Sorry to hear man I hope you really get through it, I’m currently trying to move on and get through it it’s tough 6yrs gone like nothing not sure what to do but I really hope you’re doing fine
I love you bro. If you can laugh you are alive. Just be you because when it all ends it’s just you. It’s going to hurt here and there sure… just don’t falter 🤝
I liked how most of the audience are just broken gymrats like me who keeps listening to it in a loop so they can forget the feeling of emptiness inside and they try to cry so bad but they can't so we go destroy our bodies,bcz u know,the pain in body calms the pain the mind and the heart,like a kill switch so we can feel alive once again,just for a moment, before we go back to the broken reality again...
Bro I don’t even go to the gym my therapy is my bike but I fear now it’s too slow to run from my problems so I’m just hoping I can get a faster one asap
I come back to this whenever i feel like i need to humble myself an get back to my core or whenever im thinking to much, this just put me in a place thats calm idk man. 🚶♂️
Thought i got over her but i guess not, its been close to 2 years but i still think of her and how she played for months then friendzoned me even tho we had done things that would only be done by couples. I feel so stupid for falling for after learning what shed done to other guys (pretty bad stuff) but she was the one who gave me attention and "love" when i broke up with my friends. I miss how she made me feel, so excited whenever we hung out, it was the first time i was so close to a girl and i shouldve expected the worst would happen. Soon itll be 2 years since we last spoke and ill see her every day at school in the corner of my eye, never knowing if shes laughing at me or simply never gave a shit about me. I tried filling my heart with other girls but i never really connected to them in the same way. Never get attached, worst mistake of my life.
How old are you? Grow up seriously, how you feel rn is completely your own fault, so what if she did you wrong, your gonna let 1 bad girl change your views on women, you used girls to fill your own lil void, honestly to me you don’t sound any better then her, toughen up seriously, your situation is very simple when your being real with yourself.
When someone asks me if I'm "Ok," I just say, "Nothing to concern yourself about," and that's the truth, I will not burden other people with my problems.
bro i can’t even explain how much i feel bad for my dad, he does so much for me and I can’t even be a good son. I don’t know what is wrong with me, I imagined me in his perspective and I felt so bad man .. 😢
It will be ok. We all feel useless sometimes, but if we keep moving forward, then we can be better than we were, and that is all that matters. The only person that we truly compete with is ourselves.❤
hey, I'm just a stranger but I think you should tell your dad you love him and you care. It won't make you a fine handsome succesful son but it will mean a lot to him. Dads don't want a perfect son, they want a son who loves them back and who do there best. Have a good night
im 17, and i realised when i turned seventeen that I have been alone for the last year. I wasnt alone, but i was only needed when i could give something. When people show me any emotion i feel null. I think i lost it along the way. I set goals, but it always feel as if i just do it to forget my loneliness and how i feel. Its tough and i cant say you must handle it, cause i dont know your struggle. Just never forget what your going through so that you remember where your going bro.
“You don’t need to explain bad moments away we all get them, and get through them, don’t forget the darkest clouds have the sun shining on the other side, so give it time.”
Whenever I look at something people say “hey you good?” I say yeah, even though I’m just rethinking my choices in life struggling trying not to say the truth because I can’t, I feel like they should know I’m not okay.
hey, incase nobody's asked you this yoday, are you okay? are you really fine? i mean, y'know its okay to feel a lil lost sometimes, its alright that you don't wanna smile, you dont need to explain bad moments we all get them, and get through them. dont forget that even the darkest clouds havethe sun shining on the other side so give it time, you will be fine, eventually, most likely. you will feel the corners of your mouth naturally rise and youll know that its real and evryone will be able to see it in your eyes. but until then, i was just calling to check on you cuz i was thinking of you and i wanted to make sure that you were doing okay. let me know if your not, im always here, if you need to talk
That stone you stepped on to get to the other side sank just after you made it! Sometimes the way across is just an obstacle in the way of things to come and be thankful for the pain and the heartbreak without it you would never know the truth without feelings your no better than dust!
Cara é complicado lidar com a minha mente, cada dia que passa me sinto mais perturbado pelas lembranças felizes que tenho, pelos amigos que eu tinha e como eu consegui estragar tudo, eu sinto que eu mereço toda essa merda que eu tô passando agora mas que isso dói dói pra caralho, esse aperto no peito ao mesmo tempo um vazio enorme, eu queria que as coisas dessem certo pra mim pelo menos uma vez
I left her because of the distance between us and that I could not promise her for years and then break it, and to this day I think about her despite the years that have passed. I really loved her😞💔
Was just watching the yankee game with my family and I left right now I try to take her off my mind but she stills in my brain haunting me I talk to god but it only helps for a certain while…I knew something was up with her for 2 weeks when I found out what’s been happening it broke my and she put a hole in me I wanted to change and be a good man for a chance but karma got the best of me…if your reading this the pain will always will never leave you just know how to deal with it
I hope you get better my brother, you are doing it great my man, and remenber that god its with you always, dont feel fear for the good or bad changes in your life, take all of them like a big oportunity, i love you
I love him but it hurts a lot sometimes it’s to a point my heart winces suddenly and a exaggerating pain is felt in my chest that I’ve never felt before but for some reason I can’t think properly idk I’m just confused and hurt I’ve gotten disrespected several times yet it’s passed but I can’t fathom whom I love disrespecting my family and bloodline let alone call me names in an indirect way or get annoyed by a simple “hi” it made me realize I’ve loved too much and simply I should force myself to back down unless I want to be hurt like it’s always happened I love him but it’ll hurt me if I keep on letting it pass like that I just wonder why I can’t be accepted and loved for who I actually am or why he isn’t who I’ve met the sweet and loving boy that talked with his whole heart who I went against all for and adored him wholeheartedly and trusted him with my whole heart but now I’m left with someone who sounds forced to talk and cold hearted always mad and lets his madness turn into toxicity which reminds me of whom I hate or whom hurt me I just can’t be the same now idk I wish to get my Snow White back I just miss him
Picture this, your best friend just kills himself. Later that week, you find your old PS4, and with it all of your saved clips. From you two winning games, to just chilling in vc.
Save them on a external hard drive one day you will need to just hear their voice again and you'll cry while laughing appreciating the good times yous had I wish it was a different reality but they're the last physical memories you'll make with them cherish them dont delete them out of sadness or grief
I honestly just don’t care about life anymore and I wouldn’t care if I died young or not because I keep getting thrown down and attacked by life and everytime I get up and I keep trying over and over and over and over and I keep getting knocked down, all my dreams as a child to help make the world a better place were crushed. I don’t know what I was thinking, life is not worth living especially in this generation I’m so tired and I’m so mentally exhausted. I just need someone to talk to, or I could use a hug anything! 💔
what do if he's avoiding me adn leaving me on delivered like 10 hours how can that possibly make me feel. And more people have done this to me its like i dont deserve to be loved
I’m fat ugly no one want me I’m not ok physically I never date in my life I’m not happy and the people around me see me happy I need a friend friend who care about me 💔
You can do it bro, dont give up, search that happiness feeling, i was fat just like you, now i go to the gym, and have a girlfriend, there was a stage in my life, where i almost killed myself, please, don't do that.
i remember before going to the gym and everything i used to be with this one girl i was so happy to be with her and to be around her then she started talking to me less and less everyday i thought they where busy untill i noticed my best friend did as well. most of us all know what happend.
Honestly I don’t feel good about myself. My girl left me, but that’s my fault.😔 It’s only been 2 years, but miss her so much.. But truth be told, I feel so empty despite having a decent job with tough hours. I still empty…
Keep your head up tho he is not your best friend anymore he did leave you with something great he took away her(the problem). You’ll be okay man trust. Another one will come to you eventually.🙏🏼❤ god bless you
Still yearn the pain of my break up… I was no saint but never wanted to be favored by the devil either, I cheated during pregnancy and regret my decision everyday.. I hurt the girl I love the most I watched as she slowly feel out of love with me.. I wasn’t the same guy she fell in love with. We slowly grew apart and drifted away. With only the love of our daughter keeping us somewhat In eachothers lives. She had another kid.. we still tried but I guess it wasn’t the same for her anymore. I watch her be happy with other guys now.. I love to see her smile. But hurts that they don’t come from me.. I love seeing her beautiful self glow. But hate knowing I’m not her sun anymore. I love to watch her become happy. I hate that it wasn’t with me… I’ve accepted my actions and been dealt my karma. I now know what hurt feels like. I never wanted to make her feel like this. It’s been 3 years.. our beautiful girl is 4 and I still pray for her and hope she finds peace one day.. I will forever cherish her 🖤
Today it’s my birthday and everyone forgot and I didn’t even get to talk to my parents they just ignored me like If I was a ghost and my brother told me that I was a mistake and I shouldn’t be here so I have been alone all day in my room just looking at my ceiling and I can’t sleep and I just turned 13
I wish I never did what my cousin forsed me to do life don’t feel real no more I feel dead on the inside and in the outside hotly I feel better but it’s ok 😊😢
What's that feeling, when you could like, just open up and once like once be understood and be listened not even loved. Just someone to acknowledge the pain like a cancer in heart. Like the lies the eye tells. What does it take to like just be assured in any way. Taking it on the chin, being a man. Seriously, it's at the point where like everything you are, no one deserve it.. better to be alone
today, all my friends made my school basketball team. except me I put in so much hard work just for the coach to shrug me off.I spent hours on my craft and it all led to nothing. I’m listening to this right now thinking about killing myself. I hate that I only get this feeling and the fact they made fun of me. Well I guess I’ll see you guys in the afterlife.
Remember, NO one is emotionally perfect
she is
true
@@benauskasNOOB don't be so sure so you can see if she break down, being able to not show any pain doesn't make it easier to deal with
Crying inside (she left me yesterday)
God has planed bigger things for you my brother.
Stay strong and keep your head up.
Sorry to hear man I hope you really get through it, I’m currently trying to move on and get through it it’s tough 6yrs gone like nothing not sure what to do but I really hope you’re doing fine
@@justinsdaughter9127 I hope you are doing fine too
Update : she moved on faster than i expected only 2 weeks of breakup she already found a new man
keep your head up
You know you’re cooked when you have to come to this audio at 12 am
my routine for weeks has been this in the morning and night
3 am.
fr
11:34 pm
( i miss her, she was everything)
Morning 11:54 🫡🫡
Sometimes I come listen to this when I just need to hear someone “checking up on me” lol
same, no one checks up on me
are u ok?dont let anyone put u down
ur perfect btw
tysm@@sarahJeridi-g8f
I love you bro. If you can laugh you are alive. Just be you because when it all ends it’s just you. It’s going to hurt here and there sure… just don’t falter 🤝
real
The first part gets me always
Downloading this as an audio for the gym, its the only kind of song i need
Thank you for adding the download option i can listen to this everyday
I hate saying I'm fine, when in reality I don't feel good about myself.
It's been 6 months. I hope you're doing alright bro.
I love you bro❤
I hope you're doing ok
Love you man
Your the one in control of your life g. Time is so short. Gotta use dat shi wisely. Let go of the things that don't serve you anymore
Gotta love it when the person you truly trust betrayed you(why can’t I die already)😊
Bro just don’t give up bro💯
Real shit, hate that I relate to this.
@@ZaZa-dp8juit's too late, just give up
Only one place from here ,gym
Jesus gave u a reason to wake up.
I liked how most of the audience are just broken gymrats like me who keeps listening to it in a loop so they can forget the feeling of emptiness inside and they try to cry so bad but they can't so we go destroy our bodies,bcz u know,the pain in body calms the pain the mind and the heart,like a kill switch so we can feel alive once again,just for a moment, before we go back to the broken reality again...
u okay bro?
' Can't thug it out no more '- tries to say it as a joke but can't take it anymore
real
You are my people
Bro I don’t even go to the gym my therapy is my bike but I fear now it’s too slow to run from my problems so I’m just hoping I can get a faster one asap
God i wish i could've hugged her one last time
wish I knew it would have been our last ngl
@@XI94V i knew.
I come back to this whenever i feel like i need to humble myself an get back to my core or whenever im thinking to much, this just put me in a place thats calm idk man.
🚶♂️
Thought i got over her but i guess not, its been close to 2 years but i still think of her and how she played for months then friendzoned me even tho we had done things that would only be done by couples. I feel so stupid for falling for after learning what shed done to other guys (pretty bad stuff) but she was the one who gave me attention and "love" when i broke up with my friends. I miss how she made me feel, so excited whenever we hung out, it was the first time i was so close to a girl and i shouldve expected the worst would happen. Soon itll be 2 years since we last spoke and ill see her every day at school in the corner of my eye, never knowing if shes laughing at me or simply never gave a shit about me. I tried filling my heart with other girls but i never really connected to them in the same way. Never get attached, worst mistake of my life.
I feel you bro. We’re the same. How you’re feeling better
you need to move bro😉
How old are you? Grow up seriously, how you feel rn is completely your own fault, so what if she did you wrong, your gonna let 1 bad girl change your views on women, you used girls to fill your own lil void, honestly to me you don’t sound any better then her, toughen up seriously, your situation is very simple when your being real with yourself.
@@qtsevy9007 you don’t know what love is
@@Peanut_257think whatever you want, stay delusional
When someone asks me if I'm "Ok," I just say, "Nothing to concern yourself about," and that's the truth, I will not burden other people with my problems.
bro i can’t even explain how much i feel bad for my dad, he does so much for me and I can’t even be a good son. I don’t know what is wrong with me, I imagined me in his perspective and I felt so bad man .. 😢
Real bruh
Real
Your dad loves you and, even though it hurts, he understands. I speak from experience.
It will be ok. We all feel useless sometimes, but if we keep moving forward, then we can be better than we were, and that is all that matters. The only person that we truly compete with is ourselves.❤
hey, I'm just a stranger but I think you should tell your dad you love him and you care. It won't make you a fine handsome succesful son but it will mean a lot to him. Dads don't want a perfect son, they want a son who loves them back and who do there best.
Have a good night
I’m 16, I’ve always been alone, never talk to anyone or do anything fun I will eternally be by myself. I am simply unlovable.
Same here. Been alone my whole life. Probably the right one will come, or probably not; but that's my case I dunno yours. Hope ur okay and goodbye
thanks bro, you too @@itzvenaldo
im 17, and i realised when i turned seventeen that I have been alone for the last year. I wasnt alone, but i was only needed when i could give something. When people show me any emotion i feel null. I think i lost it along the way. I set goals, but it always feel as if i just do it to forget my loneliness and how i feel. Its tough and i cant say you must handle it, cause i dont know your struggle. Just never forget what your going through so that you remember where your going bro.
thanks man@@majorsnow2835
bro just told my life story
5:30 AM just listening to this for comfort..
This is the realest video i saw today ong
Can’t take it anymore
real
“You don’t need to explain bad moments away we all get them, and get through them, don’t forget the darkest clouds have the sun shining on the other side, so give it time.”
I'm crying right now, you made me remember her.
I'm not ok
The girl I was meeting and falling in love with left me months ago
Damn I’m sorry
Gym is waiting for u bro
Whenever I look at something people say “hey you good?” I say yeah, even though I’m just rethinking my choices in life struggling trying not to say the truth because I can’t, I feel like they should know I’m not okay.
love hurts.
hey, incase nobody's asked you this yoday, are you okay? are you really fine? i mean, y'know its okay to feel a lil lost sometimes, its alright that you don't wanna smile, you dont need to explain bad moments we all get them, and get through them. dont forget that even the darkest clouds havethe sun shining on the other side so give it time, you will be fine, eventually, most likely. you will feel the corners of your mouth naturally rise and youll know that its real and evryone will be able to see it in your eyes. but until then, i was just calling to check on you cuz i was thinking of you and i wanted to make sure that you were doing okay. let me know if your not, im always here, if you need to talk
Real
Real
“i think of you everyday”
That stone you stepped on to get to the other side sank just after you made it! Sometimes the way across is just an obstacle in the way of things to come and be thankful for the pain and the heartbreak without it you would never know the truth without feelings your no better than dust!
love the grind, but its a little too lonely...
listenin to this to lock in cuh
Dont let them see you bleed, bros. Dont give them the satisfaction.
You don't find these types of words or lines but these words will find you when the time comes
never understood the fear of loneliness, never thought I would... well, I'm terrified now, I just hope this doesn't last till my last breath
Cara é complicado lidar com a minha mente, cada dia que passa me sinto mais perturbado pelas lembranças felizes que tenho, pelos amigos que eu tinha e como eu consegui estragar tudo, eu sinto que eu mereço toda essa merda que eu tô passando agora mas que isso dói dói pra caralho, esse aperto no peito ao mesmo tempo um vazio enorme, eu queria que as coisas dessem certo pra mim pelo menos uma vez
Real.
kkkk vc vai conseguir sair dessa irmão, eu confio em voce
My favourite gym music
I left her because of the distance between us and that I could not promise her for years and then break it, and to this day I think about her despite the years that have passed. I really loved her😞💔
X2 bro 💔
I listen to this every day (am I cooked)??
I'm cooked
I'm deep fried
Was just watching the yankee game with my family and I left right now I try to take her off my mind but she stills in my brain haunting me I talk to god but it only helps for a certain while…I knew something was up with her for 2 weeks when I found out what’s been happening it broke my and she put a hole in me I wanted to change and be a good man for a chance but karma got the best of me…if your reading this the pain will always will never leave you just know how to deal with it
Real (No, I’m not ok, I want to die)
I hope you get better my brother, you are doing it great my man, and remenber that god its with you always, dont feel fear for the good or bad changes in your life, take all of them like a big oportunity, i love you
@@energi751 bruh
Same
relateble
remember folks. when a guy always laugh with you, doesn't mean he's always happy
The person whom I trusted also started ignoring now.
My birthday is this friday, i am not ready for this.
How'd it go
I’m tired of trying to act happy when I’m not
The lord will always provide
I love him but it hurts a lot sometimes it’s to a point my heart winces suddenly and a exaggerating pain is felt in my chest that I’ve never felt before but for some reason I can’t think properly idk I’m just confused and hurt I’ve gotten disrespected several times yet it’s passed but I can’t fathom whom I love disrespecting my family and bloodline let alone call me names in an indirect way or get annoyed by a simple “hi” it made me realize I’ve loved too much and simply I should force myself to back down unless I want to be hurt like it’s always happened I love him but it’ll hurt me if I keep on letting it pass like that I just wonder why I can’t be accepted and loved for who I actually am or why he isn’t who I’ve met the sweet and loving boy that talked with his whole heart who I went against all for and adored him wholeheartedly and trusted him with my whole heart but now I’m left with someone who sounds forced to talk and cold hearted always mad and lets his madness turn into toxicity which reminds me of whom I hate or whom hurt me I just can’t be the same now idk I wish to get my Snow White back I just miss him
@@fcodesfarie1064 i pray for you sister
My mom once asked when i was 13 "do you even enjoy anything in life?" I said "......i dont know..."
I hope you will find something man
I just did incline dumbbell press 15reps (I almost cry in my gym)
i just want to dream come true, im tough man but sometimes i dont feel alright and this music let me to think about my life...
Picture this, your best friend just kills himself. Later that week, you find your old PS4, and with it all of your saved clips. From you two winning games, to just chilling in vc.
I couldn’t imagine that type of pain, thats crazy 🙁 but keep your head up thats what they would want 💪🏼
Save them on a external hard drive one day you will need to just hear their voice again and you'll cry while laughing appreciating the good times yous had I wish it was a different reality but they're the last physical memories you'll make with them cherish them dont delete them out of sadness or grief
Keep your head up ✊🙏
Every thing will be better soon 🩵
Is this a movie?🔥
If it is a movie, I want its name
God ruines your plan
so your plan dosen't ruien you
remember you are loved by people so stay strong
I really need a call like this soon or I might give up fellas.
I honestly just don’t care about life anymore and I wouldn’t care if I died young or not because I keep getting thrown down and attacked by life and everytime I get up and I keep trying over and over and over and over and I keep getting knocked down, all my dreams as a child to help make the world a better place were crushed. I don’t know what I was thinking, life is not worth living especially in this generation I’m so tired and I’m so mentally exhausted. I just need someone to talk to, or I could use a hug anything! 💔
This hurts because ik none ik will every in a million years ask me this and if they do ik it will never help me
it has been 4 years and every year i reach a new low (im going to end it)
Im too ugly to experience love
@@drgzzplays4982 Same man. Soon I'll leave this awful place
how it feels to be a madrid and a yankee fan this week
gg,s boys she left me (yesterday) :((
Its ok bro I understand
I don't really have the energy to smile at people anymore
Crying inside because i forgot how to break down
From where is the call?
bro why i'm not good enough
real man
Whats the movie called?
blade runner 2049
Real (my closest relationship was gone in an instant.)
how cooked am i ive been here for like 2 hours lolll?🥲
My chats 🎭
How do I find this audio? Just the audio? On RUclips? Anyone know?
ruclips.net/video/aBSdn1uUYSI/видео.htmlsi=ciufCJ3TPda5m1EB
what’s the point anymore
All you need is Mom…
She left me today
i cant open my eyes
what do if he's avoiding me adn leaving me on delivered like 10 hours how can that possibly make me feel. And more people have done this to me its like i dont deserve to be loved
No grandma, girls dont think im handsome
The name of the movie please ❤
blade runner 2049
I’m fat ugly no one want me I’m not ok physically I never date in my life I’m not happy and the people around me see me happy I need a friend friend who care about me 💔
You can do it bro, dont give up, search that happiness feeling, i was fat just like you, now i go to the gym, and have a girlfriend, there was a stage in my life, where i almost killed myself, please, don't do that.
i remember before going to the gym and everything i used to be with this one girl i was so happy to be with her and to be around her then she started talking to me less and less everyday i thought they where busy untill i noticed my best friend did as well. most of us all know what happend.
Some people come as blessings, some come as a life lesson 💯🫶
He left me whitout reason i feel like weak
man that's really hurt
She is in a coma.i couldnt stop her
Honestly I don’t feel good about myself.
My girl left me, but that’s my fault.😔
It’s only been 2 years, but miss her so much..
But truth be told, I feel so empty despite having a decent job with tough hours.
I still empty…
Im sleeping and eating more, and every day i feel worse than the day before. Soon everything will be over.
this goes hard after dry scooping pre and doing Bulgarian split squats
Real (She betrayed me for my best friend)
He is not a best friend then
@@GOODNGHT_Beatz fr
Keep your head up tho he is not your best friend anymore he did leave you with something great he took away her(the problem). You’ll be okay man trust. Another one will come to you eventually.🙏🏼❤ god bless you
@@Rohanrdzzz fr ( and someone came)
@@Rohanrdzzz fr( i think i like her but never tell her)
Still yearn the pain of my break up… I was no saint but never wanted to be favored by the devil either, I cheated during pregnancy and regret my decision everyday.. I hurt the girl I love the most I watched as she slowly feel out of love with me.. I wasn’t the same guy she fell in love with. We slowly grew apart and drifted away. With only the love of our daughter keeping us somewhat In eachothers lives. She had another kid.. we still tried but I guess it wasn’t the same for her anymore. I watch her be happy with other guys now.. I love to see her smile. But hurts that they don’t come from me.. I love seeing her beautiful self glow. But hate knowing I’m not her sun anymore. I love to watch her become happy. I hate that it wasn’t with me… I’ve accepted my actions and been dealt my karma. I now know what hurt feels like. I never wanted to make her feel like this. It’s been 3 years.. our beautiful girl is 4 and I still pray for her and hope she finds peace one day.. I will forever cherish her 🖤
I join vc's in discord and other apps to feel like Im talking to someone and it hurts when nobody responds
Same feeling brother
Same stuff over here irl too.
I lost my cat, and I am very upset.
Today it’s my birthday and everyone forgot and I didn’t even get to talk to my parents they just ignored me like If I was a ghost and my brother told me that I was a mistake and I shouldn’t be here so I have been alone all day in my room just looking at my ceiling and I can’t sleep and I just turned 13
Happy Birthday 🥳
I’m sorry keep your head high up bro happy birthday
happened to me too bro. not alone on this one
Jesus Loves You❤
Yea bro same it was my 14th birthday and I had to put my own decorations up since everyone forgot. Happy birthday bro.
chat why am i crying?
Don’t he sad when I’m listening to this
Is there anyone who can tell me what the name of this girl is and is it a movie or a RUclips channel?
Am I really fine? No I don’t think I’ll ever be, but guess what imma man head down chest up we’ll figure it out.
Wish I had a woman check up on me like this. Not even my own fucking mom or family checks up on me. I feel so fucking alone
I wish I never did what my cousin forsed me to do life don’t feel real no more I feel dead on the inside and in the outside hotly I feel better but it’s ok 😊😢
She left me.
I think i js got depressed🙁 i feel do much pain that when i cry its Just a small drop
i need 10h version !
this autoplayed in the background and I thought someone was getting a call lol
Ending the cycle for their sake; feels like this.
What's that feeling, when you could like, just open up and once like once be understood and be listened not even loved. Just someone to acknowledge the pain like a cancer in heart. Like the lies the eye tells. What does it take to like just be assured in any way. Taking it on the chin, being a man. Seriously, it's at the point where like everything you are, no one deserve it.. better to be alone
today, all my friends made my school basketball team. except me I put in so much hard work just for the coach to shrug me off.I spent hours on my craft and it all led to nothing. I’m listening to this right now thinking about killing myself. I hate that I only get this feeling and the fact they made fun of me. Well I guess I’ll see you guys in the afterlife.
Why did she have to be my first?
Freakbob is calling