also have stomach issues which complicates getting a retail or restaurant job

    • @pleasesendyourmind
      @pleasesendyourmind 3 месяца назад +3

      @@rosekilroy Maybe a call center job- not a permanent career but a good stepping stone for fast cash, Lowe’s, home depot (always hiring especially in garden season) and great benefits, nursing homes, health care are also good options for entry level positions. Good luck you will find the best solution

  • @louisethomas2948
    @louisethomas2948 3 месяца назад

    Wow life for you has been so hard. I hope your luck changes for the better soon

  • @dennismitchell79
    @dennismitchell79 3 месяца назад

    Good luck to you. Hope you can rebound from this.

  • @TH9Cereal
    @TH9Cereal 3 месяца назад

    keep your head up queen.things will turn around for you😊do you have cashapp?

  • @samamthaj9768
    @samamthaj9768 3 месяца назад

    Hello! Just checking on you… hope you’re doing ok! I am excited to see your next video, I keep checking to see if you posted yet! 😊

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад

      Hi! Things are basically the same I was having some tech issues so I just haven’t been able to upload I did manage to fix the issue so there should be a video on Monday.

  • @louise8752
    @louise8752 3 месяца назад

    , I hope things work out for you! I’m sure you will figure it all out. Do you have a disability that prevents you from working competitively? You get Social Security?

  • @mairee1554
    @mairee1554 3 месяца назад +1

    Have you thought about maybe starting a Go Fund Me or something similar so people could donate to help you out if they wanted to? Maybe you could get enough to at least get your car fixed.

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад +1

      I do have one set up I just haven’t shared it very much. I’m going to start putting it in the descriptions of either my videos or just in my channel page.
      gofund.me/35776a0b
      Another way people can support me with out donating money is to just follow me on twitch if I can get to affiliate then I can start making money and even the smallest amount helps right now.
      twitch.tv/rkilroygaming

  • @kayepperson189
    @kayepperson189 3 месяца назад +3

    Can u look for work in a store, fast food, restaurant or something like that?

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад +2

      I’ve applied to office jobs and get no where and I have stomach issues that if I did get a retail or restaurant job I would end up fired pretty quick for being in the bathroom to much

    • @kayepperson189
      @kayepperson189 3 месяца назад +1

      @@rosekilroy im sorry. I hope something works out.

    • @mikehiggins2694
      @mikehiggins2694 3 месяца назад +1

      @@rosekilroy There are plenty of companies that hire people who need special accommodations due to health issues.

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад

      Getting hired at a retail or restaurant job isn’t really the issue….other than now I don’t have an address. The issue is that the manager will end up annoyed and they will either find whatever tiny excuse to fire me during the probation period or if I some how make it that long they will start the process of writing me up for anything and everything until I just end up getting fired. Place can and do fire people for medical problems every day, managers and companies in general have just gotten better at covering their tracks about it.

    • @mikehiggins2694
      @mikehiggins2694 3 месяца назад +1

      @@rosekilroy Having been in business all these years, I can assure you that if you explain to them during the interview, they will work it out with you if you really WANT to work. There are SERIOUSLY disabled people working everywhere. Franklin D. Roosevelt was President, in a wheelchair. The current Governor of Texas is in a wheelchair. I'm 65, I have diverticular disease and degenerative disc disease. The first thing you need to do is decide you WANT to work.

  • @bunnychacha
    @bunnychacha 3 месяца назад

    Hi ! New subscriber

  • @Sage-hb1zv
    @Sage-hb1zv 3 месяца назад

    Can you get a job in the area? At a cafe or anything?

  • @AdventuresofBackwoodsLiving
    @AdventuresofBackwoodsLiving 3 месяца назад +3

    Praying for you.

  • @dotsonms
    @dotsonms 3 месяца назад +4

    Jesus loves you. Be consistent in posting, your break through will come ❤

  • @kayepperson189
    @kayepperson189 3 месяца назад +1

    Did u have a job while living in your apt? What happened if u did?

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад +1

      I was a full time DoorDasher until my car broke a few weeks ago

    • @kayepperson189
      @kayepperson189 3 месяца назад +1

      @@rosekilroy thats sad, what r u gonna do?

  • @patriciabarnhart1886
    @patriciabarnhart1886 3 месяца назад

    Walk dogs while getting steps in…

  • @patriciabarnhart1886
    @patriciabarnhart1886 3 месяца назад

    Content about what of interest is the question, I guess?

  • @leesmindfuljourney
    @leesmindfuljourney 3 месяца назад

    do you have maybe like a go fund me or something? maybe some of us can help you a little, help pay or gas or food.

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад

      Yes I have a go fund me
      gofund.me/35776a0b

    • @talex1625
      @talex1625 3 месяца назад +1

      ​@@rosekilroybefore contributing to a 'go fund me', I'm confused about why you can't go back to your parents until you get on your feet?

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад

      @@talex1625 there is no room at my parents, not everyone has the option to go back to their parents when things happen.

    • @michelleramirez2921
      @michelleramirez2921 3 месяца назад +1

      Probably because she doesn’t want to work. Makes every excuse in the book not to work.

  • @Tamarind525
    @Tamarind525 2 месяца назад

    Why not get a job as a social medial manager?

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  2 месяца назад

      @@Tamarind525 that’s what I am trying to do

  • @kayepperson189
    @kayepperson189 3 месяца назад +1

    Sorry this is happening to u

  • @Kazuhiro-ey4se
    @Kazuhiro-ey4se 3 месяца назад

    you are still young. i remember sleeping in the car while young for half a summer. it was an adventure for sure but also so liberating.

  • @Itz_just_lee
    @Itz_just_lee 3 месяца назад +4

    Hi! I just stumbled up on your video. I hope all your struggles right now will only be temporary. Things will look up and I hope things turn around for you and your platforms take off! I’m wishing you the best of luck.🩷

  • @lindamcauley4728
    @lindamcauley4728 3 месяца назад +2

    God 🙏 bless you sweetheart ❤❤

  • @myimperfectlife2023
    @myimperfectlife2023 3 месяца назад

    Ask your parents if you can move back into your old bedroom. Even if its a few months that might help you save some cash

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад +3

      If that was an option I would

    • @talex1625
      @talex1625 3 месяца назад +2

      ​@@rosekilroywhy isn't it?

    • @daniellemcgookin6252
      @daniellemcgookin6252 3 месяца назад +2

      Not everyone has supportive family unfortunately

  • @Marie1991-zq3kv
    @Marie1991-zq3kv 3 месяца назад +1

    What is a spicy page?

    • @SuperMjennings
      @SuperMjennings 3 месяца назад +1

      Lol😂 I was just about to ask this too 🐽🤪!

    • @ragdollpreppers2648
      @ragdollpreppers2648 3 месяца назад +1

      ?

    • @smerida8
      @smerida8 3 месяца назад +2

      What is your business? Maybe get a traditional job first, then work on your business. 🤷

    • @rosekilroy
      @rosekilroy  3 месяца назад +2

      @@smerida8I have tried getting an office job and get no where, and I have stomach issues that if I tried to get a retail or restaurant job I would end up getting fired pretty quickly

    • @bigoddo
      @bigoddo Месяц назад

      This is my question lol i wanna know where i can find this.

  • @sheelfjohnson
    @sheelfjohnson 3 месяца назад

    Have you ever sold plasma? I think that's decent money - maybe save up to fix the car. Also, if I understood "spicy page", there is a lot of interest in feet. 🤭 🦶👀 You could make some good money without putting too much out there.

  • @ElanaMccullum
    @ElanaMccullum 3 месяца назад +1

    WHY DONT YOU LIVE WITH YOUR PARENTS?

    • @talex1625
      @talex1625 3 месяца назад

      I was confused about that too?